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jujujusillies · 1 month

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kinda cringe how my loneliness is eating me alive

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wardingshout · 8 months

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that one very important meme...

#pokespe #pokemon #pokespe blue #pokespe yellow #my art #I've never remembered a ship name in my life I'm so sorry #I have to get up for my first day back at work in like 5 hours and I'm anxious so this was more important...#I don't feel less anxious just more tired 👍👍👍#silver week rly got my brain kicking about pokespe but Im still too stuck in zeldaland dfhudsj

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rox-of-iu · 1 year

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hulloo, i am here once again with cultivate....but not the usual one (~_~;)

so funny thing! i had most of these already done from before, but felt a bit silly so i didnt post them. but then (spoiler) we got Tao Ying in his fresh new look and like.. i had to draw him and post the rest of the gang along with him hksfh. so here, the sillays

🍑Tao Ying

🐉Qing Mushu

🦆 The Empress

🐗The General

aaand more sillies of the goobers

aaaaand thats it hdjhdsjfhds so sorry for the long post lmao

characters yoinked from @neonghostcat cultivate

#long post #sorry hadhkdjf #cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #listen i am not immune to making humanizations of everything i can get my hands on hajhsh #i am obviously not saying this is how theyd canonically look like im just having fun #i know im missing the mark verily but ykno hjcbsd #speaking of which #i struggled so much with tao ying lmaooo #fun fact this is not in fact my first design that i had in mind after reading the new chapter #he was supposed to be more uhhh airy? not so heavily set in physical reality ykno hsahkdj #but i couldnt rly put him on paper properly for the longest time and finally hit a vibe with this design so thats what i stuck with #and he grew on me so #even tho he is prolly really really not accurate to neonghostcats vision hahha #anyway the group pic was supposed to convey that theyre all scarily tall but instead it just makes SY look like a baybey oh well #hahh cheers #WAIT OMG I JUST NOTICED BUT i hope no one interprets the empress saying the bottom bit to the ducklings shbdnxksndndk omggg #THOSE TWO DRAWINGS ARE OBVS NOT CONNECTED OH GOD o(-<

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why-the-heck-not · 2 months

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how do you have the discipline to code almost everyday and also exercise everyday? I want so badly to be like that but I struggle very much with making myself do these things even tho I really want to

Those kinda actually go pretty much hand-in-hand with me. If I don't workout & just code/study, I feel like that is all I do and I get bored/stressed/overwhelmed/sick of it etc., very lethargic. So if I don't exercise, I'm not going to be too productive either.

Also walks are pretty much the thing that keeps things chill. It's sort of a must for me to go for a walk when I decide I'm done for the day, bc that makes my brain stop feeling like someone's microwaving it in a tightly closed mason jar, and need something concrete to divide the day. Plus in the middle of the day, going outside is the best thing for that afternoon slump. (winters suck bad)

For coding/studying, it's bc I know I'm a very Newton 1st law of a person (objects in motion stay in motion etc.); if I take a rest day and do nothing, I accidentally keep it going and then it's been a month of just rest days (basically my whole summer (minus like the last week)) vs. if I do something every day, I keep doing it everyday and it's easier that way. So it's just like gotta force myself to get into the routine (which sucks at first), and then do not for the love of god stop, bc will get stuck in the weekend mode for at least a week (this is just how it's for me, some ppl are good at taking days off and just getting back to it refreshed; idk how to do that)

#idk I rly don't have any like ''tips'' bc everything's super subjective #and I honestly just got back to ''the grind'' (ugh hate that word) so im not confident on giving advice bc who knows maybe it's a fluke #and I'll get back stuck to the weekend mode again for weeks lmao a very real possibility #august 2024 #2024

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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those 2011 pics remind me of hard the McLaren race suits used to fuck, I loved the vodafone era suits so much 🥹

YES AGREED!!! I love the Vodafone McLaren livery, literally peak!!!!!

Thank you for sending this ask bcs now I get to talk about 2011 in particular. There were these special Saturday race suits and they're all so pretty!!! Hugo Boss did a design competition to celebrate their partnership with McLaren and different artists made different designs for the Quali days. They're so beautiful 🥹🥹 Why can't they do anything fun like that now???? I digress, I went through all the Qualis and compiled pics of all of them!!

