#so if someone im talking about is on here I LOVE YOU RANDOM COSPLAYER OR idk random person i met for a bit and had fun with

[evadingreallife]

I went to a convention today and there were soooooo many cosplayers doing hualian aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i am so happy. There also were some wangxian, but less than last time, a couple of jiang cheng, one (1) qi rong and a mobei jun!!!! No sqh for him tho and no bingqiu :'( . But!!! there was a couple cosplaying ranwan!!! AAAAAAAAAAA

[vinecradle]

ditto - do you want somebody, like i want somebody?

pairing :: kazuha x gn!reader

summary :: a cosplay event at the mall was announced, you were waiting for this moment!! taking lots of pictures with people, but then you saw someone who cosplayed your character's partner.. and his friend asked you both to take a picture together and it goes viral on social media- and now you're faced with the cosplayer's twitter handle..

genre :: college au (reader & kazuha are in their first year), modern au, social media au, strangers to friends to fake lovers to lovers, playfully flirty x cant handle it trope, and also she fell first he fell harder trope, mutual pining, sets place after the scaramouche smau ends

warnings :: little angst, loneliness, alcohol mentions, reader is pretty touch starved, honestly not that many problems most of it is fluffy 🫶🏻

status :: on hold until i finish my scaramouche smau!

official playlist :: is linked here!

notes :: published 23 feb 2023, taglist is open! either send an ask/comment preferably so i could keep track easier and also please specific if you'd like to be in this taglist only or my permanent taglist

profiles :: ice ice baby | still a dottore hate club

teaser :: is linked here !

ACT I - music is what feelings sound like.

01. a cosplay event!!

02. character.. hunting?

03. 200 playlists

04. cosplay found!

05. cosplay received.

06. a sudden project (✿)

07. why is there a random kid

08. it's nearly time!!

ACT II - i lost myself, but you found me.

09. the cosplay event (✿)

10. post-cosplay

11. wait- im trending?

12. reporters (✿)

13. his twitter

14. bro's mesmerizing

15. this mess

16. he's actually fun to talk to

ACT III - i told the stars about you.

17. just a friendly hangout..! (✿)

18. stayed on the low

19. a priv notification

20. loveliest couple award! (✿)

21. a different cosplay?

22. when will i experience

23. she fell first he fell harder?

ACT III - cause you're so lovely

24. you are out of this world

25. second friendly hangout.. yes! (✿)

26. anything but friendly

27. him, in my dreams

28. talk (✿)

29. let's keep it a secret

30. the new event (✿)

31. we're on the news!!

ACT IIII - hm? he said it, "ditto"

32. you make me feel safe (✿)

33. a playlist for you

34. guitarist x violinist

35. my home

-> bonus! my love, my love (✿)

[justdaphne]

The Crows at a birthday party 🎂

because its my birthday so let me pretend im the “birthday kid” and the crows came to my birthday party yes ik im stuck in my fantasies shush

Kaz:

“I have better things to do” omg kaz brekker came

He’s just standing there like 🧍‍♂️ and someone even thought he went to the wrong party “sir- excuse me but i think the goth party is down the street.” and he just glares.

I mean if it were a dark emo themed birthday party filled with edgy teens he’d fit right in because he just stands in the corner and watches. BUT IT’S A COLOURFUL FUN HAPPY THEMED FILLED WITH RAINBOWS AND MAGIC SO HE DEFINITELY DOESN’T LOOK LIKE HE B-

“Kaz you look like you’re attending a funeral. This is a birthday party.”

“What, you want me to dress up as a magician and pull a rabbit out of my hat??”

So that’s how Kaz Brekker ends up in a magician’s outfit in front of all the children. Because Inej so ever lovingly asked him to. We all love Inej.

Just imagine a frown on Kaz while he says “abracadabra.” Just imagine the look on the children’s face like :

Inej:

It reminds her of her childhood birthday parties where everyone was invited to her birthday. She’ll admit it causes her to be slightly emotional.

She gives the birthday kid a present with the warmest smile. Which is obviously deceiving because if someone gave me a present with the warmest smile ever causing me to melt, I’d think it would be a cute doll she gave me that she made herself and not a sharp dagger ENCRUSTED WITH RUBIES.

