#somebody make me go to sleep
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It's 2 am for me and I am an absolute insomniac at the moment so I thought I'd do a lil sketch of one of my favorite parts of @somerandomdudelmao's comic. I fucking love lil donnie in this but robo Raph is a bit easier for me to draw. Especially since this is my first time drawing one of the turtles lol.
#somerandomdudelmao fanart#rottmnt#rise raph#fanart#rottmnt fanart#somebody make me go to sleep#send help
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the intimacy of having her sat on the bed in front of me, her back so close to my chest they almost touch. Doing her breathing exercises together and then carefully brushing her hair before we go to sleep 💘
#i'm actually so fucking soft#somebody should come make fun of me because atp#i got this idea from a lesbian youtuber that before going to sleep asks her girlfriend to braid her hair#it works the gf loves it and find it extremely relaxing#she doesn't like braids tho
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Ok Halloween Havoc is serving
Scott Hall vs Kevin Nash
If y'all need me, imma be watching this match on repeat. I really could not care less about the rest of the matches at this point.
#scott hall#kevin nash#reedsy watches wcw#wrestling#wcw#Halloween Havoc 98#that LOOK#I need him to look at me like that#for....science#and the science is bang-ology#somebody make me go to bed#clearly I need sleep
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*shaking you violently, staring into your eyes in a almost crazed way*
IM A LITTLE KID AND SO ARE YOU DONT YOU GO AND GROW UP BEFORE I DO IM A LITTLE KID WITH SO MUCH DOUBT DO YOU WANNA BE THERE TO SEE HOW I TURN OUTTTT
#DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!?!?!!?#AAAAUAUGHHHHH#this song seriously makes me want to fucking SCREAM#I LOVE OT SO KUCH IM SCREAMING HOLLERING BEOCOMJNG VIOLENT#I’m rather sleep deprived and aparrantly that makes me have very strong feelings about the turning out trilogy#bashing my head against a brick wall but out of love#babes and theys I PROMSIE I’m normal about this song#so not going to bite somebody rn#ajr#ajr brothers#turning out#still turning out
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had a super fucking seamless transition from sleeping to being awake just now which would be FINE if it hadn't been a FUCKING NIGHTMARE. like to the point I had to turn the lights on to make sure there's nobody in here with me.
somebody was on top of me and hurting me and it was completely dark and I could feel their breath on my face... and suddenly the breath went away like they just leaned back and it took me a bit to realize I'd woken up bc I was lying in that exact same position & still in pain like there was somebody putting their weight on me, but turns out the position I was lying in is what gave me that pain and my subconscious was trying to tell me that I guess?!
next time just wake me up or turn me around, thanks...
#also i changed from a thinner blanket to a thicker blanket tonight so that helped bc#more weight on me obviously PLUS too hot like somebody's body heat has been added. time to change to thinner pj's so I'll stop overheating#doddie träumt#doddie redet#🌃#ok now I'm going back to sleep hopefully without any more nightmares#had to post about it first to make it less scary and less real to me tho 😵💫
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I feel like I will perish if I don't get a hug immediately and guess who's not getting a hug immediately or possibly for quite a while?
#you guessed it it's julian! woo! you get a prize!#faer personal files#i am not well at the moment lol. between the low sleep and the mold and the letting people down like.#if somebody was building me my own torment nexus these would be the ingredience#i just can't like genuinely if something doesn't give idk what's going to happen here. i'm giving it all i've got and it's not enough#is the thing. all i've got isn't enough to make it and it isn't enough to even happily be me!!!#like even if capitalism disappears tomorrow like poof all i've got still isn't fucking enough
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#guys somebody pls slap me in the face#i’m falling in love with one of my friends#who literally just got out of a serious relationship#but we were both drunk tonight and he kept making these jokes that we should go home together and ‘don’t test me cause now i’m single’#and god i was sitting in the taxi next to him like PLS KISS ME#especially tonight that we were drunk he was flirting so much with me and it was so hard to stay strong#bye the way he just texted me rn#i need to go to sleep and stfu#good night besties 🫡#alcohol tw
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Evil that at bedtime I feel like I could finish and entire game in one sitting but I know I couldn’t. I’m sleepy but I also feel like I could do anything. And it’s EVIL
#currently feel like I could finish the entire ace attorney series right now#cause my friends keep talking about it#and it’s making me want to finish the games#but I’m also SLEEPY#I would barely make it through one scene I guarantee#plus i also have to be responsible and go to sleep#ugh. so many things to do so little time and energy to do them. somebody invent the time break#to the void#sunnfish.jrnl
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You are never too much pls continue to keep us updated if u so choose :D hope u were able to get rest and food!!
