#sobbing org

[sobbing-org]

[ddeonuluvrr]

🍧 ੭ ‧₊ 你是我唯一爱的人 ₊˚· ⊹

.‧₊˚ ˖ ˚｡ ˙ ࣪ 我唯一能爱的人 ˚｡⋆ ༄

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ ˖. ⁺ 🪷 ⋆ ˚₊‧

[cerusee]

When I'm just skimming through tumblr posts, I occasionally wonder why you post about people writing fic for the National Health Service, and why anyone on this Earth would feel the need to take to AO3 to express their love/frustration for said National Health Service. And then I remember that the majority of humanity is not in the UK, and that NHS is also a series acronym.

I personally feel this kind of “wait, what?” reaction adds a lil spice to the internet experience.

[thetrashthatsmilesback]

Sora, who has murdered people and then laughed about it (maleficent, shan yu, floatsom and jetsum, sinking several ships of actual humans in the Caribbean though to be fair this one IS kh3) when grabbed by two people lightly on the shoulders: this is so unfriendly!

[huntershowl-moving]

verse drop: bnha !!

general info.

name: persephone aisa alias (villain): hellhound allegiance: the unseen (organized crime) quirk: voidsmoke. persephone's hair dissolves into plumes of inky black smoke that she can directly manipulate. the smoke darkens any patch of shadow that it enters, allowing her to obscure her body in dim light and darkness. additionally, as their quirk evolves, they become able to manipulate its solidity, size and shape, which allows her to temporarily create small objects from the smoke (bullets, knives) & spread it outwards to fill an entire space with pitch-darkness. all created objects must eventually return to shadow; she can only make/maintain a few at a time before they start disintegrating. additionally, there is an upper limit to how large of a space she can turn pitch-black. (this limit can be trained, though, as can the amount/size/complexity of existing objects!) additionally, it is much more taxing to create darkness in a brightly-lit area than a dimly-lit one. enhancements: advanced prosthetic arms, upper-body skeletal reinforcement preferred gear: sniper rifle, several knives, brass knuckles, climbing shoes, grappling-hook arm attachment, reinforced clothing

two versions of this verse are described under the cut:

main ( villain, age/timeline-agnostic ) — inside your head the sound of glass.

UA ( student, early seasons ) — snake in the garden.

main ( villain, age/timeline-agnostic ) — inside your head the sound of glass.

the villain HELLHOUND has only been terrorizing the world for one year. for the first several months of that year, they only plagued the U.S. with their murders. japan was unfortunate enough to become their next target one month ago, but even in that short time they have already made quite the stir.

the strange thing about her — well. one of many, lol. — is that not only does she go after civilians and heroes, but other villains as well. it seems hellhound is indiscriminate in the moral alignment of those she eviscerates in the streets. additionally, sources are inconsistent and conflicting about what her quirk actually is. most are in agreement that it has to do with their hair, which melts into shadowy smoke at the ends, but those in the U.S. who endured her presence longer insist that it is some kind of lycanthropic transformation quirk. a beast-form, a giant wolf made of shadow and rage. as time goes on, more and more of japan's populace have begun to subscribe to this belief as well.

this verse can take place after the UA student verse or independent of it, depending on how sad we want to be. if it takes place afterwards, seph was pulled out of japan at some point in the timeline and sent to the US by her employer in THE UNSEEN. she completely vanishes, going zero-contact with everyone (including her brother), and comes back two years later as a villain — a monstrous shell of her former self.

UA ( student, early seasons ) — snake in the garden.

in this verse, persephone is sent by the unseen to infiltrate class 1-A and feed back information about the next wave of pro heroes. she has not yet experienced the events that lead to her becoming hellhound, but regrettably, that doesn't make her THAT much less aggressive. sorry to add to the angy energy bakugou brings to the class, but. whooops.

as a student, persephone is a little punk. she struggles to work with others and reacts to even the smallest provocation with anger. she doesn’t go out of her way to bully anyone, unless they do it to her first, but she is known for being prickly and very solitary. they are incredibly easy to rile and often get into fights. the only person they treat with kindness is their twin brother orion, who is in the support class.

that being said, she is still much easier to get along with — and importantly, quite a bit more trusting — than she is in hellhound verses. there are certainly things she likes, for instance (wild i know): being a delinquent, alternative metal music, raspberry sweets, cool knives!

unlike the other alleged UA mole, persephone's operation as a spy does not directly threaten the other students in any way. the unseen is a criminal organization that operates primarily for profit. its leader ( amari fletch, an ex-pro hero ) is perfectly fine letting the world run the way it runs, so long as the global leaders in their pocket continue to turn a blind eye to their highly illegal operations around the world. if someone goes against them, they are violently made an example of.

all of that being said, persephone is still a trained killer. she slips away from school often, as does orion, without any explanation to where she's gone — occasionally for days at a time. she is always diligent with make-up training and assignments, however, and her grades are solid despite the distractions.

when the war starts, the unseen's allegiance is to no one. (though this is subject to change, of course. an attractive enough offer could sway them.) this allows one of two branches to take place:

either the unseen allies with all for one and sends persephone to work with him & the league,

or they remain neutral and allow her to work with her peers against all for one.

[birdmenmanga]

huh... okay... economically magi actually has a pretty coherent story... I was just unable to comprehend it when I was in middle school...

[soleil-in-the-sky]

Re-reblogging to add some stuff:

YouTube

Sketchbook Skool (great for those struggling with confidence and starting/restarting to draw)

Websites

Griz and Norms' Tuesday tips! (+ Tuesday tips tag on their inactive Tumblr)

PT boards I made

My art tips Pinterest board! (I often see people arguing about art advice on Pinterest, so I advise you to please take these as tips and not rules. Can't be sure of everything's quality either, so take all pins with a grain of salt. Thanks!)

My clothing design inspiration board! (Complete and updated every once-in-a-while. Eventually I'll make a standalone post with advice that correlates with the pins in the general ideas section. Some of the pins there already have comments with my advice.)

for all the artists out there, here are my favorite resources i use to learn!

Files

The Complete Famous Artist Course

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Art, Anatomy, and Color Books

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YouTube

My YouTube Playlist of Tutorials

How to Draw Facial Features

Drawing and Art Advice

Drawing Lessons

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Anatomy of the Human Body

2D Animation

Perspective Drawing

Websites

Pinterest Board for Poses

Another Pinterest Board for Poses

Reference Angle

Figurosity

Sketch Daily

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Animal Photo References

Humanae - Angélica Dass

Fine Art - Jimmy Nelson

Character Design References

CDR's Twitter Account

iamagco's Twitter Account

taco1704's Twitter Account

takuya_kakikata's Twitter Account

EtheringtonBro's Twitter Account

Drawabox

Color Wheel

Color Palette Cinema

Free Images and Pictures

Free Stock Photos

FILMGRAB

Screen Musings

William Nguyen Light Reference Tool

Animation References - sakugabooru

Animation References - Bodies in Motion

[sobbing-org]

I’m back!!

[neatokat]

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[helloidkwhatimdoing-0]

Okay im going to sleep now but just know I'm thinking sooooo hard about b/yl/er pirate AU

[redvexillum]

This request is special to me because my first NSFW Alastor x Reader story on my sideblog was also about Alastor getting head 🤣 (Tell Me I'm Punny) I thought it be fitting/funny if my very first request story for this new blog would also be about Alastor getting head, -sighs- the beauty of ✨️sentimentality✨️ By the way, I took your request quite literally, if ya know what I mean 😏 XOXO, RedVexi💋

SUMMARY: You simply wanted to wake him up...in more ways than one.

