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the way i need to write about roksana so bad
#personal#i could write a book about that woman i love her so much#her story is so so similar to vitali but from a different perspective but like. they're the same person to a degree#even her arc with like. cutting her hair short and bleaching it. that's LITERALLY what vitali did as well#obviously vitali is a guy but he was a daughter once. both him and roksana went through the same thing and went insane about it#+ roksana's weird obsession with mikhail which has stayed around all those years because she sees him as like. a symbol of freedom#because vitali was always with him and loved him etc etc. all of that made roksana love him too?? if that makes sense??#parasocial relationship with your older brother's bestie. because it's the only thing she's ever known. i need to chew on glass#and the way she feels like it's her responsibility to carry the burdens of her family because her older brothers both left#so she feels like she has to stick around and clean up the remaining messes to have some sort of semblance of a family again#but her parents are out for revenge and her mother has given up and her father is still trying. there's the whole affair thing with ravager#roksana has infiltrate vitali's office and of course she goes to do that. but with her own agenda in it all#trying to get closer to mikhail again as if she will succeed this time and finally get that freedom she's always longed for#and then she realizes that it was never about finding someone to run away with. it has to come from within yourself#and then she leaves. and she leaves so far that no one knows where she went for a good amount of years#AND IT'S SO INSANE TO ME. she did not have to go through any of that#and maybe if she and vitali had talked more and had tried to understand each other more they could've helped each other#instead of just. become strangers. while being quite literally EXACTLY the same. GOD!
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Iâm reminded of that post about how goths and people who wear only lots of pink are actually the same because âwearing only one colorâ is a specific choice in opposition to just looking Normal
Iâm flying to a friendâs wedding today, and I recently acquired from my neighborhood free page a very pretty vintage suitcase in like a brocade upholstery texture in all of my good colors, so of course I needed a coordinated airport outfit Ă la Midge Maisel. You guys donât know me, but I usually dress very put together, in what my sister calls Outfits, with a capital O to distinguish it from just wearing clothes. And since getting a full time job Iâve been slowly adding to my collection of vintage and 50âs-vibes clothes, because I just really like that aesthetic (my bridesmaid dress for the wedding is a vintage tea dress I got from Etsy. The fabric is in great condition but I had to reinforce pretty much every seam with my sewing machine, because the structural integrity of the original thread was breaking down, so that was an interesting learning experience).
All of which is to say that I Dressed Up for the airport in a vintage-y outfit that coordinates perfectly with some of the colors of my suitcase, and my hair is curled, and I have a vintage leather purse that my grandma gave me that matches her watch that Iâm wearing and the shoes she bought me last summer at the same vintage store that my skirt came from, and a teenage-ish girl with whatever you call the 2023 teenage equivalent of emo/punk vibes, like the dark maroon mullet and not a lot of makeup and dark comfy clothes but like, very on purpose, told me I look cool when I walked past on the way to security
And like, she Gets It! We have different fashion goals but I think we put a similar degree of intention into the way we look compared to just wearing regular clothes. Which is cool! Itâs validating. Not that I really need validation, but itâs always nice to get compliments, of course. And the way I dress is really not terribly distinctive most of the time, other than being Outfits and a little dressier than maybe the norm is, like I think most people who see me one time in passing would see that I look Nice but not necessarily see it as a cultivated Look. But punk mullet girl gets it.
#struggled with not sounding *too* pretentious here#I donât feel pretentious but I have a hard time talking about like. specific choices and things in any detail#like to my friends I just said what happened with a picture of my outfit and was like âand she gets it!â and they were like âyeah!â#but to strangers I have to go into much more detail to get the point across#even though really itâs not like Iâm putting all of that into it every day I just get up and go âi want to look nice todayâ#in accordance with my personal fashion preferences#and then having to explain those preferences like âmy name is alagaisia midge maisel darkness way and Iâm wearing vintage whateverâ#i do look so cute though#i got these shoes last summer and then lost the heel cap off of one of them the very first time i wore them#finally took them in to have them fixed last week so I could wear them to the wedding#needed a deadline so that I would actually get around to it#i hate flying itâs really a testament of how much I love my friend that Iâm flying#instead of driving ten hours to Nebraska#but it made more sense and to make sure i wonât be late or run into car trouble or anything#and Iâll stay looking nice right away instead of getting gross and sweaty in the car or having to change for bachelorette activities#i only know the bride so Iâm definitely going to make a very specific impression on all of these strangers lol#i joked with my dad about adopting a trans Atlantic accent for the whole weekend just for shits and giggles#turns out you cannot do it over the top. have you ever listened to JFKâs âwe choose to go to the moonâ speech#itâs very silly sounding#we had a good time saying things one might say at a bachelorette party in a goofy voice#âwe cho~ose to ohdah thihs maiule strippah⊠ahnd the othah things.. nawt becahse it is easyh..#but becawhse he is hahdâ#highly recommend#mine#personal
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We all know that Will's prone to freezing and fleeing as opposed to fighting (who can blame him) and this is consistently not an issue. In fact, the two only times he didn't run he was taken/taken over by an eldritch monster. That's like. The worst thing that could possibly happen. The characters talk about how he's good at running and he's great at hiding and this is all purely GOOD. Nobody faults him for this and truly, nobody seems to even notice.
We open in on st4 and we can see Will is struggling with El being bullied, in the way that he can't help and it's crushing him. Nobody else notices, nobody cares. He has a problem with this. It's negative to him. And so, narratively, he has to overcome it. He feels guilty and powerless and weak and he's going to have his st5 moment. He will help her.
#a lot of the ga was irritated by the fact that he couldnt help her#and point blank period if it wasnt important we wouldntve seen it#if theres no payoff there wouldnt be setup#which is why when he gets vecna'd its going to be about his guilt over never helping el and prob heavily focusing on bullies#(including lonnie)#theres actually a scene in s3 i could draw back to rn#when billy makes will and mike watch him choke her. and mike hits him over the head with a pipe while will stays frozen w fear? yeah#I AM ALL OVER THIS ONE#like henry has her held and taunts her or smthn and wills like 'not so fast'#this IS a will has powers post but ig TECHNICALLY it doesnt matter#will has powers#will gets vecna'd#byler#will byers#stranger things#byeler#willel#i could go in further on how this is the only season where running and hiding is demonized#haha get it cause eddie#wills own feelings on his own habit of running away rubbing off onto the rest of the show? idk man why are u asking me
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Now that Sammy's been doing better for a while I've started thinking again that it would be a good time to see if I can find a better home for him.
In my logical mind it seems the better choice for each of us, overall. For him, for me, even for Bats. I would sorely miss his incredible over-the-top goofiness and that he so easily is motivated to play with or without toys, and just his personal quirky flavor of endless love and affection, his abundant happiness. Knowing myself, I'll probably even miss the challenges in some way. A very bright light of love would be disappearing from my life, and just thinking about losing it makes me cry. The other thing I'm not looking forward to is that I probably should inform his breeder, and I probably could do without whatever she has to say about it. I'm imagining it wouldn't be something nice necessarily, based on my previous experiences with her (although I'd be happy to be proven wrong about that, it could very well be just my fear of rejection speaking). Still, I think she deserves to know IF I indeed find someone I'd trust him with.
On the other hand. To know him in good hands that can provide more training, more enrichment, better/ easier vet care as he gets even older. All things I do struggle with a lot since my health took a turn for the worse, and which I already did struggle with from the start, albeit much more low key. It would lift a huge responsibility from my shoulders, and maybe grant him the chance of a more fulfilled life in the years he has left. I knew from the start he's not the dog for me, that he requires more energy than I have to give, even though I tried my best to provide him with everything I could give him during our years together. And we definitely did give each other a large amount of great experiences that I wanna say we both don't want to have missed.
But I think I at least should try. I'm thinking of making it a requirement that any interested person will visit us a number of times to spend time with him and do things with him, so I can see if he starts opening up to them at all, and maybe see how they handle him in his not-so-good moments. Ultimately, I would leave that decision for Sammy himself, though, since animals tend to have a good idea about where they need to go themselves. I think he deserves to be given that chance. If it works, it works, and I'd be happy to let him go to a better life. And if it doesn't work, it doesn't, then he stays here for the rest of his life and we'll make it work somehow. However that is, but in some way we'll make it work if it comes to that.
#sam the papillon#for what it's worth I think he was meant to spend at least a few years with us#he gave those little signs when we picked him up#the only person he briefly made eye contact with was me#he's very good at ignoring people#and it was just this once on that day#(he already had met me once before when I visited him - and on that visit both I and the breeder decided he was not the dog for me)#(only for her to ask me if we can take him along after all the night we went back there to pick up Boo)#(the breeder felt he was not safe in that particular area and we live across the country so it was his best choice at the moment)#the other thing I took as a sign was that he immediately went with my request for him to get into his new carrier#when we had to start running to catch our train back home#he was overweight at the time and wouldn't have been able to keep up otherwise#I asked him to get into the carrier and he went#just like that#as if it was the most normal thing to do with an almost complete stranger#granted he never had an issue with carriers or anything#but it was the thing that decided if we could go back home that day or if we needed to stay at some hotel during the night#it was the last train that day and we caught it because Sammy just did what he was asked đ#idk#once he gets his final ok with the meds in 2-3 weeks I'll ask my trainer if she knows someone who would be a good fit#and either there is someone or there isn't#that's all I can do
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I don't think we (I say, talking to myself) talk enough about the fact that og!Elias worked in Artifact Storage for about 5 years. Like, Sasha transferred out after 3 months, and Gertrude saw her work history as impressive enough that she would be made Archivist. Like, what a surprisingly hard-working guy!
#Elias Bouchard#funny version of TMA to me is one where og!Elias sticks around as a voice in Jonah's headâ annoying him all day every day#but also gossipping. Eye guys love to gossip#anyway og!Elias I think would hold a bit of a grudge towards anyone who joins Artifact Storage and then leaves#5 years there? I'm sure he had to train some people! had to warn them about how sppoky~ the job was#each time his new coworkers would assure him that they don't scare easily. they wouldn't run away from a few creepy paintings!#and each time they quit as soon as they could. and Elias would have to train someone new to replace themâ over and over again#surprisingly thoâ Sasha doesn't run from danger! she got marked by the Spiral AND the Corruption in one go and came back for more!#Jonah almost thought they made the wrong decision... and then she got murdered by the Stranger. so. :/#also i think og!Elias relied heavily on his weed habit there#secret to staying calm in harrowing supernatural situations? self medicating with weed#didn't really help in the endâ but
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WHUMPTOBER 2024: PROMPTS LIST
Welcome to Whumptober 2024 â Seventh Time's a Charm!
Please make sure to read the Event Info and FAQ below carefully, as most of your questions will be answered there already. For everything else, you are welcome to come to our ask box or ask questions in our Discord server here.
This yearâs AO3 Collection can be found here.
This year's playlist can be found here.
The 'Anatomy of a Whumptober Prompt' post can be found here.
And our 'Resources for Writing Sensitive Topics' post is here.
Weâre very excited to see the community come together for another year of Whumptober! Go wild with the prompts, and support your fellow creators - we wish you all the fun!
Best of luck and happy whumping,
Mods Vanne, Yenn, Kitty and Surro
(Text versions of the prompts, as well as event information, rules and FAQ are posted below the cut!)
Whumptober 2024 Prompt List
No. 1: RACE AGAINST THE CLOCK
Search Party | Panic Attack | "If only we could hold on.â (Icysami x Renegaderr, Strangers.)
No. 2: TRUST ISSUES
Amusement Park | Role Reversal | âYou got away with the crime while the knife's in my back.â (Charlotte Sands, Rollercoaster)
No. 3: SET UP FOR FAILURE
Fingerprints | Wrongfully Arrested | "I warned you."
No. 4: HALLUCINATIONS
Hypnosis | Sensory Deprivation | âYou're still alive in my head.â (Billy Lockett, More)
No. 5: SUNBURN
Healing Salve | Heatstroke | "If my pain will stretch that far." (Lottery Winners, Burning House)
No. 6: NOT REALISING THEY'RE INJURED
Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms | Healed Wrong | "It's not my blood."
No. 7: ONLY FOR EMERGENCIES
Unconventional Weapon | Magic with a Cost | "It's us or them."
No. 8: SLEEP DEPRIVATION
Isolation Chamber | Forced to Stay Awake | "Leave the lights on." (Coldplay, Midnight)
No. 9: OBSESSION
Broken Window | Bruises | âFrame me up on the wall, just to keep me out of trouble.â (Fall Out Boy, Irresistible)
No. 10: BLOW TO THE HEAD
Slurred Words | Passing Out from Pain | "I can't think straight."
No. 11: SEEING DOUBLE
Convenience Store | Loneliness | âLeave no trace behind, like you don't even exist.â (Taylor Swift, Illicit Affairs)
No. 12: STARVATION
Underground Caverns | Cannibalism | "Just a little more."
No. 13: TEAM AS A FAMILY
Familial Curse | Multiple Whumpees | "Death will do us part." (Set It Off, Partner's In Crime)
No. 14: LEFT FOR DEAD
Hunting Gear | Blackmail | âBecause I want you to know what it feels like to be hauntedâ (tiLLie, kooL aiD mAn)
No. 15: CHILDHOOD TRAUMA
Painful Hug | Moment of Clarity | "I did good, right?"
No. 16: NECROSIS
Swamp | Wound Cleaning | "No, I can't feel anything."
No. 17: NOWHERE ELSE TO GO
Ruined Map | Shipwrecked | "We had a good run."
No. 18: REVENGE
Unreliable Narrator | Loss of Identity | âI see what's mine and take it.â (Panic! at the Disco, Emperor's New Clothes)
No. 19: BLOOD TRAIL
Abandoned Cabin | One Way Out | "Is there anybody alive out there?" (Bruce Springsteen, Radio Nowhere)
No. 20: EMOTIONAL ANGST
Shoulder to Cry On | Giving Permission to Die | "It's not your fault."
No. 21: BODY HORROR
Body Horror | Tattoo Gun | Spirit Possession | âLet the bedsheet soak up the tears.â (Apparat feat. Soap & Skin, Goodbye)
No. 22: BLEEDING THROUGH BANDAGES
Tourniquet | Reopening Wounds | "Oh that's not good."
No. 23: FORCED CHOICE
Public Display | Broken Pedestal | "I'm doing this for you."
No. 24: RADIATION POISONING
Collapsed Building | Equipment Failure | âI never knew daylight could be so violent.â (Florence + The Machine, No Light, No Light)
No. 25: SURGERY
Stitches | Being Monitored | "It's for your own good."
No. 26: NIGHTMARES
Breakfast Table | Parting Words of Regret | âI'm haunted by the lies that I have loved, the actions I have hated.â (Poe, Haunted)
No. 27: VOICELESS
Laboratory | Muzzled | âI have no mouth and I must scream.â
No. 28: DENIAL
CCTV | Exposure | "They caught me red handed."
No. 29: FATIGUE
Labyrinth | Burnout | "Who said you could rest?"
No. 30: RECOVERY
Hospital Bed | Holding Back Tears | "What have I done?"
No. 31: ASKING FOR HELP
Therapy | Making Amends | "I'm alive, I'm just not well." (Elliot Lee, Alive, Not Well.)
Alternatives List:
Body Swap
Communication Barrier
Finding Old Messages
Forgotten
Friendly Fire
Motion Sickness
No-Holds-Barred Beatdown
Regret
Secrets Revealed
Shivering
Survivor's Guilt
Time Loop
Used As Bait
Venom
Vermin
Event Info & Rules
WHUMPTOBER is a month-long, prompt-based creation challenge (think: Inktober, but whumpier). There are 31 official themes this year - one for each day of the month - which can be used, skipped, or combined in any way youâd like. They are meant to serve as inspiration without being taken literally (e.g. you donât have to include the exact wording of prompts into your work). Feel free to run rampant on interpretation. For example, if the prompt is âflame", you could create something with reference to a candle/campfire, your character could have suffered a burn, or the flame could be a reference to an âold flameâ - an old relationship. Itâs truly down to you!
In total, there are 4 prompts for each day. These are optional suggestions and can be used in conjunction with the theme, or as options/alternatives. We want to give everyone as much creative freedom as possible, as well as increase event accessibility for folks with triggers and squicks. There is also a list of 15 alternative prompts that can be subbed in for any day, again to give participants as much creative freedom as possible.
Creators can PRODUCE work in any media they choose, including but not limited to: writing, visual artwork, photo/video/audio edits, paper crafts and elaborate recommendation lists (not just a list of links). Creators can PARTICIPATE as much or as little as they want (i.e. you donât have to do ALL the prompts if you donât want to) and prompts can be used in any order. They are also free to use even after the event ends.
When uploading Whumptober content to your blog, be sure to tag it with:
#whumptober2024 âŠ..(the event tag)
#no.1, #no.2, #no.3, âŠ..(theme number)
#bruises, #stabbing, âŠ..(the theme or specific prompt you chose)
#altprompt âŠ..(if you use an altprompt, tag the post with the number of the prompt you replace)
#fandom or #OC, âŠ..(ironman, original content, oc, etc.)
#medium âŠ..(gifs, fic, podcast, art, etc.)
#teeth, #etc âŠ..(trigger warnings & any additional tags. Keep in mind not to add âtwâ in front but only use the word/trigger itself)
#nsfwhump âŠ..(only for nsfw content)
#your own tags go here
PLEASE BE DILIGENT WITH YOUR TAGGING. Only properly tagged posts are considered for archiving on the official @whumptober-archive blog. They must be tagged in the order above. An elaborate post about our tagging system can be found [here]
Unfortunately, due to the sheer number of participants in recent years, we cannot guarantee your work will be archived. A random selection of properly tagged posts from all genres will be reblogged each day.
Whumpers who produce content for 31 total theme days are considered event completionists and will be tagged in a masterpost at the end of the month. A form will be published at the beginning of November asking you to tell us if you completed. This is based on trust and we will not check this.
Frequently Asked Questions
Please read this before you send an ask!
