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I understand that literature nerd Jason Todd is kind of overblown in fanon compared to it's actual presence in canon (a few issues during his pre (and post?)crisis Robin tenure that highlight it) BUT consider that I think it's hilarious if the unhinged gun toting criminal has strong opinions on poetry
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#Jason Todd#batfamily#it's just a fun quirk! it's a fun lil detail and I simply cannot slight ppl for enjoying and incorporating it into works#like obviously jason isn't the only one. I'm a big believer in the batfam having over lapping interests they refuse to bond over#i know dick canonically used the robin hood stories (which are pretty flowery in their language far as i can tell) as inspo for Robin#and i know babs was a librarian and even tho her area of nerddom is characterized as more computery she probably knows quite a lot-#-about literature as well#duke is a hobbyist writer i believe? i saw a fan mention that- which if so is great and I hope he's also a nerd#(i mean he is canonically. i remember him being a puzzle nerd in his introduction. but i mean specifically a lit nerd)#damian called Shakespeare boring but also took acting classes so i think he's more of a theatre kid.#Tim's a dropout and i don't think he's ever shown distinct interest in english lit and i can't remember for Steph?#I'm ngl my brain hyperfocused on musician Steph i forget some of her other interests I'm sorry (minus softball and gymnastics!)#and then Cass had her whole (non linear but it's whatevs) arc about literacy and learning to read#went from struggling to read in batgirl 00 to memorizing Shakespeare in 'tec and is now an avid read in batgirls!#she's shown reading edgar allen poe but we don't know if it's his short stories or his poems#point to all of the above being: i know Jason's not the only lit nerd in the batfam#but also i do need him to be writing poetry in his spare time and reading and reviewing it#jason at the next dead robins society meeting: evening folks today I'll be assigning all of us poems based on laika the space dog#damian and steph who have been kidnapped and brought to jasons warehouse to hangout: LET US GO BITCH#speaking of^ random poem i think jason would like: space dog by alan shapiro#wake up one morning in an unfamiliar more mature body with a profound sense of abandonment. the last four lines. mmm tasty
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my WIPs are so unorganized but rice is forever, in doodles and Even when coding >:]
#kagoodles#trainer riley#champion lance#stat trainer riley#lance pokemon#fluffyriceshipping#馃悏馃崥馃寠#hi. if you're wondering how its been. college! lots of preparation for graduation this sem so i'm slow to a lot of updates on things#i'm also learning coding in my spare time;; my code is the messiest thang in the world. but its MY mess#i may or may not post some more original stuff bc i've been needing to work on some for portfolio reasons#but yeah :Tc many thoughts lately;; i have a long list of things to do project wise (personal And professional)#current list of my hashtag funstuff is: gen 4 interpretations (sinnoh trio and kantrio timeskips ohhh man)#remaking my johto quartet aswell to keep em up to date. also to get said timeskips written out + work on a general page for em on neocities#idk craziest thing i have on the list is make a fluffyrice comic. if i'm feeling dastardly and want to go thru short comic hurdles#but that's if i have time. a lot of work I gotta do atm is to build up my professional side but i'll complete that grocery list. hopefully
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believe it or not i left like . so many out lol my twitter mutuals are actual warriors
#can't believe i've been here since may that's crazy#like i know a lot of you have been here longer but still . MAY ??? IT'S OCTOBER#i left the originals in pt because idk lmao .#there are So Many callum ones but i'll spare you all#anyway this is silly but some of them made me laugh#ALSO IT'S NOT A SLUR IN PORTUGUESE LIKE IT IS IN ENGLISH ALRIGHT but it does translate to the f word. don't get mad at me#not a whole lot of me live tweeting while watching it for the first time i was laser focused i guess...#sorry for the long ass post nobody gaf but i want the brain rot documented here along w the rest of the shit i post#mutuals do twitter que me seguem aqui um beijo vcs de fato s茫o lendas guerreiras
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can i make a fic about jellyfish just as long as a fic about plants?