“Make sure to name it” she says as she winks at the kid. FVHDYDYCUBJBUCDFXGXUCU

She spends the rest of the time with all the children, playing with them. She is the reason the party feels so warm and friendly and happy. Ignore Kaz Brekker shhh we don’t talk about the iceberg in the Sahara desert.

Jesper:

“DID SOMEONE SAY PARTYYYYYY”

*brings alcohol*

“JESPER THIS IS A CHILD’S BIRTHDAY PARTY”

“oh”

I feel like he’d do random tricks with his gun due to boredom which would then intrigue the guests . Like- he’d get into the whole showman mood and stuff

*dramatic bowing*

Jesper even ends up stealing the spotlight from the birthday kid themselves LMAO. “It’s not my fault I’m good looking, dressed better AND eye-catching”

To be fair he dresses colorfully too. Perhaps it was intentional after all.

Jesper’s gift to the child would be nerf guns no shit

He’d shoot down the piñata too before anyone could hit it lmao-

Nina:

Waffle hoarder istg. Where is Nina? Oh she’ds just been chilling by the waffle stand for the past..2 hours from when the party started.

*Walks pass someone eating waffles* “Are you gonna finish that???”

Before this whole celebration started she already planned her outfit, wanting to be the best dressed. “Nina, this isn’t your party!” “AND???? YOU DON’T KNOW WHO YOU MIGHT MEET THERE!!!!” Nina hun, you look stunning.

In fact, she is dressed so well that someone thought it was a costume and asked her join the other cosplayers. “WH- I’M A GUEST NOT A WORKER”

Wylan:

The second he sees screaming children running around - “Why am I here?”

He’s also just standing there like 🧍‍♂️all confused. Ah like father like son except unlike Kaz just not emo dark intimidating looking

He’s never been to a birthday party so bear with him this is his first invite. I bet he asks a lot of questions - “You get cake for your birthday???” “TOYSSS AS PRESENTS???”

Yea sure he’s slightly jealous about the fact that he never experienced this during his childhood but it’s okay because he’s still having a good time. And also the Crows will throw him a big party for his birthday <3

Matthias:

Matthias would try his best. To not be a jerk. By judging everything. Because Little Red Bird said not to. Although he does at some point.

“In Fjerda….”

“When I was a child….”

Someone even thought Matthias one of the child’s parent. BECAUSE HE’S JUST STANDING THERE BLENDING IN WITH THE PARENTS JUDGING EVERYONE unlike Kaz because Kaz is judging everyone *FROM THE DARK CORNER*

“So which one is your child?” “I’m not a parent-“

Nina brings him cake and he directly questions it lol. “What is this..spongy texture?” “Relax druskelle!! I’m not trying to kill you.”

[vampanic]

okay here’s what i remember from THE CON

i can’t remember if the ticket was cheap or pricey. i don’t know why. i wanna say it was more expensive or of equal value to a bigger con and i justified it to my parents and myself because it was the first one. but i went because i thought the idea of a con that was centered on the various fandoms popular on this site at the time was a genuinely neat idea. i also thought, okay let me just go because it’s another one to attend.

i should note: that have been to a lot conventions in my time. i’ve been to acen twice i think? i’ve been to nebkon twice. sadly i have never been to c2e2 or flashback chicago (which i may never get to go to now whoops) and i’ve been to wizard world chicago i wanna say 4 times?

now at these cons (mostly wizard world) these fandoms aren’t as present. in fact, the main demo of that con was adult to middle age to older visitors as well as families, so usually teens and young adults would find each other at this con (whether planned ahead or by accident there) and freak the fuck out over our cosplays or mutual love of whatever.

so because of this again the idea of a t.umblr con was exciting to me, even though i was already at the end of being interested in those fandoms (as i’m sure most people were at the time)

okay so first, this con was far. wizard world and acen are held at the rosemont convention center which while kind of far from where i live, is accessible by train via downtown or via one of chicago’s big airports. i always got a ride though which with summer traffic, took forever. so much like that this con was a journey away.