TIMELINE
July: Trope voting form released. Late August: Prompt list is released for at least four weeks of preparation time. Tropes cannot be posted earlier than August 25th because of Moderator obligations in real life. (But, you know, go ahead and start writing/drawing, and add the themes in later, if you want!) September: Do as much or as little on your works as you want. You can prepare everything in advance or let September go by with vibes and start working in October. Itâs up to you. October 1st: Challenge begins! A storm of whump breaks upon us all! During this time, some posts will be reblogged to the whumptober archive blog. We open the yearly AO3 collection for posting (optional). November 1st: The challenge is officially over! Completionist form opens for those who want to be included in the hall-of-fame. Early November: We release completionist and participant badges, solicit feedback, and post a hall-of-fame list of completionists by the 10th.
PARTICIPATION AND COMPLETION
Q: What counts as participation? Create or continue at least one work inspired by one of this yearâs prompts. Q: What counts as completion? Creating work(s) inspired by at least one prompt from each day (or alts), for a total of 31 unique prompts. Q: Do I need to create 31 works? No. You can, if you want. Or you can create one work that you add to every day with a new prompt. Or several works that combine prompts. You can also update an existing work by adding new material with the current prompts. Q: Do I need to post my works somewhere to be a completionist or a participant? No. Q: How do you know I actually completed the challenge? Weâll take your word for it! Q: Do I have to finish my work(s) to be a completionist? No, you can post WIPs. And youâre not obligated to finish them in October, but if you want it to count towards being a completionist, you must have completed 31 prompts by the end of the month. So for example, if youâre writing a long fic and you fit 31 different prompts into the writing you did in October, itâs okay if that fic isnât finished by the time October ends, youâll still be a completionist. Q: Is co-writing/illustrating allowed? Yes, absolutely, and it would count towards being a completionist for both/all of you. Q: Is there a min/max limit on word count for written works? No. Q: Is there a min/max limit of quality for art? No. Q: Do I have to do something each day to be a completionist? No. You can skip days whenever you want, and as long as 31 daily prompts (or alts) are in your works done in October, you can be a completionist. For example, if you wrote a 1000-word ficlet that covers prompts in days 2, 3, and 17, you can check all three days off your list even though itâs only one work. Q: Is this challenge just for fics? No! Artworks, GIFsets, headcannons, rec lists, poetry, moodboards, or any other creative work is encouraged. Q: Can I combine Whumptober with other creation challenges? Absolutely, as long as the other challenges allow it too.
PROMPTS
Q: How do the prompts work? There are FOUR prompts per day: a theme and three ideas. You can use one, two, three, or all four prompts for each day. If you donât like any of the daily prompts, you can substitute one of the ALT prompts instead. Q: How strictly/literally should we interpret the prompts? As literally or as figuratively as you want. For example, if the theme is WATER, that could mean drowning, waterboarding, raining, swimming, take place underwater, be lost at sea, construct a metaphor about a characterâs mood that changes like a flowing river, crying, or whatever else you can think of that fits that theme. Q: Can I combine prompts? Is there a limit on how many? No limit and combine as many as youâd like. If you create a work that checks off multiple prompts, that work will count for a fill of multiple prompts. You need to address 31 different prompts to be an official completionist, but you donât have to produce 31 separate works.
WORKS
Q: Whatâs whump? Hurting a character, whether thatâs physically, emotionally, intellectually, psychologically, or any other way you can think of. Comfort afterwards is optional. Angst is emotional whump, so it counts. Q: How do I know if itâs whumpy enough? If your character is just mildly inconvenienced, it probably needs more whump. However, no participant has to prove whumpiness to the mods. Whatever you write is up to you. Q: What kind of characters can I create for? Anything. Generic âwhumpee,â OC, PC, NPC, major characters, minor characters, or whatever you want. There are no limits. Q: Does it have to take place in a specific fandom? No, you can create works for your own worlds or for fandoms or for both. You can also create more generic or pan-fandom works. You can do cross-overs or use OCs, whatever you want. Q: Can I create AI-created works? We will not reblog or promote any works we know to be generative AI-created. Q: Is there anything weâre not allowed to write? As long as it contains whump and is based on our prompts, itâs fine. Please courtesy tag your works if you post them so people who follow the #whumptober2024 tag can filter according to their preferences. Q: What about sex, minor characters, and potentially disturbing content? You can create whatever works are legal in your country and post them accordingly. Please courtesy tag anything you think might be objectionable if you post to Tumblr so people who follow the #whumptober2024 tag can filter according to their preferences.
POSTING
Q: Where can I post my work? Post where and how you want. You donât even have to (cross)post it to Tumblr. Just keep in mind if itâs not on Tumblr we will not be able to add it to the blog archive. There is an AO3 archive for Whumptober 2024, as well as the parent collection for works completed outside of the event. Q: Can I start posting early? You can, but this is an October event and wouldnât it be more fun with everyone doing it at the same time? We wonât be reblogging any work predating October 1st. Q: Can I post late? Yes. For the sake of our hardworking Post Fairies, only a dayâs themes will be reblogged to @whumptober-archive each day of October. But you can post whenever. Some of us are still working on and posting Whumptober fics from years ago. Q: Do I have to use your tags? Only on Tumblr and only if you want us to reblog your work on @whumptober-archive. Q: How do I have my works reblogged to the archive? Properly tagged posts will be reblogged to @whumptober-archive. If you want the official archive blog to reblog you, post on Tumblr and tag correctly (see this FAQ link for more info on tagging). Please note not all posts will be reblogged each day. Q: Can we @ you? For questions and comments, of course. Weâll be getting a flood of notifications, so if you really want us to see something send an ask. Q: Can I cross post on other blogs? Yes, multiple platforms and blogs are perfectly acceptable, as long as they allow cross-posting (to us). You can also post different works to different accounts under different names, without posting them everywhere at once. If you post some works under your main and others under an alt blog, thatâs fine for completionist purposes. Q: Can I upload/repost my Whumptober content to other social media platforms? Of course! Weâve created an AO3 Collection to archive any fics posted there, which can be found here. The blog is the official archive, so please respect the personal boundaries of any whumpers in your social circle (donât out anyone as a participant who would prefer not to be outed).
Most importantly, have fun, create, and enjoy all the whump posted this October!
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High empathy AND low empathy autistics please join the healthcare field if you can physically (and sensory-wise) handle it, i prommy its rewarding and mostly routine based (as long as you have patience and awareness that some of the people you may help are disabled to the point of needing around-the-clock assistance)
#theres ofc the exceptions of the occasional requests/odd events#butlike#if you like routine then either dietary or laundry in healthcare is the perfect job*#(* obv not for all autistics since everyone has diff preferences and boundaries)#if you dont do well with unexpected delays then DO NOT BECOME A CNA/RNA!! You can/most likely will be made to stay for 12-16 hrs when you-#-thought youd be there for 8#also it pays pretty decently and its a job/field that#genuinely is vital#depending on the facility you could still be mandated as laundry or dietary if theyre run 24/7 but-#if you genuinely cannot handle 10-16 hour shifts then work at a nursing home/somewhere where there are closing hours for the kitchen/laundry#and do it exclusively in the evening/afternoon#since morning people can get mamdated#mandated* (which means being made to do a shift-and-a-half or a double despite only being scheduled for a reg shift)#AND CHOOSE NON-PROFIT IF POSSIBLE!!!#as someone who works in a for-profit facility that is literally the only thing that#makes me wanna quit and beat the fucking life out of corporate#also most hospitals/medical facilities are closed meaning that the people who enter are there for a reason#so you get a generally consistent cast and crew#as opposed to customer service where youre p much encountering strangers all day#anyway getting off my soapbox and returning to my sketchbook#tony speaks
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kind of ashamed there isn't more lock-in aus in fanfic
i feel like we should be doing better as a collective
#idk maybe other areas just don't do them#but they were something that happened at my high school a couple times#as well as the local library#if you don't know what a lock-in is:#basically all of the high schoolers who wanted to participate would check into the school around 9pm#then they would get 'locked in' for the night and try to stay awake until 5am when the doors reopened#there was food and energy drinks and movies and just dance and dodgeball/volleyball tournaments and even laser tag once#you could run around the hallways and people made nests out of the blankets and pillows they brought#and there were crafts and stuff#it was actually really fun#and everyone was SUPER sleep deprived by the end so I had some really Random conversations with complete strangers#i feel like the potential of these things is being wasted#it has excellent meet-cute potential both platonic and romantic#and it doesn't even have to be for high school#you could make it a work lock-in or a college lock-in or a fundraiser lock-in where all the proceeds go to charity#our local library did one where parents could check in their kids for the night and all proceeds went to library funding#obviously there was chaperones because a million 10 year olds could destroy a library on their own#but still#wasted potential#fanfiction#fanfic writing#fanfic tropes#fanfic#fanfic authors#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#archive of our own
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reader x dog shifter 141 [pt.2]
(If you haven't seen it yet, here's part one.)
Itâs been a couple weeks, and youâre starting to catch on to just how smart your dogs are.
Not that you know what they actually areâbut theyâve got this weirdly human intelligence behind their eyes, and weirdly human personalities. The Great Dane likes to sit on the recliner in your living room, regal and commanding, often watching your front yard whenever the gardener would come over. The gardenerâs son replaced him once for a job, leaving grass cuttings in the driveway, and he was all huffy about it. It amused you at first, but then you realized his judgement wasnât reserved for strangers. He was even more huffy the time you accidentally burned a steak. (Jeez, since when was he a dad?) Not to mention the empty whiskey glasses he likes to keep around, but that's not rightâdogs can't have alcohol, can they?
The German Shepherd, on the other hand, is surprisingly clingyâbut not in a bump-into-your-leg or overtly cuddly kind of way. Instead, he follows you while never begging for attention, attentive and patient as though a soldier awaiting orders. Youâve been jump-scared one too many times by his presence, when you think youâre alone and he appears out of thing air. A massive giant of a dog, with paws as silent as a shadow. And heâs stubbornâdoesnât initiate contact, but you swear youâve caught a subtle bashful glance. Especially when you scratch behind his ears and along the scar of his cheek and chin.
But what the Shepherd lacks in open affection, the Labrador makes up tenfold. He doesn't pester about it, though, simply hopping up to your side on the couch to curl up or placing his muzzle on top of your knees. Still, while probably the most obedient out of the four, youâve seen him get roped into food heists with the Foxhound, or stalking as closely and silently as the Shepherd. Very much the little brother who tags along with whatever. But you can't stay mad at him for long, eitherânot when he knows how to apologizeâbringing you a freshly chomped-off flower from the backyard whenever you get mad. Then he'll sit at your heels with a faint tail wag, whining 'til you're settled and appeased.
The Foxhound is perhaps the most talkative, in both a noisy and conversational way. His joy is unrelenting around you, and he greats you like youâd expect any other dog. Still, heâs awfully communicative. Itâs how youâve learned their namesâwith you wandering aloud what to call them, and him making faces at every suggestion. He eventually settled for playing retriever: playing charades by bringing you back bottles and bars of soap. For the Great Dane, he grabbed an old receipt from the trash. For the Shepherd, he threw on a sheet. He seemed awfully confused on what to do for the Labrador, though, and just kept whining as if in apology.
âSo Soap, Price, Ghost, andâŠ,â you trail off, glancing at the Labrador with a slight pout. âOh, Iâm sorry, boy. I really donât know what to call you. And Soap here seems like heâs run out of braincells.â
Ghost snorts in amusement, which is returned by Soapâs unfettered glare.
The next morning, though, there really is no explanation as to how Soap learned the alphabet, how to write, or to arrange your bedsheets in the following name: GAZ.
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Bonus Thoughts:
"Aha... what the fuck."
Price has face-palmed (face-pawed?) and Ghost just walks over and calmly almost slapstick-esque baps Soap on the head. Meanwhile, Gaz looks dejected, pressing his forehead to the front door, like he's expecting you to kick them out in the next five seconds.
Not that you would, of courseâbut we can queue the mild horror and existential questioning of what the hell these dogs actually are. You call your friend to rant about your theoryâthat they could be escapees from a top secret government laboratory, or spies from another country. She just says to enter them into a dog show, or make âem celebrities on social media.
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tw - non/con, unbalanced power dynamics, obsessive/possessive behavior, and manipulation.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who's the best security you could possibly ask for. You've been told that hybrids aren't very good for protection, that you'd be better off just getting a regular dog or, better yet, not living alone in one of the sketchier neighborhoods of a notoriously unsafe city, but those people haven't meant your Kento. Stern, stoic, and loyal - he keeps you safe, helps around the house, and doesn't need (or want, for that matter) half of the attention a normal dog would need. Really, it's more like having a personal bodyguard than a pet. You're sure he'd prefer if it if you treated him more like the former than the latter, too.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who'd practically be human if it wasn't for the adorably pointed ears on top of his head, the wiry tail at the base of his spine, and the dull canines you sometimes catch a glimpse of during one of his rare smiles. It's clear that he doesn't consider himself to be like most hybrids, so you do your best to treat him like a roommate - giving him his space, making sure he has his privacy, constantly resisting the urge to run your hands through his hair and apologizing profusely when you inevitably fail. He claims he doesn't mind, not if it's you, but you've seen the way his lips curl when strangers so much as approach him, how he rolls his eyes when he sees other hybrids sitting on their owners' laps or begging for treats. You're not eager to get on his bad side, even if you do occasionally catch him slipping into your bed in the middle of the night.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who's mistaken for your boyfriend at least once a week. It's your own fault, really. He likes to walk you to work, run errands while you're away, all the things a stay-at-home boyfriend would usually do if he were as loving and as attentive as Nanami. It's always embarrassing, even if all you have to do is nod to one of his less-than-human features to clear up the misunderstanding. Still, it happens so often, and you're not proud to admit that from time to time, you don't have the energy to do anything but smile and nod when your elderly neighbor compliments the 'hunk of a man' living with you.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who's less naturally protective than you think he is. He's concerned with your safety, of course, but that's not a privilege that extends to the male coworkers he catches with a hand on the small of your back, to the friends who drag you out of your shared apartment and don't bring you back until the early hours of the morning. He spends more nights than he's proud of standing outside of your bedroom door, listening for any signs of life, waiting for an intruder, or a nightmare - any excuse to cross that unspoken boundary. It'd be more practical to spend his nights on the foot of your bed like every other drooling, filthy mutt hybrid, but that's not the kind of relationship he wants to have with you. Not if you have to think of him as a dog to get there.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who has to fuck his fist three times a day to offset his humiliating instincts. He tried for complete abstinence at first, not to think about you in that context at all, but there's only so many hours of his day he can spend with his knot pressed into his stomach, his cock twitching every time you bend over or brush against him. Still, it's far from a long-term solution. How could it be, when he still cums untouched every time you scratch the base of his ears?
Guard Dog!Nanami, who volunteers to take care of your household chores so he'll have an excuse to root through your laundry while you're away. He's surprised you haven't noticed just how much of your underwear mysteriously vanishes with every load, but even if you were less oblivious, he'd rather you be suspicious of him than ever find the hoard of tattered, stained, ruined fabric he keeps underneath his mattress.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who knows this can't go on for much longer. He loves you, and he respects you, and he knows that you'll never really see him as anything more than a pet, but he's can't seem to bring himself to see you as a master. And, when he's walking you home late at night after yet another unplanned bar crawl, when he's listening to you whine half-coherently about how hard it is to live with a hybrid that's so close to human, he may pass a darkened alleyway and listen to the long-buried, animalistic mind urging Nanami to claim what belongs to him.
Guard Dog!Nanami, who knows that you'll never make a very good master and he'll never make a very good pet. But, that doesn't mean he can't hope that you'll both be better off after your roles are reversed.
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A NIGHT IN HOLLYWOOD â | ATEEZ SERIES
â featuring ot8!ateez in iconic HOLLYWOOD romance and rom-com movies
â TICKET BOOTH IS CLOSED! đïž : the movies are about to start! all fics will have MATURE CONTENT! MDNI!
sit back, relax, grab your popcorn and tissues, and enjoy the silver screen . . .
THE PARENT TRAP â | KHJ
TROPE: exes to lovers! divorced!au
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, angst, crack, slice of life
AS DIVORCED PARENTS to two twin daughters, you and hongjoong have your fair share of work cut out. Driving to piano lessons, cheering at hockey games, drop offs at each otherâs houses, it can all be a little much. But could a relaxing summer retreat as a whole family possibly rekindle past emotions youâve swept under the rug? . . .
â IN THEATRES
DIRTY DANCING â | PSH
TROPE: bad boy!seonghwa, enemies to lovers!au , 60s!au
TAGS: nsfw, smut, angst, crack
THAT WAS THE SUMMER before JFK got shot, before the beatles came, and when you were working part time at your aunts summer resort. That was also the summer you met resident heart breaker and cocky entertainment crew member, Park Seonghwa. Remind yourself why youâre suddenly dance partners with him again? . . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
PRETTY WOMAN â | JYH
TROPE: dilf!yunho x formerstripper!reader, strangers to lovers!au, contract lovers!au,
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, angst
LIVING IN BEVERLY HILLS comes with its perks. But for two different people such as yourself and multimillionaire business tycoon, Jeong Yunho, both of you canât seem to find what youâre looking for in the so called âLand of Dreamsâ. So the proposal is simple really⊠let him spoil you with money, jewelry and clothes while in return, you stay by his side. . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
MR AND MRS KANG â | KYS
TROPE: marriage!au, established relationship, spy!au, assasin!au
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, ANGST, crack
WHO WOULDâVE THOUGHT picture perfect suburban neighbourhood couple, Mr. and Mrs. Kang would be at each others necks trying to kill each other first. Youâve both come this far in your marriage while hiding your secret identities, but it looks like only one person can remain standing. I guess you both did promise âin sickness and in healthâ. . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
ROMAN HOLIDAY â | CS
TROPE: royalty!au, princess!reader x reporter!san, strangers to lovers!
