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i haven't really dedicated myself to singing since high school when i dropped out of state chorus but i am *this* close to getting back into it
#technically i did have to sing in the past few shows i was in#but i don't really count that for *reasons*#also this is absolutely because of my new legally blonde obsession and I want to be emmett#even though legally blonde is like very technically challenging#the thing is that i am not a naturally talented singer#so it took years of dedication and practice to get to a place i was proud of#since your voice is an instrument that requires practice to improve#but when i was in high school i went through a massive regression and theater was no longer at the forefront of my mind#i also do not really remember any of the technical stuff like how to read music so i am pretty much starting from scratch#i am really getting back into theater tho and i know it would also be great for my mental health#i always struggled with severe anxiety along with everything else but being on stage ironically never made me anxious#it was actually very comforting
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Yan!Prodigy x Rival you
Rated 18 + â mature short content !
Includes: enemies to lovers?â not really he falls in love pretty quick, first time kissing, stalking, admitting his feelings, he gets excited by the tiniest sight of skin, heâs delusional, gender neutral reader.
*I played violin for a couple of years, but my knowledge is a bit dusty and itâs been awhile đŹ And sorry for not posting! Iâve been busy with studying for the SAT! He is referred to as âyour enemyâ and this is purely fictional writing!*
Synopsis: Heâs been on the top of his game for years. Heâs known as the most talented violinist, and his ability to play has brought people to tears. All until you came along and threatened his legacy.
He was upset and furious that a nobody like you could win the spot of the first chair. You were now the center of attention, and not him. He wanted to break you down.
But⌠why did he find himself yearning for you?
Heâs been practicing for years. He spent his whole life dedicating to the art of music. His fingers have been numb before, his wrist hurt, and heâs been staring at music sheets for so longâ that everything looked like notes to him.
Heâs been the first chair. He climbed his way to the top, he earned his reputation, and everyone admires him.
So, a little and measly talent like you shouldnât have been in his spot. He had to audition for that seatâjust like everyone elseâ but he knew that the directors loved him the moment he stepped on the stage.
He created masterpiece after masterpiece, and heâs a well sought out man.
He heard murmurs and whispers as he sat down behind you. He could feel everyone look at you with fascination, and admiration. He scowled and his grip on the neck of the violin was tight. He imagined ripping you out of the chair, or shoving his bow down your throat.
He had a steely gaze as you turned around to look at the person who had been glaring daggers at you. You smile at him, feeling a bit bad that youâre a newbie who took his usual position.
Why was his heart beating?
âDont look at me.â The man scowled at you. His face slowly turning pink, and he looked away as you turned to face him again.
For the first time ever, he was distracted. As the show began he could hear his mistakes. He felt his hand shake, and he accidentally pressed down too hard on the string- causing an eerie squeaking noise. He looked up to see what you were doing and you are confident, each note of yours is perfect, and you were clearly the better choice. His eyes slowly widened as he became hypnotized by the way you moved, and the way your hand was so nimble.
ââŚfuck.â He was falling in love. That has never happened to him before. His body is filled with warmth, his heart fluttered, and he felt like he could float on the wave of happiness. For the first time everâ he felt alive.
The person next to him gently kicked at his chair, and he snapped out of it. He looked back at the sheet, and he realized he lost his place. His eyes and ears frantically tried to figure out where they were.
The show was a nightmare. He got chewed out for the very first time, and he hung his head low. He made multiple mistakes, made a mockery of the whole orchestra, and organization. He apologized to everyone, and he seethed at how people thought he was slipping.
You were the only one to approach him. Your enemy threw his jacket on, ready to leave, but he paused when he saw you.
âHey⌠Iâm sorry-â
He raised a hand to stop you. âItâs not your fault.â He said curtly, and he grabbed his instrument case. He brushed past you, and quickly made it out of the building. He had to stop and take a breather- leaning on the wall as he felt red cheeks. He always felt a rush of adrenaline and excitement when you came close to him.
Thatâs when the stalking began. I mean it was a total accident, and he didnât mean to find your apartment⌠he just happened to know it was yours, because of the way the melodic sound came from the window. He was across the street, and he was able to see you sway, and play with such emotion. He stood there for what felt like years, and he started to film you.
He would rewatch them at night in his bed. A huge smile on his face as he was able to relive that moment. Before he knew it⌠he kissed the screen.
He came to practice early in the morning. Your enemy had to keep up a cool facade, and he ignored your little âhelloâ to him. He sat in his chair, feeling a bit bitter, but he knew it was well deserved. Youâre a good violin player, and he was coming to terms with it. He sighed as he brought his instrument out of the case, he took out his tuner, and he started to tune his instrument. He fiddled with the fine tuners, and eventually adjusting the pegs when that didnât work.
The whole entire time⌠he glanced at you. His heart swelled up as he saw you take off your jacket, and he gulped as he saw your shoulders.
Ohhh god.
He slightly groaned as his pants felt tighter.
He heard the peg creak, his fingers mindlessly kept turning and turning. He gasped as the string he was trying to tune snapped, he felt it hit his cheek, and out of surprise he dropped his violin.
He was so embarrassed as you helped him get an ice pack. You two were in the tiny hallway, an ice pack in your hand. Instead of handing it to him, you placed it on his cheek for him. You made him feel better, told a little joke about what happened and he let out a chuckle.
He saw you smile and step closer to him. Was this seriously happening? He immediately kissed you back as you pressed against him, one arm around your waist and the other on the back of your head. You tasted wonderful.
He started to moan out your name, your hand now down his pants, and he arched his back. His hands then gripped at the brick wall, his hips jerked with the movement, and he felt his orgasm coming pretty close.
He felt you pull down his pants and boxers, and you got down onto your knees, and your tongue stuck out to lick his length.
âGod, I love youââ He pants, his stomach tightening as his arousal grew.
âHello?â
Hello?
His eyes came back to focus on your hand waving in his face. He gulped as he took a step back. You were confused as to what happened, you tried to speak to him, but it looked like he was lost in his thoughts. His face was flushed and he was murmuring incoherent things.
The man quickly snatched the ice pack and he panickedâ his dick twitchingâ and he ran away from you.
Allure: Itâs a pretty short fic, unedited, and i wrote this on my break đ yandere x zombie part three should be coming soon.
#Allurilove yandere writing#tw stalking#tw yandere#yandere prodigy x rival you#violin prodigy#male yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#yandere x darling#yandere oc#yandere drabble#yandere imagines#obsessive love#yandere stalking#enemies to lovers#delulu#delusional
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smart, sexy, lacy, iâm losing it lately.
pairing. student!yang jungwon x student!fem!reader
summary. jungwon has always hated you, right from the start. you were too nice, too smart for your own good, and latelyâyouâve been starting to get too pretty for yang jungwon to handle.
authorâs note: HAPPY BDAY YANG JUNGWON WOOOOO hereâs a post dedicated to my bias, the loml. this fic is entirely based off of oliviaâs song âlacyâ, one of my favorites off her guts album!
Yang Jungwon thought you were the most insufferable person he met. Not only were you overly nice, but you were so smart that you got the highest scores unlike bitter Jungwon who always managed to score second place.
âIâm losing it,â Jungwon whispers underneath his breath as he lifts his paper up into the air. A big red 99 was scribbled on top of his paper.
âI donât know why youâre so upset.â Sunghoon, a friend of Jungwonâs, took a seat next to the mess of a boy who was currently ruffling his hair in stress. âA 99 is good Wonie!â
âNo itâs not,â he mumbles, placing his head against the table. âNo itâs not. Song Y/N managed to get a 100 again.â
Almost as if the universe knew Jungwon was talking about you, you passed by the two boys, waving a quick hello to Sunghoon.
âDonât wave back.â Jungwon mumbles, lifting his head up slightly to glare at Sunghoon.
âWhat? Why?â Sunghoon whines, eyebrows furrowed. âI donât know why you hate her, sheâs a sweetheart.â
âLook at her,â Jungwon mutters in disgust as he finally straightens his posture to look at you. âGodâs favorite childâSong Y/N. Those stupid ribbons in her hair make me want to barf.â
Sunghoon doesnât say it, but heâs ultimately very concerned for Yang Jungwon. Heâs known the boy for years and it confuses him on why he hates you so much. You have been nothing but nice to the both of them since freshman year of high school.
âWhy do you care so much Won?â
âI donât.â
Itâs a lie, one that Sunghoon detects from a mile away.
Yang Jungwon cares. He cares a lot. He lets his hatred of you take over his life, and it leaves him feeling miserable.
When Yang Jungwon walks into creative writing, his favorite class of the day, he is hit by the overwhelming smell of your perfume.
Heâs practically memorized it by now because everytime itâd come into his presence, his nose would flare up and his body would tense. Vanilla and macadamia, of course youâd wear something like that.
You probably donât noticeâor at least Jungwon hopes you donât noticeâbut heâs always staring at you, quickly looking away when you make eye contact. Sometimes, heâd huff under his breath about how ridiculous you look with your ponytail, even though Yang Jungwon knows it looks adorable on you.
Being around you was like sweet torture in the young brunetteâs eyes.
âJungwon!â You say as you make your way to him on one afternoon. âCongratulations on making it as class secretary! I knew you could do it!â
Jungwon bites the inside of his cheek, not expecting your input.
Youâre too nice. Youâre way way too nice to him. He thinks.
âThanks.â He clears his throat, suddenly feeling uncomfortable. Although you were complimenting him, it felt like bullets piercing through his skin.
âI dyed my hair, do you like it?â You give him a smile, oblivious to the current crisis that Yang Jungwon was going through.
You did dye your hair. It was a bright blonde now, kind of reminding him of Regina George, you knowâminus the bitch part.
âItâs⌠okay.â He mutters. âListen Y/N, I have a lot of work, do you mind?â
You shake your head quickly, muttering out a small apology before taking off to find your friends.
Yang Jungwon wouldnât ever say it out loud, but you looked dazzling in your newly dyed hair. You looked like Bardot reincarnated, and Yang Jungwon was so fucked because he knew that he couldnât escape you wherever heâd go.
It was almost as if you were made out of Angel dust.
âAre you out to get me?â Yang Jungwon slams his hand on your table, jolting you from your work.
âWhat are you talking about?â You say, still putting on a smile despite being confused.
âAre you out to get me?â Jungwon feels out of breath now that heâs all up close and personal to you. âYou poison everything I do!â
âWhat do you mean?â You frown, the feeling of sadness suddenly seeping over you. âJungwon?â
âYou know that I just loathe you lately? Do you Song Y/N?â Jungwon looks away in distress, tongue poking the inside of his cheek. âMy mind, itâs like I canât get you out of it, and I donât know what to do. I hate youâI swear I doâbut I donât know anymore! My mind practically worships you Song Y/N!â
Jungwonâs eyes widen when he realizes heâs said too much, especially when he comes in contact with your face thatâs bright red in shock.
âIâm sorryâI shouldnât haveââ
âJungwon, itâs okay.â You take his hands into yours, rubbing it comfortingly. âI kind of knew for a while, Sunghoon told me. I know all these feelings must be confusing but you know Iâm here for you regardless.â You smile at him. âI like you Yang Jungwon.â
Jungwonâs mouth goes dry, and for the first time, he canât think of anything to insult you with. âI.. I like you too Song Y/N.â
âFinally.â Sunghoon emerges suddenly from behind you two, making Jungwon gasp in shock.
âYah! Donât do that hyung!â Jungwon complains, hands still holding on tightly to yours.
âSorry, had to get my two favorite kids together.â
Yang Jungwon wasnât sure of many things, but he was sure of 2. One: he liked you a lot, and two: he was definitely going to kill Park Sunghoon for telling you everything.
#enhypen x reader#enhypen#enhypen imagines#enhypen fanfiction#enhypen fic#enhypen fluff#enhypen texts#enhypen x female reader#enhypen x y/n#enhypen x you#jungwon x y/n#jungwon x you#jungwon imagines#jungwon fluff#jungwon x reader#enhypen jungwon#jungwon
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[RE4] Kinktober Day 11: "In Heat"
Summary: Livestock guardians were rare enough, and training them was no easy feat either. But...being in a bind, you decided to take your chances and adopt one! Only, you weren't warned that his heats would be so...intense.
Warning(s): Perv!Reader (She watches Leon fuck his pillow), Yearning(Leon wishes to fuck the reader but doesn't), Dog!Hyrbid Leon, Whiny! Leon, Begging, Masturbation (Both on the reader's and Leon's side obv), Thigh-fucking, Leon low-key being a horn dog.
Side Note(s): Lol I was going to do Lycaon (again) from ZZZ butâ the fact I haven't dedicated any Kinktober days to my favorite baddie Leon Kennedy yet is blasphemous, so here I am <33
Searching for a good livestock guardian dog was hard.
Costs aside, training them and getting them used to the farm animals was no easy task. It took a lot of patience and practice over the years and even then? The dog wasn't promised to be absolutely perfect! In hindsight though, you knew you should've been on the lookout the second you had begun buying the necessary resources for your farm. After all, it seemed like just yesterday when you were still waiting for your house to be built, and now? You were only a month away from moving!
The clock was ticking, you needed a guardian dog and you needed one now. No training required.
Which was how you ended up where you are today, at a dog hybrid adoption center, located in the center of your small town. It was a homey place, plenty of space for the hybrids to wander around, and even a dedicated meeting area for them and their potential owners to get to know one another. At first, you felt almost...strange, for considering a hybrid for your farm.
They were called "hybrids" for a reason. They were human but...with animal features and some tendencies here and there, you probably wouldn't even have been here today if your friend hadn't convinced you to at least check it out and so far? You were having no more luck than you were shopping the market for a traditional dog.
"Do you have any hybrids that are good with livestock? Guarding, maybe?" You asked the front desk worker after another conversation with a hybrid cut short.
You weren't searching for a puppy, they had too much energy and you were certain that wouldn't bode well with the animals! An older dog would have been preferable. "Still no luck?" The woman said with an apologetic smile as she searched through the system.
You shook your head with a sigh. "I'm moving in a month, I want to hopefully find a dog today and bring him home soon so I can get him or her used to me."
The woman didn't respond for a beat or two, her eyes narrowed in focus as she searched and searched...until her eyes brightened and she turned the computer screen towards you. "Leon may be a good fit for you! His background is in government, very calm and dependable." As you looked at the picture, you were shocked that no one had picked him yet. good traits aside, he was handsome and you knew that there was a market for people who preferred to use their hybrids for lovers rather than pets.
Not that you planned to use him in that way of course.
"Is he available to talk now?" You asked.
"He will be tomorrow! We try to give our shyer residents more time to know when they want to be spoken to."
You nodded your head in understanding as the worker passed you a few documents to sign as well as choosing a time when you wanted to talk. You suddenly felt nervous, intimidated even! When you looked at Leon Kennedy's profile, he appeared dangerous and you weren't just talking about the deadly scowl on his face nor the fact that he was a Malinois hybrid. His eyes were a deep baby blue, combined with his dirty blonde hair and his hardened features as well as his muscular frame.
You weren't able to deny that he was handsome.
But...you could worry about keeping your mind out of the gutter once you talked with him.
. . .
The next day came by quick. The second you woke up, you were already getting ready to meet with your potential hybrid and you wanted to make a good first impression! You donned a cute but professional style and even took the time to bring gifts as well as had photos of your current apartment and new home already saved to your phone. You wanted to make sure all your cards lined up to having Leon accept you as his owner.
And...you thought you were doing good so far, hopefully. As you currently sat in front of him, his expression was unreadable as his eyes flicked from the photos of your home that you had given him as well as the treat basket you brought along with you.
"You want me as a livestock guardian?" He questioned.
"Yes!" You chirped. "The animals aren't there yet but they will be pretty soon, about a week or two after I move in."
When he didn't respond, you added on a question. "Are you...good with livestock?"
He slowly nodded his head. "I can learn, it can't be any harder than guarding people."
"Your profile mentioned you were in the government. What did you do?"
"Classified missions." He curtly responded.
"...Like?"
He scoffed at your pushiness. "The word classified is there for a reason."
"Seeing as you're still so loyal, you must've been a good one." You complimented. You tried to withhold a chuckle at the sound of Leon's tail thumping against his chair. "Why did you leave?"
"Iâ" You tilted your head when he paused, the sight of his cheeks beginning to tint pink a little also making your suspicions go up before his shoulders eventually slumped and he sighed. "It's not important, I was simply no longer fit for the missions they were assigning me." His ears flattened at the memory of him being dismissed. For the last few years since that day, he tried to convince himself that it was for the best but...he was used to being active, constantly on the move and doing things. Trading that lifestyle for a quiet and inactive one here in the shelter?
Although the place was nice, it wasn't for him!
Life on a farm could give him some movement, some purpose again.
"Well, I think you'll be a perfect fit for my farm! If you want to actually come with me that is."
Leon looked you up and down, you appeared hard-working and stern. But kind and gentle, it also helped that you were a pretty thing to look at. After being in the government for so long, so many missions where he'd seen the most unimaginable horrors that no normal person should ever see...it was nice to know that he'd be able to look at you all day, working for you.
So, he nodded his head, his tail once again beginning to wag at the sight of your smile.
You grinned. "We'll get along just fine, you and me!"
. . .
And get along fine, the both of you did.
It turns out that there was a reason why Leon wasn't adopted. His ruts were insatiable.
A week after adopting him, you and he had spent the entire time decorating the room you had dedicated to him! You had learned that before he worked for the government, he used to be a guard cop (the puppy photos he had shown you were absolutely adorable might you add) and he was a fan of old-school music groups. You had struck gold with him, you thought. He was a hard worker and was relatively quiet! Although his jokes were a little dry and he had so many cop one-liners that you couldn't even begin to count them all.
You liked Leon.
And that like towards him...you wouldn't deny that it began to inch towards a more romantic direction, especially after what you were currently witnessing tonight.
"F-Fuck..." Through the crack of Leon's door, he was currently rutting against his pillow feverishly. It was bunched up underneath him, his claws threatening to tear the sheets underneath him with how hard he was rutting his dick back and forth on the pillow.
You should've turned away, you should've ignored that ache that started to build up in the pit of your stomach. It was inappropriate of you to watch him like some type of pervert! And you almost did until...you heard your name. "Y-Y/N..." Leon panted out, you could see the light of the moon shine on the hint of drool that began to dribble out the side of his mouth. He sucked in his bottom lip as he threw his head back with a low growl. "Fucking cute owner..." He whined. "I-If only you would help me..." His words were so whispered that you almost missed it.
The ache in your panties was growing near unbearable, and even as every rational part of your brain told you to keep your hand away from your throbbing clit, to go back to bed and act like you hadn't seen or heard anything. You continued to stay, soon clasping a hand around your mouth in order to withhold the moan that threatened to escape from your lips. Especially as your fingers began to circle around your clit, the aching growing more and more by the second as you continued to listen in on Leon's moans.
"Fucking hellâ" Suddenly Leon pushed the pillow away from him before he sat on the bed, his hand quickly rushing to his cock as he started to fist his length, the slick sounds of his hand moving along his cock aiding in your own masturbation as you began to finger yourself to the pace of his hand movements.
And in the process, you imagined what his cock would feel like inside your sex. You imagined the veins along his cock rubbing against your inner walls, the sound of his rough growls against your ear whilst the lewd sounds of his pelvis meeting your ass rang throughout the air. "Y' like that owner?" You heard Leon mutter to himself before his curses steadily turned into moans.
You could tell he was close by the way he began to buck into his own hand, causing you to speed up your own ministrations as it quickly became a struggle to withhold your moans. Until a squeak accidentally escaped your lips, and Leon's ear flicked to the door before his pants began to slowly come to a stop.
Yet his hand didn't. "Naughty girl..." Leon said in your direction.
You quickly tore your hand from your underwear with a gasp, but before you could walk away. Leon stopped you with a sharp growl. "Leaving so soon after watching me fuck my own hand? And while you were flicking your clit." He snapped. "Get in here and help me out!" He ordered.
You hesitated for another moment or two before you slowly inched the door open with an embarrassed blush on your face. However, your hybrid had little concern for your embarrassment at the moment before he suddenly rose to his feet and grabbed ahold of your arm, and forced you to sit on the bed. His eyes were trained on you as he then pushed you gently to lay on your back whilst he lifted your legs.
You softly moaned at the feeling of his hard cock pressing against your ass briefly before he took your chin into his hand. "...Can I?"
You heard the desperation in his voice and how hard he was trying to reel it in. "I just wanna fuck your thighs, promise. Nothing else, just that." He assured you, his hips unconsciously bucking against the back of your thighs. And the second you nodded your head "yes", he let out a deep moan when he finally pushed himself between your plush thighs. "Been thinkin' 'bout this for a week..." He began to babble.
"You and this sexy body," He moaned. "Made my rut come early..." You whined when his hand began to feel up and down your body, all before his hand began to rub at your clit. "Clearly you've been thinkin' about me too, huh?"
You nodded shamelessly. "T-Tried not to..." You admitted with a whisper. "Didn'tâoh...âwant to make you uncomfortable..."
"With having a slutty owner who likes the idea of her personal dog fucking her needy cunt? Oh no baby, quite the opposite..." Then he leaned down to press his soft lips against your own, the feeling of your lips on his own after so many previous nights of imagining them on his cock...he couldn't help but begin to fuck your thighs with more fervor. "Couldn't get you out of my mind." He mumbled against your lips.
Leon's other large hand then left your waist to begin fondling your breasts, taking more care to give one of them more attention than the other as he began to flick your nipple. Leon's body was practically molding with your own body as he continued to kiss you, his technique becoming more sloppy along with his thrusts. "C-Close..." He whispered, tearing his lips from your own when you lightly smacked him for air.
You moaned. "M-Me too." You responded, a needy whine leaving your lips when he began to speed up his rapid flicking of your clit. Your increased moans and whines were going straight to his cock, nothing but lust and adoration for you as both his owner and the woman he now wanted to breed coursing through his veins as he felt your pussy twitch as his cock rubbed against it. "Cumming!" You just barely managed to get out before your eyes slammed shut and your mouth opened in a silent scream.
Leon wasn't too far behind as a string of curses fell from his lips, his hips bucking against your ass a few more times before he stilled and you felt strings of his hot cum shoot out and onto your stomach and chest. The two of you breathed heavily, the lust in the air hot and unignorable as you both came down from your highs. With a shakey moan, however, Leon slipped from your thighs as he looked over you.
Already he could feel himself getting hard. Something that you quickly took notice of. "A-Already...?" You said tiredly.
He nodded his head, his tail beginning to wag eagerly as he gently began to part your legs. "You're the reason why my rut started early...take responsibility."
It seemed you were in for an even longer night further taking care of your new hybrid...
#smut#leon kennedy#leon kennedy smut#leon kennedy x reader smut#leon x reader#resident evil 4#hybrid! leon kennedy#resident evil smut#leon kennedy fanfic#leon s kennedy x reader#resident evil x reader#leon kennedy x you#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy x y/n#kinktober 2024#kinktober
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Just Your Tribal Chief (Roman Reigns x fem!Reader)
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Description: In the chaotic world of WWE, where titles and egos clash, the Women's World Champion faces a new kind of challenge: her own boyfriend, Roman Reigns...
Warnings: NSFW, MDNI, smut, angst, slight daddy kink, dirty talk, rough sex, oral sex (m recieving), semi-public sex, voyeurism, lil bit of choking, Tribal Chief-mode...
Word Count: 3.8k
Tags: @trippinsorrows (literally don't know who else to tag so if you want to be tagged in any future Roman fics, let me know!)
