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call my name and i’ll come running my behated
#😭😭😭#not to be self-deprecating bc truly all my fics have a place in my heart#im just perpetually bitter that the one i put least effort into is . my most popular fic#PDJDKDB#… i dont care abt notes much these days but#every time i see someone like it im like . TAT#its so outdated !!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeps#i love feral gojo under the moonlight very viscerally but other than that its just … ehhhh#ari noises ✩
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First time staying at the hotel of a theme park (against my will, but that's a long story) and... it's so weird??????
Like I feel like I am not supposed to be here, how do I put it... it screams luxury but I a... childlike/childish way????
And I feel restless, like something is wrong. Uncanny.
#this vacation is weird#maybe i feel restless because it cost me too much...#little rant here because i am still bitter about this okay...#look 8 days in spain and EVERYTHING: 2 hotels/3 flights/several museums/foods and drinks/souvenirs/transportation/small useless trinkets#cost us like € 800? more or less?#like okay could have been less but that’s a darn good price counting small useless luxuries and good meals right?#i feel no regrets spending that amount of money on *that*#i was one of the people organizing it#i knew where my money went before it went there so if something was a waste of money is my fault right????#BUT THEN#i was thrown into this other small 4 day vacation here at one of the theme parks in italy#first day we arrive fourth we go 2 days at the park and the only things we DON'T pay for are breakfast and dinner#fucking €600#and I was occupied with my exams when the other person organized this trip so the moment they called me.and said#“okay already anticipated the money it's 600 per person :D”#i cried#liek i am not exaggerating i literally cried because wtf#600 euros I'd have stayed a week in france#I will never let someone else organize a vacation without my supervision ever the fuck again.#steel rambles#*cries* 1200 € for two peple and 2 and 2 days at the theme park+ 2 days of train is not fucking reasonable mate 😭
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Kind of incredible how supernatural had 327 episodes, 15 seasons, time to do what they wanted, and still managed to drop the ball on so many plotlines…anyone on here old enough to remember when Sam had telekinetic powers for one episode?
#I will not bitter post about dropped sam storylines I will just whine a bit#personal#where’s the post that asked what they were doing all the time and someone said bringing Lucifer back again and again 😭
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GUYS WTF MY SONG IS OFFICALLY OUT ON SPOTIFY ON MONDAY WHATTTTT-
#ik this is like absolutely out of nowhere BUT I JUST NEED TO SCREAM TO SOMEONE ABOUT IT AHHHHHH#also uhhh face reveal i guess if you listen to it when its out cause im on the cover 😭#running around my kitchen rn AHHHHHH#in total and utter shock#anyway ahhhh stream virgin lips by apparatus in afew days HELP#oversharing and its bitter aftertaste
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genuinely asking but why do you think riko’s death messed them up so bad? they only knew her for about 3 days but it was depicted like they knew her their entire lives. my reasoning is bc she was a kid who got murdered to be a vessel, which i understand 100%, but it still gets me scratching my head when everybody including gege makes it this huge thing in their history that literally turned geto evil. just wondering your thoughts.
it’s a lot more complex than just riko dying. it’s the trauma of watching her die when he’d just promised he’d ensure her future bc he and satoru are the strongest, and find out his best friend is “dead” and almost die himself and realize he’s not part of the strongest like he thought he was, that he can’t even ensure one kids future. and then he goes off to find a group of non sorcerers clap and celebrate over said kids death. so then ofc he starts to wonder why he risks his life, and swallows and exorcises curses, and watches the people he cares for (like haibara) die as they protect people like that. and the conversation with yuki didn’t help bc it pushed him to decide that killing non sorcerers would get rid of cursed energy that creates curses in the first place. then he watches the twins, two little kids, get abused by non sorcerers when all they were trying to do was save their town. so yeah in the end he didn’t understand the purpose of protecting the weak when they could be so ugly—and that doesn’t justify the extremes he took, ofc, but the reason he turned out the way he did was a snowball of multiple things, not just riko dying—that was more the catalyst
#asks!#it’s way more than just riko dying#that’s just more where it began#it’s more like#non sorcerers are the root of why curses exist in the first place#bc like yuki said it’s the cursed energy non sorcerers leak that cause curses#so why protect the weak and suffer and watch the ppl he cares about suffer#for ppl who are the ‘root’ of the problem and mistreat sorcerers like the twins#ofc mad murder is not 😭 exactly any more ethical but#it’s a good example to someone taking the extremes after being traumatized by the bitter realities#and that is that the jujutsu world is immensely fucked up and robs kids of their youth and#sobs it’s so sad it’s so awful my poor sugu#he didn’t deserve that
