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Some people online: So glad to see Doctor Who being fun and campy again! This previous era was too serious!
The previous era:
#doctor who#thirteenth doctor#ra ra rasputin#the power of the doctor#centenary special#some people have such short memories
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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Anyone who thinks that a flawed 14-year-old is the true villain of a show, while the conniving adult who manipulated said 14-year-old into making difficult decisions, is complex and well-meaning--
--is wrong
Hope this helps!
#maybe take a chill pill#i am tired#she is 14#pleaseee#let her live her lifeeee#i think some people have very short memories#or havent met many 14 year olds#if i were in marinettes position when i was 14 would i have made the same decisions?#probably?#actually i probably would have made worse decisions#i would have thrown the miraculous out#or told an adult#nope no secret identity for me#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#mlb#miraculous#ml
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Can Luka shapeshift into different things?
Yep
#might depend on the thing and how good he is at imagining it and shapeshifting it but like#he can shapeshift limbs (extra limbs or turn limbs into something useful)#he CAN fully shapeshift into other things or people but the full body shapeshifting takes a lot outta him and he’d rather use that energy on#being himself#if he is shapeshifting into people he’s gotta have like a good idea of what they look like in order for them to be accurate#like if he turned into clover or mj based purely on memory while only having known them a short time#or having no reference there’s be some tells that would make it clear it’s him#FOR EXAMPLE he can’t mimic voices for shit#soss
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I used to always hide what I like and dislike. never share my opinions. try to align myself with other people to make them happy. try to like what they like or pretend to. but I decided to stop doing that at some point because it was exhausting. it did work for a while. it made people happy and like me more for s short time. but never lasted. especially since I can't keel.up the charade forever. so was kind of pointless in the end....
but then sometimes i remember why I did it. so many times that I don't do it it leads to bad interactions that really affect me negatively. sometimes when I state my opinion or likes/dislikes and it contrasts with someone else, it makes them lash out at me????? they act like i'm trying to personally attack them??? even if i'm not saying it directly to them or it has nothing to do with them?? they get so offended or upset and start lecturing me or getting really angry in my replies or dms. and i'm internally like. can you shut up and leave me alone lmao. but of course I hate conflict and stuff so I go back into "pleasing" mode and try to "explain" and find an explanation that calms them the fuck down because I don't want to deal with their offended asses. they cant accept that I have my own options and preferences and it isnt meant to offend them. and sometimes they'll even try to twist my words to mean something bad in general so they can justify their offense and it makes no sense to me. ugh. leave me alone 😭
#disclaimer: this isnt about anything current. my therapy session today dug up some past memories and i put a bunch together#AND IM REALIZING HOW MUCH THIS HAPPENS. NO ONE WILL LET ME LIVE. LET ME HAVE MY OWN OPTIONS AND FEELINGS AND STUFF STOP BEING OFFENDED!!!!#some of you people are so annoying lmao#by “you people” i mean people in general not necessarily you people on tumblr. just you humans. you humans are annoying#im not human. a plant rat hybrid gremlin. or some weird alien that i cant understand and please you humans. stop expecting anything from me#lee text#lee rants#ignore me i just wanted to yell somewhere about this lmao#words are hard and everyone tries to make me the bad guy and turn me into an enemy.#ITS LIKE YOU PEOPLE KNOW MISUNDERSTANDINGS AND POITNLESS CONFLIC CAUSED BY IT IS MY BIGBEST FEAR AND YOU WANT TO TORTURE ME WITH IT. WTF#you freaks. stop.#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#*mentally sends to all my past “friends” who did this*#AND ANYONE ELSE READING THIS. DONT DO THIS. LEAVE ME BE!#short story time: i think i lost a friend years ago because i said i dont like the bee movie and that bee x human romance makes me uncomfy#and they left the group chat and ghosted me after that. (i think theyre secretly a bee furry. its all i can think to explain it)
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oh this will haunt me for a while I fear
#another mild nightmare where everyone who knows me calls me by my deadname. cool.#also remembered a repressed memory. also not cool.#when i was a kid i went to a sea faring museum once. they had a couple taxidermied animals#one was a huuuuuge walrus. the other a baby seal which you could pet and it was so soft#when i got back to school i told everyone about that trip to the museum and promptly got labeled as CURSED AND TAINTEF#*TAINTED for having touched that taxidermied baby seal. everyone kept avoiding me for weeks afterwards#was probably around the same time the whole 'if you wear real leather/fur/feathers YOU'RE A MURDERER' movement gained momentum#and kids will parrot anything the people in their lives say/believe. and me being the naive idiot i was. totally unaware of the whole thing#couldn't keep my mouth shut and got myself into hot water. idk. not a fun memory. haven't thought about it in years...#was so long ago but it still hurts. why were all these kids so cruel to me. was probably my fault for being weird having weird interests#and not being like them at all... the odd one out. if i just were born more normal and socially aware...#welp. it is what it is.#hope this doesn't mark the return to nightly distressing nightmares... tired of those tbh#ever since i can remember I've had nightly nightmares. had some very short-lived better phases#but 95% of the past 28 years of sleep have consisted of nightmares#sorry gonna shut up now
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me venting about specific aspect of game designs. Also I choose violence towards a particular part of ‘elitist gamers’.