Her face was hard as stone as she followed her boyfriend, struggling to keep pace with his towering strides. Despite her own formidable strengthâshe wasnât the undisputed WWE Womenâs World Champion for nothingâhis height advantage was undeniable.
She had earned her title through relentless dedication, ever since she started training at fifteen. She had bulldozed through her opponents, male and female, during her NXT days and earned her place on both RAW and Smackdown. Being assigned as a Free Agent in the 2023 draft by Hunter had been the culmination of years of sacrifice.
Thatâs when the chaos began.
Interviews, talk show appearances, high-stakes matchesânothing could deter her from her goal. Her ultimate triumph came at Wrestlemania 39 when she vanquished the one and only Charlotte Flair. It took her long enough to comprehend that she had in fact defeated the daughter of the man sheâd sat and watched hours of as a kid. But it happened.
Life was perfect; she was the champion, her boyfriend retained every time. Pure bliss, right?
No.
Just⌠no.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you today?â Y/N spat, slamming the door behind her as they entered his locker room. His. Of course, his.
âMe?â Joe laughed, running a hand over his face as he paced the length of the room. âWhatâs wrong with me?â
âYeah, you. Youâve been bitching all day, Joe!â She crossed her arms, her eyes ablaze.
âOh, Iâm Joe now,â he jabbed a finger into his chest, halting his stride. âOut there, Iâm Roman Reigns, undisputed championâbut in here, Iâm fuckinâ Joe.â
Y/N was baffled. Joe hated being referred to by his ring name when they were alone; he despised being treated like a superstar off the clock. So what was this?
âLast time I checked, your name was Joe,â she huffed.
âAnd the last time I checked, my girlfriend didnât let men leer at her like sheâs a whole ass meal on a plate.â
She laughed bitterly, amused by his newfound insecurity. She had never seen this side of him before. They had joked about it, but it had always been about his magnetic presence and how women practically swooned around him.
âAw, are you jealous?â she taunted, leaning forward. âIs that what this is about? Does my success fracture your delicate little ego?â
She wasnât about to let anyone, especially a man, undermine her. Not even when it was hers.
âYou get off on this, huh?â Joeâs brows narrowed as he stepped closer. âYou get off on antagonising me all the damn time!â
âAntagonising you? I was doing a fucking interview, you insecure prick! What am I supposed to sayâoh, sorry, I canât talk today, my Tribal Chief is a little fragile, let me come back once his dick is intact again!â
âOh, my dick be stayinâ intact, babygirl, you know that better than anyone.â
âDonât fucking detract, Joseph.â
âIâll stop detracting once you admit that⌠guy out there was gunninâ for your number. My boyâs eyes couldnât even stay focused!â
As they argued, they closed the distance between them, Y/Nâs neck craning to meet Joeâs intense gaze. She couldnât deny the thrill of seeing him riled up, though she knew this wasnât genuine anger. She recognised angry Joe, and this wasnât him.
This was angry Roman.
Narrowing her eyes, Y/N chuckled, her nose inches from his. Joeâs lips curled into a sneer before he straightened, taking a deep breath.
âJoeââ
âIâm not gonâ tell you again, Y/NâŚâ he began, his voice measured, before he lowered his head, his eyes locking with hers, darker and more menacing. âWhen we in these four walls. This arena. Hell, when we at workâŚâ He loomed over her, metaphorically trapping her, though she was free to leave if she chose to.
âIâm Roman Reigns. Ainât no Joe here. Do you see Joe in this room right now, baby?â
She bit back a grin, revelling in the tension. Damn, she was fucked up, but she loved it.
Before she could respond, his large hand encircled her neck, holding her in place.
âI asked you a question,â he growled, his voice rough and commanding.
Her irritation melted into a dull ache low in her abdomen, her thighs clenching involuntarily. She exhaled shakily, struggling to maintain her composure.
âNoâŚâ
The whisper conveyed everything he needed to know.
âGood,â he murmured, his fingers tightening on her neck. âNow, are you gonâ make it up to me, or are we gonâ keep fighting?â
Y/N swallowed hard, the air between them electric. âMake it up to you?â she asked, a mischievous glint in her eyes, testing him.
He didnât reply with words. Instead, he closed the distance between them, his lips crashing down on hers with a fervour that sent shivers along every inch of exposed skin on her body. The kiss was demanding, urgent, reflecting the tension that had been simmering all day.
His hands travelled down to her waist, gripping her possessively as she responded with equal passion, her fingers tangling in his hair, just below where it was all neatly held together in a characteristic man bun. They stumbled backward until her back hit the wall, pinning her in place with his weight. Breaking the kiss, he gazed down at her with dark, smouldering eyes.
âYou know exactly what to do, babygirl,â he murmured, his voice a low rumble that weakened her knees. âShow me just how sorry you are.â
Her breath hitched, heart racing as she nodded, her fingers already working to unbutton his pants. The anticipation was almost unbearable, but it only heightened the intensity of the moment.
She sank to her knees, a willing captive to his dominance. Joe chuckled, pleased with her compliance.
âEven when we arguinâ, you still so desperate for this dick,â he taunted as she tugged down his pants and briefs. She didnât have to look up to know he was smirkingâthat signature smirk that always had her pulse quicken.
âWell, sometimes itâs the only way to get you to shut up,â Y/N retorted, unabashedly cheeky as she stroked him with a deliberate slowness, savouring his reaction.
âBabygirl, that mouth of yours better get to work before I do somethinâ âbout it.â
Instead of following through immediately, she paused, her hands resting on her thighs. Eyes wide and provocative as she looked up at him innocently.
âWhat are you doing?â Joe asked, narrowing his gaze. Her innocent facade only fuelled his frustration.
She simply shrugged, maintaining her coy demeanour.
A slow, understanding smirk spread across his face. âOh, you wanna play that today, huh?â His voice was low, almost a growl, filled with a predatory hunger.
Y/N licked her lips slowly, teasingly, her eyes glued onto his. âMaybe I do,â she murmured with a slight husk.
Joeâs smirk turned into a wicked grin. âAâight then, babygirl, letâs see how long you can keep this up.â
Without warning, he grabbed a fistful of her hair, yanking her head back slightly, not enough to hurt her, but enough to assert his dominance. Y/Nâs heart raced, a shiver of anticipation running down her spine. She loved when he took control, loved the raw, primal intensity that radiated from him in moments like this.
âLook at me,â he commanded, his voice rough and authoritative.
She complied, her wide eyes locking with his. The room seemed to shrink around them, the outside world fading away as their focus narrowed to just the two of them. They didnât even care that someone could walk in at any moment.
âYou know what I want, donât you?â Even though his tone was softer, it still carried a growl in its undercurrent.
âYesâŚâ
âThen stop playinâ games and show me.â
With that, he released her hair, his hand moving to the back of her neck, guiding her forward. She didnât need any more encouragement. She wrapped her fingers around the base of his length, her other hand resting on his thigh for balance, and took the bulbous head between her lips. Slowly. Just enough to savour the taste of him.
Joe let out a low groan, his eyes closing for a moment as he felt the warmth of her tongue circling the sensitive skin. âThatâs it, babygirl,â he murmured, his hand tightening slightly. âJust like thatâŚâ
She worked him with a deliberate slowness, swirling and teasing around himâtorturing him with every movement. She traced the tip of her tongue along the bulging vein that stood out prominent along the underside of his cock, applying pressure at the correct places. Just that alone caused a light throb against her, his breathing to grow heavier, more ragged with each passing second.
âFuck, Y/N,â he growled with a strained cadence. âYou gonâ make me lose my damn mind.â
Her response was a soft hum, the vibration shooting right through him. She loved having this effect on him, loved knowing she could drive him to the edge with just her mouth. Increasing the pace slightly, she took him deeper, her fingertips digging into his thigh for further leverage.
Joeâs hand slid from her neck to her jaw, guiding her movements, dark eyes surveying her every move. âThatâs it, baby, take it allâŚâ he encouraged lowly. âShow me how much you want this dick.â
It was inevitable that his gravelly words made her moan around him. Made her core tighten around nothing. Throat relaxing, she forced more of him into her mouth, pushing herself to her limits. Eyes watering from the effort.
âFuck,â Joe hissed, his hips bucking involuntarily. âYouâre so fuckinâ good at this.â
She pulled back slightly, gasping for breath as she ran her hand along his length, coating the entirety with residue spit. Before he could even process it, he was back in her mouth, and her warm palm was skillfully lowering to pay attention to his full balls. A steady massage. The combination was almost too much for him to handle.
âShit, Y/N,â he groaned. âYou keep that up, and I ainât gonâ last much longer.â
Y/N pulled back, a string of saliva connecting her lips to his throbbing cock. She looked up at him with a hint of arrogant pride. âMaybe thatâs the point,â she teased breathlessly.
âOh, you think youâre clever, huh?â
She nodded, a sly smile playing on her lips. âMaybe.â
He grabbed her by the arm, pulling her up to her feet and pressing her back against the wall. âWeâll see how clever you are when Iâm done with you,â he growled, his lips smashing against hers in a bruising kiss.
She whimpered into his mouth, hands flying to his broad shoulders as she clung to him. His punishing assault had her arching into him, her body pressing against him in a desperate attempt for any friction. She even went as far as to roughly tug at his bun, clumsily pulling the hair tie from his head and letting it snap around her wrist for the time being. The way his hair framed his face when down and free had her yearning. Every. Single. Damn. Time.
Rough, calloused hands played with her, yet failed to relieve any of the growing arousal below her waist. He squeezed at every curve he could grasp, a non-verbal worship of the woman in his arms, despite his harsh demeanour.
âYou want this, babygirl?â he murmured against her lips, dragging her across the room with him. âYou want me to fuck you? Here? With everyone walkinâ around outside?â
âYes,â she gasped as she felt the back of her legs hit the couch. âPlease, Joe.â
He chuckled darkly, pulling back to look at her. âSorry, who?â
âRoman,â she corrected herself quickly, voice shaky. âPlease, RomanâŚâ
âGood girl.â Even though, in essence, he praised her, one could not miss the slight condescension woven between the words. A condescension that intensified as he guided her back until she let her weight fall onto the plush, cushiony surface behind her. With one hand propping himself up, his other traced light circles along her bare leg, slowly creeping further up until it disappeared under the skirt that started it all. The short, form-fitting skirt she chose to wear that day for her interviews. The one that showed off the shapely contours of her bodyâtoned legs and all.
He hadnât even gotten beneath the thin material of her underwear and he could already feel the dampness collecting on the fabric. âDamn, so wet for me already.â
She whimpered, bucking her hips against his hand, desperate for more. âPlease,â she begged weakly.
Narrowing his eyes down at her, he gauged her reaction, every contortion in her face, as his fingers gingerly slid beneath her panties, barely grazing her weeping folds. That alone caused Y/N to let out a breathy moan, her head falling back against the couch as the small grant of relief encompassed her.
âYou like that, huh?â he taunted, allowing the tip of his middle finger to apply the slightest pressure, scarcely touching her sensitive nub. âYou like it when Daddy touches you like this?â
âYeahâŚâ She furrowed her brows at the sensation of Joeâs fingers dragging downwards, teasing around her entrance. He lowered his head down to hers, pressing a light kiss to her forehead before he pushed forward, allowing a single finger to slide into her with ease.
It seemed almost immediate that she clenched around him, the bare minimum sending her into utter bliss.
âSo fuckinâ tight,â he groaned with a smirk, lips moving to brush against her ear. âI canât wait to dick you down, babygirl. Feel all this,â he added his ring finger without warning, steadily stretching her in preparation, âaround me.â
Y/N was trembling with need, her body threatening to take her pleasure by grinding into him, but she refrained, knowing the outcome was always a prize in the face of anticipation.
âPlease, Roman,â she sighed, moving her head to look up into his eyes. âPlease.â
He continued to taunt her, pulling his fingers from her pussy, only to lift them up to his mouth to suck them clean. âItâs a damn shame you ainât gettinâ no head right now when you taste so good, baby.â
She wanted so badly to cuss him out, to stop this whole thing and make him suffer further. But she knew better. This was all part of the game, and they both loved every second of it.
âAss up, babygirl,â he smoothly demanded, leaving no room for argument as he nodded his head to the side.
Like clockwork, she obeyed, flipping herself onto her hands and knees, finding a place on the couch arm to prop herself up. Back arched, she presented herself to him. For him to use at his disposal. One look ahead and she was caught by the sight of their own reflection in a full-length mirror. Their eyes met, and a smug little smirk appeared on his face as he braced himself on the couch behind her with one knee propped up.
âReady, baby?â he asked, tracing the pre-cum soaked head of his cock along her folds, shimmying the tight fit of her skirt up and over her ass so he had the perfect vantage point.
âAlways readyâplease,â she whimpered, teeth clamping down onto her lower lip. âPlease, Roman, fuck me.â
It was almost brutal, the swift motion that allowed him to sink into her tight hole. She tightened around him within seconds, the burning stretch taking over her entire being for a moment. His thickness stung her, impaled her. Claimed her.
His face strained with his stubborn attempts at refraining himself from going to town on her pussy, his hand momentarily leaving her ass to tug his shirt off. Now she had the glorious sight of not only her needy body bent over for him, but also the perfectly sculpted structure of this Godlike humanâs body.
Whilst he started out slow, giving her the benefit of letting her adjust, it wasnât long before heâd fallen into a brutal pace, hands grabbing at her hips as skin collided and sweat beaded up all over both of them.
âMm, that pussy singinâ for me, baby, yâhear that?â he chuckled airily, leaning back to watch as her core hungrily swallowed his thick dick, the glisten of his shaft when he withdrew, just to slam it back in. The noises were lewd, and entirely theirs.
Y/N could barely think, her body consumed by sheer ecstasy, all provided for by him. Each thrust sent shockwaves through her, building a steadfast pressure as she hung onto the couch for dear life. Her body jolted forward each time his hips collided with hers, a groan reverberating in her chest when he swung particularly hard.
âCanât even speak, Iâm fuckinâ you so goodâŚâ
As much as she hated to hand him a perfectly stroked ego on a fucking platter, she couldnât argue with that very simple fact.
âH-harder,â she managed to squeak out.
Always happy to destroy her, he lifted his leg to plant his Jordans-clad foot on the couch, allowing him to build up momentum as he obliged, his thrusts becoming animalistic. She reached back to grab at one of his hands, pulling it lower and guiding it towards her clit.
âNeedy lilâ girl,â he chastised, but happily circled her swollen clit with a rhythm that matched the ferocity of his thrusts. Glancing up at the mirror, the sight sent him into overdrive; her mouth dropped open, her face flushed and makeup smudging around her eyes. âLook at you, babygirl⌠how fuckinâ beautiful you are takinâ this dick.â
She let out a moan, starting to viciously bounce back against his dick, a fiery look in her eyes as she, too, watched their reflection putting on a picture perfect show curated for an audience of two.
âThatâs it, mama⌠Goddamn, you takinâ me so well.â Joeâs body careened over hers, shadowing her entire form with his. His lips were ghosting beside her ear as he roughly purred, âRemind me to make you sit on my face when we get home.â
Her chest rose and fell rapidly, body rippling as his large arm circled her neck, holding her against him as he went to town on her cunt. Her head fell back against his shoulder, eyes fluttering shut as she felt her climax barreling closer.
âNuh-uh, baby, open those eyes,â he mumbled into her ear. âNeed to see those pretty eyes when I nut in this pussy.â
With a strained whine, she obeyed, forcing herself to open her eyes and look ahead of her.
âGood girl⌠fuck, Y/N.â
âOh my GodâŚâ she groaned.
âAinât no God here, babygirl,â he started, tightening his arm around her neck. âJust your Tribal Chief.â
That did it for her, she arched painfully, pussy fluttering around his shaft. âRoman⌠Iâm gonna cumâfuck, yess, keep goingâŚâ
âYeah? You gonâ give me that nut, huh?â He nodded at her, his hair falling around them as he pressed his lips into her neck, dragging his long tongue over her salty skin, teeth baring down on her as he felt her clench so tightly around him. âGonâ cum on Daddyâs dick like a good lilâ slut?â
âYes, yes, fuck, pleaseââ
âAinât nobody make you feel this good âcept me, baby. You got that?â he said through clenched teeth, pummelling his hips into hers. When she only responded with a shaky whimper, he yanked her against him. âI asked you a question.â
âYes! Nobody can fuck me like you, Daddy, only you!â
âDamn right⌠go on, aulelei, cum for me.â
She didnât need to be asked twice. Without further effort, she let out an elongated whine, high-pitched and unbothered by the very public location. Convulsing, writhing, ears buzzing, she released harshly on his cock, squeezing him so intensely, she could see the effects of it on his face in the mirror.Â
âGoddamn, that pussy cumminâ so hard,â he breathed with a low chuckle. âYou want this nut, baby? You want it?â
Garnering the last of her energy, she nodded fervently.
âTell me. Tell me you want it.â
âI-I want itâŚâ
âWhat do you want?â
âI want you to cum inside me.â
âYou want who to cum inside you?â
âYou!â
âAnd who am I?â
The sensitivity was too much, and her hips jerked, the aftershocks stunning her pussy as Joe chased his high like a cheetah with its prey.
âI said,â he ripped his hand away from her clit, landing a sharp sting of a slap to the side of her ass in the position they were in. âWho. Am. I?â He emphasised each word with a jolting thrust.
âRoman Reigns! Fuck, youâre Roman ReignsâŚâ
âThatâs right⌠You gonâ get this Tribal Chief nut, and you gonâ take it.â
âYes, please, please give me it allâŚâ
âAâight, baby.â His movements became erratic as he soon found his release, practically roaring as he hit his zenith, spilling into her in hot ropes.
All Y/N could do was stay in his grasp, her weight completely limp in his arms as she allowed him to empty his frustrations deep inside her. She already knew sheâd be feeling it seeping out later into the day, but thatâs what she loved so much about it; the hidden reminder that she was his, and nobody could come close.
For a moment, they stayed like that, their bodies entwined, breathing heavily against each other. Eventually, with a huff, Joe pulled out, shoving himself back in his pants and turning her over to face him. His tepid fingers stroked over her hair as he gazed down at her, eyes softening.
âYou okay, babygirl?â
âMhm,â Y/N nodded, a satisfied smile playing on her lips. âMore than okay,â she hummed, leaning into his touch.
Unlike last time, the kiss he planted on her lips was a stark contrast to his roughness. âGood,â he whispered against her.
âAre you actually upset with me? Yâknow⌠about the interview stuff?â she asked quietly.
Joe chuckled, shaking his head. âNot in the slightest⌠Iâm proud of you,â he let her know earnestly, lightly grazing his lips over her nose. âAnd I love you.â
Y/N grinned, almost giddily. âI love you too.â
âDammit, Uce, again?!â
Both Joe and Y/N snapped their attention to the locker room door, where a flabbergasted Jey stood with a take out bag from Waffle House in his hand.
âOh, yeah,â Joe smirked. âI asked the twins to get us some food,â he casually told her.
Her eyes widened, mouth dropping open a bit. âYouâre such a dick.â
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Talent part 3
Paige Bueckers x reader
Summary: You continue texting Paige after she sends you flowers.
a/n: we are getting to them meeting, slowly but surely. Short chapter but I promise part 4 will be longer. Trust.
The flowers were sitting on your coffee table in front of your couch and every time you looked at them, your heart beat sped up and your face grew hot. It took you weeks of constant begging just to get your ex-girlfriend to give you a simple, small bouquet of tulips. Yet here you were, staring at your favorite flowers looking beautiful on your coffee table, given to you by someone you had just met a few hours ago. But there was a part of you that knew not to fall too deep too fast. Because this was exactly how it happened last time, and you didnât know if you could recover from getting hurt by another girl again.
The smart thing to do would just be to give Paige a simple âthanksâ. However, what you wanted to do was buy a plane ticket and pounce on her the second you see her. You chose the smart option. You pull your phone off your charger, finding Paigeâs instagram account and sending her a quick message, âthanks for the flowers.â
About twenty minutes later, you heard a notification ping off your phone and you knew exactly who it was which caused the butterflies in your stomach to multiply instantly.Â
âYou like them?â
âYes.â
âGood.â
Okay, so this is the part where you play smart and leave her on read. Weâre leaving Paige on read. You place your phone on the coffee table by the flowers. And even though you knew that you shouldnât continue the conversation, everything in you itched with hope that she would text you again.
And your prayers were answered.
âYou canât leave me on read after I just bought you flowers.â
You were fucked. Absolutely fucked.
âYouâre right.â
âThere we go, that's a start.â
âYou canât just get me flowers after only talking for a few hours.â
âWhy?â
âHowâd you get my address?â This question hadnât popped into your brain until you realized that you had indeed just met her on a livestream not even twenty four hours ago.
âI got a confession to make.â
âOh god what.â Was this gonna be the part where she confesses to secretly stalking you for years? You honestly didnât know.
âYour best friend, Madison, we close.â Your jaw dropped a little. Madison, your best friend who you had met at an award show years ago, had never mentioned being close with a girl who was exactly your type. What a friend.
âYou know Madison?â
âYeah we met at some event a while back and I texted her asking for your address and she gave it to me.â
Very interesting.
âYou were that committed? To sending me flowers?â
âDamn fucking right.â
This is so fucking dangerous. Y/n, you know better. What the hell are you doing? Put the damn phone down and go shower, eat, watch a movie. Or go back to sleep. But sheâs so damn cute. And sweet. And flirty, AndâŚno donât even go there.
âYou didnât have to do that.â
You saw those three little dots appear and then disappear. Finally, they reappeared a few seconds later. âI told you Iâd show you how beautiful you are and Iâll send you flowers everyday to prove it.â
âPlease donât do that.â
âDid I make you uncomfortable? I really hope I didnât.â
âNo, it doesn't make me uncomfortable at all. I just donât understand why youâre so dedicated when we just met.â
âHonestly? Iâm trying to figure it out bc itâs not a fucking secret that youâre my celebrity crush and I fucking like you.â
âDefinitely not a secret.â
âAnd I can tell youâre like trying to push me away.â
âYou make it really hard to do that.â
âDonât push me away. Youâre like the first girl Iâve been this invested in this quickly.â
Your body practically shuddered at her words and those familiar feelings of butterflies began to stir deep within you. Everything about Paige seemed to be too perfect, as if something was gonna go wrong or she was gonna say something wrong. Before you had the chance to respond, Paige texts you again.
âI wanna see you, princess.â
âSee me?â
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea?â Of course you were nervous about meeting her in person. Who wouldnât be?
Paigeâs text came back within two seconds. âScared youâre gonna like me?â
âNever said that.â
âIâll see you in Hartford, princess.â
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đđđđđđđ: Lee Minho x fem!reader đđŚđđđđ đđ : When you thought it was finally your time to shine, fate plays against you by pairing you with the person you hate the most, making you have to work together to win a dance competition. đşđđđđ: Slow burn, rivals/enemies to lovers, smut đđđđ đđđ˘đđĄ: 11k (damn it, sorry) đžđđđđđđđ đđđđđ đđđ đđđ
N/A: Sorry for the wait, but here it is at last. I'm actually really proud of this, it's my longest work so far so if you like it please reblog it, that would help me a lot. I thought of making this a sort of mini series of the kind of love you would have with the other members, so look out for news soon.
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English NO is my first language.
đžđđđđđđđ: Mention of anxiety attacks (if you are sensitive don't read it) Insults, nicknames: (darling) ,unprotected sex (don't do it), semi-public sex, oral sex, fingering. (I'm sorry if I forgot something) A little bit of angust if you squint your eyes.