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Ive decided I'm still bitter* that no one has called and told FRIDA that FCG is dead, like we make a point to tell Dorian everything and message him all the time (AS THEY SHOULD MIND YOU) but no one tells fcg's boyfriend he died, do you think frida felt it, do you think they know but refuse to believe, do you think they try and have Deanna sending him but can't and assume the magic is still funky,
#critical role#the asterisk is cause im not really bitter#i was just thinking about it#and got so sad#fridas just out there probably thinking of the next time they can see fcg again#and it will never happen 😭#and frida gets it because how could he not hed do the same for deanna#but god#someone tell them Please#i miss fcg :(
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some of yall are championing causes for members that they themselves wouldn't be a part of aren't u embarrassed
#its already strange to argue about more talented or popular members bc its like .#what they can or cant do isnt a personal accomplishment for you??#theyre all doing a good job being a team given the circumstances#someone has to cover for members who arent present and taeyongs for sure not bitter abt it being jaehyun what are yall on abt#and doyoung is killing it carrying all those notes for taeil#and i really dont think jaehyun would want taeyong to be gone permanently so he can have his lines 😭😭#so so weird#im so tired of seeing it#taeyong is lovingly watching jaehyun thru a screen thats his baby
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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if I have to read another dang ‘unpopular opinion: Raquelle is actually wayyy better than Barbie 🤭’ I’m blowing this place up
#ALSO why is half of the Barbie content on social media (that isn’t about the live action movie) just -#‘I HATE NEW BARBIE THE KIDS THESE DAYS WILL NEVER GET IT’ like PLEASE be old and bitter somewhere else#But ngl these people are DEF teens/early twenties with the way they talk like ugh im tired#Barbie is so good when someone isn’t complaining in my ear about ‘awww but old Barbie :(‘#Actual unpopular opinion: Barbie would not like 90% OF YOU and she would love new Barbie 🤷🏾♀️#Ok rant done sorry#Rare Barbie post lmao 😭#barbie life in the dreamhouse#Barbie dream house adventures#Barbie a touch of magic#barbie
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me complaining abt witchtok lmao
remember when on witchtok (i've never even had a tiktok i'm just a witch and was whenever witchtok got super popular lmao) years ago all anyone talked abt was how deity worship+work is advanced and trickster deity this imposter spirit that constantly. one time I WASNT EVEN LIKE "THATS NOT TRUE" CUZ MAYBE THATS TRUE TO+FOR SOMEONE. I WAS JUST LIKE. "huh. that's not my experience. i was called to by a deity before i was a witch or even super in the know about all this stuff. so deity stuff was the first thing i did. it seems for y'all it's the other way around, but for me i wouldn't be a witch if i wasn't pagan. 99% of the witchcraft i do is devotional. " AND SO MANY TIKTOK WITCH PEOPLE COMMENTED YELLIN AT ME SAYIN HOW U SHOULDNT DO THAT BC ANY COMMUNICATION WITH A DEITY IS ADVANCED SHIT AND I WAS SPREADING DANGEROUS MISINFORMATION N HOW THEY WER GONNA HEX ME N SHIT. which ofc they didn't. or maybe since most of em wer self proclaimed baby witches it just didn't work lmao. but anyway now more recently i see those same witchtok ppl go back on that and be like "eh it wasn't that serious it's not advanced" and i'm like 😃🥴
#like i'm glad they don't still have that dumbass imo take anymore or are less annoying about it#i'm just bitter i got flamed for it 😭💀 only for them to come around and agree with me#i think they forgot too that not every pagan/polytheist/whatever is a witch. and we don't all have th same trajectory or sequence of events#like it's not baby witch -> advanced witch -> deity worshipper/whatever. i hate the formula-ification of being a witch the internet does#or being any thing for that matter#i don't do any let alone 800 cleansing n banishing n protection rituals to pray like they made it seem like u need to lmao#that shit fucks with my ocd and anxiety#also for the 80000 times i've been warned about trickster spirits and deities impersonating whoever u mean to actually reach#i've only heard one (1) actual story from someone who that actually happened to and they wer like#yeah i could tell right away it wasn't them. it was fine tho. LMAO#i think too that a lot of the witches who said that said it bc they themselves worshipped/worked w/whatever deities#and wanted to think of themselves+be seen as more advanced and cool lmao which is. corny asf#but yeah also resulted in a lot of unnecessary gatekeeping and fearmongering and is pretty ahistorical anyway#anywayyyy that was just somethin i remembered a min ago. sorry for the long tags lmao#haunt haunts 🪦#pagan#paganblr#witchblr#witchcraft
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Junko: "The most despair I have ever felt in my life was killing my sister."
