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i realize ive been posting a lot on here lately n telling myself ‘who cares’ after typing out posts has rly truly helped in that
#i’ll type out a whole post abt something n then go. wait who cares <3#delete <3#and then i just twt instead but that doesnt count bc its my diary with 10 followers#i think i just miss talking to ppl a lot which is why ive been posting sm 😭 i used to text my friends but i havent rly talked w them lately#so theres a bit of a void there#ANYWAY. trying to be less annoyning on here🫡
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Heeeeeeeey! L8sten!!!!!!!!
#wastelandic vindicator#wayward vagabond#should i tag vriska?#bright colors#navi quote cause she keeps on bothering him#also blue fairy#i think he'd be constantly at least a littlr bit dissociated in the void#so vriska can just kinda lurk in his head all she wants#theres a version of this where she'd mind controlling him#but i havent caught up on canon as of late so i decided not to do it#incase that goes against vriskas motivationd#scopophobia cw#art
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came back just to post these. okay bye
#gbf#belifaa#did you get triple zero (summon)? the sanfaa scissoring summon? SSS? i sierotixed it. It was awesome. Everythung in gbf is going right for#e except for the fact that i had to sieroticket it but its alright. just the notion of so much lucilius is just enough to put me back on my#feet again it’s almsot unreal how much lucilius-centric stuff theyve pushed out the past few months. his GBVSR debut. his summon.#Omg when I saw the gbfes fashion show i was a few seconds behind zen and she told me “You wont believe this” and I was like “WHAT? BELIEVE#WHAT? WHAT? WHAYT DO YOU MEAN” and the official lucilius cosplayer walked out in his robes it felt unreal unreal like it was seeing my onl#dreams come true after years and years of being like Theres no way they’d do that. There’s no way they’d make a cosplay for lucilius in his#robes because hes in his void outfit forever. BUT THEY DID…..AND THERE WAS BLOOD UNDER HIS SKIN….AND HIS LIPS WERE GLOSSED…AND HE HAD A LIT#LE BIT OF TAREME AND TSURIME (TARIME) ACTION ON HIS EYES AND EVERYTIME HE WALKED HIS ROBES KIND OF FLUTTERED AS HE SHUFFLED ALONG I HAD TO#SIT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR lay down on the bathroom floor and I almpst puked from how nauseous it made me i was OVERJOYED BEYOND MY PHYSICAL#LIMITATIONS OF HAPPINESS . I WAS SO HAPPY. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN UTTERLY MISERABLE FOR ME AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS DEPRESSED SINCE HIGH SCHOOL#BUT SEEING LUCILIUS like this genuinely blew me off my socks . I don’t know if i should be 100% thankful because I’ve been trying to figure#out how to balance my emotional state with the media i consume but#I think i really needed it. thank you lucilius for ending my 2023
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Even with TBOB and thisisnotawebsite.com there's... Still so much we don't know about Bill. Like ok yeah he's given a tragic background, we know a bit more about his henchmaniacs, but we really don't know a lot. Like, what happened directly after he accidentally destroyed his dimension? It isn't said. Sure time baby KNOWS about Bill's destruction of his dimension, but it seems like he didn't show up after Bill's dimension was destroyed to apprehend him because he only knows about Bill after Bill tries to make a deal with him, causing Bill's wanted poster. And how did Bill become basically the overlord of the nightmare realm, and gather all his henchmaniacs? Like there's a good period where we just don't know. And it's implied he's shocked and horrified (likely even dissociates, since he does that) after he destroys his dimension. But his characterization doesn't seem by that point to be one that immediately goes into a self-destructive, violent god-becoming maniacal spiral of self hatred; it's more one to be overwhelmed with grief and spend a good long time in the midst of his grief, then necessarily he's about to DO anything. And generally speaking trope wise, there's steps missing; typically in this sort of scenario, the usual progression is this:
characterized as monster due to being different in some way
tries to prove their not
ends up hurting someone anyways
gets further villainized, and antagonized by others
Acceptance of being a monster, and goes okay? You wanted a monster? I'll be a monster.
