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Tech’s Alive, Part 6: The Matter of Weight (cw for discussions of death, suicide mention, genocide mention)
AKA, why “Tech should stay dead for the stakes” and “Tech should stay dead so the moment he sacrifices himself retains its weight” are arguments I will not be entertaining in this household. And by this household, I mean my blog. But also probably my actual apartment here in real space.
So, this isn’t really an argument for why Tech is alive, per se. It’s more just me trying to counter the two most common arguments I see people making for why he should be dead, whether the person making the argument thinks he’s dead or not.
Stakes:
The first argument, that Tech should stay dead for the sake of the “stakes” is, to me, the most nebulous. On this here interwebs we tend to talk about “stakes” purely in the negative; everyone’s going to die, the villains are going to win, everything is going to be sad forever, etc. But stakes in a story are really just about potential consequences—what could happen if the characters succeed, and what could happen if they fail. And while it’s true that killing a character can raise the stakes in a story, it’s best accomplished by killing off a secondary character, and it can really only raise them in a story in which death was never a potential consequence.
Death has always been a potential consequence for these characters, not just for failure, but just for existing in the world in which they live. Scratch that, dying is quite literally what they were made to do. This is a series in which two genocides have already taken place—that of the Jedi, then of the Kaminoans—and which has us watching a third ongoing—that of the clones themselves. Almost every new named clone we’ve met has died, and died violently. The clone force 99 characters have all almost died about once an episode so far, and every time they do, the show tends to treat it as a serious close call.
So killing off Tech doesn’t raise the potential consequences of failure to “death” because that potential was always there. Killing off a secondary but known clone character like, say, Howser could have made heightened that risk more effectively. Heck, Mayday’s death does a better job of raising that risk for Crosshair, for example; the only reason Crosshair wasn’t the one who died in the avalanche was was because Mayday noticed the rock and pushed Crosshair out of the way. Killing off Tech and leaving him dead, by contrast, would actually, in a way, lower the stakes—because, again, the risk of “potential consequences” is gone (it’s just reality now), AND stakes are also about what could happen if the characters succeed and get what they want. Meaning that if Tech’s gone for good, the potential positive consequences are much, much lower. The positive consequence of the clone force 99 family reuniting—the thing the story keeps making us want—would just be gone. There’s only so far you can ratchet the spring of tension before it snaps.
That said, when some people argue for Tech’s death in favor of raised stakes, I don’t think the above is really what they’re talking about. They’re mostly making a somewhat edgelordy argument about death needing to feel real in the star war and darkness being the “mature” option. Let’s say I bought that argument. Let’s say I actually thought “the reality of death” and “maturity” were valid reasons to kill off a main character. Let’s even push aside all the reasons why I think killing off any one of the bad batchers permanently would break the story. Let’s do this thought experiment. Killing off Tech in this season and leaving him dead still doesn’t work, specifically because so much time this season was spent on developing and helping the other characters to understand him better.
You can spend time building up a character and developing them for the sole purpose of killing them and giving them a send-off if your show has an unserialized format. Think Gray’s Anatomy or Bones; unserialized shows are just taking the characters and putting them in different combinations or scenarios until the end of time without really worrying about arcs or narrative threads, so in that format spending time with a character before killing them off makes sense. Spending an entire season of a serialized show building up a character and their relationships, using them to develop certain themes and narrative threads, using them to push certain parts of the plot forward, and then killing them off in which a way which does nothing to resolve any of those arcs, themes, or narrative threads, though? That’s just a waste of time. Of limited time—because fully serialized shows have an ending. I’d be more willing to buy into this line of argument if it was Wrecker, not Tech, simply because he hasn’t had the kind of development Tech has.
Don’t get me wrong, I’d still absolutely hate it and would see perma-deathing Wrecker as just as story breaking as perma-deathing Tech. But if we’re doing the thought experiment where I’m talking about stakes the way some people seem to be doing, I could see it working better in that context than perma-deathing Tech. People can make that argument about Tech’s “death,” sure, but what they’re really advocating for is bad writing. And hey! Maybe we’ll get to the end of the show and it will turn out to have been badly written! I just…don’t really buy that right now.
