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Techâs Alive, Part 6: The Matter of Weight (cw for discussions of death, suicide mention, genocide mention)
AKA, why âTech should stay dead for the stakesâ and âTech should stay dead so the moment he sacrifices himself retains its weightâ are arguments I will not be entertaining in this household. And by this household, I mean my blog. But also probably my actual apartment here in real space.
So, this isnât really an argument for why Tech is alive, per se. Itâs more just me trying to counter the two most common arguments I see people making for why he should be dead, whether the person making the argument thinks heâs dead or not.
Stakes:
The first argument, that Tech should stay dead for the sake of the âstakesâ is, to me, the most nebulous. On this here interwebs we tend to talk about âstakesâ purely in the negative; everyoneâs going to die, the villains are going to win, everything is going to be sad forever, etc. But stakes in a story are really just about potential consequencesâwhat could happen if the characters succeed, and what could happen if they fail. And while itâs true that killing a character can raise the stakes in a story, itâs best accomplished by killing off a secondary character, and it can really only raise them in a story in which death was never a potential consequence.
Death has always been a potential consequence for these characters, not just for failure, but just for existing in the world in which they live. Scratch that, dying is quite literally what they were made to do. This is a series in which two genocides have already taken placeâthat of the Jedi, then of the Kaminoansâand which has us watching a third ongoingâthat of the clones themselves. Almost every new named clone weâve met has died, and died violently. The clone force 99 characters have all almost died about once an episode so far, and every time they do, the show tends to treat it as a serious close call.
So killing off Tech doesnât raise the potential consequences of failure to âdeathâ because that potential was always there. Killing off a secondary but known clone character like, say, Howser could have made heightened that risk more effectively. Heck, Maydayâs death does a better job of raising that risk for Crosshair, for example; the only reason Crosshair wasnât the one who died in the avalanche was was because Mayday noticed the rock and pushed Crosshair out of the way. Killing off Tech and leaving him dead, by contrast, would actually, in a way, lower the stakesâbecause, again, the risk of âpotential consequencesâ is gone (itâs just reality now), AND stakes are also about what could happen if the characters succeed and get what they want. Meaning that if Techâs gone for good, the potential positive consequences are much, much lower. The positive consequence of the clone force 99 family reunitingâthe thing the story keeps making us wantâwould just be gone. Thereâs only so far you can ratchet the spring of tension before it snaps.
That said, when some people argue for Techâs death in favor of raised stakes, I donât think the above is really what theyâre talking about. Theyâre mostly making a somewhat edgelordy argument about death needing to feel real in the star war and darkness being the âmatureâ option. Letâs say I bought that argument. Letâs say I actually thought âthe reality of deathâ and âmaturityâ were valid reasons to kill off a main character. Letâs even push aside all the reasons why I think killing off any one of the bad batchers permanently would break the story. Letâs do this thought experiment. Killing off Tech in this season and leaving him dead still doesnât work, specifically because so much time this season was spent on developing and helping the other characters to understand him better.
You can spend time building up a character and developing them for the sole purpose of killing them and giving them a send-off if your show has an unserialized format. Think Grayâs Anatomy or Bones; unserialized shows are just taking the characters and putting them in different combinations or scenarios until the end of time without really worrying about arcs or narrative threads, so in that format spending time with a character before killing them off makes sense. Spending an entire season of a serialized show building up a character and their relationships, using them to develop certain themes and narrative threads, using them to push certain parts of the plot forward, and then killing them off in which a way which does nothing to resolve any of those arcs, themes, or narrative threads, though? Thatâs just a waste of time. Of limited timeâbecause fully serialized shows have an ending. Iâd be more willing to buy into this line of argument if it was Wrecker, not Tech, simply because he hasnât had the kind of development Tech has.
Donât get me wrong, Iâd still absolutely hate it and would see perma-deathing Wrecker as just as story breaking as perma-deathing Tech. But if weâre doing the thought experiment where Iâm talking about stakes the way some people seem to be doing, I could see it working better in that context than perma-deathing Tech. People can make that argument about Techâs âdeath,â sure, but what theyâre really advocating for is bad writing. And hey! Maybe weâll get to the end of the show and it will turn out to have been badly written! I justâŠdonât really buy that right now.
(Of course, this is all moot anyway, because I fundamentally disagree with the definition of stakes being used by some people making this argument and see this line of thinking as somewhat edgelordy bologna anyway. But! Moving on.)
