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UPDATE- For mothers day my mother has requested "Electronics free weekend" S O my fics will need a bit longer to update and depending on the "parameters" of this whole affair I may be completely inactive until Monday
Wish me luck.
#me watching half my plans evaporate#but i love her#so ill accept it#BUT i still have dnd#so im not completely deprived#that and sleep time#just the other... 12+ hours#y a y#(ive gone longer im just dramatic)
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ik nilbog and the scarce resources is probably meant as like. loose reference to the entities and how their existence was dwindling or whagever but cmon man cmon. do none of these greatures understand farming. or the first law of thermodynamics 😔 did those creatures not shit. was there no waste product. WHERE did that energy go. was it into the weird world-transferring thing. why was that niche not filled by a weird lil guy. shakes worm the fundamentals of any environment are the weird little guys!!!
#w#worm spoilers#its interesting because this is a p glaring blind spot in a story that usually tries to think itself thru#but i respect the ‘dw about it just enjoy. no rly dont worry about it because im not’ approach to Any writing problem#so ill accept it#and dreamily think about weird little guys#nilbog couldve made solarpowered little freaks#cows. turn that grass and plant matter into more food#probably couldve found a way to make lil guys that ate dirt and transform that into food the otjers could eat#wind powered freaks…..#<- thays aweskme sctuslly i should think about that more#supposedly theres a salmon out tjere that just doesnt create atp#and gets enough from its prey that it forsnt need to worry???#i didnt end up gettijg the chance to look into it and if i do now i will go down a RABBIT HOLE#but tjats an option too. make lil freaks who are batteries and then feed them to other guys#use the byproduct to make more battery freaks#im just saying that taylor wouldnt have had those same problems okay#i believe in her figuring out weird ways to harness energy snd not stsrve to death if she had nilbogs powers#but nilbog would probably be like aw man :/ bugs. i can do anything w this shit
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cillian murphy accepting the award with his wife's lipstick all over his face and asking the crowd if he's got lipstick on his nose and continuing even when they said yes. this is making me feel. things
#cillian murphy#that was so. romance of him#like what do you MEAN he accepted a golden globe with his wifes lipstick all over his face#golden globes#WHO DOES THAT. THATS SO OLD SCHOOL LOVERBOY CODED WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN IT HAPPENED ON TELEVISION LIVE#i am ill
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Never will I stop with the steadfast notion that folks in the DPXDC fandom should interact with at least some form of canon DC media.
There are comics, tv shows, radio dramas both old and new, podcasts, movies, magazines, so much shit that intentionally avoiding the media is simply preventing yourself from spawning new ideas and gaining a new appreciation for a fandom that you’re already in.
The Superman Radio Show has episodes 11 minutes long. A lot of the TV shows don’t have episodes that surpass 30 minutes and most are nearly fully clipped on the official DC YouTube channel. The amount of fan made motion comics is astounding. The amount of fanmade animations is equally as incredible.
#bones rants#dpxdc#I’m so tired with this fandom basically inbreeding concepts until it dies because people refuse to look at DC and accept new pieces of media#on the media that they consumed. your choice!!!#I’m just so tired. if anyone responds to this with even a sentence review of a NEW piece of DC media that they saw ill write a prompt based-#as things that should be explored. I’ve been blocked by many folks bc of this notion and it BAFFLES me. how is consuming media-#such an absurd request? there’s such a bountiful amount of such cool characters to check out and I don’t even#have the energy to write them because I know that people ignore those prompts bc they don’t take the effort to look at new things#I know this because I’ve done it time and time again and still do my best to showcase new characters#the difference between batfam prompts and literally any other character prompts is staggering#it just makes me sad man. I’ve more than once posted reccomendations for DC media on my page#I’m spoon feeding it to people and they still slap the spoon away like I’m pretending broccoli is an airplane and they see the veggies#bones writes in the tags#bones speaks#danny phantom#dp x dc
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redraw of this - i like working with traditional art so much more than digital
(for the record, i beat potato lord to it ;)
edit: thank you to @dysaniadisorder for the image ID!