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, angst
AS CROWN PRINCESS, youâre on a tightly scheduled tour of European capital cities. But after an especially rough day in Rome, you sneak out of the embassy to explore the so called Eternal City, running into no other than celebrity news reporter, Choi San, looking out for his next big royal scandal. . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU â | SMG
TROPE: college!au, stoner!mingi, enemies to lovers!au, fakedating(?)au, y2k aesthetic
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, angst, crack, slice of life
YOUR YOUNGER BROTHER Wooyoung is desperate in getting you, his older sister in college, to date so that he can finally date in highschool. The options for potential candidates are scarce, considering men flock away like birds the second youâre near. Good thing campus stoner and weirdo, Song Mingi is the same as well. . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS â | JWY
TROPE: fashioncolumnist!reader x advertiser!wooyoung, y2k aesthetic, fake dating(?)au, enemies to lovers!au, mutual pining
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, angst, crack, slice of life
LISTEN, IF IT MEANS getting a promotion at your editorial company as a news journalist instead of pop culture and lifestyle columnist, youâd do anything. And that includes pretending to be the most annoying and clingiest girlfriend to some guy for 10 whole days. But just so you know, Wooyoung likes clingy. . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
ROMEO & JULIET â | CJH
TROPE: unrequited love, star crossed lovers!au, mutual pining, secret romance (shakespeare be rolling in his grave rn)
TAGS: nsfw, smut, fluff, ANGST
FOR CENTURIES, a plague of hatred and hostility has been present in the relations between the House of Choi and your own. You know you canât be together, but yet why do you keep catching that dark haired boy staring at you so longingly? And why do you want him just as bad?. . .
â not yet in theatres . . .
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BEAUTIFUL THING
mike schmidt x f!reader word count; 2,573 warnings; smut, no plot, just porn :D summary; there was nothing in the world she wanted more than mike schmidt. but what were the chances he'd ever make a move on her?
 She wanted Mike Schmidt.
 Donât get her wrong, she absolutely adored Abby, she was sweet, funny, and overall not a hard kid to take care of. But she knew all too well what her intentions were when she agreed to take up the babysitting jobâ how could she say no when he looked at her like that with those big, deep brown eyes?
 It was another late night spent at the Schmidt houseâ Mike had just gotten himself a new job with unholy hours, some late night security gig he had no choice but to take. Her mouth opened in a yawn and through her bleary vision, she blinked down to the watch on her wrist.Â
 4:30 AM. Mike wouldnât be back for another hour and a half or so.Â
 She sighed and threw her head back against the cushions, staring absentmindedly at the television as some old cartoon played, audio soft and muffled. She wasnât sure why she even bothered trying to stay up for Mikeâ sheâd been babysitting for him for months, (without pay, might she add) and still, neither he nor she had made any moves. She wasnât even sure if he ever even intended to make a move on her.Â
 But she was just so certain that he felt at least some sort of attraction towards her. She could see it in the way he looked at her, how his eyes would absentmindedly trail down her body against his better judgment, how heâd pull the inside of his bottom lip between his teeth while he did. She could see it in the way his body would react when she came too close, like when she gave him a handshake or playfully shoved his shoulder.
 It was the same way she reacted when he was close.Â
 Surely it couldnât all be for nothing?
 Her eyelids were falling heavy against her eyes and she slowly slumped further into the cushions of the couch, hands tightening around the blanket around her body. Sleep was so close that she could reach out and feel it, and she wouldâve slipped into the arms of slumber if it hadnât been for the opening and closing of the front door.Â
 She grumbled and furrowed her brows down at her watch.Â
 4:35 AM. Mike wasnât supposed to be home yet.Â
 At the notion, she jolted and snapped her head towards the entrance, her heart thrumming against her chest as she prepared herself for the sight of a total stranger, ready to make a run straight for Abbyâs room. She blinked and narrowed her eyes at the dark silhouette of the figure as it hung its coat on the rack bolted on the wall.Â
 âSorry. Sâ just me.â
 She knew that voice. It was a voice she always dreamed about, a voice belonging to someone sheâd seen practically everyday.
 âMike?â Her voice came out rough, having not spoken for hours, not since Abby had gone to bed. âWhat are you doing home so early?â She asked as she pushed herself further up the sofa while Mike made his way towards the recliner, wiping a hand down his face before plopping down into the seat. She could only make out his face through the light from the television but even then, she could sense something was off.Â
 Mike tapped his fingers against the armrest of the recliner, âI⊠I just⊠needed to leave⊠I guess,â he replied and she frowned, scooting to the far side of the couch closest to him. âIs⊠is everything alright?â She questioned, unsure whether or not he needed consoling. Mike leaned further back into his seat and let his eyelids flutter closed, inhaling deep through his nostrils.Â
 âJust⊠is Abby asleep?â He finally asked after a moment and she nodded, humming. âShe went down earlier than usual. Actually managed to get her to eat something,â she replied, her lips curving into a smile but quickly faltering again when she realized Mike wasnât going to reciprocate. He looked almost⊠distraught.Â
 Worrying her bottom lip between her teeth, she pondered her options. Sheâd known Mike for some time but even then, she still knew little to nothing about him. He slept a lot, that was for sure. And he loved his little sister and was trying so hard to be exactly the type of person she needed. But she knew nothing about him, Mike Schmidt himself. She didnât know what he did in his free time, what he liked to eat, if he had hobbies, nothing.Â
 Hell, sheâd spent so much time fantasizing about him and filling in all the holes herself, she hardly even acknowledged that he could be somebody entirely else. She didnât know the first thing about him.
 But she could learn to try.Â
 She leaned forward, a steady hand warily finding his on the armrest of the recliner and she flinched when Mike snapped his eyelids open, looking between her and their touching hands. Their gazes surged into one another and she made no moves, as if seeking any sign that she should stop.
 Mikeâs heart thrummed so hard inside his chest, it was a miracle that she couldnât hear it. She looked at him as if she were asking permissionâ permission to what, he hadnât even the slightest clue. But in spite of the voices inside of his head telling him he shouldnât, that he shouldnât let her, that he was wrong for her, he did. How could he say no when she looked at him like that, as if he were the most beautiful thing sheâd ever laid eyes upon?
 His silence gave her the confidence to let her fingers creep further down to the back of his hand, flipping it around until they rested against the heel of his palm. Slowly, she soothed the tips of her fingers up his palm until they fell between the cracks of his, letting her digits curl around his knuckles. Mike shuddered at the touch and let his own fingers press down against hers and he watched as she raised their intertwined hands to her mouth, their gazes molded together as she pressed her lips against his skin. His lips trembled as they fell open and he narrowed his eyes, clinging onto the last bit of restraint he had left.Â
 âYou can relax with me, Mike,â she whispered against his skin, pressing another soft kiss to the knuckle of his ring finger. âYou donât have to worry while Iâm around.â
 Mike pressed his lips back together and fought back the urge to groan at her words, his eyes wandering from their hands, down her arm, to her chest where it pressed against the edge of the sofa. His breath shuddered when he exhaled and the rubber band stretched inside of him finally released and with it, the last of his restraint.Â
 Fuck it, he thought. Itâs been long enough.
 Mike tugged her closer by the hand and her lids widened, a squeal slipping from her lips, in which he was swift to eat right up, pressing his mouth against hers. With his hand not intertwined with hers, he gripped her hip, working his way up to her waist to squeeze. The sound she made was muffled inside their admittedly messy kiss and he pulled her even closer, her knees having nowhere to go but on the outside of his thighs.Â
 Mike groaned and pulled away to catch his breath as her hips ground down against his, already feeling frustrated with the growing erection in his jeans. He blinked up at the woman on top of him, her arms thrown over his shoulders, her chest heaving as she chased air back into her lungs. She stared down at him with hazy irises, still bleary from lack of sleep.Â
 âSorry,â Mike finally managed to breathe out, his palms resting on either of her thighs. âProbably a little much, wasnât it?â
 He watched as the corners of her lips curved into a grin and she chuckled breathlessly, shaking her head. âNot enough,â she tittered as she surged her lips back into his, one of her hands on his shoulders slithering their way into his mess of dark tendrils, fingers curling and tugging at his roots. He hissed inside her mouth and dug his fingernails into her skin, a whimper falling from her lips, allowing him to take control of the situation.Â
 He pressed himself forward and reached for the end of her t-shirt and she briefly broke away to allow the fabric up and over her head, her own fingers already working at the buckle of his belt. Mike leaned forward to pepper kisses all across the tops of her breasts and she threw her head back as he took over in undoing his belt, ripping it from his loops and throwing open the button and zipper of his jeans.Â
 She clambered off of him as he raised his hips to tug his pants and boxers down just enough to allow his erection to spring free of its restraints, feeling her stomach do a somersault at the sight as she stripped herself of her own shorts and panties. Mike fought the urge to wrap his hands around his cock as she reached behind her back to undo the clasps of her bra and time seemed to slow as the straps fell from her shoulders, the lave toppling to the floor altogether.Â
 He swore he could feel his mouth water and never before this moment had he wanted something, or someone, more. He blinked up at her, following her gaze down to his lap and at his erection that stood tall, waiting for her, dripping with pre-cum.Â
 Mike cocked an eyebrow, âyou just gonna stand there or you gonna take it?â He asked, voice low and husky and fuck, she thought sheâd drop dead right then and there. Still, this was a dangerous game they were playing. âWhat about Abby?â She whispered, glancing towards the hallway where Abbyâs room was. âWhat if she wakes up?â
 Mike pressed his lips together and bucked his hips, raising a leg to softly give her calf a kick. âYou can be quiet, right?â He murmured in question and she felt herself clench from his voice alone. Here Mike Schmidt was, cock out and erect, all because of her. This was something she had only dreamed ofâ never did she think that this would become reality.Â
 Mike cocked his eyebrow again and she shook herself from her thoughts, taking his hand as he guided her back onto his lap. Her body shuddered and her bones rattled as she began to sink herself down, jolting when the tip brushed against her cunt, teeth sinking down into the plush of her bottom lip to contain her sounds.Â
 âItâs okay,â Mike whispered. âI got you.â
 Her eyes about rolled in the back of her head at that as his hands kneaded at the flesh of either of her hips, guiding her further down his length, making sure to go agonizingly slow to ensure she felt every single fucking inch of cock inside of her. Tears brimmed the outskirts of her eyelids as she finally sat still on his lap, filled to the brim with cock. Mike let her head fall down against the curve of his shoulder, burying her nose into the crook of his neck as she allowed time to adjust to his size, simultaneously trying to keep her sounds to a minimum.Â
 âYouâre so tight,â Mikeâs breath shuddered in her ear and his voice made goosebumps litter her skin, his fingertips like the icy breath of a ghost against her back. âYou think you can handle moving now?â He asked in a whisper against the shell of her ear and she nodded, letting him grab her thighs and push her further up his cock until just the head remained. She cried against his neck when he sank her all the way back down his length, the lewd noise of their wet skin slapping together making her clench around him. âFff⊠uuck,â he dragged his curse out as he snapped his hips up against her.
 âShit!â She gasped as he thrusted again and again and again. And she let him. She let him use her in whatever way he pleased.Â
 âGonna be good for me?â He muttered next to her ear. âGonna let me take care of you, hm?â She nodded, bobbing her head up and down against his shoulder as he snapped his hips up to hers again and again, daring the coil inside her belly to snap. âThink you can handle it?â He asked again and she nodded once more, crying and biting down on his collar. âYes!â She cried, fortunately muffled against his skin.Â
 So Mike thrusted again, harder and harder, chasing that high, that release he so desperately needed. He could tell she was closeâ itâd probably been so long since sheâd been stuffed by cock like this. Sheâd probably been waiting for this moment just as long as he has.Â
 With the pad of his thumb, he pressed down against her aching bud and Mike could feel a fresh new set of tears soak his skin as she cried, bucking her hips into his touch. His thrusts were as sloppy as they were powerful and she wasnât sure how much more she could take.Â
 âMmm⊠Mike⊠Iâm⊠Iâm gonnaâŠâ she hardly managed to stutter out, slowly feeling the coil inside her stomach as it began to unravel.Â
 âYeah?â Mike said, his other hand wrapped around her neck and pushing her forehead down against his, gazing up at her closed eyelids. He rolled his head against hers, âlook at me,â he breathed out and watched as she slowly fluttered her lids back open, just as more fat tears beaded down her cheeks. The sight was enough to get him to teeter on the edge himself.Â
 âGonna come?â He asked and she nodded, sweat-slicked forehead lolling against his. He nodded too, already feeling her release around him as she spawned around his cock, relying solely on him and his body to keep herself up. She buried her face in the crook of his neck again as she whined and cried, Mikeâs thrusts speeding up as he gave himself that final push he needed to send himself reeling, spiraling and shaking with the force of his release.Â
 âFuck,â he growled into the skin just below her ear, squeezing his eyelids shut tighter as he willed himself to keep his sounds on the low, for the sake of his little sister sleeping just in the other room.Â
 Silence fell over Mike and the babysitter for a good, long moment as they both recovered from their highs, chasing air back into their lungs as the realization of what they had just done began to sink in. Mike should be mortifiedâ she was his sisterâs babysitter, he doesnât have time for this, she doesnât deserve him, he shouldn't have done this.Â
 But the woman in his lap settled herself closer into him, nuzzling her nose against the crook of his neck, her lips like a crescent moon against his skin as she placed a soft kiss to his flesh there.Â
 âI hope youâre okay, Mike,â she whispered and he threw his head back, an arm thrown around her body as he stared up at the ceiling. How could he push her away now?
a/n; so yeah!!! i watched fnaf on friday and it kinda sorta just brought back my whole josh hutcherson phase so enjoy!! this was just a quick little something i wrote up and there's like no plot at all and not proofread LMAO
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â WHEN YOU HAVE MAKE UP SEX â GOJO, TOJI, NANAMI
summary: you annoy your boyfriends, they annoy you, you fuck and all is well. that's the fic.
cw: afab!reader, dry humping with toji, gojo eats you out in the shower, nanami spanks you and fucks you against a wall so slay mdni. come for the smut, stay for the dialogue.
an: this was fun to write actually, I had a whole geto part written but I deleted it all so rip to that, I hope you enjoy. this is barely make up sex tbf its more, your boyfriends being bothersome and fucking you afterwards. not proofread so ignore mistakes pls
â GOJO
gojo satoru was an attention whore. youâve always known that about your boyfriend â loved him for it even. the way heâd bask in the attention from you, his friends, even strangers on the street, his eyes lighting up at the mention of his name. which is you knew when you gave him the silent treatment, it annoyed him like crazy.
âbaby please,â he whines, as another hour passes of you being completely silent, âi didnât mean it.âÂ
you walk straight past him, trying to keep yourself busy. it was hard to ignore your boyfriend, he was just so lovable â but you had a point to prove. he was tailing behind you, not letting you out of his sight. he was like a small child, a puppy even, his lips pouty, eyes wide, begging for your attention.Â
you head to the shower, since surely that's the one place you could continue your charade uninterrupted right? wrong. gojo is right there with you, simultaneously stripping down with a devious glint in his eyes.Â
as soon as the shower water turns on, his hands are all over you, youâre just how he likes you â naked and wet. you try to suppress your moan, to stand your ground just a little longer, but it was getting hard with the way his fingers were separating your pussy lips. he lowers down to his knees, his hair brushing against your stomach as he tongue drags across your wet slit.
âyou gonna talk to me now?â he mutters, the sound muffled as you push his head deeper into your sobbing cunt. he smirks, knowing that what heâs doing is working.
gojoâs tongue swirls across your clit, nipping at it. his hands work their way up your ass, gripping against it as he nuzzles his face further into your pussy. âf-fuck,â you sigh out, already cursing yourself from breaking your silence, but you just couldnât help it. the feeling of him lapping at you was just too much for you to take.
âwhat was that baby?â he teases, looking up at you, his face drenched in both shower water and your pussy juices. your lips part slightly, the feeling of you about to cum getting overwhelmingly stronger.Â
you head rests against the shower wall the water trailing down your tits, landing in gojos hair â making it easier for you to slide and tangle your hands in. he hikes one of your legs onto his shoulder, angling his tongue further into your pussy using the way you scratch and tug at his scalp to go even deeper.
youâre just about to cum, grinding yourself into his face, but just before you can â he pulls away. he stands up on his feet, giving you a peck on the lips, before exiting the shower â feeling satisfied.
âtoru, i forgive you,â you call out of the shower, needing him right back in there to finish you off. you couldnât even really remember what he did to annoy you in the first place, but you both proved your points. âyou can come back now bae.â
he damn near twists his ankle running back into the shower, an eager smile on his lips as all he wanted was to hear you speak to him again â to hear you need him.
â TOJI
âyou forgive me yet princess?â he says with a grin, pressing kisses to your neck.Â
âmove tojiâ you snip, half heartedly shrugging him off you. technically toji hadnât necessarily done anything wrong, it was just one of those days where you were not in the mood â and toji just knew all the wrong buttons to push.
âis your period due or something?â he teases, laughing as you roll your eyes, âi couldâve got the paracetamol, all you had to do was ask?âÂ
âfuck off,â you retort but it had no real bite to it â you both knew that.Â
âaww princess are you upset?â he continues to mock you, a prime example of toji getting on your nerves and enjoying the hell out of it.
âshut up,â you mumble, letting yourself be taken in by your boyfriend as he pulls you up onto his lap. heâs quick to rid you of your shirt, exposing your boobs, to which he grins at â amazed at the sight.
he pulls one of your tits in his mouth, sucking on it hard as his hand works on the other boob pinching at your nipples. ât-toji shit,â you gasp at the feeling of his tongue swirling against your hard nipple, his head resting on your shoulder as his mouth envelopes your tit.
you grind against his thigh, as he continues to suckle on you. his body moves with yours as your clothed cunt drives against his leg. his lips move from your tits to your mouth, pulling you into a deep kiss as his hands start to fondle your breast.Â
âyou really fucking yourself on my thigh, huh?â he smirks in between kisses, tugging on your tits harder, âi donât even have to do much to get you off.â
âf-fuck,â you moan out, overwhelmed at the feeling of his hands playing your boobs and your pussy gaping trying to clench around nothing as you vigorously rub yourself against his thigh.