the hotel the con choose i remember thinking it seemed new, but it was far from where i lived which inpacted the amount of time i spent at the con and the decision to only go two days (i didn’t return the last day because it was a shit show)

i went to this con by myself because i think at this point i had already had a falling out with my friend who i went to cons in the area with (she did not attend that i know of). i wore two cosplays that i had made already for other things, gwen stacy and america chavez. this would have been the ideal place for me to cosplay something more niche, but i just didn’t care that much about it. maybe i didn’t think it was worth it at the time since it wasn’t going to be a big con.

so i get there and there’s no long line to get my badge in fact i don’t even remember a line at all. which, for me, was bizarre. every con i’ve been to before had huge lines even on off hours to get badges. but whatever. i cant remember if where i got my badge was in the the same room as where the ball pit was or not. but yes, i did go into the ball pit and i was silly in it with some other people because

idk you see a ball pit you go in the ball pit? in hindsight i know it’s not acceptable to have this at a con, but shit i guess i was high on life at the time. someone took a pic of me in the pit, but i have never seen it.

i remember seeing some very impressive cosplays at this con. i also bought some really great art in the dealers room which was small. (here’s the artist. also this was nonfandom art. i don’t remember buying anything else from anyone because i don’t think i saw anything i liked/could afford) there was no unlicensed night vale merch sold here that i remember, but i do remember receiving free unlicsenced night vale like pamphlets from a random vendor and also  there was a vendor who was giving away a large piece of night vale fan art with a purchase of over something dollars i dont remember.

panels: i don’t remember there being many panels or even very interesting panels. panels i remember going to include: bisexuality in media/bisexuality representation (which was put on by the bisexualbooks tumblr), ask an avenger (which was put on by various marvel cosplayers), and a panel that was about female characters in supernatural (i was a spn stan back in the day jsyk).

the bi one was good. i remember it being the most like a panel that you’d go to at a larger convention. they had slides and info and they took questions and had several speakers.

the avengers one was what we’d call today “cringey” but it was cute. it was exactly what it sounds like. avengers cosplayers sat up on a stage answering questions in character. i believe that all the cosplayers had rp and/or ask blogs which is why they were chosen.

the supernatural panel was, like the bi one, complete with slides and various speakers, but from what i remember it was mostly going down the list of female characters in the show. i remember from the fandom that there a good chunk of people who love the characters, but they’re often killed off or abandoned and this is something a lot of fans did have gripes with. this is gonna sound fake when i say it, but this did happen, we got to charlie and someone said “yeah i like charlie she’s cool because she’s a lesbian but she doesn’t act like one like she’s still feminine” and i spoke up and said “well yeah it’s cool she’s a lesbian, but what do you mean she doesn’t act like one. like queer female character shouldn’t have to be feminine to be seen as good rep.” and people clapped. i know that sounds fake, but please believe me because this is a setting where people are inclined to clap when they agree with statements. people clapped at others too.

i also attended the costume contest, the night vale panel, and the meet and greet with doug jones.

the contest was fine. there was one individual at this con who i can’t name because i didnt know their name, but they cosplayed as ed from edd ed and eddy and they were in character the whole time to the point of discomfort. it wasn’t just for the contest i found myself in a cards against humanity game that they were in and it was even there and it was weird.

then the night vale panel happened and ooooooooohhhh boy

this was the most filled room in the whole con. a main reason i went to this con was to see them and im pretty sure this was everyone’s main reason to go. i known someone from other cons who came from florida to see this. (fun fact: we were mutuals on various platforms and had hung out at various cons and i knew their name, but they could not remember mine and i thought that was bogus so i ghosted them. dont know if i was justified in that but whatever)

so here we all were waiting. for over an hour. during this time people talked and i remember someone cosplaying the glow cloud went up and down the isle with a little glow cloud baby in a stroller and we all laughed and cheered. people started playing card games. we kept busy. for me though.

this was one of the most boring cons i’ve been to honestly. i’m having trouble remember a lot of it and that’s because i went solo. i had no friends there. i cosplayed gwen from like the 60s and this was before spidey joined the mcu and before itsv was a thing so spidey was basically an niche fandom (i was active in the tasm and dane deha.an fandoms at this time and the latter became toxic as fuck but that’s a whole other story) or something older comic fans liked.

my other cosplay was america chavez from young avengers which never got that popular either (though kate bishop and kid loki where more recognized, but for their connection to bigger marvel names). so it wasn’t like other cons where my cosplay was an ice breaker and i could join groups. i was alone.

