#something about it is kind of healing
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black sails really changed the game of gay representation for me. i dont want safe clean sanitized gay rep i want my gay rep to bash people's heads in with cannon balls
#flint is the first queer character ive actually seen be allowed to be apologetically morally grey and complex. and sometimes downright#brutal. while still always being sympathetic#something about it is kind of healing#man i love black sails#a.txt
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Ep 3 AU in which Evan succeeded on his death save but lost his arm, so K made him a prosthesis while the group was still on Galamanis
#Teddy is helping :3#Evan's Shadow still has both arms and he is conflicted about that#initially K tried to make a high-tech automail kind of arm but eventually went with something that works and that Evan can actually use#pondering how the K and Evan fight would have been different if he lost an arm instead of died and was resurrected with both arms intact#misfits and magic#misfits and magic 2#mismag 2#misfits and magic 2 spoilers#mismag 2 spoilers#k tanaka#evan kelmp#art#went through multiple iterations on the shading and hatching and screentones but it slowly came together#I began drawing this after they left Galamanis and it looks like they are returning to Galamanis this week lmao#I want to know who the hell L.O. is#I also wonder what would have been the plan if Evan hadn't died#St. Dotto's works like the Galamanis hot springs - amplifying the healing the body already does - so Evan's arm wouldn't have regenerated..
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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Dev this is serious stop beatboxing.
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dev dimmadome#fop dev#dale dimmadome#emetophobia#art#digital art#fanart#comic#Sorry for taking so long on this I was procrastinating bcs its just kinda a context page that needs to exist for other stuff to happen#I love it when they interact like disgruntled roommates#like on one had he SHOT HIM on the other hand whats Dev supposed to do? Go no contact?? Hes ten#This takes place like 2 days after the deer attack#Dale got whisked away to fairy world to get speed healed and had his memory wiped of the whole thing#Devs relationship with his dad is so messy cause like yes his dad hurt him but also thats his dad and he loves him.#even if his dad doesnt love him back#He wants to Want To Hurt his dad. thats the right way to feel about after what he did. and he does feel that way sometimes.#but on some level its was kind of a relief to hear that he couldnt wish harm on people#because even if he could he isnt sure he could go through with it#and there would be nothing worse than having the power to do something and yet. not#sorry if that sounds insane#complicated relationships with your abuser my beloved#also just the quiet acceptance Dev has for (what he thinks is) Peri straight up lying to his face#Dev likes Peri a lot but he is also deeply aware that Peri hides a lot of things from him#I think he appreciates that Peri tries to shield his feelings. His dad doesnt do that#ofc Peri isnt actually lying here I just think the layers of such a small interaction are hilarious
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i fucking love writing a healthy best friendship between a man and a woman without making it weird or having them fall in love
#i just wrote a scene where lucas (side character) comforts marley (mc)#about her asexuality and they just have this friendly platonic moment between them#and i want to cry a little cuz i think it healed something inside me#writing that scene#i hope my writing one day can provide the same kind of comfort lucas just did in that scene#writeblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writers#writer#writing community#creative writing#writerblr#writer things#writers block#writers life#writers and poets#writerscommunity#ao3 writer#writer stuff#writing funny#on writing#write#writing meme#writing memes#writing struggles#writing problems#writing humor#writer problems#writing is hard
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[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. It’s two 3 panel comics that illustrates the same sequence. The first focuses on Vash. In the first panel, he’s in a hurried motion with a worried expression. In the second, he’s stopped, huffing a breath out as he’s scanning for Wolfwood (not pictured). In the final panel, he breaks out into a relieved smile, eyes lighting up with warm cheeks.