WARNING/TAGS: f!reader, oral s*x (m!receiving), handjob, reader is a brat, teasing, established relationship, edging, ruined org*sm, dom/sub undertone, Alastor is not pleased

Like a deer caught in the headlights, you stared at Alastor’s sleeping visage, mesmerized by the sight. It was silly, but you felt an urge to wave your hand before his closed eyes to ensure he was truly asleep.  

He lay on his back, lips stretched wide into a close-lipped smile, hands neatly folded one atop the other on his bare chest. His breath was soft and even, mirroring the tranquility of his expression.  

For as long as you’d known Alastor, you had never once caught him sleeping. You had long assumed he was an eternal insomniac, his soul never craving or requiring rest – a restless soul, so to speak.  

When you had asked him if he ever slept, he would only grin – his trademarked shit-eating grin – and he would pinch your cheeks while wiggling them before promptly changing the topic.  

It drove you mad, for you didn’t understand the purpose of his secrecy on this subject.  

You knew he was messing with you because he delighted in your curiosity, relishing the chase as you grew increasingly frustrated. Yet now, as your gaze rested on his sleeping figure, you had to suppress a laugh. Trust Alastor to fall deeply asleep only after an intense night of fucking you until you went delirious with pleasure.  

Slowly, you sat up and winced at the ache in your backside, a vivid reminder of how he had relentlessly stretched your ass with his shadowy tendril while rubbing your core until you were an absolute sobbing mess. The memory of his touch, the way he played your body like a well-used instrument, sent a shiver down your spine. He was the master at blending the symphony of pain and pleasure that always left you breathless.  

Pouting, you glared at Alastor as his body naturally sidled up closer to you, a comfortable sigh escaping his lips. He had promised that yesterday you could control the pace and make all the decisions from start to finish. But, of course, he couldn’t last five freaking minutes before he immediately started calling all the shots.  

Even though he gave you mind-blowing orgasm after orgasm, it was the principle of the matter for you. You loved following his instructions in the bedroom, but sometimes you wanted to switch things up a bit – go a little off-script.  

Nibbling on the inside of your cheek, a mischievous spirit took over your body, a small act of tomfoolery that you were sure Alastor would approve of if he wasn’t your unsuspecting victim.  

Pressing your hand lightly on top of his abdomen, you felt the warmth of his body seep into your palm. Immediately, his muscles tensed, but he remained perfectly still, refusing to open his eyes.  

Interesting.  

With a wicked grin, you smoothed the planes of his stomach, letting your fingers brush against the fine line of hair leading down to his hips. His breathing hitched ever so slightly, a telltale sign that he was not as asleep as he pretended to be. As your hand continued to move south, you were promptly stopped when the tip of Alastor’s hardened member greeted you. You giggle softly at the prominent bulge he now displayed beneath the sheets. 

Slipping the sheet off him, his cock twitched, anticipating your next move. As you positioned yourself between his legs, Alastor spread them, giving you full access to him however you wished to touch him.  

“Looks like only half of you is up right now, Al,” you whispered, and you knew he heard you because you could see the ends of his lips twitching upwards. Yet, Alastor, the most stubborn man you had ever met, remained unmoving.  

Well, that only worked in your favour considering what you had in store for him.  

Bowing your head toward Alastor’s cock, you pressed a gentle kiss on its head, earning a jolt from him. His cock beckoned to enter your mouth as it continuously throbbed against your lips. Humming softly, your tongue peeked out, licking a strip down the length of him. Down, down, down you went until you gave him an open-mouthed kiss on his balls.  

A small groan escaped above you, quiet, could almost be mistaken for a shuddering breath. Your hands stroke the sensitive skin of his inner thighs, earning a small jerk of his hip upwards as his cock twitched, wanting to be sheathed into a wet, warm space.  

Instead of listening to his demands, you carefully suckled on his left ball, swirling it in your mouth before moving to the other. You took your time, slowly and agonizingly lapping him up, moaning as if you were singing a song of praise from the taste of him.  

The points of Alastor’s claw grazed your scalp, earning him another wanton sound from you. As you slowly parted from him, his hands flexed, grabbing a fistful of your hair and dragging your head back to the tip of his cock.  

You rolled your eyes at Alastor as you let him grind his hips against your mouth, feeling every ridge and the pull of his foreskin as he rubbed the sensitive tip against your moistened lips. His breath quickened, trying to stifle another quiet moan.  

What an impatient man, you thought, deciding that now was the time to exact a small, harmless, vengeance for last night.  

Your lips parted, ready to take him in, feeling the heat and firmness of his desire against your tongue. The taste of him, musky and addicting, filled your senses as you enveloped him. Your mouth slid down his length while your fingers wrapped around his base. Your tongue flattened as you felt the force from Alastor’s hand pushing your head down, urging you to take him deeper and deeper.  

Moving your hands, you flattened them around the front of his hips, your fingers acting as a frame around his cock. Lower and lower you went, until the tip bumped against the back of your throat.  

A louder, deeper, and almost feral growl resounded from above, and Alastor pulled on your hair to get back up until you were at the tip once more. Then, he surged his hips forward, slowly fucking your mouth as you hollowed your cheeks and sucked harder. You felt his thighs tense, his control slipping as he surrendered to the pleasure you were giving him.  

The sound of wet slurps and the symphony of your moans and his groans filled the air. Faster and faster, he thrust, the thick, heady taste of his pre-cum slid down your throat. Your fingers drifted down to the taut skin of his balls, feeling them tighten.  

You knew he was close.  

He was so, very, close.  

“Ah, darling –” The moment he called out to you, you immediately pulled your head away from his grasp – away from his weeping, throbbing cock.  

Straightening your back, your hair an absolute mess, you stared at Alastor with bemusement dancing along your wet lips. His eyes were blown wide open, and it was almost comical how he looked before you. He was panting, his hands frozen midair where he had last grabbed your hair, and you could tell he was trying to process why you had stopped him from finishing.  

His black, slit-like pupils slowly drifted down from the ceiling and landed on your eyes. “Darling,” he purred, his gaze lowering to his wanting, desperate cock before meeting your eyes once more. He gave you a grin, a silent dark warning that if you didn’t finish what you had started, he would make sure that you would do well to remember that from now on tonight.  

Undeterred, you wiped away the saliva with the back of your hand before giving him a cheeky grin. “Good morning, Al!” You said in an overly saccharine and exaggerated cheerful tone. His eyes looked less than impressed. Slowly, you prowled up his body, ensuring that your bare, wet, sodden centre smeared against his cock, causing him to shudder. He gripped your hips, forcing you to stay there, to sit right on his cock.  

His hardness pressed insistently against your entrance, and the heat between your legs was almost unbearable.  You fought the urge to rock your hips, to rub your slick folds against his shaft because you knew that you were just a breath away from losing control and letting Alastor take his fill of you.  

Alastor’s eyes darkened with lust and frustration. “You’re playing a dangerous game, darling,” he chuckled tonelessly, “a game you will lose.” He bared his sharp teeth as his claws dug into your hips.  

“Something the matter?” you asked, tilting your head with an innocent tone, hardly trying to feign a believable act of ignorance. “Is there something you would like, Al?” Your tone shifted lower, and his eyes flashed with equal parts amusement and irritation.  

“I would presume it would be quite obvious what I would want, darling,” his voice strained, yet he tried to keep an upbeat melody in his tone.  

Tamping down your laughter, you tapped your lips, mocking the pose of someone deep in thought, before snapping your fingers. Leaning forward, you gave him a chaste kiss on his left cheek. “Did you have a good sleep?” You cooed as you let out a small giggle.

“I guess you do sleep after all!” You said before fully dissolving into bright laughter. You refused to move your body; you refused to rub yourself against him like an animal in heat, no matter how much your body unconsciously squirmed in his grasp.  

Alastor’s grip on your hips tightened, his patience wearing thin. “You’re a cheeky little minx, aren’t you?” he growled, eyes darkening with desire.  