Wanting Techâs Sacrifice to Have Weight:
So, Iâm more sympathetic to this line of thinking. I donât agree with it, but I can kind of respect where itâs coming from. Iâve mostly seen this from people who really hate the idea that Tech is dead, but donât see a way for the moment in which Tech sacrifices himself to maintain its emotional weight if it turns out heâs alive, and who want the writers to respect Techâs choice. And I get that. Iâve watched more than one show that had some big emotional moment that got completely ruined by being undone or having some other development come up later on. So itâs not that I think this argument is invalid; I just donât think it applies in this specific case.
BecauseâŠokay, first, when it comes to the writers respecting Techâs choice, I want us to think really hard about what heâs choosing to do. Because heâs not choosing to die. Not exactly. Heâs choosing to do something extremely risky that will probably get him killed, and he knows it, in order to save his family. And I know it maybe doesnât seem like thereâs a distinction there, but there is one, and itâs important, becauseâI meanâlisten to that last heavy sigh he gives before his last line. He doesnât want to do it. He doesnât want to die. He just doesnât see any way out for the others if he doesnât risk it. (Also I feel like the âthe writers need to respect his choice argumentâ really kind ofâŠnotâŠreal great bad, actually, itâs real bad guys, even if he was choosing to die, specifically, because thatâs way too close to advocating for suicide for comfort. I donât think thatâs what anyone is intending by this argument butâŠ.)
Second, I donât agree that Techâs âdeathâ is what gives that moment its emotional weight. Letâs say that Tech does die here. Letâs say he really isnât coming back. In that case, his death is kind of meaningless, because he was going to die anyway. If weâre saying he died, then it was either all of them die, or just him. Which means that the thing that gives that moment weight canât be his death, because he had no way out of dying, if weâre looking at it that way and accepting that heâs just gone for good.
The thing that gives that moment weightâjust a warning, Iâm about to get tooth-achingly schmaltzy here, and Iâm not sorryâis love. Itâs everyone in the batchâs love for Tech shattering into a million little pieces of grief and horror as they watch him fall. Itâs Tech loving his family so damn much he refuses to even consider letting them fall with him. Itâs Tech, not knowing that heâs a character in a story, looking at the situation, knowing what heâs about to do will probably kill himâbecause if he wasnât a character in a story, it probably wouldâknowing that if he does it heâll probably never see Crosshair again, never see Echo or Hunter at peace, never get to hear Wrecker laugh again, never get to see Omega grow up, and still choosing to take the fall for them because thereâs no chance heâd let them take the same risk. Thatâs why that moment has meaning. And because thatâs where the meaning comes from, I canât see how that meaning or weight would evaporate if he came back.
I meanâletâs say you were waking down the street with a friend. You step out in front of a bus, purely by accident. Your friend notices and pushes you out of the way, and in so doing steps in front of the bus, gets hit, and miraculously survives. Does their survival do anything to decrease the fact that they were willing to get hit by a bus for you? Are we really going to argue âdeath, or it doesnât countâ when it comes to self-sacrifice?
Furthermore, the âTech has to stay dead for his sacrifice to have weightâ argument seems to be made at least partly from the point of view that âdeadâ and âfully abledâ are the only two options. Theyâre not. Other people have covered the possibility that Tech will come back with a physical disability that he has to adjust to way better than I ever could, but thatâs a very real consequence the show could deal with.
I donât really have a conclusion to this. Basically, while I have seen the stakes and weight arguments floating around, I donât really see either of them as valid narrative arguments for keeping Tech dead, and I wanted to explain why.
#the bad batch#tbb spoilers#the bad batch speculation#sort of#techâsalive#techâsaliveseries#ya thought you were rid of me#something something bad penny#if this reads#like it was typed in a frenzy during my lunch break#thatâs because it was#cw death#cw suicide mention#cw genocide mention
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"why do you talk about something awful so much" it has surprised me quite a bit as I've gotten older but the 2000s-2010s SA culture has only become more relevant to current events and media as time goes on, i assume from the natural watershed effects from people aging into their 30s and making media properties that go on to become incredibly influential. I was never a big poster there, I was a lurker 99% of the time and had zero influence on the site, so it's really not personal for me except for stuff like Dropsy, since I was there for the original thread. the SA millennials started popping up in noticeable ways as early as 30 Rock (recall the "lemon party" recurring joke for example) and as the younger members age into their prime output years we're just going to keep seeing more of it.