well i'm sure as shit gonna try
#jelly fic#still doesn't have an actual title yet#this one is like tlou with a sprinkling of stardew valley#dance of the moonlight jellies#all these words and there's been mentions of jellies but no actual jellies yet#maybe in another 2k words or so#this one might be out by the weekend#because my weekend plans just fell through bc my partner got the rona again so when i'm not at work i'm stuck at home#wearing a mask at the computer while he is locked in our spare room because i'm showing as negative#tl;dr i have lots of writing time now and i intend to put it to good use#gonna finish jelly fic#gonna work on what the original jelly fic was but now is a fic of its own#gonna work on bus fic part 5#on the road again (there i go)#gonna do some more brainstorming for bthb#just so many things to do#i'll shut up in the tags now though#night night#the last of us fanfiction#tlou fanfiction#joel and ellie#fanfic struggles
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OOOUGGHAAAAAAA I DID IT I MANAGED TO DO INK WITH A DIP PEN
NEXT COMICS MEDIUM IS FUCKING SETTLED. YUUTO YOU WILL BE FED
#bakuspeech#hi I am Fucking Excite#litcherally. the last time I tried using any kind of dip pen it was a bamboo calligraphy pen#and I was. 18. the previous time I was 15 and even worse at it than then#fully went into this attempt already accepting I will probably be maybe marginally better#but!! it was pretty fun I did much okayer than expected!!!!#I need to be more confident with the pen but I can do that. I just need to do this a Lot#but like. I was Really scared. I didn't remember how a dip pen behaves at All#I tried freehanding some stuff before but it really is very different from a fineliner#half relieved my 200k vnd wont go to waste lmao. man. I was ready to bruteforce it#but I wont have to!!! as long as I have a decent concrete sketch!! itll be alright!!!!#yuuto origin comic is a fucking go. I WILL do this. mom I AM going to be a mangaka#well. a doujinka perhaps#dgsjdjjs sorry Im just. this is 13yo baku's unattainable dream!! part of why I#turned to wholesale digital art and eventually brush inking was because dip pens were#deeply scary and messy to me back then. I got ink Everywhere#now I didnt even make a spare fleck on this one!!! I can do it now!!!! dreams do fucking come true!!!!!!#literally bringing this piece of scrap around showing everyone like a kid who got perfect score on a test lmao#Im just. Im happy guys. Im so!!! auuughghhhh#I'll practice more tonite. I will Get Better At This. I will scribble a bunch more of yuuto#to get used to the style. I need a buncha outfit refs anyway#have a good day!! holds u hand everything is possible. try something u didnt have the chance to be good at as a kid again#life is fucking good sometimes!!!!!
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just did some accounting bc I've got two major yearly bills to be paid AND a holiday to save for all in november and what can I say. I get it from my mother. and she's one hell of an accountant.
#i'm having to carefully budget over 2k#WHICH IS A LOT OF BIG GIRL MONEY FOR A LITTLE LADY LIKE ME#no tight budget needed for my holiday anyways lol#but we were so successful that i'll even have money to spare#like yeah i'll be a bit singy from here until december when i'm here at home#but i can still pay all my bills and not worry about money when i go away and could even still affort like a sweet treat a few times#life is good again lol#it was actually kinda fun#it's the scottish in my mum coming out in me
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Bendy, have you ever tried on any of Alice's makeup? I think you could rock it, and a dress and heels, baby!
Of course I'd rock it, have ya even seen me? I look good in anythin'! Yeah, sometimes when I'm feelin' bored, I go through Alice's makeup and make myself look pretty. Obviously she doesn't like me messin' with her stuff, tellin' me that I got my own. And that's true, but I like to think she that it's because come out lookin' prettier than her.
There were times when she took me into her room to gussy me up and experiment on me with lottsa different makeup and outfits. Now, I do like lookin' spiffy n' ravishin' so I don't mind bein' experimented on.
