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enthusiastofeverything · 2 years ago

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I haven’t truly posted on this tumblr in years and at this point I think everyone who used to know about this account has unfollowed it or deactivated theirs. So I can speak freely.

Tonight is another night at a bachelor party in Las Vegas. It is exactly what the quintessential bachelor party consists of. Drugs, drinking, gambling, and strippers. The other guys (of whom I only really know my brother, brother in law, and my brother’s oldest friend) are all sharing stories of their past debaucheries.

Right now I’m obviously not with them. They’re at the strip club. I, like last night, slipped out as quietly as possible. Because strip clubs make me feel awkward and uncomfortable.

I don’t know if it’s social anxiety or if I’m just a loser, but I don’t do well in unstructured environments with people. I can make friends extremely easily in class, in clubs, and at work. When there’s a primary objective everyone is participating in, I can contribute to that, and communicate what I’m doing there while also making friends. All of my friends have been made in classrooms or in school clubs. The two exceptions were on my dorm floor and were my roommates who were forced to spend time with me.

I don’t know what that says about me. But I know that when I’m in situations like these, such as parties or at bars, I get depressed. I can tell I don’t belong. That feeling- like I’m the only one in the room that can’t figure it out- forms a pit in my throat. It makes me want to escape. But I don’t want to be alone. I would like to be with someone else. Normally, I have someone I love who I can’t talk to. But it’s approaching 3 AM at home and she’s tired from watching our child, so I won’t wake her. (That’s why I’m posting this; to vent.)

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s been so long since I felt this way that I thought I’ve been fixed. I’m not, though.

I don’t know if it is fixable.

#also I tried to find a cookie. just a decent chocolate chip cookie. IMPOSSIBLE task apprently. I went to half a dozen restaurants and shops.#NADA. NOT A SINGLE COOKIE THAT WASN’T OBVIOUSLY TOTALLY DIRED OUT. VEGAS FOOD FUCKING SUCKS.#ALSO! also!!!! The Mirage CLOSED the tiger exhibit and dolphin habitat??!!! IS FUN ILLEGAL IN VEGAS NOW.#I wasn’t even gonna sulk in my room. I was gonna go to the bar by the hot tub but that’s fucking closed too.#I was hoping the cold would keep it low key #the only outdoor bar is a club on top of Caesar’s palace and going back to a club will make me want to jump off the roof.#so we’re back to posting on tumblr.

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angelfrogs · 2 years ago

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Been thinking about jjk again and dude it drives me so banana bonkers that gojo and geto almost exclusively have the same ideas but are always on different pages from each other BECAUSE of each other. Kinda fucked up ngl. Doing what they’re doing for the other even though it’s not what they want. Gojo learned empathy (most specifically for nonsorcerers but empathy in general) through geto and geto’s empathy for gojo and other sorcerers causes him to lose all empathy for nonsorcerers. They’re the same but also not. I know it’s been said a million times but damn.

#I also headcanon that they both wildly oscillate between being like ‘it’s over we’re never getting back together’ and #‘yeah we’re fighting rn but we’ll fix it sometime we’ll always end up together somehow’ and when one’s mentality switches so does the others #(neither of them know though because they don’t fucking talk but ANYWAY)#read my terrible words #jjk #satosugu #gojo satoru #geto suguru #i literally never talk or post about jjk because it’s def not one of my MAIN interests but boy I do like it #<- hasn’t seen a single ep of the anime but read 17 volumes of manga in two days #okay post over for real now bye everyone this has been another ep of tumblr user angelfrogs getting weird about anime boys thx

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torchickentacos · 8 months ago

