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#if you follow my main#then you know#but really dislike my internship#which has made me really wanna throw myself back into writing just to feel some hint of passion and fufilment in something#but ! i am not feeling very inspired to write anything in particular lol#i have this one idea bouncing around in my head but I think I lost steam in it already lol#was about either a romantic relationship or a friendship kind of coming to a close because person b was moving back to thier hometown#but person a was not#and was supposed to document their final time together#both people taking this long train ride back home (home is the first grave) but one is staying and the other isn’t#anywyas#someone should send me a drabbling request so I can do something with myself to not feel so unhappy post them 9 to 5 (read: 7 to 4)#hold on im thinking#morning at the edge of time
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a writing challenge? in 2024? you bet
Hi! Hello! Hey!
I've been going through A Time and have chosen to cope by going back to the specific vibes of 2016 to 2018. That happens to include an incredible resurgence in my love for MCU fanfic, the community around it and all the love that goes into them. I've felt a bit distant from here for a while, but I still see so many of my old friends writing, ones who want to get back into it, and a whole lot of new writers I am dying to meet.
I've floated this idea vaguely on my blog and people seem to be interested so I figured it was worth a shot!
So yeah, welcome to Ari's Old School, Nostalgia Jam, Why-The-Hell-Not MCU Fic Writing Challenge 2024!
Prompts, rules and whatnot under the cut:
Requests:
If you could reblog this post to reach someone who might want to participate, I'd really appreciate it! No need to be following me, it's open for anyone.
Reader-inserts, OCs, solo character fics, character x character-- absolutely no limitations
Any and all MCU characters are allowed
Anything above 500 words should have a read-more/keep-reading tab. Series, multi-chapters, one-shots, drabbles, etc etc. The sky's the limit.
Please tag me in your fics (@shurisneakers) so I'm notified of them, and post them with the tag #arisoldschoolwritingchallenge . It may take me a while to get back to you due to the circumstances I find myself in currently, but I absolutely will. Please send me a DM if I haven't responded within 10 days.
Send me an ask with the prompt you would like. Feel free to pick up to 2 prompts
The only thing I request of you: no RPF and no dark fics. Smut is welcome, but non-con/dub-con/incest or anything along those veins is something I'd ask you not to submit for this challenge. Thank you for your understanding!
I know I've called it an MCU fic challenge as it's the community I've grown with, but if you feel like any of these prompts resonates with a character from another fandom, please go ahead and write it. This challenge really is just about the fun of writing fanfic and love for Your Little Guys
No submission cut-off date. Take all the time you need.
Prompts
I've tried to have a mix of classics and uncommon tropes/dynamics, so I hope everyone finds something they connect with!
Relationship Prompts
1. Enemies (taken by @theysaywhatasadsight)
2. Best friends/childhood friends
3. Coworkers (taken by @jaaneymann)
4. Internet friends
5. Neighbours/roommates (taken by @angrythingstarlight)
6. Fake dating (taken by @hungryforpowernotfood)
7. Commuters
Alternate Universe Prompts
1. Florist AU (taken by @hungryforpowernotfood)
2. Showmance AU (taken by @bombsonboard)
3. Social media/streaming/gaming AU (taken by @splintered-emotions)
4. Thieves/Heist Group AU
5. Time travel AU
6. Pirates AU
7. College AU (taken by @lovelybarnes)
8. Apocalypses/dystopia AU (taken by @targaryenvampireslayer)
9. Chef AU
10. Roadtrips AU
Some rarer miscellaneous ones for those who are so inclined!
1. Shipwrecked together on an island
2. Meet Ugly (opposite of Meet Cutes) (taken by @barnesandco
3. Both of you are ghosts but don't know the other is
4. Treasure hunters AU
5. Faking death
6. Professional cuddlers AU
7. Time loops/Groundhog Day (taken by @sxrensxngwrites)
8. Orpheus and Eurydice
9. Villain x hero
10. Hitchhiking
11. Carnival of Horrors
12. Robin Hood
13. Matchmakers AU
14. Insomniac x narcoleptic
15. Intergalactic Coffee Shop AU
16. Doomed By The Narrative
17. Enemies to Lovers to Enemies
18. Subversion of Classic Hallmark Movie Tropes
Dialogue prompts
You can tweak them as per requirements, but be sure to keep the underlying message!
Angst
1. "I should have trusted myself. I should have stayed far away from you." (taken by @waywardcrow)
2. "Has it occurred to you that how I feel matters too?" (taken by @jaaneymann)
3. "We failed. I would do it again."
4. "You do not deserve my forgiveness."
5. "You make me feel so alone." (taken by @reidishh)
6. "I'm not giving up on us." "I did. You should too." (taken by @targaryenvampireslayer)
Crack
1. "Ohhh, you wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid." (taken by @pinkthick)
2. "I think you and I make the worst choices together." "Yeah, but it's always entertaining."
3. "I trusted you." "Terrible decision, really."
4. "I know I'm smiling but I want to push you off a very big cliff." (taken by @pepperonijem)
5. "I'm hilarious." "You're traumatised."
Fluff
1. "This is the only thing I look forward to everyday." (Taken by @bombsonboard)
2. "I think we should do that again. For the sake of the world and my sanity."
3. "You're all I think about." (taken by @waywardcrow)
4. "Don't go anywhere I can't follow." (taken by @iguess-theyre-mymess)
5. "Don't smile at me like that." "Like what?" "Like that." (Taken by @lovelybarnes)
Word Prompts:
Flesh
Strawberry
Bruised (taken by @juvenilearson)
Groovy
Jump
Sunflower (taken by @barnesandco)
Alchemist
Wayward
Offerings
Mischief (taken by @supraveng)
I hope you'll join in! Please do tag anyone you think would be interested, I'd love for this to have as wide an audience as possible.
Lots of love <3
-Ari
#tagging for reach#mcu fanfic#mcu fanfiction#marvel fanfiction#marvel fanfic#bucky barnes x reader#steve rogers x reader#sam wilson x reader#marc spector x reader#steven grant x reader#jake lockely x reader#natasha romanoff x reader#wanda maximoff x reader#peter parker x reader#tasm!peter x reader#tchalla x reader#loki x reader#stephen strange x reader#matt murdock x reader#clint barton x reader#tony stark x reader#bruce banner x reader#pietro maximoff x reader#shang chi x reader#shang qi x reader#kate bishop x reader#peter quill x reader#gamora x reader#thor odinson x reader#jennifer walters x reader
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Hi so this post kind of explains the situation but i just wanted to officially announce that i’m setting up comissions. Long story short, due to my health this would be my only way of getting money to support my family/have money for myself in general. I would very much so appreciate it if you would comission me or at least spread the word to someone who will. DMs & Asks are open for questions but all the info is down below! You in no way have to commission me or tip me if you don’t want to commission me but this is just something that i’ll continuously have going should you choose to.
+ RULES 🍰
ANY COMMISSION TYPE CAN BE NSFW OR SFW/DARK CONTENT(or YANDERE) OR NON DARK CONTENT, if it’s nsfw i’ll need info regarding what genetalia/kinks/pronouns/etc. that you’d be comfortable with. and if it’s dark content i need you to specify what you are and are not okay with so i don’t cause you any accidental harm. generally i’d need as much detail as possible for the matchup package comm type.
commissions take priority so if there’s something you really want to see from me, you’re more likely to get it quicker and more suited to your tastes this way. please understand that i’m getting my g.e.d and things like that so your commission will be done as soon as i possibly can.
writing commissions can be chracter x reader x charatcer, character x reader, my oc x reader, my oc x reader x my oc. (You can ask me to make ocs, for example “angel oc” “cowboy oc” “boxer oc” etc. but i do ask that you only give me the type of oc you want and not all the specifics bc then it wouldn’t really be my oc)
the reader/oc can have any genitalia/gender identity/pronouns or be gn. i will do trans readers as well.
i currently am accepting comms for characters from any of the fandoms in my rules post
there will be 10 slots for every commission type (fics, headcanons, drabbles, fic series, matchups)
if you would like to commission me, send me the request and if i accept it, you’d have to send me the required payment before you receive the final product. do not say you’re going to commission me and then pull out after i’ve accepted and would be awaiting the payment, i’m forcing no to buy anything from me but if you’re kind enough to do so, please respect me and my time. make an informed decision about this and be aware of my prices. (they’re a little high because i desperately need the money, i’m sorry)
minors (it’s literally illegal) are not allowed to commission anything involving nsfw. i have the right to say no to any commission and to use any ocs that i am commissioned to make outside of those said comms.
you may do what you want with your commission, let me post it or keep it to yourself or whatever. but do not under any circumstances use it for ai purposes, sell it/claim as your own, or claim any ocs you commission me to make as your own or use them.
+ CONTACT & PAYMENT 🍭
I’m available 24/7 through my DMs. I only accept payment to my cashapp $faetreides or my ko-finbut if you don’t want to commission me, tipping is open if it’s still available (i’m not sure what the deal is with that). You can also just donate to me on ko-fi. Once again, i must receive the proper payment if your request is accepted or you will NOT receive your commission. Only send the payment AFTER i’ve accepted your request, in case it’s a situation where i would’ve denied it. Do not make this choice on a whim and be aware of how long it may take me and have a realistic understanding of your finances. If you can’t afford it or anything like that, please don’t feel pressured to. The last thing i want to do is take money from people who are also going through hard times.