âyâgonna cum for me princess,â he teases, raising his leg up slightly causing more friction between your pussy and his thigh, âgonna make a mess in your panties for me?â you nod, your forehead resting against his as you moan against his lips, buckling against him as you cum.Â
he gives you a final peck against your lips, satisfied in pleasing you. âyou still mad?â he jokes, already knowing the answer. he lays his head on your chest, using your tits as a cushion, smiling in content as you stroke his head.
âshush,â you hum out with a smile.
âsee i knew all you needed was to get your titties sucked.â
â NANAMI
âwhy are you such a slut sometimes?â nanami asks, roughly pushing you forward, your hands pressing flat against the wall.Â
you had barely made it inside your house, before your husband had your dress hiked and panties off. you went out on your weekly date night, and tonight you decided just to rile your husband up a little bit more than usual.Â
he spreads your legs, easily slotting in between them, freeing his dick out of his pants rubbing it against your wet folds. you liked it when he was like this. any time you had sex with him, it was great, but there were rare occasions when you just wanted him to be a bit more mean â and tonight was one of those nights.
âiâm sorry kento, i didnât mean to,â you lie, if he could see your face heâd be able to see the pleased smile beaming off it.
âoh cut the shit,â he comments, as his dick slams into your pussy. you were soaked, watching the way he was jealous of the waiter you were âflirtingâ with earlier, already had you feeling things, âi know what youâre up to.â
âand what is that?â you ask coyly, playing dumb â oblivious to the obvious.
âyouâre trying to get me all riled up, so i can fuck your slutty little brains out, isnât that right?â he asks, his dick hammering into you at an unforgiving pace. he was sliding in and out of easily, driving against your spot with every hit. his hands roughly grip against your hips to keep you in place. âand itâs working.â
nanami continues to drill into you, spanking your ass with hard, repetitive slaps as his hips meet yours. your mouth widens with every slap, the feeling of his large hand hitting against your ass cheeks causes you to moan loudly in pleasure.
âf-fuck kento, fuck me h-harder,â you gasp out, his hand moves from your ass coming under to flick your clit as he continues to pound into you. you were close, he could tell, but he wasnât letting up with his relentless strokes.Â
âare you sorry, baby?â he asks, his thumb still pressing on your clit, rubbing on it just as hard as he was fucking you, âtell me youâre sorry.â
âiâm sorry, i really am,â you mewl, feeling your hands slip against the wall as he drives into you hard, you body crumbling at the force.
âdo you want me to cum inside this pretty pussy?â he asks already knowing the answer, his smirk growing as you nod, clearly drunk on his dick as it thrusts into you further.
âp-please, i need to cum,â you whine, practically begging as you throw your ass back on his dick, eager to cum. âlet, me cum.â
âcâmon babe, cum all over my dick,â he growls in your ear, spraying your walls with his cum, grinning as you release all over him but he forces his dick back into you, plugging your pussy with both of your cum. âshit, that was great.âÂ
he eventually pulls out of you, giving your ass a final slap, âyâknow if you want me to fuck you like that again, you donât have to flirt with a waiter for me to do that.â
an: so what do you think....??? dont use the dividers property of big emp
#stampedwithanEâ
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Yandere beast
This inspired by Beauty & the Beast.
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Yandere prince who has everything one could desire. He is royalty after all. There is nothing he cannot have and he is used to it being that way; the king and queen had spoilt him to no end.
Yandere prince who is mean and selfish. He treats everyone at the palace like dirt. He doesnât even seem to carry much respect for his own parents. No, theyâre used to give into his whims. The servants are all laughed at by him, he does not care when he sees the tears running down their faces at the cruel comments. His biggest talent may just be wickedness.
Yandere prince who does have one person he actually likes: you. You are the one exception. As the child of a servant, you too, were subjected to his bullying in the beginning. The people always had one of two reactions to him, either they stayed down and wept, or they started fuming. Both options were equally funny to the spoiled prince. However you surprised him, because you did neither. Whenever he was mean to you, you took it in silence before asking about his day. This bewildered him to no end. Why would you ask such things? It didnât make sense. The more he bullied you though, the more intrigued he became. You were always kind, no matter the person; even to him. It was after that he decided he loved that about you.
Yandere prince who opened the door to a stranger. It was a heavy storm that night. If anyone were to be caught in it they would surely not survive. The stranger asked for shelter, and as payment the prince would receive a single rose. This made him scoff. The audacity some had. He turned them away as fast as they had come. Unfortunately for him this was no ordinary human. The stranger revealed themselves to be a magician. They told him they saw no love in his heart and therefore he should be punished for his cruelty.
That night his life changed for ever; now he was a monster. He sprouted fur all over his body, his nose grew into a long snout and a tail with spikes protruded from his lower back.
Yandere beast who has lost all his beauty. He was nothing other than hideous. Such a creature should surely be hidden out of sight. Not only did he lose his appearance that night, he also lost his status. The king and queen were horrified at his new form. This turn of event was not what they prepared for. Disgusted with him they sent him to a dreary little castle on the country side where no one would ever lay eyes on him.
Filled with despair he wallowed in shame; for his appearance and his situation. The only thing that could break the curse was if he learned to love someone and earn their love in return. Clearly, his parents did not believe the curse could be lifted, which was the reason they sent him away. They couldnât have him at court anymore after all. Perhaps they were also glad to be rid of him once and for all.
Yandere beast who was all alone in his castle. He was left without servant or any gold. He was not used to a life without luxury. He thought heâd be alone forever and waste into nothingness, but he was surprised by you once more. You had come to the castle and chose to work there. When youâd told the king and queen of your decision they could not fathom why you would do such a thing when you were under no obligation to do it. You knew how horrible the prince was to all your colleagues, but you saw that underneath all that pride was an insecure young boy who wanted attention. It was not an excuse for his behaviour though. Still, your kindhearted nature made you want to help him.
Yandere beast who is elated with your presence. Now that he has company he is not as pessimistic. He always had a soft spot for you but now the fondness has turned into a full blown obsession. He loves you so much! When no one else was there for him and his life got turned into shamble, you stood by his side- willingly too! You werenât frightened by his hideous form, no, you held his hand and stroked his snout without a care in the world. You were clearly the one to break the curse!
Yandere beast who does everything to make you fall for him and love him just as much as he loves you. Are you hungry? Good, because his transformation made him a great hunter! Are you in the mood for deer or rabbits? This monstrous prince can offer you a lot more than any normal prince or commoner human. No one can protect you as well as he can; his strength and sharp senses is the one upside to the curse. When the two of you marry, heâll get back his title and whisk you away to a new castle. This one will be filled with the luxuries he bathed in before, and youâll be forced to swim in them too whether you want to or not.
Could you ever love this beast?
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La Regina
Happy Nation: A Series of Standalone Fics
Charles Leclerc x Schumacher!Reader
Summary: a girl raised at her fatherâs knee goes from rising star to princess to queen (or in which becoming a legend runs in the Schumacher family)
You bounce excitedly in the passenger seat of your papaâs car as he pulls into the parking lot of the karting track. At 5-years-old, youâre too young to race officially, but he promised to let you drive some practice laps after the scheduled competition today.
âRemember, Maus, listen closely to the instructors and stay safe out there,â Michael says, ruffling your hair affectionately before getting out.
You scramble out after him, having to jog to keep up with his long strides across the parking lot. You reach to take his hand, but freeze when a small crowd starts converging around your papa. Men in bright vests are rushing over, cameras flashing rapidly.
âWhoa, whatâs going on?â You ask, startled by the commotion.
Before Michael can respond, a curly-haired woman thrusts a baby into his arms. âOh my god, can you just hold her for one second? I need a picture!â
Your papa looks bewildered but graciously cradles the infant, giving an awkward smile as more and more people start shoving pieces of paper and pens in front of him.
âExcuse me, please, I have my daughter with me today,â he tries saying over the chaos, but no one is listening.
You shrink back, overwhelmed by the pushing crowd and flurry of voices pleading for autographs and photos. Where did all these people come from? This has never happened before when youâve gone karting with your papa.
Sensing your unease, Michael gently passes the baby back to its mother and kneels down in front of you. âHey, itâs okay, Maus. Why donât you wait for me over there?â He gestures to a bench off to the side.
Part of you wants to cling to him, scared of all the strangers crowding around so aggressively. But you also donât want him to have to worry about you on top of everything else. You nod bravely and make your way through the throng to the little bench, watching apprehensively as your papa tries politely handling the requests.
After what feels like forever, the crowd finally starts dispersing, though a few linger behind like stubborn cats begging for scraps. Michael shakes the last few hands and accepts some papers to sign before gratefully escaping over to you.
âIâm so sorry about that, Maus,â he says, looking apologetic as he plops down on the bench. âI didnât expect such a scene on whatâs supposed to be our fun day.â
âItâs okay, Papa.â You lean against his side, still a bit rattled but comforted by his familiar warmth. âWho were all those people? Why did they want your ⊠uhh âŠâ You canât quite remember the word for the scribbles people ask famous people for.
âAutographs,â Michael supplies with an amused chuckle, wrapping an arm around you. âAnd they wanted photos too, I suppose. Iâm ⊠well, Iâm quite a famous racecar driver.â
You cock your head, trying to process this concept of your papa being some kind of celebrity. As far as youâre concerned, heâs just your goofy, loving dad who takes you karting and makes the silliest voices for all your stuffed animals at home.
âReally? Like the famous famous people on TV?â Youâve seen the paparazzi swarming the actors and musicians during awards shows, but youâd never imagined that could happen to your own papa.
Michael nods, drawing you closer with a squeeze. âYes, somewhat like that, though itâs a bit excessive at a small karting event.â He laughs again and brushes some of your wayward hair from your face. âBut youâre right, to you Iâm just Papa. I donât expect anything more from my favorite Maus.â
You beam at the affectionate nickname, all the earlier stress melting away. Who cares if strangers want your papaâs autograph or photos? All that matters is you two spending the day together like always.
âCan we go get our karts now?â You ask eagerly, bouncing a little on the bench. âI want to show you how fast I can go!â
âOf course!â Michael jumps up and scoops you into his arms with a playful growl, making you shriek giddily. âMy little speed demon is going to leave me in the dust.â
He swings you up onto his shoulders and you cling on tightly as he strides toward the pit area. A few more people spot him and make a move closer with cameras and sharpies extended, but seem to think better of it when they see you perched up high.
The two of you spend the next couple hours karting together, trading places taking warm up laps and cheering each other on. At one point, a young attendant working the pit area approaches Michael somewhat nervously.
âUm, excuse me, Mr. Schumacher?â Heâs clutching a crumpled baseball cap in one hand, ducking his head shyly. âIâm just such a huge fan, would you mind taking a photo and signing this for me after your session?â
Your papa smiles kindly at the young man and takes the cap. âNot at all, no problem.â As the attendant walks away, looking elated, Michael turns to you with a wink. âSee? Thatâs how you politely ask for an autograph.â
You giggle and mime zipping your lips. âDonât worry, Papa, I wonât let the fame go to my head when Iâm a famous racecar driver too someday.â
Scooping you up once more, Michael presses a sloppy kiss to your cheek. âThatâs my girl. Now, last few laps â letâs see who can go the fastest without ending up in the grass!â
As evening starts falling, the two of you make your way back through the now nearly deserted lot after returning the rental karts. Most of the other karters have cleared out, leaving just you two strolling unhurriedly back to the car.
âWell Maus, despite the, uh, overexcited fans, Iâd call this day a success,â Michael says, swinging your joined hands idly. âWe both had our fun on the track, and I think you handled that crowd back there like a champ.â
You smile up at him, still so proud just to be his daughter. âI donât care about all those other people, papa. As long as I have you, thatâs all I need.â
Stopping beside the car, Michael crouches down and cups your face in his calloused racing palms, looking at you with such fierce adoration.
âMaus, you have me, always. No matter what happens out there,â he gestures vaguely at the empty track, âWhen Iâm with you, Iâm just Papa. My greatest accomplishment, my biggest award, is being your father. Verstanden?â
You launch yourself into his arms, hugging as tightly as you can. âVerstanden, Papa. I love you.â
âIch liebe dich mehr, Maus,â he murmurs, pressing his cheek to your hair. âNow, what do you say we go get some victory ice cream?â
As the two of you climb into the car, you canât keep the smile off your face, practically glowing with contentment. Sure, maybe your papa is some big famous racecar driver that everybody wants a piece of. But really, heâs just your papa â and youâre his whole world.
***
The ringing of the house phone cuts through the tense silence like a knife. You shrink further into the couch cushions as your mother rushes to answer it, shoulders visibly taut.
âHello? No, I cannot make any comment at this time. Yes, I understand there is interest but-â Corinna breaks off, rubbing her temples wearily. âPlease respect our privacy as a family right now. Thank you.â
She hangs up and leans against the wall, eyes slipping shut for a brief moment. Before she can even draw a full breath, the phone rings again, shrill and insistent. With a muffled curse, your mother snatches it up.
âWhat? I told you, I cannot give any statements! This is a private matter. How did you even get this number?â
You watch apprehensively as she responds again, her voice rising in distress. In the days since your papaâs skiing accident, it seems like the entire world has been hounding your family, desperate for any scrap of information.
On the TV across the room, the endless cycle of news reports drones on lowly. Images of your papaâs broken, still body being rushed from the slopes into a helicopter. Flashing advancer texts speculating on his chances of recovery from the traumatic head injury.
It makes you feel ill.
Beside you on the couch, Mick sits blank-faced, looking nearly as pale and worn as your mother. At 14, he understands the gravity of the situation all too well. Your big brother has always idolized your papa, hoping to follow in his racing footsteps one day as well. The thought of him not being there to see the realization of that dream is devastating.
Gina is curled up in the armchair, her shoulders shaking every so often with muffled sobs. At 16, sheâs arguably been taking this the hardest of all you kids. She keeps her face stoically dry in front of your mother, but you can see how red and puffy her eyes are from constant crying.
As for you, at 11-years-old, youâre somehow both numb and feeling everything all at once. Part of you still canât fully process that this nightmare is real. That your hero, your papa, could be lying comatose in a hospital, hovering between life and death. The other part of you is overwhelmed in a tsunami of terror, panic, anger, sadness â any and every emotion crashing through you at all hours.
âKids, Iâm so sorry about this,â your mother says, defeated, as she rejoins you in the living room after ending her latest call. The bags under her eyes seem to have deepened further overnight. âI know this is incredibly difficult and intrusive. But your papa is ⊠heâs a public figure. People are concerned.â
âIncredibly insensitive is what theyâre being,â Gina spits, uncurling herself from the chair enough to shoot your mother a resentful look. âWeâre going through actual hell and all these people care about is getting a sound bite for the evening news!â
Corinna looks pained but doesnât rebuke her. âI know, liebling, I know. But your papa has millions of fans all over the world who have followed his career for decades. Whether we like it or not, they care about him ⊠and about us by extension.â
You think back to that day at the karting track all those years ago when you first realized your papa was what people called âfamousâ. How all those strangers clamored around him so aggressively just for a photo or an autograph. That level of fandom seemed exciting and novel at the time, when you were just a naĂŻve 5-year-old. Now you see it for how intrusive and violating it is, this sense of entitlement people have to the private life of a public figure.
The phone starts ringing again, shattering the fragile quiet. Your mother squeezes her eyes shut and makes no move to get it this time. After four rings, the call goes to voicemail. A moment later, the tinny sound of an Italian voicemail being left blares through the speaker.
âScusi, scusi, please, if there is any update on the condition of the great Michael Schumacher, any information at all! We are all holding vigils and saying prayers, but we must know how he fares! The world is watching and waiting!â
The words, pleading and demanding all at once, are like a slap across your face. The manâs voice is laced with such desperation, as if your papaâs life is mere entertainment to be consumedby the masses. You feel abruptly furious, incensed that a strangerâs morbid curiosity is given the same weight as your familyâs anguish.
âTurn it off,â Mick mutters through clenched teeth, hunching over on the couch. âJust turn it off, Mama.â
Corinna nods numbly and reaches to end the voicemail, her mouth set in a grim line. Buzzing fills the room again as the TV drones on, the reportersâ voices a dull roar that you can no longer discern actual words from as your ears ring with white noise.
The shrill ringing of the phone cuts through once more, like a record scratching in your brain. Your mother flinches violently, hands coming up to clamp over her ears as she squeezes her eyes shut, finally at her breaking point.
Unable to watch this torture anymore, you surge to your feet and storm across the living room. You rip the phone from its cradle and hurl it against the far wall, the plastic casing shattering loudly. The ringing blessedly ends, leaving only an eerie silence in its wake.
Mick and Gina stare at you with wide, stunned eyes. Your mother simply deflates, sliding down the wall to the floor as the adrenaline drains from her body. For several beats, no one dares breathe too loudly. Then, Gina starts to shake her head slowly, tears slipping free.
âBrava,â she murmurs, the barest hint of approval in her voice.
Your mother doesnât scold you for the outburst. She merely reaches out a hand, silently beckoning you closer until you slowly cross the room again and sink to your knees in front of her. She cups your face in her palms, her own cheeks glistening with fresh tears.
âYouâre right, liebling, youâre right,â she whispers brokenly. âThis is about our family, not ⊠not the world thinking theyâre owed something.â
She pulls your head against her shoulder and you cling to her tightly as she begins to weep in earnest, great shuddering sobs wracking her whole frame. Gina scrambles over and tucks herself against your motherâs other side, and soon all three of you are tangled in each otherâs arms, letting the tidal wave of grief crest over you.
Mick stays frozen on the couch, watching over your huddle with dark, haunted eyes. For the first time since this ordeal began, the four of you are united in simply feeling, truly letting yourselves shatter. No more putting on brave faces or pretending to be okay â from this moment, you can finally grieve as a family behind closed doors, blockading out the rest of the cruel, prying world.
