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Because of those damn storyboards, I am completely destroyed and I need to rant.
I thank God that this was not the final scene they went with because if I had to see that animated I genuinely might have just passed away because I swear this version is so much more painful than the one we got in the movie.
I mean, first of all, I love that the High Guard actually had a bigger role here in which they actually fought Sentinel with D-16. Also the fact that they had a bigger impact on like influencing D-16? With Starscream literally telling him to go ahead and kill Sentinel? Also D-16 (during his talk with Pax) looking between the High Guard and Elita and Bee as though he was deciding which side to pick? Just ughhh
Also makes me happy because TFOne Starscream as a mentor figure (I mean, not exactly the good kind lmao) for D-16/Megatron is just an idea I really love
Second, the fact that D-16 had a dream? That they actually gave him like a dream/want outside Pax? Cause like the whole movie he was kinda like Pax's ride or die friend and I always found it weird that he was just so willing to go along with whatever Pax wanted. The fact that the storyboard addresses he had his own aspirations and that Pax realizes this (which def fuels the pain of him thinking he was partially to blame for D-16's crash out).
Also the fact that D-16 realizes he doesn't even know what he wants now?
Lastly, the change of him deliberately shooting Pax? Like oh my god. Cause in the movie it was an accident, but here he made the deliberate choice to do so. And the best part about it, in my opinion, is that he doesn't appear to be full of rage about it? Cause when he dropped Pax in the movie, he was really pissed. Here it looks like he was just resigned/tired about it. He just wanted Sentinel dead, and at this point didn't care anymore.
But yeah, like two things I got out of this (and I'm sorry it's all about D-16/Megatron, can you tell who's my favorite at this point lmao?) is the fact that:
(1) Megatron just acknowledging that he was so much happier when he was living in ignorance? I talked about it before with a friend how it's so painful seeing D-16's descent especially when he was blissfully happy as a miner beforehand. The idea of just living a happy life in ignorance and the fact that you can't ever return to that once your eyes have been opened to the truth. So like, do you purposely choose a life of ignorance just to be happy or do you willingly let yourself see how bad the world is because you know you can't remain blind forever?
(2) Honestly, I'm also glad they didn't go with this scene as somebody who was formally introduced to transformers through TFOne. Cause while I didn't know much about Transformers before this movie, I already knew Megatron and Optimus Prime. Like Megatron is the bad guy, OP is the good guy and all that.
The Megatron we got in the movie, I have no doubt in my mind that he would become the infamous bad guy that I know from Transformers. Cause that one had so much rage.
The Megatron from the storyboards, on the other hand, is giving exhaustion. This man is done. Like he even says he doesn't exactly want to lead, he doesn't even know what he wants. Obviously, this would probably change once Pax came back as OP, but like from this scene I honestly have a hard time thinking this Megatron would become the bad guy. This Megatron is giving "I'm going to go on a self-discovery journey after this" or "I'm going to just die after this" energy.
But yeah all this to say, now that I know that canonically D-16 had a dream about going off-world, all my fanfics will now include that.
AKA, I'm going to punt him into space.
