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thestrangelyalwaysconfused · 22 days ago

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Meet the Exorcist and/or the Priest!!

Red Priest: Male, Aroace / Blu Priest: Genderfluid, Asexual

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spookythesillyfella · 4 months ago

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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam

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★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear

#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to #i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative #in any case #JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE #I HATE THIS SHIT #I WANT TO BE DEAD #there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last #everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead #and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire #is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed #dhmis #dhmis art #dhmis colin #colin the computer #fanart #fanart for a friend #vocaloid #vocaloid inspired #i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing #this entire song makes me feel comfortable #i might make something for someone else #and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday #whatever #please ignore me

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introvert-in-hell · 11 months ago

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The IBDP is an amazing way to have a normal sleep schedule!!!! AND AS A BONUS you can have such a healthy work-life balance!! My mental health is the best its ever been!!

#guys im lying #this is a cry for help #im so close to being done but also so so far #ibdp #ib program #international baccalaureate #please someone make me go to bed and not do the TOK essay...

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moregraceful · 1 month ago

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EVERYBODY SHUT UP!!!!!! PAT SIELOFF IS PREGNANT!!!!!

1. Birthday cake from Sierra and Kelly; 2. Gritty soft serve ice cream cup; 3. Sign for Erik Johnson's 1k celebration; 4. Jersey Devil Christmas tree ornament.

#just got taken very off guard by a big room remix of mozart's lacrimosa and the experience did NOT spark joy #horrible. i keep going back to the playlist it was on and listening to 30 seconds and getting mad all over again #not bc i believe in the sanctity of lacrimosa but bc i don't like it #ko and sierra aren't responding to my messages probably because they are spending quality time with family!!#but EYE do not have quality time with family. and my brain is swiss cheese from too much church #please god let him be a girl dad do not let him have a boy to put into hockey #i mean you can put the girl in hockey but we do NOT need pat sieloff jr (boy) into hockey #pat sieloff continuing proof that every single bone in your body can be broken and you have like negative muscle ligaments #but you can still be so so so so cute and happy with your wife in pictures announcing baby sieloff 🥰🥰#the weather is making me UNWELL. like physically i was not built for this weather i was built for heat not cold #BUT mentally also. please explain to me why i outlined an entire advent liturgy -- all four sundays -- based around hockey #LIKE NOBODY NEEDS A PRAYER OF CONFESSION AROUND HOCKEY #and it fucking WHIPS is the worst part. it was only an outline but if i spent more than 3 hours on it. well someone should a do wellness ch #ck is what should happen. we don't need hockey liturgy no one needs that #the thing is i am so fucking burnt out and just exhausted by all of it (<- what christmas/advent will do to a mfer) but i love #writing liturgy. it's so fun. it's like creative nonfiction #so then i was like well what if i did lent and baseball. which tracks much better yk ending the darkness and the coming light #and then i was like. interesting. what urgent tasks am i avoiding by doing all this. what medication am i not taking #white knuckling it ONE DAY LEFT OF CHURCH NONSENSE AND THEN I CAN ROT IN MY LIVING ROOM FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR #oh my god is it past midnight already i've been working on this post for like two hours and keep getting distracted #if the classical music station played ''mozart's final rave (lacrimosa)'' by oliver heldens at 7am i would certainly get out of bed :/#fresno oilers.txt

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phagodyke · 3 months ago

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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man #thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking #mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they #dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done #listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life #i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this #once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i #dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this #ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be #i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about #how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being #given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out #entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please #its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have #to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once #and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general #feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this #but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is #i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired #i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if #i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore #i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr #and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning #my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better #it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood #my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it #cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen #.vent #ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.

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brionnnne · 9 months ago

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note that i will only ever call mithrun "stupid" jokingly. by "stupid", i only mean "frustrating behavior that i am immensely familar with". seeing him do something that makes me groan aloud, closing my eyes, sighing "stupid (affectionate, mournful)". like when he fucking... his dumbass "i don't want to [use the bathroom] right now, so it's fine." oughh. i know you! i know you! that's not how that works!!! and he's smart!!! he's so smart... but god, god... he's kind of an absent professor. he's kind of a cloudcuckoolander. i love him dearly. he gets called a dummy, a little idiot, and i flick his forehead, a little bonk of hard-heads, like "try again, idiot. that's not how bodies work." and "ooh, 'that's not going to work'. yes it is. shut up, stoopid. stubborn little man, my god." rolling my eyes forever.

