#some people may not know this. i dont' recall what i've shared with who i yap about jude a lot lmao

[gardening--tools]

💍 RING — does your oc have any piercings? do they want any (more) piercings?

🖊️ BALLPOINT PEN — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos?

💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

🐉 DRAGON — what is your oc's favorite mythical creature?

🍛 CURRY AND RICE — what does your oc's typical dinner look like? do they usually eat dinner?

😓 DOWNCAST FACE WITH SWEAT — is your oc open-minded or stubborn? are they inquisitive or do they prefer to keep to their bubble of knowledge?

CARTRIP JUDE THOUGHTS GO!!!!

CARTRIP JUDE THOUGHTS ACTIVATE!! | deliver me from boredom, ask away

💍: Jude got her ears pierced at age twelve, after a year of begging for it. Oh and she played that game, too, going to both Pockets and Lottie and really leaning into the “poor me all my friends have their ears pierced and I’m already the weird one because i live in two cities :(“. Lottie took her on her twelfth birthday to the mall in Tulsa to get them done.

She never considered getting another piercing pre-war. Then she got busy with recovering from her crash, and then again with surviving after the Great War. If anybody offered, she’d probably consider getting more ear piercings, or a nose ring.

🖊️: She’s got a tramp stamp. She and a friend went to go get tattoos after she turned eighteen, and the lower back was the best place she could think of where Pockets and Dot wouldn’t see. It’s just about the most generic, trailer-park-hot-girl design you can imagine, and Jude loves it. Once I get out of this damned car, I'll draw it for you.

She’d love more tattoos, especially now that she doesn’t have to risk The Wrath Of Dot.

💯: Even though she didn’t do well in school, she generally liked her coursework. She liked to read, and was in honors math and science classes. It was just that she got distracted easily and there was always something more interesting to do. Maybe if she’d been diagnosed with ADHD and got medicated, that would’ve turned out different.

Epilogue Jude starts using a cane frequently. Her back and hip doesn’t quite heal right, after the crash and the stress she puts it through running around the ‘Wealth. Not to mention the—ahem, events she suffers in Act Three. She needs a little help getting around.

Jude can’t lie for shit. Incredibly inconvenient during her Railroad tenure.

🐉: I was about to say that I didn’t think Jude knew of any, but no. Pockets was a Super Nerd, he’d definitely have introduced her to Lord of the Rings and DnD and all that good stuff. Jude was certified Weird Little Girl, so it was probably trolls and gnomes and goblins and all things in between. She had a spiritual connection with the book Where The Wild Things Are.

🍛: Jude’s dinners have looked very different at all different stages of her life. From hot dog mac n cheese with her mom, to hearty meals prepared by her Nonnie made of ingredients they or their neighbors grew, to takeout or a cup noodle when she lived on her own. But her favorite dinner is one shared with a bunch of people, often times with a bowl of flavorful stew and a kind of bread. After the War and after she and Preston can settle, that’s the kind of dinner she tries to have the most.

😓: In most things, Jude’s fairly easy going and curious. She’s not against learning something new or being proven wrong. But when she has her mind set on what is right and wrong, she’s as stubborn as a mule.

[vanaglorie]

❓ — three adjectives that describe you

❤️ — what are some of your best qualities?

💔 — what are some of your worst qualities?

🍝 — favorite food(s)?

😍 — celebrity crush(es)?

😊 — any career desires?

🎶 — favorite song at the moment?

📕 — favorite book/series?

📇 — does your url have a meaning? if so, what is it?

✍️ — what other platforms have you roleplayed on?

🤔 — what genre(s)/theme(s) do you struggle to write the most?

😁 — what’s your favorite part about being part of the rpc?

😤 — what do you dislike the most about being part of the rpc?

💯 — share three random facts about yourself that your mutuals may not know about you.

munday asks

❓ — three adjectives that describe you introverted, nerd, tall (? LMAO)

❤️ — what are some of your best qualities? i think i'm very quick at learning new things ;w; and i can empathise with people very easily or that i think i'm quite emotionally intelligent

💔 — what are some of your worst qualities? my crippling social anxiety ✌️

🍝 — favorite food(s)? god anything with garlic tbh, aglio e olio, garlic cream cheese bread, etc... and rice ofc. also i love fermented black beans.