With a mischievous grin, you leaned closer, your breath hot against his ear. “Maybe I am,” you whispered. “But you had your way last night, so today is my turn.” 

Alastor’s lips brushed against your ear as he leaned closer to you, “And pray tell, darling, what is your way?” The heat between you was electric, and you could feel him straining, desperate for friction. “Come now, darling,” he murmured, his voice drenched with need. “Don’t tease me like this.” 

“Hmm, maybe,” you paused, and the points of his claws dug in deeper, telling you to get on with it, “if you asked nicely, I might consider it.” 

You felt his muscles stiffen before a low rumble resounded in his chest as he held back a dark chuckle. The bruising grip around your hips disappeared. With one hand resting on your back and the other caressing your face, he gave you a small, chaste kiss on your lips.  

“Good morning, darling,” his voice took on its characteristic jovial tone, as if he wasn’t hard and wanting, as if you hadn’t just denied him of his sweet release. “I did have a good sleep, thanks for asking!” He gave you another chaste kiss on your lips. “I’m ready to start our day!” He rubbed the tip of his nose against yours, his eyes squinting to make way for his wide grin. “We best get a move on, for I have quite a full day planned for you.” 

Suddenly, his eyes glowed a deep crimson red as he jutted his hips upward, letting you feel the heat and the hardened, silken skin of his cock. “Quite a full day, indeed,” his voice deepened, the radio filter crackling and popping in his tone.  

You bit down on your lower lip, feeling the phantom pain across your ass cheeks and the coil of heat burning hotter in your core. You had a feeling that tonight, he was going to remind you exactly who was in charge.  

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[ghostaholics]

Reader and Ghost making a sex tape🤭

𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐀-𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘

➸ PAIRING: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x fem!Reader ➸ WARNING(S): explicit sexual content; instructional masturbation, unprotected p-in-v sex and other things ➸ FORMAT: a hybrid of headcanons and expanded description; word count less than 1k

❝ 𝐒𝐎, 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘? ❞

𝐀 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐇𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲. 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐡, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐁𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘.

Simon looks at you, rapacious. Dark, greedy eyes with pupils dilated – wide, so fucking blown to hell – that they eat up whatever color's left of his irises. He's taking in every single one of your features like you’re not about to be immortalized by the camera within a matter of moments. It makes you feel exposed, on display.

Vulnerable. Naked.

And you haven’t even gotten undressed yet.

𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐔𝐑 - 𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒 𝐀 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐌.

Nothing big-budget by any means; it's about as small-scale as a production can get. Just enough to cover the basics: you, Simon, and the video already underway on his phone, recording the first few seconds of unusable footage that he’s going to have to cut later once he figures out the whole editing process. It’s a relatively humble set-up. No bells and whistles necessary.

You thought he'd say no. Expected it, even. A man as private as himself doesn't agree to an act as incriminating as this even if the final product isn’t meant for the pleasure of anybody else's viewing. The scars on his body, the sleeve of tattoos wrapped around his left arm – those are recognizable markings that can be traced back to him if it were to ever get leaked.

But he hadn’t immediately refused. Had mulled it over for a beat before saying: ❝ Just from my neck down. Can't be arsed about the rest of myself. But my face? That's only for you. ❞

❝ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖, 𝐈𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒, 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘'𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄. ❞

❝ 𝐂'𝐌𝐎𝐍. 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅, ❞ he husks, voice rasped low. The words roll down your spine. Direct, specific. It's a simple instruction. Easy enough to follow.

(1) 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍: Simon doesn't want to imagine this in his head anymore; he wants to know exactly what you look like when you're alone, when you're dipping your fingers into the wet clutch of heat between your legs – because you do it if you're missing him a little too much, those nights where his side of the bed feels just a tad bit colder than usual and there’s nothing else keeping you company except for the indecent thoughts of how your own hands don’t feel quite as good as his.

(2) 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐈𝐌, 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐀. He’s got his fingers – thick and warm (and unfortunately not inside you) – splayed over one of your knees, currently holding you open within frame when he squeezes in warning. The video needs to capture every expression passing over your face. Can't miss a single one.

(3) 𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐈𝐓. Simon doesn't do much of that when you two usually have sex, but he knows that you prefer the audio part, to be able to listen, over the visual of you touching yourself. So he does this out of frame: tells you when to speed up, when to slow down, rub at your clit just a little bit harder, more pressure until you're shaking, sobbing, (❝ Fuck, Simon— ❞), while chasing an orgasm that can't come fast enough. (And he'll growl, a deep rumble of a praise, ❝ There we go. ❞)

❝ 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐂𝐊. ❞

(1) 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐈𝐓, 𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐌'𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆. Simon swipes the phone from its position on the nightstand. He needs to make sure he's recording this up-close. So he points the camera down, diligently shooting the moment your cunt starts eagerly enveloping the head of his dick, the shaft, all the way down to the base. Christ he'll never get tired of that – the full length of him disappearing into you on that first stroke, and then every time after that, each thrust sending him just a little more deeper than the last to the point where the fat tip's just barely kissing your cervix.

(2) 𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒. Nothing beats you riding him. Not that he wants you to do most of the heavy-lifting. Simon just finds that it's the best to film from. Ease of convenience. And, a flattering angle that he knows you'll be pleased with when you see it yourself, because the camera loves you almost as much as he does.

𝐁𝐔𝐓 ��𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃: ❝ I don’t like it. Lighting’s shite. Yeah—we’re just gonna have to make another one (an excuse to do it again). No, don’t delete this. I wanna go through it, see what we can do better. ❞ And he does, in the privacy of his quarters when he’s gone – Saint Petersburg, Copenhagen, Dublin – while fisting his cock with a heavy hand, his palm all spit-slick in a way that'll get the job done but isn't even remotely a close substitute for the feeling of your cunt pulsing around him. The video might be dim and kind of clumsily made, but he's still fond of it, languidly jerking himself in time to the thrusts he sees – it's through a tiny screen, almost swallowed by the massive fingers curling over edges of the phone in his other hand – he's filling you up, stretching you open more, every time he rocks his hips into you. And then he spills over his fingers, guttural moans as he finishes before he even reaches the last leg of the video.

It's a lie. He does like it. A lot.

He's just upset that he doesn't get to finish inside you the way he did on camera.

[talesofesther]

what once was mine | ch 8

Loki x Reader

Series Summary: When watching what once was supposed to be the rest of his life, in an empty room in the TVA, Loki sees someone he can't recognize; a girl who's all tenderness and loose smiles, and most importantly, she was smiling at him.

A/N: Yes, this is long overdue and I'm sorry for the long wait; but now it's finally here and I hope you can enjoy it, we're nearing the end :'). If it's been too long since you've read the other chapters, I'd maybe recommend checking them out again because we're picking it up right where we left off. The next chapters will be posted soon <3. Also, Mobius plays cupid here and we love him for it lol.

Masterlist | Read ch 7 here

You kept your head down as you walked, not particularly looking at where you were going. Rogue tears were falling onto TVA's hallways with each step you took, a hand covered your mouth to stifle the sobs. The sight of your rapidly moving shoes became more unfocused by the second.

You needed an out, you needed to breathe. And you didn't care that the bathroom you rushed into was a communal one, you slammed the door shut behind you and turned the lock, praying that the stalls were empty.

Silence hung in the air, the only sound being your heavy breathing. Gulping back a massive lump in your throat, you leaned back against the closed door. The smooth wood was cold, feeling going past the fabric of your shirt and raising goosebumps on your skin. With the back of your hand, you tried drying your tears.

Would this be it? Were you truly broken beyond repair?

You wanted to shout apologies in the air; for the Loki you'd just found, he deserved it, he did nothing wrong; for yourself, for the bruised heart beating in your chest that you'd promised to mend.