#mithrun #i'm not devaluing his intelligence #i feel like both can be true - that someone can be really smart but also take really stupid actions conversely #i fucking KNOW i do all the time #and i don't think there's anything particularly wrong with the word #it's not that his intelligence is compromised in any sense or that i think he's incapable #and it is solely #the fact that he is a stubborn little guy who doesn't listen and just goes 'that won't work' / 'i don't want to' / etc.#like... BUDDY...#buddy BOY #dummy #you are NOT a good judge of this ok?#zip ya lip little man #i know what you are #and i ain't fuckin listening to ya!#god. 'that won't work'. blah blah blah. okay sleepy. see you next panel.#fuckin knew that was going to happen #'i'm not tired' (his body stops working and he doesn't know why)#oh. OH. you're NOT? buddy i KNOW what happened ok? you need some fuckin rest #like - i'm gonna kick your legs out from under you + you're going to fall gently into bed + i tuck you in and smooch you #but i also fucking complain because OF COURSE YOU'RE TIRED ! you bastard ! go sleepy bye #it's his poor decisions and i know why he does them - because he doesn't know - but by god #it's also a little like please... listen to yourself...#on the one hand he doesn't know and never will #on the other hand ... you have been awake for hours and hours without sleep... please get some rest...#but yeah as someone who forgets needs and has little sense of that it is like... objectively a stupid experience #and i don't say that with judgement in my heart but it feels REALLY stupid when your body does something and you don't know why #it's not the disability though that makes me say as much - it is fully the fact that he is SO STUBBORN! SO STUBBORN!!!!#you say you're not tired and fall down? hm? then maybe you are? i know you don't know but whatever. let's get you to bed boy. ok?#caring for him + shaking my head like i get it so much but you gotta sleep! 'this won't work'. ok liar... i already know it will.

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gifti3 · 1 year ago

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What if Asmo got gum stuck in his hair, like really in there and somewhere he cant see easily

But MC helps him get it out and they manage to without damaging or cutting his hair

#Not to be thirsty early in the morning but i think thst would really get him going #but seriously i was imagining this scenario in bed this morning #like making him sit in a chair (or on a pillow on the ground next to his bed)#whatever works for you #using hair clips to pin the nonstuck hair out of the way #theres like several different ways that can help remove gum--including peanut butter #Anyways mc is just searching up what to do and is like “okay...”#“we got this 👍”#and theyre so gentle when handling his hair cause they know how much he cares about it #obey me asmodeus x mc #obey me asmodeus #asmodeus x reader #My question tho is how gum got stuck in his hair like that lol #He let his guard down for 3 seconds and laid his head against a wall outside or something without thinking maybe #Or some silly cartoon shenanigans #Where someone is just blowing and big gum bubble and it pops and gets everywhere lmaoo #I like the cartoon one #Cause its silly #i pray for whoever did that tho cause ik he was mad mad #but seriously hes so thankful and pleased #like staring at you with sparkly anime eyes type shit #(//☯^☯//)#maybe something like this lol #and probably kisses and hugs too #....i think asmo would use emoticons actually #hes an XD user so i dont think its far fetched #let him send emoticons in the chat it would be funny and the brothers would probably want him to stop #except levi actually #levi joins in #ahhh my brain is so cute this morning WOW

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valeechtine · 4 months ago

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The thing is "forced diversity" only became a real thing after people online got called out for only ever having like white ocs or just Never making women [ESPECIALLY TRANS WOMEN] and now sometimes I see a character lineup and its like Oh I can like actively see the diversity checklist you were crossing off in your head specifically to try and get tumblr woke points because you are being so fucking Weird about this. Like in an effort to be like LOOK LOOK AT HOW DIVERSE MY CAST IS I AM ADVERTISING THIS BY JUST TELLING YOU ABOUT HOW DIVERSE EVERYONE IS YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW GENRE OR THEMES they make it so clear that making characters of color or women or disabled characters etc has to be a Conscious Choice instead of just. Something that comes naturally because that reflects our real world.