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ed really just…has a truly tragic thesis in season one…
no amount of money or power will protect you from those determined to view you as an object
#like stede’s would be ‘your attempts to protect yourself can and do harm other people’#so that’s not much happier lmao but like#this question follows both: ‘so what are you going to do about it?’#stede’s thesis is a source of empowerment#ed’s is (we are assuming based on the end of s1ep10) a source of disempowerment and danger#and i think that’s fucking brilliantly indicative of the world we live in#and it fuckin g hurts so bad!!!!!#these writers are so fucking good and it is awesome to be able to trust a writers room tbh#ofmd#our flag means death#edward teach
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That feeling when he can't stand to see you that way, no matter what you do, no matter what you say😩😭💔
#scott pilgrims precious little life#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#spto#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#lisa miller#scollace#kim pine#natalie adams#envy adams#don't rlly know if I like how this turned out but oh well;;;#hope its obvious that this is based on the song “Scott Pilgrim” which the creation the comics were inspired from#the lyrics always make me think of Wallace and Lisa's feelings for Scott every time I hear it#ofc you could also relate it to Kim especially since the singers voice kind of reminds me of her#but overall the lyrics fit these two much better since Scott never truly “saw them that way” despite how long they've liked him#and they always seem happier to see him compared to Kim#Im surprised tho that I havent yet seen anyone draw these two together now that their dialogue parallels have been acknowledged more lately#also tho I wish more people pointed out that they both got cucked by red heads LOL#and Kim and Envy actually do look really similar when scott first meets them#makes me wonder if Scott subconsciously went for Envy since she reminded him of Kim (which would be fitting given that you could argue that#Envy dated Scott because he reminded her of Todd. Since he and Scott are confirmed to be meant to be seen as similar to one another#so much so that even their first and last names rhyme#last thing I'll add tho is that while Wallace and Lisa are very similar even personality wise#the one big difference is that despite that whole conclusion on vol4 of Scott not cheating on Ramona with Lisa because he loves her#the writers apparently think it would be “organically correct” for him to have an affair with wallace LMAO#but I guess we shouldn't be surprised since Wallace and Ramona are both in the front of the official valentines art which is clearly#a deptiction of Scotts wet dream or smth (oh and you could also argue that Wallace and Lisa parallel on that art since they're both#shirtless with white socks.. which could be a reference to how lisa wears skimpy clothes for Scott and Wallace often only wears boxers#to like sexually frustrate Scott for fun or smth
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You claimed that “it's like [Skinner] is just a kicked puppy sometimes and I wanna hug him” so could you maybe make something where he gets comforted please?
He needs a good cry so so bad...
#the thing with punching bag characters (atleast the ones that rise to my faves) like Skinner is that I want them to be happy#but they're so goddamn easy to bully and traumatize even further. I kinda get infected by the same thought process the show writers get#I want to slam him into a locker for a joke and at the same time I want him to get away from his situation and move onto a happier one#and I know they're super contradictory desires to have but it's just the versatility characters like him exude#by the nature of their personalities vs their living situation. Skinner can be so goofy and joyous in his nerdiness and that's adorable#and yet he seems so entrenched in the idea that Agnes is all he has that he doesn't even seem to register most of her behavior as abuse#and something to get away from. and that's so upsetting. I want him to be so much happier so that the urge to tease him#wouldn't be just another straw on his back..... or another Brick in The Wall as Pink Floyd would sing it lmao#art#simpsons fanart#the simpsons#principal skinner#seymour skinner#gary chalmers#superintendent chalmers#chalmers x skinner#chalmskinn
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Tonight's playthrough of veilguard has been a fuckin fever dream I love these idiots so much
#started a romance!!!#SMOOCHED THE NECROMANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#killed two high dragons letsgoooooooo#hugged poor sweet bellara after seeing [redacted]#also walking into bellaras room while shes writing a romance novel GODS shes so cuteeee#had dinner with taash (they look so much happier in mid/late game)#SPEAKING OF!!!! OTHER COMPANIONS STARTING TO DATE EACH OTHER???!???!??!#FUCKING DAVRIN MAKING SMUTTY COMMENTS ABOUT MY NECROMANCER EXCUSE YOU#i diiiieeeeddd like SIR EXCUSE YOU IM RIGHT HERE#its always so fun hearing squad members comment on romances#BUT ALSO: UNCALLED FOR DAVRIN#i took something like 41 screenshots tonight lmao#AND figured out my obs issues#so i can record certain cutscenes :3#i wanna make a few gifsets of a couple scenes#anyways its 5am time for sleeps#(my sleep schedules already been borked these past few days so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)#dragon age#da4#datv#da:tv#veilguard#savrin#savrin de riva#rook#emmrich#emmrich volkarin#emmrook#no spoilers#just me gushing about my darling idiots
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wiggles my fingers at you ouuuu… you want to tell me about solace so bad…
HKJGG wiggles my fingers back lovingly!!! i really do, i fuckin LOVE solace :3 hey did you know i really like making fake skill descriptions?
