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forgot an option.. the phregnancy
#dinok maybe???#that would be huge news and really exciting!#i think something related to 5 years post coming out is a possibility. now idk if pride uploads on dapg would be as regular as gamingmas#but i mean it’ll be the first pride where they’re active on dapg post coming out#so that feels somewhat relevant#wedding hill#i think dinok is more likely but do i believe in wedding hill yes#dnp tour i don’t know bc it’s been so soon after wad but maybe in the future i don’t really know#i would support if they’d do another creative thing like dapc#phan#dan howell#amazingphil#dan and phil games#dan and phil#dan and phil poll
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y'know, probably because i hate simple power dynamics a lot, but i really love how weird and complicated power dynamics are in tlt.
like, in gtn, harrow makes the assumption that coronabeth is "the dominant" in her relationship with ianthe, but we as the audience know that ianthe has power over her because of coronabeth's secret, and coronabeth often ends up coming across as more submissive in her interactions with ianthe.
harrow holds a significant amount of power over gideon, but gideon also holds more power over her than she herself is aware of, because all of gideon's actions affect harrow.
john is the most powerful character in the entire series, but his personality is so docile and non-confrontational that even as god, he's more likely to obey than demand.
then, and thank you tamsyn muir so much for writing them the way you did, there's characters like cam and pal, who seem to have no power dynamic at all. they're equals. camilla obeys palamedes, but not because she has to, rather because their goals almost always align. palamedes takes camilla's advice and supports her in any way he can, not because he's afraid of her or she holds power over him, but rather because he trusts her to know what to do. they work as one.
that's why paul can exist as the perfect lyctor, because they're made up of two souls working together, rather than one soul consuming or suppressing another.
#with that being said#i do still think that if jalecto acheives perfect lyctorhood alecto's soul is still gonna be a bit stronger than john's#but y'know what? to me that's how it should be.#that as a power dynamic feels natural.#just like camilla and palamedes becoming one feels like the right thing for them#john becoming just a part of alecto seems like the perfect end for him.#oh also somewhat relevant to this post: the general idea of the cavalier/necromancer dynamic is so interesting#technically the necromancer holds the power. but the cavalier IS the power.#the sword and the hand that wields it etc etc#also necromancers being physically weaker and often smaller#whereas cavaliers literally have to be strong for their job#creates another interesting dynamic#the locked tomb#tlt#tlt spoilers#gtn spoilers#htn spoilers#ntn spoilers#paul tlt#palamedes sextus#camilla hect#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#ianthe tridentarius#coronabeth tridentarius#john gaius
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Tagged by my lovely @thecynical-idealist, thanks so much S🫶🏻
Describe yourself ONLY with pictures you have. You cannot search or download new pictures.
I tag: @devaneiossuspensos @desideria @the-3rd-of-may @sophism @455u @margaritawithouthermaster @chapricot
#haven’t done a tag game in a while#I feel like I missed a couple#bc I couldn’t do it when I saw them and then I just forgot💀#anyway#tried to make this somewhat aesthetic#but also somewhat relevant#peep my cinnamoroll case in the middle lol#also Chris bc he’s the loml#and yk he is me I am him#stuff he says hit too close to home sometimes:)))#i will be so annoying on Thursday I can already feel it💀#kay irrelevant rambling done now#tag games#moodboard
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hi i just had to say i LOVE your art style i am obsessed with:
- how dynamic all ur pieces are the ones from fhjy ep18 captivate me especially
- the way u draw riz's ears like idk i just love them
- ur posework it is AMAZING
haha thank you very much! I'm very glad ur enjoying what's goin on around these parts :]
#not art#I feel like most of my line illustration stuff nowadays is informed extremely heavily by my comic work#there's a distance between linework and the rest of drawing that really makes comic stand out I think. idr who said this but I saw#trung lê of the magic fish fame bring this up iirc. that linework is closer to handwriting than to the usual notion of drawing or painting#I didnt get that when I read it but the more I sit on it the more I Understand. linework is inherently abstracting and codifying#like there's no line in real life the way it exists in comic work. at its core linework is a language more than painting is#this is so not what this ask is abt lol I just! love ink and comic a Lot. sorry any time u bring up any of these things this will happen#also Im glad u like how I draw riz's ears!! this bout of art is coming in like also at the same time as dungeon meshi going into mainstream#and me getting reminded of ~~worldbuilding~~ etc and how fun it is to do like. scientific illustrations for things that arent real lol#technically I have like somewhat of a guide in my brain to how I draw ears and teeth for different dnd races present in fh#but I def am used to drawing riz's ears the most lol. bc Ive been drawing him so fucking much bc I love him#but also its relevant on the subject of guy what wears glasses. gotta be a special grip for that frame lol since his ears point outward