😍 — celebrity crush(es)? keanu reeves HAHAHAHA

😊 — any career desires? no idea ngl but definitely something related to what i'm studying right now

🎶 — favorite song at the moment? this song is just doing it for me while im writing i have no idea why. i just put it on loop and the words just keep on coming.

📕 — favorite book/series? the chaos walking trilogy by patrick ness holds a special place in my heart but the movie was abominable

📇 — does your url have a meaning? if so, what is it? i just wanted to be edgy and cool ;w; it has some kind of meaning in latin but i cannot recall what it is for the life of me

✍️ — what other platforms have you roleplayed on? twitter and facebook... and some other instant messaging platforms..? 💀 i think thats about it

🤔 — what genre(s)/theme(s) do you struggle to write the most? i dont really struggle like i could write it if i really wanted to, but anything action related is... sure i guess. i also really second guess myself a lot when it comes to writing something dark/angsty, i don't know if i convey that kind of angsty feeling enough.

��� — what’s your favorite part about being part of the rpc? getting to meet a lot of cool new people for sure. i've made some really close friends through rp!

😤 — what do you dislike the most about being part of the rpc? the DRAMA.

💯 — share three random facts about yourself that your mutuals may not know about you. i actually was torn between bringing back fon or byakuran as my muse for returning to khr rp, i think people who play the electric guitar are really cool, i think whole tomatoes are icky.

[mental-health-advice]

So I noticed one of my mental parts (unsure about using the term "alter" as we have no full diagnosis) sent something here a while back. He tagged it as 🔧. I thought I might go into some stuff that happened? Although I can't recall a whole lot. There have been more issues at home and valounteer work, one day almost pushing me to a s**cide attempt but I got kicked out for the day. Things didn't get any better from there. I dont remember anything until my birthday in mid October where I had a meltdown and was sent to a mental hospital and had to do my best to not be kept there. Almost everyone forgot about my birthday that day too. Since more stuff happened with a close friend who one of our littles felt safe around and, without her knowing, actually coming out in front of her to cuddle. Said friend foesnr know about the parts... tbf I cant call her friend anymore. She straight up told me she hasn't seen me as such for a long time a few days ago and I feel lied to and betrayed and honestly am hurt more than if she had been honest from the start. I don't remember most stuff that was more so contributing to me wanting to go dormant or "lock myself inside" because my brain most likely locked it away from me. I just know I don't want to be here any longer but can't put anyone through me literally dying. So... closest thing I got ig? I also cant go to therapy for a while because my co worker caught covid so that's wonderful.

Off topic from this, I've been feeling like I've been faking my parts or dissociative symptoms?? Because the parts were gone for a bit (the one who sent smth here was indeed cocon during my birthday thing... doing his job and trying to calm me down). Since mid October until a few days ago I haven't heard from any of the parts and they only really came back after the fallout with that one friend. Especially the littles, as I had felt horrible and cried a lot so they'd be out since they're usually pretty happy kids when they're out at least. However communication between the parts and me has worsened. Primary protector and primary caretaker I still haven't heard from. The teen persecutor(?) as well. Only the secondary protector /caretaker 🔧 and the two littles (about 3 & 5-7 yo) which makes me even more worried I'm faking. Or maybe they're mad at me... who knows...

-🌺🦚

(Note; I usually wouldn't share the littles information. But as this is anonymous and it's only their ages without any further context about them I am hoping it's safe/okay)

Hey there,

Wow it sounds like you and your other parts have been through quite a lot recently. I am so sorry that you ended up in hospital on your birthday and that because of this almost everyone forgot about your birthday – that must have been a really hard time for you!

I know of a few people that have different parts that come out when they are needed (like for you) and it is normal to not hear from them in a while. Their job is to help protect you and keep yourself safe when you are not able to or if you just need a break from everything. I know how scary it can be not being able to remember things for a period of time, but when you are strong enough to remember those things then the memories should come back to you in time. What’s most important is your safety and that you get through all of this alive!