How to explain to game designers and gamers that making fun of people for picking the ‘easy mode’ for a video game, is fucking shitty and elitist as fuck.
Especially how they completely forget any fucking nuance of ‘hey maybe this person is playing a game in a genre that they are unfamiliar with and want to play on a easier difficultly setting for their first playthrough to familiarise themselves with the gameplay and its mechanics.’ Maybe they even want to experience a narrative FIRST, over say a frustrating time with the game, like are you seriously going to point and laugh at someone for wanting to experience something new?
Like dude I cannot stress how these kinds of elitist assholes are the same ones who ACTIVELY MAKE IT INTIMIDATING for people who WANT to get into a specific piece of media that intrigues them, and by extension YOU ARE SCARING AWAY A POTENTIAL FAN WHO COULD LEGITIMATELY VIBE WITH THE GAME AND ITS WIDER COMMUNITY FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS.
Like seriously how dare people want a new experience, so let’s ACTIVELY make fun of them for NOT ‘getting good’!! /sarcasm
#about shin megami tensei 4#Came across a post about it making fun of a h games journalist who made an article documenting their experience#with the game and they found it challenging that they put it on easy mode#and like look I get it SMT is supposed to be challenging HOWEVER. That shouldn’t fucking gatekeep people from giving it a#legitimately try and wanting to experience something different.#and so in that post people make fun of the journalist in the tags and it’s like. YOU ARE THE ASSHOLES WHO SCARE POTENTIAL FANS FUCK YOU#I think what makes this particularly worse is that apparently SMT4 MAKES FUN OF YOU FOR PICKING EASY MODE#wow what a way to turn me off from a game guess I’m uninstalling it and reinstalling DOA Dimensions now /hjks#<- though legitimately that DOES TURN ME OFF#shallow rambles#shallow vents#hi. Have people ever heard of nuance in game design and game experiences??? Apparently not!!! /sarcasm#hm. Thinking about that soulsbourne video critiquing the whole ‘gif gud’ mantra#like at least soulsbourne is hard but doesn’t MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR BEING BAD AT THE GAME. Like it’s as if it WANTS YOU TO GET BETTER AT#THE GAME!!!! That’s NUANCED GAME DESIGN THAT DOESNT COMPROMISE ITSELF!!#idc if the games journalist is bad at games. If you act like this towards casual gamers who WANT to experience something difficult#Then I think you’re NOT FUN AT PARTIES AND I DONT WANT TO EVEN INTERACT WITH YOU#basically why do we have to punish and make fun of people for not being ‘good at video games’ especially those who WANT to try something#different. If anything we should be applauding that fact. NOT PUNCHING DOWN.#there’s also something slightly ableist about it because it implies everyone SHOULD pick up on details immediately but not#everyone’s brains work like that. some people have short term memory issues or have a hard time ‘reading patterns’ etc.#Waking up and choosing violence this morning
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Hello from one former altar server to another! 👋🏻😊
Hellloooo <3 XDDD It is nice to see another former server XDD
Of all the things being an altar server helped me with, I'd never imagine it would put me on the path to writing a homoerotic bishop/demon short story LOL.