#which is your guys' fav?#mine would prob have to be Hungary. Japan. India. Malaysia.#i think all the Asian ones are soooooo cool with all the colors and animal motifs!!#anyways so right anon!!! vodafone mclaren was peak livery and designs!!! chrome/red >>>>>>>>> papaya #anyways hahaha prob not what you expected my reply to be #but this has been stuck in my brain for a while #i remember seeing the Hungary one at some point and thinking it was incredibly beautiful but having no idea the context behind it #and your ask made me finally go to research it #this was super fun to research bcs i didnt realize there was so many!!! literally 18 different racesuits.....so fucking sick.....#im obsessed with race overalls in general like theyre just so cool to me so to see all these different ones is just unbelievebly sick to me #one day ill make a post abt race suit details that make me feral(e.g. when suits used to have race belts & the FIA badge on the neck)#ive downloaded a lot of 2011 pics bcs of sebson but never rly thought any deeper abt why there were so many race suit varieties #the hungary one won the contest(very rightfully) so Jense wore it for the Brazil GP in entirety!!#i also think the Germany won as well bcs Lewis was wearing it for the Brazil gp? but im super biased towards the hungarian one haha #f1 lore??? i guess????? idk if this is obscure or not! obscure to me at least!! i mean that boss yt vid has only 2k views lmao #f1 #formula 1 #lewis hamilton #jenson button #mclaren #vodafone mclaren #formula oe #we do a little bit of f1 #catie.asks.#f1 lore

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nitroish · 2 years

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i am exhausted. he fell into one of those bodies of water that exist on the surface in sky's era

#linkeduniverse #lu legend #2023 art tag #been holdin onto this but i decided nothing matters anymore so im doing whatever #i am tired and in the midst of another mental health spiral . getting out of bed is the worst thing ive ever had to do anymore #im rarely excited for anything anymore. im too tired to get out of bed to draw and it rly just exhausts me to be stuck cos i want to draw #but the second i sit up it feels like ive used all my energy and i just lay back down #anyway sorry i hope youre all well

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odysseys-blood · 5 months

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begging on my hands and knees please pb stop killing your own game its getting quiet in hereeee

#cliffnotes/.txt #whb #its like #yeah once again i get its a small company #but the way players keep dropping bc of how hostile/predatory its already gotten with paid content #im not going anywhere any time soon but man #ITS AGGRAVATING TO SEE IM SAD ABT IT #like i said when this started in like december its just #it feels like they jumped the gun way too early #no gacha is ever gonna be player friendly i get that too but like #usually they stwrt easing up on f2p content into more paid stuff later #game launched in what october? its april #only half a year and the way i keep seeing less and less is fr sad #and like ik im just a player i dont have the answer but like #if the focus switched from pay for characters to some of the other stuff that was supposed to be implemented by now #text chats/ the seraphim dungeons/ hell even the friends feature #like theres been no word on any of that and im just pulling from the promises announcement made in january #pools already feeling oversaturated for l cards #and its just. it gets real empty feeling real fast now it feels like nothing was rly. planned well if you get me #but idk #its just upsetting to see smthn dying this fast #i wanna have hope but ehhhh...#i rly do wanna wait it out bc im not like a super devoted pb fan #but i found love unholyc when the pandemic first was kicking my ass bc going from being on campus and-#being out all day with friends to being stuck at home was...tough #and the games janky but i liked the chars #same with whb #so like. augh

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xannerz · 3 months

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Hi I just wanna say thank you so much for your Tangled Hector art, you're the only one keeping the weird old sexy man flame alive in this fandom

!!! thank you sm, anon 🥺💖 this fandom is v small and quiet these days so your message is rly encouraging!!

i'd honestly thank @pennumbra - her hector art/takes rewired my brain and if it weren't for her i most likely would have migrated from this fandom years ago (hi ilu bb LMAO)

#i see an opportunity to stan my gf i tAKE IT 💘🐺#fr though if birb wasnt rbing and/or leaving such nice comments on my art i would not have stuck around !!#not even in an 🧮📊engagement📉📈 sort of way - just rly abt making connection/creating smthn others enjoy in an otherwise quiet space #im forever grateful to birb for that!! at the time i was sorta in-between fandoms and in a weird limbo #and making a near instant connection w/ her + realizing we're on the same wavelength #had me stay in the fandom LMAO so it makes me happy to see other people appreciating my art/hector too #this side char with like <10 speaking lines in a niche disney show means so much to me #so tldr ik i ended up rambling but have a lot of (positive) feelings abt this and ty!!!#interactions / msgs like this rly go a long way! esp when irl things are rough- at least art-wise i can feel hopeful/motivated 🖍👶#also go look at her art if u havent yet!!! 📣💖🐺🌙#so ty anon!!! 💖💖💖#xanreplies #pennumbra #((i love my gf and our 84 hector AUs lmao))#me always: is this a chance to ramble 🎙🎤🗣🗣🗣🎙🎤

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faffreux · 4 months

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That feeling of “I can’t wait to get home so I can post this art” is such a rare one for me these days and I am FEELING IT RIGHT NOW

#I JUST… HAVENT DONE A SHORT COMIC IN SO LONG IM RLY EXCITED TO SHARE THIS #it’s done I’m just stuck at work lmao