Dancing was everything to you, ever since you could remember you knew you were destined to shine on stage, although it wasn't always easy. Over the years you had to do many things, you gave up many others and even lost relationships with important people to pursue your dreams, you worked very hard to get into a prestigious academy and when you finally did you worked even harder to make a name for yourself in the industry, but it was harder than you thought, but still you weren't willing to give up.
You trained for a long time, so much that sometimes you forgot the hours you spent in the practice room, but when your name was among the highest positions you felt that everything was worth it, but there were times when you felt the opposite, no matter how much you concentrated and dedicated time sometimes it wasn't enough, that's why you were determined to win this competition.
When you heard your name you took a breath and ignored all the looks from your classmates and went on stage. The pressure in your chest increased with each step, but you continued walking until you reached the center and looked up to try to see the judges, but with the light reflecting off you it was impossible to know where they were.
You got into position, raised your arms, stretched your legs and stood on your toes.
The music resonated loudly throughout the place, but only you could feel it running through your veins as you danced, it was as if it entered your body and took control of it. You felt like you were in another place when you danced, you felt like for a moment everything else ceased to exist and there was only room for the music.
You gave every part of yourself to that dance and when the music finally stopped you were aware of your heart beating strongly. You opened your eyes and you were back on stage. Your breathing was accelerated and your feet hurt, but you could only smile as you tried to recover.
âThank you very muchâ you gave a small bow, giving way to the nerves that invaded your body and you left the stage to wait for the judgesâ final decision. The other people waited just as anxiously as they watched the number of participants getting smaller and smaller.
You stayed to look at the others, but none of them was better than the last, many fell or made mistakes because of their nerves and that only made you feel more confident for a moment, until you saw him.
Lee Minho.
He was new, but he earned the teachersâ recognition easily, something that bothered you since it took you several years for the teacher to even remember your name, but after finding out that his family was rich and had enough money to buy a place anywhere it only made your hatred towards him grow.
You always avoided him wherever you went and if you met him by mistake you just ignored him, you couldnât stand people like him, crushing the effort and time of others just for a little money.
Still, what bothered you the most about him was that despite everything he did pretty well. When it was his turn, people crowded behind the curtains to watch him and you rolled your eyes, but you didn't leave.
âHe's amazingâ you heard someone say âhe's sure to get the lead roleâ you sighed heavily and turned to see the person who said that comment in your presence and he just lowered his head when your eyes met.
The music started playing through the speakers and he made the first move. You knew the choreography by heart, you had seen him practice over and over again. His movements were delicate and he had perfect control over his body, his arms moved to the beat of the music and his feet marked his steps with harmony.
Lee Minho had a unique glow among everyone, he stood out among the rest with his simplicity and fluid movements, in addition, he was tall, with a sharp face and full lips, but his gaze was cold and calculating. It was like Minho was born with a natural talent that made him steal the attention in any room he entered and that, too, bothered you.
You peeked your head out a little and saw how everyone was lost appreciating his dance, a small part inside you knew it, knew that all your effort had been for nothing (again) and it was all because of him. You walked away from the place with a cloud of ideas in your head and you felt a pressure in your chest and labored breathing, you looked around but your vision began to get blurry.
âShitâ you whispered trying to find a lonely place because you knew what was coming.
You tried to control yourself, but every second that passed was worse. Your hands began to shake and you felt an invisible pressure surround your body, but you let out a small sigh of relief when you saw the bathroom door.
You ran and checked that there was no one there before closing the door and collapsing on the floor. There was no air left and you felt like you could faint at any moment.
You closed your eyes and tried to control your tears, but you knew it was impossible with all those thoughts tormenting you, so you let the sorrow envelop you.
When you came out of the bathroom again, everyone was gathered to hear the judges' decision. Despite your swollen eyes and red nose, you walked among everyone with your head held high and noticed Minho in the distance along with two other people, but you sat far away from the rest, where the shadows would hide you a little.
Everyone was nervous and you could feel the uncertainty in the environment, you just wanted all this to end so you could breathe.
The judges approached where everyone was gathered and the room was filled with absolute silence, everyone was holding hands or praying in their heads to be chosen, but everyone knew that only one could have the lead role.
âFirst of all we want to thank you for participating in this competition, you have all done amazingâ you rolled your eyes, you didnât have time to listen to a whole sermon, you just wanted to hear your name or leave that place âbut after discussing it for a while we have made an important decisionâ everyone in the room had stopped breathing and you could see some of them closing their eyes.
You hated the wait, the silence was eating you up inside and everything around you seemed to shrink, people seemed to have disappeared and you were alone, there was no one who could help you with the pressure that was taking over you, you were cursing in your mind until suddenly between the fog of thoughts you heard your name.
Everyone turned to look at you and a few applauded, but most just sighed tiredly from the defeat. âPlease come forward.â You were still dizzy, but as best you could, you stood up and walked past the judges. The weight of your body vanished when you saw everyone on the other side and you knew it had all been worth it.
You dared to look at them one by one, but when you met Minhoâs gaze, you stopped to savor the victory. Minho just narrowed his eyes and smiled. You felt a shiver run through your body when he looked you up and down.
âPlease donât be discouraged,â said one of the judges. âWe have something new for this occasion.â The people again became agitated and the whispers became louder and louder. âThis time we have decided to give the opportunity to two people.â
âWhat?!â Your voice wasn't the only one that echoed through the place, everyone was surprised by the new announcement and you didn't know how to react, this had been your chance to shine and now you'll have to share it? People were once again in an uproar and the whispers were getting louder, but your mind could only think of the worst.
âWe want to implement a new dynamicâ said another of the judges present to calm the people âso the other person will beâŚâ people were once again in an uproar, you closed your eyes praying for a miracle but then you heard it âLee Minhoâ
You heard some people sigh, others applaud and shout, but in your mind there was only room for one thought as you saw Minho's triumphant smile approaching. You wanted to run, scream, throw yourself through the window and run away from here, but your feet didn't move, you were static with a lost look while Minho stood next to you.
âIt will be a pleasure to work with you, darling,â he whispered to you while the judges were still saying something that you couldn't understand while your heart was pounding hard in your chest wanting to get out, the only thing you wanted at this moment was to wake up from this nightmare.
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You had prepared yourself hours before for this moment, you had arrived about 10 minutes ago, but you couldn't even raise your hand to knock knowing that on the other side was your worst nightmare. You breathed a few more times and counted in your head to do it, but the right moment never seemed to come.
"Damn it" you whispered trying again, you closed your eyes and tried to breathe calmly "one⌠TwoâŚ"
"Just do it" You opened your eyes and turned to that unknown voice, but you would have preferred not to.
Minho was in the hallway leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and a backpack on his shoulders.
"How long have you been there?"
"The same amount of time you've been trying to knock on that door" you sighed and for a moment you felt embarrassed "it's not that hard, you know?"
You weren't going to talk to him if it wasn't necessary and after the small humiliation you finally decided to open the door. The room was empty and you got worried when you heard footsteps behind you, but you didn't turn around to look at him.
You threw your stuff in a corner and sat on the floor, you knew the teacher wouldn't be long in coming so you decided to start stretching.
Out of the corner of your eye you noticed Minho in the other corner of the room, his gaze on you was heavy and although you tried to ignore it something inside you made you want to look at him, dare him.
You dared to look at him in the mirror and held his gaze, no words were needed to read the anger in his eyes, you knew he would have preferred to keep the spot for himself too, but you wouldn't give him the satisfaction of giving up your spot just because of his presence.
Before you could say or do anything, the teacher entered the room and began giving them orders. You took a breath and silently prayed that you could survive the rest of the day.
âThatâs itâ you dropped to the floor as soon as the teacher turned around and walked out the door. You didnât expect her to be more strict than in class, your feet hurt and your whole body felt tense, but according to her this was nothing more than stretching.
âI donât understand why they chose youâ Minho said suddenly starting his game to annoy you, but you ignored him knowing that it would annoy him more âanyone would do it better than youâ you pressed your lips together to hold back the words, but you were starting to feel that little flame inside you start to burn
âThen why arenât they here?â you answered, unable to hold it in and grabbed your things to leave before you lost control.
You left the room as quickly as possible and ran down the stairs to enter the classroom, where the atmosphere was no better than being alone with Minho. You knew there was hate and envy floating in the air, but you ignored it. You always knew that sometimes people hid their true intentions and you were terrified of hanging out with the wrong person, which is why you preferred to be alone.
The class wasn't the best either and you just left there as soon as your day was over. The way home was long, but you preferred to walk to clear your mind a little, but when you got there you just sighed because you knew no one would welcome you.
Sometimes you just wanted someone to talk to you a little, to accompany you to dinner or to invite you out at night, but all you had was an old cat that only meowed when he saw you arrive, but even so you were all you had and you loved him.
You picked him up in your arms and stroked his head as you threw your things away to head to the kitchen.
âDid you miss me?â the cat purred and you let him go to leave him food that he thanked you for by meowing before eating.
Your night routine was nothing special, eating, bathing, watching your favorite series and going to bed leaving a space in the bed for your cat. You looked at the window and sighed wondering if all your decisions in the past were the best idea, you used to have friends, you got the best grades in university and your parents had been proud of you once. You turned over in bed when you felt your cat and hugged him trying to hold back your tears.
âDo you love me?â the cat meowed and you burst into tears feeling an emptiness in your chest.
You had pursued your dreams, but at what cost?
You had lost everything.
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The next day wasn't any better than the day before, or the next, or the next. The whole week you found yourself stuck in a routine between having to endure seeing Minho's face every day, having to endure the hateful looks of your classmates, and your boring routine at home.
The days didn't seem to get any better and when the teacher finally decided on the choreography they would present you were a little happy.
"Okay, now we'll start the real classes" the teacher proceeded to explain that she had been analyzing them to see their strengths and weaknesses, she made some recommendations and then proceeded to show them the dance floor while she performed each one's part separately. You memorized all the steps you could and went over them in your head "your turn"
You didn't turn to look at Minho and you stood in the center of the dance floor waiting for the music to start playing, but when you felt Minho stand behind you and place a hand on your waist you looked at him in the mirror. He didn't look down and you tensed up a little taking a step forward, but he grabbed you and came close to your ear.
âDon't look at me, darling, I wasn't the one who put the stepsâ
âDon't call me thatâ Minho just smiled and before you could say anything else the music started and you just rolled your eyes and focused on dancing.
The times you had to interact with Minho your body would get tense and you couldn't stand to look at him, you looked away somewhere else and just focused on doing it right on your own. The teacher corrected the mistakes and they repeated the choreography over and over again, but that didn't make the experience of dancing with Minho any better.
âAgainâ
You held back a sigh and closed your eyes, your head was starting to hurt. You got into position and took a breath to endure it all again, even though your legs were burning from the effort you were making.
You felt a look and looked up only to see Minho squinting, you hated the way he looked at you, as if you were a sculpture he didn't understand and tried to decipher, as if his gaze could make him see beyond your head and be able to see your thoughts.
âStop looking at meâ
âYou're shakingâ you gritted your teeth and just looked away âare you scared?â
The music started to play and you moved to the side following the steps, but when you were close to him again you couldn't stay quiet.
âScared? Of what exactly?â Minho took your hand and you stood on your toes on one foot while he spun you around âof you?â
âYesâ You rolled your eyes at the same time he let go and you continued dancing until you were facing him.
âDonât make me laughâ Minho grabbed you by the waist and you let your weight fall back while stretching your arms âI feel nothing for you but hateâ you heard a dry laugh
âIt must be hard, right?â you raised your eyebrows, but you didnât stop dancing around him while the music was still playing âI canât feel hate for youâ you missed a step because of his words and you only heard the teacherâs voice in the distance while your thoughts were scrambling in your head, what did that mean?
âYou lieâ
âI donâtâ he said when you crossed in front of him and when you were in front of him again for a second to gain momentum and jump you heard him âthe only thing I feel for you is pityâ
His words echoed in your mind, you didnât notice how close the floor was and you stumbled. You fell to your knees, but you didnât try to get up. His words affected you more than you thought and it made you burn inside
âGet up girl, this isnât overâ the teacherâs voice made you look up, but then someone interrupted in the room âtake a breakâ she said before leaving them
You looked at the floor as Minhoâs words echoed over and over in your head. You wanted to throw yourself at him, hit him, yell at him, but instead you just closed your eyes and tried to think of something else.
âYouâre patheticâ you looked up, but you didnât care much until he spoke again âyou havenât done anything to deserve the positionâ
You wouldnât let that go unnoticed, he could have said anything else and you would get angry, but he didnât know all the effort and sacrifice you had made to get here and you wouldnât let him say that lightly. You stood up and closed the distance, you pushed his chest, but his crooked smile only made you want to hit him with all your might.
"You're nobody to say that," you pointed a finger at his chest as he raised his hands, "you know nothing."
"Do you think that with your miserable efforts you'll reach the top?" The rage inside you was spilling out everywhere and there was nothing that could stop it.
"I've worked hard to be hereâŚ" your voice cracked a little, but you continued "But of course, you wouldn't understand⌠after all, your place was already bought from the beginning" the words were left floating in the air and you noticed how his smile faded, his eyes were two burning black points that would burn the world if they could, but you stayed there, burning with him.
Minho couldn't stand being around you, everything about you made him ignite the anger inside him, your mere presence in the room bothered him, since he saw you dance for the first time he knew it immediately, you were that kind of person that bothered him more than anything in the world, that kind of deluded person that risks everything for their dreams.
âYour efforts are of no use here, darling,â he said suddenly, you clenched the shirt in your fists as he held your hands, âyou are pathetic wherever you go,â his voice was filled with hate and you could see it in his eyes, âwhy donât you do everyone a favor and go back to where you belong? To that filthy little placeâŚâ
His words were choked off before you could allow him to continue, you had freed yourself from his grip and left a mark on his cheek. You werenât going to let him continue talking badly about you, you had enough with having to share the position, you wouldnât let him insult you in any other way.
Your eyes were burning and you didnât know how to speak, so you just pushed him away and got out of there, you ran through the hallways with a pressure in your chest that you already knew. You opened the first door you found and locked yourself in one of the empty rooms before falling again.
You touched your chest and tried to take a breath, but you knew it was useless, that lonely and empty feeling had made itself present and you knew you couldn't do anything to stop it. You stifled a scream deep inside yourself when you remembered his words, everything around you faded away and you let yourself be carried away to the depths of that feeling.
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The hatred for Minho did nothing but grow from that day on, you didn't speak to him if he spoke to you at all and you didn't even bother to look at him anymore. Plus, you were fighting the inner voice in your head that screamed all your doubts about your future.
You had so many other things to think about, like for example the choreography you were dancing, but with everything else you couldn't think clearly and you were making too many mistakes, so much so that the teacher had left a while ago, but Minho insisted on continuing and you simply agreed almost without realizing it.
"To the right" you heard before colliding with Minho "don't you know where your right is?" you rolled your eyes and sighed, you no longer had the spirit to continue doing this, your body was tired and your mind scrambled with a thousand thoughts. Plus, you weren't going to put up with Minho's insults.
You walked around the room and grabbed your things, but before you left the room Minho crossed your path. You looked up angrily and sighed.
âGet awayâ
âWhere do you think youâre going?â he asked as you stepped aside and he did the same âthis isnât overâ
âItâs over for meâ once again he blocked your path and you gritted your teeth
âNoâ you closed your eyes tired of all this
âI wonât say it againâ you warned him pointing your finger at his chest, but that didnât seem to intimidate him
âYouâre not taking this seriouslyâ
âAs if that matters to youâ you said with venom in every word âafter this you can continue as if nothing happenedâ Minho let out a sigh
âYou think so?â you hesitated to answer him for a moment, you didnât know what he meant, but it seemed like there was something else behind his words, but right now you didnât care.
âMoveâ Minho blocked your way again and you were starting to get annoyed again
âWe have to do thisâ
âWhat if I donât want to do this? What are you going to do?â Minho stood there and you threw things aside, you pushed his body but he didnât move âWhy are you even doing this? Youâve never had to fight for what you wantâ you said feeling like everything you had kept inside was starting to emerge âIâm tired of doing everything just for nothingâ you said almost like a confession while you were still trying to push him away
âDo you think youâre the only one who has problems?â
âOf course not, butâŚâ you took a breath, this was absurd âdo you even know everything I had to go through to get here? Of course not, you donât know shitâ you took a breath and threw out your words before he did it first âI had to give up a good life, with a good career, where I was sure I would make tons of money, I had friends until I found out they were just idiotsâ your voice started to break as you remembered everything, but you needed to continue, keeping everything to yourself for so long consumed you and you just let it out like a bomb that had been activated and couldnât be stopped âmy parents⌠they decided to act like I didnât exist because this path wouldnât take me anywhere and when I tried to prove them wrong⌠you appearâŚâ you hit his chest and bowed your head shedding your tears.
Minho had remained silent, he felt uncomfortable and didnât know what to say or do, he just stood there watching you break down little by little and your eyes spilled the sea of ââtears that you had held back for so long.
He didn't want to say it and he wasn't going to, but a part of him knew how you felt, he knew that feeling and when you looked up at him he could see it, he could see the emptiness in your eyes and the loneliness inside you, but he couldn't do anything but look at you.
After coming back to reality you realized that you were crying in front of Minho, shame took over you and you just pushed him with all your strength and ran down the hall, you needed to get away from that place, you needed to get away from Minho, get away from all the thoughts that ran through your mind and clouded your vision, but you knew that no matter how hard you ran you had nowhere to go.
With your heart racing, your mind clouded and your vision blurry you managed to reach the stairs, but before you could continue moving forward someone called you, you turned around for a second and saw Minho running after you. You took a wrong step and felt your foot slip.
The last thing you felt was the immense, sharp pain of the blows to your body and foot. When you finished rolling down the stairs, all you could see was the ceiling covered in a bit of darkness. You couldn't move even if you tried. The floor seemed comforting for a moment and you stayed there, right in that position while everything around you seemed to fade away along with everything else.
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You were sitting in one of the many seats in the theater, front row, but you were too small and you just wanted to go home to play, but your mother asked you to be patient. Suddenly the lights went out and you felt a shiver run through your body when you noticed someone walking on the stage and then, the lights turned on focusing on her.
The music started playing and she began to dance, her hands moved delicately and it seemed like her feet made her float in the air. You were left with your mouth open and the whole time you had the feeling of watching the best thing in the world. When everything was over the theater was filled with applause, everyone seemed to admire and adore her.
At that moment you knew, you wanted to be like her.
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Tears were still running from your eyes when you woke up, your head and some parts of your body hurt, you remembered the fall on the stairs and you reacted, but when you sat up you realized you weren't in the academy. You were in a big bed with sheets covering your body and a rag on your head, everything around you was unknown and an alarm went off inside you.
You quickly sat up pushing the sheets, but when you tried to stand up your foot felt a pain that made you fall to the floor. You cursed and grabbed the edge of the bed to stand up again, but when you poked your head out you saw a cat in the middle of the bed that meowed when it saw you, but it made you let out a small cry from the fright.
The door suddenly opened and you stood still when you saw Minho.
âWhat are you doing on the floor?â
âYou? What are you doing here?â Minho raised his eyebrows and a small smile appeared on his face
âItâs my houseâ
âWhat?!â You stood up with effort and complained a little about the sharp pain in your foot
âYou fell down the stairsâ Minho ran his hands through his hair and you noticed that he seemed tired âI�� didnât know what to doâ your eyes met for a moment, but the next second you looked away remembering everything that had happened âI donât know where you live⌠nobody really doesâ you bit your lip when you heard it and everything seemed to make sense
You felt embarrassed, thinking that Minho helped you after everything you confessed, but, even so, that didnât free you from everything he had said about you. You sat on the edge of the bed because of a sharp pain in your foot and looked at your foot.
He was kneeling and you were scared for a moment thinking that you wouldnât be able to dance, although a part of you was glad about it.
âYouâll be fine in a few days, itâs just a small sprainâ Minho said
âHow do you know?â
âIâve been through something similarâ you looked at your foot again, you didnât know how long it would take for the swelling to go down and you sighed âthatâs nothing, youâll be able to walk in a couple of daysâ
The cat meowed taking you both out of its bubble, Minho approached and picked it up petting it, reminding you of your own cat.
âI have to goâ you said hurriedly
âItâs rainingâ you paid attention for a moment and looked at the window to see that the sky was grey and the glass was full of small drops of water
âShitâ you complained
âYou can stayâ
âNoâ you said getting up and trying to take a few steps, but you stumbled, although you didnât fall âitâs too lateâ
âThen let me take you homeâ
âNoâ
âAre you planning to walk in the rain in that state?â His gaze scanned you from top to bottom and stopped at your aching foot. You gritted your teeth. You knew you couldnât walk, but you werenât going to accept Minho doing anything else for you, not after what happened before.
âIf I have to crawl home, I will do it just to be away from you.â Minho sighed and let go of the cat as he took a few steps to where you were. You wanted to get away, but you couldnât and you just looked up.
âThen let meâŚâ
âNo, I wonât allow you to keep doing⌠this,â you said, raising your arms. âI donât need your mercy, or your help. I can do it alone like I always have.â Minho stood still, looking at you with a strange expression that you couldnât understand. âDo you expect me to thank you? Is that why you did all this?â
âNoâ Minho walked away without another word, but before reaching the door he stopped âIf you want to leave someone else can take you home, if not, you can crawl home to get away from meâ the cat got off the bed and followed him when you heard his last words âbut not forever, darlingâ
The ride home was silent, the driver didn't speak to you besides asking your address but you were grateful for that, you didn't want to talk, you just wanted to get home and lie down on the bed. Although questions about Minho were starting to form in your mind.
When you opened the door a loud meow greeted you and you could only sigh in relief to see your cat. You picked him up and walked through the house to go give him some food.
âIâm sorry baby, I know youâre hungryâ you said petting him when he took a big bite of the food âI was⌠busyâ you knew it was absurd to try to explain it to him, but still something inside you needed to get it out âactually⌠I donât know what happenedâ you sat on the floor and spread your legs while petting the feline âI fell down the stairs and then someone⌠helped me, although I donât understand why, he didnât owe me anythingâ you sighed and looked at the ceiling âheâs⌠heâs⌠an idiot, right?â the cat just meowed and kept eating.
That night you couldnât sleep well, you had very strange dreams where Minho appeared and every time you woke up you hit yourself on the head to make him go away, but you couldnât do it, plus you felt like his damn scent had stayed with you and you screamed into the pillow when you couldnât do anything to get rid of it.
You tossed and turned in bed, but nothing could take your thoughts away from Minho and you hated him. You needed to calm down, but anything you thought about reminded you of him. You stared at the ceiling for what seemed like an eternity and when you were finally managing to fall asleep it was when you thought of dark, cold, calculating eyes.
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Your foot still hurt a little, but you could bear it. You arrived early to rehearsal and you were surprised to see the empty room. You stood in the middle of the room for a moment and looked at yourself in the mirror, but you couldn't bear to look at yourself for too long without turning to your thoughts.
You closed your eyes and took a deep breath. A light melody began to play in your head and as if your body was moving on its own, you began to follow the melody. For a moment, all your worries, thoughts and feelings disappeared.
You let yourself go and danced around the room without any ties. It was just you and the music in your head. You danced for yourself and poured everything you felt into your dance. You felt every fiber move inside you. You felt your arms and legs synchronize to take you away from there and for the first time in a long time, you could feel like you were you again.