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silly oc doodle..... ballroom yuri
#ocs#ok so im gonna ramble/complain in the tags for a bit bc i love to complain its mostly not even gonna be relevant to the ocs but anyway ok#yknow that diagram abt art skills thats like ability to see/ability to draw#im at the BAD PART OF IT RN#i wanna draw fanart so bad but then i get annoyed bc the fanart doesnt look as good as the source material GHRG which is a totally#unreasonable thing to think bc source material is drawn by Professionals but you know how it is. Art Hard etc etc complain etc etc#need to do more studies etc etc#i wanna be able to draw really good so i can draw the things i love!!!!! even if its hard and tedious i wanna practise!!!! i love art!!!!!!#dont think about whats easy think about whats fun - bokuto koutarou etc#anyway everyday i am sad i have to sit in front of a desk for 8 hours instead of practising drawing :( i wanna table at a con this year....#but is there even time.....#ANYWAY this is somewhat relevant bc in an effort to be less hard on myself mayhaps i will try draw more oc things so i dont feel pressure#(self imposed)#to make it perfect kjskjkd#or at least not as much#and hopefully get over my brain's tendency to Compare Everything#i have like 3 vague sets of ocs (one less vague than the others ive posted one of the characters from that on my main art blog before sjdks#these two are from the next less vague set there is a plot premise and some side characters too. shdks#i thought abt them a couple months ago but then i watched strictly ballroom w sophie n i was reminded of them again#anyway im not good at coming up w fully fleshed out stories i just like to doodle ppl n think of random connected scenarios sometimes sdjk#i did a mini free online life drawing course in the break n i tried to apply what i learnt here.... i will keep practising when i can.....#well. if u read all the way to the end. hello :) KJASKA#im going to shower....
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I know I've said this time and time again in the last year or so, but it's still something that I hope falters off in this new year. But I really hope the thing of putting any audio drama, no matter the genre, in the horror category. Unless a show is specifically stated as being in the horror genre, it should not be put on lists reccing horror podcasts or anything like that. Sure, there can be horrific elements in an audio drama (Thinking of things like Wolf 359 and Red Valley here, since those two I consistently see named in the horror genre when they're very much not, and stated as such) but that doesn't mean it fits in that genre. I can't speak for all creators out there, but if I was making a non-horror AD and someone called it an AD, I'd kinda hate/dislike it.
And if this is because most of these individuals who say these things only listen to horror audio dramas or adjacent, please if you do anything this year, please listen to some things outside of horror. There are phenomenal audio dramas that deserve the listens that aren't under that banner, a few of them are up there with my favorite.
But please, 2024, make sure the horror audio drama you're reccing is, you know. Actually a horror audio drama.
#audio drama#critical#mostly fandom based but all in a very 'im not mad im disappointed' voice#and also tags from littleacebee from a post reblogged from me that i really agreed with (not 100% relevant for this post but somewhat)#saying: also all the post that say 'horror podcasts' when post could easily be just about fiction podcasts. /#horror is not the only genre here'#is also a great point i feel like the audio drama community is so focused only on horror and it's tiring sometimes#im all for ppl having their enjoyment of things but. damn. it's a lot!
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I'm conflicted on whether or not I'm going to "let" antis follow my art account, or if I will ever even post anything ""problematic"" on there, because I want to make art my job, and it seems like a large potential audience to be getting rid of, but I also don't want to associate with antishippers on a personal level so... I don't know. Like I'm not breaking your DNI if you're following me, why do I even care.