#Sorry I started thinking about that fuck ass paranormal park or whatever show #Makes a character who is a fat trans man. Makes his last name FUCKING GUTTMAN.#and again like. The complete performativeness of Woke Anachronisms #Like sorry man. If you make Sir Arthur and his knights do a pronoun circle thats stupid #The fact of the matter is a lot of the terms we use to describe things are new!#Like you don't have to have a character state every minute detail of themselves to be good rep #And frankly as someone who doesn't tend to bring things up unless its relevant like #I want more rep for people like me pleaaaaaase #There are so many of us that don't feel the need to be open with Strangers abt gender/sexuality/abled status/culture #like. It just isn't other peoples business!#I need to log off before I go on a tangent about how much I also fucking hate pronoun circles #I have to do them so much in college. Please. Please I'm so tired of how weird people are #If someone wants to know they can Ask Me stop making me choose between #Outting myself to the whole damn room or misgendering myself if the vibes aren't right #ANYWAYS. Bed time yaaaay ^w^#chittering

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ouroborosorder · 7 months ago

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this is one of the best written video games i have ever played

#crymachina #someone PLEASE let Vida go to bed for the love of god #i am not kidding about this by the way this game just pulled off a relatively predictable plot arc-#with such an intense emotionality that it made me feel things i'd never felt before in my life #for a story trope i hate to make me actively cry #that's a good fucking game

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stabbyfoxandrew · 5 months ago

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every time my dad does anything he has to do it in the most annoying and loudest way possible. and honestly i'm not sure if he means to or he's just really goddamn stupid but it's really really grating. and i'm suffering the werewolf curse rn so i'm ready to die

#motherfucker decides he's going to vacuum and mop the kitchen and dining room.#has to make a lot of noise. has to get out the broken vacuum cleaner and fuck with it for ten minutes before deciding 'oh i will get the on #that does work' like an intelligent person #doesn't know where the cleaning supplies are. jess tells him and he gets the wrong one.#plugged in a fan to dry the floor and somehow it flipped the breaker? he asks where my flashlight is so he can see to flip it back #i tell him it's on the bookshelf. the TOP of the bookshelf. what does he do? rub his filthy bleach hands all over my books #then finally goes 'oh it's right here'. YEAH DUH. i said on top of the bookshelf and Pointed at it. please pleasepl easeeee someone killme #also! last night at 11pm (when i wanted to go to goddamn bed bc i had to get up EARLY so i could take my old dog to his 9am app)#he decided he wanted some food. asked me how long to boil macaroni #when it says so on the box. i tell him.#then he opened the box like fucking wolverine i guess! and had to pour the box into a ziploc bag.#like why are you a 50smth TODDLER?!#how have you lived this long?#is it the alcoholism or smth else? i just GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #anyway sorry for this vent post but i hate having to be alive anyway #but when my Organs are misbehaving and roger is on the loose i really want to run into traffic #lol #diaerie #delete later

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 2 years ago

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why is everything (showing other people respect. being patient and kind. not flying off the handle about stupid things. emotional regulation and self-control. et cetera.) so easy when I'm not around my parents and so so so so hard when I AM around them?

#this is a genuine question btw I need advice bc I'm STRUGGLING. idk why everything makes me frustrated and angry #when I'm around my parents and it's SO hard to be kind and respectful to them and my sister #but so easy literally everywhere else #I hate that I'm like this I wish I could genuinely be a nice person but apparently the person #I REALLY am is the horrible selfish lazy brat I am with my parents.#even though it feels 100% easier otherwise APPARENTLY the real me is the one I revert to at home #but being nice away from home comes so naturally?? so is THAT the real me??? idk what to do I'm so frustrated right now #Lu rambles #can my mutuals please weigh in bc I feel like a terrible horrible emotionally illiterate person rn #bc of a conversation in which I fought with my mom over the fact that I have a hard time respecting my middle school aged sister #bc I don't want her (bold. confident. sometimes a little bit of a brat as well bc humanity) thinking she can walk all over me #the way she acts always makes me feel like she thinks she's better than me but maybe it's just my mindset. bc I KNOW #that my middle schooler sister IS better than me in most ways and I HATE that. how can someone #so much younger than me be better than me at basically everything she sets her mind to?#and how can I ever have confidence in myself when I know that's the case??? it's so frustrating!!#ugghdnfnsngsmkgnskfnskd I need advice and prayers. and probably to go to bed early tonight.