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narwhalandchill · 7 months

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85 surgically implanted psychiatry degrees and still lost the fight against clinical depression and existential nihilism day 1. everyone point and laugh please

#hopes peak picking a thoroughly defeated obviously mentally unwell lab rat from the reserve course for their science project like #'sure hope that junk wont stick through the round of giga lobotomies lil bro is about to go through lmao'#ppl act like hajime and izuru are like fundamentally separate ppl but like dude theyre twinning that DSM V checklist #alongside the temper issues the general air of failure etc etc etc izuru superior tho they shouldve fucking fridged hajime for good #anyway. hopes peak is so fucking stupid kjwjjkkdjkwd who couldve thought creating a frankenstein slash a man made messiah #out of what is at that point a mere husk of a person. made a vessel solely for the blind worship of talent. and leave this virtual newborn #w no memory no formative experiences no concept of love of of meaning thats stuck in a perpetual state of soul crushing boredom #to just fucking. sit in some dark lab cellar with no enrichment no humane treatment no way whatsoever to navigate the world around him #what a shocker hes mentally ill and completely out of his depth when faced w junko who knows how to pull ppls strings #justice for izuru hes actually just a toddler life experience wise. intelligent? frighteningly so. smart? wise? yeah uhhhhhh idk abt that #also yeah. its getting Bad #im so sorry #rambles #and. (DEEP SIGH)#danganronpa #we rly need a tag dont we...

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arcadekore · 5 months

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Being an adhd creative sucks I can’t ever stick with working on just one story they’re constantly rotating in my head how does anyone just stick to one story or set of OCs what’s your secret

#god I wish I could have just stuck to one oc instead of having like 28838484 million #this is mostly rhetorical btw I’ve always been like this and I don’t rly plan to change #I just feel bad when one person comes here for a specific thing I drew and meanwhile I’m on stage three of hyperfixation #sorry for anyone who followed me for dairyshipping I am so burnt out on pokemon #and im worried that im already getting burnt out on celesteverse but i think its just me self doubting myself

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uwooyoungs · 7 months

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ok i just watched dff ep 11 and i. am going insane.

#i cannot piece together A Thought right now bc holy fuck SO MUCH happened in the last like 10-20 mins of that ep #my only thought is that it seems the finale is going to be v much based on each character's fears #as ig theyre all currently knocked out on hallucinogenics #im. I STILL NEED TO KNOW WTF FLUKE'S DEAL IS #and it looks like white rly is just sweet bby boy :(((#never thought id feel so fhckin sad for tee #everyone's theories about non were (maybe??? seemed pretty real) proved wrong #new/tan rly is unhinged as all fuck #phee truly stuck himself into a serious moral dilemma #mad kudos to barcode as usual #big fuckin kudos to all of them tbf #also im still a weeee bit confused abt perth lmao #there were all these big theories but like unless he shows up or does smth in the last ep...#idk i felt like he didnt add a lot to the story in this ep??#wow i lied apparently i did have thoughts #dff #dff the series #dead friend forever

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years

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2023 Bahrain Grand Prix - Free Practice 1 - Felipe Drugovich & Stoffel Vandoorne

#look. If I see a driver I like i am obligated to gif. I gotta.#idk yet if ill gif any of the race? maybe quali? but gifing live stuff is my personal hell so #i rly love the am boys i am always happy to see them :)#its satisfying a bit to be able to put 2023 stuff into my f1 gif folders since its been stuck as only being 2005 for more than a month #but anyways who else is hyped for quali??? nando pole ofc #id watch fp3 but i refuse to get up at 6:30 am ill just see the highlights here or watch it after #ive already written down the blank template for 'bahrain quali results' in my f1 notebook so you know im ready :)#bahrain 2023 gp #bahrain 2023 free practice 1 #felipe drugovich #stoffel vandoorne #f1 #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #aston martin

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sillybouquetoflillies · 7 months

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i keep thinking i rly didnt go thru that much growing up, but idk, everytime i tell someone abt my life, they say i did and kinda just like sit in shock abt it. am i just internet brained or smth, or am i just dramatic?? i rly dont think ive earned a lot of the symtoms of someone who was traumatized that i have. or maybe i havent been in a safe place for long enough to process things??? i dunno. maybe someday far away in the future ill figure things out