It must also be tough not being able to seek therapy at the moment due to being in quarantine for covid-19 but is it at all possible to contact your therapist via a phone call (if you have one currently) I also know that a lot of therapy places may offer support and help on skype or other media platforms like that, so this something you could look into and especially in the short-term? I also want you to know that you can also always contact a counsellor from either a helpline or on web counselling. I know it’s not the same as seeing a therapist who specialises in what you are going through but it’s someone you can talk to at least in a safe environment. Just something to keep in mind!

From what you have told me and what your other parts have sent in, I do not think you are faking your symptoms or your other parts at all. Like I mentioned above they will most likely only come out when and only if they are really needed to help keep you safe and it can also take a really long time to be able to have better communication with them as they will not be likely to want to overwhelm you with everything if that makes sense. So please don’t be too hard on yourself, you are already going through so much!

I really hope that this has helped a bit and please do let us know if we can help you in any other way!

I’m thinking of you and hope you’re doing OK!

Take care

Lauren

[anxietysroomsupport]

Okay, so... I Know my dad gaslights me and verbally abused me. But, everytime there's a break between the fits I cant fathom it. I go from hes abusive to hes just a dick and I dont like being near him. But I think he's a dick Because he abusive. I constantly doubt and forget about it when he isn't mad. I forget about specific things he said but I remember the fear. My memory is shit and I've heard that trauma presents later in life more obviously. I'm afraid for that...

Hi Anon,

What you’re experiencing with your memories is actually very common for people who have been abused.  It’s okay to have doubt, or forget the specifics; that doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.  And the reason trauma often turns up later has a lot to do with how our brains deal with stressful memories.  Let’s look at this in two parts.

Part 1: What’s happening with the memories.

This article from Northwestern Medicine gives a pretty clear description of how memories are stored in the brain and how to access them.  It’s a little science-y and technical, (and they briefly mention animal testing, just fyi) but the basic takeaway is that you may struggle to remember things during a traumatic event after you’ve calmed down, because your brain is literally in a different chemical state of being.  “State dependent learning” means that if we learned something while in a specific state, it’s easier to access that information again if we’re in the same state, but harder if we’re in a different state.  

The same principle is used for study environments, where you want to study in a place that is similar to how the test will be, in a similar frame of mind, so that the information is easier to recall later.

Here’s a first hand account of a person who is working with a therapist to understand their lost memories.  They experienced sexual abuse, and lost significant portions of their childhood memories, because the brain wants to protect us from things that are painful to deal with.  It’s written in a way that is really easy to understand (and there’s a bunch of old memes for flavor).  

It’s normal for people to have anxiety over not being able to remember events clearly, or at all.  Again, that doesn’t mean it didn’t happen, and it’s okay to use your feelings to inform you about a situation.  

Part 2: What to do about it all.

So, the reason trauma can appear later is because it can often take years for our brains to process what happened to us.  It presents later because we’re more equipped or in a better place to deal with it, or something triggered the memories to return and now we have to deal with it.

This article from Good Therapy talks about Abuse Amnesia in the context of romantic relationships, but it can apply to any type of abusive relationship.  It gets into detail about strategies you can use to start to untangle yourself from the abusive person and behaviors, and begin getting care for yourself.  The language is a little confusing at times, but all the strategies are at the end if you want to skip through.  Not all of them will be easy to implement, since your dad may still have a large amount of control over your life because he’s the parent.

If you want to be able to remember the details, so you can build a case against him later, or just for your own peace of mind, one of the things they mention is to start to keep written records of what happened while it’s still fresh.  Similar to recording dreams, it can be difficult at first to remember, but if you make an active effort to try, more details should begin to come to the surface.  

Where you can, make new relationships that specifically do not involve the same abusive behaviors.  This can help you create friendships that you can trust, and serve as a better standard for how people should be treating you.  The contrast can help you keep a firm grasp on what’s acceptable, which is why a lot of abusers try to isolate their targets.  If an abusive behavior presents itself in a new relationship, get out immediately.

Just feeling prepared can go a long way, so try creating a list of some support and coping techniques that you already have and then grow your list, and add things that you’ll be able to use in the future when / if the trauma does come back hard.  Things like grounding and breathing techniques, people you trust to help you, and contact information for local counseling services.

