#some bit of cruelty
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Cursed Child
She begat Progeny with the same disorder As she
They never heard the end of it
They wondered why She seemed so nice towards Their siblings
But seemed to have abhorred them And their existences
To her, her disorder is a curse A horrible, hereditary curse
They were NOT her babies No, they were living curses White elephants
Burdens she was stuck with
They couldn't be diagnosed prior to birth Otherwise, they'd have not been born (and she told them this, too)
It wasn't their fault She told them this but she also stated That she didn't want them
Nor did she love them No, nobody would and could Love her cursed children
After all, if she couldn't, Then, they shan't expect anyone else to Either.
#the curse of neurodivergence#phone poem#bus poem#written 2/21/2023#short poem#free-verse#hereditary curse#some bit of cruelty#rejection#parental favoritism#written on the fly
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Miguel is absolutely gonna shift from being an antagonist, to being every single spider kid's grumpy uncle in the next movie
#after he gets a snack and a nap#and he calms down a bit#side note:#some reactions to this movie#have really reminded me that some people#haven't learned the difference#between an antagonist and a villain#and between someone being cruel for cruelty's sake#and someone being uncharacteristically erratic#because they've been pushed past their breaking point#and it sucks a little#but anyway#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#miguel o'hara#miles morales#gwen stacy#pavitr prabhakar#hobie brown#mayday parker#atsv
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Watching someone play afop and im so. Oh my god. Oh my GOD. It's literally just a fucking showcase of all the Exact type of shit that has been happening to indigenous people and people of color have been dealing with for Centuries at the hands of white supremacy and imperialism. Like its literally just Showing all that Shit from the perspective of a Na'vi in universe. So it "demonizes" the RDA accordingly. And uet so many fucking reviewers are joshing on it and calling it Boring and Slow and Uninspired and that it makes human's 'cartoonishly evil' LIKE YOU PEOPLE HAVENT LOOKED AT A SINGLE FUCKING CURRENT EVENT IN YOUR LIVES. Oh my god im so mad at all these fucking reviewers now. The fucking AUDACITY to look at something this fucking Honest about the cruelty humans are capable of, while living during the fucking day and age with all this Knowledge we have at our fingertips -- the fucking audacity to look at this game and what the character goes through and not being able to muster up ANY other fucking emotion besides "ubisoft never was great at story anyway so idc lol" fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. Like actually. You can't even fucking ATTEMPT to connect to this story emotionally? Not even a fucking Smidge? Jesus fucking christ people need everything to be spoon fed to them these days. God forbid a piece of media actually ask you to meet it in the middle for once.
#horse.txt#vent //#im mad lol. the farther i get into the story the more mad i get#oh oh the humans putting the Na'vi in cages is a bit extreme? a bit unrealistic??#what the fuck has been going on US borders for the past two decades then.#oh oh the pollution of the land and the water to hurt resistance efforts and native populations is so cartoonishly evil!!#HUMANS WOULD NEEEEVER DO SOMETHING SO DIABOLICAL 😱😱😱#get fucking real. i am so tired of people looking down on Avatar when it's one of the first pieces of mainstream media that ive Ever seen#cover these topics in a fictional lense with So candidly. and nobody wants to fucking take it seriously because it makes them Uncomfortable#to see humans be the fucking badguys#iTS NOT EVEN ABOUT /ALL/ HUMANS THE REAL VILLIAN IS THE FUCKING RDA! ITS CAPITALISM!!!!!#THATS THE FUCKING POINT!!! but noooo people are so fucking sensitive they cant see it as anything but 'misanthropic'#like all of the humans in the resistance arent RIGHT FUCKING THERE for one. and for two ACKNOWLEDGING HUMANITIES FLAWS ISNT MISANTHROPIC#humans have flaws!!! we are capable of great cruelty just as much as we are great kindness!!!#if simply acknowledging and exploring that fact in stories is 'misanthropic' and depresses you then thats on YOU.#grow some thicker skin or something dude idk lol