(Of course, this is all moot anyway, because I fundamentally disagree with the definition of stakes being used by some people making this argument and see this line of thinking as somewhat edgelordy bologna anyway. But! Moving on.)
Wanting Tech’s Sacrifice to Have Weight:
So, I’m more sympathetic to this line of thinking. I don’t agree with it, but I can kind of respect where it’s coming from. I’ve mostly seen this from people who really hate the idea that Tech is dead, but don’t see a way for the moment in which Tech sacrifices himself to maintain its emotional weight if it turns out he’s alive, and who want the writers to respect Tech’s choice. And I get that. I’ve watched more than one show that had some big emotional moment that got completely ruined by being undone or having some other development come up later on. So it’s not that I think this argument is invalid; I just don’t think it applies in this specific case.
Because…okay, first, when it comes to the writers respecting Tech’s choice, I want us to think really hard about what he’s choosing to do. Because he’s not choosing to die. Not exactly. He’s choosing to do something extremely risky that will probably get him killed, and he knows it, in order to save his family. And I know it maybe doesn’t seem like there’s a distinction there, but there is one, and it’s important, because—I mean—listen to that last heavy sigh he gives before his last line. He doesn’t want to do it. He doesn’t want to die. He just doesn’t see any way out for the others if he doesn’t risk it. (Also I feel like the “the writers need to respect his choice argument” really kind of…not…real great bad, actually, it’s real bad guys, even if he was choosing to die, specifically, because that’s way too close to advocating for suicide for comfort. I don’t think that’s what anyone is intending by this argument but….)
Second, I don’t agree that Tech’s “death” is what gives that moment its emotional weight. Let’s say that Tech does die here. Let’s say he really isn’t coming back. In that case, his death is kind of meaningless, because he was going to die anyway. If we’re saying he died, then it was either all of them die, or just him. Which means that the thing that gives that moment weight can’t be his death, because he had no way out of dying, if we’re looking at it that way and accepting that he’s just gone for good.
The thing that gives that moment weight—just a warning, I’m about to get tooth-achingly schmaltzy here, and I’m not sorry—is love. It’s everyone in the batch’s love for Tech shattering into a million little pieces of grief and horror as they watch him fall. It’s Tech loving his family so damn much he refuses to even consider letting them fall with him. It’s Tech, not knowing that he’s a character in a story, looking at the situation, knowing what he’s about to do will probably kill him—because if he wasn’t a character in a story, it probably would—knowing that if he does it he’ll probably never see Crosshair again, never see Echo or Hunter at peace, never get to hear Wrecker laugh again, never get to see Omega grow up, and still choosing to take the fall for them because there’s no chance he’d let them take the same risk. That’s why that moment has meaning. And because that’s where the meaning comes from, I can’t see how that meaning or weight would evaporate if he came back.
I mean—let’s say you were waking down the street with a friend. You step out in front of a bus, purely by accident. Your friend notices and pushes you out of the way, and in so doing steps in front of the bus, gets hit, and miraculously survives. Does their survival do anything to decrease the fact that they were willing to get hit by a bus for you? Are we really going to argue “death, or it doesn’t count” when it comes to self-sacrifice?
Furthermore, the “Tech has to stay dead for his sacrifice to have weight” argument seems to be made at least partly from the point of view that “dead” and “fully abled” are the only two options. They’re not. Other people have covered the possibility that Tech will come back with a physical disability that he has to adjust to way better than I ever could, but that’s a very real consequence the show could deal with.
I don’t really have a conclusion to this. Basically, while I have seen the stakes and weight arguments floating around, I don’t really see either of them as valid narrative arguments for keeping Tech dead, and I wanted to explain why.
