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i finally got my hands on this live and I know that some people didn't like that they chose to use an olderish style of model but imas 2/OFA is actually my favorite OGmas style so I actually love it so much
also they did KisS I love KisS đ„șđ„ș it's honestly my fav Project Fairy song im so obsessed with this
#now i just need to get my hands on the Makoto and Yukiho concert because I'm so into these#and all the SideM ones#though the main ones I'm interested in there are the High Joker/Cafe Parade one that hasn't happened yet (ii think its in dec)#and the one with Altessimo (tho id love to see all of them)#i did get that other 765 one with the Million live girls but i still havent been able to get into them as much#so its harder to be excited#CG so far seems to only be the main trio and ive never cared much for them so will wait and see#and i just don't care about the vtubers#idolm@ster#Youtube
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A portrait of Sir John Herschel because Iâm normal about Pulp Musicals
#yall donât understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours#and itâs finally done#god I love sir John Herschel#truly THE guy ever#itâs crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced#pulp 4 which Iâm so fuckin excited about by the way#oh my god itâs going to wreck me Iâm so pumped#and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight#but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff#I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that#because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that#also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do#it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him#oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this#ok now for a real fun fact#fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own#alright now Iâve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall#sir john herschel#john herschel#pulp musicals#the great moon hoax#the brick satellite#the ghost of the antikythera#Curt mega#my art#god yall I love pulp musicals#Iâm so insanely pumped for pulp 4 itâs going to be the raddest thing ever#EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf#PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)
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OH Iâm not sure if thereâs limits on search tags for your blog but Iâm surprised that coming undone wasnât on there, that fic is like an infant in a cradle and I am the six year old rocking them for an hour in sheer fascination. I like the part where Donnie is squished like a bug for 37k words
youre the only person here that really talks to me about it unless i bring it up (rip cu i love you too much for this!!!) and i dont thiiiink i manually organized the featured tags? so it didnt automatically show up because i dont talk about it enough. i might be forgetting though
definitely something i'll do in a bit, probably tomorrow. coming undone beloved đđđ
#ask#coming undone#i think my style of writing has really improved since in some places#i notice some issues with the tense. i switch in some places#which isnt usually something i struggle with now unless the line of thinking would be more coherent in present#which is me intentionally breaking the rules so i see it as different#i might actually go through cu and fix that at some point because it bothers me and its an easy fix lolol#but overall i think i really hit my stride with ch2 of it ... i remember REALLY liking how it came out#and ngl getting to reread it from a more detached perspective now that its been a bit#its very cozy despite the kind of heavy situation#i love cathartic hurt/comfort i need to make morreeee (ignores that most of cw was that)#and im happy to see that my writing has tangibly improved in little ways now that ive been doing it consistently#its harder to track improvement with writing in contrast to visual art#im excited to see where i go from here. i cant resist the urge to constantly outdo myself#anyways you guys should talk to me about cu more .... i like it :)#its not as tightly packed with parallels and symbolism and emotional chekhovs guns(? best way i can put it honestly) as CL is#but i still really like the way i explored donnie's character there#cu donnie was still kind of gutted for all he was worth but still cc donnie WISHES that could be him LMFAOOOO#he got it so much easier honestly
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in the gif w/ taylor zack scotty and the other feller ,, is zacks eyes supposed to dilate ,, or is that a animation error đïżŒ

Yeah his pupils dilate and contract in some of the frames.
(neutral ^)
#harder to see in the gif because i know tumblr gnaws away at quality#and also because it is a gif the coloration got a little weird in spots too#vilmrs eyes also do this but because his eyes were so light in the gif i shared#it hardly looks like anything#-_-!#brambleramble#because he's still humanoid i shrink the irises a bit too when a character is excitable#so it probably makes it harder to see overall#its like 16 pixels of detail can you blame me though............