so a lot of the con for that reason was awkward and waiting for night vale was like being the person texting in the corner at a distant relative’s party because they know no one.

so they finally come on stage to say that night vale will not be performing and people went ballistic people were shouting and the person said “we have doug jones in the next hall you should go over to that” and someone yelled “WE DON’T WANT TO SEE HIM”

i went to see doug jones and i was previously unaware of what his name was but i knew who he was. he talked about his work and acting process and did a meet and greet after. mr. jones was a delight and i’m wondering how they even got him there in the first place. he was leagues above this. 

i had to leave the con early that day to go to my brother’s football game, but i believe that was the night they “protested” at the con and i kept seeing on tumblr that it was cancelled. i decided not to go back the next day because i was unsure of what was happening and because it was too far.

and the rest is history. i’m sure i went to other panels, but i can’t remember them. i do remember going into the room where they were watching pacific rim, but it was on a shitty projection screen and i wanted to go to a panel instead.

it’s shitty what happened with the con. and a lot of the unrest came from literal teens who were cheated from money who didn’t know how to act, but all the responsibility goes to the people who organized it poorly. The concept of a tu.mblr con i don’t think should have been inherently bad. i think it would have been cool to have a con that focused on more niche interests. but shouldn’t have been as big as they wanted it to be for the first go.

anyway that’s most of what i can remember. it’s kind of blur because i spent most of it by myself and there wasn’t much to do so i didn’t even spend the whole day there.

quite frankly, i’m glad i wasn’t there when they started singing les mis because i have no idea how i would have acted.

[blancofuego]