+ COMMISSION TYPES 🍮
CLICK HERE -> ⋆
#this looks so ugly but-#writing#writing commissions#writing comms open#commissions open#dune#hotd#asoiaf#jujutsu kaisen#star wars#tbosas#dc comics#yandere oc#dune x rader#hotd x reader#asoiaf x reader#jjk x reader#dc x reader#yandere oc x reader#anakin skywalker x you#anakin skywalker x reader#outer banks#outer banks x reader#aemond targaryen x reader#rafe cameron x reader#paul atreides x reader#coriolanus snow x reader#batman x reader#comms info#comms
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Might wanna check out before requesting
hey there darlings, thought I'd tell you about my preferences and rules in requesting and writing
please remember my blog is a safe for everyone, remember that you should be as comfortable as possible,dont be scared to ask any questions if needed!
i highly appreaciate reblogs,i dont mind spam likes,nor people requesting multiple times
please remember that your request might take a while tho so bare with me
anons are more than welcome
im also always open to hear your headcanons/rants about characters/ideas
I DO
character x reader 𓆩♡𓆪
Fluff𓆩♡𓆪
angst𓆩♡𓆪
comfort /hurt𓆩♡𓆪
suggestive𓆩♡𓆪
jealousy𓆩♡𓆪
Letters to you from character
preferably headcanons but I can do drabbles and one shot scenarios too, please do specify otherwise I will write whatever I think fits the request
romantic relationship 𓆩♡𓆪
gender-neutral & female reader𓆩♡𓆪
˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
MAYBE
character x character (ships)𓆩⚝𓆪
AU's (depends on which au)𓆩⚝𓆪
plantonic relationships𓆩⚝𓆪
male reader𓆩⚝𓆪
mental health (Im teriffied of saying something wrong by these type of requests)𓆩⚝𓆪
character death𓆩⚝𓆪
trans reader (im not trans myself,so im not quite sure,but ill try if someones interessted)𓆩⚝𓆪
NO SORRY
child characters in any romantic scenario ʚɞ
pedophilia ʚɞ
family life/pregnancy ʚɞ
the basic no /incest/abuse/ rape/non consensual sex/abusive relationships ʚɞ
dark content (yandare,kidnapping,mafia etc) ʚɞ
cheating ʚɞ
still if youre unsure just send in an ask :D
FANDOMS AND CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR
genshin (only adult/teenage characters) (I started playing genshin again so request away >:})˚ * ꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ * ˚.
honkai star rail (every adult/teenage character) .˚ * ꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ * ˚.
five nights at freddys (michael, maybe william) .˚ * ꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ * ˚.
danganronpa (all characters except hifumi,teruteru,gonta,junko,hiyoko or other child or child-like characters) .˚ * ꒰ঌ✦໒꒱ * ˚.
Mystic messenger (everyone but ,V and Rika, ray)
#genshin fluff#genshin icons#genshin impact kaeya#genshin imagines#genshin impact imagines#genshin headcanons#genshin impact scenarios#genshin impact x reader#danganronpa x sanrio#danganronpa x reader#danganronpa x y/n#danganronpa x you#fnaf x reader#fnaf x you#fnaf x y/n#michael afton x reader#william afton x reader#hsr headcanons#hsr x reader#hsr imagines#honkai star rail#welt yang#hsr sampo#hsr spoilers#hsr icons#hsr jing yuan#star rail#dan heng#hsr#trailblazer
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Salutations! Welcome to my corner of the internet! I'm not new to tumblr, I've been around the block~ So here's what to expect from me:
Writing! Oc's! X Reader! This is a request blog! Send me your request, and I may or may not write it! I'm doing this for free, and will only have so many slots for requests.
This is an NSFW blog! If you are a minor, please do not interact with my NSFW or ask for it. You will not receive it.
Requests unspecified to be a: Drabble (short but sweet), Headcanon's, or a short story/scenario (full fics are not offered at this time, because that means 1000+ words and words are hard lol) will be randomly chosen by ~moi~ so if you want something specific, you MUST include it.
I only write x Male Reader or Gender Neutral for personal reasons. Besides.. There isn't enough Male Reader's out there. 😏
I'll have 5 slots open for requests.. Now, just straight up asking me a plain 'character x reader' is fine and dandy! but.. The more specific you are, the more I can write! Example: Kenpachi x Shy! Male reader going on a cute but embarrassing date (because Zaraki loves embarrassing him 💜) give's me more to work with since it gives me a set personality I can build around, instead of doing everything myself. Which I have no problems with!
You can request up to 9 character's max, but be aware that the writing will be shorter or vary in length.
It's acceptable to ask for:
-X reader (will be Male or Gender Neutral as a given.) Please specify if you want SFW or NSFW, and who's topping/bottoming in the NSFW scenario.
-Character x Character (Ships include: Kisuke x Aizen, Gin x Rangiku, Shunsui x Jushiro, Gojo x Geto, Yomo x Uta, you get it!) Self Inserts/OC x Character is something your better off commissioning me. I will not write your OC for nothing..
-Fetish writing (ex: Pregnancy/Mpreg, Cumflation, belly bulge, overstim, spit, more cum, bondage, all those lovely things.) If you have a specific kink you want written, then tell me about it.
-Fluff, Angst, or Slice of Life.. Etc. If you have something you specifically want, make sure to include it or you might not get what you want.
-An emotinally traumatic event. Such as death of a loved one, still birth, loss of a body part, so on. If it's anything extreme/beyond that, I will ask you to send me a DM/ask detailing on how you want me to go about it. I love writing about heavy subject's!
Don't be shy! I don't bite! This isn't an outline of what you should say in an ask, so don't worry if you go beyond what I've listed.
The fandoms I will loyally work for:
-Jujutsu Kaisen
-Bleach
-Tokyo Ghoul
They are a large comfort margin to me as I am the most familiar with their universes, and the character's. I've written alot of personal fics and original character's with these fandoms, and I will die for them.
There is also a possibility you will see another fandom guest star here, or someone might just be so convincing I'll write for another fandom~
It's a bonus if you ask for a character whom is blorbo- meaning I'll write extra for them! The one's with hearts are my utmost favorites.
Which I'll list!
-Geto Suguru 💙
-Kenjaku💜
-Uta ❤
-Tokinada Tsunayashiro 💚
-Toji Fushiguro/Toji Zen'in
-Ulquiorra Cifer
-Aizen Sosuke
-Kisuke Urahara
-Gin Ichimaru
Those are the faves~ If thou ask, ye shall receive..
You may also inquire about my Oc's! I don't think anyone really cares if I do or don't list them, so if your interested send an ask for one or all three of the fandoms, and I'll blab about my kids.. My very tall, older than me kids.
Now everybody's least favorite- The things I won't do:
-Anything relating to Fem! Reader. I'm a gay man, and I love men. That is my preference, I don't have to write what I'm not comfortable with. If your unhappy about that, oh well! It's my blog, not yours. (I've written it for asks before, if your curious. Please do not ask for it.)
-Extreme/Gross fetishes. Meaning- anything to do with scat, watersports, diapers, de-aging.. You get the idea.
-ANYTHING, anything relating to sexual assult. I will absolutely not write about rape and never will. Everything I write is consensual. I will write a scenario where it's a agreed upon act between the character's and part of the foreplay. Consent is given and a relationship is established. There is no 'one party wants and the other doesn't.'
-I will not write about Minors in any sexual fashion, because no. Absolutely not.
-Abuse. I will not write physically abusing someone. They can do all the drugs they want, drink all they want, but they will not raise a hand against their lover. You can ask for past abuse, but I will not write present abuse.
-I will not kill a character just because You don't like them.
-Anything morally questionable, if the character isn't already so. If it's out of character, you must negotiate with me. (Being morally questionable, for someone like say, Kisuke, to murder someone. I need a reason why he would do such a thing.. But OOC is not something you need to negotiate with me, and can be asked for. Such an example, is cuddly Tokinada. That's fine.) Dead Dove content is not my thing, sorry.
That's it (for now) of what I won't do.
If you have any questions/comments/concerns about anything, feel free to DM me or send an ask!
I'm open to chat, but as I have a life I may have spaced out posting and replies. If you are pushy about your request it will take longer! Feel free to send an ask about your request if you are unsure if I got it.
If you are mean/disrespectful to me I have every right to block you without warning. I will not tolerate hate directed twords me and my audience.
FIVE OUT OF FIVE SLOTS TAKEN: check the pinned post for wip update's! Please be patient because writing takes time and thinking. I take my time so I can give quality writing. Remember I am a person too, and have a life outside of tumblr.
SLOT 1- Byakuya Kuchiki x Gin Ichimaru Fic (WIP, ask received!)
SLOT 2- Sub! Byakuya x Dom! Reader (WIP, ask received!)
SLOT 3- Shunsui/Ukitake Comforting M! Reader who had a really bad day, and is snappy! (Ask received!)
SLOT 4- Shinji getting his back blown out (Ask received!)
SLOT 5- Enemies To Lover's Top! Tokinada x Male! Reader /history is tense btwn these two 👀/ (Ask received!)
If you want to commission me, it's a huge help! And will help me keep writing. You get a quality fanfic specially written for you, and I get to write for you. I also draw! I will write and draw for you for money. Prices are negotiable.
(Yes its alot of tags because I intend on writing, requests or no.)