#something awful#something awful forums#to be clear i dont think this is either good or bad it just Is#and i cant help pointing at the tv like an ape when I Understand the Reference (or even just the allusion)#so thats part of it#and the other part is that im obsessed with Context in general#because Context can often tell you EVERYTHING about why something happens a certain way#and this particular context is just a big one to my particular wheelhouse#the penny arcade forums as well but maybe a tiny bit less so?#next posters are right; johnny fiveaces in fallout was probably the earlier one#lemon party wasn't exclusively an SA thing either and wasnt hosted on SA but i associate it with the site because of the frontpage#âtheres a frontpage?â#the frontpage really acted as a clearinghouse for that era's memes and shock images#and the frontpage got their material from the forum
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Jane sheep
#do ask me for an explanation in case you don't understand something in the drawing#I will explain because I understand this isn't the best drawing (far from that)#penny lamb#rtc jane doe#jane doe#jane doe rtc#jane doe ride the cyclone#ride the cyclone#ride the cyclone fanart#ride the cyclone musical#rtc musical#rtc#rtc fanart#It was all drawn in pen so forgive me for any bad mistakes for I could not erase and fix them#ezra lamb#penny rtc#rtc penny#ezra legoland#penny legoland#penny lamb legoland#ezra lamb legoland#legoland musical#legoland play#legoland ezra#legoland penny
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finally decided to pick up pokemon scarlet after so long as my first pokemon game and honestly having such a good time with it, the npc's are all so good and make the game so much worth it
#i love them sm#they're so funny#god i'm only like barely an hour into playing#but they have made this game worth the like 60 something dollars it cost#nemona??#she's so cool and great#i love a good confident character who just likes to fight#every 5 seconds going#âlet's battle right now or i'll dieâ#she's so real for that#and also arven?#god he's so funny#i feel kinda bad that the first interaction you have with him is kicking his ass in battle#but he delights me#and also penny omg#i only just met her#but she's so cool#can't wait to get to know her better#loving this game a lot so far#arven pokemon#penny pokemon#nemona pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarlet#pokemon#random talking don't mind me
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Confession #385
#rwby#doomalade#penny polendina#spoilers#volume 8#writing#I mean we have gone through this before here but I do have to wonder what they were thinking#bringing her back without any real setbacks (other than Pietro not being able to possibly build her again)#like idk... if u have to bring her back make her memory being erased or missing or something#~oo watts stole the memory disc we have to get it back~#oh no the gang didnt realised watts had installed malware there no Penny is getting hacked!!!!! ;_;#but yeah#why make her human? wasnt she human enough the way she was..?#Ironwood losing his humanity after having more robotic parts in him and this kinda makes a eeugghh bad look#xyz coding#trans allegory#winter maiden#also yeah there could be some dramatic irony in healer having to kill a friend/ally but cmon guys please anyone else pl-
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H E L L O ?!?!?!
#itâs 1:40 am as iâm drafting this and i had to make sure it was actually real#love when fandoms im in trend out of no where fills me with joy and such unimaginable dread#immediately just âoh god what happenedâ and mentally preparing myself for something either really good or really bad#either way i typically get to see pretty art so not a total loss#trollhunters#3below#wizards#toa#penny lake#my fic
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I've got to assume that bc Copperlily killed Buddy (therefore moving her party to pass/fail) that her schemes reach far outside the scope of school. I don't think she gives a shit about school anymore and is after something much much bigger
#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high spoilers#spoilers#kipperlilly copperkettle#maybe shes related to penny in some way and was jealous of riz and that grew#maybe she always hated riz and its oisĂn who was related to kalvaxus and wants revenge#maybe the party saw the livestream of the bad kids reviving cassandra and started taking the devils nectar to try to change ankarnas domain#and something went wrong and they blame the bad kids#maybe all of the above and more
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thinking about this post i saw the other week where this person was saying how badly they wanted to be able to buy a nice mug without thinking twice about it. and all the comments were saying how they could just buy a cheaper mug. and they were like jesus fucking christ ITS NOT ABOUT THE MUG. because yeah
#iâm so fucking. Exhausted#having to so carefully budget every single dollar#and feeling like a failure if i want to get like. some fancy cookies or something#or a nice blanket#and i am paying back my debt but also taking on more every year#and i personally donât even feel that bad about it. like as long as i can afford the monthly payments idc#but then i see like three million tiktok/youtube videos shaming people who have less debt than i do#and im like. well ok.#like i am Trying idk what else to sayđ#but i donât want to try this hard like iâm not strong enough#i donât have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like.#i just want to be able to buy fun things and see my friends#not even like. anything crazy expensiveđ#i want to go out to a bar for karaoke without feeling guilty about the drink prices#itâs just. sooooo fucking frustrating and iâm worried it wonât ever end#sorry for the rant i am just spiraling a little bitđ#iâll probably delete later#like i am Fine and actually doing really well rn#but i am so sick of not being able to afford to eat#and even when i start getting paid i still have to be so so so careful with my money#which i am. historically not good at doing#UGH#sorryđ#will delete#personal
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I am replaying Pokemon Violet and just like⊠thereâs no getting around it: the Team Star plot is just stupid and badly written.