#how did we all end up here#tbh#i have so many thoughts/memories abt altar serving and nawt all great - i hated most of the people who went to my church#but it made my grandmother happy so highkey that is the only thing that mattered <3#but like i mean it helps me remember the order of mass#it was interesting being there when the priests and deacons dressed up#and actually talking to them and having conversations#like casual shit while we were all putting on our albs/vestments#i remember going to my priest and asking him to 'get us the albs with hoods >:/ like they have at xyz church'#he said#'we don't have the money!!! XD'#tbh it was also the functionality too#because they cost a lot but also would we WEAR the hoods#anyway#will some of my old convos with my parish priests make it into my short stories#mayhaps
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would like to know the lore of my own oc that i have had for like ten years
edit: found an old sketch of her... i basically drew her for the first time eons ago and haven't changed her design ever since (sad that i won't be able to find those drawing again)

#she is lots of things but she is also randomly dw master's sister. have been thinking about the idea of her being their daughter ever since#missy dropped that the doctor gave it to me when my daughter line#i was like twelve when i made her up okay!!! i basically stole clara's echos concept for myself but made it cooler. she is basically a#gallifreyan girl trapped inside of doctor's tardis and she exists there like a ghost spooking his companions without any memory of her#previous life. and she also has like a ton of echos bc when tardis appears in the parallel universes she creates it to keep the link with#said universe through the echo. whenever the doctor reappears there the link is no longer needed and said echo dies. and so. i basically#recreate her in every fandom i have ever been since then having some explanation in my head for me just basically using same character over#and over again AHAHAHAH#her original gallifreyan version died in the tardis bc she listened to the doctor's yappinh about travelling to other worlds too much#and like. when she tried to steal her tardis defense mechanism was meant to trap her (i remember listening to some first doctor audiodrama#where the same concept was descibed). that led to that tardis being decommissioned#but she still trapped her??? dying spirit??? in the eye of harmony which allows her to exist in some form#the only reason she is related to the master is bc they are my favourite dw character and i like to think that the fact that the doctor#was partially responsible for her death hit the last nail in the coffin of whatever they had HAHAHA#i remember when big finish did an audio drama with the master brainwashing a random girl to think that she was his daughter and i was like#NO HECKING WAY THEY DROPPED MY OC'S LORE??? HAHA THE LOSER STILL MISSES HER#i need to do something with her again. i guess#my post#yes that star trek oc is ger echo as well#too lazy to fix tags forgot to write down the part that yes tardis defense mechanism killed her#i dont know how to explain her being related to the master bc i also remember myself being a loom truther. but the doctor also had#susan? idk guys i haven't been in the dw sauce in a minute#i like to think that she HATES hates doctor's guts bc she has this subconscious envy that they are able to leave the tardis and explore#other worlds but she isn't bc she is trapped in there. girl if you only knew that you also exist as a plethora of other people in different#worlds. also her gallifreyan name was MILLENIA haha subtle foreshadowing#she also hates most of doctor's companions for the same reason. i bet that short period of time when missy was in twelfth tardis was#rather funny bc both of them didn't recognise each other#she holds like. 50% of responsibility for tardis malfunctions
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LMAO so funny thing is everyone knows the whole Sonic and Shadow looking alike thing is total bullshit and I totally agree those comments they try to pull in the games and show(s? I'm not technically a Sonic fan I dunno if it's multiple) make basically no sense to me but then my Mom comes in while watching Sonic Prime and says "So what, Sonic has a brother or something?" and this whole other world has opened up to me and I've seen the truth of it all
#so to clarify I do not consider myself a Sonic fan since I have never played a Sonic game and I've never read any of the comics#and idk the lore cuz I've never really bothered to watch other people play it and I have watched some of the shows#y'know my grandma had 4Kids so sometimes I would catch Sonic X on TV#but literally most of my knowledge of the Sonic franchise is just having people talk to me about it#like when I was a kid my grandma babysat these kids who were older than me I forget how old I was like under 10 I think#and one of the kid's big interest was Sonic so I would just sit and listen to him talk about Sonic the entire time I was there#he would play the games too I think but my brain didn't process any of that so I have no actual memory of the screen#I would mostly just pay attention to him talking cuz he would talk about it while playing it was great#so that is the base of my knowledge and then after my grandma stopped babysitting them it was radio silence#until y'know people would occasionally bring stuff up in videos I'd watch and I'd look @ videos about people talking abt Sonic#occasionally and see like memes or YTPs of Sonic or y'know abridged stuff#but I literally never actually watched a Sonic game until Frontiers came out and then The Murder Of Sonic the Hedgehog#and Sonic Prime is the first Sonic show I properly sat down and watched which show is great btw I enjoy it a lot#but yeah and it was vaguely purposeful like I was keeping myself away cuz I know how I am about stuff and I WILL try to learn EVERYTHING#if I get too interested in Sonic as a franchise#oh I did play Unleashed sometime after it first came out and couldn't get past like the first fuckin level but tbf I was like 7 years old#possibly 8 years old cuz I'm not 100% sure how much later I got the game but like I was really bad @ any game that wasn't just like#spamming buttons since I grew up on fighting games lmao#but yeah I dropped the game almost immediated I do not count that for anything#but yeah long story short: all my knowledge is second hand like I still think I know a good amount for what it's worth but#I wouldn't trust my own knowledge
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so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????
