#sobbing pls wtf
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hsr devs what is this assassination attempt against me do u hate me that much?
#may this journey lead us starward <3#SOBBING WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS IM SO#IT WAS SO SWEET WITH ROBIN SUNDAY AND THEIR MOTHER AND THEN IT GOT DARK WHEN EXPLORING THE DARKER REALITIES OF BEING A CELEB/IDOL#AND THEN IT WENT BACK TO BEING SWEET AGAIN WHEN SHE WAS TEACHING THE CHILDREN AND THAT LAST SCENE HELLO WDYM URS AND SUNDAYS WISH#CRIES SCREAMS THROWS UP FALLS TO THE FLOOR I CANT DO THIS TODAY#ALSO NOT THEIR DRAWING WHEN AS CHILDREN BEING THE NEW VERSION BOSS WTF 😭😭#but rockstar!robin.... we need an event where robin and serval meet.... pls...
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Rare pairers of tmnt, hear me out.
They’re inlove.
#tmnt#digital art#rottmnt#prairie dog rottmnt#rottmnt prairie dog#Frida rottmnt#rottmnt frida#rarepair#pls they’d be so cute#actually sobs#art#tmnt art#lgbt art#this actuallky my firbsy tik draiwnig prairie dog#help wtf my spelling#digg rottmnt#rottmnt digg#rottmnt fanart#ship art
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OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE SAIOUMA WHAT THE FUCK UGHDJKSJDIAKDKKSJEKDKCN PLS WHY ARE SAIOUMA FANFIC WRITERS ALLERGIC TO FUCKING HAPPINESS WTF (i just read 25,244 on ao3 and i’m CRUMBLING…)
anyone seeing this pls recommend fics that are angsty with a happy ending or something because I CANT KEEP READING ANGST ONLY… (i literally read dear saihara~ last week bro,,)
#sad gay people wtf#saiouma#oumasai#kiss kiss#fanfic recs#danganronpa#danganronpav3#drv3#pls i can’t keep reading pure angst it’s giving me mental turmoil#i can’t do this wtf i’m actually crying#AND ITS ALWAYS FUCKING KOKICHI R U KIDDING ME#UGH GOD OMFG…#YALL DONT LET THIS GREMLIN CATCH A BREAK…#i’m actually sobbing please i need some fluff
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my @attollogame mc, isaac! before and during attollo. he's just some guy (until the horrors get to him)
#attollo#attollo game#attollo if#attollo mc#cryptk.png#cryptk's ocs#he keeps a journal to stay somewhat sane in attollo#i'd like to imagine the codex entries are in his journal but written from his pov#also can you tell i didn't know wtf to do with the background.#i just wanted to make it presentable enough to post SOBS#btw @ the author pls let me know if tagging your account in posts is bothersome or whatever 🙏#i'm not sure what the proper etiquette is when it comes to interacting with IF accounts#IGNORE THAT I IMMEDIATELY REPOSTED THIS CUS I NOTICED SOMETHING WRONG GRAHHH
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okay but how does one write griddlehark.
#the locked tomb#griddlehark#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#tlt#okay it's not even funny anymore#i NEED to write them but wtf#i cant pull off their dynamic#pls any tips would be appreciated#or just sobbing about it w me idc#if you write griddlehark you have my utmost respect
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SAD PAIMON LITERALLY BREAKS MY HEART OML
#MAN I'M ACTUALLY GONNA SHED TEARS WTF???#PLS DON'T BE SAD PAIMON I BEG!!#MY POOR BUBBY </3</3</3#I'M GONNA SOB#paimon whb#whb paimon
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CHECK THIS ASK ONLY WHEN YOU HAVE GOTTEN A MEMORY TITLED "Memory of Confession"
Okay so! Now what you're gonna wanna do is go to Dormont and talk to Isabeau by the favor tree. When presented with the options of "wait" and "...", choose "..."! :3
AAAAAAAAUGGHGUGUGUGHGHHHGHGUUUGHHG WHAT THR FUCKKKK????????? BROOOOOO YOU CANT BE FR RN ouououoghghggugjisninyhaauuaauaaaaaaoaaaoiuhjhxgsv
#arianswer#biocrafthero#WHAT THE FUUUUCCCCKKKK AAAAAAAAAAAUUUOUOUGHHGHGHGG#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO head in hands bro.... HEAD IN HANDS WHYYYYYYYYY#sjdfgvhkslrt4o5676y8yuigh i have no words bro. just wtf. it was there-- IT WAS NEARLY THERE-- SIFF WHY DIDNT YOU AT LEAST#LOOKED UP-- LOOKED AT WHAT FACVE HE WAS MAKING AT LEAST PLS-- PLEAEEEAASSASWWWEEEEE IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!!#oooooooooooouuouoouuoou mygod... it was rightthere. it happened-- it happened the tging= THE THING!!! IT!!! THE PICTURE!!!#OHMYGOD!!!!!! SIIIIIFFFFRRRIIIIINNNN orz orz orz orz orz..................... pain and agony bro it HAPPENEED??!!!#but bututbutbut siffrin whjhhhyyy ohmgyod isabeau ououghghg sobbing cry losing my mind it-- the picture--#OOOOOOOOOHHHHHMYGOD wai holdon-- wai just- just--- how does one process what i just witsnessed in a way that doesnt#make me wanna climb into the screen and talk to siffrin myself like pls it was there-== HEAD IN HANDS BRP
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Look, when I said I would read some more TGCF over my break this afternoon, I didn't mean I want to inflict emotional damage on myself.