all 91 of the nsfw asks lol

1:When did you lose your virginity?162: Rough sex or soft sex?Rough3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?Bdsm but I don't think it's too unusual 4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex?Playground castle or Jc penny changing room5: Favourite sex position?Doggy6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?Dominant7: Have you ever had any one night stands?A few but mostly happened more than once with the women8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?Bed9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?Yeah a few but not as into that now I'm older10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?Nope!11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?My superman undies or my baby blue briefs12: How often do you have sex? Idk depends on the week13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?Yes a few and the gf agrees too lol14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?Giving15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?No idea16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?I got a whole sax jams playlist full of sex songs for every occasion 😈17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?See above answer18: Are you into dressing up for sex?Fuck yeah anime waifus for life19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?Shower cause I'm not a bath fan20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?One of the super hot cosplayers I follow probably lol21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?Yes and we're looking for more ladies to join us 😁😉22: Do you/would you use sex toys?I have a ton and love using em23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture?It's 2017 so yes24: Would you have sex with your best friend?Nope too weird25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)Chug water26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?Ear kisses27: Early morning sex or late night sex?Late night28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex?So tough. Hips are great, boobs are amazing, butt are wonderful, there's too much to choose from29: Favourite body part on the same sex?Idk not into the same sex!30: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:Im an open book so I don't hide things31: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:I feel like that's relative. Can't think of any too weird32: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]Nope33: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:Yeah if both people are comfortable with it34: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:None it just makes things sticky 35: Worst possible time to get horny:Around parents?36: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans?Yes37: How much fapping is too much fapping:When your dick falls off probably38: Best sexual complement you ever got:Someone once told me I ate pussy like a god. I was very flattered39: Favorite foreplay activities:Playing with titties while rubbing her clit40: What do you wear to bed?Boxers41: When was the first time you masturbated:No idea42: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?Yes a few and some on here43: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?I don't remember but yes I have44: Have/would you ever have sex in public?I have but not so into now45: Have/would you ever had a threesome?Yes and looking for more46: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?Just my hand47: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?Lesbian yes but not gay porn cause I'm not into it48: Do you like oral sex? (why/why not)Yes cause it feels nice duh49: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?So fucking hot50: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?I'd feel odd cause it most likely wouldn't be as fun and interesting as the sex I like is51: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?Hot sauce would probably be just fucking awful52: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?I guess pornstar since I'm sure it's safer. Sex workers have to deal with so much I'm not envious of what they put up with53: Do you watch porn?Yes54: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?Not that I remember55: Do you feel comfortable going “commando”?Yeah but I'd rather not56: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn’t shaved their pubic hair?No but I prefer shaved. I have a thing about body hair so that's just my preference57: If you could give yourself head, would you?Nah seems like it would be uncomfortable 58: Booty or Boobs?Both fuck choosing59: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)Nope!60: If you were the other sex for a day, what are five things you would do?Masturbate, play with boobs, dye my hair like a mermaid, take pics to save, and maybe see if I can get free food from a dude61: have you ever watched someone masturbate?Yes it's so hot I get off to it62: has anyone ever watched you masturbate?Yep as I was doing the same63. Have you ever had an erection and someone noticed?Probably64. What is your method of masturbation? (ie. toys, clitorial, prostate)Good ole hand stuff65. What is your bra/penis size?If someone wants to know they can measure themselves lol66. What is the strangest thing you have ever put up your vagina/anus?Nothing67. When was the last time you masturbated?Last night68. When was the last time you had sex?Saturday69. When was the last time you watched porn?Last night70. Have you ever bought a sex toy? If so, which one did you buy last? First sex toy? If not, which one do you plan on buying when you do?I don't remember the first but the last ones we got a better dildo for the strap on after winning like $300 in toys last month71. Guys:Circumsized?Yep no hood on me72. Which not-genital part of your body do you like being touched?Ears or just back rubs73. Which genital part of your body do you like being touched?Dick74. Girls:Are you able to achieve orgasm just through breast stimulation?75. Have you anonymously sent a sexual ask to someone on tumblr?Yes76. When was the last time you have had a wet dream?Not in a long time but sex dreams happen a lot77. Which wet dream was your favorite?Can't remember, prob a threesome one78. Is there a friend you would willingly have sex with?A few79. Is there a celebrity/character you would willingly have sex with?Mei is bae80. Favorite sexual position?Doggy, again81. Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed?I'd probably laugh82. Are you into any BDSM?Yeah pretty into it now 😎😈83. Have you ever wanted to have sex with someone but knew you couldnt for any reason? Why?Yeah they weren't single84. Do you like dirty talk?Sure85. Are you loud or quiet during sex? Masturbation?Quiet but I gotta work on that 86. Have you ever been inturrepted during sex or masturbation? Who/what?Yes by their roommate or parents 87. What kind of porn do you like to watch?So many just depends on my mood88. Have you ever confessed to someone that you got an erection over them? What about masturbated to them?Yeah I have89. Have you ever masturbated because your sexual partner wasn’t there when you needed them?Isn't that a common reason to?90. Have you ever had a one night stand? Do you still keep in contact with them?Already answered91. Have you ever had a friends with benefits? Are they still beneficial?A few but I'm not getting with any of them anymoreTHERE! That's all of em!

[prmptoargentum]

hi so know this is a lil bit random but i just wanted you to know that i love you and whenever im feeling down and unmotivated I go see your tags or your cosplays and how passionate you are when you talk about your special interests and it makes me feel a lot better and happy since you're a big inspiration to me, not just as a cosplayer but for a lot of things. You're a sunshine and it would be devastating to know that you're sad or smth so please take care of yourself and stay healthy!

kjdfnsjdfg this is the nicest most heartfelt message i’ve ever gotten oh my god. thank you so much for taking the time to send this to me like you didn’t have to but you did and i’m so grateful :’) the fact that i’m an inspiration to you and that i can make you happy makes me so incredibly happy like i’m over the moon ecstatic. i try to be someone people can be proud of and to look at and see happiness and positivity (it doesn’t always work out that way lmao) but i am SO glad i can be that for you!!! 

i hate to say this but i’m going to be taking a hiatus from cosplay for a while :\ i really need to work on myself anxiety for a bit so i can finally work up the courage to go college and other things. one day i would like to come back to it though!!! i have a whole list of cosplays i still want to do. i’ll still be here though i’m not leaving tumblr anytime soon lmao i’m stuck on this hellsite. but you and my other friends and nice messages like this makes it worth it!!!!  thank you so much for supporting me i guess? i mean i don’t know if that’s the right word but that’s the word i’m gonna use. thank you for enjoying my cosplays that means the world to me :’) god thank you so much for this i’m so happy. 

[evadingreallife]

Me: meeting a girl on the train and chatting, thinking im annoying her cause i talk too much

Also her: asks for my ig