#bendy#batim#batim bendy#ask#anon#noncanon au#(( i really love this look for bendy... like REALLY LOVE#he's so pretty....#i cant stop thinking of him singing ''santa baby'' in front of a crowd on stage dsjfhdsk#ive imagined him singing ''santa baby'' and ''all alone on christmas'' actually#just singing christmas songs on stage in full cross dress... maybe i'll have to work that into my au but off camera#i think i'll draw more of him in my spare time i love him a lot 馃槏馃挀 ))#(( he just looks great in red! ))#(( bendy also makes a mess playing with alice's makeup so thats another reason why she doesnt like him coming into her room#on his own ))#(( yeah idk how to draw heels ))
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What if there was an old man dying from cancer and his last wish was for his "daughter" to shave "her" legs ... ?
#cancer m#diary#he's literally crying screaming throwing up abt it#IK that a side effect of whatever his treatment is is that he's a lot more sensitive#but it's just like . he's been forcing me to shave my legs for the summer since I was like . 11#and I mean FORCING like he would throw tantrums when I refused and/or bother my mom about it nonstop#like literally none of them understand that all I want is to be able to make my own decisions#especially regarding my OWN body#after I came out 2 my mom she tried to convince me by telling me that a lot of guys shave or just don't have a lot of body hair#as if that's the issue.#I'll just have to give in AGAIN because otherwise I'd be the heartless monster that doesn't comply when his dad cries about it#crying has never gotten me what I want. no one has spared me sympathy when I've been on the verge of breaking down#I can count the times I've broken down in front of anyone with one hand . but whatever#another day another way I have to put someone else's wants before mine#long-ass tags .... trying not to cry about it so I don't hit a whole new level of pathetic
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TWO PIECES FOR SHARENA WEEK. DONE. We're SOOOOO BACK (on my meds LMFAOOO)
#the hardest part about this actually is i'm drawing. a lot. but not allowed to post anything i've done so far 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶#the bigass piece is like. half-done. but also done Enough that like. if i run out of time i'll still look good as it is (fully inked)#ideally i WOULD like to color it but. that's gonna be A Lot of coloring LMFAOOO best to save it for last#if i still have spare time!#i feel like... i have two more that will be somewhat intensive.... and one that should be a freebie/low effort.#one will def be more intensive than the other. the other is just emotionally intensive for me#that's another thing like. sharena unlocks some really intense emotions in me if i'm not careful LMFAOOO#WE'RE HAVING FUN. NO MATTER WHAT. 馃槫馃槫馃槫馃槫#uhhh i think i'm gonna crash soon though like. i can feel all my stats in the red.
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You can just about see me in the Glasgow Slog! My friend always brings her Italian flag with her so this time I was easy to spot as I was right next to her! The third pic wasn't from the slog, but Ryan sent it to me a few days after the concert!馃挏
#honestly such a surreal (and cold and wet) day#I'm endlessly grateful to my friend who gave me her spare ticket too#I truly hope I can see them again soon馃ズ#this particular slog was like the end of an era for me#bc I went to a bunch of the UK shows#so I feel a lot more connected to this leg of the tour than I did the US ones#so the Slog feels like its finally over#I know I'll get to see all the US content and the Japan and Aus content#but it's not the same at all#bc I experienced this WITH them in real time#wow post concert depression is hitting hard today#and knowing I'll probably have to wait more than a year until I can do it all again...馃ゲ#Slogs#Concerts#Def Leppard
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the epic highs and lows of trying to read an ongoing shounen manga
#for me it uh. tends to have more epic lows than epic highs. im very unlucky with shounen#occasionally a few years after something i start reading it'll turn out to be good#but any time i follow something from the beginning it starts getting. worse#is it me? am i doing this? dont tell me to read your favourite shounen i'll turn it bad#did i ever mention that one manga. the moon is beautiful but first die#a mouthful of a title. it started kinda goofy but i really adored the main character for some reason#im still a bit attached to him. he cleans so well that he got the magic power to see real good. and now he can matrix bullet time#hes just like me for reeeeeeeaaaal hflkanjvdkfljfds but yeah that manga was. weird but fun BUT THEN#it got so wack you guys you dont understand. the first like one or two volumes? fun#everything else? god knows JHKFDJFDK i still read it all tho. i was invested in my guy with seeing real good powers#and im sorry to