#the ENTIRE TEACHING STAFF RESIGNED#and ONE random student somewhere mentions it????#your school head girl never mentions it???#no one is like âyeah this schoolâs a bid dodge recently something happened that made EVERYONE RESIGN#like for it to be that bad every single kid is gonna know about this epic epic bullying problem.#and yet!#everyone just seems oblivious?#and then at the start thereâs genuinely no way to get around the fact that a couple of Team Star members#are right there trying to bully Penny into joining them.#like I thought the plot was gonna be âunited to fight bullies but lived long enough to see themselves become the bad guysâ#but no! the behaviour your character literally witnesses is never mentioned again!!#also they forced some Pokemon to evolve to power their silly star mobiles so fuck Irsa in particular#(sorry I am using a mishmash of their English and German names)#Irsaâs the fire one.#and the fact that this plot is in the same game as Pepperâs??#like the contrast in how good the story telling is is SO STARK
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When you have to take off your socks to change into clean socks and your bare feet touch the floor for exactly fifteen seconds and the dry, smooth sensation makes you want to chop your toes off
#Itâs awful#I used to think short carpet was bad but vinyl flooring is the literal WORST#They should make socks that are lined with a rubbery nubby texture for people with sensory issues and/or allodynia#who find light or sliding contact painful and need deep pressure to function#This is why my grandma always wore her penny loafersâ even in the hospital bed#I know what you were grandma#I KNOW you#She knew the lyrics to every song ever from 1890â1980 and would spontaneously burst into song if something you said reminded her of a song#And her mother used to sit down and read the dictionary for fun and was essentially a walking encyclopedia#despite dropping out of school at a young age because she just absorbed everything she could find#My aunt talks really really fast and for a really long time and constantly crochets to keep her hands busy#and according to my mom would rock in a rocking chair for hours and hours#All of my uncles and my mom are slightly socially awkward and take LOONG pauses between words sometimes#and something about their neutral facial expressions is âoffâ and guess who else looks âoffâ when Iâm not purposefully grandiose#Moi [frames face with hands]#me#I canât quite put my finger on it but I look a little too âdreamyâ and like a fish out of water simultaneously#Like âthe lights are off but someone is definitely in there watching and itâs kind of creeping me outâ#And I will also read the dictionary for fun and I also happen to be a walking encyclopedia#Right now Iâm into herbalism and mushrooms and psychotropic substances so I will recite paragraphs of information unsolicited#about any of those things#I guess itâs a branch off my main interest in psychology and human biology
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Misha: YO! We comunikated like you told us.
Noel: Thank you for helping. *They give u two slices of cake and a balloon clearly leftover from Mishas birthday*
-@nischaaskblog
Ocean: Oh my gosh finally! And of course, we had to.
*Ocean takes the balloons and Penny takes the cake*
Penny: Thanks for the cake. Sorry we couldn't visit on your birthday, Mischa. We both got sick.
#ooc: SHIT I FORGOT TO DO SOMETHING FOR MISCHA'S BIRTHDAY MY BAD#rtc#ocean o'connell rosenberg#ride the cyclone#ride the cyclone rp#jane doe rtc#ocean rtc#perfectdolls#penny rtc#jane doe#penny lamb
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finding a character that grates against your nerves and eventually thinking, well, that's not fair, you haven't done anything; why do i dislike you? and then you dwell on this for a while and discover 'oh! you are like me when i was younger' and decide well, i'll simply learn how to love the both of you. power in this.
