#so many people are crying tears of joy rn

[zathechaosgod]

PINK WOOD

I REPEAT

PINK WOOD

[gemini-sensei]

hi gemini :(

i'm going through it rn. can you pls brew up any kind of fluffy miguel headcanons? i'd love to see your take on dad!miguel. <3

Hi! I'm sorry to hear that. if I may, I'd love to give you a hug, anon 💖 and present to you:

Dad!Miguel Headcanons

Non Gender Specific Reader, but pregnancy is mentioned �� they/them/partner used

First of all, Miguel is so good with kids. Like, if he doesn't go into a career that has to do with working with children, I might be a lil upset. This is to say that Miggy likes kids.

So, with that being said, he'd be so excited to find out he's gonna be a dad! The overwhelming amount of joy and happiness oozing off of him will be alarming. His smile? cute and contagious. His energy? so high that it's over the moon. Immediately wants to tell Johnny the good news.

You can't convince me that he didn't have some baby fever throughout his relationship with his partner. If he so much as got to hold a baby, he was gushing about how cute that child was for days. He'd never outright admit that he had "baby fever" but he would admit to wanting "a kid or two eventually." (that's code for, "maybe sometime soon if you wanna.")

He cries when he holds his baby for the first time, wiping away his tears with the sleeve of his shirt so he's not crying on them. He holds them close to his chest so they can hear his heartbeat and so he can kiss their head. Swears to protect them by any means possible.

He built the whole nursery himself. Might as well have been from the ground up. Whether they raise a boy, girl or genderless child, he just wanted to make the room something they'd enjoy and it's something he's proud of. Over the years, as his child shows interest in certain media or hobbies, he switches things out or adds to the room so that they're happy all of the time. If they want to paint the walls, who is he to tell them their wall can't be sage green or striped?

Buys as many toys and cute/handsome/adorable clothes as possible. If he sees it at the store and thinks his baby will like it, he gets it. Sometimes he buys something they already have but in a different color and doesn't care. He'll go out of his way to find the super specific thing his baby wants and if he can't find it, he figures out how to get it or make it.

When it comes to his baby, he's one of those dads that won't make them walk if they don't want to. He lifts them up and carries them in his arms or on his shoulders so they don't have to walk, especially if they're tired. I just envision him carrying his kid on his shoulders until he physically can't or they don't want to anymore.

He waits until their kid is at least 1 year old before asking his partner if they can have another baby. He wants a big happy family.

Also, he was an only child and doesn't want his kid to be on their own. Their kid will always have him and his partner, but he knows that sometimes you need a friend you can turn to and thinks that siblings who have each other's backs are wholesome. (No, he does not think about how that can turn against him once they actually become teenagers.)

When his partner gets pregnant again, he eases their first born into the idea of having a younger sibling. He'll sit with them and watch shows that feature siblings and eventually ask them if they'd like a little sibling. His heart will just melt if they communicate yes, even if it's just a nod of the head and big smile.

He loves Johnny, don't get him wrong, but he's never leaving his kids alone with him. He doesn't care how long its been, how much Johnny has grown, what the situation might be, he can't and won't have his babies running around calling people pussies. His mom has to be present.

Loves taking his kids outside, even if it's just their backyard. He'll have gotten them a play set for outside and eventually, maybe, a trampoline. He'll buy them bug collector kits and gardening tools because he wants to inspire them to explore.

He'll take them to the park or on little walking trails, too. It's good exercise for them all. Will make a fun little family trip out of it from time to time, bringing a picnic with them.

Won't teach his kids karate unless they show an interest in it, but who am I kidding? They're likely going to have an interest in karate because of their dad. So he'll happily teach them. His favorite thing would be taking them to the dojo and letting them practice with the big kids when they're doing drills. It makes them feel empowered to do anything they set their minds to.

Movie nights where everyone falls asleep on the couch or in the pillow fort they built, but this entails the kids laying on top of Miguel where he can't get up even if he wanted to. He just wraps his arms around his kids and falls asleep with them, even if it is gonna hurt his back in the morning.

[plueschcodes]

Happy Birthday to my blog plüschcodes <3

Its been one year since someone (Knödel) pushed me to create this tumblr blog and sometimes share my codes on here.

I wish it would have been more in the span of a year but unfortunately ya girl got bills to pay and therefore work a lot.

Kisses go out to everyone using my codes, I cry full tears of joy whenever i see people using them. Special kisses go out to people I have met and bonded with through coding! But also i have a few ppl i wanna personally mention.

Special kisses to @kaykodes for being such a sweetheart and also the first (and rn only person) i ever collabed with. All my love goes to you <33

Another special kiss goes to @trexv whom I not only consider a close friend of mine on wox by now but is also a crazily talented bean. Ilysm pls never stop to amaze us with your talent <3

Big ass kiss goes to @lanicodes for being so talented and also such a supporter help hello?? Girl im so intimidated by your codes bye

Many more kisses go to @saltedcodes bc there has never been a day where she wouldnt support me and being an absolute sunshine in my life. Ily soltimate forever <3

And ofc @alyscodes who I adore sm. Not only your talent but also that you were so quick to include me everywhere, made me feel so welcome and be nothing but supportive. Ilysm

Many kisses to many many more people <3 (if i forgot someone... im sorry im freestyling here rn bc i got the notification from tumblr LOL leave me alone im sleepy eepy in bed rn ;-;)

Big love, lets hope I have time for new codes soon! (Imma pop a bottle of champagne now)

xx peaches

[sweaters-and-vertigo]

the first thing i did this morning: sob until i can’t stand, until the crying fit became a panic attack, and i had to push it all down for later because i have class and i can’t take my sedative rn.

i don’t care about how these zionists treat me personally. i can just block them if i need to. and i worked in restaurants for five years, i know how to cope with CCC (Casual, Careless, Cruelty) what triggered my panic attack was how they spoke about the palestinians.

“there’s not enough loss of life to be a genocide!!!” (there definitely is) WHAT ABOUT LOSS OF HOMES?? WHAT ABOUT LOSS OF LIMBS?? WHAT ABOUT LOSS OF INNOCENCE AND JOY?? WHAT ABOUT LOSS OF CULTURE??

“hamas—“ shut up shut up shut up SHUT UP!!! if this was about hamas, it would’ve ended a long time ago. shut up.

“israel is providing a safe haven for the palestinians” HUH??????

“you’re anti israel so you’re antisemitic” i hate injustice. so i’m not a fan of israel rn because they’re committing atrocities. how is that not clear? and no, it is not just the IDF. i’ve seen WAY TOO MANY tiktoks from israelite citizens celebrating this genocide. let me repeat that: TIKTOKS FROM ISRAELITES CELEBRATING THIS GENOCIDE. my anger is not about judaism. i’ve been saying it over and over again. i am seeing an abundance of racism and islamophobia that needs to be addressed. and btw, i’m an american and i hate america. so do the math for yourself.

“so you think all jews are zionists?!?!?!” did you,, did you read what i said? i’m saying the exact opposite of that and i’m asking genuine questions from people with different perspectives

i am disgusted and heartbroken beyond belief. i had to excuse myself from my lecture today just to calm down from the tears. meanwhile, there are about five people in my askbox begging me for money so they can save their children, not themselves. their CHILDREN. i can’t help them yet because i don’t have any money. as soon as i get money, i am giving it to them.

i am so angry. i am so heartbroken. i can’t breathe. i just can’t figure this out. i can’t imagine how or why people are this way. i’m trying to understand but people seem to attack me for trying. i’m exhausted and i just want to help. i’m going to continue to help, even though it’s hard for me.