Later that evening, after crying yourselves into an exhausted stupor, you drift up the stairs and sequester yourself in your bedroom. You bypass the framed photos of your papa on your nightstand, the sight of his bright smile and twinkling eyes too searing at the moment. Instead, you sink to your knees in the middle of the floor and clasp your hands tightly, bowing your head to murmur desperate pleas.
âPlease, please let my papa be okay. I donât care about all his fame or the stupid reporters. I just want him to get better and come home to us. Heâs not just the famous Michael Schumacher to me. Heâs Papa. Heâs my whole world.â
The words spill out in a torrent, all the fear and longing youâve been bottling up for the better part of a week erupting forth. You plead to any higher power that may be listening, bargaining away your future, your dreams, anything â as long as your papa pulls through this nightmare.
How many times had you taken for granted those moments of him just being your dad â making you pancakes on Saturday mornings, dozing on the couch during family movie nights, playfully tossing you into the pool when you grew too whiny in the summer heat? Youâd give anything to have those simple, precious daddy-daughter moments back.
âThe world can have his trophies and titles,â you whisper fiercely, tears slipping free to patter on the carpet. âI donât care about any of that. I just want my papa. Please, please bring him back to us.â
You curl in on yourself, forehead pressing into the floor as your shoulders shake with silent sobs. All the adoring fans, the fawning media, the hangers-on clamoring for a piece of his glory â they only know the manufactured public persona of Michael Schumacher, legendary racer and famous celebrity. But to you, heâs always just been the quiet hero tucking you into bed at night, the gentle presence reading stories in funny voices, the mighty protector pulling you in for all-encompassing bear hugs.
You miss that wonderful, silly, tender father more than anything in the world. You donât give a damn about his racing accolades or his fame. You just desperately need your papa back home where he belongs â with his family, the people who loved and treasured him most as simply Michael.
Just Michael. Your one and only papa.
The raw ache of that longing consumes you utterly. You lay there amid the fading light from your bedroom windows, dreams and memories of your papa flickering behind your eyelids as you plead to any benevolent force that may be listening. All you want is the chance to make more joyful memories with him, to hear his rich laugh, to keep basking in his unconditional love for years and years to come.
Please, you beg the universe silently, one last time. Please let this nightmare end. Donât let the brightest light in my world be extinguished before its time.
Let me have my papa back.
***
A tense hush has fallen over the dining room table, the clinking of utensils against plates the only sound cutting through the thick silence. Gina avoids everyoneâs eyes, pushing food around her plate listlessly. Mick stares down at his half-eaten dinner, jaw working like heâs chewing over something weighty. You pick at a bread roll, too knotted with anxiety to muster much appetite.
Your mother is the one to finally break the stifling quiet, clearing her throat. âKids, I know these last few weeks have been ⊠incredibly difficult for us all.â
You risk a glance up at Corinna. Her eyes are tight at the corners, her mouth a taut line. Just like all of you, the constant vigil at your papaâs bedside, combined with the relentless badgering from the media, has clearly taken its toll.
âBut we have to keep trying to be a family, yes?â She reaches across the table to grip your hand. âWeâre all Michael has right now. We have to ⊠to stick together for him.â
You nod numbly, swallowing hard around the lump in your throat at the reminder of your papaâs unchanged condition. The waiting, the not knowing if or when heâll wake up, is a special kind of torment you wouldnât wish on anyone.
Mick abruptly shoves his plate away, the porcelain scraping loudly across the wood. You all flinch a little at the harsh sound.
âIâve been thinking ...â he starts, then seems to reconsider his words, shoulders tightening fractionally. âWell, Y/N, you know how I ⊠how I race under Mamaâs last name?â
You frown slightly, uncertain where heâs going with this. âBetsch, yes. Because you wanted to make your own name without the expectation and pressure of being Michael Schumacherâs son.â
He dips his chin once, looking almost pained. âExactly. And I think ⊠I think maybe you should consider doing the same.â
The words sit heavy and convolulenting between you all like a sack of wet cement. You blink dumbly, hardly comprehending what heâs suggesting at first. When the implication hits you, you actually recoil as if heâd slapped you across the face.
âWhat? No. No, absolutely not, Mick. How can you even say that?â
âY/N, just hear me out,â he pleads, holding up his hands in a calming gesture. âWith Papa ⊠with what happened, the paparazzi and the fans, theyâre going to be watching our every move even more than before. Especially you since youâre planning to continue competing-â
âDonât you dare make this about his condition,â you spit, fury thrumming through your veins like struck lightning. âAnd of course I plan to keep racing â itâs what Papa would want! Iâm not going to hide from his name like itâs some shameful thing!â
Gina is watching the exchange with wide, startled eyes, her food forgotten. Mick runs an agitated hand through his hair, shaking his head firmly.
âItâs not about hiding or shame, itâs about protecting yourself! Donât you see how crazy things have gotten? All the reporters harassing us, the fans leaving awful messages online hoping for updates ...â
He leans forward, expression almost desperate. âIf you race as Betsch, you can compete without having that extra spotlight. You can just be a normal kid on the track without people peering in.â
Heat rushes up the back of your neck in waves of humiliation and rage. How dare he insinuate that inheriting your papaâs legacy is some kind of burden to be shrugged off? That the name Schumacher is a burden to bear rather than a badge of honor?
âIâm not you, Mick,â you bite out, fists clenching beneath the table. âMaybe racing under Mamaâs name helped you deal with the pressure better and thatâs fine. But Iâm proud to be Michael Schumacherâs daughter! And if people canât respect that, if they think it means they own a piece of me, then they can go to hell!â
âLanguage!â Your mother gasps, both appalled and slightly impressed. But you ignore her admonishment, too fired up to rein it in now.
âWhat, you think pretending to be someone else is going to spare me from living in Papaâs shadow anyway?â You shake your head adamantly, leaning across the table towards Mick. âItâs not, and you know it. Even if I raced under a fake name, everyone is still going to know exactly who I am and make comparisons.â
Slamming your palms on the table, you surge to your feet, chair screeching harshly against the floor. All the pain and uncertainty of these past few weeks is bubbling over into bitter, biting words.
âSo why should I hide it? Why canât I take pride in my name and my heritage? Maybe itâll mean more scrutiny, but itâs a million times better than feeling like I have to be ashamed! Like I canât fully honor Papa and make him proud!â
Chest heaving, you stare down a wide-eyed Mick, almost daring him to challenge you further. He seems to read the conviction blazing in your eyes, features softening into chagrin.
âYouâre right ...â he murmurs with a wince. âYouâre right, Y/N, Iâm sorry. That was out of line.â
You hold his repentant gaze for a long moment before deflating back into your chair with a muted thud. In the ringing silence, you can hear your motherâs soft sniffles from the far end of the table. When you look over, she has her head bowed, hands pressed to her eyes as she cries quietly.
âM-Mama?â Gina ventures in a small voice, reaching across to grasp her motherâs wrist. âWhatâs wrong?â
Corinna lowers her hands, swiping at the tears streaking her cheeks. When she meets your bewildered gaze, her expression is a complicated brew of pride and heart-wrenching sadness.
âNothing is wrong, liebling,â she assures Gina with a watery smile, before turning back to you. âY/N, youâre so much like your papa, do you know that? So brave and determined ⊠so full of that same fighting spirit.â
She dips her chin, lips trembling faintly. âHe would be so proud to hear you defend his name like that. To see you ready to take on the weight of wearing it, regardless of what the world throws at you.â
More tears spill forth, but she brushes them away impatiently with the backs of her hands.
âBut liebchen, you have to understand ⊠Michael spent decades bearing that scrutiny and expectation. People analyzing his every move, always under a spotlight so harsh it burned. I never wanted that for any of you.â
Sliding her chair back, your mother crosses to kneel before you, cradling your face gently between her palms. Her eyes are shining but intensely serious, almost pleading with you.
âThe Schumacher name casts such a long shadow, one so great that your own light can be eclipsed before you ever have a chance to properly shine. I donât want you smothered by that burden, mein schatz. I want you free to make your own amazing mark on this world, completely unchained.â
You feel your throat grow tight at her words, the weight of them ringing so true and terribly sad. You reach up to circle your fingers around her wrists, holding her hands to your cheeks like vices.
âI know, Mama, I know,â you whisper roughly. âBut that light you want me to shine? Papa is the one who sparked it inside me in the first place.â
You meet her watery gaze steadily, willing her to understand the conviction taking root inside you.
âThe joy and passion I have for racing doesnât come from some anonymous dream. It comes from him â from the nights he spent giving me a play-by-play of his biggest victories, from the days we spent at the karting tracks making memories, from everything I want so desperately to honor.â
Leaning forward until your brows nearly touch, you let the pleasing words spill out directly from your heart.
âSo please, please donât ask me to race as anyone other than your daughter, yes, but also proudly as Michael Schumacherâs daughter. That name isnât a burden or a shadow to me. Itâs something I want to carry forward and make blaze even brighter.â
Your motherâs eyes slip shut as she draws in a shuddering breath. For a long moment, she simply holds your face cradled in her palms, seeming to bask in your impassioned words. When her eyes finally open again, they are overflowing with a fierce tenderness.
âOh liebchen,â she murmurs, voice thick with an odd mix of grief and wonder. âYou are your fatherâs daughter through and through. So determined, so unafraid to face the world head on ...â
She strokes her thumbs along the apples of your cheeks, swiping away the dampness there. âI only hope he knows just how brightly his fire still burns in you. How it is living on in the most brilliant way.â
Surging up onto her knees, your mother pulls you into a fierce embrace, tucking your head beneath her chin. You cling to her tightly, drawing strength from her warmth, her tireless support and love. Over her shoulder, you can see Mick and Gina watching silently, their own eyes overly bright.
When your mother finally leans back, cupping your face once more, her expression has regained some of its usual firmness and resolution.
âVery well, then,â she nods, offering you a watery but determined smile. âIf you truly feel ready to take on the world, to claim that name and legacy as yours, then we will face it together. As a family.â
She rises lithely to her feet, drawing you up along with her. Gathering Mick and Gina in with the sweep of her arms, she folds you all in her protective embrace, holding your foreheads together in the center.
âYou may be Schumachers, but that name does not define or limit you,â she declares, quiet but firm. âIt is simply one part of your identity, one piece of the incredible legacy you inherited. What you choose to make of it, how brightly you make that legacy burn, is up to you alone.â
She pulls back just enough to meet each of your eyes in turn, her own gleaming with resolute pride.
âSo let them watch, let them scrutinize and sneer and make their judgments. You will simply keep chasing your passions and living your truths. Yes, the world may know you as Schumachers, but you alone will define what that name represents, now and for generations to come.â
***
The roar of the engines fades as you cross the finish line, taking the chequered flag. The broadcast team erupts in excitement.
âUnbelievable! Y/N Schumacher has done it â the daughter of the legendary Michael Schumacher wins the Formula 2 championship in her rookie year!â
You can hardly believe it yourself as you start your cooldown lap, adrenaline coursing through your veins. The pit crew is cheering wildly, holding up the #1 sign. Your race engineer is on the radio, his voice cracking with joy. âYouâre a champion, Y/N! A first-year champion!â
âWhat an incredible drive from the young German. Shades of her father with that relentless determination and racecraft. Sheâs carried on the Schumacher name proudly.â
As you return to the pit lane, you spot Mick getting out of his own car. He has a huge smile on his face, eyes shining with pride. You take a moment to drink it all in as you bring your car to a stop and heâs the first one there, ripping off your helmet so he can hug you tightly.
âYou did it! Iâm so proud of you!â Heâs beaming as he pulls back to look at you.
âAww, Mick ...â You blink back happy tears, overwhelmed by the magnitude of what youâve accomplished. âI couldnât have done it without you pushing me every single race.â
Mick shakes his head dismissively. âThis was all you. You were the faster driver this season, plain and simple.â His face falls a little. âI really thought I had you there at the end, but you just wouldnât give up.â
You grin cheekily. âOf course not! Iâm a Schumacher â we never give up.â
âWhat a beautiful moment between the siblings. You can see the immense pride Mick has for his sister, despite coming up just short of winning the championship himself.â
The rest of the team surrounds the two of you, lifting you both up onto their shoulders as the celebrations kick into full gear. You lock eyes with Mick over the sea of smiling faces and he winks at you contentedly.
Later, after youâve returned to the garage, you find a quiet moment alone with Mick. He pulls you into another hug, this one more lingering.
âI really am so happy for you, Y/N. Youâve worked so incredibly hard for this.â Mickâs voice is thick with emotion.
You squeeze him tightly. âThank you, Mick. That means everything coming from you.â
He pulls back, cupping your face fondly. âI remember when we were kids, dreaming of following in Papaâs footsteps. And now look at us!â
You laugh, a few happy tears spilling over. âI know, itâs crazy! I couldnât have done this without your help, you know. Youâve been by my side every step of the way.â
âA storybook ending for the Schumacher siblings. Y/N cementing herself as a future star, with her older brother not far behind.â
Mick shakes his head adamantly. âNo, Y/N, this was all your talent and determination. I just got a front row seat to watching greatness in the making.â His eyes are shining with sincerity.
You throw your arms around his neck, struck by how lucky you are to have such an amazing brother. âI love you, Mick. Thank you for always believing in me.â
He hugs you fiercely. âIâll always believe in you. Youâre a champion now, but I know this is just the beginning for you.â
The team arrives then, champagne bottles in hand and ready to continue the celebration. You pull back and grin at Mick mischievously, cracking open the first bottle with a cheeky grin. âDonât worry, Iâll go easy on you ⊠for now.â
The bubbly liquid sprays everywhere as you both dissolve into laughter, reveling in this perfect moment of sibling bonding and love. Mick pulls you into a wet hug, so proud and grateful to share this with you.
âAnd an iconic image â the Schumacher children celebrating a Formula 2 title just like their father did in the upper series so many times before. A changing of the guard, with the name Schumacher set to dazzle racing fans once more for years to come.â
Later that night, after youâve showered off the champagne and slipped into comfy clothes, thereâs a soft knock at your hotel room door. You open it to find Mick standing there, shifting awkwardly.
âHey, youâve got a second?â His eyes are slightly red-rimmed, like heâs been crying.
âOf course, whatâs up?â You gesture him inside, concerned by his demeanor.
Mick enters slowly, fiddling with the strings of his hoodie. He seems to be struggling to find the words.
You rest a hand on his arm. âMick, you can tell me anything, you know that.â
He nods jerkily, finally meeting your eyes. âI really am so happy for you, Y/N. You have no idea how much it means to me to see you accomplishing your dreams.â His voice catches with emotion.
âBut?â You prod gently.
Mickâs eyes water again. âBut ⊠itâs also really hard for me. This was my dream first, you know? To become a champion like Papa.â He swipes at the tears angrily. âAnd now youâve beaten me to it. Iâm just ⊠Iâm struggling with that a bit.â
Your heart clenches at his quiet admission. You pull Mick into a tight hug, rubbing his back soothingly. âOh, Mick ⊠Iâm so sorry. I never wanted to take that away from you.â
He shakes his head against your shoulder. âNo, no, itâs not your fault at all. You earned this, fair and square. Iâm just ⊠dealing with some complicated emotions, I guess.â
You push him back by the shoulders, looking him straight in the eyes intently. âMick, listen to me. You are one of the most naturally gifted drivers Iâve ever seen. This is not the end for you, not even close. Youâre going to be a champion too, I know it.â
Mick seems to deflate slightly at your words, the tension easing from his shoulders. âYou really think so?â
âI know so,â you state firmly. âWeâre going to take this to the top level together. And weâre going to make Papa even more proud than he already is.â
A slow smile spreads across Mickâs face. âTogether,â he repeats, reaching out to take your hand and give it a squeeze.
You squeeze back reassuringly. âAlways together. You and me, just like when we were kids. Weâre a team, remember?â
Mick nods, the brightness returning to his eyes. He seems lighter now, the melancholy cloud lifted by your words of encouragement.
On impulse, you throw your arms around him again, nearly knocking him over with the force of your hug. Mick laughs delightedly, squeezing you just as tightly.
âThank you, Y/N. I needed to hear that from you,â he murmurs shakily into your hair.
You pull back just enough to grin at him cheekily. âWhat are little sisters for?â
Mick lets out a surprised bark of laughter, warmth and affection shining from every part of his expression as he gazes at you fondly. âYouâll always be my little sis, champion or not.â
Itâs your turn to laugh, swatting at his chest playfully. âWell this little sis just kicked your ass this season, so show some respect!â
Mickâs eyes crinkle with mirth. âIâll remember that for next year, believe me.â
***
Itâs a crisp autumn evening at the Schumacher family home in the Swiss Alps. Youâre curled up on the plush couch in the living room, flipping through a magazine while your brother paces back and forth anxiously.
âWill you please sit down?â You ask, eyeing him over the top of the pages. âYouâre making me dizzy.â
Mick runs a hand through his tousled blond hair. âSorry, Iâm just ⊠worked up, I guess.â
You set the magazine aside. âAbout what? We havenât had a race in weeks.â
He stops his pacing to face you. âYou know the seasonâs almost over, right? And Haas still hasnât said anything about re-signing me for next year.â
âOh, Mick.â You offer him a sympathetic look. âIâm sure itâs just a matter of time. Youâve had a solid season.â
Mick flops down next to you, deflating a little. âI donât know. There are so many other options on the table. What if Haas decides to go a different direction?â
âThen youâll find another seat,â you say firmly. âAny team would be lucky to have you behind the wheel.â
He manages a half-smile. âThanks. I just wish I had your confidence sometimes.â
âWhat can I say?â You flash him a cheeky grin. âItâs a gift.â
The peaceful moment is shattered as both of your phones start ringing in unison. You exchange a puzzled look before digging them out.
âMy manager,â Mick says, furrowing his brow as he answers. âHello?â
You do the same, pressing the phone to your ear. âHey, Nicolas, whatâs up?â
For the next few minutes, you and Mick are silent, listening intently with rapidly changing expressions â yours elated, his crestfallen. When you finally hang up, Mick is staring at the floor, lips pressed into a tight line.