#personal#<- kind of lmao#I'm trying to somewhat separate my art from my old blog which also includes removing it as a sideblog on my other acct#I just feel like it's a good move to make because again I want it to be my job and such#And I don't want people following me on there especially from knowing me on that old acct because I've changed a lot as a person in 3 years#(And also my art is just much better now lmao)#I don't really like talking about shipping discourse that much tbh and it's really not that relevant to my art atm so idk why I'm so worrie
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chat i still haven't decided what cursed technique to give reader in this fic and it's kind of fucking me up. i wish i could just throw some shit in there and be happy with it
#rambles.#if anyone is good at this kind of stuff and feels like helping..... i wouldn't mind#it is somewhat relevant to the plot. yet i have not settled on it#ugh 😪 this is partly why i've never written a series before because i'm so picky about details#and it's exhausting because it has to be ✨perfect✨ smh tho i've been trying to be better#this is one detail however where i feel it really needs to be right
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grappling with the question of "okay i've been too disabled to work for like a year with no signs of that changing, but what should i actually Do with my time that might be in some way slightly fulfilling without causing The Woes". getting back into music has been one answer, but i need at least one other. i'm thinking that learning a language really properly might be the most promising idea.
#portuguese seems to resonate pretty well with my brain from what i know of it#there are other languages that would also interest me a lot#but i think it would be best to avoid the difficulty curves that come with unfamiliar scripts or completely different language families#just so i can maintain momentum in the early stages without losing interest#nzsl and te reo māori are of course the locally-relevant options and i definitely do want to build up my understanding of those too#i've just been feeling a lot of wanderlust lately and learning a 'foreign' language might sate that somewhat
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you know im realizing now. with the exception of a few resident psychiatrists, ive had like. no good experiences with mental health professionals
#most recent occurance is eating my brain alive right now because I feel just so. degraded and offended by how she chose to evaluate me#I won’t get into it because it will make me spiral even more and get angrier and more overwhelmed but tldr she didn’t acknowledge#anything I said about my symptoms both out loud and via written test. chose to ignore or dismiss anything that came from me#as if I couldn’t be trusted to recount my own experiences and feelings. also did not take into account that I am an adult and thus have Had#to learn to mask and shit so while she brushed off So Much Shit because i seemed (in the three hours she met/saw me)#functional Enough. that’s only becuaee I put in a Lot of effort every day to do so. and that effort does not last forever#and of course because. like I said I’m an adult. I’ve been yelled at I’ve been punished I’ve been put through courses and#through the ringer of Society in general to the point where I mimic Normal Person Behavior at least somewhat decently when im prepared to do#so. she treated me like a child and didn’t acknowledge most of my major issues. ignored me when I said I don’t avoid social situations out#of fear/anxiety I avoid them because it takes a lot of energy for me to mask and try and read people and act accordingly#and in her report suggested generalized anxiety. part of the reason I was there is because anxiety HASNT ever properly described my#avoidant behavior.#and just. yeah I said I wouldn’t get into it but here we are. this always happens#it’s just eating at me because I keep realizing more and more things she just fucking disregarded. literally wrote that I ‘listed many#relevant symptoms’ and kept it at that. did not actually give those symptoms any validity. basically just implied I was listing things#just. becuase?#some shit was just blatantly wrong like claiming that I have a variety of interests when I told her outright that I can only be interested#in one specific interest at a time- example being the entirety of last year being only interested in One (1) video game. and this is to such#an extent that it’s difficult to make and maintain friendships because I have no interest in anything else but that One Thing for however#long and won’t care about other things people try to get me into in order to have something in common with me or whatever or just. yeah.#issues.#she didn’t acknowledge the issues I have with low empathy or overstimulation. didn’t acknowledge my history of taking things literally to#such an extent that it has caused problems with people. didn’t acknowledge anything that was self-reported and not being displayed in that#moment right in front of her eyes. it’s just. really really disappointing and. yeah degrading honestly#especially because it took months upon MONTHS to get this fucking appointment#and to just be not listened to and dismissed.#anyway. yeah I’ve also just only ever had really shallow relationships with therapists (at best)#and have never felt helped by them or like they ever put in much effort to try to Get to me so to speak. only my psychiatrists have#been open minded and Listened to me. but they were always residents so they’d leave in a year or so. I don’t have one at this point.#kibumblabs
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every day i fight for my life on twitter as stupid people who would fail even the simplest media literacy test slander and bastardize childe’s character
#i’m down here in the TRENCHES#EVERY DAY WITH THIS SHIT#every day with ‘why did the traveller chose to trust childe over the twins?’#OH I DON’T KNOW REBECCA MAYBE BECAUSE THEYVE KNOWN HIM FOR THREE YEARS??#AND HAVE ONLY KNOWN THE TWINS FOR LIKE. A FEW DAYS MAX??#MAYBE BECAUSE CHILDE NEVER LIED ABOUT BEING IN THE FATUI OR WHAT HIS PLANS WERE??#WHEREAS THE TWINS LIED TO US AND ONLY TOLD HS THE TRUTH WHEN IT WAS RELEVANT TO SAVE THEIR ASSES FROM JAIL??#OR PERHAPS ITS BECAUSE THE TWINS WERE GIVEN SOMEWHAT OF A CHOICE TO JOIN THE FATUI WHEN CHILDE WASNT#ANY OF THESE REASONS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU??#no. ofc not. because these people genuinely believe childe is a shallow one dimensional character#who only cares about fighting and serving the tsarista#his family?? nonexistent!! his trauma?? what’s that!!#boy we sure love a boring villain!!!!#anyways#being smart as a genshin fan makes you feel like a genius bro so many people are painfully ignorant#genshin impact#childe ♡
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@hounddogmoment replied to your post “ok so like obviously ppl r allowed to not want to...”:
its just my personal boundary, its nothing against you.