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i think one of the reasons i’m so drawn to xue yang (besides Hot. and Vaguely Evil) is that every time i see him i’m staring at an alternate universe wei wuxian. he and wwx are absolutely each other’s ‘what could have been’ and watching them interact is so fascinating
#you can so clearly see how despite beginning in the same situation their paths diverged so early on in life#and then we get into the nurture vs nature debate#i’m willing to argue a bit of both here#wwx is so fundamentally justice oriented and we see what lengths he will go to to defend that#literally with his life#i don’t think you could ever change that but i do think the (limited) care of the jiangs certainly shaped him#xue yang seems so fundamentally drawn to cruelty#but it’s hard to see where the pain of abandonment and thirst for revenge separates from his nature#i think he would have always been interested in cruelty i think that aspect of him cannot be changed#if he just wanted revenge he would have stopped at harming those who abandoned him#yet he continued to extremes and murdered entire clans seemingly for fun#i would argue even if he had a loving upbringing that innate cruelty would have still manifested itself somehow#HOWEVER#xue yang with a loving upbringing is still harmful but certainly not to the extent he is without it#i see that version of him as a more twisted wwx type who is into experimentation but ultimately is drawn back to society by his loved ones#they are so fundamentally opposed in their values#and yet on some level they are both that scared abandoned child#mdzs#the untamed#cql#wei wuxian#wei ying#wwx#xue yang#xy#cql meta#the untamed meta#i love 2 am philosophy
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Mad Doctor of Blood Island (Tomb of the Living Dead, 1969)
"You are quite mad."
"Then you should be very careful, doctor. Both of you. Mad people can be quite unpredictable."
#mad doctor of blood island#tomb of the living dead#horror imagery#filipino cinema#video nasty#1969#eddie romero#gerardo de leon#reuben canoy#john ashley#angelique pettyjohn#ronald remy#alicia alonzo#ronaldo valdez#tita muñoz#tony edmunds#alfonso carvajal#bruno punzalan#edward murphy#tito arevalo#unarguably a pretty bad film but not without its own unlikely charm‚ as John Ashley's beautifully sculpted hair and sharp suits help him#investigate a bad case of Monstrous Green Man running riot on a beautiful island in the Philippines. performances are wooden‚ fx are as#ropey as expected‚ and the script is mostly dreadful (excepting a few isolated scenes which transcend into a kind of wonderful weirdness‚#particularly any scenes between Alicia Alonzo and Ronald Remy‚ where they dispassionately discuss the nature of love‚ madness and death#or trade threats in utter calmness). for a late 60s film the levels of gore‚ sex and nudity are surprisingly high tho tempered by the#director's irritating habit of rapidly zooming in and out during any moment of grue. oh and a very real tw that this contains some needless#and horrible animal cruelty (presumably what got this on the DPP list) altho it's brief and easily excised so maybe there exist cuts of the#film without those scenes. altho this is admittedly a little dull beneath the grotesquerie and a fairly badly made bit of cheapo indie#schlock so probably not really worth chasing down that imaginary cruelty free cut (unless you're a freak trying to watch every video nasty)#(i am that freak)
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i need these next shows im in to sell one of my pieces so i can stop feeling like sisyphus. I am so tired of minimum wage jobs that exhaust me so thoroughly the last thing i can imagine is picking up my paintbrush
#I get on here and make the same post whenever I don’t paint for x amount of time#moping a little bit today over some cruelty I witnessed out in the world#anyways. I will be okay and take things a day at a time for right now
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gotta say i love the sheer bitchiness of everybody in lockwood n co. im SERIOUS.