When you opened your eyes again, a part of you felt lighter, as if dancing had brought back a part of you that you had abandoned long ago. You smiled, trying to hold back your tears.
âWow, you know how to dance.â You turned around suddenly only to find Minho leaning against the door frame.
âFuck you.â
âI mean it.â He walked into the room, but you stayed where you were without taking your eyes off him. âI see you feel better.â He looked you up and down, and a small shiver ran through your body when he stared at you for too long.
âYeah, whatever.â
âTake this,â he said, handing you a bag, but you didnât move and raised an eyebrow questioning his action. âItâs for your foot.â
âI donât want it.â You crossed your arms and looked up. âDo you expect that with this, Iâll forgive you and forget everything you said?â
âI wasnât the only one who spokeâ you felt your cheeks burn a little as you remembered your own words âjust take it and thatâs itâ
âNoâ
âWhy does it bother you so much?â Minho sighed a little tiredly and you noticed the anger in his voice âIs it just because youâre not used to someone caring about you or is it because itâs me?â
Your words drowned in the depths of your chest and you wondered if you had heard correctly. Was he worried? About you? His words floated in your mind for a moment and stirred something inside you. You gritted your teeth and looked away, you didnât know the answer and you didnât want to find out right then.
âJust take itâ he said annoyed taking your hand and making you hold the bag âand accept itâ you were in shock, but you didnât say anything, Minho walked away from you and left the room before you could say anything.
Once alone again, curiosity made you open the bag only to see a couple of medications and some candy, but among them you saw a chocolate bar and you were left wondering how he knew it was your favorite.
âIdiotâ you whispered trying not to smile as you took a small bite.
The days got better, you felt that the rehearsals were more bearable, but you knew that something felt different, something inside you still worried you and made you wonder about the strange change in Minho's behavior. You didn't understand why from one day to the next he started to behave more tolerable with you, he no longer insulted you and he didn't argue with you.
âWe're getting closer to the big day, you need to improve a littleâ the teacher reminded them when they got to the room âyou need to give your all, I need you to really give yourselves to the dance, I need you to feel it and transmit it with your movements and your expressionsâ they both nodded âvery well, let's workâ
The music started to play throughout the room and you executed your movements automatically. Your arms rose in the air and you tried to endure the little pain that it left you when you stood on your toes.
"They should feel it" you heard the teacher say "transmit it" Minho held you by the waist and lifted your body into the air for a few seconds before meeting you face to face.
His gaze was the same as always, cold with a hint of mysterious darkness, but your body shuddered for a few seconds. He held your arm and guided you with the music through his movements, you focused on continuing to dance and continued spinning and jumping.
The music continued for a while longer, they repeated the choreography a couple more times and you were grateful when someone spoke to the teacher. You went to sit in a corner to catch your breath and check your foot. You sighed in relief when you saw it was okay.
In the distance you saw how Minho lay down on the floor with his limbs stretched out and breathing heavily. You looked at him curiously but quickly undressed your gaze when you noticed that his shirt had risen a little on his abdomen and left a little skin exposed.
You felt your face turn red and you cursed yourself for it, it was just a bit of skin, nothing you hadn't seen before, but somehow it felt different as if it was something forbidden that you weren't supposed to see and yet you looked up again.
His eyes were closed and his breathing had calmed down, it seemed as if he was sleeping, his face was serene and there was no trace of that calculating look, only tranquility.
You looked down a little in fear, but when you saw his toned body something inside you stirred. He had strong arms and his abs were worked.
"I can hear your thoughts up here" you quickly looked away and focused your gaze on the floor
"I don't know what you're talking about"
"Please" Minho turned to his side with one hand holding his head "I can feel your gaze on me the whole time"
"I wasn't looking at you" you said nervously trying to defend yourself. Minho smiled and stood up walking towards you
"Liar" you stood in your place feeling your nerves tickling all over your body "if you want to look at me just say it" you were going to say something to him when you saw how he lifted his shirt a little.
"Nobody wants to see you naked"
"Naked? I didn't say that" Minho made his smile bigger and you pressed yourself against the wall when he was closer "do you want to see me naked?"
"Of course not" you claimed almost screaming, feeling your face burn
You heard a laugh and looked up only to see Minho split in half laughing and⌠You were surprised. You had never seen him laugh like that, he seemed like another person, there was no trace of the person you hated and for a moment you stared at him.
"idiot" you said standing up, you gave him a little push when you passed by him, but he took your hand. When you turned around he wasn't laughing anymore, he was staring at you and you felt a chill
"I have something for you" he reached into one of your pants pockets and pulled out a small chocolate wrapper. You stared at him and didn't know if you should take it, but last time he made you do it so you did it fearfully with a question on the tip of your tongue.
"Why?" Minho seemed to understand and just shrugged his shoulders "why are you doing all this?" You raised your hands tired of trying to figure out his behavior "do you expect me to forgive you?"
"No"
"Then why?" You didn't want to break down in front of him again and you held back your emotions before they got out of control, but a small part of you remembered his words and you couldn't help but say them "is it because of pity?"
"No" He said raising his voice, he lowered his head and sighed heavily "it's just thatâŚ" Your eyes met for a moment, but this time it was different, you could see a little beyond the darkness and you perceived something different "I know what it feels like to be completely alone"
You were confused, you didn't know what to say, there was no answer to his words, now you only felt a great emptiness in your chest. Lee Minho, the person you always hated and envied was in front of you showing you a part of him that you didn't know.
"IâŚ"
"Don't say anything" he interrupted you "just⌠take care of yourself" and so, confused and scared he left you in the middle of the dance hall with an unknown feeling in your chest.
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The days passed faster than you expected, with all the change in Minho's attitude and the fact that he didn't treat you badly anymore, the day of the competition came too soon. They hadn't stopped practicing and even though you tried to hide it, the nerves were starting to show, but you tried to hide it.
"You've worked very hard" said the teacher when she gave you a little break "but tomorrow you must give your all, mind, soul and body" you rolled your eyes, she had repeated the same thing for the last three days and you were sure of what she would say next, without paying attention to the teacher you looked away at Minho who also looked a little tired of the same thing, but when your eyes met he smiled and moved his mouth saying exactly the same thing as the teacher "you must be one" You almost spat out the water and coughed to catch your breath, but the teacher noticed it anyway. You looked at the ground trying to contain the smile on your face, even though you knew that was a stupid thing to do âokay, letâs continueâ
You got into your usual position, you were ready and when the music started playing you did what you did best. Minhoâs warm hand on your waist was already familiar but you still held your breath.
âYouâre nervousâ he said before you moved to the side to follow his steps
âNervous? Me?â Minho took your hand and you stood on one foot on your toes as he spun you around âin the morning?â
ânoâ You rolled your eyes as he let go and continued dancing until you were facing him.
âI'm not nervousâ Minho took you by the waist and you let your weight fall back while you stretched your arms and he held your weight with his arms, when you stood up again you found his face very close to yours
âI know youâ his words distracted you for a moment and you heard the teacher's voice in the distance, you continued with the dance and when you were in front of him again you couldn't help but stay silent
âYou don't know anything about meâ you answered when you passed in front of him. When you placed your hands on his shoulders Minho took you by the waist and lifted you up.
âOf course I doâ Minho replied as he set you down and spun you around âI know you donât have any friendsâ you remained serious despite his words, but the continued âI know you live alone and apart from others out of fearâ your body tensed up, but you continued moving around the room anyway
You moved away from him to do your jump and you were happy that it went perfectly, you stood still, waiting for Minho to finish the choreography and when his hands hooked around your waist you couldnât help but tense up.
This moment was always weird, it felt like something intimate because after that he had to lean down and pretend to kiss you, even though they had never done it, he always hid your body with his and you just stayed held by his arms looking at his face.
âI know that despite everything you still pursue your dreamsâ he said at the end and you held your breath as you watched him get closer and closer
âPerfectâ said the teacher taking you both out of the bubble in which you had been trapped for a moment âthat is exactly what I want you to do tomorrowâ
Minho sat up with you and you finally moved away from him. The teacher was saying something, but you were only aware of your burning body where Minhoâs hands had touched you. You hated that he had that effect on you lately, it was not something normal, but you did not want to admit it.
âWell, then get some rest,â the teacher said, âyou need all your energy for tomorrow.â
You hurried to grab your things and leave the room before Minho, you couldnât keep looking at him without questioning things you didnât want to admit and all of that was so absurd when you remembered how you had treated each other at the beginning, whatever you were starting to feel had to be a product of the pressure of the competition, you just had to wait until the next day for this to disappear.
You were about to leave the place when you stopped at the entrance when you noticed it was raining, you rolled your eyes and cursed silently as you mentally prepared yourself for the race you would make to your house, but when you were about to run someone took your hand. You didnât need to turn around to know who it was, but you did anyway.
âWhat's wrong?â
âYou're going to get wet,â Minho said seriously, still holding your hand.
âIt's just a little water,â you said, trying to escape the feeling that formed in your stomach.
âYou could get sick.â
âWhat do you want?â you asked, a little irritated and upset. âI need to get home.â
âI can take you home,â you bit your lips as you thought about his proposal. You saw the rain falling and thought about it again. Your house was far away, so you just sighed.
âOkay,â Minho seemed to smile, and before he could say anything else, he took your hand and ran to where his car was. He opened the door for you, and you got in without thinking twice. Minho got in right away, and you noticed some drops falling down his hair and some others sliding down his face.
There was something mesmerizing about watching him, and you bit your lips as he ran his fingers through his hair. You looked away, realizing that some drops had stuck to you, too. Minho's gaze rested on you for a second and you noticed how his eyes seemed to follow the trail of some drop that spilled from your forehead and passed over your lips where it was lost on your neck and under your neckline.
You shifted in your seat and when his eyes returned to yours you felt a shiver run down your spine, you couldn't understand it but you knew that he was hiding something beyond his gaze, something that you couldn't understand but that made you shudder and want to know what was beyond.
You didn't realize your labored breathing until Minho approached you putting his arm over your head and you held your breath when you felt his breath near your lips, his eyes were on yours and you could swear that time stopped, but when you saw his hand return with the seat belt something in you felt disappointed and you cursed for thinking that he would try something else, but you hated yourself a little more for thinking about something like that and not disliking the idea.
âSafety firstâ he said jokingly, but you just nodded, staring straight ahead as he started the car.
The ride was silent and you felt the weight of tension with every second that passed without talking, no matter how much you looked outside and tried to focus on something else your eyes always strayed to his hands holding the wheel. You needed to get out of there before your mind drifted to places you didn't want.
The rain seemed to get worse with every minute and by the time you got to your house it seemed dangerous so you invited him in thinking he would leave but now you were in the living room, silent and with nothing to talk about. You hoped everything would calm down but your insides didn't seem to want to. You were hyper aware of Minho's presence and you could even swear you could hear his heartbeat, or maybe it was yours, you didn't know anymore but you wanted all this to end even if it meant getting away from Minho again.
You got up to make tea and forget your thoughts. There were so many things you wanted to say, but you didn't know how to do it, you didn't know if the words would destroy the strange relationship you had built, a kind of friendship where you supported each other for a common good, although you knew that inside there was something more.
âDo you think this will stop?â his words brought you out of your thoughts and you looked up
âIt has to stopâ you said almost begging for it to stop, but the drops still fell heavily down the windows and didn't seem to want to go away for a long time
Silence reigned again in the small space and you took your hands determined to say something, but then Minho spoke again.
âIâve been thinking about somethingâ you turned to look at him and raised an eyebrow
âWow⌠I didnât know you could do thatâ you heard a laugh and you smiled at the sight
âI do it often, in case you were wonderingâ
âSo⌠what are you thinking about?â you asked curious and nervous at the same time
âMe, you, usâ you stopped what you were doing, trying to analyze if you were starting to go deaf
âUs?â you turned around again and noticed that Minho had stood up and was slowly approaching where you were
âI know Iâve been an idiot beforeâ with each word he got closer and you tried to back away until you found yourself at the kitchen counter âmaybe I still am, but now I know Iâve done things wrongâ Minho was left only a few steps away from you âIâm sorryâ
âWhat?â
âDonât make me say it twice,â he said jokingly, but when he saw that you werenât smiling, he repeated it without hesitation. âIâm sorry.â
âWhy?â you asked nervously, still stunned, not understanding his words.
âFor everything, Iâve treated you badly and said things that werenât right.â You gritted your teeth as you remembered the words that had been engraved in your mind. âThe truth is, I⌠was jealous of you.â
âJealousy?â Minho sighed heavily and lowered his head in shame. âWhat are you talking about?â
âI always saw you rehearse over and over again, I saw you give yourself completely to music without any effort, I⌠I can't do that and everyone kept reminding me of it, that's why every time I saw you IâŚâ he lowered his head to catch his breath and hide the shame that all this caused him, but he got a little closer to where you were âI⌠wanted what you hadâ he raised his head again and you froze when you saw his eyes lit up by what looked like tears âI felt miserable and useless seeing all the effort you made and I could only get here with money, I know I'm not good at this and I still try, that's why I was jealous, that's why I turned everything into hateâ you were frozen by his confession, the words had gotten stuck in your chest, there was nothing you could say and you just stayed trying to process everything
âI thought you⌠hated meâ Minho let out a tired laugh
âI hated you, I hated your talent, but... hating you doesnât serve me anymore⌠I canât hate you anymoreâ he said ignoring you âbut⌠all thisâŚâ he opened his mouth but it seemed like the words were stuck in his chest and he was struggling to get them out âthis⌠absurd and useless feeling for you is killing meâ
âWhat⌠are you talking about?â your voice shook with each word, your heart was agitated, you knew there was something floating in the air that you tried to ignore.
Minho sighed and looked at the ceiling, he reached his hand to your face, but stopped before doing so, as if doing so would hurt him.
âI⌠youâŚâ he closed his eyes and lowered his hand, clenching his fingers into a fist âI canât spend another second with you without my entire body wanting you, every time I see you I lose my breath, I canât stop thinking about you, your eyes, your smileâ his fingers lengthened a little and very gently caressed your cheek âeverything about you drives me crazy and I canât spend another second with this inside meâ
All you could hear were the raindrops hitting the windows, the air didn't seem to be enough anymore and you could feel a pressure on your chest. You couldn't stop thinking about his words, a part of you wanted to scream at him, tell him he was lying, that it was a stupid joke, you wanted him to leave and never see him again, but there was something else, something inside you that was taking over you and you couldn't contain it.
âMinhoâ it was the first time you called him by his name, and he seemed to react to your voice like a scared dog âI⌠I donât know what to say, this is all so confusingâ you looked up at where he was âI thought you hated me, I⌠I hated you too, I hated the way you walked down the halls and the way you stood out everywhere⌠your stupid temper and the damn way you dance⌠you, you caught everyone with your dance and I canât do that⌠but now that doesnât matter⌠because I canât hate you either, not anymoreâ
Everything went silent, the raindrops were a distant noise, but you could still hear your heartbeat in your chest. Minho walked to where you were and this time he didnât stop, he took your face and looked into your eyes just like he always had, without fear and with curiosity, but now there was something else, something you had no doubts about, he looked at you with love.
âGive me one reason not to kiss you right now,â you held your breath and let go of the fear in your chest with every word he said. âTell me to leave and that you donât want to see me again. Ask me for anything and I will do it. Because you have my heart hanging in your hands now. Itâs all yours and you can do whatever you want with it. Destroy it, mold it, design it, love it⌠my heart belongs to you now⌠and so do I.â
âMinho⌠please kiss me.â
It wasnât a soft, slow kiss. It was a desperate, anxious one that reflected all of your confused and jumbled emotions inside. It was a hot kiss, full of everything you both had dragged along until now. You could feel your heart beating hard, but you ignored it and just focused on his kisses, on the way his hands seemed to tremble on your waist and the way his lips ran over every part of your mouth.
You lost yourself completely in him, you let yourself go and forgot about everything you ever questioned, there were no doubts anymore, there were no ties, there were no secrets, they were just two people who opened their hearts and now they were feeling it.
Minho's mouth was desperate, his hands slowly ran up your body, but you just wanted him to hurry up, to calm that fire inside you that had started to burn. You took his hands and placed them on your breasts without fear, you wanted him, you needed him and you didn't mind admitting it.
You moaned his name when his mouth slid down your jaw to your neck and your fingers tangled in his hair. Minho pressed his hands to your chest and you threw your head back moaning at the feeling of his hands on you. His mouth continued down to the neckline of your blouse and before he did anything he looked up with a silent question and you just nodded desperately. He put his hands underneath and got rid of your blouse, throwing it away along with your bra, freeing your breasts where his mouth settled, making you shudder.
Your hands moved down his body, touching every part of him, and you heard him let out a gasp when you touched him above his crotch. You slipped your hands under his shirt and took it off to admire his bare chest.
You stood still for a second, appreciating each other's half-naked bodies. Minho licked his lips before attacking your mouth again. His hands squeezed your ass before unbuttoning your pants, leaving a trail of kisses from your abdomen to your thighs.
Your breathing was agitated with the slightest touch of his mouth on your skin, his mouth leaving kisses on your thighs and you held your breath as you saw how his fingers hooked the edge of your panties and left you uncovered.
His hands caressed your thighs and slowly moved closer to your core where you moaned at the feel of his fingers on your wet pussy, his thumb searched for your clit and you saw him smile when you shuddered. He moved his finger slowly in circles and you could feel how you were getting wetter and wetter.
You didn't realize when your legs opened more, but when you felt Minho's mouth on you, you moaned his name holding his hair as he buried his tongue in you.
You turn your head back and let yourself be caught by the burning sensation running through your veins, his tongue on your clit makes your legs tremble, but when you feel his fingers near your entrance a shiver runs through your entire body. You look down for a moment to beg him, but before you can Minho slides a finger inside you and you moan his name.
âMinho⌠IâŚâ you canât finish the sentence, he slides another of his fingers in and curls them touching a sensitive part inside while his tongue moves over your clit. The fire inside you burned strong, you couldnât hold it back any longer and you let it consume you completely.
Your legs were shaking and your breathing was labored when Minho stood up. He held you tightly by the waist and wore that triumphant smile on his face that you had previously hated, but now found attractive.
âDarling⌠you taste divineâ
âShut upâ you claimed embarrassed
âShut me upâ you approached his lips and kissed him hard tasting yourself on his lips.
You pressed your body against his and felt his hardening on your belly, you stifled a moan in his mouth when Minho grabbed your legs and lifted your body.
âI'll take you right here if you don't tell me where the bed is.â
âUpstairs.â Minho didn't wait any longer and took you to your room where he left you on the bed while still kissing you as he took off his pants and boxers, leaving his cock free.
He placed himself on top of you and you stirred as you felt the tip of his cock caress your clit. Minho took his cock and placed it at your entrance, still looking at you, again with a question in his eyes.
âMin⌠I need you.â
Minho moved his hips slowly and you arched your back as you felt his cock stretch you and hit rock bottom. He placed his hands on either side of your head and kissed you, staying in that position for a moment, feeling your walls enveloping him.
From one moment to the next his hips moved back leaving only the tip of his cock inside and then he moved again making you moan over and over again with each thrust.
Your mouth kept saying his name, all you could feel was his body on yours and his kisses on your neck while you felt his breath on you. You had your legs around his waist and your hands around his back marking his skin with your nails with each push of his hips.
Your body was burning and you knew you wouldnât last much longer if he continued like this, but suddenly Minho sat up and before you could say anything he took your legs and placed them on his shoulders bending you in half like a doll, but this new position made him go deeper and you moaned at the feeling.
âYou should see yourself with my eyes darling⌠youâre magnificentâ
âMinho⌠shut up and fuck meâ you heard him let out a laugh before pushing hard and biting the inside of one of your thighs.
The new position made you feel everything more intensely and you could feel a knot in your belly that you couldn't hold back any longer, your legs trembled and Minho noticed.
âWhat's wrong darling?â He asked mockingly as he saw how you held the sheets and how your back was arching, you wanted to talk but the only thing that came out of you were moans of pleasure announcing your orgasm âa little more, I know you're a good girlâ
His words only made you squeeze his cock tighter and that made him lose himself in his own ecstasy so he continued praising you.
âAre you going to cum around my cock?â you nodded desperately and Minho only leaned in closer to kiss you âdo it⌠cum for meâ
You obeyed him and let yourself be carried away by the pleasure that ran through your body at the same time that you felt Minho's release inside you and how it ran down your legs when he released you from his grip.
You could feel your unbridled heart beating at the same time as Minho's who was on top of you. At that moment they were one and the same and something inside you finally felt calm.
You closed your eyes and stayed that way for so long that you didn't realize you fell asleep until you opened your eyes again. Minho was next to you and his arms were around your body covered by some sheets.
"Sleep darling" you heard him say
"I don't think I can" you said snuggling into his chest hugging him back
"We have a competition to win, you better rest" he gave you a kiss on the forehead and that was enough to go back to sleep, taking away the feeling of emptiness you had before.
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Your nerves could get the better of you at any moment, you kept pacing back and forth and there was nothing that could calm you down, not even the teacher's encouraging words, not Minho's compliments, not even the voice in your head. You had never been so nervous and you knew the reason.
You had decided to invite your parents at the last minute thinking they wouldn't go, but when they said they would give you a chance everything inside you went off the rails. This could be a new beginning for your relationship if everything went well or maybe things could end up the same, anyway, it was too late to regret it.
Minho was serious, he was worried about your condition and he was afraid you would have an anxiety attack, so he was behind you all the time, but that only made you more nervous.
âStop thatâ you said turning around and facing him
âIâm not doing anythingâ
âYouâre following meâ you said raising your voice, making the people around you look in your direction for a moment âIâm sorryâ
âItâs okay, youâre nervousâ
âOf course Iâm nervousâ you bit your nails to keep from crying, but Minho took your hands and you looked up into his eyes.
âJust breathe a littleâ you took a breath and your chest seemed to calm down a little âthatâs it⌠everything will be okay okay?â you nodded not very sure of his words âweâll go in there and the world will go to shit, itâll just be you and me⌠okay?â
âYesâ You approached to kiss him, but you saw the teacher in the distance and you moved away from Minho as far as you could without knowing why
âIt's your turnâ the nerves returned to your body, but you tried to smile when the teacher pushed them close to the curtain, where the other people waited and watched the couple's presentation on stage âyou are the best, you know itâ said the teacher when the lights went out and left the stage free âprove itâ
You closed your eyes for a moment trying to leave everything behind, as you always did when you danced, until you felt a hand take yours to move forward. You opened your eyes to look at Minho, his gaze was no longer cold or calculating as before, now it was warm and loving, you were no longer alone.
You walked forward together to the stage and got into position, you felt the thousands of eyes on you, but there were only a few that mattered to you and were in front of you.
âLetâs do thisâ you heard him say before the music started and everything around you stopped mattering.
You gave yourself completely to the music, all your movements synchronized with Minhoâs and for the first time you understood the teacherâs words. Together you danced and gave your body, mind and soul to the stage, you let yourself be carried away by the melody and you felt your body flow with ease, with every jump you made, every movement, every turn, everything was perfect.
You could only hear your heartbeat, the music had long since gone, and the looks of the people no longer mattered, you could only focus on bright eyes full of love and desire.
Minho took you by the waist and lifted you up before leaning over you to finish the choreography, but this time you didnât stop him from coming closer, you didnât move away and you took his face and kissed him at the same time that the lights went out and the applause resonated throughout the theater.
âI love youâ you heard him say and that was all you heard.