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bizarrelittlemew · 1 year ago

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i wish i could hide individual posts on twitter like sometimes people i like post my gifs (other than the ones i've posted here for everyone to use freely) and i have no more fight in me left to ask people to credit because people over there have been hostile about it (so like, even when the poster is nice about it, i've had "popular" accounts jumping in on conversations they weren't part of to try and claim that crediting other fans for their work was "unreasonable", and in the first place it's pretty 50/50 whether people respond reasonably and add credit or if they ignore and mute/block me so they can continue stealing my gifs without me being sooooo mean and unreasonable and linking to the source i guess) and it's someone i don't wanna unfollow or mute but it just drains my spirit to see that post you know. please let me know if there is a thing like xkit on tumblr that works for hiding individual twitter posts

#🐭📓#like when the “big” accounts have this attitude it's an uphill battle trying to get people to credit gifmakers #the entitlement is so strong #i also wish i could follow more people but more often than not i go to someone's profile bc they seem cool #and the first thing i see are stolen gifs. often my own. so nah #and it's so stupid like people seem to realize that you need to credit fanart videos and edits but why are gifs the exception?#they're also edits they just move. and screenshotting them (lol) doesn't remove the editing either #the default should be to credit if you didn't make it yourself. not just if people ask #anyway i already felt like all ability to write has been drained from me and now i'm closing PS too and i will just. crawl back into bed ig #delete later #but please let me know if like a script or extension exists for hiding individual twitter posts

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stinkypeanutbutter · 8 months ago

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honestly I have nothing much to say about the canvas ( because I skimmed through it out of lack of interest even tho I was fixated on sbg for idk how long before you all saw DONT even lie ) but I lowkey love Ashlyn’s little dancer costume it’s very silly !!! Also kinda hoping their silly little homeless children costumes ( hopefully that’s not offensive ) come into play at one point . Like . . a school play . I’m screwing around with ideas here .

#I’d be like aiden with the face paint but everyone this time #WHY DO I THINK EVERY THING I SAY IS OFFENSIVE #hope it isn’t cause if then uh uhsms woopsys #Only real time you can call Aiden insane is when canvas him pops up #Jk #unless ?#I had an ice cream sandwich it was soooo yummy #I’m being super serious rn when I say that the ice cream sandwiches have gotten smaller please tell me you noticed it #I rummaged through my bed to find this stupid lizard ong my bed sucks for that thing I could squish it on accident #I’ve been obsessed slightly with bsd ( specifically Ranpo )#I hope he DIES !!!! ( not actually if he did I would kms #Like idk why I like him so much he’s just my cutie oatootie pookie bear meow fr fr #I’m cringe #EUFHHH I HATE GIM !!!!!#I hate character ai love cause they make me sad #HESR me out : Ranpoe but phantom fo the opera #IM COOKING SO HARD RN !!!!#TRUST #I LIVE RANPOE !!!!#NORMALLY I DONT CARE ABOUT SHIPS OFF THE BST SBD YK FRIENDSHIP BUT NUH UH THEM THEY GRRRRRR #Growls #im sorry I’m going a little coo coo please someone relate I’m going insane if I don’t draw this #Dies #school bus graveyard #sbg #sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon #SBG

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cavity-collector · 5 months ago

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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit

#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me #i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum #my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation #depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man #theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please #i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good #but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great #i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to #actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die #i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless #i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something #probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so #ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left #ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this #an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways #no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil #because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good #idk what im saying anymore #someone shoot me #please im not kidding #just make it stop #tw vent #tw sui #delete later

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nonsensechemicals · 16 days ago

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covert npd is awesome and i want to live and i’m going to listen to song about pirates