#home cooked hijinks#lockwood and co#NO REALLY. i feel like so many characters in fiction are antagonistic for a bit and then become friends n have no personality ever again.#and they ARE friends. but i appreciate more than i can say that lockwood & george & especially lucy are good people#who are not perfect angelic saints to each other all the time!!!#they are jealous and rude and grumpy and insensitive in ways that feel intimately relatable to me.#the small cruelties and slipups of existence r presented in a sympathetic light that feels so rare especially for kids lit.#like. the fact that lucy gets to be rude and reckless and irrationally jealous#and the narrative never treats it as a sin or a trauma response or some fatal flaw to be solved so we can uncover the nice girl underneath#is fucking HUGE to me.#i see this weird attitude a lot about morally grey women in fiction where people will obsess and blorbify them for their Hot Sexy Evil Deed#but the second theyre just a bit nasty in an ordinary everyday sense they will get destroyed 4 it.#like. be so for real for a second.#irl most of us r not gonna be committing huge betrayals or crimes or murders.#and i LIKE stories about redemption for those things! i do!#but i also think it’s so important to recognize that not every wrong action has a grand sacrifice we can make in return.#we are all gonna be cruel in small human ways sometimes!!! it’s ok!! we just gotta be kind in those ways too.
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THOUGHTS: Threat Level and TwistedSwd
This is just a quick connecting of a couple of dots: the “threat level” demarcated by backing out of deleting a file at the last minute, and the ThornRing only being acquired by aborting a Weird Route at the last minute. (Shoutout to HalfBreadChaos for pointing out both.)
Notably, keeping the ThornRing - that is, a last-second abortion of Chapter 2’s Weird Route - is required in order to craft the TwistedSwd. We know little about the TwistedSwd beyond that it’s “a strange blade” for Kris that lowers Trance (contrasted with the ThornRing itself, which increases Trance).
“Twisted” kind of reminds me of Chara’s line to us about “a perverted sentimentality,” especially in context. Chara is specifically talking to a player who completed a No Mercy run twice, something most players would not do.
This, to me, is a bit similar to the conditions required to keep the ThornRing, and therefore obtain the TwistedSwd: a very obscure and deliberate path, probably followed for the purpose of obtaining a specific result. In the double No Mercy player’s case, it’s probably to see what kind of dialogue might change. In the TwistedSwd player’s, it’s obviously to obtain the TwistedSwd.
There’s also one more use of “twisted.”
Flowey describes you as “more twisted than [him]” if you subscribe to the newsletter “just to see what would happen if you unsubscribed. This does seem to line up with the way “perverted” is used to describe us by Chara.
Even if that’s not the case, and there’s no parallel between these ideas, I think “threat” and “trance” will probably be some kind of Chekov’s Guns for plot purposes later, as will the TwistedSwd. And I definitely wonder, like others, if we might have to do some, well, twisted things to get a “good” or “true” outcome.
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#or maybe all of this means nothing because the way you get the twistedswd hasn't actually been implemented yet. who can say#but 'trance' and 'threat' are both two really really fascinating ideas#they could be completely unrelated however#though inb4 'toby would never reward you for videogame violence and wanton cruelty'#i mean. he definitely created the no mercy route.#i get where you're coming from but he very much did critique completionism through the no mercy route.#that was also 'rewarding' you with a bit of new lore and boss fights and other content and then asking you if it was really worth it#and he's definitely revisiting several deconstruction concepts from undertale in greater depth in deltarune eg. player avatars and control#so it's still possible he could have some interesting things he still wants to say about the nature of 'good routes' or 'evil routes' etc.#like. the comedic irony in queen's joke IS that yes it is bad if you become an evil villain in the process of trying to get a happy outcome#so i don't think it'd be unprecedented if he wanted to ask sthg like#'hey if you're a jerk to everyone but still do the legal minimum to acquire your desired Good End'#'would that be messed up or what'
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ngl i hate 'proving the bullies wrong' redemption stories where the victim becomes gorgeous, successful, rich. that's not proving them wrong. if anything it's proving them right.
bullies don't bully people because they're ugly or fat or poor. it's their choice to be cruel, to decide that people deserve cruelty if they don't meet some standard of attractiveness or wealth or intelligence or other bullshit social standard.
it doesn't stop being deserved if it turns out the bullies targeted them mistakenly and they weren't ~actually~ ugly, or fat, or poor, or aren't any more. it was never deserved.