TAGS: #🌜mod mori🌛, #bleach x reader, #bleach/reader, #bleach x male! reader, #bleach/male! reader, #bleach x m! reader, #bleach/m! reader, #bleach x gender neutral! reader, #bleach/gender neutral! reader, #bleach x gn! reader, #bleach/gn! reader, #jujutsu kaisen x reader, #jujutsu kaisen/reader, #jjk x reader, #jjk/reader, #jjk x male! reader, #jjk/male! reader, #jjk x gender neutral! reader, #jjk/gender neutral! reader, #jjk x gn! reader, #jjk/gn! reader, #jujutsu kaisen x male! reader, #jujutsu kaisen/male! reader, #jujutsu kaisen x m! reader, #jujutsu kaisen/m! reader, #jujutsu kaisen x gender neutral! reader, #jujutsu kaisen/ gender neutral! reader, #jujutsu kaisen x gn! reader, #jujutsu kaisen/gn! reader, #tokyo ghoul x reader, #tokyo ghoul/reader, #tokyo ghoul x male! reader, #tokyo ghoul/male! reader, #tokyo ghoul x m! reader, #tokyo ghoul/m! reader, #tokyo ghoul x gender neutral! reader, #tokyo ghoul/ gender neutral! reader, #tokyo ghoul x gn! reader, #tokyo ghoul/gn! reader
#🌜mod mori🌛#bleach x reader#bleach/reader#bleach x male! reader#bleach/male! reader#bleach x m! reader#bleach/m! reader#bleach x gender neutral! reader#bleach/gender neutral! reader#bleach x gn! reader#bleach/gn! reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen/reader#jjk x reader#jjk/reader#jjk x male! reader#jjk/male! reader#jjk x gender neutral! reader#jjk/gender neutral! reader#jjk x gn! reader#jjk/gn! reader#jujutsu kaisen x male! reader#jujutsu kaisen/male! reader#jujutsu kaisen x m! reader#jujutsu kaisen/m! reader#jujutsu kaisen x gender neutral! reader#jujutsu kaisen/ gender neutral! reader#jujutsu kaisen x gn! reader#jujutsu kaisen/gn! reader#tokyo ghoul x reader
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❀ Misty's Follower Milestone Event ❀
EDIT: Event is finished!!! Thank you so much to everyone who's sent requests or kind words, it's been a blast!
Wow guys, thank you!! It means so much to see people enjoying my writing (and my silly chatting), and I hope to continue making you all happy <3 Deciding to come back to tumblr was the best choice I made last year.
I don’t really talk to much about myself on here, but I'll give a tiny bit of backstory. I’ve had this exact same blog since around 2011, it's seen so many fandoms, but I purged it in 2018. After that I completely quit posting online; Until last year when my depression decided to come back hard because of some irl issues, and I ended up going back to Star Wars and Darksiders as a comfort. Posting again was incredibly nerve-wracking as it had been so long since I’d written anything beyond silly personal drabbles, but I’m incredibly happy to see even one person enjoy what I make. I have zero shortage of self doubt for everything I create, but even if it sounds cheesy, nothing makes me happier than knowing something I created has made someone smile.
But wah wah enough sob story, onto the event! A sentence prompts list! I tried to make a good amount of spicy ones, some sfw ones, and even one or two angsty ones. Feel free to take any sentence(s) or prompts from here and send me a character in my ask box! Or multiple, if it strikes your fancy? Any Star Wars or Darksiders character is welcome, and I'm more than happy to stretch my legs and do a character I don’t do as much, or haven’t before.
I'll accept asks for this for around the two weeks or so give or take, so feel free to send something in if you'd like!
(I won’t be using my tag list on these posts just to avoid spam)
All the prompts are under this readmore, to avoid having a super long post.
↳Sentence prompts
“ I can’t stop thinking about you. ”
“ You really need to shave. ”
" I’d appreciate it if you wouldn’t distract me. "
" Where do you think you're going? "
“ You should go. ”
“ You have no idea how much I want to kiss you. ”
" Never tease me like that again. "
" Kneel. "
" Sorry, couldn't sleep. "
" I want to do bad things to you. "
" Do whatever you want to me. "
" I want you in my mouth. "
" Quit looking at me like that. I know what that look means. "
“ I just don’t like the way he/she/they look at you, that’s all. ”
“ You don’t own me. ”
" You don't have to be gentle with me. "
" I'd cut out that attitude. "
" I'm not letting you out of my sight. "
" You really want me? "
" I, didn't know you liked that. "
" Ask nicely. "
" I can't stop thinking about you. "
" Want to sleep in my bed tonight? "
" Can you teach me? "
" Keep talking. "
" You look so hot when you do that. "
“ Can you help me? ”
" Um... I'm stuck. "
" Were you crying? "
" I hate you. "
" You're so fucking cute. "
" Why do you never talk to me? "
“ I, I think I’m pregnant. "
" You need to choose. "
“You're shivering... do you want my (clothing here)”
↳Scenario prompts
Needing something off the top shelf and needing to ask for help to get it down
Finding out they have a momento of you somewhere on them they bring everywhere
You or them saying a petname by accident
Soothing you or them after having a nightmare
Caught partly undressed or totally naked
Sharing food
Having to bathe together
Sending or saying something naughty to them during an inopportune moment
Accidental(?) flashing
Stealing a piece of their(your) clothing
Patching them up after a fight
Cuddling up for heat
Making them(you) blush
Giving them a nice (sexy) surprise ;3
Being given/getting flowers
Secret relationship
Reading together
Getting caught/catching them during a 'private' moment
And again, thank you all so much!!!
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do you have any advice on doing matchups for people? i wanna open them up for my followers, but i’m nervous for my first time! 😫😫 yours always seem so perfect for the people you do them for!!
I would love to help, so hopefully my advice does help! <3 I totally understand the nerves, but it's amazing that you want to do matchups for your followers. Here are a few tips that might help you get started: (There is more information under the cut!)
I would start with making a request rules sheet (if you have not already), in which, you can write what you do or do not allow/what people should add to their matchup request that can be helpful in the matchup process; ie. physical features, personal likes/dislikes, hobbies, etc.
Out of all the information people give me, I take characteristics and hobbies into account. If someone asks for a matchup for Star Wars for example, and they like to read and/or kind of have a bubbly personality, I would probably match them with Luke Skywalker; usually when I am reading their request, whatever character from their chosen show/movie pops in my head first, is usually who I choose for them. If that makes sense. (For some reason, some characters just click!) :)
I usually follow my gut, or what feels right for that person. Sometimes it is difficult to match someone with a character, especially if it's a large fandom they have chosen. That's why I narrow the information that I want to just physical traits, personality, and hobbies. Sometimes, it can be stressful if there is too much information given, it can get to a point where you don't know what to use; in my opinion.
Really, it all depends on what the person sends you. As said above, I use the things that stand out to me the most, whether that be their favorite color or where they like to go on the weekend, I usually just write something cute featuring those things, to make it more personable.
Lastly, I write it out in bullet points, each around a sentence or two. For me, I start the first one or two points with how they meet, before doing the next three points featuring their likes or hobbies. And I usually write in either the requestor's pov, or both the requestor's and the match/love interest. I also ask myself questions, and answer them in my matchups. (You can organize yours in any way that you find easy, comfortable, and fun for you.)
For example, I have this down below;
First Point: How did they meet? Where are they when they meet? If this place plays music, what are they listening to? When at what point in the fandom do they meet? Post or pre events? Was it love at first sight? Was there some tension? Enemies to lovers? Or had they been friends since childhood?
Second Point: What are they both doing? Are they interacting? Is there anyone else around them? Friends? What's the situation? What are their thoughts on one another? What made them want to start dating?
Third Point: Are they on a date? if so, where? Is it somewhere the requestor likes or the love interest? Is their favorite food there? A favorite drink? Or are they participating in the requestor's favorite hobby? Or are they spending time together indoors? If so, what are they watching that the requestor likes?
Fourth Point: What are their feelings? Has there been a timeskip further into their relationship? Where are they now? What hobby or cute thing are they doing?
Fifth Point: Conclusion. Are they happily in love? What are they doing that the requestor loves to do? Final information and cuteness can be added.
(I think matchups are just mini drabbles, so I write mine like a fanfic that's been split into five pieces, but everyone's matchups are different!)
(P.S. It helps me to separately write their request down in a notebook, and highlight their likes, dislikes, hobbies, and so on; so I don't have to scroll or go to a separate tab to find their request and read it again.) :)
I hope that helps? I feel like I am rambling! But, that is basically what I do. What I truly know is this really takes practice. But, you can totally message me, (if you feel comfortable in doing so), if you need any additional help with anything. I would be more than happy to help you along in the process!
Good Luck!
-Chloe
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Firstly, THE COMMENTS ON THE TEXT CONVIS POST!!! I'M PISSING 😭😭 He's so desparate, I can see him killing another assassin and stealing his phone just to text us to unblock him
About giivng Mandy a sibling, I think Tan would consider it since he'll want her to have someone like he has Lem
Also, Mandy swearing because she accidently heard Tan swear once?