The second comic focuses on Wolfwood. In the first panel, he’s looking downwards to the right with a cigarette in his mouth, wearing a neutral expression. On his face are notable scratch marks to indicate him being in a fight prior. In the second panel, he turns towards the viewer, lifting his head as he notices Vash (as from the previous sequence). In the final panel, he smiles warmly with teeth and holds up a peace sign. END ID]
[ID: Sketchy black and white drawings of Vash and Wolfwood, continuing off the comic. Wolfwood’s back is to the viewer while Vash’s profile can be seen, now by Wolfwood’s side. He has a bright smile as he says to Wolfwood, “You’re safe!” Wolfwood responses, bearing a grin too, “Who do ya think yer talking to? ‘Course I am. Look, I got them alive.” He points to two figures who are tied up and have comically large head bumps. Vash looks to them with an uncertain expression as he says, “Oh! You did, huh… Are you sure they’re alive?” Wolfwood, with a more irritated expression, responds “What, didn’t think I could do it?” Vash says, “No, no! I knew you could!” and pats Wolfwood on the cheek and his head comfortingly. END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vw running around towns doing little odd jobs and getting caught up in townsfolk conflict when someone gets taken hostage or smth...#solving it with a little bit of violence but ultimately everyone is alive and well and it's over in like 20 mins before they go about the#rest of their day. i feel like that kind of mundanity or chaos if something that vash is a little used to but probably not wolfwood#i dont think he'd be getting dragged out on assassination quests like every 2 days prior to vash but i also think he'd have left towns#quickly. chatted with townsfolk but ultimately stayed in his lonesome. had more time to stew in his own thoughts and when he does get a job#to kill it's something that weighs on his mind for days. regardless of how chaotic is with vash i like to think it's a lot more healing#then what he's been accustomed to. at the end of the day they get a few scuffs and brusies but theyre alive!!! and no lives were lost#and theyre within reach of each other and get to chat about the stupid shit vash dragged them into. in another life wolfwood would#probably be happy doing just that#ruporas art
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like i’ve said time and time again, i haven’t watched bbc merlin in years but i was just wondering when the first time merlin called arthur by his name to his face and im scrolling thru the transcripts on the fandom wiki (supposedly it was s1ep4 btw) and im skimming the script for all these episodes and getting angrier and angrier. gaius was wrong for all that. morgana deserved so much better. edwin muirden was valid as hell (for targeting uther AND gaius. yeah. i said it.). also kilgharrah ate with that one lil line “then turn a blind eye. that is, after all, your talent” okay lizard brain pop offff.
#gaius telling merlin to stop using magic so casually in the privacy and security of their quarters?????#wtf is wrong with that???? ur only instilling unnecessary fear and shame into him#gaius KNOWING morgana is a seer but gaslighting her into believing its nothing more than dreams#same shit#making her feel crazy for something shes going thru#OOOOO GAIUS GOT ME PISSED OFF#SORRY#IM NOT NORMALLY ANTI GAIUS BUT WHEW#reading back thru these transcripts got me heated#gaius and uther and kilgharrah were all wrong#there were hints of arthur being accepting of magic in s1#when gwen was accused of healing her father arthur literally stood up to his father about it#ABOUT MAGIC!!!!!#and told him that even if gwen had used magic she used it to cure her father#he described it as an act of love and kindness#FUCKKK#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#morgana le fay#morgana pendragon#anti gaius#sorryyy#but im actually not#like uther committed a genocide and we hate him yeah but gaius stood by and did NOTHING and even built off of uthers actions#yeah sure he didnt kill anyone or turn anyone in to uther but he used uthers actions as a way to instill fear and shame into magic users#who came to him for HELP#merlin repeatedly about other magic users circa s1: but theyre like me!!#gaius and kilgharrah: no they are bad and evil and need to die!!!#everything wouldve been so much better had merlin just followed his heart and made his own choices
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You’re no longer mad at me, right? I’m fine. You’re fine? Well, then…
We Are (2024) | Ep.07
#we are#we are series#we are the series#weareedit#*gifs#april.gif#qtoey#winnysatang#winny thanawin#satang kittiphop#not a 'popular scene' i know. but i need this to heal my heart after those toey's crying :')#there's something about q closing his eyes as if expecting toey to kiss him. maybe.#and a different kind of happy toey. or was it an unexpected relief.