yeah like i said people are allowed to not want things. that's why in the first paragraph of my intro i have a note about it. this wasn't personal you just reminded me of this thing because it's happened a few times and it's always amusing to me.
like when you said your age (and i don't repeat it exactly because i am begging people to stop saying how old they are on the fucking internet, safety ppl safety!), for me it was like. okay and? i say this to two year olds
#mine#hounddogmoment#reply#i hope it's clear i'm not upset at your boundary or anything#i understand that for some people babe has a specific connotation#which is why i let people know in my intro that they should tell me#once they do i try quite hard not to altho shitty memory gang#but the amusement isn't personal?#it's just like if a group of people told you “squirt” was romantic and you're like#squirt? the word i say to young children?#and you're like “okay cool well it's your boundary i respect that”#but inside it's still like#weird to u#god i may not be making sense right now#the point is the whole Babe thing is strange to me#and i do get somewhat upset when people get angry abt it because it's in my intro#my about me is not there for no reason#it's there so u can make a decision about whether or not my blog is a good place for u#it contains all info i feel is relevant to that#so like#urgh#and again this isn't about you#this is me commenting on a general trend you just happened to remind me of#i have literally no queue buffer rn or i would've queued it to give some distance#also i'm assuming you decided to stick around? since you saw this post#so lemme say hi and sorry our first interactions were on somewhat terse terms#you obviously don't know my history but shipcourse is something that got me in a bad place abt a year ago#it played with my mental illness and that was really destructive#so it's something i'm now pretty touchy about#i don't want to be assigned a label because that kind of black and white thinking is really not good for me
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Reading your tag rambles makes me think of Night Vale! Kinda so random lol. I like how happy you always sound! Anyway, yeah idk whats up with the sudden bot-explosion on here! Wasn't this bad in a few months.
hfshfa thank you!! i just started listening to WTNV recently, it's definitely my vibe i love it :D yea lotta thoughts lol, it's why i added the slashes so they're easier to read hfvhhs and thaanks ◕ᵕ◕ sounding happy makes me happy so !!