You knew someone would see them if they just opened the door, but you didn't care. His mouth was fiercely devouring yours as you held onto the small table in the place where they had decided to hide. His kisses were leaving you breathless, but you continued to taste his lips.
You felt the fire run through your veins and you let out a small moan when his hands ran down your bare legs until they squeezed your thighs.
"Min��" you moaned in his ear as his mouth slid down your jaw to your neck.
"Give me a reason not to rip your clothes off right now" he said running his hands down your wet center and you shuddered at the feel. You looked into his eyes for a moment
"Do it"
Minho ripped off your clothes and touched you with his fingers, the adrenaline from the dance was still running through your body and it excited you to think that someone could come in and see them, but the excitement after finishing their performance was so much that they ran to the first dressing room they found to get naked.
You moaned when his fingers touched your center and found your clit, his mouth fiercely attacked your neck and you felt his teeth on your skin, but you didn't need that, you wanted to feel him inside you.
Desperate, you pushed him away a little and Minho looked at you surprised when you pushed him to the small sofa that was there while you moved forward and took off the rest of your clothes, at the same time he did the same.
You climbed onto his lap and took him by the shoulders moving your hips feeling his cock on your wet pussy. Minho threw his head back and grabbed your thighs.
âShit, DarlingâŚâ you didnât let him finish his sentence as you grabbed his cock and sank down on it making him moan âsomeone⌠might see usâ
âThen you better do this quicklyâ you said agitatedly moving your hips up and down marking the rhythm.
Minho grabbed your thighs and squeezed your skin tightly as he felt you bounce on him over and over again, he couldn't stop himself from kissing your breasts and biting your nipples to hear your own moans.
You were so immersed in each other that you had forgotten about everything that was happening outside the doors until after a while you stopped moving out of exhaustion, but Minho grabbed your hips and moved his up to continue until you felt your insides heat up from Minho's release.
You collapsed on his chest and smiled as you heard his heartbeat as he caressed your hair. Everything was calm and quiet until you heard your names over the speakers in the place.
âDid we win?â you asked bewildered hearing the applause of the people âwe should goâ
âMaybeâ he said when you looked up and tried to move, but he held you back âbut everything I care about is hereâ
âYou're a fucking romanticâ
âAnd you love itâ
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EPILOGUE
"Don't you dare open your eyes" you heard Minho say as he led you through who knows where, nerves running through your body and you didn't know what he had in store but you were sure it wouldn't top your anniversary gift.
"I'm scared" you confessed with a nervous laugh
"Do you trust me?"
"No" Minho let go of your hands and you searched for him until his hands took your waist and made you move forward a little more between laughs
"You lie"
"Maybe" you felt a warm kiss on your temple and his hands leaving your body
"Wait here" he said before you heard his steps walk away
"No⌠Minho" you stood still for a moment until the nerves took over you and made you restless "Minho, this is not funny" with labored breathing you took off the blindfold from your eyes but you couldn't see anything, it was dark "Minho⌠I swear I'm going toâŚ"
Suddenly the lights turned on and you held your breath when your vision adjusted to the place. Your eyes filled with tears when you saw Minho coming towards you again.
"Happy wedding anniversary"
"But⌠what is this?" you asked as he handed you some keys
"It's what you asked for" he said hugging you "your own dance studio, here you can dance, show others your incredible talent, it's all yours"
You couldn't hold back your tears any longer and hugged him back burying your face in his neck.
"Don't cry darling, it will ruin your makeup" you laughed a little before wiping your tears and hitting him in the chest
"I hate you"
"I love you too" he said before kissing you in the same place where you met.
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If you donât mind can you please do Ellie x black reader who takes her to the hair store?
IMSOSOSOSORRY IT TOOK ME FOREVER BUT HERE IT IS :3 i added a little extra because its such a cute idea and we all need to touch grass and more ellie fluff sooo!! (sorry if its shit :p)
â warnings... none??? cutie patootie gaymer ellie, that's it, that's the warning.
๨ŕ§âš ࣪ Ë ellie x black reader .á
Ellie loves your hair. Like, sheâs obsessed with it. But just because sheâs your girlfriend of four years doesnât mean sheâs allowed to touch it. No matter what you two are doing. Kissing? You had to swat her hand away as she sneakily tried to tangle her slender fingers in your coiled hair. Going down on her? Youâd push her hand away before she could even think about ruining the curls you spent hours perfecting the day before.
When you first started dating, she took you to the store after your car broke down. Youâd desperately begged her to take youânot that you really had to begâEllie loved spending time with you.
Barely two minutes in the store, and you were already out of sight.
âOkay, babe, what did you say weââ the auburnette started, but when she looked around, she realized you were no longer by her side. After wandering around like a lost soul for a few minutes, she finally found you scanning the shelves for your favorite products.
âThere you are.â
âNeeded to get conditioner, andââ Your eyes darted across the aisle, searching for that one product in particular.
âAlright, do your thing. Iâm gonna take a look around.â she walked off, running her fingers along the shelves, touching everything she saw. It got to the point where even the cashier started eyeing her like she was about to steal somethingâredhead behavior.
When it was your turn to search for her lost ass, you surprisingly found her by the hair products as wellâmaybe it was your dedication to hair care that made her want to try something new with hers and take better care of it.
âEl, you done?â Her head snapped up immediately, and she put the bottle down but kept the other one lazily trapped under her arm.
She glanced at the shampoo sheâd chosen, then back at you. âYeah, Iâm done.â
You stood there, barely managing to keep all the products youâd gathered from fallingâyou didn't know why you hadnât grabbed a basket, it wouldâve made your life so much easierâand then there was her, standing there with a 2-in-1 shampoo...
Despite you being the one with way more in your arms, Ellie still insisted on paying for everything. She's a gentleman like that.
Youâd been educating Ellie on your hair ever since you first started dating, and she even watched videos to help you out whenever you stood in front of the mirror, cussing everything out because your stubborn curls simply decided not to cooperate that day.
She even went out of her way to do her research on which shampoo, conditioner, oil, and styling products were best. She bought them for you and kept them in her bathroom for whenever you stayed over and had to wash your hair. She wanted to have everything you needed. From hair care products to basic skincare stuffâand by that, I mean makeup remover. The first few times you spent the night there, you nearly ripped your hair out when she told you she had no makeup remover. Not even a fucking cleanser, just regular soap. Your only options were to use baby wipes or wash your face until the soap melted off your lash glue and mascara. It was pure torture.
But she got better, luckily.
Face cleansers, La Roche-Posay moisturizers, hair products, body lotionsâEllie practically spent a fortune on it all. And it was all for you because she loved you that much.
The first time you found all this stuff at her place, you lost it. Your brain jumped straight to one conclusion: she was cheating on you. Cause why the fuck would Ellie Williams own all this stuff? She never had before, so where was it coming from?
You went off on her immediately, accusing her of having other hoes while she was playing a game with Jesseâwho heard everything.
She had to quit mid-game and pull up her Amazon orders to calm you down. Drama queen much? Ellie liked âem a little crazy, as she always said, so she didnât mind.
Recently youâd seen this salon on TikTok that looked like the go-to place for curly hair. The videos were mostly about girls with different curl patterns, textures, and lengthsâbasically a curly hair paradise.
Only one little problem⌠it was two hours away from where you lived. Eventually, your sweet girlfriend got tired of your constant yapping about it and decided to do something about it.
The salon wasnât just farâit was popular, too. People came from all over to get their hair done, just like you were about to. Ellie, being the amazing girlfriend she is, somehow managed to book you an appointment that fit into your ridiculously busy schedule.
Between one game and another, the auburnette kept her phone on her black desk, just within reach. Every time she finished a round of COD, sheâd check her phone, obsessively refreshing the booking page over and over. This went on for a whole week before she finally snagged you an appointment.
And that wasnât allâshe drove you there, two and a half hours round trip. By the time you got there, her ass was so sore she couldnât even sit in the waiting area. Instead, she restlessly stood the whole time, sipping on a juice box one of the hairstylists handed her after hearing how far sheâd driven to surprise you.
She stood there like a nosy toddler the entire time, either munching on something or hovering close enough that you could see her reflection in the mirror.
And honestly? She was more anxious about your hair than you had ever been in your life.
âDonât cut it.â
âNo, noâdude, thatâs too much!â
âYou sure that wonât damage her hair?â
Your poor hairstylist was about this close to losing it with her. But when your hair was done, Ellie just stood there, staring at you with wide eyes, totally speechless and blushing like the awkward loser she was.
Of course, she ended up paying for itâafter putting up a bit of a fight.
âHow much is it?â she asked the girl behind the counter, both of you already reaching for your wallets.
â$280.â
âNuh-uh, Iâm paying,â Ellie said, her voice firm as she shot you the look.
âEllie, just wait outside,â you rolled your eyes, trying to brush her off, quickly pulling out your wallet. But she was fasterânearly slamming her card down on the marble counter.
âNo, you wait outside,â she echoed your words back at you, swiping her card while the girl at the counter giggled at her antics.
âFine.âÂ
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Jude Bellingham (Real Madrid) - Dorada
Requested: no
Prompt: Jude couldn't make it to the Ballon D'or, but Y/n brought it to him
Warnings: none
The night sparkled in Paris. Photographers flashed their cameras, calling Y/n's name, hoping for a radiant shot of the footballer nominated for the Women's Ballon d'Or. She was flawless for the cameras, dressed in a shimmering dark blue gown. As the interviews began, she felt the familiar weight of Jude's absence. Real Madrid's sudden boycott meant he couldnât be by her side tonight. She kept her head up, flashing that confident smile sheâd mastered over the years. One of the reporters stepped forward with a curious look. "Y/n, tonight's a big night, and we all know youâd hoped to share it with Jude. Is there any reason he couldn't make it tonight?"
"You get to interview a Ballon D'or nominee and thats the question you ask?" She chuckled, earning an approved laugh from her captain, Alexia beside her. Y/n took a deep breath and gave her rehearsed response. "Itâs just a decision thatâs out of my hands. It isnât the time to focus on that. I'm here to talk about my football, about my season, and if all goes well, hopefully my first Ballon D'or." Her voice remained calm, her smile unwavering, though inside she felt a pang.
As she moved along the red carpet, she caught whispers of fans and reporters speculating. There were murmurs about a breakup, suggestions that the long distance between Barcelona and Madrid had driven a wedge. She could feel the weight of it but chose to brush it off. Tonight, she was here for her dream. Jude would understand.
Finally, it was time. The ballroom filled with anticipation as the names were called, leading up to the grand announcement. "And this yearâs Womenâs Ballon dâOr goes to-" The pause ate away at her. It felt like forever. Who won? Who won? "Y/n Y/l/n, FC Barcelona!" A mix of shock and joy washed over her. The room exploded with applause, her teammates standing and cheering as Y/n made her way to the stage, trying to process the enormity of the moment. She turned to smile, holding back the tears and simply trying to think of what to do, what to say. Her hand was shaking as she accepted the golden trophy, its weight somehow grounding her. She barely registered the applause as she stood before the room, her teammates cheering her on, her eyes welling up slightly as she approached the stand. She was handed her trophy, the one trophy she was missing.
She stepped up to the microphone, her voice steady but tinged with emotion. Gripping the golden trophy, Y/n began her speech. "Wow, um, I didnât expect so many people to be here." The crowd laughed as she calmed herself down. "Alexia and Aitana make this look so easy." Another laugh. She finally felt calmer. "I've been thinking on what I would say all week if I won this prestigious award and honestly, all the practiced speeches are just-" She waved her hands. "Gone. They're gone." She smoothed out her dress and placed the ball onto the stand. "Firstly, I would like to thank my club, my coaches, and to the girls who make every match something I look forward to. You guys make every training, every game, every win and every loss worth it and I am so happy to be alongside each and every one of you. It is truly an honour." The room.erupted into claps as Y/n thought of what to say next.
"To my family back home, who believed in me from the beginning. To the culers who watch us at home, to the culers who follow us around the globe, I dedicate this to you. Thank you for making my jersey sales so high." The room laughed once again as she found a new confidence in herself. She took a moment, gathering her thoughts. And then, with a gentle smile, she continued. "And to the silly little boy I met all those years ago in Dortmund, thank you for cheering me on tonight from Madrid. I love you, and I am so sad you couldnât make it. I know you would be taking photos of me for my instagram, so maybe it's the thought that counts." She waited for the crowd to quieten once more so she could deliver the most important part in her opinion.
"And finally, to all the little girls out there watching. To the little girl who will one day stand up here and win this award, don't you ever give up! Keep going, and enjoy the journey. Visca el Barça!" She smiled, raising the trophy and wiping her tears away as she walked down back towards her teammates. The crowd cheered, and Y/N stepped off the stage, her heart a mix of pride and longing. She knew Jude was watching, and she couldn't wait to tell him everything.
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As the celebrations continued, her phone buzzed. It was a video notification. Opening it, she saw Jude's mom had posted a clip on Instagram. The video showed Judeâs face lighting up as her name was announced, pride etched all over his expression. He cheered loudly as she walked up the steps. "Thatâs my girl!" Y/n laughed, her heart feeling warmer than it had all evening. She wanted nothing more than to see him. Turning to her good friend, Laia from AtlĂŠtico Madrid, she pulled her aside. "Laia, would you mind if I joined your flight back to Madrid?" She asked, biting her lip. Laia grinned, immediately understanding. "Of course! You want to see your boy, right?" Y/n nodded, a bit shy. "Yeah⌠I need to be there. Tonight wouldn't feel complete otherwise."
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It was late when she arrived, but the city lights twinkled as her cab rolled through familiar streets. Thank God she had brought Jude's hoodie with her to Paris or she would have froze to death. She carried the golden Ballon d'Or and her luggage up to Jude's door. She barely had time to knock before the door opened. She had messaged Denise that she was coming sos he could surprise Jude, so she was happy to see her boyfriend's mum at the door to open it. "Comgratulations, darling." She whispered, hugging Y/n gently. "Thank you so much!" Y/n replied, before the pair walked in and up the stairs to Jude's room.
She sat down on his bed, still holding her trophy in one hand. Her other reached up to his cheek to caress his face. He stirred, his eyes flickering open. "Babe?" Jude whispered,his eyes now fully open. "Did someone order a Ballon d'Or?" She said with a grin. Jude laughed, pulling her into his arms, hugging her as if heâd never let go. "I did! Took long enough to arrive, though." He teased, eyeing the trophy she carried.
"I am so sorry I wasn't there. I wanted to be there. You know that, right? That I hated not being there?" She sighed softly. "I know. I wanted you there, but I understand why you couldnât be." He wrapped an arm around her, his voice warm with affection. "You deserved every moment up there. It was all you." She looked at him, her gaze soft. "Not all me. It was partly you, too, Jude. Youâve been with me through everything, even if weâre miles apart."
Jude chuckled, shaking his head. "A whole Ballon d'Or winner, calling me a âsilly little boyâ on live TV." He laughed, nudging her playfully. She grinned. "Well, it's the truth. The boy who used to kick balls at me during training just to get my attention." He pulled back, beaming as he looked down at her. He shook his head with a grin. "Look where that got me." He murmured, leaning over to kiss her forehead. They both laughed, the months of long distance and tonightâs worries melting away. She handed him the trophy, watching as he held it with reverence. "Itâs lighter than I thought it would be." He murmured, grinning. "Oh, really?" She challenged. "I didnât think youâd get to hold one just yet." She winked playfully, knowing that her banter would fire him up. "That was far." Jude said, looking towards his mum who was laughing by the doorway.
Jude laughed, feigning shock. "You just wait. You give me a year." His gaze softened, and he ran a thumb over her cheek. "Iâm so proud of you, though. You deserved every bit of that." Pulling her close, Jude took out his phone. "Okay, one last thing. Letâs get a picture. Just so we can recreate it when I win mine." She rolled her eyes, leaning in and making sure to show the shiny trophy. They snapped a quick selfie: Y/n in Judeâs hoodie, cuddled up with the Ballon d'Or shining between them. She gave a goofy grin while he kissed her temple, pride and love written all over his face.
As he posted the photo, the caption silencing those who whispered all evening.
Finally got to celebrate my girl, the Ballon d'Or winner, up close
"That long-distance stuff?" He murmured. "Weâll make it work. No oneâs stopping us."
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Misconceptions and Confrontations | Jack Hughes
summary: you and Jack had never gotten on with each other but as Quinnâs best friend you were always at the lake house. So what happens when Jack thinks that there is something going on with you and Trevor?
request: yes/no
warnings: sexual themes, p in v, fingering, swearing, use of y/n once.
word count: 2.7k
authors note: I came up with this idea at like 3 in the morning so thatâs when half of it was written. I wasnât even halfway through writing this when someone requested a different Jack smut but I liked this way too much to delete it. So thereâs another one coming soon!
pt 2 | pt 3
You wouldn't sleep with him if he was the last man on earth.
Jack had practically been your archenemy since you were seven and he was six. It was that moment that he yanked at your pigtail pulling you off of the swing on the playset that you two were destined to never get along.
Funnily enough it was that same moment when Quinn helped you up that set you two on the path to being best friends.
Now Jack was 22 and you were 23 and neither one of you seemed to have any intentions on beginning to like each other any time soon.
Your relationship didn't improve when you went off to college and he went off to the development team, in fact, it seemed that now Jack only getting the time you spent together during the summers his attempts at irritating you increased tenfold.
You didn't know how a family as amazing as the Hughes' could land up with the devils spawn as a child especially when the other two were good normal people. But nevertheless you always had to remain civil with the boy for the sake of your relationship with Quinn and for your mother's relationship with Ellen.
The two moms swore three years into their eldest children's friendship that the duo would get together. It took two months after the swing incident for you two to be practically attached by the hip. Everyone just assumed that Jack had a crush on you and that's why he was acting in that way to you, the real truth though was that he simply enjoyed pissing you off.
He loved the way he was almost always guaranteed a reaction from you, even if it was the smirk that you'd send him as you would watch Quinn shut his bedroom door in his brothers face.
The Hughes family lake house was the only place you willingly went each year even when you knew that Jack was going to be there too.
This year however and much to Jacks dismay you found yourself flirting with Trevor on more than one occasion.
Trevor had been notorious for flirting with you at the house throughout the years, but this was the first that you weren't telling him to find someone interested. He was dedicated you had to give him that much.
Jack used to love watching as you would turn him down but now he was just trying to refrain from letting the contents of his stomach from coming out of his mouth each time he would catch you two. At the start of the first week it was simple hand touching, you would run your fingers along a part of the Ducks players body. But now you were sitting on his lap and had even gone as far as feed him some watermelon at one point.
As childish as it may have sounded the boy wished that his brother would step in and separate them. Jack was surprised that Quinn was so calm at the cozy sight of you and Trevor.
Little did Jack know, the only reason why Quinn was so relaxed about it all was that he really didn't care who you dated. Sure he wanted him to be a good guy, and knowing where Trevor lived made it a lot easier if he ever needed to hurt him for hurting you.
The Devils player had been so caught up in his annoyance for what was going on the he didn't even realise that the one day when he walked past the room you were in and he heard the sounds of your moans Jack thought you were with his best friend. But if he had stayed in that hallway for a second or two longer, he would have realised that you were alone and it was your hand that was getting you off.
The final night at the lake house had quickly come upon the group and to celebrate you guys used Jack and Quinn's lake house to throw a party.
The event had been a total success, drinks were pouring, people were singing, even Quinn was dancing at one point in the night. But one thing you always noticed was the way that Jack just glared at Trevor. Even when the prettiest girl at the lake tried to talk to the middle Hughes boy his eyes didn't move.
You thought that it was childish from the devils player, somehow he had been able to avoid saying a single word to you the entire night yet he still managed to get under your skin.
So when Jack made his way upstairs presumably to the bathroom you followed wanting to give him a talking to "I'll be right back," you mumbled squeezing Trevor's thigh as you left your space on the couch on the tail of the forward.
The bathroom door almost shut but you were able to get you hand in the way of it "what the hell is your problem?" You asked clearly letting the alcohol that was in your system cloud your judgement.
Jacks eyes went wide as he looked at you "you're the one who walked in on me," he reminded her feeling like he wasn't the person who should have been receiving questions.
You grumbled something incoherent under your breath "you keep on glaring at Z when he's done nothing wrong!" You yelled at the younger boy as you shut the bathroom door behind you, making sure to lock it in the process.
You didn't want him to leave before the conversation ended "you're the one who's sleeping with him." The hockey player shot back as he began to pee not caring that you were still there.
If there had been about four shots less of vodka in your system maybe you would have left "I'm not sleeping with him," you furrowed your eyebrows at the accusation wondering where it could have possibly came from.
That announcement both made Jack feel lighter but also like he wanted to shove his head in the sand "you were the one I heard walk past!" You let out a gasp as he washed his hands.
The devils player had never been soft footed "you heard me?" He asked letting the soft fabric of the towel dry his hands.
You snickered to yourself as you leaned against the door "should have known it was you," your voice was soft as you shook your head "if it was Z he would have done something about it." The jab at him made him quickly close any distance between you two.
He pressed his lips into a fine line "Trevor is an action man, you aren't." You shrugged as you locked eyes with him seeing how his scowl hardened honestly made your knees buckle.
You knew that when you woke up in the next morning anything that happened from this moment on, you were blaming on the alcohol.
Jack ignored the alarm bells that rang in his head as his mouth watered at the sight of your lips "yeah I am," he pouted almost hurt by your statement.
It was this specific moment that you crossed the point of no return "prove it." And with those seven letters his lips were on yours, tongues clashed in a messy fight that against was going to be blamed on the alcohol.
He tapped your leg motioning for you to jump as he hooked his hands under your legs before he took you to the counter and let you sit in it "love this dress." He confessed as his hands ran up your thighs going dangerously close to your core.
You let out a moan as your stomach felt on fire âdo something already.â You complained as your pulled away from him wanting to clench your legs together at the view of his now swollen lower lip.
Jack smirked as he ran his fingers through your hair âpatience is a virtue sweetheart,â he repeated one of your favourite lines that you used to tell him when he would rush you to get out of the bathroom at the lake house.
Furrowing your eyebrows you sent him a glare âIâm sure Z would be happy to fu-â you couldnât even finish your sentence before Jack shoved two of his fingers into your mouth âsuck,â he groaned at the sight of your lips wrapping around the two digits practically treating it like you were sucking a dick.
So you let your tongue swirl around the fingers as you contemplated all of your actions. But before you could continue his fingers were pulling from your mouth âfuck,â fell from his lips as he watched the trail of saliva break and land on your breasts.
The hockey player placed his other hand on your cheek âgot warm you up for my cock okay?â When your head repeatedly nodded he took your lips into a kiss before he pulled your panties to the side easing his fingers into your core.
His were longer and thicker than yours so you were feeling things that you had never known that you could feel just from being fingered âshit.â Your head fell back giving the boy access to your neck where he peppered it in kissing.
Eyes screwed shut you knew that it was game over the second he placed his thumb on your clit. You were actually rather surprised that he not only knew where it was but also knew what to do with it. But the thoughts shit talking him quickly stopped when he placed the perfect amount of pressure on the little bud.
Jack smirked as he looked at the sight of you âwhat would Quinn say if he knew that you were up here about to get fucked?â He asked angling his fingers different as he hopped to make you feel a new type of sensations.
Most days you had a problem using your filter âhe would probably think that it was Z doing it,â you matched the chuffed look that was on his face.
But that look quickly dropped when the boy pulled his fingers out of you âup,â he mumbled as he motioned to you to get off of the counter.