Now this fits Bill's early life, up to number 4, but we don't know what happens immediately after. It's possible he just went into his spiral immediately after, but it feels wrong, because it is missing the part of someone further villainizing him beyond himself which causes him to lash out due to the expectation (and internalized) idea that he would cause harm. I'd assume maybe some kind of interdimensional authority showed up and accused him of purposely trying to kill his dimension, which triggered his "okay, then I'll be a monster", or even a situation where his 'monstrosity' through the badge of killing his dimension is garners him respect. Considering that his henchmaniacs are chosen out of monstrosity and violence as a badge of honor, it feels very much like this would make sense, except none of them really know about Bill's dimension. He doesn't brag about the violence of it; he only calls it a liberation, contrary to the idea that Bill ever used it to gain clout. Instead, it's more likely that an interdimensional authority showed up and accused Bill, except from circumstances, it doesn't seem like it was Time Baby, so not sure who it would be... but at the same time, that expectation is often required for the character to truly embrace their 'monstrosity' and become truly violent. Or perhaps it was delayed after the destruction of his dimension, later when he begins to run with his henchmaniacs and disregards the law, but that also doesn't feel satisfactory for character development. Or perhaps I'm just overthinking this trope...
Also, how did he have his powers? Some is clearly stuff he's always had; pyrokinesis from that one rhyme, the ability to see into 3d, and he was somehow able to destroy his dimension by whatever he did to let Euclydians see the stars (telekinesis?), but beyond that? Was he always all-seeing? How did he become a 'dream demon'? Are his deals actually binding or does he lie? Are these things that he acquired later, because Euclydians seem to be written about as if they usually don't have any of these abilities, nor the abilities Bill is known to have when young, nor did Bill seem to be able to be all seeing when he was younger. Plus, how was Bill able to survive the destruction of his dimension, if he's technically made of the same stuff as everyone else, who all seems to have a physical form? Why then does he seems to be characterized as a being made of pure energy and thought; is that just in Earth's dimension, or does he have a physical form within the nightmare realm? There's multiple things that are contradictory about his body (mouth-eye, yet talked about removing his exoskeleton to feed--not sure exactly when this was mentioned--plus his mouth located under his bricks and bowtie in his exoskeleton in journal 3). But he seems so thrilled by his physical form though on earth, and we know that physical forms exist within the Nightmare realm as Ford was in it... yet it seems like hes characterized to have no physical form, so did he perhaps lose his physical form when his dimension died? Did he technically die with them too, but with his powers was able to survive essentially as a ghost like he tells Dipper you become without a body?
#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#bill cipher#the book of bill#tbob spoilers#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gravity falls#gravity falls meta#bill ci the triangle guy#theres so many questions and i get part of it is just not explained and likelye never will be and thats also FUN to play with#but its also super curious because there is a v large time where you DONT know a pivotal part of Bill's existence. like he presumably also#dated a howling void? when does that fit in or is it another bit?#but like... the implications about his power and his form and euclydia burning. like fuck#also putting my chips on he was accused directly after and escaped the authorities. and has been chased since and he was like well okay ill#be fucking monster then actively#although it is an interesting thought experiment if it was slowly over time it snowballed into him having a god-complex#also like LOVE getting into how magic works. like okay tell me the technical details. fanfics which go into this i devour with delight#is he an actual demon or it is it just classed as he makes deals? are these deals binding? is it also something that then peovides hik with#power in that sense? oughhh so many good questions.#trying not to feel like Ford excitedly pulling out a clipboard to record all my theories and failing whoops#also like im aware parts of this will be not accurate and perfectly smooth for Bill's powers and char development because its always been#predicated on whats funnier rather then it being a self-formed idea fully fleshed at the beginning of the series
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Technically an OC fic that's not Resistance-based-
Involves:
Yoichi singing the American anthem to make a baby sleep. It's the only song he ever heard on the radio, and it actually works
Kudo throwing a baby Factor over the edge to kick them out of the void because Bruce wouldn't do it
Bruce felt himself wither and die a bit more at what was expected of him.
Kudo rolled his eyes. "If you're not going to do it-"
"Second, don't you dare-"
"Kudo," Yoichi tried.
"I will," he finished, heaving her up by the back of her onesie like she were a trash bag. Raising her up to eye level, he did a brief three-finger salute.
Her head was too heavy, and neck too weak, for her to look anywhere but at his feet, biting her gums onto her little knuckles. She had no idea what this man was about to do to her.
"Hasta la Vista, kiddo. Enjoy your last seconds of life."
"KUDO!!!"
En speedrunning the marriage process because his friend wanted to (both ace, it's a QP relationship)
"Sorahiko-senpai, give me the marriage certificate," En nearly hissed over their burgers.