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hey, it's me! i'm still alive, somehow, though just barely. this semester has been pretty tough so far and will probably remain that way until spring. despite this, i managed to add some fun new features. : ) ALSO i promise 100000% that if you sent me an ask i WILL answer it. i will. anyway, look at all those cool things! -> a system for cuts, bruises, tattoos, wounds and other decorations your whumpee's skin is an empty canvas. whether you fill it with scars and wounds or cutesy band aids is up to you!
the way this is set up is kind of like a bunch of stickers. so for example, if you decide to hurt the lil' guy with something sharp, he'll get a "stab wound" sticker in the spot you decided to target. over time, that sticker will change over to a "stab scar" one. it's a very flexible way to do things, but it still needs some work and a couple big changes, since it's very unfriendly to low-end computers. in terms of visuals though, it should look exactly the same as the decal-based "decorations" for your whumpee that you see above!
- a better way of getting that dude on camera the camera system is now a lot more immersive and will fit the story. the awkward developer cam that could clip into walls is no more.
you can drag around the view and zoom in and out by scrolling. as you progress, you'll get access to even more ways to invade your whumpee's privacy. : )
-> new ways to get horny in the last devlog post (around 1000 years ago) i said that you won't see any "horny accessories" in the upcoming updates. that was a complete lie, sorry! here's a preview of some cool new horns you can give to your whumpee.
the neat part is that the horns are customizable - other than just choosing the shape, you can modify their size and color gradient. -> other stuff + story i've made plenty of changes and additions to the back end. most of it is not flashy or super significant - most of the time and energy i could dedicate to the project went right into fueling the violent, bloody conflict between me and custom shader code. i've also made some updates to how time is simulated and fixed a bunch of bugs. there is now a sound system too! i'll look for some copyright-free sfx and music before the next update. oh, and there's some lore too!
i've been experimenting with different ways of delivering the main storyline. heavily stylized cutscene-like sequences were very fun to do! not sure if i'll stick with this style though. either way, i have the general outline of something that resembles a plot. >: ) that's it for now! again, sorry for the irregular update schedule. i've been following the "no progress for a long time, then one night you have all the energy and inspiration in the world and you zone the fuck out for an unhealthy amount of time just working on your thing then until realize that you're going to be asleep within the next 40 seconds" development strategy - hopefully, my brain will kindly allow me to switch to a more comfortable workflow. :' ) taglist below: (let me know if you want to be added OR LET ME KNOW IF I FORGOT TO ADD YOU IM SO SORRY) @whumpinthepot @andithewhumper @pigeonwhumps @monarchthefirst @scp-1296 @whumpedydump @screenys-whump-corner @whumpshaped @bloodsweatandpotato @burning-and-remembering @thealmightyconeoftruth @whimpity-whumpity @catnykit @vietbluecoeur @rainythealias @cardboardarsonist @snakebites-and-ink @lthrboy @woo-lu-woo @wingsofadragonsstuff @wecoffphm @bayvel @pics-and-fanfics @dokidokisadness @generic-whumperz @lambetjenasus @aarika-merrill @hayaneakabane @moons-cozy-corner @brittaunfiltered09 @rule-masochism @reverie1234 @oddsconvert @wh-wh-whumpified @currentlyinthesprial @cupcakes-and-pain @heavenlyden @whumpsday @likeadeadbattery @stay-on-topic1 @cyborg0109 @kawhump @astrowhump
#whumpdev#whump community#whump art#whump game#whumblr#whump#this took forever SORRY#there's still so much more to do but i'm really excited to start implementing new stuff#i gotta get myself a trello board with features or something#or anything that resembles a plan tbh#planning is hard but you know what is even harder? sticking to a plan#and that difficulty SKYROCKETS if its a plan you made yourself#man idk i gotta check if i don't have adhd or something i feel like this might not be the way an adult brain should operate#ill do some research later if i don't forget??? i'm always so skeptical of thinking to myself âi might have this disorderâ#cuz i feel like i'm super hardcore prone to some weird bias and i wouldn't trust my own brain to diagnose itself#i don't trust that fucker in general
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INVINCIBLE COMIC SPOILERS
LIKE MASSIVE SPOILERS
The weirdest thing about watching Invincible is seeing Ollie still be a cute lil baby while knowing exactly what's gonna happen.