You face turned into one of confusing as you listened to him âyouâre gonna watch yourself get fucked,â he explained as he raised your dress up to your stomach so that he could pull your panties down.
The lace hit the ground as Jack went to a black box that was in a drawer to get a condom âyou knew you were gonna get fucked tonight huh?â You asked seeing his shorts fall down with his boxers to reveal his fully hardened cock.
Your mouth watered as you tried to remain calm âsomething tells me youâve been wanting this,â the boy teased as he rolled the condom over his cock.
You gripped at the countertop in front of you âyou wanna hurry up and do it then or what?â You grumbled growing impatient.
For what ever reason Jack just found this amusing âalways had such a mouth on you,â he muttered placing a kiss on your neck before he locked eyes with you in the mirror âyou sure you want this?â The boy ran his protected cock over your clit a few times âJack if you donât hurry up I swear to-â you were quickly cut off as he grounded his hips into yours.
Your head fell forward âgod,â you groaned as he stopped moving giving you the time to adjust to his size.
He leaned forward âitâs just me honey,â he placed a warm kiss below your earlobe.
If he wasnât currently deep inside of you, you would have rolled you eyes at him but you feared what it would cause him to do âjust move please.â You begged as you were desperate to some form of a release today.
Jack nodded grabbing onto your hips as he began to slid in and out of you âyou like getting fucked when all of your friends are downstairs?â He asked smirking as he watched your boobs bounce each time he thrusted inside of you as you had decided to forgo a bra with your dress.
Your mind was hazy âwords or I stop honey,â the boy warned causing your eyes to snap open.
Met with the sight of his cock grounding you out repeatedly you couldnât help it when you shuddered âyou fuck me so good,â you called out not being able to take your eyes off of the mirror.
Without a single moment of care you were continuing to stroke his ego âlike watching what it is like to be fucked good?â He sucked at your neck in an attempt to mark you that actually ended up causing you to clench around him âlike this pussy was made for me.â Jack groaned as his head rested on the crook of your neck swearing that nobody could ever make him feel that good every again.
You were in this state of bliss as your legs began to wobble. You moved your one hand from the counter to your clit as you were desperate to feel some your orgasm fast âmove your hand,â Jack warned but you never listened.
So he repeated himself again but this time making sure to softly tap your hand âmove your hand before I fucking stop,â his tone was serious enough to cause you to listen letting your hand move back to the counter that it was once on.
Of course though the hockey player didnât leave your clit unattended as his hand had taken over what you had been doing âyou keep clenching around me like that and Iâm gonna come,â he confessed not realising just how close you actually were.
You sucked at your teeth trying to come up with a way to say it âIâm gonna,â you announced cutting yourself off with a moan as you could feel the way that his dick throbbed inside of you.
The sound was like music to the boys ears ânot yet,â he shook his head as he wanted to push you a little bit further.
Jack didnât know when he would get another cause to do this so he wasnât going to let the opportunity just roll past him âbe a good girl and wait for me.â His tone was stern as he sped up his pace wanting to join you in that state.
It felt like mission impossible, you couldnât hold on even if you tried âI canât,â you now had tears welling in your eyes as you were teetering on the fine like between coming and not.
For the first time since he started fucking you, Jack had left your his alone as he had one hand on your clit and the other had just moved into your hair.
He tugged at it causing you head to rear against his shoulder. You two were now looking at each other directly, no mirror between you, no nothing. So he leaned down âcome for me,â his words were soft and just as your mouth opened to let out a moan he captured your lips in a kiss. The hockey player fucked you through your orgasm and just as yours ended and you clenched around him for the longest time that you had yet, it spurred on his own orgasm.
You pulled away from him âJack,â you whimpered out as the feeling of overstimulation was quickly approaching you.
It caused the boy to laugh as he slid out of you âenjoyed that?â He asked with a smirk as he placed you back on the bathroom counter when your legs began to act like jelly.
Before you could respond there was a knock at the door âJack?â It was Quinnâs voice and it caused your eyes to go wide.
Jack almost forgot to respond as he was still taking in your post fuck look âyeah,â he groaned as you had kicked his knee.
Quinn had been searching for you for the last five minutes âyou know where y/n is?â He asked desperately trying to find you.
You had to hold in a gasp as you were worried what the middle Hughes brother might say âhavenât seen her,â the Devils player lied as he sent you a smirk.
The look he sent you was silently saying you owe me.
So something made her realise that whatever this was with Jack wasnât going to be over just yet.
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Between your arms [S. R]
Spencer Reid x wife!reader
word count: 1.8k
summary: after a hard day Spencer returns to his safe place
A/N: I just finished the third season, imagine it's somewhere in there. And DAMN, with each passing chapter I fall more in love with this man
When Spencer got home, he was completely exhausted. The case had been delayed longer than expected and the fact that the jet had technical problems didnât help in the least, so the total delay was 5 hours, so it was already late at night when he opened the door of your apartment. He strongly wished that you weren't awake or he would feel guilty and that concern dissipated when he noticed that you weren't lying on the couch as he had found you so many times.
Spencer needed to shower so he could somehow wash off the stress of the case and wash off the dirt he'd picked up during his stay in the woods. Fortunately the shower was far enough from the room to go unnoticed and he took his time, enjoying the hot water running all over his body, considerably relaxing the tension he had in his muscles. Once he left, Reid took a cotton pajama that he had packed in the suitcase, it had colored stripes on the white fabric and you had given it to him for a birthday many years ago. The fabric was already worn by time, but he loved the calming feeling it gave him, and the smell of your favorite fabric softener on it made him feel like he was right at home.
When he opened the door of your room he found you in bed, sleeping so peacefully that he felt some envy, but at the same time he smiled tenderly. He and you were very different when it came to sleeping: he couldn't fall asleep if he wasn't tucked in, he had a hard time doing it alone, he constantly woke up to go to the bathroom and he tossed and turned throughout the night. You, on the other hand, could sleep soundly as soon as your body touched the mattress, fully exposed, and you would stay in the same pose on your left side unless he asked you to reposition yourself. You slept on the inner side for reasons of practicality, because when he was late or had to leave due to an emergency it was easier for him to jump out of bed, and you always did it hugging a stuffed dog that Spencer had won for you in a fair.
Many people would think that getting married at 21 was crazy and even a couple of gossip told you that you were making a mistake or that it would only take a few months for one of you to file for divorce, but four long years had passed since then. Not everything was perfect, because there were arguments as in all marriages, and to that we had to add the constant stress that Spencer's work had, not only for him but also for you. Although, somehow, you had made it work and he always found the time to dedicate himself only to you, because he knew that you deserved it. You had a good position in a real estate company, nothing risky, and with hours that were always respected.
You two preferred not to think about it, especially him, but there was a degree of codependency in your relationship that you hoped wouldn't escalate into something sick or dangerous. You had had a difficult life, Spencer continued to have a difficult life, but little by little you two opened up to each other and the communication helped comfort what sometimes still tormented you. Reid had saved you from committing many idiots and if it wasn't for you, he didn't know how he could have faced situations or ghosts from his past. You were his reason for living and your apartment was that safe place where he could isolate himself from the whole world and live his own utopia. With you there was no suffering, there were no traumas, no crimes, no coworkers who ignored him... and when that existed, you were there to hug him tight and tell him that everything would be fine.
Honestly, the fear of becoming a burden plagued him frequently, but the two of you were trying to work through your own insecurities so that you could carry on your marriage in peace.
As soon as he felt his body touch the surface of the mattress, he moaned calmly and finally allowed himself to feel all the tiredness of the day, sure that it no longer mattered because he was in the right place to rest. He stayed like that for a couple of seconds, enjoying the softness on which he was lying, until your gentle breathing next to him caught his attention. He hated waking you up during the night, but now more than ever he needed to feel you close and he considered that with such a heavy sleep you had his touch would hardly be noticeable. He moved enough to be able to wrap his arm around your entire waist and bury his head in your skin at the nape of the neck, but against all odds he heard you inhale heavily as a sign that you had noticed the grip.
âSpence?â
"I didn't want to wake you up" he apologized, as he kissed you on the shoulder to mask his remorse, although to be honest a part of him was very grateful to be able to talk to you.
"I wasn't asleep" you lied uselessly, because your voice betrayed your state of sleepiness. Careful not to let him let go of you, you turned around to face him and he smiled from ear to ear when even in the dark he noticed that you were smiling weakly at him "Did you just get there?"
âThings got difficult. We came back by trainâ
âOhâŚâ you hummed sympathetically. Your hands traveled deftly up to his face and you stroked with your thumbs, watching him turn to putty between your fingers. âDid you even have dinner? Let me make you something"
"No, no, darling," he hastened to say, stopping you from getting up to go to the kitchen. Honestly, hunger was the least of Spencer's worries at that moment, his mind was longing to receive your body heat and with some luck multiple kisses on the face and lips "Just stay here with me"
If in normal circumstances it was already difficult to deny your husband something, it was even worse when he whispered in that pleading tone, so you simply nodded and snuggled closer against him. His long golden hair tickled your nose and you realized that Spencer had used your conditioner again, even though he had promised not to do it again, but you didn't mind at all.
"You feel good?" you asked softly, as one of your hands traveled to the back of his head to stroke his head and you maneuvered your other arm for him to use as a pillow.
He was very protective as a husband, perhaps motivated by the fear that some of the horrible things he saw daily at his work would happen to you, and he constantly looked out for your well-being, but on those occasions when you took the time to pamper him after a terrible day, he swore that it was you who took care of him from the lurking monsters.
"I feel better now that I'm here," he confessed, the words slightly muffled by his lips on your skin. "I missed you."
"Oh, I know you did" you joked, now a little more lucid than at the beginning of the conversation. You were very interested in him being able to fall asleep, because once he did it, all you had to do was close your eyes to imitate him, and how to blame you? With that strong grip and his legs intertwined with yours, you felt total tranquility "I missed you tooâ
Your hand continued to untangle strands of his hair in an attempt to relax him and you stayed that way for a few minutes, until he broke the silence. You didn't understand at first, so you gently whispered in your ear for him to repeat it.
"I missed our nine o'clock show" it was inevitable to let out a soft laugh at the apparent priority issue of your beloved and you kissed him on the top of the head before answering.
"Yes, it is sad"
"Remember how I told you that Anita and the butler were having an affair?" he asked and you hummed affirmatively âDid I get it right?â
"Almost. She was having it with the gardenerâ you heard a defeated sigh under your chin and your smile only increased âNow you owe me five bucksâ
âToo bad, I don't have cash with me,â he muttered, pretending to be genuinely pained. âWould you accept another method of payment?â There was no need to ask what his suggestion was from him, the gentle kiss he placed on your shoulder spoke for itself.
âYes, but there is a problem with the currency conversion. Five dollars equals approximatelyâŚâ you took a moment to think of a suitable number and when you got it a smile escaped your lips âfive hundred kissesâ
âFive hundred kisses?!â Reid squealed from his hiding place in your chest "That's a huge debt"
"It is"
"I better start now huh?" he said flirtatiously. He started with quick kisses on whatever section of skin was within his reach that made you laugh out loud, then he continued up your neck with more careful caresses and by the time he reached your face the kisses were slow and so gentle that you felt die. But he wasn't so merciful to you, so his kisses touched almost your entire face except your lips. "Do you keep track?"
"Sorry?"
"Do you keep track of how many kisses I gave you?â
"Oh no, I guess you'll have to start over," you whispered, as you felt his smile against your skin as he planted a kiss right on your jaw "Or if you give me one on the lips, we're evenâ
Spencer didn't think twice to finally indulge your wishes and it was such a warm and deep kiss that you felt like a newlywed again. There were bad times, yes, but it was these moments that made you know that facing the rest was worth it.
"I love you very much, you know that?" he sighed, still with his eyes closed and his forehead resting on yours. You lifted your head a little just so you could steal another chaste kiss from him.
"I love you more, baby"
Spencer settled back, now lying entirely on your chest and you wrapped both arms around his waist while your hands traced uneven patterns on the striped fabric on his back. You asked your ear to please get some sleep and the soft beating of your heart was enough to calm him down until exhaustion overcame him.
If there was a perfect place in the world, he knew that it was between your arms.
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Lasting Pictures: Up and Under (pt.2)
Pairing: Poly!Task Force 141 x Photographer!Reader
Summary: Signing the papers was one thing, actually going back and doing the work was another. Memories come hurling back at you as you try and navigate this new lifestyle while getting to know the members of your new task force- some warm up quicker to you than others but are your trials all for nothing? Or maybe, just maybe this new start has other possibilities for you as well....
Warnings: 4952 words, Slow burn, heavy imagery of anxiety attack and PTSD, descriptions of blood and swearing.
A/N: Hey ya'll thank you all so much for all the love on the first post, weird to see so many people liking my shitty writing. Anyways! todays chapter is dedicated to my fellow stranger @cosychick who made this chapter possible (TYSM again, seriously). On another note... I may have written a lot again... and have an outline for many more chapters... hope you guys enjoy this next part! let me know what you think~
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The cheers surrounding the room are soon put to an end as the boys soon get ordered to return back to their duties on base as you and Gabby stay behind with Laswell. She opens your file on the table, flipping towards the back as she comments on your years of leave from the military. Your task force had all been promoted within the ranks and some were found less on field and more in strategy. You smiled at this newfound information, as it slightly fell when Laswell said how poorly they took your leave and lack of communication afterwards while tailing off on a few names that have you blinking your eyes quickly.
The room falling quiet once more, Gabby grasps your hand in her own- rubbing small circles into the back of it in an effort to comfort you. You squeeze it twice in response; awaiting Laswell to continue her commentary as a knock can be heard coming from the door, Price enters then closes it behind himself as he takes his seat back beside Laswell with his own paperwork in hand and places it on the table. He motions with a flick of his wrist for you guys to continue as he grabs for a pair of glasses and takes the lid of a pen off; beginning to flip through the sheets, signing every few pages while referencing others. Laswell continues to speak while opening a second file with your polaroid clipped to the front.Â
âHas your body fully healed from the incident?â
âYes, maâamâ
âDo you still take medication for it or any other symptoms you have experienced as a result?â
âYes I doâ
Laswell hums in response, flickering to the next page as you lightly sigh in relief and Gabby comments, âMay I speak freely?â
âYou mayâ
âThey have made a full recovery, I made sure of it before contacting themâŚâ Gabby looks over at you, happiness is found in her squished cheeks from smiling so brightly as she drops your hand to reach over the table for your papers, â...I recommend still going through with the fitness regulation test for formal qualities- but they would pass easily nonetheless.â
Price decides to lift his head and joins the conversation once more, âsome practice missions with 141 before sending directly to the field would be of value to us all as well. Time is limited- I know-â
You smile slightly at his addition, nodding your head in agreement before finishing his sentence, âbut a little team building never hurt nobodyâ you tease lightly back as John matches your smile before returning back to the work at hand. Gabby leans over, clearing her throat loudly to whisper in your ear, âSo what type of team building do you have planned~?âÂ
Swatting her away while covering your cheeks from your blush, John chuckles to himself as you shrink into your sweater, cursing Gabby mentally as Laswell gives you all a tisk with a small smile gracing its way across her features; her tone lightening.Â
âYou will get along great with the team, Dice, from what I read and see here today. 0-700 tomorrow for your assessment and I want you to move on to base with the rest of the team temporarily to redevelop your skills for the imminent future. Deployment is set for two weeks from now. That is all, thank you bothâ Laswell finishes, collecting her belongings before tapping Price on the shoulder on her way out.Â
Stacking the papers into a neat pile; he looks between you and Gabby before sliding an unsigned document, tapping his finger to where he wants you to sign and handing you his pen. Glancing down at it, its weight is surprisingly heavy and the small engraving of 141 on the lid has you smiling, you look over the page- reading through each clause before signing your name at the bottom and sliding it back with a sigh.Â
Gabby slaps your shoulder with yet another cheer as she calls for drinks tonight that has you shaking your head at the idea. âI have my assessment in the morning scales, canât be going out and doing that just yet.â
âLameâ Gabby states back childishly before asking if you wanted a drive back, you smile thankfully at this as you begin to stand from your seat. Knees a bit weak from staying in the same position for too long. Yet as your hand hovers over the door handle, a small call out from the table has you turning back to face your new captain.Â
âWelcome to the team Y/Nâ
âThank you CaptainâÂ
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Keys swing around Gabbys finger as you both make your way towards the parking lot at the back of the base. Walking through the halls and across the pavement; viewing all the helicopters and equipment tucked nearly away has memories sending goosebumps across your skin, nerves and excitement mixing together in your anxiety driven cocktail as you follow in Fishâs shadow.Â
Gabby clicks the small device twice as the car flashes its lights with a small honk. Yet as you begin to enter the vehicle a calling out of your name from another car has you smacking your head against the roof of the car and eliciting a loud groan as you rub the spot gently, turning to face whomever got you into this state.Â
Gaz smiles apologetically from the rolled-down window as he asks if you want help tomorrow moving your stuff on to base, he mentioned that your new captain already sent a message to the infamous groupchat you had yet to be added to. Smiling at the man's kindness you accept as he asks for your number. Walking up to his car, exchanging phones; you place your name alone in his as Gaz places a petrol symbol for himself that has you giggling when you read it. Tapping the top of his car in a sign of goodbye, he drives through the gates and away.Â
Turning back you see Gabby leaned against the car with a cheeky grin, âdo I need to report anything to the council already, lieutenant?âÂ
âYet?! Do you honestly think I am getting with any of them, or that they would have any interest in all of this shit?â You reply while flinging your hands up and down your body, emphasising your statement.Â
âWell.. you and Soap looked to be getting cosyâŚâ
âI needed physical comfort, you know thisâ
âMmhmmâ
âGabby! I swear to god-â
âMmhmmâÂ
âEven with my last team, we almost never did any of that shitâ
âAlmost?â She teases back.
âNot like that Gabs! ugh!â
Gabby does not bother to listen to anymore of your protests as she hops backs into the vehicle, the engine roaring to life as you sit yourself into the passengers side with a huff, buckling your seatbelt before helping her to check the blindspots and give directions back to your place.Â
--
The drive back is peaceful after the hellish day you have had. Gabby flipped you off while driving away as your neighbour complained about hearing your cat moving about your apartment too loudly. Apologising you turned the key in the hole and entered, the space was dark with a small candle coming from the kitchen. Cursing to yourself for leaving it unattended, blowing it out you called for Spoons to make sure he didnât hurt himself from it.Â
Checking the cat over in your arms and sighing out in relief, you hunched down slightly so they could move to your shoulders and motioned to get their medication before you started the debate of ordering in or cooking dinner for yourself. Opening the fridge you cursed to find it empty, resting your forehead against its metal door to cool your head, you felt for your phone the jean pocket as Spoons meows loudly in your ear.Â
Placing him on the counter and closing the door with your foot, you order delivery and feel for your wallet; walking yourself back into the living and falling onto the cushioned seat, feet pressed atop the coffee table as you threw a weighted blanket over yourself and turned the television on. Doctor Who played across the screen as you chucked at their antics and companions' poorly timed jokes, the doorbell ringing and a tip being served before you switched to the VOD for the football game.Â
Your team was losing severely as you whisper-yelled at the screen, afraid of getting a thorough beating from your elderly neighbour. You flicked it off before it finished and noticed that your plate was empty. Placing the containers in the fridge and washing your dishes in the sink, you see Spoons sleeping on the half-wall separating your kitchen from the dining room. Their belly turned upwards as light snores exited their body. Snapping a quick picture to show Ghost in the morning, you began your nightly routine.Â
Showering, brushing and flossing your teeth, alongside applying your moisturizers. You shuffled underneath the covers while doing some last minute scrolling through your phone. Rolling your eyes when you saw the endless stream of reels being sent from Gabbys personal account that had you switching your ringer off and placing it on to charge. Setting your alarm clock to sound you closed your eyes as your body jerked throughout the night, awaking in a cold sweat as only a few hours had passed before doing your best at returning back to sleep.
--
The loud sound of ringing gradually made its way across your ears as you groaned and blindly reached over to turn it off; you ended up swatting it off the nightstand, the loud crash had you sitting upright from the sound of it smacking against the hardwood floors. Being stubborn to get out of bed just yet, you reach across the room to pick it up and shut it up. Falling back into the covers you reach for your phone and smile seeing your parentsâ name in the notifications, they wish you a strong return back with a string of emojis that has you shaking your head while replying, slightly regretting for introducing them to that submenu on the keyboard.
Stretching and rolling out your yoga mat, you do our daily exercises before setting the kettle to boil and heading for a quick shower. The mirror clouds over as you draw a small heart across its surface while scrolling for just the right song to start getting ready to.Â
Coming back out- refreshed you dig through the back of your closet to find parts of your old uniform that you didnât have the heart to send down to the storage rooms. Placing it across your frame and looking at yourself in the foyer mirror. A tear slides itself down your cheek as you swiftly wipe it away. Spoons soon comes between your legs pawing to be fed as you lightly smile down at them.Â
Apologizing to your furry friend, you give them their daily medication and head out the door, to your car in the underground parkade. 06:10 reads on the dash as you drive back to the base from memory. While at a light you start a call with Gabby, hoping that she would fess up to what types of testing you will go through today, yet she gave you nothing much to your dismay other than some teasing as usual.Â
âDid you end up talking to Gaz more last night when you exchanged numbers?â
âNo, I talked to my parent though.â
âOh! I miss them, are they still single?â
âGabs I swear-â
âHey! Just an honest questionâŚâ
âSure, sure.â
âAre you here yet?â
âAlmost, about a block awayâ
âOkay good.â
âEverything alâright?â
âOh yeah, Soap just keeps telling me I'm no fun now that heâs met you, butthurt honestly.âÂ
âWell I have always been the funnier one.â
âThanks, just what I needed to hear.â
âYou know me- social skills, simply perfectionâŚâ you end with a giggle in your voice, â...okay im at the gate now, see you in a few.â
Pulling the car into an empty parking spot, you ended the call while hauling your work bag with your camera inside over your shoulder from the passenger's seat and take your metal water bottle with you. Locking the car with a click you walked towards the main building and picked yourself up a new badge. Wincing at your picture, you hide it in your jacket pocket as you make your way down the hall and towards the locker rooms to put your stuff down.Â
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Taking in a deep breath, you made your way out to the fields and saw everyone standing in a circle, speaking in hushed tones before halting at the sounds of your footsteps nearning. Giving the group a small wave, Gabby came over and wished you luck with a large hug and kiss against your cheek before returning back to her duties. Laswell stood to the side, clipboard in hand as she began to look at her watch, anxious to begin and return to her stack of files as well.Â
Soap speedily walks his way over to you, clapping a hand on your shoulder and pulling you in to his side, he wishes you good luck and a few other words told in his native tongue that you didnât quite catch before Ghost is shouting across the field, in what would appear an aggressive tone to any new listener.Â
âEnglish, Jonnyâ
âFuckinâ Britts you lotâ
âHey you! Don't assume my nationality you prickâ
Soap looks at you wide-eyed and apologetically as words and curses fall out of his mouth like a waterfall. Gaz can he heard chucking off to the side as you pat Soaps shoulder and tell him that you were just pulling his leg. He nods his head and sighs out in relief while looking up towards the grey skies. Making your way over to greet the Captain and Ghost, they both offer you a firm handshake once more as you provide a wide smile back before heading towards Gaz sitting on a nearby bench beside Laswell.Â
Sitting beside him, he starts making small talk and eventually asks what you are doing directly after this. Looking towards Laswell she shrugs and reminds you of the team-building you promised to do before calling you to the starting line. Gaz makes a quick note for you to continue your conversation later as he shouts you a good luck as you make your way away. He sits up from the bench and moves to stand beside Simon and the others in line to the side.