#N posts stuff#'what are you talking about?' fuck if i know.#but also i'm talking about penny from 'the 7' -- nosy little control freak determined to find Some foothold into Every conversation#it's interesting bc sometimes when i watch i'm like 'this character is played on the Border of metagaming' but the more i think abuot it#the less it Feels like metagaming bc penny Genuinely seems Exactly like the kind of person who just Is That Determined to be#some level of involved in Every situation; 'yeah i know that show you were in' 'Yeah i was listening into this scene from a different hall'#equal parts her being a Rogue character to her core AND her borderline pathological need for control in Every situation#w/ None of the social grace needed to temper this impulse into something more broadly 'palatable' -> very autistic to me in a way#'i don't Get It but if i'm Always Right then that's good bc it's Bad to be Wrong so i just have to Know Everything so that i'm Never Wrong'#or like 'no i don't understand the Rules right but if i can just Be In Charge of the Situation at all times then i'm the one domineering#where this is going and how it unfolds; like if i'm in charge i understand That at least so i will just Always be in charge'#and sometimes this starts fights with your friends and they call you a freak for it and you're like 'hm. i don't know what's going on#but if You said it and You Get People then you must be right so. i will alter this immediately' but penny doesn't have that interaction#because her friends are just like 'yeah i love you And that batshit way of interacting with the world that you embody' and there is a#temptation of sorts to be like 'penny you HAVE to stop that; you NEED to learn that lesson please' but then like. hm. does she?#much to think about. i don't interact w/ people enough anymore for this to impact my interactions with real people lol#but it Is interesting to peel apart a fictional character and find a Younger You in there. i can change how i think about Them at least
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Low quality rtc doodles teehee
#blood tw#Okat tags then I have notes#ride the cyclone#jane doe#ricky potts#mischa bachinski#noel gruber#penny lamb#constance blackwood#ocean oconnell rosenberg#my art#Okay notes#first of all#rtc is one of those fandoms where I donât really get into ships#not because theyâre bad I do like to see em#just because they just donât really feel right to me#but for some reason Ricky x Mischa just gets me/pos#idk why lol#also the reason Mischa is dressed as the scream killer is becayse#when I was watching YouTube while drawing the person mentioned something about scream when I wanted to draw Mischa so#yea#also the The Thing convo is based on a convo Iâve had#also whatâs Mischa and Ricky;s ship name#these were taken on my iPad bcuz broken phone camera so thatâs why they look like shit#okay Iâll shush now#Last thing tho- kit ski is rambling about saw because saw is love saw is livfe
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If I got a DnDads tattoo would that be peak cringe or-
#listen. alright. hey listen listen listen#I have like. 3/4 tattoo ideas currently.#I want a bear skull with flowers for my shoulder. a garfield on my shoulderblade.#and then a bigtop burger tatto and now recently. a dndads tattoo. havent sketched out ideas for either but im thinking!!!!#i was like â oh maybe i can like. commission?????? handwriting??? from the cast??â bc thats normal#but also in the unfortunate circumstance of Public Figure being exposed for Bad Thing i would fucking personally skin myself .#Bigtop Burger one would either be Penny based or something with the J family from Wire......#OK I DID SKETCH OUT A FOREARM TATTOO. OF THE J FAMILY SLIDING DOWN A WIRE TOGETHER but idk if i want something that obvious yknow#Other dndad tatto ideas: Darryl Wilson's fucked up hand. Like a Dndads âcrestâ. A D20 with different character items as numbers?#Also was thinking a doodler tattoo bc that covers S1 and 2#And if i got cast handwriting. it would either be just Matt or All of Them. and just having Matt feels wrong??????#like â sorry.... only he gets his handwriting on my bodyâ thats just Weird.#dndads#dungeons and daddies#tagging this because fuck it we ball#maybe one of Darryl's brew? like the bottle. i do like bottles#it would be a forearm tattoo ideally
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As you get older, birthdays are weird days that sort of lose their significance when compared to your younger years. I still feel 23. It feels like another day. The world keeps world-ing.
But as far as adult birthday goes, it was a pretty nice one.
Love from immediate family and friends (which is technically a requirement, but itâs always nice)
Chatting with friends and lovelies
The Chiliâs server who told us about how he remasters (and makes better) old songs for his mother
Another server who gave me a molten cake WITHOUT singing
The wrong cake but a cake nonetheless (someone might have my same name and birthday in my townâŠand they got red velvet instead of vanillaâŠ.it a good thing I also love vanilla. Hopefully they also love red velvet)
Listening to Muse for 3 hours
And making a Lego Sleeping Beauty Castle in that 3 hours
But mostly, just vibing and spacing out in my head. Spending time with me.
Also Happy Birthday Ncuti Gatwa!! Iâm so honored to share a birthday with The Doctor (and with an actual celebrity). Love you pookie đ„°đ„°đ„°
#overall a fine birthday#if I had a penny for every year Iâve been alive#Iâd have a quarter#I thought of something funnier than 24âŠ.#âŠ..25#we wonât talk about how I started my birthday#thatâs the only bad part#but it was brief#ncuti gatwa#maybe I should make a post about how we went to Disneyland recently for my dadâs birthday#maybe laterâŠ.
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season 3 of penny dreadful sucks. sad! i think the whole season should have been ethan being sad in the desert and vanessa going to therapy
#i think its the dialogue this season.... its all so stilted.#like the dialogue in penny dreadful is usually weird but thats on purpose ! and its delightful !#i feel like the actors were given worse direction or something#especially with the newer characters holy shit theyre bad#exept for like jekyll and renfield. theyre fun !#txt#penny dreadful
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