âWell?â He asks, voice tight. âDonât keep me in suspense.â
You take a deep breath, trying to tamp down your surging excitement. âFerrari wants me for next season.â
Mickâs face falls even further, if possible. âYouâre kidding.â
âI wouldnât joke about this!â You canât keep the grin from overtaking your features. âCan you believe it? Driving for the Scuderia! Itâs a dream come true!â
âYeah, for you maybe,â Mick mutters darkly.
You blink at his tone, smile fading slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He drags a hand down his face wearily. âHaas declined to re-sign me for next year.â
The words hit you like a punch to the gut. âWhat? No, that canât be right!â
âAfraid so.â Mickâs voice is flat, resigned. âThey said something about ⊠needing to bring in fresh blood or some bullshit excuse.â
You scoot closer, placing a comforting hand on his arm. âMick, Iâm so sorry. Thatâs awful.â
âDonât be.â He tries for a nonchalant shrug, but it comes off as dejected. âAt least one of us is moving up in the world.â
âYeah, but at what cost?â You protest. âWeâre teammates! We were supposed to take on Formula 1 together!â
Mick snorts humorlessly. âLooks like thatâs not going to happen after all.â
An uncomfortable silence stretches between you. You open your mouth, searching for the right words of reassurance, but come up empty. How can you comfort him when your own dream has come true at his expense?
âHey.â Mickâs somber tone breaks the quiet. âIâm happy for you, you know. Really, I am.â
You meet his sincere gaze, feeling your eyes start to well up. âI know. But that doesnât make this any less shitty for you.â
He manages a rueful smile. âWhat can I say? Iâm a realist.â
âSo what are you going to do now?â You ask quietly.
Mick lets out a heavy sigh, leaning back against the couch cushions. âKeep grinding, I guess. Look for another seat, any seat, even if itâs not in F1 next season.â
âYou canât give up on F1!â You protest instantly. âYouâre too good for that, Mick.â
âAm I, though?â He lets out a mirthless chuckle. âFace it, Y/N, youâve always been the better driver. This just proves it.â
You shake your head adamantly. âThatâs not true at all! Youâre every bit as talented as me.â
âThen why did Ferrari pick you instead of me?â Thereâs no accusation in his words, just weariness.
You falter, mind churning as you search for an answer that wonât come. âI ⊠donât know.â
âExactly.â Mick closes his eyes briefly. âMaybe itâs for the best. At least this way, one of us still gets to live out the Schumacher legacy and race for Ferrari. Carry on the family name, you know?â
âBut youâre a Schumacher too,â you say, feeling your throat start to tighten with unshed tears. âIt should be both of us out there, not just me.â
Mick reaches over to give your hand a comforting squeeze. âHey, donât cry about it. Iâll be okay, really.â
âHow can you be so calm about this?â You swipe angrily at the moisture gathering in your eyes. âItâs not fair, Mick. Itâs just not fair at all.â
He levels you with a look thatâs decades older than his years. âLife rarely is. You know that as well as I do.â
You fall silent, unable to formulate a response. Heâs right, you realize with a pang. The two of you, of all people, should understand that success and failure often go hand-in-hand, even for the most talented competitors.
Pursing your lips, you lean forward and pull Mick into a fierce hug. He tenses for a split second before wrapping his arms around you tightly.
âIâm still so proud of you,â you murmur into the crook of his neck. âNo matter what happens, youâll always be my incredible big brother.â
Mick lets out a shaky exhale against your hair. âAnd youâre the most badass little sister a guy could ask for. Ferrari has no idea what theyâre in for.â
You pull back just far enough to meet his eyes, emboldened by the warm affection shining in them.
âJust promise me one thing?â You ask.
He arches an eyebrow quizzically. âWhatâs that?â
A mischievous grin tugs at your lips. âThat youâre not going to take it easy on me whenever youâre back on the grid.â
***
You take a deep breath as you pull your sleek new Ferrari up to the iconic factory in Maranello. This place holds so many memories â some joyful, others bittersweet. Your father cemented himself as a legend here, and you canât help but feel the weight of that legacy on your shoulders now more than ever.
The door swings open and there stands Fred Vasseur offering you a warm smile. âY/N, welcome home.â
You return the smile, unable to mask the flood of emotions. âItâs good to be back, Fred.â
He gestures for you to follow him inside. âIâm sure this place brings back quite a few memories.â
âYou have no idea,â you murmur, taking in the familiar sights and smells. The rosso corsa that coats every surface, the scent of machinery and high-octane fuel ⊠itâs intoxicating.
A tiny you runs through the hallways, giggling madly as your frantic mother tries to catch up. âMick! Y/N! Get back here this instant!â
Mick peeks out from behind a workbench, sticking his tongue out at Gina, who playfully swats at him. You spot the perfect hiding spot â a massive green recycling bin tucked in the corner ...
âY/N? Are you still with me?â Fredâs voice breaks you from your reverie.
You shake your head. âSorry, got a bit lost in thought there. This place just ⊠feels like stepping into the past.â
Fred nods knowingly. âI can only imagine. But today is about your future with the team.â He leads you through the winding corridors, pointing out various departments. âOver here is aerodynamics, that hallway takes you to the design labs ...â
âCome out, come out, wherever you are!â Your fatherâs voice echoes down the corridor, his tone playful but tinged with desperation. You stifle a giggle from your hiding spot as his footsteps draw closer.
âMichael, any luck?â Thatâs Paolo, one of the mechanics. You chance a peek and see half the team has been enlisted to search for you.
Your dad scrubs a hand over his face. âSheâs too good at this game. Shouldâve known better than to play hide-and-seek in a place this size.â
You chuckle softly at the memory, prompting a curious look from Fred. âSorry, just ⊠reminiscing again.â
He gives you an easy grin. âBy all means, feel free to share. Iâd love to hear some of those old stories.â
You take a breath, composing yourself before launching into the tale. âWell, there was this one time when I was maybe ⊠four or five? Mick and I were causing an unholy ruckus as usual, and Papa suggested a game of hide-and-seek to wear us out. Big mistake on his part.â
Fredâs eyes crinkle with amusement. âLet me guess, you proved to be a master hider?â
âYou could say that.â You grin mischievously. âI found this big recycling bin, crawled inside, and stayed completely silent while the whole team tore the place apart looking for me. Papa was just about to call in the overalls for backup when Paolo finally peeked in the bin.â
Fred throws his head back with a hearty laugh. âI can just picture your poor fatherâs face when they found you! He mustâve been both relieved and completely exasperated.â
You nod. âOh, he wore that particular blend of emotions often when we were young terrors around here.â
The two of you continue chatting amicably as Fred shows you around the various facilities â the simulator room, the engine workshop, even the gym and physiotherapy center. With each new area unveiled, another flood of nostalgia washes over you.
You and Mick sprint into the wide-open workshop, engines and miscellaneous car pieces scattered all around. Gina is closing in, her longer legs giving her an advantage.
âGot you now, you little gremlins!â She scoops Mick up with one arm, then turns her sights on you.
You let out a shriek of laughter, dodging around a massive piece of equipment as your mother joins the chase. âCome here, Maus! Itâs time for your nap!â
You shake your head furiously. âNo nap! No nap!â
Corinnaâs hand finally snags the back of your shirt, and you erupt into a fit of giggles as she pulls you into a hug ...
âThatâs some smile youâve got going there,â Fred notes with a wry grin. âI take it another happy memory?â
You give an embarrassed laugh. âYeah, you could say that. Just ⊠remembering how this place used to be our personal jungle gym. Mick, Gina, and I would run absolute loops around Mama while she tried to wrangle us for nap time.â
Fred chuckles fondly. âI can picture three tiny terrors leaving chaos in their wake.â His expression softens. âIt must be incredibly special to be back here after all these years. To follow in your fatherâs footsteps like this.â
You swallow hard against the swell of emotions. âItâs ⊠overwhelming, if Iâm being honest. But in the best possible way.â You glance around at the familiar setting with new eyes. âThese halls practically raised me. And now ⊠now I get to write my own chapter here.â
Fred gives your shoulder an affectionate squeeze. âYouâve got a long road ahead, but I have complete faith youâll make us all proud, Y/N.â
You straighten your shoulders, giving him a determined nod. âIâm ready.â
As you follow him further into the factory, you canât help but revel in the rush of coming full circle. Yes, this team, this place, is indelibly woven into your childhood. But now ⊠now itâs time to create new memories.
To race.
To win.
To become a legend.
***
The crowd outside the Ferrari headquarters swells as you emerge from the famous red doors for the first time as an official Scuderia Ferrari driver. Shouts and cheers erupt from every direction, fans pressing forward eagerly with pens and photos clutched in their hands.
âOver here, Y/N!â
âUn selfie, per favore!â
âCan you sign this for my daughter?â
You plaster on a polite smile, trying to graciously oblige as many autograph and photo requests as possible. But the throngs only grow more insistent, hands grabbing at you from all angles as the crowd closes in. Your heart races and you feel yourself starting to panic at the lack of personal space.
âPer favore, let her breathe!â An insistent voice cuts through the commotion in lightly accented Italian.
The crowd parts slightly as a familiar, lean figure pushes through â your new teammate. His green eyes meet yours with a reassuring look as he plants himself firmly by your side.
âGive her some space!â Charles barks out in English this time. âShe canât breathe!â
You shoot him a grateful glance as the fans reluctantly take a step back. Charles gently takes your arm and pulls you out of the scrum.
âSorry about that,â he says with an apologetic smile, running a hand through his tousled brown hair. âI know how intense they can be around here.â
âNo, thank you,â you reply earnestly. âI was about two seconds away from an anxiety attack.â
Charles chuckles. âWell, we canât have the new driver cracking under pressure on day one.â
You make a face at his teasing remark. âWatch it, pretty boy.â
Laughing, Charles puts his arm around your shoulders in a friendly gesture. âCome on, I know just the place to escape the madness for a bit. Dinnerâs on me.â
He guides you across the plaza and down a side street to a cozy trattoria â Ristorante Montana, known as the unofficial âFerrari restaurantâ frequented by team members. As you enter, a stout woman with a warm, welcoming smile emerges from the back.
âAh, Charles! Welcome back. And this must be ...â Her eyes widen as they land on you. âOh, la piccola principessa is all grown up!â
Flustered, you open your mouth to respond, but the woman has already swept you up in a tight embrace.
âRossella, youâre smothering the poor girl!â A elderly manâs voice calls out in amused rebuke.
âHush, Maurizio, and pour us some wine!â Rossella releases you and holds you at armâs length, beaming. âMichaelâs little girl, all woman now. Iâll never forget the first time your father brought you in here as a bambina.â
She gestures to a framed photo hanging on the wall of a much younger Rossella standing next to Michael, who is holding a grinning toddler â unmistakably you.
âHe was so proud,â Rossella continues misty-eyed. âJust like I know he would be of you today, following in your fatherâs footsteps.â
You swallow hard, touched by the warm welcome and memory. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Charles watching you with a soft smile.
Rossella shifts gears abruptly, all business. âNow, what will you two have? The usual for you, Charles? And for you, la principessa, I insist you try the gnocchi al ragĂș. Just like my nonna used to make it.â
As Rossella whisks off to the kitchen, Maurizio appears with a bottle of deep red wine and two glasses.
âTo new beginnings,â he toasts with a wink, pouring for you and Charles.
You raise your glass to clink against Charlesâ with a smile. âNew beginnings.â
Over pasta and wine, you and Charles fall into an easy rapport, bantering back and forth as the weight of the eveningâs earlier stress dissipates. You find yourself repeatedly distracted by the dimpled grin that lights up his face whenever he laughs at one of your quips.
âSo is this a regular hazing ritual you put all the rookies through?â You ask innocently. âGet them away from the crowds and ply them with wine so theyâre too drunk to be nervous on day one?â
Charles barks out a laugh. âYouâve found me out! Although I do seem to recall my own initiation being a lot harder. Maybe Iâm going soft in my old age.â
âOld age? Youâre what âŠ12?â You retort, eyes dancing with mirth.
The waiter arrives with the dessert menu, but Rossella shoos him away.
âNo, no menu. Iâm bringing you the tiramisu to share. My secret recipe.â
Charles groans in delight. âYouâre a legend, Rossella.â
She pats his cheek affectionately before disappearing again. A comfortable silence falls between you and Charles as you each take a bite of the rich, velvety tiramisu.
âMmmm, this is literally heaven,â you murmur happily.
Charles hums in agreement around another forkful.
Your eyes catch movement out of the corner and you turn to see Rossella returning, carrying a large framed photo under her arm. She sets it down on the empty chair next to you with a proud grin.
Itâs a glamor shot of you from a recent photoshoot for Vogue Italia â hair and makeup impeccable, lips parted in a secret smile as you gaze directly at the camera.
Rossella rests a hand on your shoulder. âFor me, bellissima? So we can hang la principessa right next to il padre.â
Touched, you take the proffered sharpie and scribble out a quick inscription before signing your name with a flourish at the bottom.
âGrazie mille,â Rossella breathes, throwing an arm around you to squeeze you against her ample frame. âYouâve made this old heart very happy tonight.â
When she finally releases you, you see Charles watching you both with a soft, almost wistful expression. You raise your eyebrows at him in question, but he just shakes his head with a smile.
As you and Charles prepare to depart, Rossella calls out once more. âYou come back soon, eh principessa? I have more pictures to collect.â
You throw her a wink over your shoulder. âDâaccordo, dâaccordo. Weâll be back soon!â
Out on the street, you pause, conscious of the evening rapidly drawing to a close. You turn to Charles, studying him properly for the first time. His deep green eyes crinkle at the corners as he meets your gaze.
âThank you,â you say sincerely. âReally. I donât know what I would have done if you hadnât swooped in to rescue me back there.â
Charles shrugs nonchalantly, but his expression is kind. âWe look out for our own in Ferrari. Thatâs what teammates are for, no?â
A beat passes, the momentary tension thickening between you. Then Charles seems to catch himself, clearing his throat.
âAnyway, I should let you get going before your handlers send out a search party. Need me to call you a car?â
âNo, no Iâm good,â you reply quickly, trying to mask your disappointment at the night ending. âMy performance coach has the car around front.â
You start to turn away, then impulsively pivot back. Rising up on your toes, you throw your arms around Charlesâ neck and pull him in for a brief, platonic hug.
âSeriously, thank you,â you murmur in his ear. âFor everything.â
As you pull back, your faces are just inches apart. Charlesâ eyes are warm, his gaze intense. For a dizzying moment, youâre certain heâs going to kiss you. Then just as suddenly, the moment passes and he steps back with a friendly smile.
âAnytime, princesse. Iâll see you bright and early next week for our first time running the SF-23 on the simulator.â
With a wink, he turns and saunters off down the street, hands shoved in his pockets in that effortlessly cool way of his. You let out a long breath, flustered and exhilarated all at once.
Your performance coach has indeed been waiting with the car, looking mildly concerned. âEverything alright?â
You flash her a bright smile, practically skipping to the car. âIt is now, Mara. It absolutely is.â
Your first day as a Ferrari driver was certainly more than you bargained for. But as you settle into the plush leather seats, you canât wipe the silly grin off your face. Something tells you this new chapter with the Scuderia is going to be an adventure â in more ways than one.
As Mara pulls away from the curb, you catch a final glimpse of Charles striding confidently down the street. Even from a distance, you can make out the dimpled smirk playing at the corner of his mouth.
Leaning back against the headrest, you think back to the memory of his arm slung casually around your shoulders and sigh contentedly. Yes, you have a feeling this is just the beginning of whatâs shaping up to be a very interesting partnership with Charles Leclerc.
***
Sebastian looks over the wine list, pretending to be engrossed in selecting the perfect vintage as he peers over the top of the menu. His eyes are fixated on the entrance to the upscale Italian restaurant, waiting for Charles and you to arrive.
This had better work, he thinks to himself. The two of you have been making googly eyes at each other for months now, but are both too stubborn to make a move.
Finally, the hostess leads Charles and you into the dining room. Sebastian ducks down, pulling the brim of his fedora lower over his face and adjusting the fake mustache heâs wearing as a disguise. He watches as the hostess shows Charles and you to an intimate table for two by the window, the soft glow of candlelight illuminating your faces.
âThere must be some mistake,â Charles says, looking around in confusion. âI was under the impression we were meeting Sebastian here for dinner?â
You look equally perplexed. âThatâs what he told me too. He said to meet at 8 oâclock sharp.â
âWell this is just awkward,â Charles runs a hand through his tousled hair. âShould we wait for him or ...â
Before you can respond, the waiter arrives with a basket of bread and butter. âGood evening, my name is Gerardo and Iâll be your server tonight. Can I start you off with something to drink?â
âActually, weâre still waiting on-â Charles begins, but the waiter cuts him off.
âAh yes, Mr. Vettel asked me to inform you that he will be unable to join this evening after all. A last minute obligation came up. He insisted I take excellent care of you both and that the evening is on his treat.â Gerardo smiles broadly. âSo what will you have to drink?â
Sebastian smirks to himself at his cleverly orchestrated ruse from his secluded table in the back corner. He watches with bated breath as a flustered Charles and you exchange an awkward look.
âIâll have a glass of Chianti,â you say finally, breaking the tension.
âMake that two,â Charles adds with a resigned sigh.
As Gerardo heads off to grab your drinks, an uncomfortable silence falls over the table. âYou know, we donât have to stay if you donât want to,â Charles says, ever the gentleman. âIâm sure thereâs been some misunderstanding.â
âDonât be silly,â you reply, offering him a warm smile that makes Sebastianâs heart melt a little. âIt would be rude to ruin the evening Sebastian so carefully planned, even if heâs not actually here to enjoy it.â
Charles visibly relaxes at your acceptance of the situation. âYouâre right, of course. If itâs a free dinner, we would be fools to turn that down!â
You both share a laugh, finally breaking the ice. Sebastian feels a swell of pride watching the two of you start to let your guards down around each other.
Over the next hour or so, Sebastian is delighted to see Charles and you become more at ease, trading jokes and stories over several delectable courses of pasta, veal, and freshly baked focaccia. Heâs never seen either of you look so lighthearted and carefree, nor has he witnessed two people connect on such an organic, genuine level before. Itâs positively magical to behold.