say. unfortunately it seems. a certain manga with a big tv adaptation that is pronounced oh she no co#my curse. its started. although that ones very much a epic high and epic low situation like itll be so so wack one minute#and suddenly get good again and then plummet back down HFKJDSBHJds we will see how it goes on#i started getting annoyed with the writing after the stageplay arc because they kept like. time skipping over so much#which i thought was a bit of a waste because there was a lot of interesting potential in a lot of the showbiz storylines. but we shall see#thats not shounen tho thats seinen but my curse applies to some seinen too LOL but most seinen i read is already finished#and shoujosei is spared from my curse. i think just because most i have the opportunity to read in english just tends to not#be drawn out or have weird scheduling things messing with the pacing. are there any weekly shoujosei magazines out there#i dont think weekly manga is good. for a lot of reasons mostly the mangakas health but also i find more weekly stuff i read#that isnt like. 4koma stuff suffers in its pacing a LOT. but again that might be my curse. the second i lay my eyes on it. the curse#(sorry ive been catching up on a lot of manga recently LOL ur getting my manga thoughts now)
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also it feels like my brain is fried, it's quite hard to gather my thoughts consistently.... it was much worse when my symptoms peaked a couple days ago but i can still feel it lingering
#I mean I also didn't feel mentally 100% there even before this round of covid#I attributed it to depression and perhaps long term burnout#i hope my brain comes back I'm not prepared to live like this forever the thought makes me so sad#though I know lots of people go through this and it's a real possibility#regardless of who you are and your previous health levels#but really I'm fucking terrified of long covid for that reason like there's no reason I should be spared over the next person#and the accounts I read of it are always depressing as shit and scary and miserable#I wish no one had to go through it . including myself so im trying to hope I'll just need some more recovery time#anyway. silly silly ramblings. wish I hadn't gotten covid for a second time#but now I'll have to take it as it is#vegan.txt
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Wee ha
#Arright here I go again I gotta do some of these when I gotta vent#posting this on the 17th of August#So the elestral thing is going alright. My focus has shifted a LOT there but I'm still working with em#But the majority of my work comes from another client now. It's another one of these things that I'd love to make by myself#But someone else is making it and wanting me to do the art and music. It's gonna be huge. What a life it is. Anyway#This gif is from yet another project I started recently. Separate from Smile More HoaM and anything else. I keep fucking doing this#But this one's strange. It reflects my current working skills I've built up all these years. A multimedia experience that has a start n end#featuring all your favourite elphame characters in a new style. I'm enjoying making it but there's one problem#I haven't worked on it in like a month and a half#Work is piling up. Pixel art is something I don't do for myself anymore#It's not even a case of 鈥渁s soon as I have time to myself my fingers can't move" it's that I just do not have any spare time lmao#I meet Ashley once or twice a week. We still play digimon a lot but we're taking this month off since she's petsitting and can't go out lat#My flatmate has basically taken the summer off work since his job pays well enough for him to do so#so having him around to play games with is nice. Feels awkward taking baths with him in the house tho lmao#He is kind of the only reason I take breaks. I got pikmin 4 and it is incredible. Genuinely might have replaced Digimon World as 1st place#Mum took Andy and I to Netherlands recently. It was incredible. I played in a local digimon tournament and ate shit#Have just been so excited about travelling lately. Ashy taking me to manchester soon and I think we'll go london next spring or sooner#Worried I'm overdoing it with the tags so I'll sign off here. Work is stressing me out but it looks like big things are happening.#OH MY GOD I HAVE STOPPED BLEEDING BTW. Like almost altogether. Haven't in like a month. The trick is in the big box I rest my feet on.#It's too tall. I tried replacing it with a pile of folders half as tall and my bleeding fucking stopped. No crohn's disease or anything.#Just a big stupid fucking box. Anyway see you
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馃尭 Send this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile!! 鉂も潳鉂も潳 馃尭
AAAAAAA thank you so much!!! I've already played this game once, and I can't afford to spare more time going back and forth, but I really appreciate the sentiment! Thank you! I hope you continue to enjoy my content!