Part of you also wanted to berate yourself for being overly sentimental and utterly incapable of processing your feelings. For being stuck in this limbo.

You pressed your palms to your eyes, feeling them dampening, fingers shaking.

His touch had been like a bonfire on a cold night—a strange metaphor, given the fact his skin was usually colder than yours; yet it held truth—it enveloped your heart in a warm and familiar embrace, the most blissful kind of pain. It hurt, you couldn't quite place why, but it did.

Maybe it was the fear of knowing you wouldn't be able to live through another loss.

There were telltales of a steady rhythm thudding beneath your skin and through your veins; the ghosts of it tickled your fingertips and called out your name. His heartbeat, as real as you'd pleaded for in countless sleepless nights.

And when you finally held it in your hands again…

'But you're not him.'

You regretted it, probably as soon as the words left your mouth. Because… they were a lie. A lie you told yourself for fear of losing him, again.

Yet now, you couldn't help but feel like you just did.

─── ·❆· ───

Thor had once told Loki about the red string of fate—when the god of thunder had been strangely obsessed with Midgardian folklore in his teenage years. A red string that connected soulmates, it could stretch and bend as the two souls drifted apart and then met again, however, it would never break.

Now, as Loki heard your steps getting further and further away from him, he couldn't help but hear a snap.

Maybe he was the one who fucked it up, maybe it was his fault. You weren't his to have or to lose anyway. As much as he wished you were.

Loki stood awkwardly by your desk; he felt almost as if he was invading just because this was your space and, as you'd just made abundantly clear, you wanted nothing to do with him anymore.

He took advantage of your secluded nook to brush off the tear tracks on his cheeks—he didn't need anyone asking questions he barely knew the answers to—before running a hand through his hair, straightening the collar of his jacket, and taking a deep, hopefully steadying, breath.

For the first time, he felt utterly lost, without a north to guide him. He stalled by neatly organizing the mess that was your desk, thinking maybe you'd have a change of heart and come back to him. He stacked documents, organized pencils, and even folded a cardigan of yours that was hanging on the back of your chair.

Loki stalled the longest he could, until there was nothing more to tidy and no hope left. When you didn't come back, he walked up to the elevator, and now stared at the many buttons without knowing which to press. Truth be told, his mind was miles away; focused on the feeling of your soft skin against his and the sweet perfume of your shampoo. Would he ever get to feel you so close again?

"Hold it, please," Mobius called from a few steps away, hurriedly walking towards Loki. The god extended a hand to hold the doors open for him.

Mobius skipped into the elevator with a big sigh, clutching a rather large stack of documents to his chest. "Thanks," he breathed, shooting a glance at Loki. A beat passed and he did a double take, with a frown as he looked Loki over, who still glared at the buttons in front of him, all puffy eyes and pouty lips. "… What happened?" Mobius' voice held the tone of someone who probably already knew the answer he'd get. He reached past Loki and pressed the button that led to the cafeteria—a coffee break couldn't hurt.

For long seconds, Loki kept silent, contemplating whether to lie or be honest. He felt too drained to come up with a lie. "I… believe I messed it up."

Mobius didn't need names. He raised a hand to pat Loki's shoulder. "She'll come around, buddy."

Loki's eyebrows softened, he had a faint, bittersweet smile on his lips as his eyes welled up with tears again. It stung, bitterly. Perhaps he was never destined for happy endings. It was okay, he decided, he'd be okay with loving you from afar; so long as he got to love you at all. He already counted his lucky stars that the slim odds were in his favor and he got to meet you. "I don't think she will."

The weight of his words didn't go unnoticed by Mobius, who turned to Loki with a rather bewildered expression. "You really do like her… Don't you?"

Loki lowered his head, lips parting in a futile attempt to try and word his feelings. All he managed was a defeated sigh as he brought a hand up to rub one of his eyes. That was answer enough.

─── ·❆· ───

It's been a week. Or at least what would be the equivalent of a week in the TVA. You didn't know if you were the one avoiding Loki or if he was the one avoiding you. But you haven't seen each other ever since you said those hurtful words to him.

Your spoon clicked against the ceramic of your mug, stirring a coffee that had probably already gone cold. You stared off into space, watching from a secluded corner table as a few of your colleagues walked by with their own coffees, yet not actually seeing it. Your mind was elsewhere, drifting between what-ifs.

It's been like this, for this past week. Your mind mostly numb, stuck on auto-pilot. You couldn't stop thinking about him, couldn't stop missing him; his presence had become such a constant in your life these past couple of months that now that you didn't have it, a part of you felt hollow and empty. There was always a vacant chair beside you that left you feeling perpetually cold and alone.

The last few nights had been more sleepless than not, guilt ate away at your insides and kept you from diving into deep slumber. You wondered if the few grimaced smiles you received from your colleagues today were because you'd forgotten to hide the faint dark circles under your eyes.

"Good morning sunshine," Mobius slid into the chair next to you, placing his steaming mug on the table along with a single donut on a small plate. He took a momentary glance at you and his smile dropped a tad, "or maybe not so good."

You tried giving your friend a decent smile but you could tell by the look on his face that it didn't reach your eyes.

"I'll probably regret asking," Mobius pulled his chair closer, taking a sip of his coffee before continuing, "but what's wrong?"

You've never liked it when people asked you that question, it made you wish that your problems really were simple enough to be put into words. You avoided his eyes, something akin to shame and timidness twisting your stomach. "I'm- I'm not sure," a frown came to your brows, as if you were finally seeing past the fog. You shook your head softly, "I think I messed up."

"So I keep hearing," Mobius sighed. It wasn't condescending, no; it just looked like he was in on a secret you didn't know.

"I'm just… I'm so scared, Mobius." There was a sway to your voice that wasn't there before, with your heart on your mouth beating as raw as the wound you'd carried for so long. "I'm-" You hesitated, words heavy as you closed your eyes briefly. "I'm scared, and I'm still so confused."

You could feel the familiar sting of tears building behind your eyes. "I've wanted him back for so long, and seeing him again like this, it just-" Your lips hovered, trembling. You felt a warm touch landing on one of your hands, reassuring. You squeezed Mobius' fingers in gratitude. "… Now I have memories with him that only I've lived, and part of me still doesn't know what to think, what to do. And if I ever were to lose him again, I- I don't think I could…"

With a gentle nod, Mobius took hold of both your hands, he spoke slowly, "I understand… Well, maybe I don't," he chuckled, and when a small and genuine smile crept onto your lips, a proud glint came to his eyes. "But don't you think that, sometimes, we complicate things too much?" He asked, voice tender and drowning out the increasing hustle and bustle of TVA's cafeteria.

"You got him back." Mobius gave your hands a gentle shake to accentuate his words, voice low yet dripping with hope and excitement; "Yeah, maybe he comes from a little before you two met, but it's still the same Loki." He tilted his head with a tight smile, urging you to take his words to heart. "The one thing you wanted ever since you got here, don't you see how lucky you are? Maybe you should just let yourself be happy about that for a change."

For long seconds that felt like hours, you stayed silent, only feeling the bruising beating of your heart against your ribs. The air left your lungs and you had trouble pulling it back in.

He was right, wasn't he?

Maybe you could allow yourself to be happy after all this time. Maybe you could finally go to where your heart had been trying to lead you to. Maybe you really did get a second chance.

Yet, like freefalling into a frozen lake, the last words you'd said to him came rushing back. "I hurt him, Mobius." You winced at the memory, at the desolate look that had painted Loki's eyes as soon as you uttered the words.

'But you're not him.'