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Nearing the starting line, you notice a series of vertical obstacles ranging from a rope climb, an outstanding rock wall and a fence hop. Leaning your body to the side, you look further down to see a tire you will need to push alongside a series of pylons lining a large section of the tarmac. A long run, how great after all of that.Â
Shaking your head of the negativity, you closed your eyes and evened your breathing before sending Laswell a nod of your head, ready to tackle this course to the best of your ability. The sound of a shout coming from the Station Chief has your body moving faster than your mind as you hoist yourself up the rope and jump down to the other side.Â
Your body wavers slightly upon impact yet as soon as your knees steady once more you are running up the rock wall to boost yourself up, skipping half of it as you hear Gaz praising your technique while waiting running to wait for you on the other side. Using your feet and hands, you slip slightly from the lack of gloves or chalk before running down the ramp on the other side. Next you are sprinting over to hop over three sizes of fences as Soap claps loudly at the end telling you how many obstacles you have left.Â
Smiling to yourself in a layer of sweat, you side-hop the last small fence before whipping your forehead with the backside of your arm and collapse yourself to the floor in low crawl under the wire frames above. The mud finds its way into your boots and underneath your fingernails as you sigh happily at its cool texture on your skin.Â
Nearing the end you look ahead of yourself to see the long awaited large tire sitting flush against the ground. Picking yourself up to stand and shaking your hands violently while running over, you heave it up with a large grunt and push it to fall. Completing these repetitive actions tenfold before showing the tire over the designated cones. The long awaited run now awaited you as Price praised you with a large smile, yours matching his own as your feet began to pick up pace once more, now desperately trying to reach the end of the course in time.Â
The soon becomes in view as you see Laswell standing there, stopwatch in hand as Gabby appears beside her, jumping enthusiastically and pointing at your approaching frame. This momentarily distracts you from the pain you are feeling throughout your body as it takes everything in you to run the last quarter mile.Â
Yet as you near, the shouting of all your awaiting squad members, the sound of your blood pumping through your ears and your laboured breaths has you faltering slightly as your world spins and the finish line is closer than ever before.Â
Memories cloud over your senses as you can feel the sweat dripping off your neck and down your back. The feeling of cold metal combing itself against your skin has you shivering in your overheated state as your stomach begins to turn itself outwards.
You donât notice yourself running across the finish line and slightly pass before a pair of arms wrap themselves around your frame and hold you steady as they shake your shoulders in an effort to make you become present.Â
You can feel a distant hand running circles on to your lower back as they brush the hair out of your eyes and behind your ears before resting their hand against your forehead, checking your temperature while making a hand motion in the other as the sounds of multiple boots rushing over have you swaying in their hold and holding your stomach as you kneel over. Knees falling to the pavement as you collapse on to your side. Eyes blurry as you see the rough contours of faces shaking your legs and holding your chin before they push you into recovery position as you throw up your guts on to someone's boots.Â
Apologising subconsciously in a gravel filled tone. The sounds of cries over power your being as you shrink into yourself, tears falling. But soon enough you feel laying down beside you as they tug you over and point to the clouds in the sky while you rub your eyes. The multiple pairs of eyes on you have fallen significantly as you take in a large breath and whip your eyes and cheeks with the back of your hand.Â
Looking over to your left you see Gabby staring at you smiling, remenist to what you would do as kids in your backyard, making stories out of all the clouds above and promises of your futures together. How times have changed as the pavement burned itself against the back of your head that still felt a bit fuzzy and your hands shook slightly against your sides.Â
As Gabby directs you to copy her breathing and calls for your bag to be brought over while searching for your medication side, she asks softly if you remember to take some yesterday. Eyes going wide you shake your head and groan to yourself while placing the back side of your hand to rest against your forehead, shielding your eyes from the sun beginning to poke its way through the clouds.Â
Doing your best to hoist yourself to a sitting position, your frame wobbles slightly as Gabby rapidly turns her body around and her face turns into horror. Her hands are filled as she watches you sway and almost crash your head against the tarmac once more yet thankfully an arm had you hoisted up against their side as they joined you on the floor.Â
Smiling over to Gaz thankfully he rubbed your shoulder and Gabby kneeled down to hand you a cup of water and a few pills. Looking at them in your hand, shuffling them slightly in your palm you threw them into your mouth, tipping your head back consciously as the water made its way down your system.Â
Gaz then handed you a pack of crackers that were obviously from an MRE. You winched in reaction that had Gaz giggling at your face before it fell when Fish just about punched him to remove it. Shaking your head slightly at the two and telling Gaz you know he meant nothing poor of it, you begin to take small bites out of the cracker while looking around to find where everyone else went.Â
As you stare down the field, you see Laswell and Price in a heated argument as the boys stand to his side, a few grand hand gestures are made as Soap flings his arms around wildly, almost hitting Ghost in the face that has him holding his limbs still so the Captain can focus.Â
Looking towards Gaz once more you ask simply, âHey GazâŚâ He hums to you in reply while his focus is on making sure that you continue to eat, â...Shouldnât you be down there listening to what Laswell and Price have to say?â
âI think something more important came up that held my attentionâ
As you move to apologise, Gaz holds his other hand up slightly as you pause your next words. His eyes crinkle slightly as he stares eye level into your own, your mouth opens slightly at the sight of his smile so close to your face, yet you shake your head blaming it on all the anxiety still coursing its way through your system.Â
âSometimes all we need is to sit down with someone so that the world can figure itself out.â Â
You humm in reply as clears her throat softly as you both jerk your bodies in reaction, forgetting her presence in front of you. She shakes her head and chuckles lightly at both of your reactions before saying, âwhat about some words of wisdom for yours truly, Garrick?â While fluttering her eyelashes.Â
Rolling your eyes you canât help but chuckle at your best friends seemingly never ending sass as you ask, âGarrick?â While tilting your head to the side, staring at Gazâs profile as he simply explains that it's his last name and you nod to this newfound information.Â
âMy full name is actually Kyle âGazâ Garrickâ
âKyle Garrickâ You test the name out upon your lips as he gives you once of his famous smiles once more while squeezing your shoulder.
âMy name sounds a whole lot better while coming out from between your lipsâ
Gasping at his comment, you blush widely in response while holding your cheeks with the palms of your hand in an effort to hide your growing embarrassment. Groaning while leaning forward, your head falls into Gabbys lap as she laughs once more at you while combing her fingers through your hair as Gaz slides his hand to rest against your back.
Mumbling in Gabbys secure hold about his touch not helping your state. You hear a loud laugh as he reacts with his hand apologising. The lack of his touch as you question the equally relieved and disappointed emotions flashes across your brain. Yet this bubble of a moment would soon be broken as the rest of the team returned around you.
Everyone eventually sat down on the pavement that had you mentally giggling to yourself, the ghost of a smile makes its way across your features as you notice the formation you all have made is reminiscent of the duck, duck, goose game.Â
Soap soon leans over to whisper in your ear, âtag, youâre itâ while poking your shoulder jokingly. Wincing in an exaggerated manner has Soap quickly asking if you alright as you smile kindly in response, âIâm feeling a lot better now, thank you SoapâÂ
He nods back in response before shifting his focus to Gaz, eyeing how close he is sitting against you now all the more obvious as Gabby moved herself to sit between Laswell and Ghost. Yet making no comments on his observations that has relief spreading across your skin. You did not need anymore teasing.
Looking back around the circle yourself, you notice as the Captain does a quick look over of you before nodding his head in approval and turning his attention towards Laswell who appears to be choosing their next words carefully as you feel Ghosts gaze settling hot against your profile.
Tilting your head slightly, you notice how he plays with his gloves and how soft his eyes appear behind the mask as if asking you a simple question to your state. Offering a small smile and nod in recognition you watch out of the corner of your eye as his fidgeting stops and he too eyes Laswells next words.Â
Clearing her throat, her eyes make their way around the circle and stop at you, âyou have done well today Y/L/N, flying colours for the obstacle course and impressive return I must add. Yet after todayâŚâ Her sentence drifts off as she lacks the words necessary to continue, looking over to Price for help.
The Captain holds your eyes softly in his own as he finishes for Laswell, âfrom discussions earlier and your best interests in mind, Laswell and the team have decided that we wonât be putting you on attack for now.â A large sigh escapes your mouth as you feel conflicted on how to feel about not fully coming back.Â
Price continues, âuntil then you come with us on missions to gather intelligence for Fish under our watch.â
âI understand sirâ you respond back, doing the best to hide your emotion in your voice as you see Soap shift himself closer to your side in noticing your slight change in tone. Your eyes are still being held by the captains as you see his eyes wince slightly at your response before his face returns to its professional state.Â
Slapping his hands against his knees with a throat clearing he stands up from the sitting circle and dismisses the meeting, turning around and walking his way back inside the main building. Laswell follows suit, dragging Gabby alongside her while they both compare paper-workloads.Â
Gabby turns around mouthing an apology for leaving so soon as you look back and see Ghost is now a bit further away with Soap as they appear to be chatting seriously over something together before Ghost locks him into a headlock. Shaking your lead and looking away all you hear are the sounds of them scraping one another in the background as you find Kyle waiting to ask you something.Â
âDo you want me to come over tonight?â Kyle questions softly while tilting his head, awaiting your response.
âTo come over?â
âOh ah-apologies, I meant to move your things temporarily on baseâ
âOh,â You laugh lightly while shaking your head of the drifting thoughts you were having, â...yeah some help would be great Kyle! Thank you so much for the offer once more.â
âIt's really nothing Y/N.â
âStillâŚâ
âWell, how about after you treat me to some coffee together the day after?â
âI like the sound of that,â You say while doing your best to hide the ever growing smile spreading its way across your rosy cheeks as you notice Gaz smiling back at your adorable self.Â
âWhy do you get to call Gaz by their first name and not me?! I thought I was your favorite based upon yesterday, what has this British man done to your head beauty?â Soap cries out while quickly walking back over to you as Ghost is nowhere to be seen.Â
Your head throws back in laughter as your shoulders rise and fall in swift motions. Gaz shakes his head at his squad member, shoving his shoulder lightly from around your frame with the hint of a smile tugging at the ends of his lips. While Soap remains completely serious in the matter, grabbing your shoulders lightly to make sure you are facing him when you respond.Â
âOkay then SoapâŚâ Your voice deepens teasingly at the mention of his callsign â...so what would you like me to call you?â
You watch as his eyebrows raise and a smirk slides its way across his features that has you already groaning, predicting what he is going to say as you can hear Kyle laughing behind you at the interaction.
âMhmm, well there are a number of things I would love you to call meâŚâ You roll your eyes at this comment,  â...Yet for now let's stick to Johnny.â
âJohnny?â
âYou got it, Johnny.â
âCanât promise I can say it with a scottish accent like you doâ
âHumor meâ
âPlease donât make me.â
âJust once, c'mon, promise not to record this oneâŚâ
âThis one!â
âOh shit.â
âOh shit is right, Johnnyâ You respond in a horrible Scottish accent that has Soap reeling with laughter as he grips your shoulder and pulls you into a hug as Gaz laughs harder in the background. The flash of a camera can be heard as you call pause to face the sound to see Ghost pocketing his phone inside his black hoodie.Â
â°â⤠A/N: so... what did you guys think? Have a favorite member so far? Thank you serious for reading all of this lol.
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A neurodivergent witch's guide to starting a grimoire đżâ¨ď¸
I remember when I was first starting out with building a grimoire and getting frustrated with how few resources there are on what a grimoire is supposed to be. I wanted clear directions and examples of what to include, but I mostly found YouTubers giving vague descriptions and repeating over and over again that it's extremely personal and private so they wouldn't say anything specific. As a neurodivergent person, it was very frustrating to try to figure out what to do from that. It took me a while to figure out what my own specifics were, so for any beginner witches out there, here are some specific ideas for starting off! Once you get more used to it, it'll get easier and easier to figure out what you do and don't want to include.
I'd recommend researching sigils and creating one to protect your grimoire; I placed mine on the second page after I dedicated the notebook for it, but you can put it wherever you feel like
Dates of moon cycles/information on how they affect your practice
Wheel of the year/sabbats if you celebrate them
Record rituals for sabbats if you choose to do anything for them, that way you have a reference for next year
Information on the elements- earth, air, fire, water, and/or spirit depending on your practice
Information on herbs or crystals you have- I like to print out pictures to include with the correspondences and leave space to write down specific things I use them for
Also, a quick reference list of ways you can care for individual crystals will be very helpful if you use them! Pay extra attention to which ones are sensitive to sun or water, it'll save you crystals later on
Basics of tarot, runes, or other divination methods
Color correspondences!
Information on zodiac signs; I printed out my star chart and put it in
When you do spellwork, write down everything you did and date it. Later you can come back and update whether it worked, what the effects were, and tweak it if necessary- basically treat it like a magic recipe book
A grimoire is not the same as a journal- if you want to write down personal reflections on meditation or your emotional experiences, I would suggest using a separate notebook for those things.
While I understand why people are so hesitant to show their grimoires, I have no qualms with showing a few pages for example purposes. However, I would suggest that you don't share anything that is personalized to your craft to others unless you can 100% guarantee that they won't cause you harm with it.
The only reason I'm ok with putting pictures on here is because they're full of basic information that anyone with Google could find and nothing that's specific to me.
With that being said, here are a few examples from my own grimoire as a reference!
#witchcraft#witch#witch community#beginner witch#book of shadows#grimoire#nd witch#neurodivergent witch
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caffeine addiction
lena oberdorf x reader
summary: reader struggles with a caffeine addiction
The sun peeked through the curtains of the cozy apartment Y/N and Lena shared in Munich, casting a warm glow over the room. It had been a couple of months since Lena transferred from Wolfsburg to Bayern Munich, a move they had both looked forward to.Â
The couple have been together for a few years, meeting through Y/nâs German friends at Bayern since the girl isnât German herself. Long distance for the first year was hard, but then it got easier before Lenaâs move. They not only played for the same club now, but also got to wake up next to each other every morning.
Y/N stretched and yawned, her muscles taut from yesterday's practice session. In the next few days, Bayern is gonna be playing against Benfica in the last Champions League group stage game, so training was tough.Â
Playing as a right back or right winger for Bayern Munich Frauen demanded peak physical condition. The girl has scored the most goals in the club (this season) so far, but she is still expected to keep them coming throughout the season. Nobody doubts y/n on scoring in games.Â
Y/N thanked herself for maintaining a fit, athletic body. Her strict diet, mainly consisting of protein and grain, plus rigorous workout routines, were a testament to her dedication. Sometimes, she overworked herself (according to Lena, Sydney, Sam, and Tainara) but she knows how to bounce back.Â
Except from that one indulgence she couldnât resist: her morning iced coffee.Â
Each day, without fail, she had to have her small iced coffee with a pump of vanilla and a dash of light cream. It was the pick-me-up that jump started her day. Last season, y/n was late to training due to her need of having caffeine to keep herself awake and active.
âY/n *laughs* Come on, we are gonna be late!â Lena looks over to see y/nâs hand covering the top of her cup, swirling the contents in the iced coffee together.Â
âOne second, sorry!â Y/n said and took a few big âgulpsâ of her iced coffee. Lena had started to notice a pattern with her girlfriend. She wondered if y/n had a caffeine addiction that needed to be talked about.Â
âThey have coffee in the lounge room over at Bayern, you can grab some there.â Lena said, smiling as she noticed her girlfriend place the coffee on their kitchen island before grabbing her black nike bag, filled with necessary football things.Â
âThe brand they use to brew their coffee is gross. Plus they donât have sugar free syrup, just plain packets of sugar or stevia.â Y/n and Lena laughed as they left the apartment, locking the door and quickly headed to training.Â
By 4 PM, without fail, Y/N would crash due to the caffeine high wearing off. Lena will chill on the couch as y/n falls asleep with her head in her lap. Y/nâs groggy state left her in need of a nap every-single-day she has coffee in the morning. While naps were common for athletes, the inconsistency in Y/N's energy levels was concerning to Lena.Â
Lena put in a google search into her phone that evening, âcan coffee cause you to get tired earlier?â and google confirmed to her that it did.Â
So the next morning, as Y/N in her comfy PJs sipped her iced coffee at the kitchen counter, Lena hugged her from behind. Y/n sunk into the feeling of her girlfriendâs fit arms around her waist, forgetting about the iced coffee on the counter and holding her hands on top of Lenaâs instead.
âBaby, we need to talk about your coffee habit,â Lena began, her whispered tone was serious yet loving. âIâve noticed how you crash every afternoon due to this. Maybe you should consider cutting back a bit.â
Y/N looked at her cup, then turned her head to look at Lena who still held her. âI know itâs not great, but itâs hard to function without it. I need it to wake upâ and for an extra boost of energy at training.â
Lena squeezed y/nâs hand in hers reassuringly. âI get it, but I worry about you. The crashes arenât good, and this canât be healthy in the long run. Letâs try to cut back gradually, see how you feel?â
Reluctantly, after thinking for a few minutes, Y/N agreed.Â
The first day without her iced coffee was rough. By midday, y/n was battling a pounding headache and a growing sense of anxiety. Lena knew these were withdrawals from caffeine. Luckily, it was their day off before they had to play against Benfica. But Lena stayed close, offering support. âItâll go away soon, Schatz,â Lena said as she gave y/n some medicine, helping her take a sip of cold water that she grabbed from their fridge. .
The withdrawal symptoms were intense. Y/N felt irritable and on edge, her body craving the caffeine it had grown dependent on. But with Lenaâs unwavering support, she pushed through. Lena would grab medicine, prepare some herbal teas she found helpful through the internet, and offer distractions, anything to help y/n.
After their win against Benfica in the last group stage (thanks to a brace from y/n) sending Bayern to the quarter-finals to go up against Chelsea, Y/N found herself feeling more energized throughout the day.Â
It was the evening and Lena relaxed on the couch after a long day of training. Y/n was in the kitchen preparing herself a salad when she looked over at her iced coffee âstationâ she made a long time ago. Making a note to herself to get rid of it to make space for something else eventually, Y/N joining Lena on their couch with a grateful smile.Â
âYou know, I feel a lot better.â Y/n randomly says as she looks ahead at the TV, which shows the menâs el clasico match live. Cuddling on the couch with y/n laying on her body, Lena looks down at y/n confused.Â
âFeel better about what?â Lena asks. Â
âI feel better about not relying on caffeine.â Y/n says. Lena smiles in admiration before patting her girlfriendâs head jokingly, âIt took you some time.âÂ
âHey! At least it happened sometimeâThank you for being patient with me.âÂ
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#lena oberdorf#woso x reader#woso community#dfb frauen#dfb team#vfl wolfsburg frauen#vfl wolfsburg women#bayern munich#bayern frauen
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ok so like i have an idea⌠so reader is the first female in the nhl and just happens to be a rookie at the same time with Knies, and they also happen to share John and Aryneâs basement together. And letâs just say things get spicy and we get a little smut between the two of them. just a thought⌠hehe. oh and they also watch Jace, Ax and Rae together. Thank youđ
Did this turn out a little longer than I anticipated? Yes, yes it did. Do I care? No, I do not đş
Babe, I really enjoyed this idea, and I truly hope I came somewhat close to what you'd imagined đ¤ Please, enjoy đ¤
Tropes & Warnings; Matthew Knies x reader; professional hockey players; roommates to lovers; 18+ smut; fingering, oral sex (f receiving), squirting, protected sex (p in v), indication of more sexual activity;
Word count; 4.5K
Taglist; @couldawouldashoulda50 @findapenny @justwanderingbutneverlost
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A Home Away From Home I Matthew Knies
You'd always been a ground breaker, determined to break every glass ceiling placed before you. Since you first laced up your skates as a young girl, you knew hockey wasn't just a game; it was your passion, your calling, and your ticket to greatness.
Growing up in Toronto, the heart of hockey in Canada, you were surrounded by the sport's rich history and undeniable allure. But as a girl with dreams of playing in the big leagues, you faced more than just opponents on the ice; you faced a society that often underestimated your abilities simply because of your gender.
Yet, with unwavering determination and a fierce dedication to your craft, you climbed through the ranks of the any Hockey League you came across, unisex or female, leaving a trail of shattered stereotypes behind you. Every early morning practice, every gruelling workout, every setback, and social sacrificeâall of it was a testament to your steadfast resolve to prove that women belonged on the ice just as much as men.
And then, finally, the moment you had been tirelessly working towards arrived: the inception of the Professional Women's Hockey League (PWHL), a league where women could showcase their talents on the highest stage possible. It was a culmination not only of your own journey but also of the collective efforts of women and men alike who had fought tirelessly to make this dream a reality.
So, as you put on your Toronto jersey for the first time, sporting your favourite number, your heart swelled with pride. No longer were you just a player from one of the "standard" leagues â as some men would call it; you were a pioneer, a symbol of progress, and your city's emblem decorated across your chest only added to the weight of the moment.
With every stride on the ice, every puck you sent flying towards the net, you carried with you the hopes and dreams of a generation of young girls who dared to defy expectations. Toronto wasn't just a logo on your jersey; it was a symbol of everything you had overcome and everything you hoped to achieve.
And as you took your place among the elite athletes of the PWHL, you knew that this was only the beginning of your journey to greatness. The ice may have been cold beneath your skates, but the fire burning within you was hotter than ever before.
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As you embarked on your journey, entering the very first season in the PWHL, there was one other thing that made the experience truly unforgettable: the unwavering support and boundless kindness of Aryne and John Tavares.
In a city where so much was happening and you could easily lose your way in a heartbeat, Aryne and John welcomed you into their home with open arms, treating you not as a guest, but as a cherished member of their family. Their generosity knew no bounds, and their genuine care for your well-being was a beacon of light in the sometimes dark and daunting world of professional sports.
Never before had you met such extraordinary people, whose warmth and compassion seemed to know no limits. With Johnâs many years in the NHL, they became your pillars of strength, offering solace and support during the inevitable highs and lows of your rookie season.
And while you had always been grateful for your mother's unwavering support, the Tavaresâ hospitality filled a void you never even realised existed. Their home became your home, a haven of comfort and belonging amidst the chaos of professional hockey.
Yet, as you settled into the comfort of the Tavares family house, little did you anticipate the surprising twist: sharing the basement level with none other than Matthew Knies, a rookie of the Toronto Maple Leafs.
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Fortunately, Matthew was nothing but a sweet and kind guy, and his easy smile and friendly demeanour made it effortless to coexist in the shared space of the basement. Each evening, as you bid each other goodnight and retreated to your respective rooms, there was an unspoken understanding between youâa silent acknowledgment of the unique bond forged by sharing living quarters as well as the same intense passion for hockey.
And each morning, as you crossed paths in the hallway either of you on your way to the shared bathroom, there was a sense of togetherness that went beyond the differences in your respective hockey careers. Despite the small gulf between the PWHL and the NHL, Matthew treated you with the same kindness and respect he showed everyone else, his humility a bit of a contrast to the fame and fortune that often came with his profession.
It was in those quiet moments before the day's chaos descended upon you both, you found yourself drawn to his genuine warmth and sincerity. There was something comforting about his presence, a sense of familiarity that eased the loneliness of being away from home for the first time. And as you navigated the intricacies of living together under the same roof, you couldn't help but appreciate the unexpected friendship that blossomed between you two.