#you guys are probably sick and tired of me and my redraws lmao#i cant help it if i hate my drawings#this one's... acceptable i suppose#anyways expect less posts in the next two weeks bc ill be locking in for algebra finals 💪💪💪#(im so cooked)#jarthur#private eyes#izel scribbles#artists on tumblr#malevolent#art#sketchbook#malevolent podcast#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#privateeyes#traditional art#sketchbook art#alcohol markers#prismacolor#ixed media#drawing#klimt#inspired by klimt#gustav klimt#the kiss#my best work
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it’s okay if getting better is taking longer than you hoped to. if getting better doesn’t mean getting cured. if somedays are better than others. if others seem to heal faster. if it’s exhausting. if your illness is chronic and progressive. it doesn’t mean people won’t love you as you are, it doesn’t mean you don’t deserve help, it doesn’t mean that you can’t ever be happy. you still deserve care, love and kindness when you’re suffering, and i hope you find it within yourself to feel compassion towards your own body, even if some people might not, even if it doesn’t work in the way you wished it would, even if it’s different.
#there is still hope even if things might seem hopeless so please take care of yourself#self-acceptance#self-worth#self-care#on hope#on being human#on being chronically ill#chronic illness#disability#original writing#self-compassion
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FInally, FINALLY, found a way to draw bloodweave in a way I liked :D!
#not oc content but its a gift so accept it#bloodweave#bg3 gale#gale dekarios#astarion#bg3 astarion#astarion x gale#galestarion#bg3 fanart#bg3 art#baldurs gate fanart#technically 1/4 pieces with the same palette#but if/when ill finish the others#ill never know :sad:
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One of my favorite things about the ASL Brothers is the fact that Ace was the one brought out the sake and proposed becoming brothers.
Not Luffy or Sabo but Ace.
Ace, who believes he is unlovable, Ace who believes that his blood is dirty, Ace who believes that he didn’t deserve to be born, Ace who thinks that his life is worthless, Ace who believes that his mere existence is a crime.
And yet Ace saw these two boys and approached them without apprehension or fear of rejection even though he was proposing something as irrevocable, something as bonding as brotherhood
#not to mention ace had these thoughts bc this is how the WORLD sees him#that world put these thoughts into his head and made him believe that#but sabo and luffy only see him. not gol d. or even portgas d. but just ace.#the way ace knew that they wanted this just as much as he did#like he is theirs and they are his and he knew that#i remember learning that ace proposed it and being *so surprised*#cause we had just seen that ace had no self worth and hated himself#but he knew that they accepted him and that they wanted him in their lives#and he decided to make it permanent#they are his family. they are his safe place. they love him unconditionally.#DO YOU GUYS GET WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY#goddd these brothers make me so ill#it’s 2am so if this doesn’t make sense that’s why#i am thinking so many thoughts#i’ll probably delete this later#portgas d. ace#asl brothers#one piece#concha speaks#asl rambles#concha posts
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dance of dreams
#THEYRE SPINNIIIING THEYRE TWIIIIIRLING JUST LIKE IM TWIRLIIIING MY HAAAAAIR blink blink blink blink. hi :3#im not taking back the :3 its how i feel dammit. its REAL RAW EMOTION u gotta accept it. en ee wayz#so 7.3 eng drop huh. yea so um. i . so u remember how the initial drop made me go insano mode and i drew 5 pieces in 4 days?#so it wasnt done. the second drop gave me one more to draw. its the THEM chapters its mals rage when hes like 'YOURE AWAKE??'#the TENSION!!! the DRAMA!!!! oh i am SICK my heart SKIPS!!! the two guys with dream powers fighting ougughh made just for me#made in a LAB for miss cartoons!!!!!! made in a lab for ME!!!!! silver's eye is a lil bit open if u look close. mal will find out soon#IM SICK SICK SICK SICK AND TWISTED MY BRAIN IS RATTLING LIKE A JUNKER CAR U BOUGHT AT 16 FOR 400 BUCKS#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#the overblot fit still sucks to draw but goddammit ill do what i must. also yippee i dont hafta tag spoilers for once FGHJD#suntails
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alhaitham and kaveh as 'friends' - full circle
kaveh lying and using ‘his friend’ as a scapegoat for supposedly taking his plans is so um INTERESTING!! given his past references to Alhaitham, and that he was just talked with Alhaitham the scene before, this reads as a direct reference to Alhaitham, meaning that their relationship has come full circle from where we were initially introduced to kaveh