#bullying#like even if you are attacking someone for being a bad person & also being fat#it doesn't work#bad people are bad because of their choices to exploit and abuse others#the fat/unattractive bad people aren't somehow worse than the thin/attractive ones#they're all just bad#(this can even work with your own perception of being bullied - or otherwise harassed/abused/etc#trying to prove you're not whatever they said you were to prove you didn't deserve it#when you wouldn't deserve it even if you were#the hypothetical person who embodies that trait doesn't deserve it#no-one does)#dk if the parenthesis bit is what drives some of the bullied people going on to bully#either 'well if i deserved it you do too'#or 'let's find another excuse for cruelty that i'm not implicated by to prove i'm worthy'#or 'i didn't deserve it bc i'm not x but you are'
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^ GAH !
^ GAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
#funger screenshots#didnt get screenshots of her final speech where she comforts the pc and tells them to rest bc the text faded out too fast but OH my god man#THERE IS SO MUCH TO ALL OF THIS. I FEEL SICK#THE NEWBORN GODS STRUGGLE TO DEFINE HERSELF AND FIND A BODY IN 'FEAR AND HUNGER'. THE RECOGNITION OF YOUR PAIN- THROUGH--#--HER OWN SUFFERING SHE ASCENDED AND IT WAS RIGHT ALONGSIDE YOU SHE BLED#for all the pcs possible kindness (the doll and the dagger- u can see her reminiscing over the dagger here) they still brought her deeper#they still made her fight alongside them and they still obeyed nilvans plea and brought her to the heart of darkness. kindness wasnt enough#putting this w the knowledge given in termina- fear as motivation and hunger to keep humanity moving forwards driving them to technological#--advances unheard of before- makes this so bittersweet. the world was stagnating under the rule of the new gods and in the absence of the-#--old. its as nosramus says- extinction approaches. it was a necessary cruelty to birth the god of fear and hunger but it still HURTS#the expression of seeming ecstasy on the fourth phases face. how she retains at least Some semblance of the girl (the hair mostly) until--#--she finally settles upon the SCARECROW (<-- !!!!!!!! WTF) form. THE SKIN YOU CAN SEE SLOUGHED OFF AT THE SCARECROWS BASE#elaboration on the scarecrow bit. fear and hunger. frightens birds away from food. my GOD
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Hey were we supposed to be normal about Jarlaxle wistfully saying “there is no power greater than the bonds they share” when watching the CotH and then posturing and pretending he doesn’t care? Were we supposed to be totally fine after that bit?
#drizztcrawl2023#Jarlaxle Baenre#see also: putting the eyepatch on drizzt to protect him from cattie-brie#were we supposed to be normal about that bit too?#see also: freeing the team of mules and leading them to safety at some risk to himself because this man doesn’t fuck with animal cruelty#The Ghost King is going great guys I’m on death saves already from the emotional damage#and this is my second time reading this book
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What's Copperhead's opinion on reptile shows?
Slipping this beneath the cut for animal cruelty mentions ~
Provided the animals are well-cared for and aren't being exploited by unscrupulous breeders, Copperhead can't bring himself to completely hate reptile shows? Anything that spreads public awareness and puts reptiles in a positive light is way better than ignorance and hate, and should the animals be in good health, treated well and handled by enthusiasts who know what they're doing, he's content to leave those people be. What Copperhead hates are people who care more about spinning profit than caring about the animals they claim to love. Breeding for certain colours and patterns is one thing, but certain lines are as detrimental to reptiles as pedigrees are to dogs. Spider Ball Pythons are one example, bred for their unique patterns despite horrific neurological side effects for the animal in question - the snakes perpetually have a 'wobble', can never see or move straight and are condemned to a miserable life from start to finish. All for the sake of a pretty pattern. He despises that so much, and in turn despises people who care more about getting a fancy-looking pet than actually caring about the impact their purchase has on the future of keeping reptiles, with more people getting into the hobby. Educating the public and showing them that reptiles aren't cold-blooded monsters looking to bite everyone is something he loves, whereas bastardizing nature and screwing with it for profit is one way to get his attention and not in a good way.