[xamaxenta]

YOU JUST ..... DID SOMETHING TO ME... WITH MECHA PSYCH HORROR ACE AT MARINEFORD........ WARNING FOR DEATH AND GRAPHIC MECH VIOLENCE/GORE BUT what if the whitebeards brought ace his mech when they rescued him and he was in his mech when he died..........the systems shutting down the lights flashing red the reactor is overheating where akainu has blasted through the metal, its still glowing red and dripping off and warping with how high the temperature is. ace is literally cooking alive in the cockpit with this screaming 100 ton machine wired into his brain (its heavier than anything anyone should be able to move in that state, it shouldnt move at all--) but his big red flame-painted mech still somehow takes three steps forward and hugs luffys shitty slapdash pieced together mech because thats the closest he will ever get to him again, still too many inches of metal too far to hug him for real, but he HAS to because he is going to die here with this machine. its pumping boiling chemicals and gasoline from ruptured fuel lines into his veins and hes punctured by the metal and his skin is on fire but it was made by people who loved him so he could protect what HE loved and hes glad to die hooked into the sparking computer because at least he isnt alone. he never has to be alone again. im crying in the club rn bro

You understand me 🥰 im crying but with tears of joy this is scrumptious so delicious

The gore factor of literally everything going wrong his brain fizzling out, his actual physical body dying with the mech, the flames the smoke the acrid smell of chemicals and metal warping in crushing its like a hug really he cant leave even if he wanted to

Its great mecha psych horror with terrible consequences is my fave

[astudyincontrasts]

Here’s a little confession for you, study <3

I used to read x reader fics as a kid (probs at 10-12?) but since it isn’t very acceptable even in some fandom spaces, I stopped. When I found your writing, I still felt a little weird about it and almost ashamed? But your writing has given me back the joy I felt as a kid reading silly x reader Naruto fics in the best of ways???

Like. I remember reading Penance for the first time, and pressing to get notifications whenever you post to keep track of your writing? And seeing the “study has posted ‘Penance - Chapter 10’” gave me so much joy. I can’t even express it with words. Seeing you post anything, writing or not, just makes me so happy. <3

And today I was rereading some old Penance asks, and my dad asked what I was grinning about and I just dismissed him but he said something along the lines of “it’s nice to see you smile, anyway.” I know your writing isn’t, like, the cure to depression (actually it might be), but. Just. Finding such joy in reading again after years of not doing so, and after years of depression,,,,,,,,,,,,,, girl (gender neutral) do you understand the power you hold?

I’m just rambling but I wanted you to know that your writing literally changed my life for the better. <3 I hope you’re well and I’m sending you all the best <3

you come to my house, you make me cry my own tears?? ?

wh

No sorry you get back here RIGHT NOW and get hugged for like three straight hours. IMMEDIATELY RIGHT NOW GET BETWEEN THESE ARMS OR SO HELP ME

Fuck. You got me good, fam. I’m a little shaky-handed emotional rn. This is such a sweet thing to come tell me, and more than feeling proud that you liked my work, I’m proud of you for finding that spark of joy in your life again, for smiling and being excited and sharing in the world. Thank you for this and for being so incredibly lovely 🖤

When it comes to x reader fics I’ll be honest with you, I never wrote a single one in the many many years I’ve been writing. I took a very long hiatus from tumblr and writing after the porn ban gutted my friend group on here and Arcane kinda dragged me back to tumblr after I fell in love with it. I wanted to start writing again after devouring Gaybybirth’s entire Viktor library and when I took a look at the landscape of fic writing, x readers were literally all I saw, so I figured what the hell, that’s the popular format now I might as well. I get the appeal of it too; you can more easily slip yourself into the story and enjoy the canon character you want to bang without having to wrestle with someone else’s OC standing between you and your beloved blorbo. I’m not sure it’s the best format for my work but I enjoy it and so far it’s been loads of fun to play with. I’m definitely shifting slowly, moving away from y/n use which tbh feels kind of childish and awkward and interrupts the flow, and more toward first person perspective OC vibes that people can still feel comfortable reading as themselves.

None of that matters though. What matters is how I’m going to be thinking about this sweet, wonderful message for a very long time, and how happy I am that something I made could mean so much to you. “It’s nice to see you smile” … that’s a pretty awesome power, but I think it also belongs to you 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[dgtor-writes]

okay so @mask-knife-is-heimdalls-wife's imagines with indigenous people being taken to pandora to live with the Na'vi is making me cry tears of joy (inside, because I'm very much in class rn).

I'm getting a little inspired and wanted to do some imagines with West African indigenous, so here it is!

Sharing fufu with the Na'vi. The consistency is not disimilar to a different food the Omaticaya have, and they instantly add it to every meal

Plaiting hair! Microbraids, topknot braids, cronrows, fulani styles especially, and weaving in iyun and segi into the hair, maybe even cowries too.

Spider stories. The Na'vi are amused by this trickster spirit and his seemingly endless greed. They take to calling some of the RDA "Nancy's" in an allusion to it.

Word games! Though popular amongst many differnt kinds of indigenous, I'd like to think late night insult battles become a form of entertainment. The Na'vi derive so much delight from hearing a person get called "kpeh boo nah kebeh" (bony butt like monkey ass)

Respect for elders. I feel like this is universal, but the degrees to which indigenous people express it are different. They observe children eating out of their great-grandma's palm and feel a deep sense of kinship, remembering just closely their little ones stick to the seniors of the clan.

That's all I've got for now. Maybe I'll make some oc's for this? Idk, just some ideas.

[blackhairedjjun]

sending u an ask bc its been idk how long since i read the bad ending and i cant get over it :< i cant get over ur beautiful writing ugh :< i rlly hope you continue to write (no pressure though) because the way you word things is just super super immersing i love it so much ehsvwshbwjsnwjesb i hope foec grows and grows so much in notes because u deserve all the love for that fic <3

hey moon! sorry it took a while to answer this, between this ask + the very long and sweet reblog you left you said so many kind and flattering things that i felt a bit overwhelmed (in a good way! like, overwhelmed with love) and i wasn't sure how to respond skdljfaksld

but thank you thank you so much, both for saying this and for the really long reblog. i've seen how you supported foec since the very first chapter and i can't tell you how much it means to me, especially since this blog started from nothing, and having a fellow writer with a following really did a lot to get people interested in my fic. i mean, i would still write without the following, but there's something very touching about having someone love my fic so much that they constantly compliment it and hype it up and recommend it to other people. i can't even properly express how touched i am, i feel like crying tears of joy just writing this ahahaha

i do want to continue writing for txt! (or at least for yeonjun, sorry i love all the boys but as an older fan i only really feel comfy writing for the oldest member) i think i will take a break for a bit because i want to write for one of my other fandoms rn, plus i'm also busy with grad school so that's obvs gonna be my first priority. but i have some other ideas in mind and i really want to write them when i have the time!!

[prettyboykatsuki]

Fang.... thsi fanfic made me cry so many times im KDDNKWNDK ot was such a JOY to read, the worldbuilding was amazing, their friendship was so precious, the smut was incredible, thoughts do not compute rn but it was amaaaazing i loved it so much ohmygod thank you for sharing with all of us this piece and your talent 💞 I know it took blood sweat and tears to plan and write and all that effort was so worth it, such a beautiful story!! Thank you once again!!!💓💓💓

WAHHHH ANON THANK U FOR READING IT....

hearing about the world building is making me emotional because well . to be quite frank im not very good at in my opinion . so it means extra to me for u to compliment that. i mention it in my a/n but its truly truly truly one of my weak points as an author sdkjffkdjsd

I WAS NOT EXPECTING THE EMOTIONAL RESPONSE TRULY BUT IM GLAD!!! i got very teary writing towards the end bc im a sucker for romance 🫡. i love YEW!!! it means a lot to me when people read my silly little fanfiction.... it did indeed take blood sweat and tears and a sacrifice of sheep but WORTH IT...

[ghostbusterscantcatchme]

OKAY IVE WATCHED SOOOO MUCH IT WAS THE FIRST THING I DID WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING (2PM RN) LETS TALK ABOUT IT !!!!