Oh, you couldn't have been more wrong then. Because when he looks at you with that same shine to his gentle eyes that had captivated you since the first time you'd met him on the grounds of New Asgard, when his voice takes on that special tone that's kept for you only, when he touches you with the same delicacy you'd always known, when he has the same bashful smile, laughs at the same jokes, drinks the same tea. How could he not be your Loki?

"It was the last thing I wanted, and it happened, and now I- I don't know if there's a way back from-"

"Listen to me," Mobius cut you off before you could go downhill into a pity party, "he's miserable, okay?" He spoke matter-of-factly, to which you only raised your eyebrows. "I'm serious, you should've seen him this morning, looked like a kicked puppy. Trust me when I tell you you're hurting him more by staying away." He added with a smirk; "and you two are killing me with all this 'will they, won't they'."

A small laugh escaped you as you raised a hand to dry your eyes and squeezed Mobius' ones with the other in a gesture that you hoped conveyed the immense gratitude you felt for him.

You missed Loki. You missed him so much it felt like a part of your soul had been torn out.

"Do you have any idea of where he is right now?"

─── ·❆· ───

You stepped into the smoked glass doorway as if you were walking a tightrope that might snap at any second. You held your breath as you went through, eyes closed, and hands clammy.

A familiarity lay heavy in the cold and fresh air, it has brought you peace many times before. The frozen grass crunched beneath your feet and the rustling of leaves did little to drown out the loud beating of your heart. You didn't need to open your eyes to know where you were, but you did anyway.

The clearing was the same as it's always been, with a few trees on both of the far sides, a clean and starry night sky that adorned the beginnings of the spectacle that was the northern lights, and finally, the lonely wooden bench in the middle.

Loki sat on the far right side of the bench you once shared. The night was cold and he only wore a simple dress shirt, for a second you wondered if he was not cold, before remembering his origins.

The moment feelt intimate, precious. You wondered if he knew you were there and chose to stay silent, or if he was too lost in his own what-ifs. You wondered if he's missed you as much as you missed him.

Your feet were glued to the ground, you noticed. Hands closed tightly into fists and mouth dry. A part of you remained so afraid still, as if, now that you're here, it might be too late.

From afar, you admired how Loki's hair flowed effortlessly with the breeze, coming loose from behind his ears and making you wish to run your fingers through it. He had his left hand lying beside him, fingertips touching the wood of the bench; as if reaching for something, someone, who's not there.

You caught it then, how, with the corner of his eye, he finally noticed your presence. You caught it by how his shoulders immediately tensed up and he looked straight ahead as if bracing for something.

No turning back now. You took the first step towards him.

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[loservillepopulationone]

Kaito Kid in the metaverse!?!?

ngl this was half an excuse for a persona 5 crossover and half an excuse to draw Kid in something else

They team up because Phantom thieves of Heart and Kid's bad guys are part of the same org duh!

How many teenage Phantom Thieves are there in Japan?!? Or teenage detectives for that matter... between Persona and DCMK I feel like the ratio is so absurd ajnfsdlvnfsb

I like to imagine everywhere else is relatively normal but everyone in Japan just loses it

Kaito, after dealing with Magic Immortality Gem, Real Magic Witch and Deaged Detectives: yeah sure giant mesh of human subconsciousness might as well

This is perfectly within all of their lucks :sob:

Morgana: talking about metaverse mechanics Kaito, who was already starting to have an identity crisis before this: ?!???

"Your main defense is being no 1 Kid fan???" "Fuck I should do that" "Ryuji no"

Kaito, magically appearing roses out of thin air: you know when I say I'm going to steal someones heart I usually mean metaphorically

Design ramblings:

Mostly I just wanted Kaito to look more immature than Toichi's/Kid's suit so instead of impersonating him its more Kaito-

he looks so Kid is because his biggest sense of self isn't being Kuroba Kaito or Kid or whatever he is "Dad's son" at his core- everything else is second so that's what he looks like! Not Kid himself but his own thing with some clear design inspirations!

Imagine this design of Kaito's standing beside og Kid... Father and son.....

There's also a certain jewel motivating him and his revenge... and they ARE going after the crows in this arc... at least I think so I forgot if Kaito or Conan call them crows or guys in Black in my mind and my canon they are interconnected enough that I cannot for the life of me remember but Im p sure Conan's the one who calls them guys in black

I think he'd have like a theatre mask because of all his disguises and theatrics lmao

I haven't decided his personas design yet I just !?!?!?! the persona designs are so cool in game it has to have something jewel related right???

[sopfiista]

Academic Rivals

SUMMARY: You hated him. He was a dick- constantly showing off his perfect grades. All you knew him ass was the cocky son of a bitch in your psychology class- until it all changes and he shows you what he really wants.

WARNINGS: Smut, explicit smut, sexual themes (piv, fingering), vulgar language, dirty talk, pet names (darling, baby, sweetheart, whore)

NOTES: Finally proofread- so there shouldn't be any mistakes. If there are- oopsies!!

PART 2

Your blood boiled- your skin crawled. Everything in your mind and body reacted badly to Geto Suguru- that smug asshole in your psychology class- the one class you genuinely enjoyed. Sure, the teacher was really fucking strict, but the class was enjoyable and it was pretty simple.

Yet, Geto seemed to make it the shittiest place on earth.

Currently, you sat in the back of class as usual, Geto a few rows ahead, and the teacher went on about the current essay about to be passed out.

One thing you liked about your psychology teacher was that they printed out the essays then tallied what was wrong and right in red ink, then would hand them out. The suspense was what you lived for after submitting those over the top essays he would force you to write.

This time though- you were confident. You had made this essay perfect- no side tracking, no spelling errors, no grammar mistakes. All citations were put, the sites she used put at the bottom (most ending with ‘.org’), and it was neat, tidy, and overall the perfect essay. You had put your heart, soul, and stressed tears into that essay and if you didn’t get a perfect score, you were going to scream.

The thick pile of papers in the professor's hands had gone down slowly, each student being called up to collect their graded assignment- a few with disappointed looks, but a few with satisfied grins- one of them being Geto Suguru. The teacher had even patted his shoulder and told him he did good.

That shit eating grin was going to fall the second you got your perfect marks for this essay.

As the pile slowly went down, your mind seemed to race. Did you not submit it? You swear you did. You distinctly remember standing up and hugging your roommate- sobbing into their shoulder.

You silently thanked Shoko- then silently prayed to God that your paper was at least the last on the pile.

Name by name, essay by essay, the stack lessened and lessened. Your heart sunk closer and closer to your ass.

Every now and then, you’d see Geto look back at you with a sharp, excited grin. You glare at him and he’d turn, grinning like a kid at a candy store.

The last essay was held in his hands. Finally.

You sat up in your seat, ready to hear your name.

“Yakazaki Kei- come get your paper please,” the teacher said. A kid stood up and walked to the front, taking his paper with a deflated sigh before sitting back down in his spot in the front.

No.

No.

This can't be right.. Where was your essay?!

“Mr. Matsuzaki..” You said, raising your hand. The old teacher turned and nodded. “Where’s my essay?”

The class went silent for what felt like forever before he spoke.

“It’s at the front. I wish to talk to you after class,” he said, turning and sitting down before projecting the slide show onto the smartboard.

He stood up and started his lecture, but his voice was drowned out by your thoughts.

After class… he wanted to speak after class…

Was the world getting longer? Why did you feel so dizzy..

You blinked and looked back at the board. You could feel Geto’s smugness suffocate the room. It was so hot in here- when did the heat get turned up?

The class rolled by slowly, your mind questioning everything.

Soon, it finally ended and you quickly stood, bag over your shoulder, and walked to his desk. You had seen Geto’s smug look as he held up his perfect essay- you wanted to punch him so bad, but you didn’t.

You kept your head high and walked to the front, standing in front of his desk as students filed out, some looking at you in pity.