Reading more about how other people deal with stress and abuse can give you more options on how to deal with things.  And learning more about how therapy works makes it less scary.  You can call a therapist’s office and ask them what the process is, and what a meeting is like, just so you’re familiar with it.  Whatever state of being you’re in right now, there are people who have been there and can share what worked for them, so that you can find your way out, too.  

-Clover, Miss Fay

[shadyvoidkoala]

I haven't left my house in a while.. I have 8,000 photos/memes/ poems/smut and nonsense saved on just my Google Cloud alone, All these words go nowhere. They Just keep stacking up, hiding me away so I can remember who I am.

I've shared some on Facebook but I've really not had a healthy outlet to show the world who I am. Most people tell me to hush and not use so many words. They dont like the anger or the resentment and all that blah when it hurts real bad so I usually just keep to myself. I can see why their mad. They don't see that I manifest good things now. They only see when my energy is low. At least I'm not hurting myself as I write.. I feel bad that they hurt because of my words though. I've also learned that if they wanted you to write soft and sweet about them then maybe they should have behaved better.

My story? We'll get there. It's hard for me to even bare most days. I cry allot. All the time. In silence, and outloud. Wailing like wild cat in distress. Those are the worst. When I recall it all. It might take a while to get it out. Or it might not. I'm pretty unstable and I'm not even sure what will happen from time to time. I could spill my soul and tell you everything wrong that's ever happened and try to convince you it's my fault. What's the point though? My perception of life is different from yours as well as theirs and yours is different from mine and so on. No need to argue. I'll always have questions though. I'm sometimes open to answers. Not many people I know understand a Survivors guilt. Or what it feels like to grieve people still alive. There's So much self hatred to be a survivor of so much. Most days I wish I could hug my mom. Either one. My mother, she gave me my soul but that's all she gave me. I often wonder, what would have been like if she hadn't of sent me with my creep of a father, and then everything that played out after that. I guess we'll never know. What even is this life?

The great philosophers before us said to see with our eyes, and speak your point but in little words. That's why we are given 2 eyes and one tongue.

What does that even mean when all you have is words? The entire world runs on words. We could express the same conviction as a lawyer to speak our truth to a judge but if our words aren't from a thesaurus they mean nothing. Yet our emotions run like a river flowing so hard you just drowned from sound. Sometimes its best to just be quiet. Yet that too, means nothing. So you should also scream if you feel you should scream. I hope nobody sees me, but if they do. Do not count on me, because I have failed many times and I may fail you too. I'm still here here though. Like a boomerang. Like a Phoenix. Impossible to stop, so are you. So obviously I need to tell you to rise from your ashes. We've done it every time, and we'll keep doing it until we get it right. Do it every time. every time. For you. You deserve it. Nothing that happens to you is your fault. We have to endure the lessons as they come and remember that nobody elses actions are a direct reflection of you. There's nothing wrong with you, you're self aware now and you have boundaries so you've learned your lessons. Stop beating yourself up. You've been through it enough. You learned. Don't give up on yourself. The Survivors resilience is unmatched.

I hope I'm comfortable enough here to show me. Hi I'm Ammy. Hopefully I can inspire someone and myself to leave the house soon. Sometimes the sun is nice. Sorry for my rambles.

[josephjohnblogs]

Creative writing

STUDENT ACTIVITY SHEET NO. 7

(Individual Task)

Subject: Creative writing

Topic: Writing Eassy

Date Given: October 6, 5pm Due Date: October 7, 11:59pm

Learning Competencies:

Write a draft of a short piece (Fiction, Poetry, Drama, etc.) using any of the literary conventions of genre following these pointers:

1. Choosing a topic

2. Formulating a thesis statement

3. Organizing and developing ideas

Instruction: Choose a famous Cebuano expression, research its etymology, and write a 1,500 word essay.