You said his look can be intimitating, even if it's soft. Imagine we look away or hide in his shoulder, so he softly grabs our face to make us look at him. 🫠🫠
Buying him lolipops to replace a cig for when he can't smoke? And they're cherry flavor? :))
Sorry I'm always asking those things but have you thought about a backstory for us and Tan? I made one but I think it sounds kinda silly so I don't know if I should send it
I know I sound like a broken record since I already said this in like 3 already. I really do enjoy being back and writing to you, I was afraid my love for him was fading away, I didn't like any ideas I wrote in my notes and was overall pretty sad. (He was still on my mind, it's as if this man made himself a cozy room in my brain and is never leaving) I got sick in january so I had to stay at home and thought I might as well rewatch the movie. So many scenes and snarky remarks of him got me thinking "oh yeah that's why I fell in love with him". So now I'm here again. I love reading your response as well as the comments. 💗💗 Sorry for the ramble I wanted to get it off my chest
(Just wanted to ask, the next time your requests will be open, would you be ok with writing a small fic, like 700 words? If no that's completly fine !! I already saved a headcanon and small drabble for next time :)) Planning on sending more text convos this weekend
Also love your atj shirt. Might have to get a custom one for my bday <3 💺 anon
— right??? 😭😭😭 omg yes!! or even having to go out and get another sim card in order to text you. he probs has a stash of miscellaneous blocked ones piled somewhere
— he so would!! he would want her to have a best friend in sibling form. he wants for her to have someone she can talk to when older. and all those sibling bonding things
— she definitely has😭😭 I believe fuck is an easy one to say?? so that might be her first
— AAARDFGH !!! YES YEA YEAH YUP YEP
— super super cute!!! and cherry!! sneaky, I like it
— you know what, I actually haven’t. I prefer civilian readers, so it’s a little difficult bc being assassin would be easier to connect. but I have a concept idea of their relationship, but not how they met. don’t be daft, nothing you’ll send would be silly. you’re more than welcome to send it in if you’re comfortable. there’s no such thing as silly around here
— I really do as well!! it’s actually fun to talk to someone about him like this rather than myself all the time😭 awh!!! im glad you’re back into him now !! (and hope you’re feeling better now) never be sorry, thank you for sharing 💓💓
— they’re still open if you want to send something in, luckily been working through my inbox pretty fast so now I have a decent enough backlog in my drafts. and yes, ofc, that’s absolutely fine angel. looking forward to the text convos!! they were real fun
— AAAAH THANK YOU!! yes yes get one!! and happy birthday in advance if it’s coming up soon, if it is send in an ask so I can wish you a HBD💓
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The Information Kiosk
Last Updated: 4/8/2023 (11:53 PM GMC-5)
Number of Requests Open [5/5] Welcome! Here lies writings of all sorts, from that feel-good fluff to the most painful angst!
(Minus the dirty stuff, we don't do that here...)
My Main Blog is maydays-medbay, and all of my OCs are listed on the pinned post
I write for a lot of continuities, however the requests that I will be taking will be mild for the time being. I am very rusty, and I don't want to overwhelm myself right from the get-go by taking all of the requests that I can.
I will mainly write for my OCs as of right now, but I will also make things for canon characters here and there depending on my mood (or if the prompt is really good...). I will NOT, however, be taking any reader insert requests. I don't feel as though I'd give them the justice that many other writers can, so I will avoid them until I become more comfortable with my writing style, speed, and feel as a whole. I hope you all understand.
Headcanon Posts will be under the #Mayday's Headcanons tag
Writing Posts will be under the #Mayday's Drabbles tag (even if they aren't exactly drabble-sized)
Certain characters will be labeled as such, as well as the continuity, au, genre, ship, or other associated tags
Anything that is a sensitive topic will be labelled with #Sensitive Content as well as what the topic is
The current continuities that I write for are Transformers Prime, Beast Wars Transformers and IDW/MTMTE. I am most comfortable with them, so I can do them best. Other continuities will be a...struggle at best.
For more information about my [current] request guidelines, refer to the stuff below the cut! Thank you, and I hope you enjoy your stay!
Styles of writing will include both headcanons and normal writing. The length of these will vary depending on my mood and how many ideas that I have over the subject. It's very situational. Though feel free to request a specific type, or none at all.
The actual information inside the request can be rather vague or descriptive. That's up to the individual giving the request. A full on scenario is fine too, if you've thought of one that you want to see.
I will write for darker content here and there (including some triggering topics), but I might struggle with these a little and they will take more time. I never want to write them in a romantic light, so I take my time and do as much research for the topic as possible to avoid that. (If I ever accidentally do lean towards romanticizing something PLEASE tell me so I can fix it or take the fic down altogether)
Specific characters and genre are not always required together, but at least one should be in the request to make my writing easier to make. The characters can be either canon or OCs, it's up to you.
Ship requests are fine, so long as the actual pairing isn't something like MegaStar or OverPan.
I also don't write NSFW, kink, or ships that include certain types of problematic content like P3dophilia or Inc3st. Don't send in requests including them, simple as that.
If there is a certain ship or character that I don't write for then I'll ignore the request until I can add that specific thing to a "Won't Write" list.
REQUEST EXAMPLES:
Hi! How about something angsty? Like, someone gets hurt and then is found by another character, and they freak out when the hurt character passes out?
Do you think you could do a fluffy work regarding [X] ship? Maybe something kind of domestic?
What are your headcanons for [X] character in [X] continuity for [X] AU?
What do you think about [X] character?
I hope these kind of show off what I mean (I'm kind of terrible at explaining stuff lol)
#intro post#writing blog#transformers writing blog#transformers#maccadam#taking (limited) requests#transformers ocs#headcanons#drabbles#pinned post
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hello! i hope this doesn’t come off as rude or anything as this isn’t a personal question but something i’ve just been curious about for a while now.
what’s your opinion on people here sending a request they have sent to you before to a different author? particularly for a prompt/request that you have no plans of working on?
i do think it’s weird and disrespectful to all parties involved if someone sent the same exact request to authors at the same time, especially with the likelihood of two or more authors actually proceeding to write a fic/drabble based on it. but i also think that it should be a courtesy, for the lack of a better word in mind, to let them know that it would be quite unlikely for their request to happen?
i would really love your insights on this because it’s been on my mind for a while now. you were the one that i decided to send this to because i felt that you would have a logical and understandable explanation on whatever your answer will be. also because, i think, and know, that you get a ton of requests per day so i’m very curious on how that works for you.
It doesn't come off as rude! So yeah I do find it disrespectful to send the same request to multiple writers at the same time. I don't like being treated like vending machines that you put a request into and a piece of writing comes out, and it does sort of feel like that when someone sends a request around just to see who will do it for them. Also, like you've pointed out, it puts the writers who may have done the same request in an awkward position because then we're asking each other "should I take mine down? it's really similar to yours" and I hate that because it's not their fault and not mine, so it's not fair that we feel guilty about it.
Now, if I pass on a request for some reason (usually because it has something against my guidelines) or the requestor ask if I'm planning on writing it and I say no, that's totally fair game! I get that people want their requests written of course, and while I can't write every one I do try to be honest about which ones I'm passing on so that they can try to get that opportunity somewhere else. The reason I don't reply to every request I don't plan on doing is because when I first got on here I did that a few times and had people get upset at me for just not vibing with their request. I know most of you on here are really understanding, but I just don't want to open myself up to that negative energy. I know it's not very fair to people who have chosen me to write their requests, but if you'd like to ask and you're willing to not be upset about the answer, you can go ahead. To be blunt, this blog is a safe space for me and when people make it feel not fun, I am more likely to stop doing things like telling people when I'm not writing their requests, even if it's not everyone's fault.
I hope this doesn't sound rude or anything, I want to be candid because you've asked but also I've had to be a bit harsh at times to get people (a very few people, who I know aren't a reflection of the majority) to stop pestering me. Thank you for asking nicely and I hope this answers your question very fully! I went on possibly way too long haha
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!! MINORS DON'T INTERACT, THERE WILL BE 18+ STUFF ON THIS BLOG !! I'll block ageless blogs !!
I haven't written anything really for yeeeeaaaars and only ONCE posted any of it anywhere online. I realized that I need to stop thinking about how I SHOULD write and just. WRITE! 'Cause I'll never improve, if I don't even begin
♡❤About Me❤♡
| Enby | They/Them | 30 years old | AuDHD | J-Fashion lover | Artist | Panromantic | Graysexual | Non-American |
⋆✦Rules/Info✦⋆
I don't have much experience and I'm not 100% sure what way I'll be going with this blog, so I don't exactly take requests. But if you DO decide to send one, then please have patience with me, my AuDHD brain and lack of skill/experience-
I'll write one-shots, drabbles, imagines,headcanons, reacts, etc. the usually shorter stuff. I may have my own headcanons about certain things, but I'm willing to entertain the "what-ifs", even if it's not canon-friendly, is an unpopular fan opnion or doesn't match-up with my own. Will help me try new things too.
Under the "Read-More" link, you'll find the lists over what I will and won't write~
✔Things I WILL/CAN write✔
Romance, Queer Platonic & Platonic/Familiar relations
Polyamory, Monogamy and Non-monogamy of other kinds
I'll try my hand at any gender identity and sexual/romantic orientation to the best of my abilities and with some research. I will however use they/them pronouns as the default
Likewise, I'll try my hand at neurodiversity, autoimmune diseases, disabilities, etc. but if I feel that research isn't enough, I may put a pin in it for later
This also goes for specific religions/culture/races/heritages/etc. I'd like to be able to write for any type, but as someone with a somewhat "unusual" family background myself, I know things can get super varied and specific. So I rather wait, than write something that is based on flawed understanding
Fluff
Comfort
Character react to Subculture!Reader and SpecificFashion/Aesthetic!Reader
HCs of Character as Subculture!Character and SpecificFashion/Aesthetic!Character
Smut (will be tagged as "H0rney" or "H0rneyp0tat0" ): - BDSM and Vanilla both - Sub!Character x Dom!Reader (switches included) - Dom!Character x Sub!Reader (switches included here too) - Petplay - CG/L, Mommy/Daddy Kink, whatever you wanna call it - Some CNC!kink and paraphilias that can be accomplished in a consensual and safe manner (use/mention of safewords, included aftercare, mention of prior discussion/planning, etc. to show consent. Think; somnophilia scenario that has been agreed upon beforehand, choking where the dom keeps track of the color in sub's face or make substitutions for safeword if they suddenly have difficulties talking, etc. I'm pretty limited in what I'll go with but you can throw in a suggestion/thirst if you want to.)