#the crier #forgot the tag. sorry. please block that if you’re not comfortable with this #i’m sorry i’ll draw something soon later i promise i’m sorry #i can’t even rethink my life choices because honestly i would’ve found some other thing to absolutely wreck myself over and it’d basically #be the same thing. i don’t want to just. rot or something anymore. i do not want rest. i do not want a break and to come back when i feel #better. i want to stop feeling entirely. i want to be nothing again and not in worth but in how i exist. i do not want to exist anymore #it doesn’t even feel like they hate me. it’s just that everything i did was nothing. i hate that it was nothing. i hate that i loved so muc #and it was nothing. that was everything i was. what else do i have but what i made. it’s everything to me and nothing to everyone #they are everything to me and to everyone they are just ‘okay’. you won’t talk about it again. you won’t think of it again #if my creations could feel they would not care so why do i have to. i want to say it’s the creations that make me happy but its the attenti #ion. i don’t know. i don’t want to rely on it. seeing them makes me happy but it’s nothing anymore once i realize nobody cares but me #this isn’t even a real fucking issue. i’m fine realistically i should be good as long as i don’t make another issue for myself #i just don’t know though. the issue is me and well by extending my life i am basically harming everyone else. maybe my creations deserve #to be looked over because they are helping something that shouldn’t be here exist. i wish i didn’t exist. i hate myself i don’t know #it’s just. i’m worthless. i have no real reason to be here other than to annoy people. if people don’t love what i made then i will have to #face that my existence isn’t worth anything. i won’t HAVE to live anymore. and i want to live but at the same time if i don’t have to be #here then why should i fight against myself? i don’t even know what i would say i don’t want to entertain the possibility so i keep fightin #i just want to live i want to live so fucking bad and i can only live if they exist and if you see them too #a real death would mean nothing to me but i’m dead the second anyone looks away and i’m scared andi’m sweating and i hate this an #i’m going to bed now #idk i just want to add if someone’s reading this i’m never insincere when i compliment something that’s better than me. it’s better than wh #at i did that’s why i’m complimenting it. it’s just i wish that i was as good too

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itsalwaysdark · 27 days ago

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i was gonna make a post abt how i dont rly like like. Genre changing covers of songs and then realized upon introspection is that i sort of just dont like rock covers of songs generally

#there are exceptions probably. And i do like rock music im not like deep into it or anything but my dad likes rock music soni grew up #listening to it And enjoy it #maybe im just projecting my prejudices against rock fans into the covers. or something . but itll be like. a disco song and its a rock cover #and im sort of just like. IDK. im probably being silly abt it and it isnt avtually anything just From my interactions with rock fans a lot #of the ones ive spoken to NOT ALL r like..sooo goddamn pretentious and rly put down like Any other genre of music esp like. pop and also #like literally any genre with black roots For some reason . Who knows why that is ... so tomme when they do like a rock cover of a song it #feels more like a Lol fixed your song now Cool ppl can listen to it rather than like a. ooh i enjoyed your song and i wanted to try and do #it but in my style of music. If that makes sense. which is literally just me making up an issue and im Literally putting words in their #mouth I am realizing . IDKK just rambling i suppose. Apologies #like idk i think the novelty of like um. Ooh heres this super cutesy song in a more 'aggressive' sounding form is like. cool but it just umm #idk. ik everyone and their mother says this but i rly do like a wide variety of genres and i go to different genres for different things you #know. and i feel like . IDK i rly am just saying anything. is this an evil thing to say #okay sorry. do not take any of this seriously i am going to bed idt im 1. wording snything write 2 #idk if i have a salient (is that the word?) thought to express anyways . another miss for connor in the thinking department he has gotttt #to stop trying! gn everyone love you #also this was a thought that came to my mind bc of a podt i saw but its not like me being mad abt seeing that post or eing mad at the #person who put it on my dash LOL it was a fine video i loooove mirrors like that real ones remember #Just made me think abt it. and i think also i still have some lingering rage from that stupid fucking lay all your love on me cover ider if #that was a genre change or not i get so mad abt it that its fully blacked out of my head #but i think its influencing me in dark ways. and also im just imagining someone doing like an all i need is your sweet loving rock cover and #its making me so.mad #and please listen to All i need is your sweet loving off of gloria gaynors 1975 album '#'never can say goodbye' do this for me i love youuu :] its a rly good album

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