SOLACE
Follow the north star. Find light in even the darkest places. Cool for: Optimists, Recovering lost souls, Sweet summer children
Solace is the skill you tucked away long ago, at the bottom of Pandora's box. The little one that tells you: despite it all, there is still hope. It needs a lot of nurturing -- and it's far from being the most helpful for police work -- but taking care of it is basically self-care. It enables you to find the glow in yourself that you often ascribe to gold lungs or brilliant halos in others. It encourages you to wake up and watch the sunrise, to play board games with someone you love, to forgive yourself and let yourself be a gentler kind of animal. Constantly looking forward to a brighter future, it also helps shield your morale from damage.
At high levels, Solace gives you a heightened sense of childlike optimism - which isn't always the sense to lead with in this precariously harsh world. Always looking for the bright side will blindside you with naivety. At low levels, however, you may just extinguish whatever keeps your soul alight. You've already lost her once. You may not survive the desolation if you let her disappear again.
#i wanted to draw a skill portrait for her for this but [gestures vaguely at life] i hope this is cool enough hkjgkj <33#solace is truly voli's ''keep going. there's still hope for us'' and echem's ''we can be happy again! let's go find joy wherever we can''#this is why i keep saying she's their kid hkjgh she covers the happy medium of both of their ideologies. hope for a happier future.#harry goes to the store and finds a pair of pink heart shades that gives her ''+1 Rose Colored Glasses'' :3#i feel like theres some mechanic that keeps her from gaining too many points. a locked skill cap or maybe she can lose skill points??#hm. considers this.#echem voice ''i can't believe i'm saying this but we really can't drink alcohol anymore. it's bad for the baby :(''#ALSO. THIS IS ONE OF MY MORE SELF INDULGENT WORKS SO IF IT SEEMS OOC IN ANY WAY THAT'S BC THIS IS MY COMFORT FIC HGKJKJ#i know sometimes i write skill relationships too sweet and the world too kind and the game too unrealistically...#i know shivers said the end of the world is in 22 years. i know being a revachol cop would kill solace. i know alcoholism is hard to kick#and dora still haunts us. i know life is so hard and there is so much that kills hope and that the pale is going to swallow elysium. i know#but isn't disco elysium about how the world is awful and corrupt and futile but there is still beauty and worth to living in it?#the sky. the world. you're still alive. after death; life again. one day i will return to your side. sunrise parabellum.#the phasmid exists. the pale can be fought back with art. the city's alive and she told us she loves us. and solace believes there is hope.#augh idk man hjlkjg just don't want to lean into the ''young witch trying to find a cat in the alps'' bullshit lmao FUCK that </3#i just think harry deserves a hope skill.#volta transmissions#inland drabbles#task: when two skills love each other very much
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i love them (the fankids) and honestly seeing you draw stuff you want to makes me so happy draw what you want and take care of yourself <3 we are just happy to share dojoshipping and submas with you
you guys as a bunch of people that walked into my house and cheer and clap when i hold up a drawing
#awawawawa this was nice to hear <3#I've never been particularly worried about posting things people ''want'' rather than what i want to draw#(it just happens to be that if someone says something i already wanted to draw#I'd draw it. fun coincidences)#but I've learned that. you're much happier and people are more inclined to like you if you're not super worried about what others demand#just be yourself and be kind and enjoy doing what you do‚ and you will draw people towards you#not that I'm trying to increase my follower count or anything lmao. scary....#but yeah if i get people demanding to draw something that I don't want to draw. i just ignore it#and if people are being rude‚ i ignore it#(that being said sometimes i will save asks in case i want to draw it later. and then forget lmao. my inbox is. very full. help)#uhhhhh right my point is. I'm just doing my own thing that might occasionally happen to align with what people want#and I'm enjoying doing it and i try to be kind and positive#and that has made my online experience so very much better than anything else#answered
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I feel like the entire Thorki fandom - hundreds+ of people - can look at each other and nod knowingly and talk about all the fics that came out of that single Thor 2 trailer
And damn those fics were GOOOOOOD.