However, amidst the hustle and bustle of coordinating your busy schedules, there came an evening when fate seemed to throw a curveball, causing a brief clash of your lives.
The evening had been planned with meticulous precisionâa night in with Aryne and the children, Jace, Ax, and Rae, while Matthew and John were away for training and later dinner at Mitchâs restaurant. It was a rare opportunity for you to unwind and enjoy some much-needed downtime in the midst of the chaos of professional hockey.
As Aryne then tended to the children, you did your best to assist in the bedtime routine, hoping to ease the process. Yet as the minutes stretched into hours, it became clear that Ax was proving to be a bit more resistant to sleep than anticipated, followed by Rae's unexpected awakening, requiring Aryne's undivided attention.
So, realising that your help wasn't really making much of a difference, you decided to call it quits and head for the sanctuary of a long, leisurely shower instead. With some light, cheery tunes playing in the background of the basement-level bathroom and the flicker of candles casting dancing shadows around, you allowed yourself to fully immerse in the moment, embracing the rare chance for self-care that your busy life didn't often afford.
And as the warm water enveloped you, washing away the day's stresses, you found yourself getting lost in the simple pleasure of the moment, lathering soap onto your skin and massaging shampoo into your hair. Lost in the bliss of the shower, you found yourself singing along to the music, your voice blending with the gentle rush of water. And upon stepping out of the shower and continuing with your night-time routine, you remained lost in thought until Matthew suddenly burst through the door.
"Oh shit, sorry y/n!" he exclaimed, swiftly shutting the door again.
Caught off guard, you didn't even manage to cover up your naked body in time, and while blushing a little, you realised you must have forgotten to lock the door, assuming he wouldnât be home before you had gone to bed. So, now heâd seen you naked. Yet, you did your best to shrug it off, finishing up quickly before heading to your bedroom.
Equally embarrassed, Matthew quickly retreated to his own bedroom, mentally kicking himself for not hearing you in the bathroom and barging in, assuming youâd be in bed by then. Leaning against his door, he scolded himself softly; not only had he caught a glimpse of you naked, but he also found himself captivated by your figure.
Even an hour later, tucked into bed, the image of your body still lingered in his mind, despite his best efforts to push it away. And though it felt so wrong, considering you were his roommate and friend, he couldn't deny the attraction he felt towards you.
Matthew knew heâd liked you from the very beginning, yet the labels of roommate and friend had kept his primal instincts at bay. Every day, he pushed aside any attraction he felt towards you, which had worked perfectly well, until the moment he saw you naked.
Before he could imagine you in ways he wouldnât be as attracted to. However, now he knew just how gorgeous you were underneath your stylish sense of fashion.Â
He tried to convince himself that it was due to his intense focus on his career that had made him miss female company in general, and not specifically yours. However, lying in bed with his hard-on stirring in his boxers, images of your figure persisted in his mind. And eventually, he gave in to his desires, fantasising about your body against his as he gently stroked his shaft till, he finally came all over his hand and lower torso.
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In the days that followed, both of you still felt a lingering awkwardness in the air. Matthew, perhaps more so, given his recent thoughts about you while climaxing. Yet, you couldnât completely shake off those intrusive thoughts either.
After that incident, you found yourself briefly considering Matthew in a different light than before as youâd settled in for the night. You couldnât deny your beyond good relationship and then of course his undeniable attractiveness, yet you swiftly pushed those thoughts aside when your alarm interrupted your musings the next morning, plunging you back into your routine.
However, just a few days later, on a casual Friday evening when neither of you had any games, Aryne and John kindly asked if you could watch the children for them. They hadn't had a date night in a while, and they trusted you both implicitly, given how well you looked after their little ones on a daily basis.
And naturally, you happily agreed, feeling it was the least you could do for them considering their kindness towards you both.
Despite the lingering awkwardness between you and Matthew, the evening unfolded smoothly. You cooked a delightful meal with Rea offering moral support from her highchair, while Matthew kept the boys thoroughly entertained with games of mini sticks and Nerf guns, resulting in how they were so exhausted from all the fun that it didn't take much effort to settle them in for the night. Even Rea seemed to nod off more easily than usual, leaving you and Matthew with an unexpected early moment of tranquillity in the night. And it was during the final tidying up in the kitchen that Matthew decided to address the awkwardness, hoping to ease the tension a little.
"You know," he began softly as he washed the last pans from dinner. "I... I didn't see... anything..." His voice was low and calm, his eyes briefly glancing towards you as he tried to maintain a relaxed demeanour. âThe other night.âÂ
And you couldn't help but smile at his subtle attempt to alleviate the awkwardness. "It's alright, Kniesy... it was just an accident," you replied, flashing him a smile as you dried a pot with a towel and placed it back in its spot.
"I know, I just... um... wanted to say sorry for, you know, barging in like that," he attempted a half-smile, his face still betraying a hint of awkwardness.
"And I already said it's fine," you chuckled lightly. "I mean, I should've known it could happen, considering it's just as much your bathroom as it is mine."
"Yeah, but I wasn't supposed to be home, right," Matthew chuckled as well, setting down the sponge and leaning against the counter.
"So? Come on, Matts â so what if you saw me naked? It's not like I have anything you haven't seen before,â you tried to inject some humour into the situation.
And Matthew had to admit that was true. He had seen a woman's body before, yet this felt different somehow.
"I know, it's just... you're not exactly bad looking," he grinned, but as the words had quickly left his mouth, he realised what he'd just said.
"Oh, so you did see something?" you raised an eyebrow, flashing him a soft smirk as you too leaned against the counter, arms crossed over your chest.
"Um... well... maybe," Matthew gently admitted, staring into space as he tried to gather his thoughts and words under his breath. "I mean... you do have a very... fit and strong, athletic body, you know, for a female hockey player, that is..." He tried his best to salvage the situation, but as he continued to stumble over his words, he knew it was futile.
"Ah," you grinned, looking at him while he only briefly glanced your way before turning away. "So, my body is only good-looking because I'm a female hockey player?" you teased, playful hints lacing your words. You knew he was in an awkward spot, but you couldn't resist teasing him a little.
"Well, no, I mean â that's not what I meant..."
"So, what did you mean?" you asked softly, offering him a sweet smile, prompting him to let out a deep sigh.
"Just that... I don't know... you have a great body, alright?" Matthew threw his arms up in defeat and turned to face you. "You're incredibly hot, and sweet, and kind, and funny â and now I think I have a crush you since I canât stop thinking about you. I know, I'm a terrible person, so I'll be moving out, goodnight!" he blurted out faster than you expected, softly slamming his hand down onto the counter.Â
You were stunned by his sudden confession, blinking a few times as you couldn't tear your eyes away from him.
"You what?" you asked softly, still in slight disbelief.
"I'm sorry, y/n... I didn't mean to make it awkward between us..." Matthew sighed again, trying to meet your eyes and offer a gentle smile.
You suddenly felt your heartbeat quicken as your eyes met his, feeling a rush of emotions in the moment of his deep confession. There was no denying it any longer. Just as Matthew admitted his attraction to you, you couldn't ignore the mutual feelings stirring within you, causing you to slightly gasp for air.
Though, not entirely sure how to proceed, you took a deep breath and tried your best to speak.
"Well, maybe," you began softly, briefly glancing down before meeting his eyes again. "Maybe I don't really mind you having seen me naked..." you confessed, causing Matthew's eyes to widen a little as he tried to grasp your message. "I mean..." you carefully continued. "Had it been the other way around... I probably couldn't stop thinking about you either..."
There was a moment of silence, the air thick and heavy between you as your eyes remained locked, your breaths deep as you both processed what had just been revealed. Then, with a small step towards you, standing tall, Matthew glanced down at you with a pleading look, meeting your eyes.
However, just as you were both about to lean in, the front door clicked open, and Aryne and John entered the home, causing you both to quickly step back.
Then greeting the couple with excitement, you both shared how smoothly the evening had been, and Aryne and John recounted the romantic night they'd finally enjoyed after so long. The atmosphere felt nothing short of wonderful as you bid them goodnight, however, as you and Matthew slowly made your way to the basement, uncertainty lingered. So, with care, you both simply smiled, letting out deep breaths before saying goodnight and retreating to your respective rooms.
Yet, as you lay in bed, sleep eluded you. Thoughts of the night, the words exchanged, replayed in your mind, keeping you awake as your thoughts circled the conversation endlessly. Meanwhile, Matthew was equally lost in thought beneath his duvet, his mind consumed by the events of the night and the possibility that you might share his feelings.
And a smile tugged at his lips as he considered it, the embarrassment of earlier slowly fading away. However, his reverie was suddenly interrupted by a soft knock on his door, pulling him from his thoughts. And curiously, he rose and opened the door, only to find you standing there in nothing but an oversized t-shirt. Whether you wore anything else, he couldn't tell.
You weren't entirely sure what had spurred you into action. While you were confident on the ice, dealing with guys was not always your strong suit. Yet, the moments shared with Matthew in the kitchen had left you yearning for more, and a newfound sense of confidence had propelled you out of bed, determined to pick up where you both left off.
No words were necessary in that moment. Your eyes and desires spoke volumes as you stood before his almost naked form, his tall, athletic figure towering over you in just his boxers. And already by then, arousal stirred within you, sending tingles through your core, parting your lips as you held his gaze, your breaths deep.
So, with deliberate movements, Matthew stepped aside, silently inviting you into his room.
Everything seemed to unfold in slow motion. In the silence, the sensual tension hung heavy in the air as you turned to face Matthew, slowly pulling your t-shirt over your head, revealing your bare breasts and lacy knickers.
Matthew felt a surge of desire course through him as his eyes drank in the sight of your naked body, this time intentional and for a longer duration. And the mere thought that this time he could actually have the chance to feel you against him spurred him into action, closing the distance between you to capture your lips with his own.
The moment was nothing short of exquisite, a tender intimacy as your mouths moved in harmony, tongues meeting and tasting each other gently. Matthew's hands cupped your face with his large palms, while your own hands explored his chest before wrapping around his neck, pulling him closer.
And soon, the hunger and eagerness escalated. Giving in to temptation, you cast aside any concerns about your living situation and roles, feeling the heat ignite between you. Your bodies pressed together, skin against skin, as Matthew gently guided you onto his mattress, lying on your back, lips never parting.
In a hovering position, Matthew pressed his body against yours, his hardened member brushing against your core as the kiss intensified. It was a desperate longing shared between you both, and as if by instinct, you wrapped your legs around his lower torso, fingers tangling in his brown locks as you pulled him closer, signalling your mutual need for each other.
And as you both reluctantly pulled apart, gasping for air to refill your lungs, Matthew then took a step back, his eyes locked on yours, as if waiting for any objection, before he lowered his boxers, revealing his proud, hard length.
Yet, you didn't object. Instead, your deep desire for him couldn't be suppressed, your lower lip caught between your teeth as you propped yourself up on your elbows, watching him with hungry eyes. And your expression only spurred Matthew on, his lips moistening as he knelt before you, gently hooking two fingers under the hem of your underwear and pulling them off.
It was a moment where a line would be crossed, where there was no turning back, but neither of you could deny the longing for it. With another quick, hungry kiss shared, Matthew then began to gently trail kisses down your jawline, across your collarbone, and down to each of your breasts, nipping and sucking on your nipples while his hand explored the opposite breast. And slowly, he then continued his descent, passing your navel and reaching the top of your heat.
You couldn't help but release a deep breath as your eyes followed his every move, instinctively falling back onto your back as soon as his mouth made contact with your sensitive flesh, eliciting a soft moan from your lips.
"Oh yes..." you panted, as Matthew hooked his arms around your hips, keeping you in place while he allowed his mouth to explore your most intimate area, tasting every essence you offered, relishing in the sweet moans he caused you to emit.
It was nothing short of incredible as he pleasured you between your legs, your body responding instantly, curls tightening while one hand sought his hair to tug on, and the other reached for the pillow behind your head.
Whether it was solely his oral talents or the fact that you hadn't been with a man in a while, you quickly felt the rush of pleasure building within you, the knot in your tummy tightening as your mind became clouded. And you had to bite down on your lower lip to stifle the sounds threatening to escape, mindful of the other couple and their children in the house. Despite being in the basement, you knew the walls weren't entirely soundproof.
And as Matthew continued his oral ministrations, you had to close your eyes, tilting your head back and surrendering to the rising sensation of ecstasy. Then sensing your erratic breathing and the silent cries of pleasure, Matthew freed one arm to allow two fingers to press against your entrance, easing them in.
"Mmm, fuck yes..." you moaned in a soft whisper as he skilfully multitasked, sucking on your clit while pumping his fingers in and out of your core, stimulating your walls. And it didn't take long, with his fingers curled and his mouth working wonders, to push you over the edge, eliciting a husky whisper of pleasure.
Suppressing the urge to moan loudly was challenging as waves of pleasure washed over your body, but you knew you had to, so you pressed your heels into the mattress and let yourself go, releasing your juices all over Matthew's mouth and fingers.
"Oh my god... Oh my god," you gasped for breath as you slowly came back to reality, immediately covering your head, the intensity of the pleasure causing you to squirt.
But Matthew could only chuckle lightly as he pulled away from your deliciousness, his face glistening with your essence as he gently withdrew his fingers. "Why are you saying sorry?" he whispered huskily, a proud smirk gracing his handsome features as he admired your flushed body beneath him.
"I just... I've never..." you breathed out, removing your hands from your flushed face.
"Oh," Matthew simply responded, his smirk widening as he felt a surge of pride. "Well, baby, never be sorry for that... âcause it's just fucking hot."
With that, he leaned in for another hungry kiss, allowing you to taste yourself as arousal surged between you. The kiss quickly became messy, as if all insecurities and uncertainties had vanished, leaving nothing but hunger and desire in their wake.
And as Matthew then pulled back once more, both of you gasping for air, he slowly got off the mattress and retrieved a condom from his bedside table before returning to cover himself up. Your eyes followed his every move, and as he returned to a missionary position, connecting your lips once more, your body instantly surrendered to him.
It felt as though the heat in the room was causing your bodies to simply meld together as he effortlessly slid his length inside you following your intense orgasm. Mentally thanking him for the incredible climax, you felt your core envelop his larger member, turning into a pool for him as he began to rock his hips, stimulating your walls with perfection once more.
Matthew knew he was well-built, his cock matching the rest of his size, and as he felt the tight warmth of your embrace around him, he saw nothing but stars. Your muscles felt incredible as he let his shaft glide in and out of you, his fingers gripping the sheets on either side of you as he uncontrollably picked up the pace.
And with each thrust, each surge of force, your moans mingled softly, both of you mindful of the noise level. Yet the pleasure was almost overwhelming, consuming you entirely. Your fingernails dug into the skin on the back of Matthewâs shoulders as he pounded into you, the tip of his cock hitting your G-spot repeatedly. And as the stimulation unintentionally caused you to clench around him, it only propelled him closer to his own climax.
With the sound of your bodies colliding, mixed with your soft cries and whimpers, Matthew couldnât help but increase his speed and force once more. And with several more thrusts, he sent you both over the edge, causing you to release a deep breath as you sank back into the mattress, your eyes closed while his name fell from your lips. Meanwhile, he let out a deep grunt as he released himself into the condom, his head falling into the crook of your neck.
It was a moment of pure pleasure as the euphoria consumed your minds, your sweaty and heated bodies collapsing together. And only slowly, you both found your way back to reality, regaining your senses and catching your breath.
Then when Matthew finally found the strength to rise again, you couldnât help but share smiles in the dim light of his bedroom. It was nothing short of blissful, having finally given in to the intense desire for each other. And though you knew you might have crossed a line in your living situation, in that moment, you didnât care.
Instead, you simply relished in the feeling of your bodies connected as you regained control of your breathing. Yet eventually, Matthew had to gently withdraw from you and went to the bathroom to discard the condom.Â
And lying on his bed, your body still tingling from the pleasure, you too found the strength to join him in the bathroom, where you both helped each other clean in the shower. Your movements and touches remained slow and soft, but your kisses were deep and passionate. And with Matthew's strength, he effortlessly lifted you into his arms before pressing you against the cool tiles and deepening the kiss even further.
Never in your life had you slept as soundly and deeply as you did that night, wrapped in the arms of Matthew Knies.
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You knew it wouldn't be long before Aryne and John caught on to your little fling. Despite your efforts to keep it low-key while focusing on your careers, living in such proximity made it easy to sneak into each other's rooms for late-night or early-morning activities.
So soon enough, things came to a head when the number of used condoms began to pile up in the bin, and the truth couldn't be ignored any longer when Aryne accidentally stumbled upon the evidence of your interactions.
It was then that you all agreed that perhaps one or both of you should start looking for your own place to stay. There were no hard feelings, as neither Aryne nor John were upset about how your relationship had developed. However, it was clear to everyone that having two young adults attracted to each other under the same roof was perhaps a bit too much for the family of five.
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valentine's day with matt
A/N: Happy Valentine's Day! This is a quick little headcanon/thoughts/scenario (?) I came up with. Iâve had a strong Daredevil fixation lately. But, anyway, this is just a silly little fun thing but I hope you enjoy it. I donât know if itâs very good but itâs festive and sweet, I think :)
also apparently there is a limit to how many characters you can use in a bullet-point list so i apologize for the atrocious formatting, i can't figure out how to get around that dumbass rule with this text editor
There is no doubt in my mind that Matt is an absolute romantic when heâs in a real, stable relationship
He doesnât let himself into them but when he finds a person and dedicates himself fully, thereâs no holding him back from worshipping his partner
Matt met you in the late spring, way past Valentineâs Day for that year, and frankly, he wasnât sure if youâd want to stick around past the summertime
He got nervous when you two started getting serious and when he eventually let you in on his nighttime activities he was sure you would run for the hills
But you hadnât
And the next thing you both knew⌠it was the season of love. Valentineâs Day. Your first Valentineâs Day together was just around the corner.
You truly didnât expect much. Maybe a nice dinner and flowersâthe expectation of flowers would even be pushing it. In your past relationships, Valentineâs Day hadnât been anything. Youâd try to get your partners to do thing, go out on dates with you, but no one ever seemed very interested in it all.
âItâs a holiday to sell things,â your last boyfriend had said to you when youâd asked him if he wanted to have a nice dinner at your favorite steakhouse. It was then that you had simply assumed men just didnât do Valentineâs Day.
Matt, on the other hand, was stressingâseriously stressingâover February 14th.
The man would be practically making himself sick trying to plan out the day. But he was very good at hiding his stress. At least, from you. Foggy wasnât spared from witnessing Mattâs panic.
"What about that new Italian place around the corner? Does it look nice?"
"Matt, do you think youâre maybe overthinking all of it?"
Matt would never admit if he was butâŚyes, he was.
You were unaware of it all and tried not to think too hard about the holiday. You had gotten Matt a small gift and were going to suggest having a night in with a nice dinner and a bottle or two of wineâŚ
But then he caught you off guard.
You were out for lunch with him the day before Valentineâs Day. You two didnât work too far from one another and so lunch dates (depending on your schedules, of course) had become a pretty regular part of your weekly routine.
It was about halfway through your lunchtime when, out of nowhere, completely unprompted, Matt said, "I made us reservations for tomorrow night at an Italian restaurant not too far from here."
Your jaw went slack and your heartbeat shot up. The concern that fell on Mattâs face told you he noticed.
"If⌠If thatâs okay with you," he stammered, trying to walk back on his words. "If you donât want to do anything for Valentineâs Day, I understand, Iâm sure I can cancelâ,"
"No!" Your outburst took both of you by surprise. You almost start laughing out of nervousness. "I mean, Iâd love to. It sounds amazing, I was justâŚsurprised. No guy Iâve been with has ever really wanted to do anything on Valentineâs Day."
Matt frowned. A deep, serious frown. "Youâve never gone out for Valentineâs Day?"
"Not really." You felt your cheeks go warm. "Iâm very excited." Your heartbeat hadnât settled since he mentioned dinner plans.
The next day, you were giddy. You had stayed over at Mattâs place and decided to wake up early to make him a nice breakfast. He was speechless. You two would exchange "Happy Valentineâs Day" before swapping sweet kisses and going your separate ways for the day.
Youâd assume you wouldnât hear from Matt again until dinner time but then a giant â giant â bouquet of roses was delivered to your office. You were stunned. As were your coworkers. And then the flowers made you hopelessly tear up.
It was already the best Valentineâs Day youâve ever had and you still had dinner to look forward to.
After work, you returned to your apartment and freshened up.
You were quite nervous for some reason. It didnât make sense. Youâd been going out with Matt for almost a year. You two had been on numerous dates. Hell â you two slept together regularly. But this? Valentineâs Day dinner? This was what was making you all jittery?
It was a mix between never really knowing what to expect for Valentineâs Day and wanting everything to go perfectly.
Matt was patiently waiting for you outside the restaurant when you arrived. You saw a smirk creep its way onto his lips, no doubt sensing your presence.
"Hi, honey," you said as you approached and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "You made quite the ruckus at my office today with that garden of flowers you sent."
Matt chuckled. "Were they okay? I kind of had to trust the floristâs opinion and he couldâve scammed me for all I know."
You laughed. "Theyâre the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen."
"You clearly havenât looked in the mirror lately."
"Matthew Murdock, youâre silly."
The restaurant he had chosen was stunning. Very fancy, very chic. A nice modern, clearly high-end, Italian restaurant. You gasped when you saw the array of artistic decor. It was just all soâŚromantic.
"Is it⌠Do you like it? Is this okay? I also had to trust Foggy for advice on this placeâ,"
"Itâs wonderful, Matt. Everything is so wonderful."
He took your elbow and gave it a squeeze.
The hostess then escorted you two to your table, Matt continued holding onto your elbow and you had to keep yourself from laughing. No doubt he had already mapped out the place in his head.
Your table was in the back of the establishment, kind of hidden and private. You wondered if Matt had dropped some extra money to get something so intimate. You were tearing up at the thought.
"Are you okay?" Matt asked after you two took your seats.
"You make me feel so special."
Wordlessly, Matt found your hand and kissed the back of it. It was almost silly but it made your heart skip a beat. Seriously, you felt like a teenager on a first date.
You diverted your attention to the menu. You quickly realized Matt had the same one as you â a.k.a. a menu he couldnât exactly read. It looked like Matt came to the same realization as you when he picked it up.
"Oh, should I see if theyâ,"
Matt shook his head. "Read it to me?" He leaned back in his seat, waiting, a little cocky or proud of himself.
You blushed. "Sure, I think I can manage that."
Dinner went by very nicely. You raved about the food and Matt looked relieved that you enjoyed it. You two even split a dessert. Matt "accidentally" got whipped cream on your cheek, which he just had to clean up himself. You teased him it was just a ploy to get close to you and he didnât deny it.
Afterward, you two walked arm and arm back to his place. The night was peaceful and lovely andâŚperfect.
"I have a gift to give you later," you said, breaking the silence.
"Oh, yeah?"
"Mhm," you sighed. "Well, maybe I have a couple of gifts."
"Oh?" Matt smirked.
"I gotta thank my lovely boyfriend properly. This was the best Valentineâs Day," you admitted.
Matt stopped on the sidewalk. The streets were quiet and empty. His arm untangled from yours, his hands grinding your waist with ease. "Itâs not over yet," Matt said in a hushed tone. "Besides, I might have a couple of gifts for you as well."
And then he kissed you deeply. The world around you felt like it had stopped.
"Happy Valentineâs Day, sweetheart."
"Happy Valentineâs Day, honey."
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