Black Woke Up and fucking punched sean and left him on the ground and sean did not fight back and was so fucking confused and so fucking hurt because i love him so much why is he doing this to me. the way i fucking screamed. cried even . that shit HURT

god i cannot for the life of me remember it all in order but WHATEVER

black and white care about each other soooo much its Beautiful. the one scene where they were hugging and crying and black was like "im not crying tears are just coming out of my eyes . i guess we really are connected" or something along those lines and i was just like suuuuuuure youre not crying lol i Adore them

also i fucking Knew it was todd lmao . bro was wayy too suspicious

poor black though ?? hes been Going Through It. put in the hospital by someone who was meant to be his friend waking up & finding out the girl he loves is sorta with his other friend and his gang doesnt want him around anymore especially after theyve had white (even being directly told by gumpa that whites better than him) plus not having anyone but white in the way of family ?? someone give this guy a mfing hug i swear

plus it turns out grams in love with eugene not black lmao that one threw me for a loop but theyre admittedly cute together :3

THE SCENE WHERE SEAN TOLD DAN TO KILL HIMSELF BC HE KILLED HIS DAD WAS INSANE LMAO . made me laugh im ngl bc i just Knew sean was gonna pull some shit like that i love him so much :/

yok and dan are so fucking adorable im gonna throw up . i seriously love them together and i love their stories and the shit they say and the way their minds work. same for sean & white. like theyre just so crazy insightful sometimes ??? and even when theyre not theyre just . Dude. i Seriously love these characters

i was fucking RELIEVED when sean finally had confirmation that black and white are different people like Yeah the dude you fell in love with would never do All That to you 😭😭

theyre so ajfjksjfjks i love their banter and their interactions and the way they look at each other is so sweet it makes me wanna throw up

plus gumpa bragging about knowing black had a twin the entire time was hilarious lmao id do the same tbh he Deserved to ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ + the scene where sean wraps an arm around white and leans in to kiss his cheek in front of the others and white flinches away and seans like "you dont act like this when its just the two of us" and everyones all like oOoOoOoOoOoH and laughing and teasing them that shit healed my fucking soul man

another thing was the marriage equality fashion show i think it was called ?? + Everything prior to it. queer joy in fiction never fails to get me So Fucking Emotional. everyone with the pride flags and joy of just like Being There and fighting for something they all believe in . imso fucking obsessed

turns out namo was a girl sean hung out with sometimes i guess ? who he seems to sleep with sometimes lmao . and she Liked him and was sad as fuck when she found out about sean and white but she was pretending to be cool about it because "its not like you ever asked me to be your girlfriend" . hmm i wonder if sean woulda said yes if she asked him out pre white

this shit has me in a fucking chokehold if you didnt notice (im pretty sure you did though 😭😭😭) and im in the penultimate episode and im fucking SAD its gonna end soon but im SO looking forward to watching it all again :]

ooooh yes the black and sean confrontation is so painful, poor sean has no freaking clue whats going on.

I adore all of the Black and White scenes together. How the actor makes having a conversation with himself so emotional is amazing. Also love sibling relationships so much so get so many feels from them.

yeah Todd was playing it all from the start, hate him so much. full asshole

Black deserves so many hugs and i'm so glad him and White are reunited. I do feel like him seeing how much more his gang like Whites version of him will probably be a bit of a wake up call. If we get a season 2 I would love to have it focused on Black this time. or even a prequel of sorts that shows the gang before white.

actually was so surprised by Grams thing being with Eugene and not Black, gmmtv really switched up the story there

Sean finally gets an outlet for his anger and hurt and the fact that he tells dan to kill himself instead of taking the revenge says so much about his character and development through the show.

the couples and charachters in this show sometimes feel bigger than that, they’re so real. i was watching the last couple episodes as they were coming out weekly and let me tell you i was thinking about them always (and still am). they’re just so brilliant.

i was actually screaming for them to communicate to Sean what was going on until he finally found out. poor guy was really going through it

ugh the teasing was so relieving, really the fluff we had all been waiting for. and i love Gumpa, he’s the real hero for keeping quiet about White and just accepting that some shit is going on

queer joy is everything and a lot of gmmtv dramas that i’ve watched highlight it. joy and happiness is just so important, especially when you’re showing a lot of the gritty parts of activism

Namo and Sean’s relationship was kinda just there? like it’s kept ambiguous cause both want different things. i really want her to be happy (and they should give her a girlfriend, was really hoping for her and Eugen to have some subplot together)

Endings are the worst. like why does it have to be over and you’ll never be able to watch it the same again. but also it’s really good for rewatches cause then you can find the details and foreshadowing you missed the first time

[zynp-krdg]

Ehem I have so many recommendations-

1-) Lady Knight

It's a high fantasy in which the kigdom's government is very corrupt and there's a magical school for boys who have been cursed 16 years ago, and the main character is the only cursed girl. The art is the best. It's on hiatus rn, the first season is finished.

2-) The House of Stars

From the same artist as Lady Knight. It's really short and it's fairytale-ish and an adventure story. It's completed.

3-) Refund High School

Was my first webtoon. It's about a group of teenagers going to a school after death to get a chance to be reincarnated. It's completed.

4-) Flow (by Honey B)

It's about a world in which everyone has one "god" that appears as an animal to them, and a boy whose god is seemingly very common and not very strong. Completed.

5-) The Steam Dragon Express

Very fun high fantasy with gorgeous art. It's about a magical school in the shape of an express, and the new first years of the school. Completed.

6-) Ghost Theater (by LICO)

It's about an actress who one day has an accident and loses her facial expressions, but then finds a mysterious person doing a theater in an uncommon way and decides he can help her win back her expressions. I know it sounds like a romance from my description but it's not, it's fantasy, and absolutely amazing. Completed.

7-) Get Schooled

It's about two of the coolest people ever giving justice to bullies and abusers and it's very satisfying and well written i love it haha. Currently ongoing. (but i guess we're close to a season finale.)

8-) Clinic of Horrors

How to explain this one- it's supernatural and about this world where there are all kinds of weird viruses and illnesses and it has social commentary in it. The art is very good. The main characters are cool. It's on a hiatus rn.

9-) Homesick

I am not caught up with it but it's a post apocyliptic thriller with very pretty art so you can give it a go. It's currently ongoing I think.

10-) Marionetta

It's a high fantasy about two best friends getting stuck in a travelling circus with a dark twist. Currently ongoing, and is fun so far.

11-) Marry My Husband

This is a good romance and a revenge story. I don't read much romance but I recommend this one. Main character goes back in time after being wronged. (Some characters make your blood boil.) Currently ongoing.

12-) Ghost Wife

This is about a girl who lives in a world of ghosts and spirits that are mostly evil and she can suddenly see them one day, and gets marked as the bride of a spirit. It's romance too, and the art is not the kind most are used to, i grew to like it a lot though. Completed.

13-) Jungle Juice

Action! It's about a boy who has the powers of a dragonfly and maybe,, perhaps,,, some other people with bug powers as well? The art is stunning.

14-) I Don't Want This Kind of Hero

Superheroes. This one is a comedy. But i think it's also thought-provoking. Some of the things the characters go through or talk about, i think everything is handled really well and i think it touches upon interesting topics.

15-) Sweet Home

If you like thrillers, this one is also a good post-apocyliptic thriller.

And!!! I also love Days of Hana, such an unforgettable story. The author's other work, She's Hopeless is really good too. I like Morgana and Oz too. And I'd like to support the recommendations: Remarried Empress and Omniscient Reader. They are really good too, especially Remarried Empress. And Seasons of Blossom, it is one of my absolute favorites, makes you cry tears of sorrow and joy haha.

I’ve gone 31 years on this rock without knowing about webtoons…when I tell you I’ve INHALED a handful so far😅 It’s currently 1:40 am and I’m sobbing over Days of Hana it was so beautiful. If anyone has any recommendations I’ll gladly take them! 🖤 PS I’ll be adding more as I go. Please keep those recs coming!🖤

Here’s what I’ve read so far:

~Webtoon~

• Midnight Poppy Land (as of 3/24/2023) BACK FROM HIATUS!!! Welcome back Lilydusk!!🖤🖤🖤)

• SubZero (also back from hiatus as of 2/19/2023!!!)

