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[gukyi]

guyi 😭 happy holidays angel hope you had an amazing day ❤️ miss you

miss you too ❤️ much love from me to you and happy holidays! hope you are doing well ❤️

[gukyi]

merry christmas and happy holidays to all of you out there this year! though i haven’t been around for much of it, know that i’m always thinking of you all and that i’m forever grateful for all of the love you gave me. i hope that you have a relaxing and peaceful holiday break (whether or not you celebrate christmas) and that you get to spend time with those you love and those who love you, even if just in this little corner of the internet. cheers to a new year ✨

[gukyi]

hi guyi!!! i just wanted to thank you for posting your writing on here for so long, and for being such a positive and kind presence on tumblr! you were the very first bts blog that i ever followed and the first bts writer whose work i really fell in love with, so thank you for that too <3 i’ll miss seeing you active on here but i wish you all the best in your studies and wherever else life takes you ✨

thank you! it's an honor to know i'm one of your firsts (in a not weird way). i feel exceedingly lucky to have had you with me on my 4 year long bts writing journey and i can only hope that my fics have brought you joy, as that's all i've ever really wanted. and thank you for the well wishes, too! classes begin soon and i'm genuinely very excited to get back to everything, within proper safety guidelines of course. hope that you are taking care of yourself, and staying healthy, and finding happiness in the things you love.

[gukyi]

i've said this before, even before your latest yoongi fic, that i will be sad about you leaving. but even so, please know that i do support you, wherever you may go. i hope you do write more fics--or novels, even! you have more than enough talent for that to go around. 💖 please stay safe, be happy, and do everything you love. i hope life will treat you kindly and affectionately , just as how you treated us with kindness and affection 💖 your stories will stay in our hearts 💖 thank you guyi

hello! thank you for this ask and whichever ones you've sent before, as well. i say this constantly, but all your love really has made a huge difference in my life and for that i'll be forever grateful. i promise that if i ever write another bts fic, you will be the first to know. much love, always.

[gukyi]

This might reach you too late but I want to say it anyways.

I’ve watched your growth for quite awhile and you’re one of the many authors I’ve come to respect on this ridiculous platform. The way you writing is enchanting and feels so comforting but new at the same time that I keep coming back to it. Even as you’re leaving and will likely not be coming back, I want to wish you all the best where ever you turn up next. Although, I’m pretty sure I don’t have to do this because I know you’ll always succeed 💜

All my love

-🥚anon

hello egg anon! thank you for this kind message. i'm just coming back to answer a few asks before classes begin, but i wanted to let you know that this ask means a lot to me and that i hope my work can inspire you and makes you feel safe. lots of love <3

[gukyi]

a new beginning.

i’ve rewritten this post countless times and every single time it has felt wrong. i feel as though i’m doing you all an injustice by being unable to formulate the right way to say all of this, but i will do my best. 

first and foremost, i don't know if i'll ever be able to put into words how genuinely, overwhelmingly, astronomically grateful and honored i am to be given such an enormous and loving platform for my writing. the past 4 years have given me immeasurable support and cultivated an intense love for writing i know i will never give up. and i owe it all to you for being the reason i kept going beyond that very first fic. i will never, literally never, be able to repay you for all of the love and support you've given me. thank you for reading my work. thank you for sending me messages. thank you for leaving me reviews. thank you for every single kind word, every single note, every follow, you have ever given me.

4 years is a long time to do one thing. i've been using tumblr and writing fanfiction even longer than that (since 2013). to watch this blog grow over the past 4 years has been a blessing. to have you all here with me, even more so. but it's time for something different.

this blog will enter a permanent semi-hiatus mode.

what that means is that i am not closing the door completely, i am not deleting this blog, and i am not deleting my writing. i am simply going to be extremely inactive, to the point where i may not return to post on this blog for months on end. what that also means is that if i do write another fic, i am leaving open the option for me to post it here for you all. this permanent semi-hiatus is for me to take time to focus on my life and my growth without tumblr being at the forefront of my thoughts. it is also for me to experiment with other avenues of writing. 

in the interim, this blog will turn into something of an archive. nothing is going to be deleted, but very little will be added. that being said, just because i am not posting, doesn’t mean i’m not watching. so please, don’t repost my work anywhere, whether it be on tumblr or another platform. i’ll find you. on the flip side, that also means that if you leave me a message, a review, a comment, i will read it! i may even respond, although it might be a very delayed answer. it is also worth noting that there is just as strong a possibility of me never returning, so please respect that if that is the case.

where else can you find me? my ao3! i do really want to work more on 3rd person/mxm fics so if that interests you, please come say hello to me there. again, my fics will be very infrequent, but i’ll be active there, too! 

the truth is that, after 4 years, i’ve finally run out of steam. running this blog has started to become a chore rather than a joy, despite how much love i have for fic, for writing, and for you all. so i hope you’ll understand my decision. 

thank you for everything you’ve done for me. i love you all endlessly.