#thorki#this is such a common experience for thorki fans#esp because so many of us did so much better with the trailers#than what we were often given in the movies themselves lmao#writing for trailers or concepts is like sdklfjas#the bedrock of some fandoms!#honestly some of us were way happier with the headcanons that came out of#what didn't exist yet#i feel like it's less common now#but it used to be an extremely common experience vs. inventing rarepairs
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#not my mom trying to make me be sympathetic that she's so much happier now she's catholic when#she literally think I'm going to burn in hell as a protestant LMAO!!! She raised me like this bitch take some responsibility!!!!
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being so completely honest when i say this, but if you have a job, you should be showing up. it’s fine to call out every once in a while, but if you’re going two and half months hardly doing the full 8 show week because your role is “just so taxing” then you either find a way to make it sustainable or you take accountability and say that you need an alternate because you can’t do the show 8 times a week. everyone in the show has called out but no one has called out as much as brody has and in a professional theatre environment, you have to be a professional, take accountability for your actions, and respect the production, which includes showing up for your job. when jordan fisher was in dear evan hansen and sweeney todd, he called out all the time and guess what? when he got to hadestown he got his act together because he didn’t want poor attendance to be a part of his reputation. it doesn’t matter how talented brody is, if he’s gonna be in a broadway show, he needs to show up and take accountability for his actions.
okay? i don’t think it’s his call to make trevor an alternate. and agan, what’s with the sudden influx of brody hate in my inbox? yall know im a fan of him. of the musical. why do you send me shit like this? and what do you mean “he held accountable for his actions”? what actions are so dire that he has to “be held accountable” for? listening to his body? knowing that if his body says he can’t do a show then he can’t do a show? and he’s been in the show for a good fifteen productions in a row and he took one break and did another fifteen days or so. i’d say a break is well deserved. and plenty of actors take breaks. just because he happens to call out more doesn’t mean anything. and may i remind you that he’s being thrown around, he’s doing this all on the equivalent of an obstacle course, he does a while fight in the rain scene, the fire stunt, the dancing, the taxing of his voice is a lot. So yeah. I’d expect him to be out more and again, HIS ABSENCES ARE NO ONES BUSINESS! I don’t know why people only hold Brody to gunpoint over being absent like yeah, i get he calls out more, but he doesn’t make the call about an alternate. That’s out of his control. To even insinuate that is beyond idiotic.
And him and Jordan are completely different people. To compare them is unfair. and we don’t know if the reason Jordan is taking less absences is because he e”doesn’t want that in his record”-like honestly? Ponyboy is a much more taxing role than Orpheus because Orpheus at least has some downtime and while there is a lot more dancing in Hadestown, there’s also a lot more physical action in the rumble and the fire stunt and the rain sequence and whatnot.
i don’t know what it is with anons in my inbox and thinking they’re entitled to say what brody is doing in taking breaks when needed is wrong. you don’t know why he’s out and it’s not your business why he’s out. everyone is entitled to their off days. try playing pony boy for an eight week show and then you can talk shit. he’s allowed to take breaks and the fact you’re insinuating he can’t makes me believe you’re just being an entitled prick. he could very well be sick or just taking a well deserved break. and the whole “being held accountable” thing is bullshit. he’s not doing anything wrong in putting his own needs first. if he feels he can’t do the show at 100% then he can’t do the show. and i commend him for that.
idk what it is with all these people staying on anon either like if you can’t even say this without needing anonymity to cover your tracks you shouldn’t be sending this to me.