If a Character (or a PC) is a minor in the original media, then the most anyone will get, beyond Platonic/Familiar, is AgedUp!Character or Puppy Love (no encouragement if significant agegap or it will be something like "Character x Reader meeting/knowing each other when they were children and having a crush" stuff)
✘Things I WON'T write✘
Anything too ark and gory (at least, it will not be graphic or specific. It'll at most refer to Reader's past trauma) like torture, miscarriages, etc.
Paraphilias (based on the definition of extreme and dangerous, without consent and with intention of harm and/or abuse), actual beastality, rape or the like
Scat, ABDL, urination (Ain't gonna shamekink, but I simply can't get into these enough to actually think up anything I'd write)
This list may change over time (though it is likely just to add to it or rephrase) Anything not on the list, you can feel free to ask about but I make no promises
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I can't believe i found this fluff and crack SAGAU gem beneath all this trauma and angst😭💞 literally we stan dumbass darling in this house hold. Since many SAGAU fics characters are all about the archons, traveler, albedo, and kaeya, etc. How about the mondststadt girls interact with their grace???
Like imagine everyone thinking "goodness, our god is here, are they trying to tell us something? Have we done something wrong?" from afar, but it's just darling asking amber to summon baron bunny so they can dance together💃🕺
Darling simping on jean, rosaria, eula, and lisa. "Hey lisa, can you say those line again?" "Naughty boys who don't do what they're told needs a- your grace are you sure??"
"😳👉👈💕"
Jean trying to catch up their grace's chaoticness "your grace! Where are you going?!?!" "Trying to find klee so we can make bombs together :D!" "I'M SORRY, WHAT?!"
Overall dumbass darling being a second hand embarrassment but representing all of the genshin impact community that's always wanted to do😩👌✨
My first anon! Hello there!
No worries, this AU will stay as crack and fluff only I am physically incapable of writing angst on purpose, I would make myself cry only. If I do write it on accident then angst grabbed the plot and ran off with it but, generally unless requested you probably won’t see angst here. Only good vibes~
Thank you this is exactly the vibe I wanted dumbass darling to have hahaha. No thoughts head empty but boy do they love everyone! And they’ll shower everyone in love!
You want Mondstadt girls you’re getting Mondstadt girls chapter three was supposed to be someone else but now I want to write Lisa everyone say thank you to this anon!
Already have some plans for Jean, and I think I might be able to add Eula in too if I try
But, if you want me to write separate small stories for the girls, feel free to send another anon, I'll happily oblige!
As for Rosaria… enjoy this small drabble
“Oh, hello sister Rosaria! Nice to meet you!”, you waved at her eagerly from your seat in Angel’s share. Hearing the invitation in your voice, she sat down on the free chair next to you, other one occupied by Kaeya.
“Right… Your grace.”, the title felt weird to speak out. Rosaria has never held much faith in the divine, but she had felt your power and influence herself, and how it allowed her to grow stronger. You really were something different from a human, something above them all. Still… It should be fine if she tries teasing you a little, wouldn’t it? See if she can figure out your motives.
“So, I’ve heard the first time you saw Kaeya you complimented his boobs?”, you just tilted your head at her tho, apparently not noticing Kaeya choking on his drink behind you, and then smiled wide at her.
“Yeah! Why, are you jealous? Don’t worry, yours are also very nice. :D
Ah, Rosaria! Your hand! You broke your glass are you okay?? Are you bleeding?? D:
Kaeya, help! Wait, why are you laughing? Did I say something??”
#Astra's answers tag#genshin cult au#self aware genshin#so in conclusion#girls.....#good shit that good shit#I have no idea how I'll write Lisa yet but#that's a problem for future me#present me wants to try on her hat#Astra's writing tag
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📣: boyfriend!Seungcheol // meeting the members // fluff // 700~ words
A/N: AHHHH i love this kinda prompt so much hheheh thank you for making me write this anon 🙈 i hope you enjoy this as much as i had fun writing it ^^ this guy rly been wrecking me along w jihoon these days ;-;
find the rest of requested drabble here
Currently, you’re fidgeting in front of Seventeen’s practice room with a bag of kimbap rolls on your hands. Seungcheol has been wanting to introduce you to his members for some time now and, truthfully, you’re scared out of your mind. You don’t simply wish for a good impression, but you feel like the will is bigger because Seungcheol is their leader and eldest brother, it wouldn’t do if you’re someone they don’t approve of.
Seungcheol has texted you earlier practice will end in more or less an hour and you should come by then; all because you say you’re curious how big their practice room really is so your wonderful boyfriend thinks might as well kill two birds with one stone.
You haven’t told him you’ve arrived, mostly because you’re too busy freaking out while his manager, who’s known you for quite some time now, only laughs at you for being so nervous when he’s helped you get in the building. Plus, it’s not like he could check his phone now, you can see from the little window at the door that they’re discussing something with their trainer.
A few minutes later, it is Jeonghan who discovers you behind the door, courtesy of him going out first because he wants to go to the restroom.
“Oh? You are…?” You haven’t gotten the chance to say anything when his cheshire grin is out, recognizing you from the few pictures in Seungcheol’s phone. You blink when he suddenly pushes you into the room as if you’ve been friends with him for so long, his arm on your shoulder as he calls for their attention. “Guys, Seungcheol’s girlfriend is here.”
The way their heads turn to you, including Seungcheol’s, is almost comical.
“When did you arrive?!” your boyfriend asks, already on your side with a few strides. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Uhh, not long ago. Your manager helps me in,” you smile sheepishly, and then you show him the bag you’ve been holding since earlier. “I brought kimbap?”
“Pretty and caring, I approve,” Jeonghan says from the side with an appreciative nod, taking the bag from you. “Are you guys just going to stand there instead of welcoming or newest in-law here?”
You can feel your neck getting warm from the title, and Seungcheol shakes his head at Jeonghan, used to his antics. He sends you an apologetic glance, but you just smile because it’s somewhat amusing even to you. Eventually, Seungcheol introduces you to everyone, telling them not take their jokes too far because Shua is already singing you praises for being a good in-law by bringing in food.
“Where did you buy these?” Mingyu asks, moaning at the kimbap in his mouth. “These are so good.”
“Uhh, I made them myself,” you scratch your neck, a bit embarrassed but glad that the members seem to enjoy the food. “I’m glad you liked it.”
Soonyoung says something with cheeks stuffed with food, his voice is muffled but you guess it’s something along the line of ‘you’re not allowed to break up with hyung now, ok?’ and you just laugh in embarrassment at their compliments over kimbap.
“They’re not always this rowdy, I promise,” Seungcheol whispers to your ear. “Probably just excited to meet you because they’ve been asking to meet you too.”
“You talk about me to them?” you ask, surprised but pleasantly so.
He nods as if it’s obvious, biting into his own share of kimbap before replying. “Of course. Why would I not? We’ve been dating for months.”
“More like he never shuts up about you,” Jeonghan chirps in from beside you. “Nothing bad, though. Thanks for taking care of our Coups.”
Shua nods from the side, making Seungcheol rolls his eyes at the duo. “We know he could be a lot, so we’re glad you’re hanging in there with him.”
You laugh at them, delighted that you get to see this banter for real instead of snippets from Seungcheol who’s whining about being their victim over and over again. Seungcheol shakes his head in mock exhaustion, though his hand find yours under his thigh, hidden from his brothers’ sights so no one will be able to tease him more than they’re already doing.
#scoups fluff#scoups scenarios#seventeen fic#seventeen scenarios#seventeen fluff#seventeen scenario#seventeen x reader#seventeen oneshot#seventeen imagines#svt fic#wwreq#svt fluff#svt imagines#seungcheol fluff#seungcheol scenarios#seventeen au#seventeen drabbles#scoups fic#scoups imagines#scoups oneshot#seungcheol oneshot
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Imagine jimin dancing without shirt because it's to hot and the whole class sees him😳
no need to imagine baby i gotchu
this was supposed to be super short but i said that to myself like two hours ago and it turned into,.,.., thIS..,,. so if balletteacher!jimin doesn’t win the poll at least the ballet!couple stans have,.,.,. WHATEVER THIS IS
➺ pairing; balletteacher!jimin x ballerina!y/n
➺ genre; i literally cannot focus because i keep staring at this gif so just assume this drabble is as hot as jimin i,.,.,. i am about to go into my jimin phase again,.,.
➺ wordcount; i don’t know i am so out of it right now (1.7k)
(unfortunately i wasn’t able to track down the original maker of this gif but this is where i sourced it from! all credits go to the original creator of course :-))
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“sorry i couldn’t make it to brunch last week and... the week before that… but i can definitely join you guys this week!” you chirp, pausing for a second so you can quickly pull your hair into a flimsy low bun, “there’s this place that has these massive waffles and you can pour as much syrup on it as you want on them-” you take your duffle bag out before slamming your locker shut and turning around, “plus-”
you immediately stop talking when you realize that you’re all alone in the changing room
you blink twice before reaching up to scratch your head
what the heck
…how long have you been talking to yourself for??
there are still bags and shoes and loose articles of clothing sitting on benches and hanging out of lockers but it’s just that their owners have completely disappeared
“guys?” you frown, zipping your hoodie up as you step over items littering the ground to make your way to the door, “i know i’ve been really flaky with our dates and stuff but you don’t have to abandon me mid-conversation to prove a point-” you poke your head out of the changing room, holding your breath for a second to see if you can hear anything
“-is someone filming this or what??”