• Atnomen

• My Gently Raised Beast (spin-off happening)

• The Witch and the Bull (on hiatus)

• Days of Hana (complete)

• Brimstone and Roses (on hiatus)

• Down to Earth

• Eaternal Nocturnal (on hiatus)

• Phase (on hiatus)

• Your Wish

• Reunion (complete)

• Morgana and Oz (on hiatus)

• Maybe Meant to Be (current favorite 🖤)

• I Love Yoo (other current favorite 🖤)

• Let’s Play (complete, but feels unfinished lol)

• Happily Ever Afterwards (complete? There was a series finale, but it still says “updated every Thursday” so🤷🏻‍♀️)

• The Alpha King’s Claim

• Edith (no hate to the author, but I actually stopped reading. Love the art, I just don’t care about the story there, you know?)

• Lovestuck

• Lovephobia

• Hello Baby

• Now, I am a Demon King’s Wife

• Flatmates with Benefits

~Manta~

• Under the Oak Tree

• Lies Become You

• Disobey the Duke if You Dare

• Moonrise by the Cliff

• Your Eternal Lies

• Falling for the Enemy (complete)

• The Golden Forest

• Totem’s Realm

• Bloody Sweet (complete)

• Taming the Emperor’s Hound

• Amina of the Lamp (complete)

• Isnelda

[cr3ativ3l0v3r]

᭙ꫝꪖꪻ’ᦓ ꪀꫀ᥊ꪻ ᠻꪮ᥅ ꪗꪮꪊ ꠸ꪀ ꪶꪮꪜꫀ? - ρ꠸ᥴᛕ ꪖ ᥴꪖ᥅ᦔ

𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈,, 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝑜𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒’𝓈 𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝑔𝑒𝓃𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓁 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒾𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝑒𝑔𝑜𝓇𝓎, 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝒸𝒸𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓅𝒶𝒸 𝓇𝑒𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉𝓈!! 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓈𝓈𝒶𝑔𝑒 <𝟥

𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝓪 𝓹𝓲𝓬𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓫𝓲𝓻𝓭𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓸𝔀 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓬𝓻𝓸𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰. 𝓲𝓯 𝓲𝓽 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓪𝔂 𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓮. 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓪𝓵𝓼𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓬 𝓻𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓼 <3 𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓲𝓽’𝓼 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓽 1111.

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℘ꪱׁׅᥣׁׅ֪ꫀׁׅܻ ᨵׁׅꪀׁׅꫀׁׅܻ

Hello pile one… I asked the deck to tell me a story whilst shuffling and it told me a story of someone who is in their masculine energy right now (taking action). So you might be working currently or starting a new project. You are in a situation that is not favourable to you, and you are working and praying a lot to see out as soon as you can. I’m seeing working with moon cycles and you might have set some intentions for the lion’s gate portal that just passes on 8/8. Well, the universe is saying 1111, 2222, 1221, 2112, 1112. You might’ve caught these times or seen these numbers around because magic is playing right now. During your healing stages and lessons from the past this has been brewing for you and you’ve been seeing the signs and following along the whole time! Even before you manifested it the universe was like I gotchu back bae. The world card is here so miracles. You aren’t going to necessarily complete your current job or get to a specific place to be comfortable before this comes in, like taking action is healthy for you and really good for your manifestations cause it helps you let it go but it’s going home from work or even being around specific people or an environment. You may feel fear often that it won’t work for you but babe it already has literally just a matter of time I’m feeling major energy after this full moon in Aquarius coming in like surprise travel and just a lot of miracles like don’t worry your going to be surprised so much your like going to find yourself crying tears of joy, the earth spirits said when you cry you water the gardens of the earth so let it flow. My love, my special angel here is a hug and some love, because it sucks to not feel comfortable where you should feel but trust me you’ll find your footing and you will be so successful. Now for love,, (loll pile one angels are surrounding you a lot rn and supporting you a lot) whatever this opportunity coming in for you is when this new love is coming in. you could meet them at your workplace or at a place of work, Gemini energy so in a social place so also on the bus, train, plane. Vibes like “omg, OMG heyy” typa meet like clumsy and all shy lol it’s going to be so cute I’m laughing feeling all the giddy energy. And relief as soon as you meet the energy will be like “I found you, where have you been? I’ve been searching for you everywhere I have so many stories to tell since our time apart.”. This could be a person from your literal past or a past life connection, strong soulmate twin flame energy. But things are coming around to fruition and its love. Let yourself be surprised, don’t fight it. You are going to travel a lot by the end of the year and soon you’ll find yourself as a completely different person then you were the week before it happened. You deserve this so much so take everything in and appreciate it now cause you’ve “graduated” past this, it’s your turn to shine pile one it’s here express gratitude.

❣️𝓮𝔁𝓽𝓻𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓼 : beaches, coasts, coats and jackets, lazy days, sleeping late waking early, much needed ACTUAL release, blue, grey, skies, rainbows, crown and heart chakra, sun and venus in Aries, Libra 9h, Capricorn moon or rising. virgo. 999, trumpets and live music, meditation, taking time off work or quitting. 💙

𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓮’𝓼 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 🎷

how can you mend a broken heart - al green

heaven can wait - micheal jackson

fever - enhypen

℘ꪱׁׅᥣׁׅ֪ꫀׁׅܻ tׁׅᨰׁׅᨵׁׅ

pile two im seeing you as this straight boss. You are very mature highly intelligent like. A natural genius. A lot of divine feminine energy. You have done things mostly on your own for most of your life and others may try to project onto you a lot because you are so confident or sure of yourself but this hyper independence might be because your childhood where you had to take care of things yourself like your emotions especially. You might’ve been the older sibling to take care of everyone and had to start working from a young age or if not had to push yourself in school a lot I’m seeing you don’t particularly enjoy school you might love to dance and go have a good time, eat fruits and literally just enjoy yourself (as you should fr). But you feel pressure to be someone you are not so you may look to the stars often for guidance or seek mutual understanding or just a way out of your head and the system! Spirit is saying you escaped the matrix lmao but you are still participating physically but not even there spiritually. You are in your power right now feeling stronger and more confident every day I admire you. your very attractive pile two, people will see you out and about and think about you after lmao like you are a very pretty/handsome/gorgeous person reference for people loll. You have a nice body and very nice facial features but you may like to hide or often feel shy cause peoples strong forward action towards you. You come across as this femme fatalle and people want you to corrupt them or corrupt you. (Omg not the 18+ energy). But you are actually a soft sweet person but the right person will bring it out of you if yk what I mean. You may speak Spanish or are from a Spanish speaking country holaaaaa. Your next in love is gonna be your boooooo but they might be a bit insecure of you at first cause you are very confident and intelligent, you may also see this person as out of your league but they think the same but yall are a perfect match, so perfect you think the other deserves someone else pls ill cry. you don’t give people your time (you may be a virgin), and are looking for someone serious and who is emotionally intelligent and this person is smart and will communicate how they feel even if they don’t feel good enough they will tell you. They really want you and they really want you guys to work or try because they never met someone who makes them feel the way you do, like they are gonna be like ?? for the first few days cause they literally cant believe they got sent an actual angel. Just say 2112 and that’s mirroring energy so this person is your divine counterpart, pile one had the same number as well oop-. Everything is aligned for you, when you look at the stars and try to understand the constellations you really are reading your own story and you don’t even realize. What your story is and what it will be is grand and this is a right track message, let it come in, its yours, I love you pile two and im like so excited and happy for you cause you have been patient for a long time. Keep doing your ting its gonna happen.