#🐍 || musings#anonymous#;; asks#Thank you for sending this nonny!#I was spacing out a bit when it came to the naughty asks but this?#This fired up Copperhead's blood like nothing else#animal cruelty tw#animal cruelty cw#Adding tags and cut because I'm bringing up some irl issues when it comes to the reptile industry#aka spider ball pythons which are NOT healthy or happy snakes at all#They're so fucked up by shitty breeders and it would break his heart seeing one#Fish get it the worst with having dyes injected into them or their DNA getting screwed with like glofish#:(#He just has a heart for reptiles ahsgsf
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part of me is viciously glad that rakiel is awkward and standoffish with asterion. it's honestly the bare minimum that the man deserves after neglecting his child for twenty years. it sucks that only now that rakiel is proving himself does asterion realize how shitty it was of him to push his kids over and over again so they would get stronger. that only now that he faces the risk of losing his son in dangerous situations rather than waiting for him to die from illness does he realize how much it would hurt to lose him and how he'd rather prefer rakiel would just be safe than be a hero.
it's so satisfying to see him realize it's his own fault that his son is uncomfortable and distant in their relationship and that he doesn't have any right to expect anything else from him (even if he doesn't know rakiel isn't doing it to punish him and is dealing with his own issues).
but it's also very sad to realize that if he had shown even a fraction of that concern and care to og!rakiel, his son would've forgiven him immediately. he would've almost certainly let go of all the years he spent being neglected and ignored and been delighted to get the parental approval he spent his entire life seeking.
so i can't fucking wait for asterion to know that this rakiel isn't the son he needs to apologize to. that the one he hurt and pushed and neglected all those years is completely out of his reach. that for all his care and love and concern it is way too late now and that he'll never get the chance to make up for all the damage he did. that by the time he realized how wrong he'd been and decided to change his son was already long gone.
that he lost his son and none of the hurt he put him through was worth it
#i talk a lot <3#asterion magentano#rakiel magentano#despite what this may look like i do like asterion quite a bit#i love fucked up family dynamics and this man created the equivalent of a nuclear waste zone#not even out of malice or cruelty but misplaced concern and love#so you can probably imagine how fun i am having <3#i do want asterion and rakiel and theodore to be a family by the end of the novel (knock on wood) but i want it to hurt first#i want them to purge all the infected tissue out of the open wounds they were carrying around#and hope that the scar tissue won't be too large to ignore#i already have my dose of sweet and caring found family (the fronteras) so now it's time for some Pain#crown prince sells medicine#cpsm
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sorry for more aceposting but. maybe this is just me coming from the perspective of “autistic, asexual, and sex-repulsed”, but i really really don’t… understand why sex drives fan content as much as it does? whether it be “the overabundance of porn on ao3” or “seeing sexual violence injected into stories seemingly just to fill Obligatory Sex Quota Because This Is A Fanfiction And We Need To Have At Least One Sex Reference Or We Will Die” like… if characters have any kind of relationship it has to turn sexual, if there’s threat of violence it has to be sexual, and i just don’t… get it?
is this how people see the world and think of things? is sex genuinely that important to most people or do fandom people just tend to be really horny and want to inject it into everything? the overwhelming amount of sex stuff in fandom spaces just… confuses me more than anything - and i can give passes to people who just write smut because even if i don’t necessarily relate i get that people just wanna get their rocks off and write porn, and of course sex is a very big thing for people and it makes sense unmoderated storytelling will want to write about it but… the injection of it constantly into stories and making conflicts always About Sex In Some Way baffles me to no end. if characters engage in violence towards eachother expect a rape/non-con tag because that seems to be the only way some people can process conflict.