#the bad batch#tbb spoilers#the bad batch speculation#sort of#tech’salive#tech’saliveseries#ya thought you were rid of me#something something bad penny#if this reads#like it was typed in a frenzy during my lunch break#that’s because it was#cw death#cw suicide mention#cw genocide mention
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finally decided to pick up pokemon scarlet after so long as my first pokemon game and honestly having such a good time with it, the npc's are all so good and make the game so much worth it
#i love them sm#they're so funny#god i'm only like barely an hour into playing#but they have made this game worth the like 60 something dollars it cost#nemona??#she's so cool and great#i love a good confident character who just likes to fight#every 5 seconds going#“let's battle right now or i'll die”#she's so real for that#and also arven?#god he's so funny#i feel kinda bad that the first interaction you have with him is kicking his ass in battle#but he delights me#and also penny omg#i only just met her#but she's so cool#can't wait to get to know her better#loving this game a lot so far#arven pokemon#penny pokemon#nemona pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarlet#pokemon#random talking don't mind me
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Confession #385
#rwby#doomalade#penny polendina#spoilers#volume 8#writing#I mean we have gone through this before here but I do have to wonder what they were thinking#bringing her back without any real setbacks (other than Pietro not being able to possibly build her again)#like idk... if u have to bring her back make her memory being erased or missing or something#~oo watts stole the memory disc we have to get it back~#oh no the gang didnt realised watts had installed malware there no Penny is getting hacked!!!!! ;_;#but yeah#why make her human? wasnt she human enough the way she was..?#Ironwood losing his humanity after having more robotic parts in him and this kinda makes a eeugghh bad look#xyz coding#trans allegory#winter maiden#also yeah there could be some dramatic irony in healer having to kill a friend/ally but cmon guys please anyone else pl-
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Telling content creators it's wrong to explore artistic freedom and be independently funded by fans, and they should instead continue taking advertisement revenue from google* is
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the anti-capitalism stance actually.
*(Yes, google owns youtube.)
#Watcher#This post is specifically and exclusively about the people who seem to have the capitalism bit wrong#It's almost fascinating how no one is hearing themselves speak#I feel like some of you don't understand WHY we support small businesses and are anti-monopoly#I've seen multiple posts saying “Shane is so anti-capitalism there's no way this was his idea.”#So... you think it's pro-capitalism to start your own business instead of relying on pennies from the exploitative mega-corporation?#Guys... we support small businesses KNOWING it will cost the consumer more#Stop thinking you're entitled to someone's product#That's what got us in this mess#I understand $6 is a lot for many many people but that is what makes certain things a luxury#Nothing used to be this way#Nothing used to be “free” so you can be monitored for your viewing habits and sold to advertisers#If you see a little guy trying to leave youtube/google and you paint them as the capitalist??? You. have. taken. a. wrong. turn.#I don't know how many more ways I can say it#It is better to support someone (if you can) than to pressure them into taking money from the trillion-dollar corporation#so that you can have what they put all their blood/sweat/tears into for free#If you want something badly enough you're going to have to pay for it#Them's the breaks#If you don't want it that badly then maybe it didn't mean enough to you personally#Thinking otherwise is how corporations like youtube take over and squeeze out small competitors#btw on monopolies: having almost every single video content creator (outside of tiktoks and video game streams) on youtube is BAD#You understand that's bad yes?#How tf are we going to diversify unless SOME CREATORS leave youtube???#It's almost the responsibility of larger creators to do so#Ironically what I said is backwards#In its ideal state‚ capitalism is supposed to inspire innovation and new business‚ giving every person a chance to succeed#But I think we all know that's not the reality we're experiencing#I just went with what everyone means when they say it
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I've got to assume that bc Copperlily killed Buddy (therefore moving her party to pass/fail) that her schemes reach far outside the scope of school. I don't think she gives a shit about school anymore and is after something much much bigger
#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high spoilers#spoilers#kipperlilly copperkettle#maybe shes related to penny in some way and was jealous of riz and that grew#maybe she always hated riz and its oisín who was related to kalvaxus and wants revenge#maybe the party saw the livestream of the bad kids reviving cassandra and started taking the devils nectar to try to change ankarnas domain#and something went wrong and they blame the bad kids#maybe all of the above and more
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thinking about this post i saw the other week where this person was saying how badly they wanted to be able to buy a nice mug without thinking twice about it. and all the comments were saying how they could just buy a cheaper mug. and they were like jesus fucking christ ITS NOT ABOUT THE MUG. because yeah