Like of course it's like that for everyone. Rex, Rudy (aka Rex as well itc). It's especially painful watching them drag out Amber and Mark's breakup and sitting there like that one Frank Castle meme.
But it's different for Ollie. Watching this cute baby coo while they try to think of a name for him just, idk it hits differently. It's like I receive flashes in my mind.
"Awww what a cute baby. Isn't he just adora-"

"Oh. Oh yeah. Oh jeez."
#invincible spoilers#its kinda the same reading the comics but something about the show taking so long due to being a whole ass tv show makes it hit harder#so damn excited to see Thragg though#less excited for Anissa#aka not at all excited. im gonna be so pissed every time she talks#although i would be lying if i said i wasnt curious at how the shows gonna handle that plot#hopefully with the seriousness and sincerity the comics did#and maybe also just kill her instead of the... not great âredemptionâ arc#itll be cool to hear jk simmons say âwhat did you do to my sonâ tho#invincible comic#invincible series#invincible#mark grayson#nolan grayson#omni man#oliver grayson#grand regent thragg#man it's just common for the majority of my posts to be in the tags huh#OH and itll be so so damn cool to see them dig through the planet. ugh i cant wait
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I've been listening to all the audio record for the r6s operators in arknights and I had a few thoughts
I think I've realised in all my hours playing frost I never really listened to her voice. Its actually really nice.
I always was like 'haha kapkan frost friends cause they both trap operators' but her voice lines actually really back that theory up
Frost calls the Doctor sir which is big sad as a female play BUT it's also really funny if I think about it that she just asumes my Doctor is male and shes too embarrassed to correct Frost
Intrestingly enough they translated all of Tachankas Russian lines to English in the subtitles but they didn't with Fuze (ĐŒĐ°Đ»ŃŃ was translated) (same goes for the rest of operators I'm just using them as an example)
I did very much short circut when Tachanka said ĐŒĐ°Đ»ŃŃ ngl. covered my face and everything. Vlado Stokanic did a fantastic job
Ash's voice sounds kinda different than in the game. Perhaps its the sound mixing or maybe its just the voice actor but she sounds older. At first whenever I borrowed Ash I wasn't a fan but its really grown on me.
I straight up just don't understand what this Ash voice line means
Especially after reading through her event, I think Ash has grown a lot as a character in Terra.
I think all the second crossover voice acting sounds exactly the same as the game (r6s), it could be just because of the voice actors age or perhaps the mixing, it could also be because their tone of voice is pretty much the same as when they say the same lines in r6s. Eg Ela's depart line sounds exactly (it is rerecorded tho) how it does in the game. "No time to waste". The second crossover operators shout some of their lines where the first crossover operators say all of them
I love Blitz I do but his voice lines have made me realise if I was paired with him in combat I would slap the shit out of him. Hes such a nerd, I understand why Ash is so done with him
This Iana line gets so me so hard because its like, is she talking about the fact shes human in Terra or is this a reference to her albinism and her compromised retina? My poor baby I love her
That all being said I still think they all did a fantastic job and for a still anime picture I think they have made the characters feel so alive, even with just a still anime picture. Then again the r6s cross over kinda exspanded the charactisation of most of these operators more than ubisoft has in the last uh 5 odd years.
#I only have the rerun ops at low trust so theres a few lines im missing#Im excited to get their trust up and look at the operator records too#the second cross over ones were REALLY GOOD but then again I do think the second cross over event overall was just plain better#but then again thats also because there was just more story cause storys in general are way longer#I think it also had a different tone so its a bit harder to comapare#like Ash's squad had such a rough time where as Ela's squad had support far earlier#arknights#r6s#rainbow six siege
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I think I may take a lil break from Bethroned. Writing has started to feel more like an obligation rather than something im excited about doing. I know for sure ill come back to it maybe in a few weeks because im too excited about the story I have planned to not, but overall I think I just need a lil time to get excited about writing again
#bethroned#its rough because im so excited about the story#but im not as obssessed with sun and moon rn#which makes writing it harder#like im mostly writing it at this point for the fact that it will become my own thing once its done#and i dont want to just stop writing it as a fnaf fanfic bc if im being completely honest the interactions it gets keeps me motivated#so just gonna take a lil break
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You alive man?