Soon the room was empty and it was just you, Mr. Matsuzaki, and the clicking sound of his keyboard.

The silence was long and scary.

He finally stopped typing and pulled something out from his filing cabinet, setting it onto the table, the words facing you.

You took it in your shaky hands, reading over the work. This was your essay…

And it had extra credit points.

You nearly cried seeing that- it was too good to be true.

“Your work was stunning,” he started, seeing your relieved face, “you’ve improved this year, and I’m genuinely impressed with you. No sidetracking, no spelling mistakes, no grammar errors.. And it’s all perfectly written. It’s some of the best work I’ve seen from you- and anybody.”

You nodded. “Thank you-” you choked out, “You have no idea how much this means to me. I’ve never worked so hard on a paper-”

He hummed. “Good. Let’s keep it that way, and you’ll expect great things coming from this class. I’ll see you next class- you’re dismissed.”

You bowed and left the classroom, the door shutting with a soft click.

You leaned against the door and sighed, biting your lip as you smiled down at the paper. A 102% on your paper, a more than perfect score.

You walk down the hallway and soon see Geto- obviously waiting for you. You grin. A chance to show off to him is like a once in a lifetime.

He took notice of you and raised an eyebrow.

“You seem happy,” he said blandly, tucking his phone into his pocket. “Let’s see the score,”

You held it out for him and he scoffed.

“A 102 percent? That old piece of shit never gives off marks like that,” he scoffed, “you give him head or something?”

You gave him a disgusted look.

“What the fuck?” you say in utter shock, “Unlike you, I’m not a whore. I don’t give head to teachers who are four times my age.”

He rolled his eyes. “No need to defend yourself- I understand. You’ll do anything to be the perfect student, won't you hun?”

You scoff. “Like I said, I dont give brain to random dudes. I’m not a whore like you.”

He smirked. “Whatever makes you sleep at night.”

You groaned and stormed off, tired of his stupid bullshit.

You sat in your spot like normal, phone in your hand as you blasted music into your airpods. You hum contently, entirely ignoring Geto as he walks into the class.

Soon, the class starts and you look over- someone not too far from you taking a spot only a few chairs down.

You shoot them a friendly smile, but get nothing in return. Rude.

You try to get a better look, but that stupid hoodie is in the way of their face…

You sigh and turn back to the lecture, resting your chin onto your palm, stealing glances at them every now and then.

Every class now, you try to gain his attention. You smile at him, ask questions about the lecture, and sometimes engage in conversation. The boy, who you learned was named Yakazaki, was a pretty chill guy. He wanted to work in marketing, so he started doing psychology for marketing, which was interesting.

The two of you chatted on your way out of class, your tests in your hand.

“I got a fucking 80 percent!” Yakazaki groaned angrily. You laughed, shaking your head.

“It’s a good score, what are you talking about?” You said, grinning at him.

“Shut up. You got 98 percent.” He scoffed teasingly. You smiled and shrugged.

“Guess I did,” you teased back. Yakazaki huffed, then changed the subject.

Someone called your name, making you turn. Your face fell into an annoyed expression to see Geto looking at you with a smug grin.

“Whatcha get?” He asked, looking at your test.

“98 percent,” you said blandly. He scoffed out a laugh.

“Awee, that’s a shame,” he said, dangling his perfect 100 percent paper in front of your face. You looked at it, then back at him, then at Yakazaki, who was waiting for you.

“Okay… cool,” you said, turning and walking back to Yakazaki.

“What was that about?” He asked. You shrugged.

“We used to compare tests- I feel like it’s kind of stupid now,” you said, tucking your paper into your bag. He hummed and nodded.

Geto stood there, dumbfounded and hurt, looking at you two walk off. Jealousy and anger ranged in his veins. He wanted to grab you by the ponytail and yell at you- who the fuck was the dude anyways?!

At some point, the two of you broke apart on your separate ways- letting Geto finally talk to you. He called your name loud enough for you to hear- but you ignored him. He could feel you roll your eyes.

She caught up to you, calling your name again and grabbing your arm.

You turned your head and glared at him.

“Can you leave alone today?!” You snapped angrily, pulling your arm from his grasp. Geto scoffed.

“Who the fuck is that?!” He snapped back. You rolled your eyes at him.

“That’s none of your business-”

“So you just go around and sell your body to men now, huh? First the old shit that teaches us- now him? And you’re calling me the whore.” He scoffed. He didn’t know why he said that, maybe because he was jealous and angry, but he couldn't care less.

“I’m fucking tired of you-” you huff, “I don’t know what the hell is up with you- what we did was just a little inside joke- I can move on if I want-”

“To become a slut?” he scoffed. You glowered at him.

“He’s my friend-”

“Oh, don’t start that bullshit with me.”

“Shut the fuck up Geto! I don’t want to fucking talk to you anymore- leave me alone!” You yell, storming off. Geto watched you leave, clenching his jaw. You really knew how to get under his skin, didn’t you?

For this next week, you entirely ignored Geto. Every teasing call of your name, every look shot at you, every time he tried to talk to you- you just ignored him and denied him any attention he so desperately wanted.

You focused most of your time and attention to Yakazaki, chatting and growing your friendship with him over these past few weeks. He was a really sweet person and treated you better then Geto could and would ever.

Speaking of Geto, he had finally given up after the second week of this sudden change of attitude you had been giving him. Actually, you hadn’t really thought of him recently. Was he still passing this class like before? Probably.

You now sat in your dorm, on call with Yakazaki as you two chatted about something random.

Shoko walked in, texting someone. She shut the door with her foot and looked up at you. You smiled and ended the call.

“Hey baby,” you grinned at her and slid off the bed, “you get any response ‘bout the party?”

She nodded. “Yup. You sure you wanna go? That’s Suguru’s frat. It’s kinda risky.”

You laughed. “I don’t care. I don’t have any work for once, and I’m bored.” Shoko nodded, a smug grin on her lips.

“Good. ‘Kay then, get ready,” she said. You hummed and did as she said, pulling out some skirt you had laying around and pulled on a rhinestone studded top. You looked at the mirror and hummed, fixing your hair and sighing.

You turned to Shoko, who was wearing a pair of low rise jeans and a baby tee- how Shoko.

“Awe! You look too cute!” You coo, smiling at her. She grins and gives you a once over.

“Mhm. You look good too. You ready to leave? Utahime is waiting,” Shoko said, looking at her phone. You gasp.

“Duhh! If ‘Hime is coming, I’m good,” You grin and practically skip out, Shoko hot on your heels, chuckling.

The three of you meet and walk to the Frat, which isn’t too far. Shoko had lit a cigarette the second they had all left the campus.

“I’m so excited!” Utahime cheered, fixing her skirt, “and we’re matching- kinda. But like, we’re both wearing skirts! But your is pleated,”

You hum, swinging your intertwined hands as you walk. “Honestly, I just found something and put it on.” you snort. Utahime laughed.

“M’kay,” she rolled her eyes, “Ooh! I see the frat house!” She cheered, pointing to the house.

You look and see it yourself- people on the lawn, some entering the house. Wow, it was full.

You enter and instantly, Utahime runs off after seeing some of her friends. You scoff, now holding Shoko’s hand.

“Wow,” Shoko said, “I knew she was gonna run off sometime- but that was quick.”

You both laugh and walk through the crowd to find the drinks. You soon find a cooler outside and you both pop a can of beer, chatting away as you drink, the buzz of alcohol merely as a background feeling.

Soon, Shoko runs off, seeing one of her smoking buddies calling her over about weed. You sigh and walk back inside, finding a corner to just scroll through your phone.

But, in the large crowd of people, Geto finds you. He knew you were there but wasn’t really looking for you exclusively. But, the second he saw you- he needed to say something about your recent attitude.