really ! every couple months there's an influx, and sometimes a new theme! i think it's 'decay' this time loll
#just us hi#spins and spins and spins and spins and#/really enjoying wtnv!! it reminds me of the games my brothers and i play hfshfs#i love how there are odd things that are just unexplained‚ feels so fun and natural (how ironic lol) !!#i'm pretty early-in though‚ still on ep.10#i've been listening to them while i draw sometimes :3#//hfshf Yea#two slashes mean a topic change and one means 'this is somewhat relevant to the last tag group' in case you needa know lol :>>#//and thanks for the aaaaaaask it's very nice <33#spins and spins and spins and-#hope you have a nice day and it's cool outside and you can have a warm drink !! :DDD#//hordes of bot accounts#every now and then there's one with Such a name that i just can't do it#i can't block them hfhvas#i don't remember their names now of course but they're still here. somewhere.........#//GASP i have obtained a cookie#!!!!!!!!!#i must go. the cookie beckons me#au revoir !!!#/and thanks again for the ask ~+~+~ :DDD
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I am a normal person with a job and various normal hobbies but also if you sliced open my brain you would find a region which has existed for years and is singularly dedicated to storing my needlessly overspecific post-OOT / MM Zelda headcanons covering the span of several in-universe decades and in fact aren’t headcanons because they are all completely correct and accurate and ~thematic~
#okay so canon strongly suggests that TP Link is a descendant of OOT Link but I dislike the trope of biology/bloodlines = magic destiny#also OOT Link was raised by a talking tree and literally never even met an adult until he was like. eleven.#therefore dude has no attachment to the concept of marriage or a ✨nuclear family✨ and by the time he grows into adulthood again#he gives like. negative fucks about anything. he’s paid his dues to the world man.#therefore he ends up in some kind of polycule thing + raises a bunch of kids some of whom are maybe ‘’his’’ but several are adopted orphans#so like. inherited generational Stuff is going on and he’s a parent in every way that matters but as far as biological ancestry: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#he obsessively teaches them all the survival skills he knows but is super lax in most other respects#(no sword training tho bc he didn’t want them to HAVE to know and then by the time he was maybe ready he physically couldn’t anymore)#and is thrilled to see them turn all rowdy and rebellious bc he feels like his life would’ve gone better if he’d been that way as a kid#in the same way that Link was somewhat modeled after Peter Pan (or really one of the lost boys to be more accurate)#the kids end up akin to Robin Hood and the outlaws especially after Link dies at a fairly young age bc they’re quite reasonably like#‘’hey fuck you queen Zelda you ruined our dad’s life fuck off fuck offffffffff’’#(cue them being derisively called a wolf pack—foreshadowing the whole Assigned Wolf Fursona at Death thing lmfao)#this ends up being extremely relevant to 1.) what happened to the actual ocarina of time between MM and TP#2.) Ordona becoming a semi-independent province within that timespan as well#but BEFORE ALL THAT HAPPENS so like relations between Hyrule and the Gerudo people are like. Very Poor at this point. for many reasons.#so by the time zelda actually becomes the ruling queen—
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there's something inherently saddening about staff eventually phasing out custom themes to prioritize dashboard view
#who gives a hoot#it's objectively worse and feels somewhat isolating#i think i feel so morose about this bc i have 10 years of archived tags and how will they be accessed then? all my effort for naught?#if i rb'd everything untagged and unorganized i would probably not care as much#but custom themes add so much flavor to the site#but i suppose businesses want to excise parts of the old internet (custom blogs) in their bid to stay relevant and profitable#if there's anything i hate it's wasted effort#but almost every update to this webbed site is a waste of effort so i'm the fool
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casually spiraling and dont think there's anything i can do about it at this point anymore. i wanna just give up and let myself spiral.
#something something alcohol disclaimer#what is it about depression that has a siren call no matter how well you're doing. why would i ever think it's more comfortable and safe...#been in denial for a bit now; thinking that even if i was sad i was at least dealing wtih it better than i would have in years past#that i'm just normal sad - normal ups and downs. that i was in 'control' and wouldn't fall as Low™️ as being more than 'normal sad' again#i know where things changed for me back in feb and i've been trying to 'get back to myself' since then but i keep falling flat#i've been so terrified of going back to who i was before i was doing so well and yet i feel like it's happening#i'd never done so well for so long and thought i was somewhat safe#thought i had more awareness and coping mechanisms to handle inevitable sad times in life#but almost half the year is passed now and everything is one step forward and either one or two steps back#i'm trying so hard all the time. i work hard at myself#and for what? just to get to many more nights like this where i feel like i'm not trying at all and want to let myself rot?#like the garbage i feel like i am?#i'm either spinning my wheels or getting worse. and i feel like thinking that itself is a bad sign and is hould be fighting that thought.#but it's an observation...#sometimes it's so relieving to just give up#my heart hurts and i keep getting teh anxiety tummy of constant butterflies/the sensation of zero g#every minor thing feels like the end of the world#i want to sob and drink and cvt/burn and shop and smoke weed and drive 100 mph and eat an#anyway thanks for coming to my emotional rampage if you've read this far lolz uwu#*throws self into kink for psychologically relevant catharsis & comfort*#personal
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