❣️𝓮𝔁𝓽𝓻𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓼 : high painted ceilings, opera or a fancy show, auctions, socialite, philosophy, dark academia vibes, Europe, revolutionary, money, 888, 9999, Kendrick Lamar, pyramids, heart to heart talk with the male figure in your life, creation, short skirts, lipgloss, slacks, black hair, interracial relationship, new cultural environment. heavy earth energy a lot of Taurus, Capricorn and virgo, Pisces mars, 1st house Neptune, laughing till your stomach hurt, really good times now and ahead always ❤️‍🩹

𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓮’𝓼 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 🕯

kerosene - yves tumor

k - mac demarco

c u girl - steve lacy

℘ꪱׁׅᥣׁׅ֪ꫀׁׅܻ 3

My passionate pile three. You may be a fire sign and have water in your chart. Messages were so clear, and it feels like a music video lol. So I’m seeing you may have had some rocky relationships in the past where you felt like people stole your cups from you and just left. You may have some trust issues you don’t mean to project, but I understand because how can I love despite the pain? When can I feel loved? And babe it’s you. The love you are looking for is in you and I feel you know this, yet you can’t help but crave an actual connection. While this next person coming in for you is giving karmic/soulmate energy. You guys are reflections of each other’s pain, and the cure. So y’all might meet at a party/club in some quiet setting where you will probably be very attracted to each other from the jump so there will be a lot of flirting and “hints” you might start off as a fling but you guys will start to question your feelings and you both may run from each other at first, hurting each other in the process with words and actions but you will come back together with this person and be like I don’t know what I’m doing and this person will agree. This relationship is strong and its giving ride or die, partner in crime energy. This is the type of love where you pack your stuff and move away, like you two against the world. Crazy, dangerously in love. But even when you guys meet and have your separation you will know this person is for you. It takes as long as you take to heal so it can be quick or long depending how you look at it. But I see you already met this person, or you will be meeting them in the fall. This relationship will teach you how to love again and open you up to so many supressed emotions which is why you guys will trigger each other cause its likewise. This person even if they made you upset will be harsh on themselves but let them come to you because you guys are learning to love yourselves so you can love each other so be patient and give it time babes, this is a major cycle you are completing and peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learned. Sorry this pile was shorter than the rest, but I felt the message as a reminder to pour into your cups, know when to withdraw and set healthy boundaries for you and with others and bad habits (you may like to smoke and drink). But you will be okay and you are very supported at this time, my love you are not alone never the angels always send you love even in times you may not feel it. I love you as well. it’s important to remember this is not final or any destination this isn’t meant to break you but make you grow. your next love encounter is going to be a beautiful bittersweet, hurts so good type of experience but it’s divinely guided. any connection is divine even if it’s technically negative it will provide you with tools and “armour” over self.

❣️𝓮𝔁𝓽𝓻𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓼 : pile one had a similar message but it’s your turn to feel love, telling it like it is, honesty, Justice, Libra Venus, Aquarius mercury, message, phone call, text or email, don’t play with my heart!, choosing yourself bringing abundance, yellow lights, intoxication, messy and sloppy love. 777, careful if u don’t wanna get pregnant, fountains. Communication!

𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓮’𝓼 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ❤️‍🔥

crazy - patsy cline

me and bobby mcgee - janis joplin

crazy in love - beyoncé

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I’m Home

When you first hear about it, of course, like his fellow pillars, you’re terrified-thankful, naturally, that your husband at least hasn’t died, but the crow sent to inform you of the events of his mission, of his injuries, doesn’t exactly try to sugar coat anything, not even for you, his spouse.

Skull fractures from dodging the punch that would have smashed his eye completely, broken ribs from dodging yet another hit that, if he hadn’t moved back fast enough, would have gone through him and killed him-the details were gruesome, they were bone-chilling, it wasn’t as if you or anyone particularly enjoyed hearing about it, but one thing was for certain-you were relieved not to have lost him to this, to have lost anyone. Tanjiro and the others were so strong, so hard-working, and they were so young, with so much to live for-you couldn’t imagine how you’d feel if anything had happened to them, either.

There’s so much about it that pains you-not being able to have your husband home with you after he’d already been so busy with this mission and the ones before it, knowing how injured he was and how long it’d take him to recover at the Butterfly Estate, it was all… Torture. Not that you couldn’t go see him, of course-but Shinobu urged you to stay home and relax, you wouldn’t want to see him in the state that he was in, she promised you that much. Her crow did come by to personally update you on his condition every day or so, though-that was at least some amount of relief.

… Or, it would have been. You hadn’t seen any crow come by in a week or so, to the day-and yes, you kept track, because of course you did, you were an anxious wreck, and it’d already been months of your husband steadily recovering, or so you thought. Had he died from his injuries? Did something happen to the estate, were more people hurt? … Well. You supposed that was a silly thought, she lived so close to the Master’s own residence-no demon could get close enough to hurt them, with all the wisteria around both places.

You were so used to having your husband around to calm you when you thought about the worst things, like this-your heart hurt with anxiety and worry. What could you do but stand outside by the door, every day, for hours, just waiting for some sign, of a crow, of Shinobu herself, of anything?

It was another day that had gone by just like that-your feet and legs ached from keeping yourself up for so long, dried tear trails staining the sides of your face-you knew it was silly of you, you knew you should have tried to be at least a little stronger, for him if no one else, but… You just couldn’t help it. You hated this. You just wanted your husband back.

A dejected sigh leaves you as you watch the sun set for just one more moment before turning to go back inside, tears stinging at the corners of your eyes again-maybe tomorrow you’ll go up to Shinobu’s estate yourself. You couldn’t stand this for another–

“Hahaha! Now isn’t this strange! You’re running away from me!”

Your heart stops, and you freeze in place. What?

You feel him before you can turn to see him-chest pressed against your back, though soon you’re spun around and pulled up into a crushing hug anyway, and it’s all you can do to immediately start sobbing into your husband’s brightly-colored hair as you’re held.

“… Hello, my sweet,”  His voice is no longer booming and jovial like it was a moment ago, but soft, gentle and meant only for you, as he squeezes you to him-you want to worry about the injuries he was supposed to be recovering from still, but you don’t want this to end, either. You suppose, he must have just been coming around the corner and through the gate when you turned to go inside-not that it mattered, all that did matter was that he was… Here, holding you.

“You must have missed me terribly!” All hearty, he laughs with you again, even if all you can do is cry in his arms while he rubs soothingly at your back, “But of course I missed you terribly too! I tried many times to sneak out and come home to you, but Shinobu or one of the other girls always caught me-”

You missed his voice dearly, you did-and you were still crying, but you couldn’t help but lean up and kiss him. It was something you usually did to quiet him, for sure, but right now you just… Needed him. And he didn’t seem to mind, hands happily and readily sliding down to hoist you up into his arms, never breaking from you as he carried you into your home.

“… Such a beautiful shouldn’t have quite so many tears upon it, you know,”He mumbles gently against your lips, and you sniffle as you finally reach up to start wiping at them, “I-I just missed you so much, Kyojuro, I was so scared-you were almost-you could have-”

“But I didn’t, and I won’t.” He interrupts you sweetly, but firmly nonetheless, shaking his head at you, “I am fine. I am healed, my love. I am still here to fulfill my duties-and I always will be. That includes my duties to you as your husband.”

“I…” It doesn’t feel like you should believe it-after what you’d heard of his battle, knowing he’d even just encountered an Upper Moon demon, this felt too good to be real or true, and yet… There’s such certainty and finality blazing in his eyes as he stares at you, all you can do is nod.

“… Alright.”

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… Really, all you had intended to do this evening, now that you had your husband home with you, was cook him his favorite meal and go to sleep with him, in his arms, for the first time in who knew how long, at this point. Truthfully, that had been your only goal. You wanted him to rest, no matter how many times he told you just how fully recovered he was through the mouthfuls of sweet potato you so lovingly prepared for him-and yet… And yet…

Well, you suppose you simply didn’t account for him wanting… Dessert.

“It’s been so long,” The words are mumbled around you, your flesh, as he greedily, really voraciously eats and licks you up from between your legs-you’d already known him to be feral when presented with the sweet treat only you could provide him with, but this was something else entirely, “-it’s been too long, my love, don’t you understand how very hungry I am?”

You don’t, but by no means are you going to let that stop either of you. You missed his mouth just as much as he missed your taste.