He called for you in the crowd- and of course you did hear him, your attention not even straying from your phone.

He now stood in front of you, poking your forehead.

“Hey, we needa talk.” He said, feeling his anger already boiling in his blood. How could your face alone piss him off?

“Leave me alone,” you said, grumbling at him and focusing on your phone again. He scoffed.

“Stop being a fucking bitch. We need to talk.” He said again. “.. upstairs.”

You looked up at him and gave him a look. “I’m not fucking you, Geto. I’m not a fucking slut.”

He scoffed, grabbing your arm and yanking you forward. You stumble into his arm and glare up at him.

“What are you-” And you’re tugged up the stairs, his teeth gritting together as you tried to fight him, yelling and even throwing your drink at him, trying to stop him.

“Stop fucking fighting.” He said, opening the door to his room and shoving you inside. You glowered at him.

“You can't just do that, Geto-” You’re breath leaves your lungs the second his lips press against yours, his hand on your jaw.

At first, it’s more to shut you up, then it becomes more passionate, his lips molding against yours so perfectly- so perfectly you can deny him access when his tongue grazes over your bottom lip.

You groan into the kiss, tilting your head, arms wrapping around his neck, his arms finding your ass and squeezing it. You sigh against his lips, your tongues dancing before you separate, a string of saliva connecting onto both your mouths.

Next thing you know, you’re on his bed, his arms on your waist as he kisses and bites your neck and shoulders.

“Look at you..” he cooed, sitting up and looking over the bruises he left, “who knew you were like this, huh? So needy.. And I’ve barely even touched you.”

You grunted at his teasing. “You’re a fucking dick.”

He chuckled, his hands teasing the hem of your shirt. He ignored the rude comment and discarded the piece of clothing. You sat up a bit and unclipped your bra, tossing it off the bed somewhere. Geto laughed, his rough hands cupping your breasts, his calloused thumbs feeling your nipples, giving them both a teasing pinch.

You bit your lip and tightened your eyebrows. 'This was all so pathetic- if I had a clearer mind, this wouldn’t be happening.'

You keep telling yourself, even though you had only half a can of beer.

Geto merely watched with that cat-like gaze, his lips slotted between his teeth, a prominent grin on his lips.

“So pretty, baby,” he said, his voice an octave lower, “all for me, hmm?”

You sighed, laying your head back, looking fully up at him. His head lowered, his tongue giving your hardened nipple a teasing lick, making you jolt and gasp. He chuckled, wrapping his lips around the soft bud and pulling away with a pop.

He pinched your skirt and held it up, smirking at the stupid fabric.

“You’re wearing this the entire time, m’kay?” He said, even if his question was really a question. It was more a statement, or a warning. You couldn't tell which.

His slow, deliberate hands soon became a bit needier, pulling down your panties, a prize-winning grin on his face as he looked over your cunt, wet and excited all from him.

He chuckled, swiping a finger over the slit, inspecting the arousal that had built up so quickly.

“I’ve never seen someone so wet for me, not like you,” he said, putting the finger in his mouth, tasting you before pulling it out teasingly, “have you been wanting this for that long?”

You groaned impatiently, hips bucking and a pleading look in your eye. One you knew not many men can disagree on.

“Mm.. what a look. What do you want, baby? I can’t help you without words,” he said cheekily, his warm hand covering over your cunt, a silent promise in his actions.

“Geto..” you grumbled, sitting up a bit. A sudden wave of shyness washed over you, making him grin almost sadistically.

“My name doesn’t give me any hints baby,” he cooed, his over hand cupping your cheek. “I need words. Tell me what you want, and I promise I’ll give it to you, m’kay?”

You gave him a pleading look, a grin spreading even more. “I..” you paused, falling silent. He tilted his head, almost telling you to continue. “I.. I can’t..”

He hummed sadly, his hand pulling away from your cunt. “What a shame.” He said.

Your eyes widened. “Geto- I -” you choke out, almost needily, “please-”

“Baby, ‘please’ doesn’t get us anywhere,” he pouted, “use your words, then I’ll do anything you  want, ‘kay? You just gotta tell me,”

You wanted to cry from his teasing. This was all too embarrassing, but the way you almost knew this hands would work wonders in your cunt- fuck your dignity, you needed this and you needed it now.

“Geto please, I need you to- to finger me..” The last part you basically whispered, darting your eyes away.

He chuckled, stepping closer. “See? That wasn’t so hard, sweetheart, you got it out, and now I’ll give it to you.”

He grinned, taking your face into his hand and forcing you to look up. “I want you to watch, m’kay? I don't wanna miss any expressions, just so I know I’m doing good, m’kay?”

This was a sick, twisted game of his and he knew what he was doing. He knew too well.

Soon, the feeling of one of his thick fingers slowly prod into your entrance made you groan, your head lolling back as your lips parted. You could hear his sinister chuckle.

“Head up baby, or I’ll have to stop,” he demanded, stopping halfway. You whined like a bitch and looked up, pouting at him. Geto’s smirk was almost too much- you were halfway between pure bliss and purely crying out, and screaming at him to stop ogling at her like a prize.

His finger moved at a slow, burning pace, watching you with easygoing eyes. He knew what you wanted, but he wasn’t going to speed up until you said something.

“You okay, hun? You look.. Unsatisfied..” he said, looking at you with a soft, loving gaze. You wanted to choke him and kill him. “If you want something, just tell me, m’kay?”

You glowered at him, making him chuckle. He knew you couldn’t speak- but this was too much. He was literally grazing that sweet spot with the pad of his thumb- he just needed to speed up a bit and curl his finger- and she’d cum.

“Please- oh my God-” even at this small pace, it felt good, but not enough, “faster.. Please..”

Geto chuckled. “Is that what you want?” he asked, “you’re so needy,” but he did as he was asked, his finger speeding up at the perfect pace, “anything else, baby?”

You groaned. It was perfect- holy shit. “Curl-” you moaned, gripping the sheets. He was going a bit too fast- but he just needs to- “your finger- curl it-”

He hummed, his middle finger curling forward, his sly eyes watching you fall apart so easily.. “Like this? Is it good?”

You moaned, arching your back into his hand, your head rolling back.

“Look at me, hun, I need to see how it feels for you,” he reminded you, tapping your knee. You looked up, panting as you flew on cloud nine. His finger pumped into you at a fast pace, the same, sly grin on his face.

“Is this perfect baby? Anything more?” He asked.

“I-” you jolted, gripping the sheets, “another one-”

He tilted his head in that stupid innocent way, a fake confused expression on his face. “Another one what? I don’t understand.”

“Finger.” you finished. How could he pretend to be so stupid and pump his finger in your cunt at the same time-

“AH-!” You yelled out, feeling the stretch of another finger entering your needy cunt, sucking right in. He chuckled.

“My my,” he said lowly, “I can feel that grip you got- sucking my fingers in so good,” he hummed, watching the way you squeezed his fingers. He chuckled at that, his teasing gaze burning into your pretty little pussy.

“Geto-” His head looked up, like a lost puppy before pouting.

“You’re all spread out in my bed, my fingers shoved into your pussy, and you’re still calling me ‘Geto’?” He scoffed, “stop being so formal. Call me Suguru darling. Let me hear it,”

The coil in your stomach began to tighten, your lips falling apart as your eyebrows knitted together, your moans becoming more drawn out frequently.

“S-ss.. Suguru-!” You moaned out shamelessly, your body twitching.

“Look at me darling,” he cooed, cupping your jaw in his free hand, “I wanna watch you cum, mm?”

That tone- fuck that stupid tone- but you’ve never finished so hard, your eyes fuzzing up, your cunt spasming, and your heartrate pickup up as the the most gutrenching, earth shattering orgasm ripped out of your body. Your mind went blank as you still felt those fingers slowly pull you through your orgasm, his soft voice cooing as he watched your fucked out face twitch and contrort.