Sorahiko chewed slowly. "Why?"
"I'm about to set the world record for fastest divorce—!!!"
Quirk bullcrap where the story focuses on what happens if a Quirk Singularity can't adjust, and how Factors are their own personality.
AKA, when a Quirk Singularity is in a normal person, and not like OFA or AFO.
Gran Torino is bad at relationship advice
"In my experience, which is none—"
Aizawa has problem children (definitely plural) acting out on day 1
Aizawa slammed the door open.
"Hi, Shouta!" she waved, a raging blonde stuck to the classroom wall and screaming up a storm. The first day had barely started, too. "Fancy seeing you here-!"
Aizawa slammed the door shut.
Setting up a Monopoly game for the vestiges to play
"I want the doggy."
"I want the doggy!"
Kudo didn't even blink. "Shut up, Fifth, Yoichi gets the dog."
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She looked at Midoriya, who suddenly went quiet. His expression was a bit cowed, staring blankly at the tiny player pieces.
"What?"
"Ah..." His head jolted, called to attention. His head immediately fell down a bit as he admitted, a bit awkwardly, "They're, fighting over the doggy..."
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"Yoichi grew up with nothing. Are you really going to deprive this orphan of even a playing piece?"
"Are you seriously playing the pity card right now?!"
"I'll play any card to let Yoichi have what little he never got when he was alive,” Kudo sniffed, arms crossed. “I may have been a murderer, but wow. I never took you for a heartless monster, Fifth."
"Guys," Shinomori spoke up quietly, completely ignored and otherwise unheard underneath their spreading bickering, "it's just a board game..."
#not to worry banjo caught the baby with his quirk and kudo was banned from coming near said baby from that point on#as for why theres a baby in the void. its to do with the quirk bullcrap and Factor personality stuff#she basically got misplaced and was the just-awakened Factor in a baby and Kudo didnt like that she was there when she didnt belong#he knew she shouldve been in her original owner and not somehow here#they also had no idea how the heck she got there or how to get rid of her safely so this was kudos solution.#aizawa thought the principal was joking him when he saw this kid in his class list. because HE KNOWS THIS KID.#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#oc#fic#en tayutai#ofa#one for all#theres something a bit more special to ofa here#kudo#bruce#yoichi shigaraki#shouta aizawa#the fic spans from when en was alive to the paramount war so its not like. a single time period#and its not an oc thats immortal or timetravelling either. its just following a family bloodline with different ocs#the baby factor showed up during ua#spoilers#my hero academia spoilers#boku no hero academia spoilers#i think the vestiges as an existence are already a spoiler but also. i mentioned war and stuff#banjo daigoro
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when you finally spot the Low White Red Louis Vuitton Air Force 1 that were missing from your collection
#ITS THE TRAILER SMIRK ITS HIS SPECIAL INTRO WITH JIN TEEHEEHEE#kaz has always been a bit of a smiler but its so. jarring? special? to see his 4k hd tekken 8 model smile like that#also hes smiling AT jin and I know its bc their relationship is so void that he doesnt take jin seriously and its a taunting smile#but also hnhggnhnhggh#theres none of the hatred he had with heihachi here its a playful taunting smile bc its his disappointment of a failson :) teeheehee#“show your old man what youre made of ill put you punk in the fucking ground” type smile#tagging later#tekken
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#whispers to the void#ive been working on so many wips recently but im reluctant to finish any because then i know i should post them#and i just know that i dont have the same reach anymore. if that makes sense.#and that no one will really read them?#and idk maybe im happier with my two close friends doing vibe check reading and then not publishing.#like im back to pouring my heart and soul into fics again but theres been a steady decline in people reading my stuff since adored i think?#and since the series ended#and i think it would mess with my head even more if i knew no one was engaging with ideas i came up with 2+ years ago but didnt publish#until now#i know that none of this makes 100% sense and is all rooted in insecurity but yeah#i miss the way the fandom used to feel a little bit. but i cant put it into words.
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working on a sona design... 💭🐠
#sketchbook#sketchbook page#sketchbook art#watercolor art#sona art#fish art#frutiger aqua#frutiger aero#frutiger aesthetic#webcore#featuring some of my extra stickers... to fill in the void#my inspiration is kinda low atm so working in my sketchbook helps a bit#might post other pages bc theres a collage thing i made yesterday that i really like :3
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id be confused too if i was suddenly in the void and an orange light was casted over me
#megaman#mega man#rockman#megaman art#my art#digital art#bright man#theres no deeper meaning to this one hes just in the void#also the drawing is a bit low quality because i drew him very small so if you see pixels no you dont
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mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.