“K-Kyojuro-Kyojuro, I’m-Kyo–”

… He’s never been one to tease or deny you. And yet just as you’re about to cum, so close to the edge you could have tasted it yourself, he’s pulling away from you. His lips and chin and… Well, his face, in general, are so shiny with you-you easily forget your frustration and get lost in the blissful look in his eyes as he cleans himself with his tongue. “While you certainly are the most delicious thing in this world, my sweet,” He crawls up the length of your body so quickly, so desperate to smash his lips to your own, “-as I’ve told you, it’s been far too long. I want to feel you cum around my cock this evening. But I’m sure you have no complaint either way?” Any other day, you’d want to hit him, to get that cheeky look off of his face, but… You also can’t say you don’t want that. Maybe you really don’t have any complaints either way. “… You’re awful,” You huff up at him, but you nod, “… But alright.” … And yet he stays still. It would be so easy-you’re properly soaked, and the pair of you are completely naked, and yet your infuriating husband is just… Sitting there, hovering over you with a smile on his face. It’s a soft, loving smile-but you’ve known him so long, you don’t miss the mischief in his eyes. “… Can I not admire you, my beautiful spouse? Even for a moment, after I’ve been gone from you for so very long?” It’s not a crime for him to stare at you so adoringly-really, you’d love it if you weren’t as damn horny as you were. But... It has been a long time. He’s teasing, but as much as that’s true, you know he’s being earnest, too-his eyes flicker all over your form so carefully, meticulously re-memorizing every tiny detail about you. “... Even more beautiful then before I left you, dear one,” The way he murmurs it, so absently, it’s almost more like he’s saying it to himself, but his eyes raised to bore back into yours after a minute-clearly, he wants you to hear every word of what he’s saying, absent or not. “... Would you like to know something I thought about while I was away?” His love renders you breathless, speechless-it’s all you can do to nod up at him. “During the brief hours of respite I would get, I would think to myself... What would it be like to come back to you, our home... How would it feel, the joy of it all... And then, another thought had started to occur to me,” A sharp gasp tears through you as you feel a few fingers suddenly and swiftly beginning their work at stretching you out-sneaky man, he’d distracted you from his hands with his voice, and even then, he kept talking like he hadn’t done anything, “... What would it be like if I could come home to the sight of you all swollen and glowing with our child...?” Those words rob you of whatever meager amount of breath you had managed to regain. With your child...? “... Oh, my love, you squeezed my fingers so nicely just now,” He marvels at the sight, the feeling of you, worrying his lip between his teeth-you’re so pretty like this, is what he wants to say, but his mind is suddenly consumed by the thought he’d put into both your heads a moment ago. You, glowing with the product of your love in your stomach. You don’t fail to notice the twitching of his cock where it hangs all hard between his legs. “Do you like the sound of that, then...? Do you want to carry my children, our children, my dear one? I’ll give it to you if you just say the word-after all, what poor excuse of a husband would I be if I didn’t?” His fingers move in and out of you faster, frantic and eager to prepare you for him, now, as he almost rambles on like that-his words set your body, your insides, on fire. You do want it, you realize-it’s not something you’d given much thought to before, but here, like this, right now after spending so much time worrying about losing him? You really do want nothing more. “P-p-please, please Kyojuro, I want-please give me your children, I want it, I want you, please make me pregnant, my husband, please-” It’s not meant to egg him on, truly it isn’t-you just can’t help but beg with how badly you want it yourself. But that doesn’t mean you don’t delight in the way he seems to snap, just the slightest bit, above you, quickly removing his fingers from you to replace them with his cock-what you’d been waiting for since he laid you down in bed earlier. That felt like an eternity ago right now, though. The stretch isn’t an uncomfortable one, with the care he’d still taken to prepare you-you missed it, if anything, you missed him. And it’s clear that he feels the same-he’s gone so tense above you, arms trembling on either side of you with the restraint it takes not to move. Somehow, he still manages to keep up that bright smile of his, too. “Do tell me when I can move, my love. This is a bit unbearable with how lovely you feel!” ... As hazy as your mind was with pleasure, you couldn’t help but giggle. Even now, your husband was so... Endearing. So cute. Your bring your hands up to hold his face as you nod your head eagerly, over and over, “Please, Kyojuro-please, I want it,” You can see that he wants to worry about you, wants to ask you again to make sure-but he can’t, his body betrays him, his hips instantly slotting themselves against your own, pulling back only to quickly bring themselves back down, his cock pressing and rubbing against every bit of your insides as it moves in and out of you, over and over and over, so fast-and your husband hardly even breaks a sweat. ... His being a demon slayer, and a pillar, at that, had its perks, you supposed. His stamina was one of them. But he seemed to already be losing his composure, too, with just how long it’d been since you’d gotten to be so close. “This-this is embarrassing, haha-I feel like I could burst at any moment already-just-just thinking about how-utterly perfect you’d look, ah-” His hips stutter, and he stills for a second, to keep his own pleasure at bay for a moment-though he makes up for it with the hand that shoots down to rub and stroke at what his cock isn’t already touching, “-goodness gracious-how perfect you’d look, pregnant, my love-” As if you aren’t ready to burst, yourself. Did he suddenly forget about denying you mere minutes ago...? “M-my husband-my husband, Kyojuro, please, m-me too, just go ahead, please-please give me your child, give it to me, please-” “You’re really as difficult as you are beautiful!” The very wind is knocked out of you as you find your legs suddenly on either side of your head, as he fucks into you with a very renewed, fittingly fiery sense of vigor and passion, grunting freely every time he feels you wrap around him again and again, “I truly did want to take my time with you this evening, my sweet-how irresistible you are like this-I’ll have to savor you another time-” This position, the wildness in his eyes, the feeling and the sight of him-yes, the sight of him, you’d be lying if you said you didn’t see the bulge appearing and disappearing from your stomach-fucking into you desperately, all of it is far too much for you, far too overwhelming, but of course he revels above you in the way you clamp down on him and make a sudden, abrupt mess all over the pair of you, not to mention the futon underneath you. “So beautiful-so beautiful like this, my love-I-just the sight of you, you’re going to make me-goodness-” He leans over you and folds you in half even further, nose brushing against your neck, “I-I’m going to-I’m going to give it to you now, alright? I swear it, my love, my dear one, I’ll-I’ll get you pregnant, I promise, I promise, I--” It’s so intense, he almost roars as it washes over him, as he fills you up so completely it leaks out of you, with how long its been since either of you had any form of... Release. Your legs are released, and they flop numbly down against the plush futon beneath you-your husband can barely keep himself up, but he at least tries to be careful as he collapses against you, chuckling so happily against your shoulder while you can hardly keep your eyes open, let alone say anything. You wish you had the sense what was apparently so... Funny, right now. “... I love you, _____.” The biggest wave of tranquility falls over you, hearing those words. You can’t quite say much of anything still, but he knows-he sees it in your eyes when he looks up at your face. You love him too. Right now, that’s all he needs. “I really am so happy to be home, dear one.”

[sharkpupsblog]

🎠 Holding out for a hero ‼️ PART 6. The knight revealed.

A Sabine x GN! Reader fanfic!