"GI ATAY "

Ay Gi atay! Gi atay na ka peste! Gi atay man ka" This words I've been encountered in my life, when i was too young i dont know this words by the time i meet my special friend Robi i heard this word's at first i dont know what that's all about., then i just tolerated it by the time i grow with my friends, neighborhood, Uncle's, Tito's and titas finaly i knew whats word is that and this is a commonly expression of the cebuano and bisaya people who are showing "disgust or "frustration" over anything. The "Gi atay ka peste " is a vulgar words in cebuano and it's not a good example to say this words in sensitive people, lucky to me I'm not that too sensitive, in view fact that what i experienced many peoples are irritated this words the giatay ka" and also the "Ka yawa or yawa in a real sense implies, evil. Much the same as peste and atay, they're terrible words as well and it has a similar significance as an articulation. It's equivalent to reviling somebody. You can likewise consolidate the two words, peste and yawa. And afterward it becomes, pesteng yawa.

but some people in bisaya , cebuano try not to say this swear word in front of young children and whole inside the church, school. In fact it's what my parent's oriented me when i was too young that time, by virtue of something can absolutely affect the susceptibility of the people who go through this profanity .

A obscenity can be an precedent of informal expression, in a view of something we have this what we called circle of people, various of people emotions, personality and perception . They say Gi atay ka peste because they're mad of something, someone or they're just having fun with their friends, indeed! Were this expression often used for having fun with my friend's, and i experienced this sometimes but i can limit my self of this expression. Because my parent's teach me to be responsible enough to my words and action, they guide me to be a better individual in this society

admittedly many children now adays use this swear words it in our society , the society full of disrespectful kids and behaviors, they can't limit their self of this expression, without knowing thats not a great manifestation as a children's, in short they are not totally oriented what thats word, because perhaps how the parent's rise their children . Or how the society reflected is, because the children are can easily follow you in the way the learn new words and things, they are exploring new ideas that could actually implies how they behaved. and by the time i grow and develop my self i try to explore my self to the society because in my home we don't say that in front of our parents, did you do that? Well eradicated that behavior ,

That's why as an adult we have to be responsible enough of our expression. In that bad words they can easily to follow you , when i was young, i actually think that Gi atay " is a part of respiratory system , i thought to my self that is a liver, Yes, that state “an energized liver” sounds unusual since we tend to think of the liver as a or maybe gloomy organ, tucked absent in one corner, recalled as it were when somebody comes down with a few kind of liver disease. Yet, numerous societies see the liver as the situate of feelings and, etymologically, it appears that prior eras of Filipinos shared the view.

Cebuanos talk of giatay actually, “to be livered”as a plague initially influencing chickens but presently with extended meaning; so an outcry of “Giatay!” is one of irritation, alluding to individuals who come into our lives like a plague. Liver infections do figure noticeably among the foremost common sicknesses within the Philippines, indeed as causes of passing, but they are not analyzed sufficient for their social centrality. I have no question that cirrhosis is tied to our tall liquor and/or sedate use. And irresistible hepatitis relates to unsanitary nourishment taking care of (for hepatitis A and E), and to the bigger issues of sexually transmitted contaminations, sullied blood supplies, and infusing sedate utilize hepatitis B, C and

Words are powerful; not only Giatay describe emotions, they also direct the way we feel. In the Philippines, we seem to have abandoned the liver and moved over to the heart when we describe our emotions. When we say “nakakataba ng puso,” we do feel the heart expanding as it is touched.   We also feel the pinching when we say “nakakakurot ng puso.”

Now for the medical part.  Is there an actual relationship between the liver and emotions?

There is, actually, because the liver is such a vital organ. It’s our filter system for removing toxins. It produces bile for digestion and several blood proteins. It activates enzymes important in many body functions.

Then i found out the Student of history Resil Mojares composed an article named "Heart and Liver" in 1994. The article expounds on the connection between the liver and feelings, calling attention to that in Cebuano, sharp feelings are depicted as makapakitbi sa atay "what turns sour the liver".  And while the Tagalog portrays a genuinely moving inclination as nakakataba ng puso "something that swells the heart"— not smooth in interpretation, the Cebuano will say makapadaku sa atay what which broadens the liver"— again much is lost in interpretationz

Mojares sees that the Tagalog atay ng lupa alludes to the most prolific aspect of a bit of land,  and the  pagmamayatay as a glad and influential man, in a real sense signifies "he who professes to have the liver." He brings up that the palm, and the underside of the foot is the atay ng paa in Tagalog, and atay-atay  in Cebuano.  In endless words at that point, atay is focal, practically like the spirit truly, the spirit of a foot and of a hand, perhaps, even our very being.