#it was so good tho#like so cool i was internally freaking out about how cool things looked#the fight scenes🤌#the environments/settings🤌#all of the fuckin machinery🤌#the acting🤌#the everything🤌#yum#also i dont find austin butler attractive but funnily enough feyd was the only time ive found him hot😭 yes i have issues. but like. okayyy..#i watched it alone and i wish doing things alone wasnt seen as such a weird or sad thing like. theres nothing wrong with it#sorta vent->#but basically ive been feeling like an annoying piece of shit so ive been staying off of here for the most part#because ive been convincing myself no one likes me and everyone in my life would be better off without me😝😝#just tee bee ehch#and idk i was just feeling like ass and was doing nothing and when i finally would go to use tumblr i was already too tired to do shit#so i just went to sleep#and i was busy today#yesterday*#and ill probably be a bit busy today too but idk maybe hopefully ill catch up a bit#idk ya boys just been hating himself like usual but not as usual bc it was worse but it is what it is#i felt a bit better yesterday though#and also my new antidepressants ive been on havent been doing shit for me so im going back to a previous one i used to be on so yea#hopefully that helps soonish idk#i never vent on here so i feel kinda bad for doing so but i just wanted to puke my thoughts here#also since im already here complaining ive just like. not written at allllllll basically like i got into my head and made myself discouraged#so. that sucks. but also nothing out of the ordinary there#why does Everything i say sound so embarrassingly depressing and pathetic hhhhhhhgggggggggggggghhhghghg#anyways yea i was doing bad im still not doing good but hopefully will be a bit better so ill be back and caught up later today or tomorrow#idk if anyone gave a fuck or noticed but i just like complaining into the void so yea#talkin shit
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Me as a teenager before I read about Egypt and Old Egypt: Oh, that's neat, Presly is a reborn prince.
Me after reading up: Oh. Oh dear. Something went deeply wrong since Rapses' soul is still on Earth rather than in the Afterlife!
I KNOW RIGHT!!
I need to rewatch the full series again (because I am to the point that I am starting to conflate details from the original canon and my own canon) but I'm certain that it's implied that Scarab went full "Set with Osiris' corpse" on Rapses' corpse (maybe to get at Rapses' now trapped soul after Scarab killed him, or to spite Amenhotep and the Guardians' efforts by denying Rapses his eternal rest), which is why Amenhotep had nothing to bury but an empty sarcophagus :(
Making sure that the body is properly mummified and buried is a BIG STINKING DEAL in ancient Egypt and if the body was lost or destroyed then the spirit wouldn't be able to find its way! Destroying the body (or the khat, as it was referred to) is like smashing the spirit's compass to pieces! It can't pass into the afterlife and become lost without the familiar touchstone of its earthly body!
(Honestly, really makes me wonder about what the procedure was for war times because I doubt the war dead could always be found, identified, and mummified before burial. Did ancient Egypt have their own version of dog tags? Did their beliefs have a loophole/special exception for dead soldiers whose bodies couldn't be recovered or treated? Were they just screwed if no one recovered their body before decomposition set in or the scavengers got to it? Another avenue of research to add to the ever growing pile, I suppose)
This is what I interpret to be the reason that Rapses' spirit wandered for so long. Poor boy was super lost!