Just... What in the "Black Water Arc" just happened?!
#;; rambles#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#my heart#someone end this suffering#shi qingxuan is too bbygirl to deserve all this trauma#he hasn't done anything pls#sobbing into my salad#wtf
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I'M GONNA THROW UP
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#WHY RETUN ACHERON AND AVENTURINE BEFORE TINGYUN BANNER I'M GONNA THROW UP MY INSIDES WTF#PLD#I'M ALREADY OK WITH SKIPPING RAPPA#WTF HOYO HOYO PLS#and dan heng.....#sobs
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HOZIER JUST CAME ON STAGE FOR THE BOYGENIUS ENCORE I AM DEAAAAAAAD
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Ongoing PTSD breakdown trauma stuff below the cut, pls ignore, just need to spew it somewhere that like. I know my feelings will be safe to have and type up and whatever. Also, sorta? mild our flag spoilers under the cut bc my brain is a mess and I use characters I love to help metaphor out and explain my own shit so. yeah. that's also a thing here.
Motherfucking random traumatic memory abt Mum fucking. Randomly hitting me while I'm writing fic (for no apparent reason, no idea what triggered my brain to throw this at me when I WAS NEARLY DONE WITH THE FUCKING FIC NO LESS)
So goddamn rude. I'm off my track on the fic now, so I'm setting it aside for the night (we have Ren Faire today (it literally just hit midnight lol), but after that I want to get back to it) and realising I should really write this memory down.
Like. all of the little details about it, the bits of Mum and I and our relationship surrounding it. Both because my brain does tend to shutter some of those things away and makes them hard to get to without it being stupid lengthy a process involving talking out every feeling I'm having with someone else(unless it pulls some shit like tonight, then suddenly it's no fucking problem throwing it all over the place apparently) and because like
I don't know if I could say this one out loud to anyone, but I think I should. Probably a therapist, but it's one of those stupid trauma things of you just Want Someone, Anyone To Know, Now. To acknowledge it and say if it was as fucked up as it feels (bc I will never deny the possibility that I'm being dramatic and it isn't, and I should just. chill the fuck out about it.)
But every time I start trying to type it out I get hit with this wave of a physical response where my arms and wrists and fingers feel like they're clenching up and I Can't type it. And there's a part of me that doesn't want to because if I can see it in letters on a page, then it's real. It's real and it happened and maybe it was as fucked up as it feels like it was and if that's all true then like. it fits with everything else about our relationship that's already fucked up, from the severe (better than it used to be, but I'm sure it's very clear to y'all that it's still Not Good even though I've moved away from her) co-dependence to the emotional incest (fun fact: that term feels like a gut punch every time I hear it, and I've heard it from my therapist more than a few times now over the past 9ish years of treatment.) So I shouldn't be shocked by that or like, upset, right?
Yet I'm here typing this out to put off typing it up, and I'd bet money I don't necessarily have that I'll wind up putting my laptop away, showering, and going to bed without getting it typed. For better or for worse.
Part of the reason I worry so much abt Frenchie this season (aside from that I love him and he's one of my faves and I want nothing but good and happy for him) is because I also subscribe to his 'shove all the fucked up shit you've seen/experienced in a box in your mind and just. Never open it unless you're putting more in there' method of coping (have all my life, it was so weirdly validating to see it onscreen like that explained so plainly) and like. This is me when the box somehow pops open when I didn't mean it to, and I both want Frenchie to be able to process the things that have happened to him but also don't want to see a character I love so much hurt like this. Because it feels like a big stupid gaping open wound in my chest that I'm being entirely too dramatic about, no matter how valid feeling that way abt it might be.