Just wanted to check as it's been bout a month or so since your last post
no i'm dead but don't worry about it. tis the season and all that shit ya know?
(all that shit includes, but is not limited to, seasonal depression, art block, retail and food service worker hell, the election, 5 stress induced nightmares in the space of a week, managing a new relationship [first time], living in a capitalist nightmare, etc.)
[more rambles in the tags, as i am often to do]
#its been two months anon im so sorry#ive been doodling but like not getting anything done at all#there is just nothing going on upstairs i am beyond burnt out but i don't know how to take breaks and#its really fucking killin' me folks#don't do this to yourself learn to take breaks from things that are draining you#lean to manage your batteries and dont stretch yourself thin to make other people happy#i know this and i keep doing it to myself anyway#i dont like to vent here so i wont go into much more detail than what i already mentioned in the body and all those tags#just generally exhausted and having a hard time finding the energy to draw and be happy with it#outside of that had a loss in the family that hit way harder than i thought it would#there has been good to though stress and good things#gonna travel outta the country for the first time ever even if it is just up north but im really excited#half the reason im being assassinated by work is because i need the money so i can take this vacation without worry#as well as having a partner for the first time since.... 5th grade? if that even counts?#i feel like a whole years has happened in the span of two months i'm dying chat#not art related
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Ohmigoshohmigosh
GUYS LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND
Hdikabwunej????!!!! I noticed that a panel in the most recent part is missing B U T
This is so amazing!!! SUPERMAY!! Thank you so much for adding the link to my tumbler and credit!!! you did an amazing job and your English is so good!!

I don't even know what to say?? Just
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#rottmnt#save rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#unpause rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise fanart#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt raph#little baby blue au#voice over#voice acting?#ohmigosh#its so weird seeing my own art#ill try harder to make the panels look so much cleaner so i don't cringe at my crappy lines haha#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#dying from excitement#im going to work on the next part ALL DAY TOMORROW#im so excited!!!#sadly i must sleep
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Accepting theories on why the beginning of Pride and Prejudice is so much harder to teach than the end.
#teaching tag#I mean I know why#because the second half is where everything is turned on its head and where everything looks different in its light#but I want to know why the beginning of P&P is so much harder than even me just teaching an average novel#like I really have not cracked the code of how to do it#I might be getting caught in the fineness of the texture of it#but I almost donât know where to draw the kidsâ attention if that makes sense#I have never felt more like I have bungled it :(#which is not a fun feeling#I donât know 100% if itâs true! thereâs a lot of excitement and investment but I just feel like I have bungled it#is this just the May exhaustion#idk. talk to me. would love to hear your thoughts
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Man, I miss CR.
I'm very aware that Critrole is still there! But I'm so, so tired these days, with a full-time job where, even if I had the time to stay up until 1AM or later on a weekly basis, I sure the fuck don't have the energy, and let's not even talk about trying to catch up on Saturdays. And I'm so behind. And maybe it was those things or maybe it was just a story mismatch, because I love CR3's characters, but the central philosophical conflict of "are the gods even worth saving?" is just. So supremely uninteresting to me.
Like, that is not a question of morality. Are the gods terrible? Maybe! Probably! So? It's a question of sheer practicality!!! Revolutions are hellish, bloody things that, even when they're successful, more often than not turn into destabilized government, power vacuums, and decades of continued warfare. That doesn't mean they aren't worth having, sometimes, but trying to take down a ruling body without understanding exactly how the system works and how you intend to replace it is a recipe for catastrophe and/or the Reign of Terror. And that's when the government is in charge of the railways and the flow of commerce. You want to continue the moral implications of maybe not taking down a poorly-run revolution against the people who control the tides and make the sun come up? I really hope you have a plan for making sure the sun still comes up!!!