Mukuro, in the afterlife: "JUNKO LOVES ME MORE! SUCK IT, YASUKE!"
no because i know mukuro’s weird ass was lowkey thrilled when junko murdered yasuke because it was one less person to steal junko’s attention away from her 💀
#😭😭😭#like remember how excited she was to go back to junko’s room after everything was said and done and tried to make her laugh dndnxn#homegirl probably wanted izuru dead so bad lmfao#i have a whole thing about mukuro’s subconscious bitterness towards people who get junko’s attention and affection who aren’t her#because she believes that if anyone in the world deserves attention and affection from junko it’s her. like she’s earned it.#and in her mind she probably rationalizes that nobody else deserves junko’s affection because they don’t truly understand her#not the way mukuro does and she’s worked so hard to be someone junko loves and needs#it kills her to watch junko focus on other ppl when she’s right there practically begging to be acknowledged & shown love and appreciation#and it isn’t possessiveness. it’s bitterness. bitterness and hurt.#ofc most of this is festering beneath the surface in her subconscious more than it’s entering her stream of conscious thought#she wants to be the center of junko’s world like junko is the center of hers so badly it’s genuinely heartbreaking#but yes this a correct take lmao#mukuro ikusaba#junko enoshima#danganronpa#asked and answered
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my sincerest apologies to anyone who has left a comment on inhaler in the past like hundred days that i haven't got back to yet, i promise i love every single one of u with my whole heart and reading them literally feels like a fecking summers day after a lifetime of winter but jeany christ im physically inable of not putting things off and getting myself into an absolute state over it 😭
#pinky promise ill reply to them all soon once i pull myself together 🙏🙏#also promise that i havent left inhaler to die in the cold just this past while it feels like life is bending me like a spoon and saying#'how far can i do this until you break' and by now im at like. a 90 degree angle. but ahkkk#someone tell me why writers block literally extends to comment replies sometimes 😭😭#pray for my revival 🙏🙏#inhaler#my fic#oversharing and its bitter aftertaste
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so what im getting is that it was absolutely unnecessary to isolate raffi on gotham city in order for her story to go on.
a story that’s so halfhearted that five episodes in—halfway to the end. btw—her motivation is yet to be explained (why go back to this sector of intelligence work when teaching seemed to be fulfilling? was she made to do this?? did she volunteer because her son now lives on this planet now apparently?? was losing elnor cris and possibly seven so painful that burying herself in work seemed like a better option??? who knows! not me!!) and it’s definitely a retreat character-wise but the fact that they still haven’t laid the groundwork to make this stick is kind of amazing lol. it’s the way they’re not even pretending to give a fuck about her or any of the other women characters for me—they said you’re a womb or a subordinate ladies pick one and shut the hell up LMAO?
the fact that the ‘real plot’ is happening on that other ship while everything raffi does is basically an afterthought with backstory slipped in between the cracks like aged caulk is so disheartening and pathetic. star trek picard make an effort maybe. she’s a polarizing character that’s been stuck in impossible situations, weighed down with retractions and stereotypes (they thread the line but HM) because the narrative continually refuses to meaningfully engage with her and a lot of fans of the show wont examine their own biases to see why they have such a viscerally negative reaction to a complicated black woman character that’s good at what she does, knows it and refuses to kneel at the foot of their hero’s :)
and if it wasn’t for ms hurd elevating this performance with sheer will, massive talent and the whip of that (sexy) ponytail? shit would be so much worse. but it’s still bad! because instead of giving her a nuanced, thoughtful send off she’s once again being made to suffer for the nth time. because why? oh right so wise man worf can guide her to the light lol give me a fuckin break.
and it’s no accident that if you cut raffi out (which they literally did in ep4 miss musiker you WILL be avenged) the story could more or less proceed as usual. that’s by design.