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I still can't believe this is a real animal, somehow.
#bunnies#rabbits#update for everyone interested:#she did really well for her spay surgery and has been fully healed for a while now#her fur is the WORST everything sticks to her like velcro I have to do so much work to keep her clean#she's really friendly and kind of bratty I love her#we've started calling her Miss Muppet on account of she's the most Jim Henson gremlin lookin ass thing to ever exist#the other bunnies don't like her so I have to keep them separated#Rori has come around but for Merry Belle it is On Sight so I have lots of work and research to do so that hopefully they can all be friends#anyway I'm not really back from my social media break I hope you're all doing well byyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#may blathers about something or other
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there's always something that strikes me about the similarities between marika and miquella but THIS always gets me so bad whenever I think about it because it's just so sad seeing how both miquella and marika, when they were both "starting out" in a way envisioned the same thing; the kindness of gold.
miquella's unalloyed gold to me is basically what marika's minor erdtree spell is; it is the kindness of gold without order. it's the reason why golden order fundamentalism didn't work to further miquella's gold and he had to literally invent unalloyed gold like.
ive worded this all incredibly poorly but idk just something about the concept of unalloyed gold being incredibly similar to marika's minor erdtree incantation, a healing incantation found in the ruins of her village where there's no one left to save anymore, but which is there all the same like-
#elden ring#sote#elden ring sote#shadow of the erdtree#elden ring dlc#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#miquella#miquella the unalloyed#miquella the kind#marika#queen marika#the shaman village by itself makes me CRY#like just thinking about it#the MUSIC#marika cutting off her braid and leaving it by the grandmother#and this incantation#a healing incantation left there without anyone left to heal#and then there's miquella#who started out yk#who abandoned the golden order because it couldn't help his sister#and wanted to find something that would finally heal her and invented unalloyed gold#just that he was looking for the kindness of gold to heal his sister i CANT#and then both of these blonde bitches lost who they were and turned to shady af shit but
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i'm not gonna make a big post on the internet's getting worse cause a lot of my thoughts are pretty personal, and most of what i could say has been said already. but i am just like. so glad tommy's able to share something so raw with so many people. and i've been really appreciative of being able to follow his development as a creator and an artist and a person (particularly over the last year or so). so that's pretty cool.
#particularly the fact that it feels very experimental and unpolished. there's just something really impactful about it.#like i sort of stopped watching tommy through 2023 cause i struggled with the mood of his content then? which makes sense given context now#but the past year or so i've been really enjoying seeing him coming into his own with the comedy and podcast and stuff more driven by his#personal experience and creative experimentation than like. an algorithm. it's kind of healing in a way.#once an inniter always an inniter i guess lmfao.#tommyinnit
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#pwhl#minnesota frost#grace zumwinkle#something about seeing young girls in the jerseys heals me#as a kid that was just … not an option#the rich and dedicated could customize a team canada jersey#but this kind of access wasn’t possible#🥹🥹🥹🥹
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I know I’ve talked about this before cause I basically blogged my way through it but there was no catalyst for greater growth for me as a teacher than me having to read my student surveys my second year and being so caught off guard by how cruel so many of them were that I had to leave my classroom and go sob in an empty one for 15 minutes but then when I came back in (and in the following days) when I just felt so absolutely wrecked and wretched and vulnerable and scared but I HAD to keep going that it dawned on me that it literally didn’t matter what they said about me I still had the power of authority, NOT because of my personality or charisma or anything I had heretofore believed gave me the authority, but because it was literally my job and because if I said we were going to read twelfth night aloud or diagram sentences or memorize poetry that was literally what happened and I just cannot explain the bedrock of confidence that gave me because the worst had happened, all my darkest fears came true, and it didn’t matter. They still needed to learn and I had what I needed to make them learn. The job remained unchanged. Changed me forever tbh.
