#someone payed me to draw something

[nerdygirlwithanxiety]

That's it I've had I'm gonna snap I've been dealing with it for so long I've been feeling down because of it and imma snap man I'm gonna explode I'm on my knees screaming I'm fucking sobbing.

Fuck artblock man.

Also....

*changes my version of will into a fake blonde *

Heh =w=

[holographings]

happy valentines day may all your love be monstrous and uncontainable

[oswaldpettyeyeart]

he's certainly my angel <3.

everyone should listen to pulp musicals like right fucking now!!!! its so good!

you can commission me something like this! all the info is in my pinned.

[jojo-schmo]

More evil art!! Because Shadow Jojo can be evil for a little bit longer as a fun treat!!

Also a follow-up to my previous evil art style post because I think I can keep pushing it further-!!

[butterflieswhisper]

hiiii ^^ beastlife fishie analysis. spoilers ahead. etc etc

okay so. the main point of this is simple. I don't think the salmon head cursed c!fishie. Explaining that is the harder part I think. also i'm going to refer to the salmon head thing in e5 as "the incident" from here on out because frankly i think it's funny

Let's start with the incident. The big day. etc. What happened? Why did it happen? Obligatory third questioning statement? Well. She was gifted the salmon head for her birthday by kiwi(or like. someone in the kiwibird system. -bird system. the birds). Immediately upon receiving it she relives parts of season one and fishie herself doesn't really acknowledge it. The other players definitely notice but im not caught up enough in any other pov yet to like have thoughts on that I'll come back to that point someday. Fishie seems shaken, sure, but she moves on so quickly, especially considering what happened just there. 37 seconds of standing frozen, unresponsive. she recovers in 5 seconds. And seeing how she reacts later on to realizing the memory situation--if she was aware that happened, she would probably be concerned by it. She puts it on for a brief second at the end of the party and takes it off immediately. She's otherwise normal -- well. as normal as she is otherwise up to that point. Because that is also how she acts with pretty much any salmon head, even just kiwi herself.

I raise: Episode one, about 8:20 in. The slow zoom on kiwi as the static overtakes every other noise. This is the *exact* same behavior displayed when fishie receives the salmon head, albeit without actual concrete old video footage style flashbacks. In episode two (28:55ish) the same thing happens when she looks at the salmon head in moch's house, but this time there is technically a flashback -- kiwis grave. Fishie moves on immediately and doesn't acknowledge her behavior at all, and, seeing as it is fishie, im inclined to believe that means she does not know she is doing it. Fishie (when alone) will discuss all of her problems in immense, and usually misguided detail (bestie i promise kiwi doesn't hate you???) to the audience and/or herself. I mean she's not alone in episode one, and it is technically presession, and i guess getting struck by lightning is a decent distraction from your problems, but in episode two? She is completely alone. There is nobody with her. She went looking for moch and moch is not there. She still doesn't acknowledge the fiveish seconds she is completely frozen. This happens again and again with kiwi and salmon heads.

And then that leads you to e5. The incident. She's. well. she's doing worse. 0:50. "This will distract me if i leave it up." This is the first mention from fishie herself about how fucking weird she's being, and even then she doesn't seem concerned. I think she does not realize she's being so so incredibly weird about it. If the static and freezing is what's referred to as "distraction" then keeping it in her inventory makes it worse actually so it wouldn't really make sense unless the way it is distracting her is NOT the. well. whatever the fuck is wrong with her (affectionate). After she puts the head on there's the static all the time but for a short brief amount of time she's like significantly more normal and i don't really know if that means anything i just think it's really funny.

