#soap spoilers

[jackbatchelor3]

Digital Spy spoilers for Peter's return.

[dannymillerfansite]

Emmerdale Spoilers Inside Soap Magazine 15-19 January with the previews in green for the following week.

Looks like the Aaron/Cain fight is incoming.

There's going to be a feature on Danny in the next issue.

[satansappendix]

The tism and anxiety makes life crazy sometimes

My sister can not understand why i cant take the kids anywhere when im babysitting them. why because my brain works like this:

The baby needs to nap by 11am so she is awake in time for their parents to be home. So we have to be home by 10 so i can get the other child situated and start putting baby down at 10:30 ish so she'll be asleep by 11. Before all of that to even leave the house. Saying they wake up at maybe 7am, i need to cook food and feed them food which takes like 45 minutes. and then get the read to go which optimistically takes another 30 minutes. and be ready myself which takes like ten minutes. so optimistically its already like 8:50am so we would only really be going out for like an hour which what is even the point of that. and also we will have to be back and do the whole sleep routine afterward.

Also on top of that i know that after taking them both out for even an hour i will be so tired from the experience my likelihood of having a meltdown skyrockets especially if i have work afterward at night

i mean hell even taking just the two year old out to the library today alone that was all i did before work almost made me have a meltdown. I was so tired afterward i felt like i couldnt do anything and then i had to get ready and go to work no fun. like its all the little things today that build up, like i couldnt find my comfy pants i wanted to wear when getting ready, i woke up later than i wanted so everything was pushed back, then i couldnt get the car seat into my car effectively so i needed extra help with that, then we were at the library and had to interact with other people. and then we came home and i only had an hour before work so i felt like i couldnt relax (untrue but it felt that way) then when i was getting ready for work i had to feed the cats and the older one was touching my backpack and the baby was crying and being too much and the cats were on top of me because they were hungry and i accidentally stepped on Lageos's foot and he mad a bad noise because it hurt and at that point i screamed because i couldnt handle it. I screamed and threw the can of cat food on the counter and covered my ears because it had all become too much. thankfully the baby stopped crying and it just got quieter so i could have a breath. i didnt have a full meltdown but i was so close

all of that happened from a two hour excursion with one of the kids, two would be even worse.

[xynnoix]

//mw3 spoilers

He’s fine, what do you mean? He’s just in recovery

(And I’m still in denial)

[amikoroyaiart]

Some 22 and 09 angst doodles

[rhymewithrachel]

Rip guys

[wombywoo]

just checking...

[deadunderorbit]

nod nod nod

[zarstarss]

he'll be back on the team in no time trust me

(also was NOT expecting all the love on the last piece i posted, too shy to interact with anybody even tho it’s all people being so nice?? anyway sorry for yapping BUT WOAH HEY HELLO)

[fumifooms]

Thistle struggling to reconcile Mithrun saying Delgal’s dead with the illusion he’s been living, cracks forming on memories of a time Delgal refused soup from him.

Thistle in "Delgal’s" arms, refusing soup because he no longer feels needs.

Eating is the privilege of the living

We were supposed to have dinner together

[gofishygo]

no but what if reader sacrifices themself for soap in the tunnel... (implied ghoap, ghoap x reader; mcd, reader has very low self esteem, reader probably has depression, mw3 spoilers)

you know how important he is to ghost. everybody does- it's hard to not notice that they are practically symbiotic- feeding off of each other's laughs, near inseparable. you never see one without the other.

and compared to him, you are nothing more than a burden to the team, you figure. you do not carry soap's explosive force, the intensity in his eyes, nor do you have half of ghost's expertise in sniping, do not carry any of his mystique. you dont- you dont deserve a second glance, much less any of their kindness. your fascination, you like to call it, towards johnny and ghost, it should be hidden under your tongue, clandestine and invisible.

nobody gets a say in how quickly you are to establish yourself as the wallflower of the 1-4-1. and by the time of mw3, nobody gets to intercept how you manage to run solo in a team, no matter how much they try to reach out. they have each other. why would they ever need you?

so in that clammy, chilling tunnel, your reactions to such an ambush are second nature- you shut down the moment johnny's shoulder is shot. tackling the enemy- the movement is so instantaneous and blurry that you do not realise that said enemy is makarov himself-onto the asphalt and plunging your knife in and out of him until the muzzle of a gun presses against your head and it's bullet lodges into the back of your brain. you die instantly, silently, not hearing how johnny screams your name instead of your callsign, how simon, for the first time, seems uncoordinated, desperate like a dog as he fumbles to revive you. you had never thought that they cared, never believed they would look at you with reprocipricated admiration. and moments before you die, you realise that you will never know how much of a presence you were in their lives, and you close your eyes knowing that they will be okay together. but you arent around long enough to see how they crumble, and you die with the belief that in this world, you are none other than a replacement. you never seem to stay around long enough to see how simon, johnny, love you.

and you never will.

[jackbatchelor3]

Ballum-related spoilers from Digital Spy

👬🏳️‍🌈

TW: Bulimia and rape

[stinglesswasp]

Content warning: MWIII spoilers, MCD, angst, grief/mourning

Sunset 🌥️

I wish Ghost took off his mask in *that* scene. My man, you're scattering the ashes of your best friend, please… good thing I can draw it myself, I guess 🥲

(Important disclaimer: I don't think he'd actually throw away their masks, I just wanted to make this comic extra sad)

I do respect what the devs and actors managed to pull off despite misguided executive decisions. It's disappointing that they didn't get to tell the story they originally wanted to, but I'm sure they did their best. 🫡

Anyway, now that this is out of my system, I'll just pretend MWZ Soap will hop through a portal and rejoin the MW crew in a retconned future. Anything goes in the multiverse, after all ;)

Okay, back to my (ir)regularly scheduled GhostSoap posting 🧡

[satansappendix]

Thinking about how dangerous it is to be trans, even online Even on an app where you feel safe because no one could find you there Because of algorithms and how much of you data is sold and shit people can honestly find you so easily 

Like I had a tiktok I used to use because some of the content was funny I have since abandoned it, But my sister who does still use tiktok got my account recommended to her because i was in he phone’s contacts like wtf And its not just tiktok basically all major social media is like that and its fucked up Thankfully my transness is not something that my sister will take issue with (she may say im confused or whatever but she like won’t out me to people) Its just so fucked 

[tamago-art]

[MW3 SPOILERS]

This is the canon btw I don’t know what game you played but this was the ending I saw.

[wispscribbles]

mw4 leak 😌