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#^farmer’s market goat :)#vent post #I feel bad posting vent posts so I try to have good pictures/screenshots for them skskskd #disclaimer that I’m okay but also this is above tumblr’s pay grade. I just need to yell into the void about it #health stuff is taking a sudden downward turn and I’m stressed about it #I’m fine #but we’re considering getting genetic testing to check for vascular Ehlers Danlos #which is. concerning.#that’s the one you don’t want #‘half of people with this condition will live to at least 48’ reassuring. thanks.#like. I’m FINE right now but kind of having a little existential mortality crisis over having to consider it as a possibility #it might be nothing or something else. we’re just talking possibilities. but I don’t like that we’re seriously discussing vEDS #idk. hopefully in a few months I come back with an update and it’s nothing/something else #I’m not gonna just keel over but it’s not a fun time as you get older #again. I’m fine right now. it’s probably just my anxiety. but I need SOME sort of outlet #and on tumblr nobody’s pressured to respond. I don’t really want a vent discussion or anything #just need to get it out and move on with making appointments and pushing fluids #but everything is okay right now. I’ll make appointments. I’ll discuss medications and testing. I’ll make lifestyle changes where I can.#it’ll be fine

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owners-puppy · 3 months ago

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Is your owner ever coming back I loved your accounts together they were so hot🥹

He’s back now!! His new blog is @evil-0wner

Make sure to follow Him (and me) for pictures and updates, we’re in the process of setting up Onlyfans and ManyVids as well!

Feel free to submit anything you wanna see us do!

#owners-puppy #evil-owner #we’re so excited to be back to making content and posting on tumblr!

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steddieas-shegoes · 2 years ago

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in the nicest way possible, i’m begging you to use “read more”s for your longer, writing posts. i adore your writing and would love to reblog it (and also to continue to see it on my dash!) but tbh i’ve considered unfollowing and even blocking you simply because your posts are SO long and not put under a read more

Hi! Thank you!

I do usually put one when I’m posting from my computer, but I have no clue how to do so on the app which is how I post a lot of my stuff. If you know how to, please let me know! I just know they show up with a “view post” on my dash, which to me, feels like the same thing, though I do all of my scrolling on the app, too, and things are probably way different here in this particular hell.

I will certainly try to remember to do so in the future, and will try to go back through some of the longer ones to add one.

That being said, I totally get unfollowing or blocking to make your experience better. I’m sorry if that means not being here anymore, and I hope that doesn’t happen, but sometimes that’s just how it is.

#anon #genuinely if anyone knows how to do this on the app that would be helpful #I mean this is the first time anyone’s commented on it but I can see how it would be annoying to have to scroll through the #really long ones on a computer if they don’t do the view post thing #the app is hell but it does have that feature so every post that’s more than a few paragraphs basically gets an automatic read more #which is nice and what it should do all around #because that is the last thing I’m thinking about when I post #if I see a long post somewhere I am so quick to stop and read it because I know that shits gonna be good #but I know we’re all different #and when I was on tumblr back in the day I never posted anything except reblogs lmao #so I am clearly New At This™️

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easypeasylindyvesey · 7 months ago

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one goal. just one. fucking. goal.

#sorry i have been absent for a few minutes #tumblr was being a dick and not letting me post #so i logged out and logged back in and now we’re back #rangers lb #scp2024

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regret-breathing · 8 months ago

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ive started calling the femme ive been growing closer to over the last nine or ten months my sweetheart. im truly not beating the old man allegations on this one.

#regret posting #i get to see her in less than forty eight hours!!!#weve never met in person.#i thought id be more nervous. but after the last two months of turmoil ive not felt more sure footed than when i think of meeting her.#shes amazing. and even if we’re both so awkward we barely get a word in over two nights together #im certain meeting her wont be a mistake.#even if i make an ass of myself and shes bored within an hour.#even if i embarrass myself in front of her best friend so badly that she takes me back home early #even if everything goes to shit. sitting next to her and hearing her voice will be worth it.#i dont usually get got this badly 😅😅 im not used to it lol #wish me luck queers of tumblr.

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peachieprompts · 2 years ago

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Dialogue Prompt #267

“I have to be honest, I really like you two together.”