#馃尭 ~ out of character ~ 馃尭#if i could animate or if i had the time to spare i would make icons of sylvia myself instead of using picrew#i hope someday i can~#i'd love to have manga-esque icons like the ones i often see for makoto or teddie#although idk how to add that unique frame (not am i certain if i really want to? it seems like a lot of effort...)#i definitely think my blog's organization could use some improvement#i don't have the prettiest-looking blog or anything#but i hope that you guys don't mind~#i'm sorry but i'll need to keep it simple stupid for a while longer#thanks for being so patient with me everyone ;w;
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i need weed. i need a medical card so bad or im gonna go out of my fuckign GOURD
#speak friend and enter#let me preface this by saying that im doing everything in my power to not let mental illness wipe its greasy hands on me#however. im insane in the membrane and i can feel myself slipping back into lunatic mode#i have to go for an mri next week and i genuinely don't know if i can do it. i am so fucking terrified you have no idea#i'll spare y'all the grisly details but i was chronically ill as a kid (and not just like sick a lot it was touch and go there for a bit)#and as a result of certain procedures i had to undergo to abate the aforementioned chronic illness#i developed ptsd that manifests as an irrational but obscenely debilitating fear of hospitals#like i can't go in a hospital without having a psychotic episode. like clinically i just can't do it#but as part of my yearly post-whatever care i have to get imaging done and this year that entails an mri and. im just scared#i spent a significant portion of my time immediately post ptsd symptom presentation believing that my doctors were trying to kill me#like for sport. like i thought there was some larger deep state esque plan in place to enact further medical barbarism upon me for giggles#and obviously you and i both know that's a delusion with no basis in reality but that doesn't mean i can stop myself from believing it.#it's like a word-of-god thing. i know logically that it's not true but there's a voice in my head screaming 'they want to flay you alive'#and i am currently between therapists and also unmedicated bc my last therapist was too focused on inner child work#to give me the prozac and weed card i really need#like that's great that you think healing my inner child will solve this but my inner child is covered in her own viscera. can we pivot mayb#but anyway for the moment im just wallowing in my own fear and im doubly scared bc im finding myself falling into rabbit holes again#like empirically the worst thing that's gonna happen as a result of this mri is that they're gonna say i have to have another surgery#and the technology has advanced to a point where its way less invasive than what ive had previously#but the constant dull roar of my thoughts about the whole deal is just. increasingly delusional nonsense#and not to be overly morbid or anything but i decided a long time ago that if i ever had to be admitted to the hospital again i would rathe#well you know. and i don't wanna die. honestly i don't. but the idea of wading through that particular brand of hell again is torture#and im not gonna kill myself. im not. ive been working on that impulse for a long time and i don't want to undo all of that work#but im scared and i dont wanna spend the rest of my life in n out of the hospital or as a substance-abusing recluse. is that so much to ask#i want to fix this. i do. i don't wanna live in a hole anymore as fantastic mr fox would say. but the horrors persist#and i often find myself increasingly unable to cope. hence why i need the weed#anyway i'll be fine. eventually. i hope. but in the meantime i do want to say i appreciate you all. i mean it#i tend to regard myself (fairly or otherwise) as difficult to get along with in real life so despite the fact that i don't talk w y'all muc#i do appreciate y'all being there and making me feel like more of a person than i feel like i am lately <3
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Good morning good morning everyone!!!!!! 馃挅
#another self care day for me!#i'm gonna play a game and then later i'll go my dads and watch a film#i slept well last night! my mum gave me a pillow she had spare and I stg it's magic i've slept through the night all week#without waking up a ton of times 馃槶 normally my sleep is awful#feeling a little sore from my strength workout yesterday so i'm gonna be having a day of rest#i'm not a massive workout person i do it 4 days a week and I walk a lot but i don't go the gym i aint paying#i lifted my dad's 30kg weights and my nephew was amazed lmao 馃槶#he's 2 but its still cute#anyway!!! anyone got any plans for today??? i hope you all have a lovely day! ilyyy#well i try to workout 4 days a week my low mood has made me slack lately but that's fine#hoping to get some new tennis and badminton equipment soon so i can spend the summer on the courts!
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