in the archon quest, paimon asks if Alhaitham and kaveh are friends, to which Alhaitham deflects, denoting a negative
but they are denied a friendship status definitively in alhaitham’s story quest where paimon directly asks kaveh if Alhaitham and he are friends, to which kaveh says although they used to be, they aren’t any longer
the game has repeatedly shown that Alhaitham and kaveh possess a deep understanding of each other, only it is their miscommunication and inability to compromise that causes the rift between them. Their character design is based around mirrors, and this ultimately poses the question of whether the two can align their beliefs, whether they can achieve a harmony
overcoming this rift between them begins in a parade of providence, where kaveh’s cycle of self-detriment in his excessive altruism due to his past guilt is particularly focussed on, with alhaitham’s reaction being saddened, and concerned, for kaveh’s mindset – not because his beliefs or philosophies are ‘correct’ over kaveh’s, but because of his belief that kaveh’s mindset negatively impacts him
Alhaitham posits that the issues between them are no longer about the ‘correctness’ of their respective philosophies after looking into sachin’s influence over kaveh’s father, in order to potentially provide kaveh closer, insinuating a more personal reason for the rift between them
It’s after this that a notable shift is seen in their dynamic, with cyno’s second story quest going out of its way to show a flashback in the intimacy of their home, and additionally showing the two voluntarily working together for the first time since their past, abandoned thesis
Their working together demonstrates this harmonisation of not only their personal, scholarly beliefs, but also their reconciliation as people, which can be seen in the two’s closeness, where they previously were separated due to strife – a closeness that is commented on by other characters
In nahida’s birthday event this intimacy is furthered even more, with kaveh wanting mehrak, an important helper companion, to be able to recognise alhaitham’s voice – as of now, this appears to be the only other person, besides himself, whom kaveh has programmed this feature for. Kaveh’s regard for mehrak, established in this scene, then carries over to Alhaitham, demonstrating how kaveh perceives the importance of their bond (i yapped about this more here!)
Going back to kaveh indirectly referring to Alhaitham as his ‘friend’, where this was previously denied, shows a fulfilment Alhaitham and kaveh’s narrative arc :’’’) I am so!?!?! Happy for them well done guys, you got there in the end <3
#haikaveh#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh#genshin impact spoilers#FULL NARRATIVE ARC FULFILMENT!!!#its the way i simply dont believe this is real like we have overcome the angst era of haikaveh and now we are in the domestic era#i know we've just been fed but im HUNGRY?? i need more of them#theyve harmonised their opposing ideologies and theyve accepted who they are as individuals on a personal level... guys im so weak#i love them they make me ILL
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SO im not into aftg I have not read aftg I follow the tag and reblog fan art because I am a fan of that fandom almost? Yall are just some of the most funny and talented people I've ever seen i love experiencing these sports mafia books second hand.
Here's what I know from the outside looking in:
Neil Josten- A fake name? His real name in every way that matters I think? Mafia family ties. Boy on the run. Dating Andrew Minyard(?). You can tell who he is in art because he's got reddish brown hair and face scars.
Andrew Minyard(?) - thats his last name, right? Short blonde and looks angry a lot of the time. Arm warmers are plot relevant cause hes hiding scars. Has had a REALLY bad childhood but idk if its mafia related or not??? Dating Neil.
Aaron Minyard(?)- Andrew's twin thats all I know
Jean and Kevin - Unclear who they are I was just already following the tag when Sunshine Court was announced so I see their names together a lot. Are they in love?
Renee- the one with rainbow dip dyed hair in fan art. All I know is people love her.
Riko- A name I have seen
Exy- Fake sport. Under the impression its a contact sport but I am realizing that these character might just be violent people??? Is it tackle lacross or did I make that up????
Thats all I got boys. Whats with the face tattoos? How many of these people actually have mafia ties? Idk how many people will see this but please infodump in the tags/notes. I would love a character cheat sheet so I understand more fan art but also just tell me anything about these freaks (affectionate).