“Look at you, all pretty from just my fingers,” he cooed, pulling his hand away from your spent cunt, holding them up to his gaze. His fingers were all glossed over from your cum. He licked up the mess happily before standing right infront of your cunt, leaning forward to ‘inspect’ it. “Mm.. she still droolin’ baby.. Gotta clean her up well,”

You, still too dazed to understand what he’s saying, just hum in agreement.

He grins, falling to his knees and scooping up your thighs, and licking a thick stripe of your cum onto his tongue. You shriek, jolting from overstimulation.

“Sugu-RU!” You scream, his mouth now fully over your cunt, sucking the cum right out of your hole. You cry as he licks and slurps your core dry, moaning like mad from just your taste.

You watched as his eyes rolled back, his hands gripping the fat of your thighs as he continued his meal.

“Ah-! I- Suguru! I- ‘s to much!” You whined, gripping the sheets tight. He hummed and pulled away, licking his glossed over lips and smile on his mouth.

“You taste so good baby,” he hummed, flattening out your skirt, “but I gotta have my way with her now, hmm?”

You nod, eyebrows twisting up.

Geto chuckles lowly, his hands quickly finding his way to his belt and struggling to pull it open. Where did the patient, oh so innocent Suguru go? She chuckled at the thought.

He quickly yanked out his belt, pulling his shirt over his head and yanking down his pants and boxers needily.

“Look at you,” you slurred, still a bit dumb in the brain, “all needy ‘n shit,”

Suguru rolled his eyes. “Thought I fingered that mouth outta ya,” he said, stroking his thick cock a few times, a bead of precum dripping out of the tip, “do I gotta fuck it outta you too?”

You nodded scooting up the bed a bit. He chuckled and pulled himself onto the soft mattress, pulling you towards him. He eyed the skirt, a grin on his face.

His hand still on his cock, he guided it to your hole, drenching the tip in what remained of your orgasm, his eyes lidded and excited. His hands pushed your legs by your thighs onto your chest, his tip prodding your entrance.

“You good?” he asked. You nodded, rubbing your lips together. He hummed and pushed in, his jaw instantly going slack as his tip got sucked in so easily, a groan erupting from his chest.

“F..ffuck..” he breathed out, “she’s so tight-” he pushed in more, watching as your eyes rolled back, your mouth wide open from the stretch. He chuckled.

“Thought I stretched her out enough,” he said with a grin. You glared at him lazily.

He bottomed out, watching and waiting for you to give him the signal.

“F..” you sighed, getting used to the stretch. “Mm.. okay..”

Please. Please have that be the yes. Suguru silently begged. His mind was going crazy and his self control was on its final limb.

“Suguru- please-” You choked out, nodding quickly. Fuck, that’s all he needed-

He slowly dragged his cock from her tight hole, watching how it practically begged him to push back in- and he listened. He listened well.

His hips snapped back in, watching your face as you gasped. He hummed in satisfaction, repeated the slow pull out and the quick snap of his hips inward- watching your mind go blank already.

“Baby we’ve just started and you’re already so drunk.. You like this cock, huh?” he asked, guiding her legs to go around his waist. You nodded wordlessly, your hand coming up to his cheek, slowly pulling his bun free, watching his inky hair fall over his face- his dark eyes watching you.

This felt so intimate- too intimate. His cock buried so deep into your cunt, watching you as your hands threaded through his hair.

The moment was stopped short when he spoke in that soft tone.

“You’re killin’ me baby,” he muttered, “if I move- dunno if I can stop..”

You hummed. “Then don't,”

A long groan fell from his open lips, his eyebrows twisting upward. He pulled you close, his face burrowing into your neck before moving- and when he did- you were brought to cloud nine in seconds.

His hips pulled in and out like an animal, only fixing himself upward to hit into you deeper- into that spongy spot he had fingered so easily. You moaned loudly, hands threading through his long black hair, begging.. Begging.

“Suguru-! Yes- yes, oh my God-” you cried out, tears rolling down your cheeks from the mind numbing sensation.

He muttered curses into her neck, holding her tightly to him, chanting your name like a blessing.

He pulled back, arms resting by your head as he looked at you, his eyes hazy and mind foggy, panting as he looked at you so deeply.

Your hands pulled away from his hair, watching it fall down his shoulders.

You gasped softly, your back arching from the bed as you groaned, feeling your orgasm climb too quickly.

“Open your mouth.” He demanded. You did as you were told, opening your mouth. His spit, directly into your mouth, and shut your jaw closed. “Swallow.”

“Sugu-” The nickname spilled from you so smoothly, eyes fluttering as you moaned, each thrust jolting you upward as your orgasm neared- his was slowly approaching too.

“Ff..fuck you..” he groaned, hand on your neck as he harshly thrusted into your drooling cunt. He watched as the last thought left your mind, the only thing remaining being ‘please’ and ‘yes’. He chuckled, his own mind a bit foggy from how tight your cunt was squeezing his dick- he didn’t think he was gonna last.

“Where d’ ya want it baby?” He asked, silent begging you’d say in.

“Huh?” You responded, blinking dumbly. Shit, he fucked you stupid.

“Where do you want me t’ cum?” He repeated.

“Oh my God- In- baby, in!” She cried, back lifting from the bed as she came. 

“Sugu-RU! FffuCK!” You cried out, body thrashing as he pushed you through the orgasm, moaning out from the grip your cunt had on his cock, his hips never slowing down from the brutal pace he set.

You sobbed, tears rolling down your eyes as the overstimulation became too much, your hand grasping onto his wrist.

“Please- I cant-” you choked, begging him to stop. His hips seemed to snap harder into you, the once neat, precise thrusts become more sloppy, his form messy as he moaned and panted, so so close to sweet release.

“‘M so close baby, so close,” he promised, pulling close and kissing you, a groan ripping through his mouth, slamming into your sensitive cunt one last time, his white hot orgasm searing through his body as he pumped his cum your spent hole thoroughly.

You moaned into the kiss, the feeling of being full in that sense being so foreign to you. Thank God for birth control pills.

Suguru pulled back, pulling his limp cock from her cunt and looking at your cunt spit out his cum. He hummed contently, kissing your knee softly before standing up and walking into the bathroom.

You sighed, laying back and resting your legs. You had cum before- but not like that.

Suguru came back, a towel in his hand. He softly cleaned you up, cooing on how good you did and how pretty you looked, kissing your tears before letting you sleep.

And you passed out fast.

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Delilah's True Dance (a novel excerpt)

It was a little on towards three AM when the ferry finally arrived. The iconic white-and-dark-green ferries Seattle was known and beloved for.

Seeing the old beast emerge from the murky gloom of the pre-dawn was like witnessing the lethargic arrival of a very old friend. I found myself smiling at the beasty.

Flashes of infinite, tactile memory played at the sight. Dark, stormy nights sitting in the cafeteria with a cheap cup of chowder sobbing my eyes out with my best friend because of an ugly breakup.

Standing on the prow of the observation deck in the bitter cold wind watching the skyscrapers and Space Needle emerge from the gray, watery gloom of the endless squalls.

Business, back and forth across Puget Sound, trying to make a name in one of the orgs that ruled the Underground here.

The night before my exile, sitting with my ghosts and memories, all of nineteen and already ancient in my own way, knowing the dawn would bring a bullet or a backpack, and not knowing which choice was going to be made.

That was the lingering vision as the ferry sounded that deep, forlorn horn briefly as it docked.

The choice. I could’ve just run of my own volition. Simply turned tail and skittered away into the darkness. Tried to find myself a new life hiding from the suspended cleaving blade of my past.

But I didn’t. I faced the bullet, anyway.

So too it is again.