Thank you, Jed that's nice of you to say 🥺💚
Then I'll keep up the updates when it makes sense x'D
#I did get some sleep and food and it was very nice#it looks to be surprisingly nice weather today as well#although it might start raining later so I'll make sure to have a poncho with me :'D#not much has happened otherwise today#I have drawn today's käärijäprompts and eaten some breakfast#listened to a lot of käärijä in my room#I am thinking about going out for a little walk soon#but at the same time I am waiting for somebody to arrive to meet up so I am not sure if I should go too far xD#we'll see what'll happen :3#replies#tour de käärijä
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Vessel covering That's Okay or Magnolia by The Hush Sound send [redacted]
#sleep token#'you are weathered and worn your petals soft and torn' magnolia my beloved#'and when youre gone will they say your name? and when youre gone will they live you the same?' ahhh#tbh picking Just One Line from That's Okay is difficult go look at the lyrics#'if somebody loved you theyd tell you by now we all turn away when youre down' fucking. oof of a line there. the whole song is like that.#this would. honestly. Probably Ruin Me. i would Definitely cry.#the hush sound is much more. late 2000's soft indie rock so. probably has not heard of them. especially since they dont make music anymore😭
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i was so sleepy and ready for bed then i listened to the new green day single and got myself so excited about the tour
#marzi speaks#i’m still gonna go to bed soon but man. i sure am making this whole ‘fix your sleep schedule’ thing difficult for myself#not my fault this time !!! music good#sidenote what genre is green day. are they pop-punk. are they grunge. are they rock#what do they classify as. somebody assist me there please i am so fucking genre blind it’s insane
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i feel like killing myself does anyone else feel like killing themselves
#i wish i could just live alone lmao#i need to eat regularly but i cant make food for myself after work w/o my little brother asking me to make him something else too#which isnt the worst thing but hes 20 he could use the oven literally anytime but he refuses to even try#and my time before+after work is so limited i dont feel like cooking a bunch of extra food for somebody who couldve done it hours ago#and then when i try to plan meals out for my family either he'd rather go to sleep or my mom (knows im cooking and then) leaves the house#AND they both get mad and offended if i order food just for myself BUT ALSO if i order for me+my brother he refuses to eat anything besides#mcdonalds which i hate like. i cant win and im just so sick of being alive#on the one hand my brother would never eat if i didnt make him food/buy him food but on the other hand at what point does it stop being my#responsibility... i'm tired i just wanna live in a world where i only have to look after myself and not worry abt everyone hating me#regardless nothing is appetizing to me anymore and i never have time to eat anyway not to mention money like im just so sick of being alive#[liza minelli cackle]
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I should really stop working on and drafting replies and the stuff in my inbox and go to bed so I get more than an hour of sleep before having to wake up for work again buuuuuut
#out of the chantry {ooc}#this is my prime awake time cause i am nocturnal and have much muse#but also my alarm is set to go off in like 4 hours#as it is i woke up 30 minutes before work today#and i live like 24 minutes away#cause i overslept - well hit snooze instead of actually got up#somebody make me go to bed#i hate being stuck in a morning position as somebody who cannot sleep at night
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I'm cat-sitting for my dad and step-mother! Have some pictures
Immediately attacked me upon arrival (oops I messed up the picture layout)
Study buddies
This is the first time Jasmine (the tabby) has sat on me since she was a kitten!!