like, i don’t wanna sound like The Pretentious Ace Person Who Thinks They’re So Much Better Than The Horny Allosexuals™️ of course i understand that sex is important to people even if i personally Don’t Get It and i obviously don’t think i’m inherently superior or smarter or whatever than the average allo ficwriter, but like… why is sexual violence seemingly disproportionate in fanfiction compared to every other type of media. why is shipping considered the default state of fanfiction. why are most tags used on ao3 sexual in nature. why is sex so ingrained in fandom culture. why are most of the fandom glossary terms on sites like fanlore about kinks or smut tropes. Is This Weird To Anyone Else
it gets to the point where it feels almost alienating to participate in fandom as an ace person because i just don’t… understand? between the crazy amount of porn in fandom and the seeming constant of sex in fanfiction spaces (this post inspired by reading an in-universe political essay fic and finding a random graphic sexual violence reference in there???) it sometimes feels like the rest of fandom lives in a different world and will always prioritize something that’s completely meaningless and uncomfortable to me.
or maybe i just happen to find some strange Types Of Guys, idk
#babbles#ace is the place#asexuality#actually asexual#sa mention#rape mention#not to say this problem is inherent to fanfic spaces (<- watched a movie last night that was also unable to make anything not About Sex)#(which is a technically not wrong but really funny way to describe where the dead go to die)#but like idk point is treating sex as some important human constant is sooo weird to me. all my love and respect to sex havers out there#taking any form of character relationship and being like 'hmm what if they boned. this is integral to experiencing media to me' is so ???#especially when it comes to completely innocent nonsexual source materials and topics it just BAFFLES me#like not to rag on the fic i was reading but there was a bit where it was describing the mistreatment a certain class of people faced#and it was all like standard cruelty and then just thrown in like nothing 'our sex organs are damaged from being used as sex slaves'???#like uh... huh...?? am i being weird about this or is it strange to anyone else
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insane how everyone at is their most beautiful when 1) theyre covered in blood and 2) in the astral plane
#like hello....#unforch im here once again because ive been rotating elluin in my brain 24/7 this week#making some new choices. fleshing her out a bit more. sometimes the cruelty is the point etc etc etc#but i CANNOT stop looking at lae'zel... her big wet eyes........#playing bg3
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see for the thing ive observed abt the way the female-to-male predation types of portrayals happen to go, that imo for some reason use like extra stablished power dynamics to like. *justify themselves happening in the first place (like ex mothers that are yk. v straighforward menaces in a kid/teen's inmediacy), is that i will give fujimoto the acknowledgement of partially avoiding doing so by virtue of him not having much respect or shame for himself and his story analogues.
#txt#*like whay im trying to say is that i get the feeling that they use like very heightened imbalances more from the getgo to like pose them#as a threat to start as baseline ygwim?#say to continue w the mother bit. too I feel they allow the male character like if just one iota of decency#a certain jenesaisquoi subconscious safeguard that the agressor can be toppled ultimately. that it has a weakness.#like a very subtle security that they can 'be put in their place'#and to be clear im not saying that writing abt abuse has to be an exercise of cruelty or self flagellation#and self debasement regardless of it being lived or not that's not what I'm getting at.#in this mother case ive said before that they tend to make them also mentally ill but lowkey in that#Woman Illness way like yk they're throwing bpd and shit there w/o a fault. like yeah they're abusive but#how come we still get this like freudian-pseudoscience-misogynyesque portrayal like who#does this even benefit (for another post bc I think I left some things out last time).#like this powerful figure over the most weakest stages of a person that's somehow both irremediably#abusive but also by [debilitating female trait weakness here] is pitiable (ie overcome-able. send her ass#to a psychiatric).#like i hope im conveying what I'm trying to say here.#like not all stories abt abuse have to be so graphic in fact some that do can't even carry that#load you're not good or throughout enough for that you don't have that range srry 💀#and the fujimoto part like while yes [rant here abt femcharacter sexualization relative to mcharacs here]#yes makima is already denji's boss/adult(the power dynamic justification part). it's not like denji#is getting femchara of brsrkTM treatments re: assault n grooming (decency part) (not complaining)#again not everything has to be an exercise of self humiliation etc.#but if the puke kiss said at least one thing it was compromise to the portrayal 💀#that and makima just being a internally straightforward offender (not bc it makes things simpler it's that#avoids the hashtag girlabuserTM thing). like nah the way out is through on this one sorry :/#he didn't have to do that but if fujimoto's own personal shortage of self respect nourishes the art well then 💀💀
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