#somekne help

[fanf1cadd1ct]

I love it whenever I join a dead fandom near two decades late and ship the ship that never went canon but should have. This has happened more than I'd like to admit. Now it's happening with Sinbad x Proteus from Sinbad: Legend of the seven seas.

[ams-puppy]

I love that computer so much he makes me sick . my anxiety is gonna make me THROW UP. does anyone else have this 🔥

[tsandoll]

good morning everyone,,, thinking abt him

[kisskalori]

these lookso crazy but i haventgot a. Chanceto sit and draw AHHHHHHH(TEAR SKIN OFF)

[l3m0n-c0r3]

the amount of times ive changed my persona design ins crazy

LOOK AT THIS SHIT ‼‼

and now i mighr change it again someone send help i cant FYCKING DECIDE WHAT I WANT-

man why are designs so hard to make...

[astraskylark]

Ruby is so depressed she didn't even notice the gay happening in front of her

[crossedwithblue]

*ETA: the guy is fit enough to pass an army physical exam

[lizlemondyke]

I am really living in the least serious most idiotic timeline. we’re having a joke with this one. everything is stupidity forever.

[globodamorte]

I'm so...

[kaustic]

FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKUOIFICKYOU

[kainekillinggod]

GYUS. HELP ME I JUST.

HOUSES HEAD.

Im about to start Wilson's heart

SOMEKNE KILL ME

[kuruk]

sorry to feminists and sll I'm sorry but I genuinely would kind of love an adtually sort of crazy possessive girlfriend but the problem is everyone who says they're obsessive and deeply romantic like that usually isn't even because like I see your girl posting about having sex with an ugly actor and the graphic details of her anime boy harem for everyone to see and you still haven't killed yourself. just becayse you have a petplay kink doesn't mean yuo can make such claims. you may want to jumin han it up and lock your girlfriend in a cage but thwts just because it's hot you don't even gaf like that really truly just where is the passion. whqr was I saying. well I need somekne who's genuinely a little bit unreasonable not because I want her to feel bad but because I naturally keep that sort of thing in mind anyway and well it shouldn't be for nothing I'm soo considerate and for what literally for whqt... I don't take pride in my partner's jealousy that sort of thing makes me so sad I just would do such a good job at preventing it is all... I don't mean in a way that's like controlling over matters like my friends or something but I want to have to think twice about how I talk about the otome game I'm playing or something sorry help like iwould love unreasonable requests and rules about things that truly aren't a big deal. I adtually love altering small behaviors to make my gf comfortable but no one even gives a care likr that I'm too attracted to the aloof so it's simply not needed but I so want to take care of things like that god whatevevr Whatever.

[oldsamarie]

mentally destroying

I love when it is actually very mentally taxing for me to listen to my favorite song... fascinating what my brain does

[dumbigemini]

i make myself like reapyly strong cocjrails hehe ive only had one and a half nd im feelin typsy

doesnt help that im a light weight j fguess hehehehee

jst wish somekne was hear to take advantage lol

[shinysparklesapphires]

IM ON THE BUS RN AMD SOMEKNE JUST PLAYED THE GET OUT SOUND HELP

[kusundei]

chat somethitb baf is happening.

no bcuz i had tbaf feeling this mornjng a little. i assumed it was me recovering from what i had said last night and grieving slightly but as the hours pass im slowly getting mire and more scared. i feel. sick.

i just i pdnt know god forbid the shower isnt helping. i think its the hot water its makinf it hard ti breathe but i know i wont have a panic attack no more how hard id wish it jnto existance. god how i wish i cohld have them still but im doomed to recovery even if it makes me more ill. im shaking and the water is boiling but i fesl cold. my throat is closing in on itself and j cant breathjkiuhwe? and i just feel so. so. torn? confused? doomed?

i. just. theres so much going in i think and god let it be the homework looming over me or the threat of the job or just home or eli and kira or god ajax. let jt be any but not all at once i am sick

i just i feel os. so. so. so. ? i cnatn even explain it i feel too mich right now and i cant pinpoint what im feelifn exaclty im jsut i cant

the most horrible bit abo this is that eight now like ysual im thinking about her. shes pipped into my mi today and she wont leave me alone and its been looming ovee me more than usual i just i dont know ehat is happening i feel strange nad insecure and i want to have a panica ttaxk so fuckinf abd but i cant because i hate when it just sticks okto me i feel sick

i genuinely cant im jjst so. fucking. i dokt knowni just i keep thinking about everything for no reason and its freakinf menkht and god forbif i just i .? i??, i want ajax so bad right njow?,? do nkt miscontrue my words i hhst i want to tely on someone and i want to let myself be vulnerable and i want to cry and i want someone to hug me and tlel me everyhtjng will be okay and that im nkt a burden and i can take up space and i can feel my own feeling snad j dont have to leep bearing others and keep doing thigs flr lther people and i want somekne to tell me im not selfish and im not a horrible person and god what the fuc is happenjnf tl me

i jsht god i cannt. the teason jd is looming so badly over me and gkf forbid i thjnk about bella too right now bht j jsut i cant? im taunting by mysrlf. consemning myself. i can commhnicate i am good at thag i can help myself but i juet i dont know what im doinfg. i feel strange and matbe thats what it is from yesterday because i said that and i regret it because i teel like ive just dumped all my feelings out for no reason i let mtself be vulnerable becahse i wasnt thiking straight and now im scared. im scared in the same wag hes scared i dont like change. i dont like jt and im thinking abkut it now and in scared? and jdotn know why??? i want change with you but im also horrified i wont be enlufh and i cant help. god forbid jd mindset rekindles inside of me but i jjst im so scared to be vulnerable. ii want to rely on someone j want to bevulnerabme i want to tell you im not feeljng good right now and i want you to know eberythint about me and i want you to understand but . but. but. theres so much stopping me. you are not mine but i am yours heh webweaving but i jhst i cant chat? ,? i an not your issue. you have your own issues you vocalized them with me and i just feel so. broken.? i dont confess that i feel the same way becahse i will not soeak into the truth that i am also doomed that i am broken and i am lying and i am a horrible person truly at heart and i wanted to help yu and put you first becaushe you mean soso much to me but i am not the good version of you i am the version of yoy that is lying to make themself feel better and victimize themself and hurt. hurt peiple hurt people. i an fuckijng ill andi an talking aboth so many things rifht now i jsut god jd i cant i mjss her but i dont i miss the wway felt with her thag i felt like i could be comfortable and talk to her and be broken but i cant do that with you because im not lile that. i an not rhat gersion of me anymore and god i just icantn fucking im ill and theres sp much . i am thinking ablht all the time god forbid your ex and the others and i am ill and sickened and selfish and horrible. and i didnt eben respond to eli and im horriblr and i keep trying to distract myself but tis nlt working and GOD you keep texting me and i jsht want to talk to you and cry i want to crt so bad i want to tell you that i need you but why do i need you why am i so attached to oyou am i already codependent from this many months? am i broken? am i still sick? i have healed in the least jmpprtant points i jjst i im sp. I cant. injsjt i need to calm down and think i feel so horrible ans so selfish i want someone to hell me but i want to be doomed but i want spmelone and i want thag to be you but im selfis h and im sorry