Gerardo arrives once more, this time bearing a decadent slice of torta della nonna for you to share for dessert. âCompliments of the house,â he announces with a wink before departing.
You immediately dig into the lemony confection with gusto. âOh my god, this is dangerously good,â you moan through a mouthful of pastry cream and flaky crust.
Charles tries and fails to stifle a laugh at your unabashed enthusiasm. âYouâve got a little ...â he gestures vaguely at the corners of your mouth.
âWhat? Where?â You ask, attempting to wipe the stray crumbs and smears of powdered sugar from your cheeks.
âHere, let me,â Charles says softly, reaching across the table with his cloth napkin.
Sebastian watches with bated breath, his heart pounding in his chest, as Charles tenderly swipes the napkin along your lips, his thumb grazing your cheek in the process. The moment seems to last an eternity, the two of you locked in each otherâs smoldering gaze.
Then, ever so slowly, Charles leans across the table towards you. Sebastian can scarcely breathe as he witnesses the magnetic pull drawing the two of you together. This is it, this is finally happening, he marvels silently.
Sebastian lets out an inadvertent yelp of glee and instantly slaps his hands over his mouth. A table of nearby diners turns to gawk at the strange mustached man.
âAhem, sorry! Hairball,â Sebastian rasps out in a terrible Italian accent. He slinks down in the booth, burning with embarrassment as the other patrons slowly turn away with disgusted looks.
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Charles and you also turn towards the commotion, the heated moment effectively ruined. Damn it, he was so close!
You and Charles eventually turn back towards each other, the awkwardness having returned. âWe should, uh, probably ask for the check soon,â Charles mumbles, unable to meet your eyes.
âYeah, Iâve got an early training session in the morning anyway,â you reply, the disappointment evident in your voice as you stare down at the table.
Inwardly cursing his rotten luck, Sebastian motions for the bill and slips his black credit card into the folder when Gerardo brings it. He knows the only way to redeem this night is to insist you and Charles stay for one more drink. Maybe add a little more wine confidence to help reignite that spark you both nearly combusted over just moments ago.
As Gerardo whisks away to process Sebastianâs payment, the older German steels his nerves. He removes his ridiculous disguise, straightens his tie, and makes his way over to your table with purpose.
âWell, well, what do we have here?â Sebastian asks with an exaggerated wink as he reaches you. âIt appears Mr. Leclerc and Miss Schumacher were stood up this evening. For shame!â
âAh, Seb!â Charles laughs in surprise at seeing his friend and former teammate. âWe should have known you were behind this madness.â
You roll your eyes good-naturedly. âYouâre a menace! I canât believe you tricked us like that.â
Sebastian claps his hands together and flashes you both a devilish grin. âWhat can I say? Iâm a hopeless romantic who cannot abide two clearly smitten people tiptoeing around each other any longer. Now, Gerardo is going to bring you the finest Barolo they have, on my dime, and you are going to remedy this sexual tension situation once and for all over another bottle or three!â
Charles opens his mouth to protest, but you laugh delightedly and nod towards Sebastian. âYou know what, I could go for another drink. What do you say, Charles?â
The older Ferrari driver seems to wilt under the weight of your brilliant smile, Sebastian canât fault the man for that. âAh, what the hell,â Charles shrugs, throwing his arm around the back of your chair. âLetâs see where this night takes us!â
Sebastian settles in, pouring you all generous glasses of the deep ruby wine when Gerardo delivers it. He may be getting on in years, but his matchmaking job has only just begun. One way or another, heâs determined to ensure his two protĂ©gĂ©s quit stumbling over each other and finally discover the romance thatâs been blossoming under their noses all along.
Sipping his wine, Sebastian gazes at you and Charles, sees the tenderness flickering in both your eyes as you lean in closer together over the candlelight. He smiles contentedly to himself.
Mission accomplished.
***
The paddock is mostly deserted at this late hour, the muffled sounds of the teams packing up drifting in from the garages. You linger near the Ferrari motorhome, watching Charles sitting alone on a stack of tires, shoulders slumped. Heâs been increasingly withdrawn these past few days leading up to the Japanese Grand Prix.
You approach slowly, not wanting to startle him. âCharles? You okay?â
He looks up, managing a small smile when he sees you. âHey, mon amour.â
Thereâs a weariness to his voice that tugs at your heart. You take a seat beside him, letting your arm brush against his in a subtle show of support. âTalk to me. Whatâs going on?â
Charles is silent for a long moment, pulling his helmet off and turning it over in his hands. âItâs Suzuka,â he finally says, so softly you have to lean in to hear him. âBeing back here ⊠itâs difficult.â
Your brow furrows. Right, this is where Jules Bianchi crashed, his accident eventually proving fatal. Charles had been incredibly close with his mentor and godfather. âI canât even imagine how painful this must be.â You cover his hand with yours. âHaving to race on the same track ...â
âI relive that day over and over.â Charlesâs accented voice is thick with emotion. âI can still see the footage of his car slamming into the crane, like itâs burned into my mind. He was my friend, my godfather, like a brother to me. And now every year, I have to come back to this place that took him from us far too soon.â He squeezes his eyes shut, a stray tear escaping.
âOh, Charles ...â You wrap your arm around his shoulders, pulling him close. His body is rigid at first before melting against you, and he buries his face in the crook of your neck. You hold him tightly as his breath hitches with suppressed sobs, your own eyes stinging. How many times has he bottled up this grief, putting on a brave face for the world?
âIâm so sorry,â you murmur, stroking his back. âI canât imagine the pain youâve carried all these years. But Jules wouldnât want you torturing yourself like this.â You pull away enough to frame his face with your hands, meeting his reddened eyes. âHeâd want you to keep living, to keep pursuing your dream that he helped nurture. Heâd be so proud of everything youâve accomplished.â
Charles manages a watery smile, covering one of your hands with his. âYouâre right. Thank you, chĂ©rie. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â He leans in, resting his forehead against yours with a shuddering sigh. âI just miss him so much some days. Like an ache I canât shake.â
âI know.â You brush away the dampness on his cheeks with your thumbs. âBelieve me, I understand that ache all too well.â
A crease forms between Charlesâs brows as he regards you intently. âYour papa.â
You give a solemn nod. âEveryone talks about him like heâs gone. But heâs not, heâs still here, still breathing. Itâs just ⊠heâs not the same man I grew up with anymore.â You blink back tears of your own. âSometimes Iâll see flashes that remind me so much of how Papa used to be. And then that illusion is shattered and Iâm grieving all over again for the person he was.â
Charlesâ arms wrap around you fully, tucking your head under his chin. âI canât imagine how hard that must be. Seeing those glimpses of the man he was, only to have that hope ripped away.â He presses his lips to the crown of your head. âYouâre the strongest person I know.â
You let out a choked laugh. âYeah, definitely doesnât feel like it most days.â Pulling away, you try for a smile. âBut we Schumachers are fighters. We donât stay down for long.â
âThatâs my girl.â Charles grins, cupping your face and brushing his thumb over your cheekbone. âIâm lucky to have you by my side through all of this craziness. I donât know what Iâd do without your support, especially this weekend.â
âAre you kidding?â You turn to fully face him, clasping his hands in yours. âCharles, youâve been my rock too, you know that? Signing with Ferrari this year, following in my fatherâs footsteps ⊠the pressure has been immense. But youâve never let me crumble under it. Youâre always there with a laugh or a hug or some silly joke to make me smile even on the hardest days.â
Charlesâs grin turns lopsided, eyes crinkling at the corners in that way that always makes your heart flutter. âWell, someone has to keep that ego of yours from inflating too much, future champion.â He leans in until his lips are a mere breath from yours. âBut in all seriousness, weâre in this together, okay? No matter what the future holds, Iâll always have your back.â
âI know,â you murmur, feeling his words like a soothing balm over the parts of your heart still aching for your father as you once knew him. âAnd Iâll always have yours. Weâre a team, on and off the track.â You close the distance between you, kissing him deeply.
Charles returns the kiss with fervor, his fingers threading through your hair to hold you close. The worries plaguing you both seem to temporarily fade into the background amid the warmth and solidity of his embrace. When you finally break apart, breathless, his emerald gaze holds an intensity that steals the air from your lungs in the best way.
âJe tâaime,â he murmurs, the endearment like a vow falling from his lips. âNo matter what happens out there tomorrow, or any other race day, that will never change. You and me against the world, princesse.â
You flash him a coy smile, feeling desire begin to simmer low in your belly. âIs that a promise, Mr. Leclerc?â
âMmm, I can make it one if youâd like.â Charles waggles his eyebrows, making you giggle as his hands roam freely over your back and sides, pulling you flush against him. His voice drops to a husky whisper. âMaybe I can find more convincing ways to pledge my devotion once weâre back at the hotel.â
âI definitely wouldnât be opposed to that,â you say breathily, leaning in to nip at his lower lip in a way that makes him groan. âThough if memory serves, I seem to recall you saying something about honoring the teamâs curfew tonight?â You trail openmouthed kisses along the sharp line of his jaw. âWouldnât want to be ⊠sleep deprived before the race.â
Charlesâs fingers flex against your hips as he lets out a shuddering breath. âYouâre really testing my willpower here.â
âPayback for all those times youâve tortured me.â You punctuate the statement with a sharp nip to the sensitive skin below his ear, making him jerk against you with a strangled sound. Pulling back, you smirk at the glazed look in his eyes. âWhatâs the matter? Cat got your tongue?â
He blinks slowly, then his gaze narrows in a way that makes heat flare across your skin. âOh, youâre going to pay for that later.â His voice is low, almost a growl that sends a shiver of anticipation down your spine.
âI look forward to it.â You lean in until your lips are nearly brushing his again.
âTease,â Charles accuses, though his kiss quickly swallows any further retort.
You lose yourself in the press of his mouth, the exploring glide of his hands over your body, the undeniable chemistry that still sometimes takes your breath away. When you finally break apart, gasping for air, you stay wrapped in each otherâs arms, foreheads resting together.
âThank you,â Charles murmurs after a long beat of comfortable silence. âFor always knowing how to pull me out of my own head. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
âThatâs what partners are for,â you say simply, brushing back the silken strands of chestnut hair falling over his forehead. His eyes are so warm, so full of love and adoration, you feel it envelop you like a cozy blanket. âIâll always be here to lean on, just like you are for me.â
Charles catches your hand, pressing a lingering kiss to your palm. âAnd Iâm grateful for that every single day. Facing the good times and bad, together.â His thumb strokes over your knuckles. âI know Suzuka will never be easy, not with the weight of the memories here. But you make the burden feel lighter. Like no matter what, Iâll be okay as long as I have you by my side.â
You lean in, brushing a featherlight kiss across his lips. âAlways. No matter what the future holds, youâre stuck with me, Leclerc.â
A slow, utterly content smile spreads across his face. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â He steals another lingering kiss before glancing toward the pit area, where the last few stragglers are packing up for the night. âAs much as Iâd love to keep you all to myself, I suppose we should try to get some rest before tomorrow.â
Sliding off the tire stack, he offers you his hand, that warm gleam still dancing in his forest-colored eyes. âThough maybe we could indulge in a long, hot shower first? You know, to ⊠unwind after such an emotionally draining evening.â
You raise an eyebrow at his transparent attempt at nonchalance, but canât help a smirk from tugging at your lips. âWhy, Mr. Leclerc, are you propositioning me?â
âWould that be so terrible?â He tugs you into his arms, leaving a trail of teasing kisses along your jaw. âAfter all, we did have quite the ⊠charged conversation just now. Iâd hate for all that pent-up tension to distract us on track tomorrow.â
You let out a breathless giggle as his wandering hands and lips leave tingles across your skin. âWell, when you put it that way ⊠I suppose a nice, relaxing shower could be just what we need to clear our heads.â Looping your arms around his neck, you meet his heated gaze through lowered lashes. âLead the way, liebling.â
Charlesâ responding grin is nothing short of wolfish. âWith pleasure.â Scooping you up in his arms, he heads for the parking lot at a swift pace, leaving the weight of Suzuka and its ghosts behind for the night.
***
The roar of the crowd is deafening as you bring your Ferrari across the finish line, tires smoking from the incredible pace. Your race engineerâs voice crackles over the radio, congratulating you, but the words are drowned out by the thunderous cheers echoing around the Autodromo Nazionale Monza.
You can hardly believe it. Your first season with the Scuderia and youâve just won the Italian Grand Prix â on the hallowed ground that your father once ruled. The sea of fans decked out in red is a sight to behold, celebrating wildly as you complete the cool-down lap.
Pulling into parc fermé, you kill the engine, the high-pitched whine slowly dying away. Undoing the straps, you clamber out, still trying to process what just happened. This is really real.
âYou!â
The familiar voice makes you turn. Itâs Charles, beaming from ear-to-ear despite settling for second place today. He pulls you into a massive hug, squeezing you tightly.
âI canât believe you just did that! Amazing drive!â
You laugh, giddy with joy and adrenaline. âI still canât believe it either! Everything just ⊠clicked.â
âThatâs putting it mildly,â Charles chuckles, ruffling your sweat-damp hair. âYou were incredible out there. Absolutely brilliant.â
Hearing the praise from your boyfriend means everything. You know how hard heâs worked, how much heâs sacrificed to get this far. And heâs still your biggest supporter.
The two of you finally pull apart as the rest of the team makes their presence known, congratulating you with bearhugs and massive pats on the back. You did it â you brought the victory home for Ferrari at the Temple of Speed.
After the chaos of the post-race celebrations dies down a little, itâs time for the podium ceremony. You canât wait to stand up there, basking in the adulation of the wildly passionate Tifosi. As you make your way out with Charles and the third place finisher, the crowdâs cheers swell to a new eardrum-bursting level.
Climbing the steps, you take your spot on the top level, heart racing as you look out over the endless sea of fans. The air is filled with brilliant red smoke, passionate flag-wavers creating mesmerizing patterns. Youâve seen Grands Prix in Italy before, but being up here, having actually won â itâs on another level entirely.
Speeches are made, anthems are played, and then itâs time to crack open the podium champagne. As the bottles are picked up, a rolling chant starts building in the grandstands:
âLa Prin-ci-pess-a! La Prin-ci-pess-a!â
The sound shakes you to your core. Tears instantly spring to your eyes.
Charles, beside you on the second step, grins and nudges you. âListen to them! Youâve done it â youâve made them fall in love with you just like they did with your father.â
Looking down at him with misty eyes, you mouth, âThank you,â so overwhelmed that you canât speak. He slips an arm around your waist, pulling you close. The two of you share a soft kiss as the chanting grows louder and louder.
As you pull back, gazing out over the surging tide of humanity, faces beaming up at you in adoration, it finally sinks in. This moment â winning at Monza for Ferrari, with Charles by your side, the Tifosi embracing you wholeheartedly â is beyond anything you ever could have dreamed.
The emotions pour out in waves of joy and pride and disbelief. You raise your bottle high, echoing the chants and cheering your heart out to the crowd. They roar back even louder, feeding off your energy in the way that only this group of diehard fans can.
Once the champagne showers subside, giddy fans whistling at you and Charles canoodling on the podium, itâs time to head back down. But the celebrations are just getting started. The team wants to keep the party going.
On the drive over to Maranello, you find yourself sandwiched in the backseat between Charles and your race engineer, Ricky. Everyone is grinning like maniacs, high on the thrill of victory, singing drinking songs at the top of their lungs.
âSolo per lei! Principessa di Monza!â Ricky bellows, gently elbowing you. The rest join in, filling the car with the chant of âOnly for her! Princess of Monza!â You canât stop giggling, leaning into Charles, deliriously happy.
Once you finally roll up to the factory, the party spills out of the car and into the streets. The entire workforce has turned out, waving huge Ferrari flags, beating drums and sounding air horns in celebration. Youâre immediately swarmed, being passed from hug to hug as champagne is sprayed in joyful arcs.
They finally manage to sweep you, Charles, and most of your garages inside the factory, where long banquet tables have been set up in the main hall. An enormous cheer goes up as you enter, sparkling wine sloshing from hastily poured glasses all around you.
The meal that follows is a total blur â amazing food, flowing alcohol, raucous toasts, and the happiest pandemonium youâve ever witnessed. You keep getting tugged from conversation to conversation, everyone wanting to hear how the race played out from your lips. Charles sticks by your side the whole time, looking on with sheer pride.
At one point, you end up going shot for shot with Fred Vasseur, the team principal pouring vodka like his job depends on it. âLa mia principessa!â He chuckles, his eyes sparkling with unshed tears of joy. âYouâve made us all so proud today!â
He hoists his glass. âTo our Princess! The Princess of Monza!â
The chant starts up again all around you. âLa Prin-ci-pess-a! La Prin-ci-pess-a!â
You beam at them all, squeezing Fredâs hand. No words can describe this feeling, being embraced so completely by your team â your family. This is what youâve dreamed about since you were a little girl. Following in your fatherâs footsteps, bringing glory to Ferrari, carrying on the legend.
The party rages on long into the night. At some point, you lose track of time completely, delirious with exhaustion from the whirlwind of emotion.
You come around for a moment, blinking in the dim glow of the factory lights. Thereâs quiet rumbles of laughter around you, echoing off the walls. Looking around blearily, you realize youâve been tucked into a makeshift bed fashioned from a pile of Ferrari t-shirts, nestled in one of the car assembly spaces.
Charles is there too, cradled against your side, one arm wrapped protectively around you. The rest of the team â your PR officers, engineers, mechanics, everyone â is strewn about in similar nests, all of them totally conked out.
With a contented sigh, you snuggle deeper into Charlesâ embrace, feeling his lips brush the top of your head. This bizarre, wonderful scene seems to encapsulate everything about being part of the Ferrari family. Itâs chaotic and overwhelming and unlike anything else in the world.
But most of all, itâs home.
As you start to drift back to sleep, savoring the lingering scent of champagne and motor oil, one final chant echoes in your head:
La principessa di Monza.