I know that's hardly the only theme of the season, but like. I did my Catholic grappling with the non-existent moral authority of god twenty years ago. I don't have four hours of energy a week left in me to watch it play out these days.
#I'm absolutely not main-tagging this! The tags do not need this negativity!#I love this show and acknowledge its right to play out plotlines that are interesting to people who are not me!#but I'm TIRED and I MISS MY SHOW#and I miss being a person who could stay up until 3AM writing excited rambling meta about my show#I need to start writing meta responses to D20 maybe#I have brain for two hours a week#the seasons are just so short that it's harder to sustain#sigh#really the problem is just that I'm so tired#I'm so so tired
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The campaign setting is SO COOL!!!!!
When Brennan first started speaking, I was confused like "uhh is this unsleeping city related? why we talkin so much about cities?" And there's visuals of marbles moving around and some weird roulette table thing so I start thinking "...Vegas?" But then we see a map IN THE SHAPE OF A FUCKING BRAIN.
A BRAIN THAT IS COLOR CODED.
Satisfying that primal urge to organize everything in my life by color. Anyone else separate a bag of candy by color before you eat any so you know how many of each you have? Just me?
But the set design! The projections on the dome! All the industrial piping and wires and shit!!! It weirdly reminds me of The Stanley Parable? Or maybe Portal? I'm not quite sure how to put it.
I think part of it is the fact that the PCs each exists in different areas of the brain where they all quite literally have their own "jobs". I mean, Brennan is literally wearing your standard white dress shirt and black tie. Combined with all the exposed machinery, this season has the potential to be very meta-gamey about its plot. The story could be the PCs slowly learning that they exist to keep their host as functional as possible, or some of them may know already. And it would be an incredibly "Brennan" move for the Big Bad to be someone on the highest rung of this working class-based society. All that said, even if the story doesn't go in that direction, simply the world itself acting as a representation of the turning gears and inner-workings of a larger system gives off very similar vibes as those two games.
#mainly the parable tbh. for portal its mostly the vibes so u can understand how that would be harder to describe lol#SO EXCITED#this was originally meant to be about the trailer overall but i got carried away#theres just SOOOO MUCH to talk about#what a cool concept and cool set and cool cast and cool production team and AHHHHH#dimension 20#d20#mentopolis#d20 mentopolis
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I saw everyone else drawing a full moon & wanted to join!
#sesskag#sesshomaru#kagome#sesshomaru x kagome#inuyasha#my art#ok ANYWAY#I was very excited to do the pantssssss i love this denim palette+brush its so fun#and less daunting to draw clothes! well modern clothes#I liked playing with brushes on this! I loosened my wrist and let it do what it wanted to kagome's hair#and I actually like ittt I have to remind myself hair is not just a dead thing on your head đ on my hairspray shitđ#I just needed to play and loosen up and focus on something elseeee anything else đ© sesskag is nice its calming#I actually like looking at this omg I'm like next time i feel like going all out#I'm going to reference this photo because there are thingsssss#i wanted kagome's hair to pop more since its kinda the main feature AND I think I accomplished that#I could render it more but...nnnahhhh nah that's my too much gene trying to get out#Im gonna recharge and render the hair even better next time#and sess' hair fringe/bangs are getting harder and easier its weird#yoart
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playing with my new wacom
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#touhou#touhou project#reisen udongein inaba#ringo touhou#its harder to control than my older tablet due to it being smaller but i draw small pictures anyway so im excited for my wacom era
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#back in that weird mental state#and that weird state of grieving#I know I've talked about this before and#I know I sound like a crazy person#you can make fun of me all you want I am already feeling low so what's more#but every time something new comes out#and I think oh my grandma would've loved that#or she would've liked to know about that#but she's not here#and it just makes everything harder#and its so hard sometimes to be excited for things#its so silly I know that#but even just thinking about the new THG book#she would've loved to know there was more to the story#she genuinely enjoyed that franchise#and seeing the new things that come out for it#and I can't share it with her#its just so fucking weird and I hate it
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