#my dad is like#you can't just be in your room all the time then what's the point of you living here if ill be sitting here all alone then#and im like bhai what#mom also says this to me she always wanted to sit and rant and she used to say you never talk to me#both of these people don't even fucking get it that they're not even interested in me listening to me#mom just wants a sounding board for her venting and dad just wants someone to pretend everything is okay and happy all the time and#the only important things in life is the immediate present and food and making money and stuff#i swear this is why i feel so ????? about myself my identity like no i can't describe myself#because there is no myself there is just a white sheet of paper where people can write whatever they want#im so tired man#why can't they just go and live with each other and leave us kids out of it 😭🙏#like i genuinely am getting teary eyed about such a small thing but god. i want to have my own life so bad. im sick of feeling all these#complicated emotions guilt and anger and pity and obligation and duty like just god pls fuck off#people my age are so fucking mature and put together than me so confident so clear about their path#have friends partners breakups parties just so many new memories#and im just stuck.#and im fine with it now because i get it studying is really important and this is quite basic requirement to be perfect at#atleast my syllabus to survive in this industry#but then. let me do that only. please don't make me pretend to like you like spending time with you and everything#ive hated you for like. idk 14 whole years. since the first time you hit mom in front of me#i remember it so well like my childhood broke that day you slammed her into a wall for some stupid fight and her hair was all messy and#untied and you shouted so loud i thought surely everyone can hear. and then you left to roam around the city at night with your friends#i remember this because my mom and my sister sent me to check up on you with the excuse of a painting of a parrot that i had made#i didn't understand anything back then#but yeah fuck you fuck you fuck you for being so fucking delusional thinking i love you or something#ive prayed to god that you die and i still do#it would directly mean 4 people being happy#anyway#dni#this was meant to be fun and short lol fuck
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thinking abt how much of my life i’ve lost to depression and i truly want to throw up
#day to day doesn’t feel like much but. oh no it’s been like fully a decade#i wish therapy wasn’t so expensive#bc for a while i was on meds (that. didn’t do much tbh.) but that made me feel like i was Treating It so i was making progress#spoiler alert it did not. and now the fact that i’ve wasted so much of my life is making it worse#bc everyone else i know has like. lives and people in them#and i pretty much just have my parents. and my mom is also going through it#i have relied SO much on them and that also feels bad!!! feels like i’ve taken advantage of them!!!!!#i know people talk about how much it messes w your memory but i figured it was short term bc the days all blend together#i literally had a moment yesterday where i forgot i went to college at all#the whole thing feels like a missed opportunity bc i didn’t do anything i wanted to really#i was too afraid to go to clubs that looked interesting. i didn’t think practically abt what i was studying#i mostly didn’t have roommates but when i did i was Bad At It#i managed to go through the whole time only speaking to like. three people#so you can see how it’s kind of. completely forgettable#i have worked jobs bc it’s a paycheck. never really enjoyed them never really made friends (even tho now i’m kicking myself for not keeping#in touch with some people) but i have always kept a very strong work/life division even in school#because i was there to do a Specific Thing so that’s all that matters yknow#anyway. sometimes i DO wish i could go back to high school bc even tho it sucked. it was structured#and i had resources and more time to try things and like. a life outside of my computer. a little bit#yknow. i feel like people have more sympathy if you’re anxious abt everything and never gone outside#when you’re 16 as opposed to 25
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remember the random bitch lestat had on the side and turned into a vampire? and then the coven wanted us to give a fuck that louis and claudia killed her?
#what was all that about#i feel like lestat fans have short term memory loss and forgot s1#s2 he was nothing but witty one liners as louis’ hallucinations so maybe some people are fooled into thinking he’s not a piece of shit#‘he loved claudia!!’ uh… No
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Going that insane route of trying to piece the stories together through game's special cut ins before battles (p much one of few of its small ways to provide story/characters context), official little descriptions and pixiv logs We're really in it now
#shut up seraph#I'm doing great fantastic even there's only 1 I can't get because it was either short or not much people gave a shit orz#everything else tho think I have more or less base outline?#feel like my fave story is either tragedy of dragon folks or a knight guy with some anger issues going on a quest to save his corrupted#other knight friend...a mage named Merlin is also there#3rd be of musketeer who yeeted himself back in time to fix the present and left his “not” gf in past. As past got “fixed” she lost memory o#him but the soul still earns. And he got into dark route back in the past without her. love is real without each other you make urself wors
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maybe i shouldnt read about estrogen after 9 pm because i can feel my brain slowly fizzling out for each word
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You are right about the ADHD but also anxiety or nerves also diminish executive function like memory. It’s dead funny though that it’s 1D songs Louis is having the most trouble with. The choruses are fine but he hasn’t got the verses yet because he didn’t sing those bits.
That would make a helluva lot of sense, plus those songs stem from a DECADE AGO during a time of intense anxiety, plus plus at least 2//5 of those suffering from that particular form of ptsd have talked about how they were fucking wasted during most of those shows, so yeah, how is it surprising lol, but no, it's short-term memory loss due to WEEEEEEEEEEEEEED, drugs are bad, m'kay
#i just figure if you already have some adhd#and you're trying to replicate something from 10 years ago that you used to do with other people#when you were five sheets to the wind#wouldn't it make sense?#i don't get the weirdos trying to say it's because he smokes so much WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED#he's a 30YO with SHORT-TERM MEMORY LOSS ON ACCOUNT OF ALL THAT WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED
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