Wooo!!!! Part 6!!!! One more part till this fic is over! I hope u guys are enjoying this silly fic! :D I’m getting a bit . Burnt out . So I am glad it’s almost over bcs I really need some time to recover from how silly my brain is working!!! 😢😢😢 anyways Ty all for reading it means so much to me! ❤️❤️❤️ pls enjoy this silly part!!! :D so sorry it was posted so late . 😭 it’s very late rn and I’m . Tired so if u see some mistakes . Pls forgive me 😭

You stood at the railing of the balcony looking down at your knight. You felt tears of joy stream down your cheeks you were so happy it was her. You said her name and she smiled at you making you cry more. Khaan let out a rumble and he looked up at you then down at himself as the magic on him faded. You looked to your father and Sands seeing Sabine’s clone fade away from the corner of your eye. You had so many questions in mind but right now only one mattered. You asked your father how to get out of the balcony and into the arena, but the king told you he needed to speak to Sabine before you did. You were about to beg him to tell you, but you didn’t have to thanks to your uncle. The man quickly told you how and once he told you, you were gone. You rushed out of the balcony hearing your father tell your uncle he shouldn’t have said anything as you went down the stairs that led into the arena. Sabine worried when she saw you run off did she confuse your tears for happy ones? Were you upset it was her? Shit did she read your relationship wrong? She didn’t get a chance to move so she could go look for you. The woman huffed and stumbled back a bit when you came out of nowhere and you hugged her. You looked at her and you sobbed “it’s you! I can’t believe it it’s you!” at this moment it felt like the only people in the arena were you and your knight. Sabine laughed and she nodded “I hope this is a good surprise?”. You nodded answering her question and the woman dropped her helmet so she could cup your cheek and her other hand rested on your hip. She used her thumb to wipe away your tears, but they just kept coming you raised a hand to hold the one that wiped your tears away “why?” you asked her confused to why she did all this. You were extremely happy she did but why would she? Did she like you as much as you liked her? Or was she just doing her job? “You asked for help and here I am” she kissed your forehead obviously she liked you too this was more than just her job. You kissed her gloved palm, and you thanked her for all she did for you, but your moment was broken by your uncle. Both you and Sabine looked up at the man as he laughed and he said, “sorry to ruin this sweet moment but…don’t you have a wedding to plan?!” You wiped your tears away looking back at Sabine “shall we?” the woman nodded kissing your temple “of course but I feel like shit right now and I’d like to clean up first” you laughed softly and Khaan walked to you nudging you with his snout. You pet the drake thanking him for all the hard work he did in the games, and you walked with him and his rider out of the arena. At the castle Sabine had a few short minutes to explain her plan to you before your father took her with him to his court. The knight wanted to refuse she wanted to stay with you but she could not refuse her king’s orders. While she was gone all you did was worry you sat by your window looking out at the village of the kingdom. You waited for what felt like hours to you but really it was only half of one. When you heard a knock at your door you got up quickly and you walked to the door opening it. Instead of Sabine you saw your uncle the man smiled “congratulations!” he said to you before he pulled you into a tight hug. You let out a huff as some air was squeezed out of your lungs from the force of the hug. You let out another when your uncle pat you hard on the back. When the man let you go you thanked him and took a deep breath in. Evergray’s smile widened “walk with me?” you nodded “of course uncle.” You walked out of your room closing the door behind you walking side by side with your uncle down the hall of your castle. Evergray looked to you, and he began to get a bit serious “that girl fought hard in the arena for your hand.” You were looking at the carpet of the hall and you nodded “she did.” Your uncle put his hands behind his back “now…I’m no expert but-“ he paused waiting until you looked to him.

When you did Evergray continued “that girl put everything she had into those games to win your hand and her plan was great” he nudged you with his shoulder and you let out a hum. “Your knight is a good woman she cares for you I can see it in the way she looks at you” Evergray felt he was getting too serious, and you did too so he joked a bit. “Obviously my brother, your dear old dad is dumb and boring, so he doesn’t see it” the man walked you to the doors of the throne room. “He’s more of a grumpy old witch than a king” he laughed “don’t tell him I said that” you smiled and nodded “I won’t uncle, but may I ask where you’re going with this?” Evergray moved his hands to your shoulders holding them and he looked a bit sad his eyes were glossy “you’re in good hands kid” he pats your shoulder “your father wasn’t too sure about this marriage but me and my dear Bonnie convinced him.” You knew Bonnie she was originally from the house of Silverglade but after some clockwork mistake, she ran away to your home. The woman was part of your father’s court she was in charge of making odd but great inventions to keep the kingdom safe even drake saddles and armor she’s a great friend of your uncle’s…maybe more…anyways why did Bonnie and Evergray endorse Sabine? You asked your uncle why and he responded with something that made you tear up “because that woman loves you” Evergray hugged you when he saw your eyes get glossy. “she’s in the throne room right now waiting for you” the man let you go, and he looked to the doors of the room. “Me and Bonnie endorsed her because we saw it…we saw how hard that knight fought for you, and she had guts to defy your father her king in the throne room…all that because she loves you” he looked back at you seeing you fight back tears. “Go on then” he nudged you towards the doors not wanting to be sappy anymore so you wouldn’t cry “don’t keep your fiancée waiting kid.” You smiled and nodded “thank you uncle I owe you” the man shook his head opening the doors for you. When the doors opened you saw your father sitting on his throne in front of him stood your knight. Around your father’s throne his court stood watching the doors open. When you walked in the court smiled and congratulated you. You weren’t too focused on them though you watched as Sabine turned to face you, she smiled at you holding her hand out. You walked to the knight taking her hand and you smiled back at her ‘don’t cry’ you thought as you felt yourself get teary again. Avalon stood and he walked down the steps of his throne to you and Sabine. “Sabine has won the games and as promised reward for the game she gets your hand” he looked at the woman and then to you “your wedding will be in a month” Avalon smiled when he saw how your eyes brightened and you looked to Sabine with pure excitement and the woman looked to you with the same emotion. “Go on” your father said making his way back to his throne “you have a lot of planning to do don’t waste any time!” you laughed, and you gently tugged at Sabine’s arm “come on!” you were so happy, and your happiness was infectious. Sabine laughed and she let you lead her out of the throne room. Avalon and his court watched as the two of you left…the king’s brother was right…you were in good loving hands.

TYSM FOR READING ❤️❤️❤️❤️ this part was a bit hard NGL bcs I had so many starts and endings in mind and I am . Burnt out . but I feel like this is good . Very fluffy . I love it. Also feels very ooc :( I’m sorry :( anyways I hope I did good I hope u liked it! ❤️❤️❤️🐴🐴🐴 tomorrow is the last part ❤️😭

[widowswineapologist]

Hello again and I hope your 2022 is happy and healthy!❤️ I am in self-shipping hell (Tank and Edward are playing tug of war and I’m stuck in the middle of it help) Could you please write Ultimis Tank and Primis Richtofen mushy headcanons of their s/o cheering them up on a bad day?

AAAA SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I DELETED TUMBLR FOR A LIL WHILE BC I HAD NO SPACE ON MY PHONE-- I HOPE THESE R OKAY!!

warnings: uhhh depression nd slight suggestiveness. Also i did not proofread bc fuck that

Ultimis Dempsey:

- Okay honestly I think he's such a bitch whenever he's having a bad day. His sarcasm and overall assholery is amped up to 10. Probably gets into a lot of arguments with the crew too.

- Luckily for everyone else, you're Dempsey's pride and joy whether he's angry or not and he literally cannot help but smile at you whenever you try to cheer him up.

- He'll try to keep that gruff, tough dude persona when you start cracking jokes or being extremely sweet to him but the facade will just break after a few minutes.

- Tank totally does that thing where he cracks a smile and gets mad about it so he looks away from you.

- Literally say some stupid shit and he'll lose his fucking mind and then his mood is back to normal. You could just do some absolutely god awful impression of somebody and he'll straight up bust out laughing, it'll be cute. Do a horrible impression of one of your teammates and he'll join in. Needless to say, you both will throw SO MUCH SHADE.

- I think he would appreciate being distracted rather than directly comforted when he's having a bad day, yknow? But that isn't to say he won't appreciate a good hug or two. Just...not too many, okay? He's got a reputation to uphold.

- I personally think he's a little awkward with comforting people but he will definitely try to return the favor, to show his appreciation because we all know for a fact this motherfucker will be caught DEAD before he says "thank you for cheering me up" out loud.

- Also also,, there's another way to cheer him up if you're up for it 😳

Primis Richtofen:

- okay but when is he not having a bad day fr fr

- I imagine he's a lot more somber than Tank, but that isn't to say he ISN'T snappy. You know how bo4 Primis Richtofen is just a dick to everyone? He's prolly like that (cant blame him tho. imagine finding out everything u've been working so hard for is worthless nd ur crew wont care abt u even if u sacrifice urself to save their musty asses)

- He canonically has meltdowns (would they be called panic attacks? I've never had one b4 so I wouldn't know--) so I imagine he'd probably try to hide how he's feeling from you for the longest time bc he has to keep up that facade of he knows everything and has to do everything.