Very pleased about her new toy (she is usually dead silent, but kept meowing at me to play with her. I went to get more tea and she left the toy exactly where I had been sitting)
Kind of offended I had a shower while she was in the room
Siyah hiding from Jasmine behind the swiffer's handle
Silley time picture (ft bad selfie via my busted camera)
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#personal#kitty catties#Jasmine is going on 4 years old. She is a tabby and has the nickname 'batman' because she likes to sit high up and watch everything#she doesnt play with toys so much as sit and stare as you wave a toy about then run right past the toy and then sit and stare at it again#Siyah (i would write it Sya but somebody disagrees) is about 3 years old#actually im overselling their ages. they are both just under half a year younger than i said but im rounding up#she is a vicious little monster who scratched me within 15 minutes of me arriving at the house#also she purrs like a chainsaw the second you pick her up and she makes biscuits and purrs whenever we all watch a movie together#(we humans i mean)#both of them used to sleep on my chest and purr and also fight be and bite me when they were kittens#but jasmine didnt like it when sya was introduced with no warning. she no longer hisses at sya and tries to fight her all the time#but she does avoid spaces where she knows sya especially likes to hang out#except for the bathroom. that is uncontested cat dorm space#it is also suspected that jasmine pushed sya out of an elevated window last year#resulting in a broken leg that has since healed bc sya was so young when it happened#anyway i do love them very much! i cant have cats bc im allergic (and i live in a 9m^2 studio)#but they are so so cute. badly educated but still adorable
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Bleh. Fuckin hate crushing. Fuckin hate crushing on heteros. I don’t need this. I touched the dude’s fingertips handing him a cool bug. I feel like a goddamn Vulcan getting hot and bothered about touching someone’s literal fingertip for half a second. I need to get railed, how the fuck do I hire an escort???
#this is goggles#ugh I fucking hate feeling desire#this emotion is the worst I’m not supposed to desire I’m supposed to answer dumbass questions all day and go home and to bed when I’m done#I hate this part of the human experience so much it’s literally never helpful#the exact opposite in fact and it sucks#ugh I just like hate myself and I wish I could cut the hunger for touch and companionship out of my heart with a knife#like I’m not somebody who is going to be meaningfully loved I’m a freak and an outsider#I legit want to put my brains on the wall I’m so tired of all this#I want to not experience this shit literally ever again I hate it I hate it so much I hate it so goddamn much#I want to be content with sleeping alone and not being touched and spending time in total isolation#I want to be happy in isolation my hunger makes me so wildly vulnerable#my desire only has the capacity to hurt me#I hate it and I hate that it’s a part of me I’m legitimately envious of aces & aros
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vent in tags don't mind me
#skye talks#vent#it's been a long time since i had a panic attack in the grocery store but here we are#maybe it has something to do with spending my last money on food and gas#new job tomorrow just gotta make it through#all my days are full of tasks now and i have no choice really i gotta do things i gotta maintain and yet im so tired my whole body aches#i want to sleep for twenty years and i haven't even started yet#actually i want to sob and someone to run their hands through my hair#i got home and nearly fell asleep sitting in my car and my muscles keep twitching like they'll cramp#and my feet feel like they're going to split in half#and all the lights in my space were different from how i left them and blinds were open that I didn't and somebody turned my fan off#and like wow i really can't leave my room for even a day without everything being different#and they'll just yell at me and yell me I'm being so disagreeable and difficult if i beg them once sgain to please respect my space#I'm 30 amd saving to move out but they open the door on me unannounced like I'm a child#and i nearly started sobbing in the kitchen as i tried to pack up some chopped onions in the freezer and I coulnt even do that#i begged four separate times in like ten minutes to please let me do this stop goving me other bags stop questioning what I'm putting where#i just couldn't talk i could barely hold myself together#everything in my body hurt and my chest feels like it's being stabbed and my brain is screaming at me and i just#i just needed to put the onions in the freezer and be allowed to be nonverbal and it was too much and it took everything i had#all of it to just beg and say please don't talk to me I'm so tired i just need to do this#and i got literally shrieked at the fourth time i said it#i just#i don't#oh my god i'm gonna lay here for hours and maybe cry again#AND THAT'S NOT EVEN THE BIGGEST THING ON MY MIND IT WAS JUST THE PANIC AFTERMATH#somebody sedate me or something why is it all so hard#I'll deal with it but holy fucking shit
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