“shh!!”
“move over, let me look too-”
that’s odd
“guys…?” you lower your voice as you approach the girls cautiously, raising a brow at the sight of them crowding around the door of the classroom, “is there, like- some kind of hip-hop class or something-”
you can practically feel the vibrations of the bass pumping through the floorboards as you get closer and closer, the sound of muffled thumping leaking out through the crack in the door
“y/n!” lisa turns her head when she hears you, slipping out of the group with a giggle and gesturing for you to hurry and come over, “there you are, silly- i thought you followed us-”
“follow- well, class is over and we’re all changing out of our unitards so i didn’t know i had to follow you guys anywhere-” you snort, leaning over a little to look at the group of giddy girls again, “let me guess - those boys from that other dance academy came to use our rooms again-”
“guys, move out of the way so y/n can take a look-” lisa swats at jisoo’s back gently, the girls whispering to each other excitedly as they step aside to let you through
“no way!” seulgi chirps, popping her head up at the front of the group, “you snooze, you lose, y/l/n-”
“c’mon, seulgi, don’t be like that-” lisa tuts, shoving at your back to force you through the tightly packed group, “everyone should get a chance to see this-”
“see what?! what is going on-”
“fine, but i’m only giving you one minute-” seulgi wags a finger at you before stepping down from the ledge, wrapping her hand around your elbow and yanking you up, “sixty seconds.”
“can i just say that you guys get so weird whenever those boys come to-” your mouth immediately goes dry the second you turn your head and peer through the crack, all the blood in your body rushing up to congregate in your face, “oh, dear god-”
you were certainly right about all this commotion being caused because of men
except, in this case, it’s just because of one man
you watch in shock as a very shirtless jimin slams his arms down mid-air against the beat, twirling around in the spot with his head tilted back
he slides a hand down his chest until he reaches the waistband of his sweatpants, lifting a leg and thrusting his hips forward with a grunt
his tongue pokes out in between his lips before it curls upwards and you swallow dryly when you feel your stomach flutter
out of all the things you were expecting to see when you looked into the classroom, it definitely wasn’t this
you’ve never seen jimin dance outside of a classical setting so this is very… very…
wow
this is very wow
“god, i wanna fuck him.” seulgi sighs dreamily, twirling a strand of hair around her finger, “i love men. don’t you love men?”
“men- i-” you force yourself to snap out of your daze, letting out a nervous chuckle as you turn to look at seulgi, “this- to be honest, this feels like a private moment, you know? i-i feel like we should probably leave now before he catches us-”
“oh my god, you always get so weird around mr. park!” seulgi scoffs, rolling her eyes before pursing her lips, “you can appreciate his beauty without feeling bad, y/n. relax a little!”
you press your lips together as you take a second to think through her response
…
what are you even thinking about?
of course you know you can appreciate his beauty!
you have personally appreciated his beauty in private many, many times but of course no one knows that
but maybe if you quit acting so weird and twitchy, seulgi will finally give you a break and will stop giving you crap about how nervous you get around mr. park
for the record, the only reason why you get so sweaty and weird whenever the conversation shifts to how attractive mr. park is is because you’re scared you’ll accidentally let something slip one day and screw everything up
the other day lisa was wondering out loud if mr. park had a six-pack or an eight-pack and you were about to respond with a ‘it’s a six-pack but he’s getting to an eight-pack if i’m being honest-‘ but LUCKILY you stopped yourself before all of that word vomit spewed out of your mouth
obviously she got her answer today after spying on him dancing half-naked
“in fact, i think it’d be good for you to appreciate his beauty up close so you can finally join in on our conversations…” seulgi clears her throat, pushing herself up from the wall as she zeroes in on you
“yeah, well, i think my sixty seconds is up, so maybe- oh!” you gasp when you feel two hands shove at your back and you don’t get a chance to even process the fact that you’re being pushed before-
the door ricochets against the wall with a smack! after you get pushed into the room, your palms slapping against the wooden floor immediately to keep yourself from knocking a tooth out
“y/n!” jimin snaps out of his intense concentration when he sees you stumble into the room behind him in the mirror, turning to look at you with wide eyes before hurrying over to the stereo to turn the music off, “are you alright??”
“fine! i-i’m fine- i’m good-” you sneakers squeak against the ground as you scramble to your feet, glancing back to glare at a very smug-looking seulgi
why is she always getting you into these situations?!
…how do you always let her get you into these situations?!
“i’m so sorry for… i… um…”
you know this isn’t the first time you’ve seen his skin glisten with sweat but something about the way the light is hitting jimin is making you feel a little lightheaded
the corner of jimin’s mouth curls into a knowing smirk when he notices the way your eyes lower from his face to his body, “i was… you see, i-”
“you were…” he coos mockingly, tilting his head as he makes his way back over to you, “you were what, bab-”
“the girls!” you interrupt frantically, stepping aside to gesture towards the large group of girls still crowded by the door, “the- the girls wanted me to- uh, they wanted me to ask you a question so i- that’s why i’m in here.”
jimin’s face pales slightly when he notices the girls standing by the door
oh
whoops
“oh, of course!” he clears his throat loudly before taking a step back from you, the two of you exchanging panicked glances before he bends down to pick his shirt up, “what was the question?” he slides his shirt back on
“there’s no question, sir-” seulgi chimes in before pausing for a second, “however, as the obvious group leader here, i’d like to say on behalf of everyone that you are very welcome to demonstrate this dance in class if you’d like-”
the girls immediately burst into laughter and jimin snorts before reaching up to scratch the back of his neck bashfully
“very funny, ladies-” jimin shakes his head before gesturing for everyone to go, “go and get out of here! i’ll see all of you next week-”
“have a good weekend, mr. park!”
“goodbye, mr. park!”
“bye, mr. park!!”
you wait until you hear everyone’s voices drift further and further away before scurrying over to the door and peering around it to make sure no one’s around
“coast is clear.” you let out a breath of relief to see that the hallway is empty before turning around to- “oh!” you jump when you end up bumping right into jimin, stumbling back a little before reaching out to press your hand flat against his chest so you can shove him back into the room, “what is the matter with you?? you already know all the people here drool over you on a daily basis and you still go around half-naked and- and thrust your hips like that-”
“what, you didn’t like it?” jimin teases, wrapping his fingers around your wrist so he can pull your hand down and slide it underneath his shirt
“hey-” you feel your entire face flush the moment your hand comes into contact with the ridges of his firm abdomen and you slip your hand out quickly, jimin laughing at your reaction before reaching up to pinch your cheek
“all i’m saying is that you weren’t exactly against my thrusting last night, miss y/l/n-”
“jimin!”
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Hello hello! Congratulations on your milestone!! So happy for you!!
I really like your blog and your writing! I LOVE how you write soft crosshair.
I wanted to know if I could request a fic with the one and only Captain Rex?
With number 9 and 39 from the lyrics prompt list, pretty please?
Something along the lines of them not having seen each other in a while, cuz you know, the clone wars.
they are kinda nervous, afraid the other doesn't feel the same way anymore :'(
BUT THEY DO LOVE EACH OTHER SO SO SO MUCH IT HURTS AND IT'S LIKE REUNION, HAPPY TEARS, LONG AWAITED KISSES AND HUGS.
I JUST- WHAT THE HELL I- THANK YOU SO MUCH??? youre so kind! *sends a kiss to a planet Earth image* for u, wherever u are. anyways this ask is FANTASTIC OMG. thank you so so so so much for requesting this.
also added my sweet @intergalactic-padawan request that was prompt 43 bc I realized I was writing pretty much the same thing so yeah.
hope you guys like it!
It's been a long, long time.
Pairings: Captain Rex x reader (no y/n)
Prompts: 9. Honey just put your sweet lips on my lips, we should just kiss like real people do. - Like real people do by Hozier, 39. I thought that I was dreaming when you said you loved me. - Ivy by Frank Ocean and 43. Kiss me once, then kiss me twice, then kiss me once again, it's been a long, long time. - It's been a long, long time by Harry James
Warnings: a bit sad I think? reader feels very anxious bc they don't know if rex loves them still. but it's fluff I swear. like, very very very fluffy.
Word count: 1,1k bc I can't control myself and make actual drabbles.
He had been away for too long. You had begun to forget his touch, the sweet taste of his lips, the goosebumps his fingers left on your skin, the warmth of his caress. Days blurred together with the only constant thing being how much you missed him, heart longing, aching quietly, mourning for the emptiness it feels, tired, desperate, for the day Rex comes back to fill it again.
There were nights where you fell asleep with tears running down your cheeks, afraid you might never see him, trying to forget the dull ache your heart felt with every beat it gave, breaking just a little bit for him, swelling with love for a man you barely saw.
You hated him sometimes, just to justify the torrent of emotions that slowly consumed you with every day that passed, a filthy lie you told yourself to push away the pain, the tears that gathered in your eyes, how the memory of him fogged your mind and couldn't, wouldn't, let you rest. You hated how much you loved him, and in the anger of it you wished he felt the same, but then again you didn't, because maybe the ghost of you distracted him enough to make him sloppy, careless, maybe your ghost stopped him from coming back to you, took his hand and dragged him away.