La principessa di Ferrari.
***
11 Months Later
The last few laps feel like theyâre happening in slow motion. Every turn, every gear shift, every tiny input to the steering wheel is magnified tenfold as the circuits count down. The pressure is immense, but youâve been here before. You can do this.
âStay calm, stay focused,â your race engineerâs voice crackles over the radio. âThe calculations look good. Just bring it home steady.â
Nodding to yourself, you downshift entering the stadium section, the roar of the massive crowd surrounding the AutĂłdromo Hermanos RodrĂguez swelling in your ears. This is it â your chance to join the likes of motorsportâs greatest heroes by winning the Formula 1 World Championship.
Your first victory at Monza, being crowned the âPrincipessa di Ferrariâ by the adoring Tifosi, was a dream come true. But this ⊠this is what youâve worked towards since you were old enough to understand what your father achieved. To etch your name into the history books forever.
The laps tick by agonizingly. Every time the pitboard comes into view, your heart rate spikes. But youâve got a comfortable gap to second place, managing the race perfectly. Just a few more corners now.
âFinal lap, final lap,â your engineer calls out. âLooking brilliant. Stay comfortable and youâve got this!â
You suck in a deep breath to steady your nerves. Out of the sweeping Curve 3 and onto the pit straight, the crowdâs thunderous cheers are reaching fever pitch. You can see the seas of red-clad fans absolutely losing their minds, knowing the woman they idolize is about to achieve immortality.
Crossing the finish line, you finally let out the breath youâve been holding for what feels like ages. The emotion is overwhelming â a combination of pure elation, disbelief, and total exhaustion.
You did it.
World Champion at last!
You cruise around, yelling unintelligibly into the radio as the celebrations kick off around the circuit. Thereâs confetti in the air, smoke flares going off in brilliant shades of red, and a full-throated roar that could probably be heard all the way back in Europe.
Pulling into parc fermé, you switch off the car, letting the weight of the moment sink in. Tears of joy prick at your eyes as the magnitude of your achievement hits home. Ever since you were a little girl, running around watching your papa, this has been the ultimate dream for you.
And now, itâs finally happened. Youâre a World Champion. Just like him.
The first person to reach you is Charles. He comes sprinting over from his own car, bounding past the marshals without a second look. One glimpse of the huge smile plastered across his face is all it takes for you to dissolve into giggles and delirious tears.
âYou did it! You brilliant, brilliant woman, you did it!â He shouts, grabbing you up in his arms and spinning you around in a whirlwind hug.
âI canât believe it, Charles! It felt like a dream ⊠like it wasnât really happening!â
Youâre both laughing and crying at the same time, drunk on the euphoria of the moment. Clutching each other tightly, you press your foreheads together, trying in vain to compose yourselves.
âIâm so proud of you,â Charles murmurs, gazing at you with adoring eyes. âYou worked so incredibly hard for this. You deserve everything.â
Surging forward, you capture his lips in a searing, passionate kiss. For a few brief moments, the two of you are alone, lost in the depth of your emotions and your all-encompassing love for each other. Nothing else in the world matters but this perfect second frozen in time.
You finally break apart, breathless, when the rest of the team sweeps in to congratulate you. They swarm around in a laughing, whooping mass, jumping up and down, hugging, chanting your name over and over.
âTo our champion! The Queen!â
The cry comes from Antonio, one of the veteran mechanics whoâs been with the team since your papaâs days. He clasps your hands tightly, gazing at you with pride.
âSei la regina! The Queen of Ferrari!â He hollers over the raucous din, tears shining in his eyes. âJust like your father, youâll reign forever!â
Your eyes start brimming over again, overwhelmed. The tears roll down your cheeks, smearing streaks of sweat and grime from the race. But you canât stop beaming.
All at once, the rest of the crew picks up on Antonioâs declaration. Their cheers and chants coalesce into one booming refrain:
âLa Re-gi-na! La Re-gi-na!â
The sheer adulation washes over you in waves, every face beaming up at you in utter reverence. You find yourself struggling to take it all in. In a few incredible seasons, youâve elevated yourself into the realm of legend in their eyes.
Charles wraps his arms around you from behind, steadying you as your knees start to go weak. You can feel his smile radiant against your neck as he cheers and whoops right along with the rest of them.
âYou hear them?â He chuckles, kissing your temple. âItâs all for you, mia regina! My Queen.â
Hearing your love, your partner, your other half call you that sets off a fresh round of giggles and sobs. Turning in his embrace, you loop your arms around his shoulders, standing on your tiptoes to kiss him deeply.
When you finally part, you look out over the still-roaring crowd, many of them carrying elaborate signs with intricate drawings depicting you as a regal sovereign. Some have fashioned ornate crowns out of random merch and foam, holding them high. Others set off flares and smoke bombs in Ferrari red.
For a moment, their euphoric cheers fade into the background, drowned out by the pounding of your heart and the rush of blood in your ears. Closing your eyes, you let the enormity of the moment wash over you, embracing the pride and humility and disbelieving joy.
This is your coronation. The new ruler of the Scuderia â la regina di Ferrari.
âLa Regina di Ferrari! La Regina del Mondo!â
You can only chuckle in disbelief, Antonio and Ricky carefully taking your hands to hoist you up onto their shoulders in throne-like celebration. Charles is right by your side, standing vigil as your King Consort.
As the party spreads out around you, confetti and smoke filling the air, you look out across the ecstatic crowd. All you see are fervent faces, worshiping you as their new Queen of the World.
Itâs a delirious scene that you never, ever couldâve imagined. And yet it feels so natural, so right. Like you were born to be in the center of this storm of jubilation. This is your true home.
And now, youâve taken your rightful place as its ruler.
Mexico City burns long into the night in tribute to the newly-coronated Queen. Tomorrow, the party will likely continue all the way back to Maranello. But in this moment, youâre lost in the swirl of ecstasy, allowing yourself to be swept up in the currents of adoration.
La Regina di Ferrari.
La Regina del Mondo.
***
Eight Years Later
Jules can barely contain his excitement as you and Charles help him into the little red race suit. Heâs practically vibrating with energy, bouncing up and down on the balls of his feet.
âEasy there, petit coureur,â Charles chuckles, ruffling Julesâ hair affectionately. âWeâll get you suited up and on the track soon enough.â
âIâm gonna beat everyone!â Jules declares confidently. You canât help but smile at his enthusiasm.
âThatâs my boy,â you say with a wink. âJust like your Papa and me.â
Charles grins and pulls Jules into a hug. âWeâll see about that, wonât we? Todayâs just for fun though, remember? No official points or anything.â
âI know, I know,â Jules says impatiently. âBut Iâm still gonna win!â
You laugh and swing him up into your arms, peppering his face with kisses until he squeals with delight. âWhatever you say, liebling. Now letâs get you out on that track!â
The three of you make your way out to the karting circuit, hand-in-hand. You can already see a small crowd starting to form along the fences, phones and cameras at the ready. A familiar scenario, even at such a low-key local event.
âMama, Papa, look!â Jules points excitedly. âThose people want to take pictures!â
âThatâs right, schatzi,â you say gently. âYour Papa and I are pretty well known in motorsports.â
âLike movie stars?â His eyes go wide.
Charles laughs. âSomething like that, I suppose. More like ⊠really famous racecar drivers.â
âWhoa ...â Jules seems to be processing this new realization. âYouâre the best ever, right? The bestest?â
You share an amused look with Charles. âWell, weâve had our fair share of success,â you hedge.
âYour mother is a multi-time World Champion,â Charles says proudly. âAs am I. We did pretty okay, I think.â
âWoooaahh!â Jules looks absolutely awestruck, like his little mind has been blown. Itâs both adorable and bittersweet â your own child, only just now grasping the level of your accomplishments and fame.
The crowd has grown considerably by the time you reach the pit area, people pressing against the barriers in hopes of getting a glimpse of the royal family of Maranello. A small team of event staff try valiantly to keep order, but itâs a losing battle.
âExcuse me! Y/N! Can we get a photo?â
âCharles! Over here, please!â
âOh my god, is that little Jules? Heâs so cute!â
Jules clings a bit closer to you and Charles, startled by the commotion. You pull him protectively against your side.
âItâs okay,â you murmur. âJust some fans who are excited to see us.â
Charles gives the crowd a regretful smile and a small wave before ushering you both past the security team and into the pit area. The calmer, more controlled setting seems to ease Julesâ nerves.
âWhy were all those people yelling and taking pictures?â He asks with a small frown.
âLike I said, weâre pretty famous racers,â Charles explains patiently. âA lot of people know who we are and want our autographs or photos with us.â
âLike celebrities!â Jules says, the admiring light returning to his eyes.
You laugh and ruffle his hair again. âSomething like that, yeah. Your Papa and I have had a very successful racing career over the years.â
âThe best careers,â Charles amends with a wink at you. âMultiple world titles each.â
âWorld titles?â Jules looks utterly baffled by the concept. âLike ⊠the best in the whole world?â
âExactly,â you confirm, feeling that familiar swell of pride. âWe were the fastest drivers in the world, for a few years at least.â
âWhooaa ...â Jules seems torn between awe and disbelief. âYouâre like ⊠superheroes!â
You and Charles both crack up at the adorable comparison.
âI donât know if Iâd go that far,â Charles laughs, âbut I suppose to some we come pretty close, eh?â
He scoops Jules up and swings him around, making him shriek with laughter. You watch them with a content smile, suddenly aware of how blessed you are to have this life â your incredible husband, your precious son, the career successes you both achieved. Itâs more than you ever could have dreamed.
âAlright,â Papa says, setting Jules back down. âWhy donât you go grab your kart and weâll get you out on the track? Think you can take on the world champions?â
Jules gives a determined nod, that familiar fire blazing in his eyes â the same look youâve seen in your husbandâs familiar green ones a thousand times over the years. âYou bet! Iâll show you how itâs done!â
With one last hair ruffle, you send him scampering off excitedly. Charles slides an arm around your waist, pulling you close.
âHeâs something else, isnât he?â He murmurs against your temple. âSo much like us at that age. I can already tell heâs going to be a hell of a driver someday.â
You lean into his embrace with a contented sigh. âHe is ⊠and just look at how the crowd reacted to him. Heâs barely grasped that weâre famous, and now heâs already getting mobbed himself. Our little star in the making.â
Charles makes a rueful sound. âWeâre going to have to get used to that, I suppose.â
âOh, I think we can handle it,â you say lightly. âWeâve had plenty of practice being in the spotlight, after all.â
He laughs and drops a kiss to your hair. âThatâs true enough. As long as we stick together, we can get through anything.â
âExactly.â You turn in his arms to face him properly, cupping his jaw tenderly. âYou, me, Jules ⊠nothing else matters as long as we have each other.â
Charlesâ eyes are warm with devotion as he gazes down at you. âMy soulmate. My family. How did I ever get so lucky?â
He leans in to kiss you, slow and sweet, the rest of the world temporarily fading away. You lose yourself in the familiar comfort of his embrace, the love you share-
âEwww, gross! Stop kissing!â
You break apart with a laugh to find Jules making over-exaggerated gagging noises nearby.
âAnd the momentâs ruined,â Charles teases, keeping an arm looped around your waist.
You bend down to Julesâ eye level with a mock stern look. âYou just wait until youâre all grown up with a sweetheart of your own. Then youâll understand.â
He scrunches up his nose theatrically. âNever! Girls are gross!â
You and Charles share an amused look.
âIf you say so,â Charles chuckles. âNow letâs get that kart fired up.â
Julesâ entire demeanor shifts in an instant, that fierce competitiveness surfacing once again. He scrambles into the cockpit of his little kart and takes firm hold of the wheel, looking suddenly years beyond his age.
âYouâre going down!â He declares brazenly. âIâll leave you both in the dust!â
And just like that, the proud parents are replaced by your familiar racing mentalities â the thrill of competition, the desire to win. You share a conspiratorial grin with Charles.
âIs that so?â He taunts playfully. âIn that case, no more taking it easy on you two.â
You bend down to kiss Julesâ forehead, unable to resist a parting quip. âPromise you wonât be sad ⊠because Mama always wins.â
With that, Charles heads off to grab his own kart, leaving you and Jules alone for a brief moment. He looks up at you with shining eyes.
âYouâre my hero, Mama,â he says simply. âAnd Papa too. I wanna be just like you when I grow up!â
You feel your heart swell fit to burst, filled with more love than you could possibly put into words. Bending down, you pull your beautiful little boy into a fierce hug, eyes shining with unshed happy tears.
âOh liebling ⊠you already are. Youâre everything we could have dreamed of and more.â
You press a lingering kiss to the top of his head, overwhelmed with affection. When you finally pull back, there are indeed tears shining in your eyes.
âNow go show your parents what youâve got, baby,â you say with a watery smile. âI canât wait to see you out there.â
Jules gives you a determined nod, eyes blazing with that trademark fire. âYou got it, Mama! Get ready to lose!â
With that, he slams down the visor on his helmet and revs the little engine. You step back with a laugh, watching him peel out onto the track with all the confidence and flair of a seasoned pro. Like parents, like son indeed.
By the time Charles rejoins you, his own kart idling beside yours, Jules has already completed a couple of warm up laps. You canât resist shooting Charles a smug grin.
âWell, well ⊠looks like the apple didnât fall far from the tree. He drives just like you.â
Charles snorts, clearly trying to downplay his obvious pride. âI donât know what youâre talking about. Thatâs all your genes coming through.â
You open your mouth to protest, but a sudden commotion from the fences draws your attention. The crowd has grown even larger, people pressing against the barriers with raised phones and voices calling out excitedly.
âOh my god, itâs them!â
âTheyâre so cute together!!â
âOver here, please! This way!â
You share a resigned look with Charles as event staff rush to try and control the growing swarm.
âThis is what itâs going to be like from now on, isnât it?â You murmur. âOur little family, constantly in the spotlight.â
Charles shrugs, slinging an arm around your shoulders as he watches Jules blaze by. âWhat else is new? Weâve been there our whole careers. At least this time, we get to share the fame together ⊠as a family.â
You lean into his side with a contented smile. Out on the track, Jules whips past in a blur of determination, completely unbothered by the fawning crowd. Just a little boy living out his dream, regardless of who his parents might be.
âYou know what?â You say softly. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
Charles drops a kiss to your hair as the roar of the crowd and engines swells around you. âMe neither, mon amour. I wouldnât change a single thing.â
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Yandere Imposter
Imagine a yandere that pretends to be someone else...
You and your husband hadn't been close in years. A rotten drunkard that spent all day rotting away on the couch. When the two of you got married, you genuinely thought things would be perfect, he was such a sweet guy. But things just went downhill from there.
He was a sleeze bag. Spending all day drinking and refusing to work. Forcing you to get a job to support you both, but he couldn't even bother being somekind of househusband. No, he expected you to get off of work clean the house for him and still cook him dinner everyday. You felt more like his mother than his wife. And it was getting on your last nerve.
So imagine your surprise when you walk into the house one day, the smell of cheap booze and cigarette smoke gone. Instead replaced with the smell of soup?
The place was oddly spotless as you made your way into the kitchen, and there standing at the stove was your husband. Wearing an apron as he stirred the food in the pot. It was unnerving, if you knew anything about your husband it was that he refused to even step foot in the kitchen unless it was to eat. As if sensing your presence, he quickly turned around a smile spreading on his face. Was it just you or were his teeth whiter than usual?
Walking over he wrapped his arms around you in a tight hug, burying his face into your neck. A look of happiness on his face as he held you close.
"I'm so happy you're finally home, Dear. I went ahead and made dinner, you just go sit down and I'll be right over."
Since when had he called you pet names? You couldn't help but check his tempature, wondering if he was running a fever of somekind. Why else would he be acting so out of character suddenly. But he simply laughed off your worry and ushered you towards your seat. Immediantly serving you dinner with a blissful smile, a smile you had never seen on his face. You were so confused...
The night just continued on like that. One weird occurance after another. It felt like you were with a stranger, someone nothing like your husband yet identical to him. You felt like you were going mad, until night eventually came. Bringing you to bed, you and your husband lied down together. Except unlike everynight since your honeymoon, he pulled you closer. Snuggled up next to you as he whispered softly in your ear, almost bringing tears to your eyes.
"I'm so sorry for the way things have been all these years. You never deserved any of it. But as long as I'm here, I'll treat you perfect..."
Edan had always hated his brother. Despite looking identical, they couldn't have been more different. And it felt like his brother was always out to make his life difficult. If Edan got on the football team, his brother was the quaterback. If Edan got a B, his brother got an A. If Edan got honor roll, his brother got valedictorian. And eventually when Edan felt like he had met his soulmate his dear brother had to marry them. He could never win. It was all too much.
Especially when Edan began to take a closer look into the life his brother had stolen away from him. He was disgusted. Working his beloved like a dog day and night. Treating them as nothing more than a servant meant to do whatever was demanded of them, not giving them the life they deserved. The day he snapped came when he saw his beloved leave for work, continuing to stay near the house. He watched as his brother stepped out of the house hours later, walking over to one of the neighboring apartment doors and knocked on it. A scantily clad individual opening the door and ushering him inside. He saw red...
How foolish did that idiot have to be. Stealing away the life that Edan deserved, only to not even appreciate it. He got the privilege to lay beside perfection every night, and he still ran into the arms of some worthless harlot. He couldn't stand it. His beloved didn't deserve this mistreatment, and his brother didn't deserve their love. But what was he supposed to do about it...
He had never been so happy that the two were identical...
All it took was a little makeover and a swap of IDs for the two to look the exact same again. Now if he was ever found, Edan would be dead. He had to clean up all the blood from the floor, he might have gone a bit overboard but years of hatred and frustration will do that to a person.
But it was all worth it in this moment. Holding his beloved close to his chest as the two lay together, it was a dream come true. Burying his face in their hair, he continued to whisper to them, arms wrapped tightly around their body so that they couldn't get up. They never had to know.
" You'll get the life you deserve. We'll both get the lives we deserve, no matter what..."
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