#i let myself sit n accept that i did go thru smth.. maybe that i didnt totally remember or that i blurred out the details of n idk #i keep feeling like an imposter n like i shouldnt be feeling it. i didnt rly like how ive been acting #but like also i let a lot of stuff out of the box in my brain doing that n idk how 2 put it back or deal with it #so now i just feel like a half untangled mess with 0 stability bc in that 'growth n discovery' period i realized almost everyone in my life #wasnt someone i wanted 2 keep around #so now its rly just me n my bestie that r close n i keep everyone else at arms length #how tf did i get on rambling abt this omggg #ugh i am srsly such a mess n i cant find the root n i think thats whats freaking me out the most #i hate not being able 2 explain why im feeling a certain type of way or justify it in anyway #i just wanna feel okay n stable n be a fun person 2 be around again!!!!#i wanna be completely independent but like.... everything is so expensive n i have no interest in anything that would pay well #i wish my sw stuff would take off but i think im too messy 4 ppl 2 wanna stick around n also i dont think im super attractive unfortunately #I DUNNO #i dont have any answers atm n its freaking me out #i either wanna figure out how to be okay with not having answers or to get the answers and solve my problems #n i also dont wanna depend on other ppl 2 solve them for me #i just wanna be a whole.. well rounded person who can take care of themselves n do what i want #while also being a cute puppy thats rly rly rly fun 2 play with n is super helpful n supportive 2 the ppl it cares abt 🥰#i am so sick of these silly dumb messy fears n emotions that keep me stuck in boring ruts #i wanna go out n have my own fun n be my own person n stop being so scared of everything!!!!!#its okay if things go bad!!!! its just more stories 2 tell ppl!!!! ppl love my stories!!!! ugh i just needa put myself out there #i just needa find smth fun 2 do that keeps me around fun ppl #i just dont know what yet #concerts r fun but idk no one super interesting is touring here rn n i need smth more frequent #ok i think this ramble is ovr #im rly sry if ur reading this!!!! i love u vry much n hope ur having a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!

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bumpscosity · 9 months

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FINISHED PORTAL REVOLUTION A BIT AGO IM

#SHAKING THIS GAME AROUND #like THE ENDING ALONE-#literally day one and i already have 8 hours in it #portal stories mel has a lot of nostalgic/sentimental value to me so it's hard to get even close to it but porev did it #i only have 1 achievement left (fingerprinter) i'm gonna do it tomorrow im too sleepy to figure out what the description means #i was nervous stirlings voice would get annoying but he's PERFECT 0 complaints #i wouldn't say the puzzles are EASY (got stuck on quite a few of them) but they're simple. they're hard and simple and i rly rly liked them #sassy speaks #portal #porev #for the record it took me ~6 hrs total to complete and then i spend the other 2 getting achievements and generally just dicking around #and i'm like. average portal stories mel stan so i probably did it faster than someone who's only played official portal games #bc like. as much as i love psm those puzzles are BRUTAL advanced mode makes me want to die (affectionate)

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nomairuins · 22 days

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bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost 🙏

#i did get thr laundry done didnt fold it didnt take a shower #so thatll hopefuly be tmrw #i hope im able to do an activity with somebody tmrw.... the kids will be back at school so umm. no risk of weeman asking for my laptop in #the morning. or maybe me n lamp could play aa... idk #i feel like such a loser i go 1 day without bothering my family and im like wahhh im lonely. Can you shut up ..... we r better than this.#but wtvr. thats also a mean thought and i shouldnt be idolizing the way i lived last year. We were taking spongebaths and eating #1 bowl of soup a day crying ourselves to sleep every night and literally going weeks on end wo talking to our loved ones. so why am i like #We need to go back ! well i know why its bc i cant just let myself heal and move on bc of my stupid complex #and tbf i was very efficient back then. i ws able to do my spongebaths at least every 3 days and i did my laundry every week right on #schedule and i had a job....all it took was literally not being a person in any meaningful way FJFNGJGN. idk #it was very simple. its still very simple perhaps simpler (#no job) but instead i just feel guilty i guess. sbt everything #which i ws doing last year but again i was too out of it to rly dwell. i just cried at work a lot abt it #but now its like. i dont have a job to go to to focus on. my interests/hobbies can only distract me for a few days maximum b4 they become #nothing 2 me. and then im just back in limbo again and it feels pointless #and even when its a 'good' phase of something actually keeping me distracted from everything its like. not. all it does is ruin my sleep #schedule again yk. ik im literally the timeloop guy so u think id loveee Everyday being exactly the same over and over and over but well i #dont. bc they arent actually the same day theyre just reminders that everything does keep fucking going but im stuck. which is the opposite #of what i want. and what id have if the beautiful timeloop would simply rescue me. wtvr tho.... she doesnt even know i exist 😥#little joke. IDK. like i said its better ig than having a truly miserable day but. man. i wish everything was better #i ws gonna say like it used to be but. yk. ive been depressed since i was like 7 its not like. idk. i wish i was born different and i wish #my head worked and i wish none of it had evrr happened. but itis ok. i cant think of a funny cutesy alternative to put here so we will just #say nothing. yay

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