[gukyi]

oh myyyy goodnesssd rbrjrdr i’m definitely going to miss your writings after reading the recent fic you posted! sorry for being late, i forgot i had tumblr for like a few days hahahha! this yoongi is the most gentleman a gentleman could ever be :((( omg he is so caring and just literally so sweet! despite oc being dense and kinda mean lmao but yeah i’m just glad they worked it out in the end heheh this fic is so cliche that i love it but it’s unique in its own way too hehhe!

happy 4 years btw! i am so proud that you reached such a big milestone! <3 i’ve been with you for a while now and it’s really just an amazing feeling. thank you. i realised i haven’t said this to you yet but thank you for writing and for always giving us the best quality. you gave so many people joy through your writings. i really am so happy to have known you hehe although i am just a reader through a screen :) i love you lots, always take care <3

thank you for always reading my work !!!! 4 years honestly IS a super long time and it's all thanks to you that i was able to reach this milestone !! i say it lots, but if it weren't for your love and support, i wouldn't still be here. i'm so happy that you were able to find joy and happiness in my work !!! i am so unbelievably grateful for it all <3 much love to you, and please take care of yourself and stay happy and healthy!! i am rooting for you <3

[gukyi]

do i feel like crying? yes.

will i hate you for leaving? no.

will i always love you and your work? absolutely fucking yes.

*sigh* I will miss you!!! I love your work and it's been a comfort place for me during a hard day. People might find it weird that even though I could've been crying for hours, I could pull out your works and I'd be fine in a matter of the first paragraph.

Although it does ache me to know that you'll be leaving, and that I won't have anymore work I can read from you (other than the ones you've already written), moving on from a big part of your life is apart of growth. And that's all I can ever ask of you.

For you to grow.

I will always turn to your works to help me get through the day. Whether I'm sad, bored, happy, etc.

And as we all know (most of us know), "Nothing gold can stay." And so I hope that along with your future, you'll always keep us in the back of your mind, and that you'll know we always have you in ours!

May the new chapter of your life be a chapter you'll never forget,

Cassie

this is honestly such a poetic message and all i can do is respond with ahhhh and a keyboard smash flkjdhslkfa thank you thank you thank you !! knowing that this blog has brought you so much happiness and lifted your spirits even on your darkest days means a lot to me !!! all i've really ever wanted to do was make people happy with my writing. i'll miss you all but this is just part of my growth off tumblr, and i really am genuinely looking forward to it. much love always !!

[gukyi]

Hello! It's the first time I've sent you an ask but I've been a fan ever since a friend recommended your Hogwarts au fics. I'm super in love! Been reading your fics since then <3 and you're honestly one of my favorite authors here. Sad to see you leave tumblr, and will definitely miss coming back for updates. Wishing you all the best and good luck though!

PS, I've actually been looking for your announcement on leaving but me being an idiot, couldn't find it 😅 is there a post somewhere where you said you'd still have your fics uploaded somewhere or..? Would be nice to still re-read your works sometimes 💜

thank you for sticking with me after all this time!! writing the hogwarts series was honestly one of the funnest parts of this blog back in its early days so!! i am happy you enjoyed it and my other writing !! and i will answer all ur questions in the official post, but the short answer is that i won't be deleting this blog (unless something forces me to down the line) so you will still b able to read my work!!

[gukyi]

You are leaving? Why?! You were my first, literally first author here (that was just months ago) and I love you and your works so so so so so much!!! Love your humour too TT I'll miss you 💕

i'll miss you too!! i'll more explain in the actual post but it's mostly a combination of the unsustainability of writing 30k+ fics constantly and my steadily-increasing workload and busyness of my personal life !! i love you all though, and that is why i want to make an official post instead of leaving you all hanging!!