Kind of hope I can just shut the lid on the box so I can get done and go to sleep after I post this. Should I actually type out the memory and everything? I hate to think that the answer my therapist would have given me, if I could afford to be seeing her rn, would be yes. But the thing is, I have fucking Ren Faire tomorrow in my Izzy cosplay (that Housemate says I look good in, which I'll vainly admit I'm rather happy about, even if it is a very inaccurate and homemade cosplay that's missing certain details I can't yet afford to buy), and I don't want to be dealing with any of this for the rest of the night/into tomorrow. I need to sleep so I can go have some fucking fun, for once. I even feel ok to bring my cane with folded in my bag, just in case I need it, bc that would still be in character if I wind up needing to use it. I can count on one hand the times I've had a fun experience where I also felt safe admitting when my body was hurting and using a physical aid to help it get by; I'm not losing this one.
It's not getting typed out, and I need to duct tape that fucking box shut for now.
#text post#long post#tw ptsd#ngl kind of feeling exhausted and can't think of what other tws to add so if y'all see one I should have pls msg me and I can add asap#here or on discord if u have my discord info whatever works#im going to shut my laptop down shower and try to force myself to cry in there#bc the fact that I haven't had a big physically painful sob session means I'm not fully done with this rough patch bc they ALWAYS get bette#after I have The Big Sob Session#until I have it I just have to work hard to keep myself together and not let it affect other stuff which tbh#this stuff ive carried so long that even in like. active breakdown or wtf ever u wanna call it#masking and getting by in public is somehow still easy enough#but that's another thing I'm fucking off to the shower pls cross ur fingers and toes that i at least cry a little in there so I can sleep l
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hai
#first post#i’m currently sobbing#don’t delete my playlists pls it makes me sad#i’m not a jealous person but hey wtf
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it’s me and my lack of self-awareness against the world
#i hate never realizing How overstimulated i am *until* i have a headache and am on the brink of sobbing#pls i have class for 2 hours and ive been awake since 4 am#not only that! but there was this like 40 min karaoke thing that happened with bright lights and loud music and ofc i was singing but ouch!#my head hurts so much and im being so brave about it#oh and one of my besties hasnt texted me back in 4 days with 0 warning so that’s happening#strong emotions fr are the worst like wtf make it stop#i have to give a presentation too like 😭😭😭 sjdvsksbak please stop#local enby just wants to be in a dark room on the floor#im so so overstimulated i actually sshsvakaowhvsks#not cool not cool !!!!#anyways#life updates xx#hhhhhhhhnnnnn#bee rambles
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thinking about when i saw the japanese house live in 2019 and i started sobbing when she sang lilo so i hugged my friend who i was with for the whole song and during it amber kept looking at us and then when she finished she looked at me and smiled and looked like she was gonna cry too . pain
#like helloooooo wtf#salisha speaks#i cant listen to that song anymore either cause i just think abt the concert and i want to scream lajtrjkwkrjejw#when i listen to it i start to sob . like a normal girk#anyway the japanese house best artist ever in the world i hope she releases new music soon#and new tour too pls#also this is the concert where i met maya who is my. idk#best friend girlfriend secret love of my life idk!!! shes just my guy
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HELP "its not just trauama! it's slowburn trauma!!!" HDAKJJKAG SO FUCKING FUNNYYY
on another note i am so sad. all the time!! cant stop thinking about the boy, sad boy, sad fish :( he has to face his trauma and thee fucking elderss what the fuckkk i hate them...
#i am not ok. i am so sad actually!! wtf!!! sobbing btw...#like. ilike.#:( gillionnnn omg i am so sad HE IS FACING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW AND SOOO MUCH CIRCLES BACK AROUND TO HIS FRIENDS#AND AND WHAT THEY'VE SHOWN HIM AND THATS WHY THATS WHY#HE KNOWS NOT ALL HUMAN ARE EVIL#pls sedate me i cant even#jrwi spoilers
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OMG ACT CALM AAAAAAAH
#tumblrtwt#tumblr on twitter#staff#elijah wood#tumblr staff#this is fucking awesome#this is fucking beautiful#wtf do we do?!#fucking sobbing#help tumblr pls#lol
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