#I really dont read a ton and when I do I eat an audiobook in under a week and the stars have to allign for that#so like also accepting good audiobook versions of the book but no promises ill join you guys soon#I just love what youre doing over here#all for the game#aftg
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#argaimsey#begging to a god that won’t listen for a forgiveness that will never be accepted#im so ill about my girlfriends arg of our ocs#anyway i like this poetry#quote by tory adkisson
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Little updated ref sheet for Erin because uhm. he deserves it <3
The last one I made is 2 years old now WOW I have no concept of time
#my fucked up son who has 1billion mental illnesses <3 iloveyousomuch#enderal#enderal forgotten stories#the prophet#oc.erin#sleepyscribble#I have such a hard time w expressions and sheets like this tbh#it's like. my need to keep a character looking consistent vs the fact they turn out slightly different every time I draw them#STRUGGEL#but alas. it is what it is#I'm trying to accept it and move on#PLUS. I do think he looks cute. so that's a W in my book
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Labor, on its own, has no inherent value. The willingness or ability to labor does not translate to virtue. It can confer financial value, since everyone should be compensated for their labor, but it absolutely does not have inherent moral value.
Disabled people are not obligated to perform for you. They are not required, morally, to break themselves in order to earn some sort of personal value and prove their "worth" to society. They do not need to exhaust every possible means of survival to warrant aid, or spend the entirety of their existence pursuing the same amount of production as others even though it takes everything they have and leaves no room for anything else. They are not obligated to push their limits.
If that pisses you off because YOU have to work to the limit, or beyond, your problem is that you are not being paid enough or you are being asked to do the work of more than one person. Not that disabled people get help for "nothing".
You deserve better, too, you lovable dingus! Every single thing that benefits disabled people will benefit you and the ones you love, either immediately, or eventually. All of it!
#when i go into a care home my disability payments stop going to me and go to the care home except for the $50/month they will let me have#that's right!#so if you're temporarily abled maybe consider that a run of bad luck is all that separates you/your loved ones from this potential future!#you're fucked if you can't labor so it's time you accept that it isn't a virtue and people who can't still deserve support because buddy#i have news for you about human minds and bodies and their relationships to accidents and illnesses and time#and pal you aren't going to like it#get uncomfortable and get to work pushing for unions that might secure you benefits#and push for things that benefit adults who have never been able to work because that's just plain the right thing to do#like UBI and an end to income caps and savings limits for disabled people#and also extremely extremely low or no taxes for the self-employed#and universal health care#and biger SSI payments#stop seeing the value of your fellow human through the lens of exploitation#stop being the eyes of capitalism and be the hands that pull others up
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at risk of losing his ‘red haired’ title from how green jealousy makes him
#rat haired shanks theory is only acceptable if he rattles dragon to be luffys sole father figure#he’s my little failgirl#dragon is so happy to co parent and that luffy met someone who he could trust and love#and then shanks is just. like that#also RAWRR ILL NEVER STOP MAKING CRACK SHIP PROPAGANDA!!!#RISE UP BENN X DRAGON ENTHUSIASTS#RIIIIISE#also dayuummmm yasopp is slayiiin just saying#like son like father fr fr#also roux <333 he’s my fav from the red hair pirates#monkey d dragon#shanks one piece#yasopp#lucky roux#benn beckman#(only mentioned but like he’s drawn so im counting kanidnje#also will never give up my autism creature dragon propaganda#my art!!
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something that genuinely annoys me as a chronically ill person is getting constantly asked only about my health. how are you? how are you dealing with it mentally? im the same as always. this is my normal. i don't want to be constantly asked about it. cant you be interested in something else about me. not my health. ask me about what I've been doing. what am i listening to. any fun dreams ive had. it gets really depressing very fast when every single interaction with others ends up starting with your chronic illnesses.
like i know it feels fucking different to you and you with your perfect health can't even imagine how someone is living like this. but this is my life. this is my normal. and id like to get treated like im more than just my illness
#rant#prompted by my grandma#i appreciate her caring but i do not like to feel negative every time im just telling her how my life is#why is it so hard for people to just accept that this is how i am right now and there is no guarantee im gonna be any better soon#the chronic in chronic illness is there for a reason#i hope this makes sense its 4am and im supposed to be asleep#chronic illness#chronically ill#disabled#disabilities#disability
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