#i’m so fucking. Exhausted#having to so carefully budget every single dollar#and feeling like a failure if i want to get like. some fancy cookies or something#or a nice blanket#and i am paying back my debt but also taking on more every year#and i personally don’t even feel that bad about it. like as long as i can afford the monthly payments idc#but then i see like three million tiktok/youtube videos shaming people who have less debt than i do#and im like. well ok.#like i am Trying idk what else to say😭#but i don’t want to try this hard like i’m not strong enough#i don’t have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like.#i just want to be able to buy fun things and see my friends#not even like. anything crazy expensive😭#i want to go out to a bar for karaoke without feeling guilty about the drink prices#it’s just. sooooo fucking frustrating and i’m worried it won’t ever end#sorry for the rant i am just spiraling a little bit😭#i’ll probably delete later#like i am Fine and actually doing really well rn#but i am so sick of not being able to afford to eat#and even when i start getting paid i still have to be so so so careful with my money#which i am. historically not good at doing#UGH#sorry😭#will delete#personal
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I’m so glad a lot of the cutscenes trigger from interactions instead of proximity now because it gives me such great opportunities for selfies
if he’s gonna hate me later anyways then it’s okay that i spent 10 minutes taking pictures.
this is the one that would play in a dramatic movie flashback to the good ol’ days
this looks like the picture one of us would have on a dresser to reminisce about when we were friends
dream flashback sequence like when one of us is unconscious or dying
realizing that i am not above consequences :(
i’m not gonna leave him alone until we’re besties again and that is a threat
#pokemon#pokemon sv#pokemon sv dlc#trainer kieran#but really though i’m so normal about him#he’s like a little brother to me. an occasionally feral one that bites#i know the whole plot but i just finished teal mask and it hurts yeah#why does gamefreak now have him actually collapse every time he loses it’s so heartbreaking#something something about the guilt of playing a game and being forced to do something bad for plot progression#i’m gonna bother him incessantly. i miss arven penny and nemona so much i’m going crazy i need more besties#rival kieran#pokemon kieran#kieran pokemon
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I am replaying Pokemon Violet and just like… there’s no getting around it: the Team Star plot is just stupid and badly written.
#the ENTIRE TEACHING STAFF RESIGNED#and ONE random student somewhere mentions it????#your school head girl never mentions it???#no one is like ‘yeah this school’s a bid dodge recently something happened that made EVERYONE RESIGN#like for it to be that bad every single kid is gonna know about this epic epic bullying problem.#and yet!#everyone just seems oblivious?#and then at the start there’s genuinely no way to get around the fact that a couple of Team Star members#are right there trying to bully Penny into joining them.#like I thought the plot was gonna be ‘united to fight bullies but lived long enough to see themselves become the bad guys’#but no! the behaviour your character literally witnesses is never mentioned again!!#also they forced some Pokemon to evolve to power their silly star mobiles so fuck Irsa in particular#(sorry I am using a mishmash of their English and German names)#Irsa’s the fire one.#and the fact that this plot is in the same game as Pepper’s??#like the contrast in how good the story telling is is SO STARK
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When you have to take off your socks to change into clean socks and your bare feet touch the floor for exactly fifteen seconds and the dry, smooth sensation makes you want to chop your toes off
#It’s awful#I used to think short carpet was bad but vinyl flooring is the literal WORST#They should make socks that are lined with a rubbery nubby texture for people with sensory issues and/or allodynia#who find light or sliding contact painful and need deep pressure to function#This is why my grandma always wore her penny loafers— even in the hospital bed#I know what you were grandma#I KNOW you#She knew the lyrics to every song ever from 1890–1980 and would spontaneously burst into song if something you said reminded her of a song#And her mother used to sit down and read the dictionary for fun and was essentially a walking encyclopedia#despite dropping out of school at a young age because she just absorbed everything she could find#My aunt talks really really fast and for a really long time and constantly crochets to keep her hands busy#and according to my mom would rock in a rocking chair for hours and hours#All of my uncles and my mom are slightly socially awkward and take LOONG pauses between words sometimes#and something about their neutral facial expressions is “off” and guess who else looks “off” when I’m not purposefully grandiose#Moi [frames face with hands]#me#I can’t quite put my finger on it but I look a little too “dreamy” and like a fish out of water simultaneously#Like “the lights are off but someone is definitely in there watching and it’s kind of creeping me out”#And I will also read the dictionary for fun and I also happen to be a walking encyclopedia#Right now I’m into herbalism and mushrooms and psychotropic substances so I will recite paragraphs of information unsolicited#about any of those things#I guess it’s a branch off my main interest in psychology and human biology
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Misha: YO! We comunikated like you told us.