So lost that he somehow managed to wander clear to the other side of the world and end up reincarnated in modern times. (Honestly, I'm unclear about how ancient Egyptian mythos regarded the idea of reincarnation. I'll have to do further research but I don't have time rn sadly, but from what I do know, it's not completely out of the realm of possibility)
#void answers#mummies alive#i think im FINALLY almost ready to start posting my 'Mummies Alive: Reanimated' ideas#the show concept is so fucking interesting bc theres so much POTENTIAL for interesting avenues of storytelling#unfortunately being made in the late 90s and possibly by people who werent utterly insane abt egyptian myth like i am kneecapped it a bit#the reason for rapses' reincarnation as presley is one of those bits that i find hopelessly fascinating but never gets fully explained
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do you think captain luna should try sending damien to new zealand
#perpetua progress notes#THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE A JOKE. like rn all i know is that luna cannot exile damien in good conscience.#its not going to be like like 'oi stop making trouble get out of here' and he sends them to the void like with xisuma and ex.#luna caring about the kids is one of the things that changes the context of events so he's going to need to think that he's saving damien#maybe by sending them to a different world where the gods can't touch them. like putting them in a low stakes slice of life anime for a bit#which brings me to the option of making him send damien (and avery eventually) to aotearoa new zealand.#like yes. you could joke that its because nothing ever happens there.#but if we step into luna's shoes for a bit: it's *relatively* safe compared to places like the us.#most people speak english. theres healthcare.#major urban areas are pretty culturally diverse so it's likely to be decently safe for 2 queer asian kids specifically.#and they won't have to worry about spiders.#like. sticking damien in a boarding school in new zealand isnt an ideal situation but its better than having them repeatedly traumatised#by a goddess who wants to keep throwing Plot and cosmic horror at them.#damien does not end up going there by some twist of fate. but the exile arc could've just been the kids doing ncea.
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this is going to sound really pretentious but are you ever talking to a dude and its like "wow they rlly don't get it"
#rambling in the tags here but#i was talking to someone abt my theory of aliens cus they asked what i thought#and i went on about the universe is for the most part inhabitable and thats why we look on other planets and theres no life#because its so rare for a species to get this far and it would be even more rare for a species to evolve so much that they have the technol-#ogy to move at the speed of light and even the earth has been void of life for extremely long period of time#so if there is aliens which i still believe there is; i dont think they have evolved to the point of space travel at least not enough-#to make it to us#and then hes like#i believe they could possibly be here.... and demons#and i said why and how#he said 'well let me find this tiktok of a demon possession'#my heart literally dropped im not even kidding#i dont believe posessions are real in the first place im sorry but ive experienced something like it first hand and i believe its actually-#religious psychosis#people can believe what they want it just sucks that tiktok is feeding people the worst shit like#remember when tiktokers were thinking giants were real a bit ago ?
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off-the-rack clothing sizes make me want to bite someone
#personal#WHY DO SO MANY BRANDS NOT SELL MENS XS SHIRTS#like. yes im a tiny dude i realize that#but im not exactly an outlier! if i went to a busy mall and people-watched for a bit id for sure see other guys my size#brands will put XS on their fucking size charts and then NOT MAKE ANY CLOTHES IN THAT SIZE#i shop in kids sizes sometimes to compensate but the problem is theres often not a good selection#OR the kids sizes wont go up big enough!!#and ill be right in the horrible void between standard size ranges#where do the teen boys shop. i dont believe that they all grow so fast they skip right into adult sizes#see: all those other small guys at the mall#actually what im pissed off about today is sewing patterns because THEYRE THE SAME#was looking online in preparation for a fabric store trip#like. i will be able to find something. but it might have to be a pdf pattern and im pissed off about it
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#this photo is so cute????#kyrie irving#luka doncic#and bonus:#maxi kleber#dallas mavericks#im still very :/// about the trade but hey! he looks happy here! lets see if this works and at least enjoy this half season#and im not immune to wholesome photos#luka#wonder boy#maxi#mavs#im still lost in the void but hello 🫡#im a bit more active on Twitter but thats on Spanish and then discord#but yeah lifes been though#ALSO: landon (the photographer) has many good photos#yeah he is a dallas media guy but i recommend checking his account out after your team visits dallas#maybe theres some photos you enjoy!#kai
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Really wanna write fics but also it's kinda hard when I know I won't really get any interaction back from the months of hard work it will surely take
#like i know this is my own fault because i come from writing to a very big very active fandom and on a pretty popular pairing as well#so i was used to a lot of constant readers and comments and just feedback as a general#which in turn got me constantly writing at my best for literal years#so now when i dont automatically get that or really just get that as a general i get pretty demotivated pretty quickly#but still#it sucks a little when you publish like 5k of one chapter and it has zero comments hurts the soul a little bit is all#so yeah convincing myself to write fics for this fandom became pretty hard after i wrote that super big first fic and felt like yelling#into the void#i hate saying this kinda stuff because i feel like it comes off as entitled i know i dont just deserve and theres no reason i should just#get whatever thing i want#but its just a feeling and that's how i feel#either way i still wanna write so i will because thats my first most important motive to write#just it will be harder for sure#Luna's fics talks
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