And then we all know what goes on during the incident i'm not analyzing this video frame by frame. um. i could. but i am not going to right now. And then she has the conversation on the table with kiwi where she like is normal for 5 minutes. Like genuinely the most. i guess stable? fishie's thought process is is like in the moments directly after the incident. She is immediately understanding with the antikiwi situation, they come to an agreement that they're like. okay now. "thank you for everything and im so sorry i couldnt do more" / "it was short, but it was nice" "i knew what i was getting into when i married you" etc etc and then they kind of rush it at the end because people won't stop dying. But then fishie is fishie and takes it in the complete opposite extreme (from. um. whatever was wrong up until now. to "oh kiwibird must secretly hate me because" and then there's no real good reason she's just like that) and it's also an issue. And i think the season two memory thing is also a part of that but this is so long already and so i'm not going to get into it rn. So bringing all of this back to my original point: the salmon head was not the cause of the curse(?) because she's been so weird all the time forever and the salmon head thing was just like. an effect. of whatever went Wrong(tm) in the season transition. like the head was a vessel to Be Worse about it but i feel like it would have worked with any salmon head she got her hands on and that it happened to be kiwico was a coincidence and also that the head wasn't cursed at all there's just something deeply wrong with fishie s3 in general and uh yeah 👍

I'm so sorry this is so disjointed i had a thesis statement and everything. alas

[brother-emperors]

like, I'm old school web comic culture, I like handmade zines that are stapled, I just want to make comics and tell stories and the ranking system of the popular webcomic sites exhaust me to my core, which is why I like tumblr. I want to draw sulla wound fingering crassus and not think about the metrics.

[funkle420]

god artists really do just pass around the same $20 bill cause dude over half my clients are other artists 😭 and usually they're the ones that tip well!! i just wish i could afford to also commission other artists and buy stuff from their shops!

[themurderrose]

TO ANY SVT FANARTISTS WHO ARE HAPPY TO TAKE COMMISSIONS BASED OFF FIC: please read

I really want to commission art of Jeonghan (and potentially Seungkwan) from my witches fic, cause i can see Jeonghan's magic spiraling around him like the ribbons in artistic gymnastics, and I would just absolutely adore to see that in art and i can do many things but this girl cannot draw. I'm looking for a whimsical but fantasy art style, I'd like a good rendering of the Jeonghan from the fic (and i have a pinterest board of irl references if that helps) but you might have to read the fic to get the full vibe.

I don't really know what art costs these days, but I am 100% willing to pay actual cash (but also up for a swap of fanwork like i will write you a fic if you'd like that instead)

IF ANYONE HAS ANY FANARTIST RECS PLEASE TELL ME i have no idea where to even start looking, cause people who are fanartists but also happy to draw from fic are hard to find? Help!

[xejune]

hey, did you know? if you want me to draw something, you can pay me to do so!

my commissions are currently open (and likely will be so year-round!) and you can find the price sheet for them here -> commissions

[akkivee]

there’s like three months until kuukou’s bday and i’m thinking it might be already time to start chipping away at my kuukou week this year LOL

[subsequentibis]

a human being makes the webcomics you are reading PLEASE have some compassion when it comes to update schedules, hiatuses, art styles, lettering, and the like

[crunchchute]

my inbox is making me *walter white falling to the ground gif*

[todayisafridaynight]

this writing shit hard as hell

[untitled-tmnt-blog]

How much of a perfectionist are you, when it comes to your own art or writing? If you're not completely happy with a piece, do you still post it, or do you scrap/rework it?

Honestly, if I only posted things I thought were perfect, I would never end up posting anything! That's especially true for any of the daily art challenge ones, since I've only been spending maybe 1-3 hours on most of them.

I feel like anytime you make something, there are always going to be little "defects." I could probably look at anything I've ever posted and nitpick little imperfections. But personally, I'd rather think of those little imperfections are part of the charm! It shows that something is made by a real person instead of a machine, you know?

[doggirltaurgirlsheath]

i hate having extremely specific niche kinks that have like. very few people id ever confront about getting drawn. not in like an immoral way in a "i have to be REAL comfy with this person and not be so embarrassed sexually and also know if its something theyd even be willing to draw in the first place" kinda deal.

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Wondering if I feel weird about jobs bc I have almost exclusively worked high stress high turnover jobs