Noel: Thank you for helping. *They give u two slices of cake and a balloon clearly leftover from Mishas birthday*
-@nischaaskblog
Ocean: Oh my gosh finally! And of course, we had to.
*Ocean takes the balloons and Penny takes the cake*
Penny: Thanks for the cake. Sorry we couldn't visit on your birthday, Mischa. We both got sick.
#ooc: SHIT I FORGOT TO DO SOMETHING FOR MISCHA'S BIRTHDAY MY BAD#rtc#ocean o'connell rosenberg#ride the cyclone#ride the cyclone rp#jane doe rtc#ocean rtc#perfectdolls#penny rtc#jane doe#penny lamb
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finding a character that grates against your nerves and eventually thinking, well, that's not fair, you haven't done anything; why do i dislike you? and then you dwell on this for a while and discover 'oh! you are like me when i was younger' and decide well, i'll simply learn how to love the both of you. power in this.
#N posts stuff#'what are you talking about?' fuck if i know.#but also i'm talking about penny from 'the 7' -- nosy little control freak determined to find Some foothold into Every conversation#it's interesting bc sometimes when i watch i'm like 'this character is played on the Border of metagaming' but the more i think abuot it#the less it Feels like metagaming bc penny Genuinely seems Exactly like the kind of person who just Is That Determined to be#some level of involved in Every situation; 'yeah i know that show you were in' 'Yeah i was listening into this scene from a different hall'#equal parts her being a Rogue character to her core AND her borderline pathological need for control in Every situation#w/ None of the social grace needed to temper this impulse into something more broadly 'palatable' -> very autistic to me in a way#'i don't Get It but if i'm Always Right then that's good bc it's Bad to be Wrong so i just have to Know Everything so that i'm Never Wrong'#or like 'no i don't understand the Rules right but if i can just Be In Charge of the Situation at all times then i'm the one domineering#where this is going and how it unfolds; like if i'm in charge i understand That at least so i will just Always be in charge'#and sometimes this starts fights with your friends and they call you a freak for it and you're like 'hm. i don't know what's going on#but if You said it and You Get People then you must be right so. i will alter this immediately' but penny doesn't have that interaction#because her friends are just like 'yeah i love you And that batshit way of interacting with the world that you embody' and there is a#temptation of sorts to be like 'penny you HAVE to stop that; you NEED to learn that lesson please' but then like. hm. does she?#much to think about. i don't interact w/ people enough anymore for this to impact my interactions with real people lol#but it Is interesting to peel apart a fictional character and find a Younger You in there. i can change how i think about Them at least
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Low quality rtc doodles teehee
#blood tw#Okat tags then I have notes#ride the cyclone#jane doe#ricky potts#mischa bachinski#noel gruber#penny lamb#constance blackwood#ocean oconnell rosenberg#my art#Okay notes#first of all#rtc is one of those fandoms where I don’t really get into ships#not because they’re bad I do like to see em#just because they just don’t really feel right to me#but for some reason Ricky x Mischa just gets me/pos#idk why lol#also the reason Mischa is dressed as the scream killer is becayse#when I was watching YouTube while drawing the person mentioned something about scream when I wanted to draw Mischa so#yea#also the The Thing convo is based on a convo I’ve had#also what’s Mischa and Ricky;s ship name#these were taken on my iPad bcuz broken phone camera so that’s why they look like shit#okay I’ll shush now#Last thing tho- kit ski is rambling about saw because saw is love saw is livfe