The liver figures conspicuously in our legends as a supported delicacy for the ruthless aswang.  I can see the incredible allegory here of the aswang depleting its survivor of its life-power, the feelings. Heroes from different ethnic gatherings in the Philippines have been portrayed as going for the liver of the foe, to ingest his fearlessness, and creature livers are utilized for diagnosing an individual's sickness and foreseeing what's to come.

Doing explore for the present section I was amazed at how boundless the affiliation is among feelings and the liver.  The Online Etymological Dictionary takes note of that in the English language during the middle age ages, "the liver equaled the heart as the seat of adoration and enthusiasm."

In conventional Chinese medication, the liver is viewed as the seat of outrage while the heart is the seat of euphoria, the spleen of contemplation, the lungs of tension and distress, and the kidneys of dread and trepidation. Biblehub.com, a site that centers around etymological and interpretation parts of the Bible, records a few references to the liver in the Old Testament and in Semitic dialects spoken in the Middle East, North and East Africa where the liver is likewise "temper" and "demeanor." In Lamentations 2:11 Jeremiah shouts out: "My liver is poured upon the earth as a result of the demolition of the girl of my kin."

Biblehub takes note of that in Hebrew, kabedh signifies "liver" and kabhodh signifies "magnificence," which may have potentially brought about disarray during the interpretation of Psalm 16:9, with differently peruses: "My heart is happy and my heart rejoiceth" (ASV variant); "My heart is happy and my brilliance rejoiceth" King James Version and "My heart is happy and my entire being rejoiceth"

And i found out lately For the individuals who are not from Cebu especially to me, 'gi-atay' is one of the exhausted revile words utilized particularly during outrage.Gi Atay ka? I generally imagined that the underlying foundations of the addition atay or gi-atay was the liver or atay in Filipino. I thought saying gi-atay ka was a reprobation wishing somebody liver ailment and epidemic pesting gi-atay. Clearly not.

Modeler Tony Abelgas, who driven the rebuilding of the 1730 Jesuit House in Parian, said atay’s historical underpinnings has roots in this furniture, an Ok Tay bed. He said the bed – with its complicated carvings of blossoms and natural products – is by the famous Chinese furniture producer Ok Tay. It was a favorite of princely families all over the nation. Abelgas said that when individuals alluded to those who were as of now bed-ridden, they said that they were fair on their Ok Tay bed. This rehashed references, he said, eventually driven to the utilize of “gi-atay na” to portray somebody passing on. For i concluded with quotation "If we don't believe in freedom of expression for people we despise, we don't believe in it at all. -Noam Chomsky.

[nathanielsucre]

I'll share my headcanons here too if it's not a bother!

I also think that Candy will have to 'hide' the relationship, and also as somebody else said i feel like this time every love story will be much more unique and especific (which i love!!!)

Nathaniel: well i been a Nath girl and i've been loving his ass for seven years so obviously this is the arc im the most hopeful about (bc it's also my route lol but if i recall correctly Chino even said that this was her favourite for University? Please dont make my bby suffer). I think that he is in a fight club alongside Kim and that will obviously a problem, Nath has always wanted to protect Candy so at first he will be like 'noooooo im dangerous™ Candy go away!' but we all know they still love each other and cant be away from each other long (also Candy is a nosy beach i can totally see her sneaking into the fight club with a big sweatshirt and a hoodie and thinking she's beeing all sneaky lol and Nath and Kim will see her in 0000,1 second and Nath will get mad but mostly because he doesnt want her involved in that shit). Then they will talk and get back togetherrrr (but taking it kinda slow at first) and wont tell anybody bc candy's friend may not understand (yet) and also because Nath wont want his rivals to know he has a girlfriend as they my try to get to him thru her and hurt her (am i the only want who wants a ilu with Nath fighting? Tell me im not) also we can see there's still so much from HS Nath in him; i dont think this is the ~real~ him or whatever, people change in years but there's so so much of the old nath in there (he's gonna make literature references and, as a literature major myself, i'll pee in my pant). I think freedom is difficult as well, when you just have any option, and not having candy there also ment that Nath could do whatever without his biggest moral support there, and 'you are what you eat' goes with the people you hang out with, and he clearly hangs out with shitty people, but here sucrette will help him find a BALANCE between hs nath and university Nath (bc there's a lot of U Nath thats good too!) getting the best of both for the sake of the wonderful guy he is. I also want to see want happens with the other boys because im sure they will flirt with Candy anyway and Nath is a jelous boy, i think he'll be fed up with it and go pick Candy up from her classes (and i'll melt my friends, melt!!!), will love to see Rosa and Alexy warm up to him again, my loves. But yeah, even if i love Nath I really think he will have a great arc, i cant wait!!! I LOVE YOU bye.