#i have yet to find a positive message about him in my inbox#why am i the one everyone sends brody hate to lmao? like i get i defend him a lot but it’s exhausting after a while#my arguments weren’t as clear this time im sorry but im so sick of reiterating the same shit#this message is beyond entitled and brody is allowed to take as menu absences as he needs#he doesn’t make the call about needing an alternate either because i believe that’s up to the show#you can’t blame him for everything#and you know i’m a fan of his so why send me anonymous hate of a media you know i enjoy?#don’t interact with the media or the person if yku hate it that much#you’ll be a lot happier if you jsut quit interacting with media you dislike#alaska’s asks#brody grant
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A little Star 🌟
#listen the backstory got me so sad I at least wanted him to have a happy childhood 😭#even if he can’t remember it anymore#btw that is the cutest kid I’ve ever drawn I can’t draw children for the life of me#this kinda reminds me of the TikTok trend where it’s like “draw characters if they didn’t have trauma” lmao#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate astarion#baldurs gate fanart#astarion#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#procreate#digital illustration#I headcanon him to be one of those kids scared of the dark which makes everything much sadder#I know I wanted to make things happier but I’m an angst fan at heart 😔
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Totally understand this isn’t everyone’s thing, but unfortunately for y’all I love fucked up family dynamics, SO
#my art#described#tw: pseudo incest#SHOULDVE ADDED THAT TO BEGIN WITH SORRY GANG#not gonna put this in the main character tags cus I know it’s uncomfortable for folks#well maybe I’ll indulge a lil with…#sorak#if ur tagging him ur probably acknowledging that he’s their son so lol#I just don’t think spock would like him all that much!! and in doing so repeat the sins of his own father!! raghhhhhhh!!!!!!#or at the very least it takes spock a lot of time to come to terms with that being his son and the conditions he was made under. like a lot.#saavik feels that brief hesitancy then decides that’s not gonna be a thing ever. like no her son is never going to doubt how much she -#- just adores him.#somethin about that hellguard upbringing…#Sorak knows how messed up it is. he’s reminded every time he looks in a mirror or hears his mother call his father ‘father’ too#he knows they’d probably be happier without him - he feels it radiating off his father. but he’s afraid to express how much he knows.#I thought of including the grandparents as well… namely I think sarek would have a heart attack LMAO but I didn’t have as much for them#anywagy
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Pinup!!!!! the baby!!!! the guy!!!!
sorry if this looks kinda iffy the majority of this was drawn between 11pm and 2:30am so i was very tired loll
also yes that is a totoro bag i dont care if totoro doesnt exist in cyber city he has a totoro bag come at me
Pinup belongs to @turntableart
#read all the tags before you reblog otherwise you will be confused#i feel like i got the body type wrong uaughhh#i feel like the proportions are inaccurate#im blaming it on the clothes i promise the sketch looked good then the clothes went and ruined it#i feel really bad admitting this but now that i think about it i literally never draw chubby characters#all my addisons are pretty long and gangly for the most part and then spamton is just very small in my style hes not really pudgy#and tbh i didnt really draw full bodies very often before addisons and spamton but my one (1) oc was also pretty long and lanky#probably because i myself am pretty long and lanky#ueuugough hauguh#i need to practice more#also i feel like the shoes look weird#im generally not too happy with it but its ok ig#i was terrified of making the features too exaggerated and being offensive and i think i went to much the other way and just made him skinn#ffs#ill draw him again i promise#and it will look better pinky promise#🤙🤙🤙 theres no proper pinky emoji#i love him tho hes cute#i really like his original design#uururuguggg#ugh debating whether i should even post this or if i should keep tinkering with it#im gonna tinker with it a bit more i will continue writing tags when im done#ok tinkering over im much happier with it now#i made him a bit shorter and that solved all my problems#i think i have a habit of drawing characters too tall ngl lmao#also not too happy with the rendering but its good enough#uh im only posting the tinkered version that im happy with so if you want the untinkered version then just ask lol#pixel art#art#turn off the lights arg
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I miss the person I was a year ago. two years ago. more social. happier. doing more creatively.