because legacy characters or not, im simply not buying that the main white cast members (plus two interlopers idgaf about those new guys and they’re doing nothing to make me care either. pick a random channel and their stories are being told right now live and in color like don’t piss me off) just so happen to be on the ship with the lead yet the sole woc is sent away on some underbaked adventure because ‘reasons?’ please. this season literally could not be more transparent about the audience they’re catering to and who/whose stories are of importance and consideration.
and i knew this would probably happen once the premise for s3 was revealed but i still can’t get over how obvious it is that there really was no plan for raffi and that she only happened to bypass the cull of the la sirena crew because she was romantically linked with seven at the time. which is baffling considering how things are (not) going between them (#theyareMARRIEDletthemTALKandKISSandREST)
and it’s not just them like everything about this season is quite literally happening just because. every slightly interesting or fresh development (and character it’s true) from the previous seasons has been dismissed or diminished and for what? secret sons and man pain? ew lmao. no suspense no lingering threads just excessive shots of ships, an aggressive insistence on biological families and rampant, shameless references to past glory. a mess.
#doing everyone so dirty but it’s fine because ‘familiar faces’ yeah okay 👍🏾#like can we all be serious for one second lol#they’re not even trying.#at least if this season was good i would somewhat understand why they snapped my faves out of existence but it’s literally not#feels insane to see so many people praise this#is this really where we are as an audience? nostalgia = good? really?#and the new characters they chose to add? come on#no space for rios but yall had space for TWO random white guys?#a christmas miracle!#like the kid is one thing but captain crunch ? they’re playing in my FACE#like i don’t even have any firm feelings about him because he’s pretty much a giant bore but#seeing all these allowances being made for him because of what he looks like whilst raffi continues to get shit on irks me so bad#like i knew it would happen ive been alive in the world lol but still#unsurprising but irritating af that captain crunch can sulk around in all his dickheaded glory#and it’s fine because he’s gods most traumatized baby boy but let raffi lash out once and it’s questions about her competence#and calls to have her removed like oh what’s the difference i wonder#‘men can laugh while a woman can only chuckle’ -godforbid she be black and self assured- like that person was preaching i fear!#if this sounds bitter it’s because i am <3#michelle hurd deserves so much better like someone pls get her a five season dramatic series on a prestige network asap!#looks at this dissertation i just wrote oops ain’t mean to rant like that but they forced my hand 😭#now to watch raffi’s spar scene on loop and forget about the show until thursday comes around and rattles my cage again lol#raffi musiker#.rfi#stpk
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Just tried boba tea for the first time

#bbg it tastes weird#i mean as someone who loves coffee this is bitter 😭#she loves tea and i love coffee
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Besties. Zesties. Fellow Online Strangers.
I need to talk about the stupid helmet man. Please. Someone talk to me about the stupid helmet man.
#scrawny rambles#please he's so stupid i can't i'm going insane#THEY MADE THIS GUY LIKE THIS#SOMEONE WENT THROUGH SEVERAL ITERATIONS TO END UP WITH A GUY WITH A PUPAMELION HELMET AND CROCODILE CLOGS#SOMEONE E L S E THEN WROTE HIM TO SPEAK LIKE A BITTER WINE-MOM'S FACEBOOK POST#and then they did hima silly 😭#he disgusts me. i love him.#ruins every party he walks into this is his hobby#ruined not one but TWO coronations !!!#wretched and foul#pissbaby ough i despise him i loathe him he is practically my patron saint at this rate#snasty <3
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obviously having a terrible roommate who is an awful person to be around does like awful damage to your brain esp when you’re living in one room and spend like 8+ hours with them every day but i didn’t realize how much MY terrible roommate was affecting me until i stopped spending as much time with her. life can be good… people can be kind…
#she’s legitimately so fucking awful 😭 and its sad bc we have fun together when she’s in a good mood but most of the time she is the most#miserable bitter mean person i have ever met. like my self esteem has gotten so much worse living with her because she is so fucking mean#to me. like the mean self-doubting voice in my head is her. i was getting dressed today and i really liked my outfit and then remembered#that yesterday i liked my outfit until she told me it was weird and then i felt sad and then i went oh my god she’s literally a bully STOP#is it fair to say i think its emotional abuse. bc sometimes we’ll be with other people and someone brings up a topic that triggers her (like#being happy in your life or choice of major) and i feel a legitimate sense of fear because i know that now she’s upset and later when we’re#alone she’ll be extra mean to me. i feel like the nerd giving the bully his lunch money so i dont get pummeled later#txt
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