Castiel: i havent liked him in seven years lol i dont think i will now but my headcanons for his arc are mainly that they will fall back in love and they will have to hide it bc of his career (how many musicians and actors and so on have to hide relationship or get PR ones bc they cant show their girlfriends or bc they are gay? SO SO MANY gotta love such a fucked up industry!!!) So i think this will be the main thing. I hope they dont make him choose between his ~~love and this ~~career bc that's fucked up and a horrible message, the whole point is to find a balance. Yeelen wise, i think she knows castiel/are friends and has a Crush. I doubt they are dating bc breaking them up would be mean and cruel @ beemoov dont be a shit. Also i think she's a really interesting character with lots of layers! I dont see her just being -mean- like Amber in highschool, i see insecurities and such and yeah, hope they explore that in some arc! I would be super cool if we got to listen to original songs by Castiel's band (that could be sell / on Spotify!).

Hyun: he's a new character so im hoping to learn more about him and his back story but with Candy i think the main thing will be /you cant date co workers/ and /Clemence/.

Rayan: While i still find this extremelly UGH (and also lol it's illegal in my country) he is hot, i will give him that. I think his arc will be them having to hide their relationship (obviously, ugh) and then well i think they have to deal with having a student - teacher relationship and the backlash of that (you just want good grades!!! He's giving you an A cause you're his girlfriend!!! Abuse of power!!! (Which yikes). Actually the only thing im excited about his arc is Melody. Melody is not petty like the others, she's proper vicious and she will shit bricks. I cant totally see a moment with her shouting 'YOU STOLE MY BOY IN HIGHSCHOOL NOW YOU WANT MY MAN IN HERE??? *punchs everywhere*'. Actually that would be awesome @ beemoov give me that. That's basically my headcanon for them.

Priya: im actually terrified about her arc bc i want it to be great. I want all the wonderful things a LGBGTQ+ arc deserves. Candy being nervous and shy and confused and anxious about liking a girl while she always fancied boys. The process of aceptance and the grownth and the moment you realise that you love who you love! That you fall in love with a person and not with the package. I want this treated in a mature, educated and loving way so @ beemoov dont fuck this up or i'll set everything on fire. I think then they'll probably hide bc it's new and Candy is still a little shy about it but EVERYBODY (maybe not Melody cause she's an ass) will be happy about them all they will be a super hot power couple. Give this route the LOVE LOVE LOVE an LGBT route deserves.

Also, i want to see alexys arc with Morgan! I want my son to have a great love story. It's what my son deserves.

I also think (and hope) that they will include the other boys somehow, im actually praying about it.

That beeing said, FIXXXXXX THEEEEE AP SYSTEEEEEEEEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Also kudos to the new artists, the backgrounds are GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL I LOVE THEM. Oh also *sends a kiss to the universe* thank you to the person in charge of Nath drawings, im in awe. I've always loved him but holy fuck Nath, that's a look™. I love you bye.

On that note

I would love for you guys to send me your headcanons/opinions/feelings on the arcs of the main 5. Like I wanan know everyone’s thoughts. I think that the side characters too such as Kim, Amber, Clemence, Yeleen and Melody will play roles in these arcs too. Idk I wanna know what you guys are thinking..