#ya girl is just sad today#yelling into the void bc idk where else to yell#I was so much happier this time last year#even tho I have really good things in my life rn#I just think about like#April 2023 me :(#or!#fall 2020 me#she was living in constant covid anxiety sure#but she was also having the time of her life writing phinbella romance and sharing it with friends#now I haven’t updated that fic in nearly two years#and there’s friends I just don’t see much of anymore#which is no one’s fault that is just how life is#but it just aches#I just feel so sad#or 2021 me#she was posting so much art!!! literally living it up!!!!!!!#now well I mean#my newest pnf piece has gotten close to 500 likes on instagram which has never happened with my pnf art before#so that’s really cool#but I just#ugh#at least I have TTPD#I feel so disconnected from people which is the true reason I post art or fic or whatever#even tho I have lovely friends who I adore!!! they just feel far away#which isn’t anyone’s fault it’s just how life is and my own weird perception of the world#anyway#all this to say I do have a chfil chapter in the works still#maybe finishing that will heal me lmao#cadence rambles
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About Noé's latest neurodivergent adventures (chapter 61.5 and 62)
(things I found relatable)
1. PUTTING UR HAND UP BC U CANT FIGURE OUT WHEN TO SPEAK. EVERYONE THINKS UR WEIRD FOR IT BUT ITS POLITE AND LIFE IS FUCKING HARD
2. Struggling to follow conversation, and seeing clearer ways of communication that no one else can and getting frustrated that the neurotypicals are so obviously communicating poorly
3. Vanitas designated translator
4. Being quite blind to politics (when it comes to discrimination against himself as a vampire [and his PRIVILEGES as a vampire] and in this case against others like dhams) bc he works individual by individual instead of by social categories
5. Last of all it hurts to see the other characters calling him ignorant and an idiot all the time bc Ive been there. He's booksmart, he's intelligent, just not socially, but here is everyone writing him off as dumb just bc he's different.
Its not like he's ignorant on purpose. Of course it's important to know this shit he's learning now, and it can be done, but it's a lot harder when ur autistic and, as Vanitas said, when u grow up so isolated. Learning is a neverending process and Noé is very clearly learning and just bc he works differently like putting his hand up to speak or interpreting the world differently doesn't mean he's stupid
#istg im not getting mad at fictional characters it just hits hard for me lmao#i actually grew up in a small very conservative town where it was unsafe to be queer#and i had so much learning to do when i moved to the capital and im so much happier now#but it was especially hard to figure this shit out when ur gullible and confused#i always had a nagging feeling that my peers denying others human rights was wrong but whenever i tried to object i would be mocked#like the inkling was there there were just no alternatives around me to the bigotry#until i found a place where my sense of justice could flourish#socialising is still hard but the politics side has improved so much and will continue improving#srry for ranting just wanted to share my personal experiences where relevant#autism#adhd#noé archiviste#the case study of vanitas#vanitas no carte#vnc#autistic noé#autistic noé archiviste
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Oc stuff featuring Robert (@freyoru)
The only time you get to see younger Vlad is in fact in a stupid meme redraw
#my art#oc#vladimir romanovsky#robert kondrat#blood#hnnn werewolf vlad hnnn vampire rob#I've been wanting to post on tumblr more#because turns out twitter kinda sucks (who would've thought)#in general I am much happier in my safespace tumblr blog in which it is very tranquil and drama free#Not that I engaged in drama but generally just seeing it kinda made me more negative? I guess#Idk it's just toxic and I like tumblr because nobody gaf this bad#I also miss yapping endlessly in tags so.#There's that#I'm still a tumblrina at heart whether that be good or bad#I also kinda want more tumblr mutuals since tumblr users tend to be older and just adult mutuals in general LMAO
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