It became a habit, to wake up in an empty bed, make your own caf, and wait for the day to end. The empty spot he left always following you around, and you learned to dance around it, never touching it, never moving it, but letting it be, becoming one with you because you'd rather have that than nothing at all.
It was all routine, one that slowly stuck to your nature, with him becoming a presence you that scarred you, probably, for life.
Quick texts and short conversations was all you got from Rex, unable to give you more, and for you to ask for more, leaving you both in a limbo, not knowing where you stood anymore.
Which led you to this moment, nervousness bubbling in your chest like some sort of venom, thick and foul, spreading through your body fast and corrosive.
His shuttle had just arrived, and between the many troopers you were looking for his distinctive uniform, the pauldron standing tall and the Jaig eyes making the search easier.
You feel sick at the mere thought of having him in front of you.
Does he looks the same? Same hair, a new scar maybe? Will he still like how you laugh, or call his name? Does he kiss, touch, feel the same? Do you?
Does he love you still?
It's been too long, too long.
You fidget with your shirt and your eyes sometimes find the floor, flickering through the different buckets, a couple of Jedi pass by, some pilots, a few droids. No one is your man.
Anxiety starts to make you feel dizzy, sound begins to feel too distant, and has your heart always been beating this quick? You can't breath properly.
Where is Rex? Is he–
Tears fill your eyes as a sigh leaves you, relief washing over you as find him, uniform a bit dirtier than the last time you saw it, blasters at both his sides and the kamas move matching the confidence he carries himself with as he comes to meet you. You can't see his face and the fact stirs something unpleasant in you, self doubt slowly poking it's ugly head.
Are you still beautiful in his eyes?
You always hated the way his helmet shields him from you, not letting you know what he's feeling, is he disgusted, happy, sad? Is he as nervous as you are? You can never tell.
Your head falls slightly once he's in front of you, and you're glad he can't hear the frenetic beat of your heart.
He calls your name with a formality that surprises you, you look everywhere but him, searching new scratches in his armour, finding a few stains that weren't there before.
He doesn't make any sign that he might want to hug you or touch you, and neither do you, standing at a safe distance that it might look like you're just co-workers or less.
Your hand itches to feel him.
"Rex." You let out, trying to find his eyes behind the bucket, he looks stiff, frozen, like something weights on him heavy and awkward.
Your mind wanders to the worst of places.
He lifts his bucket and tucks it under his arm, shy eyes search for something in yours, and yours searching for anything that might be different from the last time you got to see his pretty face.
No new scars –not visible at least–, same short blond hair, same irises that remind you of the sun and that matches it's warmth. He looks just the same, yet you don't know if his feelings stayed.
Maybe... maybe he met someone else, what if he–?
"Hi." He says in a breath, as if he had been holding it for far too long, and is enough for your tears to cascade down your cheeks as a smile breaks through your face.
"Hi yourself, trooper."
Rex wraps your body in his arms, pulling you flush against him, face hiding in your neck as he breathes you in. He almost cries, right then and there, you smell just like he remembered, like something sweet, something like home.
It's comforting, really, to know nothing has changed between you two in a galaxy that always seems to be.
And just like that, you know you're fine.
You whisper his name, and when he looks up he wastes no time in pressing your lips together, a tender little touch that is just a taste of what's to come, of what words can't express, and you find yourself holding him tighter, afraid he might be an illusion, a dream, a distant memory you thought forgotten. But it's still there. He is here. Kissing you like real people do, not a vision, not a wish nor a dream.
It is him in your arms, and you in his.
"I love you," Rex blurts when you pull away for air, in a whisper, as if he didn't want anyone but you to hear, scared of rejection but even more scared of you never knowing. His lips brush with yours, uncertain, timid, foreheads touching.
You feel like dreaming, like you're walking over the clouds, floating away in a perpetual state of pure love, heart feeling so full you might think it's about to explode.
"Kiss me." You plead and he delivers, pushing you to the closest supply box, inhaling sharply when your nails softly scratch the skin at the nape. It's filled with a longing that had been caged for too long, and it's messy, teeth clashing and noses bumping, tongues re-exporing and you don't think you have felt this good in a long time.
Before he can pull away properly, you connect your lips again, and again, and again, until they are swollen and you're panting for air.
It's been too long, and you have missed him so much, and you don't know how to tell him, how to let him know all and every emotion that has tormented you since you met him, so you try to summarize it in four simple, but powerful words.
"I love you too."
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summary: as you and taehyung start to build your life together post graduation, things become more complicated than what you expected it to be. while taehyung struggles with his inner demons, you’ve become the sole supporter, the pillar, juggling different jobs to keep you two afloat. your love for each other has been put to the test as your relationship continues to face hurdles - hurdles that have you questioning whether or not your relationship will make it through.
pairing: reader x fiancé!kth
genre: post grad au, established relationship au | fluff, angst, smut
words: 3.3k
warnings: cussing/mature language, angst, thoughts on overdrive, anxiety
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"Look, I—"
"No, Aiko. You know damn well I deserve to hear this from you too no matter what the outcome was. It takes two to tango." You step a little closer to her as you feel your bottom lip trembling. Just looking at her makes your stomach drop. You remember all the times that you felt insecure, and truly inferior especially after those nudes she used to send.
Fuck, Taehyung.
Maybe she was just always going to be a weakness for Tae, and that was it.
God, you want to hurl. But you keep yourself composed because it's here now. There's really no turning back.
"Hey." Jin gently squeezes your wrist and gives you a reassuring look. "It's okay." He mouths out.
"Do you have to be here while we do this?" Aiko shoots Jin a look.
"Of course I do. I'm not leaving her side. Why are you suddenly so shy when you've been sharing your nudes with everyone, let alone men in relationships?" Jin snaps back with that glare of his. But this didn't surprise you, Jin was always direct. He would never shy away from telling you like it is. All Aiko can do is roll her eyes at him before letting out a small sigh and bringing her attention back to you.
"Can we just cut to the chase here? I'm not exactly here to be friends." You say as calmly as possible. "Why did Taehyung come to see you?" Which, you curse yourself under your breath once you ask the question because why the fuck else would he come and see her? You were just too busy trying to sway away from the truth.
"He just asked to come see me. For specifics, I'm sure you and I both know what the intention was behind it." You feel sick, but you swallow the lump in your throat and slowly nod your head.
"So, um—"
"No, he didn't Y/N." She cuts you off and looks at you, her facial expression softening. "He didn't do it."
"W-what?"
"He came here and left. Said this was a mistake and that he would never do this to you." Jin's grip tightens around your wrist for whatever reason, you can't really decipher the signal right now. You honestly had a hard time believing her at the moment, and it has even gotten to the point where you think they've both created this story to tell you. However, when you look at her, her body language isn't defensive, nor does she seem like she's hiding anything. There's a small frown creeping up at the corners of her lips as she watches you.
She watches how you fiddle with your fingers, and how you always seem to swallow the lump in your throat every 5 seconds, slyly looking up to prevent the tears from coming down.
"O-oh."
"Look, I'm really sorry for having caused any trouble and I know I'm probably still not going to be on your favorites list for the way I acted with Jin—" She quickly looks at him. "And with Taehyung. But, if there's really one thing that I help with right now, I can tell you that he truly does love you." She tightens the way her arms are crossed close to her chest as she lets out another shaky sigh. "I know it's terrible that the thought was there for the both of us, but he would never do anything to hurt you. He can't. You mean too much to him, Y/N."
"I— don't really know what to say."
"He's set on you. There's no changing that for him." She says, and you can catch the hurt in her voice. The way her tone dips a little when she tells you there's no changing that for him. She still had feelings for him, and this shouldn't be anything new to you.
"Thanks." Aiko does nothing besides purse her lips into a tight line.
"Yup." You look at Jin, and he simply nods at Aiko before he's slightly pushing you to walk away from the door and down the stairs. But, before you could fully get yourself down a step, Aiko calls out for you both. "Hey."
"Hm?"
"He's lucky to have someone like you. I hope he learns from whatever he's going through." You take one last look at her before you silently head down the steps with Jin and situate yourself in his passenger seat.
"So, what now?" Jin asks as he drives off.
"I honestly don't know." The scene of him begging you not to go replays in your head and your heart shatters all over again. You don't know if you're upset with yourself or if you're still upset with him. Actually - yes, you still were upset with him because he had the fucking nerve. The fucking thought. You couldn't get over that. But part of you felt relieved knowing he didn't move forward with it? Or, that he was fucking smart enough at the very least to fix himself the very last minute.
"You can't avoid him forever."
"No, I know that. I just don't know what to say to him." You turn to Jin. "Is it really bad for me to want him to make this work? I don't wanna be the one that goes to him first, not after all of this. I'm tired. I just want to believe that he still wants me the same way he did before."
"I'm sure he hasn't changed."
"Jin, the thought still crossed his mind."
"I know and it's not okay whatsoever but I do have to give it to him for realizing it before."
"I don't know. I guess, yeah." You look down at your lap. "What if he just doesn't fix this? I'm scared of being upped and left again." The sudden thought of your ex popping up, along with all the nights you cried yourself to sleep - waking up with a pounding headache and dry eyes.
"He's not going to." Jin says reassuringly. "I really do believe he'll get this right, but just like you needed time, he does too. I know you had a hard time and a lot of things hurt you, but Taehyung had his own demons to battle and that's never easy. He's trying."
"Yeah." Is all you respond with.
"Do you need more clothes?"
"No, I don't think so. If anything I'll just ask one of the boys to grab me something."