[gukyi]

hi i just wanted to chime in and say how much i loved reading your works and i hope the absolute best for what you will endure in the future!!! please take care of yourself + stay safe healthy n happy! <3 (also i reread if i told you and that shi made me SOB)

thank you and you too!!! i hope you know that even though we are all just people behind screens, i truly am rooting for you and hope that you can continue to find happiness in whatever you do and whoever you become !!!! and i hope that this blog can always serve as a safe space where you feel welcome <3

[gukyi]

hi guyi!💛 havent been on your blog for a while, but i found out you’re leaving (trust me im finishing my master thesis so i know the struggle)

anyways i just wanted to thank you for sharing your stories with us ❤️ i’ll forever be grateful that i stumbled across your blog somewhere last year (when i started to stan bts! can you believe what a pandemic + quarantine can do? lol)

as you know, im not great with words, but i just wanted to let you know i thoroughly enjoyed your stories, besides the e2l trope (superior trope💁🏻‍♀️), your stories are so well-written (i remember one of the first stories i read was that one about kth and knj as brothers in this historical au (i forgot the name 😔) and it made me cry, it was so beautiful), and all of your stories have made me laugh and cry, they really feel like mini-movies (idk if this makes sense oops)

So, thank you guyi, stay safe + healthy and i wish you all the best!!!! 💘💘💘

good luck on your thesis !!! i too have to write one in my senior year so i am sending you the best vibes !!! they are so hard but you will feel so incredibly proud when you're finished !!!!! and thank you for all of your love and the countless messages you have left me over all this time !!!! your support is literally invaluable to me and i am so so so grateful !!! so <3333 lots of love going your way !! please take care of yourself and i love you!!

[gukyi]

Omg you're leaving? Jsjdhdhd You were my first Tumblr blog I discovered when I still only stanned bts back in 2019 and I LOVE YOUR FICS

You're such an amazing writer! Wishing you all the best for the futute💕

awww thank you thank you !!! am honored to be your first :') hope you were able to discover a lot of fics through the wide open world of kpop tumblr !!!!!! your good vibes mean the world to me, thank you for all the love!!!

[gukyi]

I just wanted to say that I absolutely loved no choice (next to you)! I read it after finishing my exams so it definitely felt like a reward hehe ☺ Thank you for having given us this wonderful fic and once again i wish nothing but the best for you in the future and even now. I will really miss you ❤

I'LL MISS YOU TOO!! thank you for reading no choice too!!!! you are truly one of the kindest and most thoughtful people on this website, always messaging me after every fic with nothing but sweet words !!!! the fact that you take the time out of your day to send me a little message means the world to me!! seriously !! i feel so honored to be someone who can write for you :')

[gukyi]

please recommend some fanfics on ao3

anonymous asked: Omg could u rec some of ur fav ao3 fics?

yes ofc!! please keep in mind that these are all MXM fics so if that is not your cup of tea, then pls keep moving !! and just an fyi--even though i read mxm does not mean i "ship" any of the members together, i just enjoy reading MLM fics and i don't treat any of the boys as actually... dating.... irl.... just because i like them!

here comes the sun (yoonkook) by fruitily

ring the changes (vmin) by kaythebest

rough hands (jikook) by jonghyunslisterine

got a kiss (with your name on it) (taekook) by orphan account

if you love me won't you say something (yoonkook) by 777335

same damn hunger (yoonseok) by orphan account

we'd be good, we'd be great (taekook) by orphan account

shake bend and break (yoonkook) by ameliabedelias

everything moves on (namjin) by fruitily

twenty-four (yoonkook) by fruitily

refrigerator humming, chewing gum and instant karma (taekook) by locks

years since you've been here (namkook) by ameliabedelias

help me hold onto you (vmin) by brightlight

fever started long ago (taekook) by thestarsabove

[gukyi]

i hope you stay healthy and happy always, good luck with everything going forward, thank you so much for being here. you made my experience on tumblr less shitty. i love you always and best of luck! 💗

thank you !!!! i hope that you are taking care of yourself and prioritizing your health and wellbeing !! i know it's hard to keep up a constant presence on tumblr (half the reason i will be moving on) but please know that i am always rooting for you, online and offline!! cheers <3

[gukyi]

HEYHEYHEY, new reader here (fell in the rabbit hole after Wedding Planners (14/10 btw, it was yummy))! im a sucker for angst and even better if its with sad endings (yes, i have been told im deranged) but anyways i just wanted to say The Courtship Chronicles was so jshds yummy, like the angst was so delicious (THE SEOKJIN POV MMM) and yeah i really enjoyed that so i hope you continue writing and have a wonderful week otherwise :]! Much love, Stardust <3

welcome to the blog !!! there's got to be at least 400k+ worth of fics on this silly little blog so i hope that you'll find lots to entertain yourself !!! thank you for reading TWP and TCC !! two truly iconic fics that will hopefully outlive my presence on tumblr for a long time!!!