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If I got a DnDads tattoo would that be peak cringe or-
#listen. alright. hey listen listen listen#I have like. 3/4 tattoo ideas currently.#I want a bear skull with flowers for my shoulder. a garfield on my shoulderblade.#and then a bigtop burger tatto and now recently. a dndads tattoo. havent sketched out ideas for either but im thinking!!!!#i was like “ oh maybe i can like. commission?????? handwriting??? from the cast??” bc thats normal#but also in the unfortunate circumstance of Public Figure being exposed for Bad Thing i would fucking personally skin myself .#Bigtop Burger one would either be Penny based or something with the J family from Wire......#OK I DID SKETCH OUT A FOREARM TATTOO. OF THE J FAMILY SLIDING DOWN A WIRE TOGETHER but idk if i want something that obvious yknow#Other dndad tatto ideas: Darryl Wilson's fucked up hand. Like a Dndads “crest”. A D20 with different character items as numbers?#Also was thinking a doodler tattoo bc that covers S1 and 2#And if i got cast handwriting. it would either be just Matt or All of Them. and just having Matt feels wrong??????#like “ sorry.... only he gets his handwriting on my body” thats just Weird.#dndads#dungeons and daddies#tagging this because fuck it we ball#maybe one of Darryl's brew? like the bottle. i do like bottles#it would be a forearm tattoo ideally
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As you get older, birthdays are weird days that sort of lose their significance when compared to your younger years. I still feel 23. It feels like another day. The world keeps world-ing.
But as far as adult birthday goes, it was a pretty nice one.
Love from immediate family and friends (which is technically a requirement, but it’s always nice)
Chatting with friends and lovelies
The Chili’s server who told us about how he remasters (and makes better) old songs for his mother
Another server who gave me a molten cake WITHOUT singing
The wrong cake but a cake nonetheless (someone might have my same name and birthday in my town…and they got red velvet instead of vanilla….it a good thing I also love vanilla. Hopefully they also love red velvet)
Listening to Muse for 3 hours
And making a Lego Sleeping Beauty Castle in that 3 hours
But mostly, just vibing and spacing out in my head. Spending time with me.
Also Happy Birthday Ncuti Gatwa!! I’m so honored to share a birthday with The Doctor (and with an actual celebrity). Love you pookie 🥰🥰🥰
#overall a fine birthday#if I had a penny for every year I’ve been alive#I’d have a quarter#I thought of something funnier than 24….#…..25#we won’t talk about how I started my birthday#that’s the only bad part#but it was brief#ncuti gatwa#maybe I should make a post about how we went to Disneyland recently for my dad’s birthday#maybe later….
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season 3 of penny dreadful sucks. sad! i think the whole season should have been ethan being sad in the desert and vanessa going to therapy
#i think its the dialogue this season.... its all so stilted.#like the dialogue in penny dreadful is usually weird but thats on purpose ! and its delightful !#i feel like the actors were given worse direction or something#especially with the newer characters holy shit theyre bad#exept for like jekyll and renfield. theyre fun !#txt#penny dreadful
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'You don't like RWBY because you hate women' Incorrect, I would love nothing more than for those girls to be in a GOOD show
#Hayley Speaks#Also I know I normally hate the 'rich girl with a bad homelife' trope but there's something about Weiss that touches my heart#Honestly if SHE can break through my usual dislike of the trope in a godawful show like RWBY#There's definitely something special about her#Her outfit in volume 7 was complete ass though. I miss her volume 5-6 outfit :(#Also we know my feelings on Penny by now so-
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