- You'd probably find out when looking for him around the grounds and you find him huddled in a corner sobbing and hyperventilating.

- Surprisingly, he'll let you hug him then. But get ready to be nearly crushed bc he's clinging to you and wont let go until he has no tears left to cry.

- Cheering him up is a difficult task bc he'll never truly feel better, but indulging him in his scientific ramblings, joking around with him, or offering to lighten his workload will make him feel better.

- But I think he'd catch onto what you're doing real quick, especially if you start asking abt wonder weapons to him so he can ramble his little heart out.

- I swear if he didn't love you before then, he would fall head over heels now. You're...going out of your way to cheer him up? When you have your own issues to deal with? Brb he's planning a impromptu wedding rn

- He won't ever forget it, and though he may be a little awkward himself, he'll definitely try to be there whenever you're having a bad day too <3

[madfantasy]

I haven't seen you post in a while, I hope you've been doing okay? How is everything? Hope it's been a good year so far for you 💕💕

You're too kind, u & everyone who made inquiries, bless ur hearts.. im sorry for disappearing, but yeah, I don't have net— using my phone credit and hope this posts..

I tried to record my voice answering this, like I sometimes did on tik, suddenly ended up trying to muffle the floods of my burning tears, so now I have an awkward vid of me talking then weeping out of nowhere, which a good reason for me to keep up the no cry habit, heh.. but seriously, I suppose I'm fine till I be conscious of it.. its much easier for not to talk .. even tho I'm aching to be back in thy company, lonely in my foresight to catch on to the present that joins us, hand held out to reach like minded souls but shying from the fear of forgetfulness occurring..

I'm fine tho, did few new stuff, merely drowning in too muchness and nothingness as usual, this month I guess you could say I took an act of mad fury in search of any happy source because the echoing silence and the swarm of sadness nipping on my brain cells thickened, and the reasoning merged with the obscene. So instead of giving my guardians the usual of 3/4 of my earnings last month for net and groceries, I spent it all. Ya know, as it was told to me it mine to do as I please? As being prevented any chance of work if it was possible, 't was supposed to be spent on art supplies & measly delights craved for years ?

Before hand, I've been begging them to take me for months to get any clothing or whatever, be it the first time I ever see a shop, then just to drive around, then just me peaking to the outside when the front door is open, merely seeking change I suppose. They kept vaguely promising me until they refused point blank— getting tired of my nagging, then their car just stopped working till this day. Its in the workshop rn..

Anyway, befouled by despair, needing the mere basics of life and not granted, I was delighted when i found a site to buy from cheap & pretty, I pressed buy without any further considerations, or taking their permission and thrilled to be able get gifts for my siblings too. I say gifts but really they are deprived necessities too and not even much just one each cuz well, they are 5 of my babies and to start with the top of priorities; we all draw

I could already see it, they can't help themselves; heck seeped through the clenched gates of their mouths, trying desperately to poison me with undirect attempts this time, cuz I bought for my sibs they're out of the option of calling me selfish. I was upping the same trance like state of vague existence dealing with them, absorbing their insults and degrading just to make sure my shi arrives safe.

Unfortunate for me, the site chose the worst carrier in this country

I did everything in my power to make it into their convenience, by embarrassingly messaging the carrier daily, they took a week of promising to deliver and flanking so my guardians reached a heated level of threatening, waving their hands nd almost tossing shi at mE saying that they don't care if they came and if i dared to order something again they'll do this and that. Not allowing me to open the door for the delivery guy when he comes, blaming me for missing vaccination dates (they kept missing them even before)& missing going to important places(again, they just didn't go to for ages), made them loose sleep, etc etc— in turn, I seen red and regretfully blew up.

I screamed at them its literally the only time I ever did this, it BECAUSE it easier on them & I'll do what I want whatever anyway, & to stop interrupting me while I try to explain things , then they suddnly back done and be like I'm not mad at u I'm mad at the delivery ppl, that they are proud of me for being able to do all this, and such sort. I left them to cool in my room, Idk how I did it but must have slam-gripped something so hard it chipped most of my short nails & cracked one, was glad I didn't hurt my drawing hand but yeah, goofy mani

They robbed me of the joy of anticipation & the dissipation of apathy, I started to lose sleep again and my liberating dreams left me and I don't think I remember leaving bed.

But still, If not force myself to do things.. there'll be nothing for me if I don't.. at least I know im able of that

I got my guardians happy tho after another tiresome refusal, by trying out one of those Uber-eat like local apps here, since they have no car and being disabled & ill, I ordered McDonald's for the first time. Slythry behind their backs per habit, told them someone coming and they had that look again, but thankfully the guy came through and didn't steal my money, heh. For a big 1800 calories meal I suppose it was passable, the happy fam faces I got was the real treat..

Oh with that thing with the credit card stating I owe them money, waited weeks & nobody got back to us? They started taking from my guardian's account directly to pay it, saying oh we did send you warnings--- TO THE SHADOWY LINES OF THEIR POSTERIOR A.K.A NOWHERE. Thankfully the account is mostly empty nd just for random transactions, i alerted my guardians not to use it. And again, my god, another round of endless calls and promises started, and we wait again so they just don't act as if we owe them a frking 17k dollars that we don't have.. was panicking cuz I have nothing and but my guardians were weirdly comforting about it and told me not to worry

One thing good bout no net is it made me stop thinking about life in general, and stop the tiny unnoticeable prick of misery when I have no input to share, trying not to helplessly compare people just living, in inflated style or not, in media, to my isolated-most-of-my-life style and missing much of that organic "life experiences and chances", heh. At least, my situation would be favorable to me if it was ever possible for it to let me have peace, or have the simple knowledge I'm not virtually imprisoned and have never familiarised with nothing of this world but the surrounding walls.. its nice to have more time to be consumed by muse and day dreaming that flutters life through my dull being and sing chorus of inspiring means for art to flow and finds its way delicately onto my realised canvas.. but no, I continued drawing whilst sight blurred with salty droplets contradicting that happy tintin dance on tiktok I worked so long on just cuz I couldn't stop, not the tears or the mad scribbles of determined intention to visualise the mourned excitement I need, hating everything I make

Somehow the lilac dream still intrudes, visualising me friends, living, in a quaint home, maybe we roommate, arm in arm we go to make every fracture of fate's encounters a disgusting adventurous thrill, like building a maze of cardboard or chasing each other in the dark.. maybe getting that half bleached head and endless ear pericings ... then it dies and I totally forget it..

But what those awesome headphones helped me do, literally blocks all their voices listening to Sev losing it and I can Waltz around not feeling gutted to go and interfere or play the referee each time. But I can't wear them forever, gives me a bad headache, and honestly; I can't be too neglectful.. my sibs hates me for it already hehe

At least these clothing came true to their measurements, felt the new sensations on how everything I wore hugs me & learnt the baffling ways on how "gender" and region plays different tunes on the same measurements. Getting fitting things felt like suddenly there's hope to be, for myself to be me, and ease this severe disassociation between who I am, and what my body is .. from how little I see myself nd consider it worthy of anything because of how long it been living like a phantom among people.. to numb this dysphoria until it be gone one day

Saddened that the only site I can't order from again if they keep using that awful carrier

...

I missed our country's 91 national day, too. They made sales everything 91 riyal so.. but knowing the sellers here, I don't think most of em went true with their offers.. Horrible news tho on the celebrations, sigh

I turned this into a dear diary, guess bothered you enough today, sorry

So thankful to yous, Idk if I can be back, but I'll remain creating, and will keep the thought alive of being tickled when sharing my creations with your viewing pleasure somehow

'till then my precious dears, take care 💛🙏

26.9.2021, 8 pm, sleeping