"Okay." Jin continues to drive off and back to his apartment. You keep your gaze outside of the window until your phone vibrates in your lap.
[taehyung♡] 6:05pm: can we talk tonight? i know you might not be ready, but i honestly don't want to put this off any longer. i need to see you.
Your breathing hitches and Jin can feel that something has suddenly changed in your mood. You stare at your phone, unsure if you want to cry or if you're relieved to see Taehyung pop up on your screen. You wanna cry cause of course it still hurts to know the thought crossed his head; you'll never forget that for a second, Taehyung thought about risking everything you've built together just to feel wanted, needed, whatever the hell it was. For a second, he pushed you aside because he was ready to let Aiko back in.
But then you also are relieved because fuck, even if it hasn't been long, part of you felt like he was truly going to give up. That he wasn't going to try anymore. That he didn't think this was worth fixing. That you and him just weren't meant to be together. After all this, of course you still loved him. You loved him deeply - so, so deep, that thought of you without him is probably what hurts the most. He meant everything to you.
"What is it?"
"He wants to talk tonight."
"I'm telling you, you can't avoid him forever."
"Should I do it?"
"Are you ready to? Just because I say you can't avoid him forever doesn't mean you have to talk to him right at this moment, especially if you aren't ready." You look at Jin.
"This is so fucked up, because after everything, I still miss him. And I want to see him. I just don't know what I'd say though."
"Why don't you be honest about everything, yeah? How it made you feel, you confronting Aiko. Let him know that if this does work out, he'll really need to learn from it and understand how hurt you were."
"I know."
"So are you going to see him?"
"Yeah, I think so." Your hands became clammy as you picked up your phone and responded.
[y/n] 6:11pm: yeah, sure.
[taehyung♡] 6:13pm: is it okay if i pick you up from jin hyung's?
[y/n] 6:15pm: yeah, that's fine.
[taehyung♡] 6:16pm: be there in about 15 minutes.
As soon as you put your phone down, Jin is turning into his parking garage and parking into his assigned spot. You quietly walk up the steps, feeling the anxiety settle in. How was this night going to go? Were you going to have to move your stuff out permanently? Move in with Jin or Jungkook until you could figure things out? You already felt terrible enough having spent these past nights in Jin's bed while he slept out on the couch. He insisted he was fine with it, but still.
What if Taehyung really just wanted to talk to tell you that this was done?
Fuck.
Your anxiety is bubbling in your stomach as the minutes go by, 15 minutes seemingly coming a lot slower than it usually does on any other given day. But, it eventually comes and it comes by Taehyung texting you that he's downstairs. You zip up your jacket, fixing up your appearance just a teeny bit because this was still Taehyung. Jin is eating dinner as he waves you off, setting your bowl aside on the kitchen counter for you to eat later when you get back [if you're hungry].
You feel your pulse on your neck, and your ears are slightly ringing because of how nervous you are. You catch a glimpse of him through the lobby doors and you instantly feel weak, and you fucking hated that effect he had on you. He looks at you as you near the passenger door, slipping yourself in without making much eye contact.
"Hey." He says softly as he drives off.
"Hey."
"You eat already?"
"Nope, haven't been too hungry." His heart sinks at the statement.
"Let me know if you want me to stop by anywhere afterwards to get you some food."
"I'll be fine, thanks." You say, keeping your eyes on the passing view outside of the passenger window. The ride is awfully quiet, nothing but the thoughts in your head making noise. You realize he's taking you down towards the nearby beach, parking his car in front of the ocean view. When he shifts the gear to park and shuts off his lights, he slightly sinks in his seat and lets out a sigh.
"Y/N." He says, breaking the silence. You slightly turn your head towards him, eyeing him every now and then through your peripherals. "I'm sorry." He says, close to a whisper as his head drops and he begins to cry.
"Do you even know what you're sorry for, Taehyung?" You ask, your voice cracking when you look at him to see how torn up he is.
"Baby, of course I do." He looks at you through his teary eyes. "I'm so sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for ever making you question your worth, I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble and pain while all you've done was be there for me. I'm just.. sorry for not being there when I should have been. I should have never let you go through this alone."
"You have no idea how it's been all this time. I was your fiancé, Taehyung. I was trying to be there for you through everything you were feeling, experiencing, whatever it was. I tried. And all you did was push me aside and you still ended up pointing your fingers at me. Almost cheating on me, even? The thing that feels so unforgivable and so painful is the fact that for a second, you really believed risking everything we've built together was worth it."
"I know and I fucked up. That was on me, 100%. I let everything get to the best of me and I was too dumb to see it right away. I fully acknowledge it and I never want to make you feel that way again. I miss you so much. You being away has been so difficult because I feel empty without you. It's been hard to be without you because I never pictured myself to be without you. I still can't."
"We were planning to get married, Tae." You begin to softly cry. "This isn't something you do when you get married to someone and build that life together with them. You can't—" You wipe your tears with a quick pause. "You can't just run off expecting things to be okay after they get brushed under the rug. How are we supposed to have a family together, grow old together, if we can't even fix these kinds of issues together?"
"Baby, I'm ready to do this with you. It's been a hell of a ride and I'm learning as I go. I know I haven't been perfect, or the best fiancé, but know I'm learning from this because I want to be the best for you and give you the world like you rightfully deserve. I'm so, so sorry, my love." He responds, wiping his tears in between before reaching for your hand and grabbing it. He brings your hand to his lips and presses a kiss against it, causing your heart to flutter. "I love you so much, I'm not giving up on us. I want to do better and you help me be a better man every day that we're together."
"I just want you to understand how much of a toll this took on me and our relationship. You really hurt me, and all I hope is that you do learn from this and become better from it. I love you so much, but I can't always save you. I can be there for you, but sometimes you have to help yourself and I don't know what I'll do if I have to go through this again."
"I know. And I said I wanted to do better, I'm gonna do this for us. I don't want to do this with anyone else. I'm ready to do this ride with you." You don't really have anything else to say, because you feel like you've made your point time and time again. Now, you just didn't know if you'd take this leap of faith again and trust him, or if you should let it be. You simply lean over to wipe his tears, but he keeps your palm against his cheek, pressing a kiss against it as he leans into your touch. "I'm in love with you, Y/N. More than you'll ever know." You sit back into your seat and give him a tiny smile before letting out a breath. You were nervous for what you were about to say, but you needed to say it. You just needed to be honest. This is what this time was about.
"I went to see Aiko earlier." His eyes shoot right at yours, but he doesn't say anything. "She told me you didn't do anything and that you left." You slightly nodded. "It's gonna be hard for me to let that go. But I hope you understand that I want to be the person you go to if things get rough, no one else. I want you to confide in me and tell me what you need so I can better provide. I don't want my man to be running off to someone else because they feel like they can't get a certain feeling or emotion reciprocated, especially without discussing the issue."
"I know, love. I know. I understand and hear you. I'm going to show you that you're the only one that matters to me, and I'll never make you doubt yourself ever again." You sigh and nod. He leans over to kiss you on the forehead, but retreats back to his seat without kissing you anywhere else because he still felt the need to give you space. The kiss sent shivers down your spine though, and it only really solidified the fact that he was the only one you still wanted. "I—um, talked with my parents."
"You did?" You ask softly. For some reason, this was something you weren't expecting to hear. You truly and honestly didn't think Tae was ever gonna try to mend his relationship with his parents, but this showed you that he wanted to try - with you and with them. Hopefully, at least.
"Yeah. I stayed there for a bit." He slightly smiles. "I'm gonna start working with my dad next week. We've been trying to do a lot to mend our relationship and spend more time together."
"I'm happy to hear that, Tae. I really am."
"Thank you for always pushing me to do better with them. There's a lot on their side that I had yet to better understand and vice versa."
"Of course." You say softly as you look at him. He was still the most beautiful man you had ever laid eyes on, even under the moonlight.
"Do you wanna head back to Jin hyung's now?"
"Sure. I think I've said what I needed to say."
"Come home, please." He says softly as he begins to drive off. "I want to work on mending us, and our relationship."
"I—I don't know. I want this, I do. But I think I just need time to process this? I don't really know. I have to be honest, I'm scared."
"That's okay, I understand. You have every right to feel that way, but I'll show you that you don't have to be. You know you're always welcome to come back whenever you're ready though, baby." But fuck, everything about this makes you so weak. You really did want to go back home and work on this. You just wanted to be with him. You were just scared. There's really no other way to put it. Scared of getting hurt, scared of falling into another trap.
The rest of the ride is quiet again, but it's obvious that the both of you feel a little better getting things off of your chest and talking things out. It didn't mean that everything was fixed though, but you could at least say you both were on the same page of working this out and fixing your relationship. And even though you weren't going home with him that minute, Taehyung can't help but feel hopeful that this will work out in the end. He wanted to do right by you, and he was going to. He was going to fix this, marry you, have a family with you, grow old with you - he was gonna do whatever it took to get you both back on track.
When you unbuckle your seatbelt, you turn to face Taehyung. He simply gives you a tiny, toothless smile before cupping your cheeks and kissing your forehead, then nose.
"I love you, babygirl." He kisses your nose once more, thumb lightly caressing your cheek. "I love you so much."
"I love you, too." You respond before quickly hopping out to prevent yourself from crying even more. You don't turn back and simply head into the elevators up to Jin's floor, straggling tears able to leave your eyes and lightly stain your cheeks.
"How was it?"
"Good, I think."
"What's the plan moving forward?" Jin asks as he leans onto the kitchen counter, watching you wipe your tears and nose.
"I think I'm gonna go home."
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