#and looking back I realize now that they didn’t hate me#but honestly it wouldn’t matter if they did and still doesn’t#because I can do my job (if I’m doing it right) even if they hate me#literally changed me as a person#I wouldn’t re-live it because it was like being stabbed to death with a blade#it hurt so badly lol.#reading WORDS#a whole bunch of them about how you are failing as a teacher and a person#is my worst nightmare!!!!#I still don’t read student surveys and I never will (I swap with another teacher) (and we filter)#but it is something to survive it#Also! I know I was not as bad as the meanest comments#and there were lots of nice ones in the positive section#but I was objectively new. and I was figuring it out. and I was trying things and it didn’t all work#and kids sense that like blood in the water#and their own immaturity makes them incapable of compassion#but again it was just kind of the so-what of it all#the surveys aren’t tied to how my administrators perceived me#it was just a box they had to check#and life kept going#and so did teaching#though you know what it is so funny the timing coincided with us reading the Pemberley scene in one of my classes#and I had no energy and no emotional vulnerability I was just dead and lifeless#but for whatever reason a scattered handful of the kids got excited and they set the tone#HEALED me. a little bit.#pride and prejudice is just always like ‘and if not Pemberley is still good’#and you know WHAT#anyway thanks for listening
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Something about relistening to Be More Chill heals my inner child
#my friend started blasting it the other day and it immediately brought me back to my middle school days#I kind of blocked that part of my life from my mind because of cringe alone or something#but forcing myself to listen to it again was healing#why worry about cringe when life is so much better when you just let yourself have fun???#because for all its faults it is a genuinely fun musical#be more chill#bmc musical#bmc#musicals#musical theater#jeremy heere#michael mell#christine canigula#rich goranski#the squip#jake dillinger
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me: waiting for shoe(s) to drop
Personified Alan Becker YouTube Icon: oh... buddy...
#me reassuring myself like#it's okay. look see? they can speedrun the genuine apology process too. see? yeah i know#i know#--/ art#L1_CAT#subpixels#alan becker#green influencer arc#ava influencer arc#(OHMYGO D BRIAN MADE IT??????? NO WONDER IT'S GLORIOUS?!?!?!?)#i don't think there will be- well no. that's a lie there will totally be more great works with these specific themes in the future . . .#because there will probably be these specific problems in the future. but W0w does it hit now.#not that long ago i know i was dealing with angst online. and that just. permeates everything. for *months*#what a shot to the heart !!! new weakness unlocked ! ! ! !#/pos ... yeah no it's. you know what i mean#ghhhhghh the imperfect files feeling defensive about not being included hhhhhhhhhhhhhh kindness to snarling creatures hhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!#gonna need to rewatch this a few more times. at Least. hooh#ps: i have a vivid memory of reading a fic on ao3 that emotionally compromised me and i saw in the notes that the author said...#''[please trust me. i know what im doing c: ]'' or something that that's what they meant. it was either a doctor who or a good omens one.#and i did trust them. and the story continued being amazing. and they didn't let me drown in that space i found myself in.#i feel responsible for not letting myself get too far underwater like that- and i have succeeded.#and i also trusted Them (scriptors directors animators etc etc etc). and i am. safe#it feels like there was a wound here i forgot about that is only now beginning to heal. . . ... . . . . . .#i think ill be 100% ready to laugh about it in like. a year. for now we roll catharsis gang#a year is maybe too long. you know what i mean. arbitrary time unit. laundry minutes.
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how the fuck am I the top post in the gravity falls tag. what the fuck. it's been so long since I did fanart, let alone art for a popular fandom
#m.txt#i dont have much to say about it but i feel compelled to say something#bc ive kind of just been watching for days with my jaw dropped as this comic i did NOT! think was funny! rapidly becomes the second#most popular post ive ever made i think. at least 2nd most popular drawing#surely it doesnt have the power to dethrone the mettaton one but#man. who would have thought an aged-up design would have this kind of staying power#and people have only ship tagged it a little bit! nature is healing! i need to annihilate the people who ship tagged it
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