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i like my main style well enough bc i love paying attention to details of the human body but id love to explore another that's more toward the stylization side of the scale... solely bc it is true that the more realistic something skews the easier it is to really see flaws that dont align... i want something more flowy and visually interesting... hm hm hm hm hm
#talkys#like sometimes artists will draw huge feet with simplified circle shaped shoes with no detail#i could not get away with that it would look off ! but i also dont care about learning to draw shoes rn (for example)#so i wanna find an in between#i did this well with a cheye i drew like a year ago... that was a good balance. idk how to do it consistently and with other characters tho#ill see if i can reblog it shortly i can see it rly clearly in my mind#i gave him funny circle feet and everything#and i gave in to stylization of proportions despite them not being similar to mine#hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#another thing i wanna say abt this is like#at the zine fest i was much more interested in zines with simplified funny little styles#than the people who were selling full on published volumes of comics#and i feel like im on the comic sides. well not completely bc again im always looking to get away with not knowing how to draw shit#like shoes. or. perspective#but im more leaning toward that side than like. fun early 2000s cartoon style....ykwim#but the issue is i also cant fully lean into ''fun'' styles bc i looooove the human body so much yup yup yup
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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO
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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment#we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell#looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off#we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol#AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish#but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off#but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far#its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek#but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎♀️🧎♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros#if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO
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WHEN YOU COULDN’T SAY A THING BEFORE?
(i move fast with these things, holy moly. also i did not forget the loops! i just didn’t feel like including them :3)
#isat#isat spoilers#siffrin#isat siffrin#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time siffrin#zeisty’s in betweens#yeah hi guys it’s me again#don’t mind me my brain just likes stockpiling ideas and forcing me to execute them#i do take breaks though!! i promise i do#anyway some of this was done by memory. and by which I mean the dialogue.#yes hello friend ammonite. i saw you reblogging the last versions of this animation. so i just wanna say:#THIS IS SPOILERS FOR ACT 5!!! you’ve only seen the first two loops so far!!!#so you should probably mute/block spoiler tags for isat!#seriously! it’s one wild ride and it’s fun experiencing almost completely blind#and you’re definitely wandering through the tags because you’ve been tagging me in cool stuff you find#so just keep in mind we’re not here yet. and there’s some stuff you should probably not know yet :3#yes i had to tell you through the tags. hewwo :3
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#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#you could not tell me Ford would not immediately try to experiment on human Bill#Thats a god er demon stuffed in a human body and you WOULDNT wanna find out whats on the inside?#I need them smashed between two glass plates so i can put them under a miroscope#QOartyay
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save me meronia dj ... dj meronia save me
(Round Room // Hide and Seek // 074w)
#i was trying to find my will to live yesterday and i Remember This. so now i have hope for life. everything is beautiful#it's so interesting to me the difference in near as a character between the western and eastern fandom#which i really really like because sometimes here is like “baby near🥰” and im like..girlie. near is not a coughing baby he's a nuclear bomb#idk if to put this in the main tag. dont wanna bother so *shrugs*#ok y'know what. fuck it. someone may need the will to live too#meronia
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Made a FANTASTIC discovery today regarding the meaning behind Boothill's fourth eidolon, I'm so happy!!! Most of it is just cowboy references, like
Eidolon 1: Dusty Trail's Lone Star- cowboy lingo, the Lone Star of Texas
Eidolon 2: Milestonemonger- more cowboy lingo, someone who roams and wanders
Eidolon 3: Marble Orchard's Guard- yet more cowboy lingo, a term for a graveyard (a fave of mine, because for me it evokes the image of a Church Grim <333)
Eidolon 4: Cold Cuts Chef- ????
Google didn't really provide much on Eidolon 4 like for the first three. Before today I had assumed it was just another movie reference of some sort, since Boothill is like entirely based on/inspired by old Western films.
"Cold cuts" are basically lunch meat/deli meat. It's precooked meat that doesn't need any kind of preparation- you can literally just eat it cold. Since it didn't seem to be a movie reference, I thought oh, maybe it's a nod to his lifestyle? Boothill is unhoused and lives on the run from the IPC with little rest, he doesn't really have the means to cook. Precooked, easy food like that would be a godsend for someone in his circumstances.
Anyway the original Chinese text gives it an entirely different, MUCH wilder meaning fjadskljfkld
love how they chose "celebrity chef" to show his expertise and/or fame in this fjkdlsja
Because no, "cold cuts" isn't cowboy lingo for anything, but cold meat specifically is.
It's how you refer to a corpse.
"Cold Cuts Chef" is not a title talking about his cooking ability, or his life's circumstances, or anything as mundane as that, IT'S ABOUT THE FACT THAT BOOTHILL SPECIALIZES IN DEALING DEATH, THIS MAN IS EXTREMELY SKILLED, AND GOOD AT WHAT HE DOES, AND WHAT HE DOES IS MURDER!!!!!
#AND I LOVE THAT FOR HIM!!!!!!#*dreamy sigh* there is so much blood on his hands#I love morally dubious men <3#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail boothill#hsr boothill#boothill#I know this eidolon's title is not a reference to any form of cannibalism. I know that.#But GOD I hope that's an in-universe rumor that spreads about him through the lower ranks of the IPC grunts JFKDLASJDKLFJ#I think he would lean into it so hard. he would have so much fun with it.#Boothill is hiding in the shadows waiting for the right moment to strike. He's listening to these two grunts gossip about him.#'Wow did you hear about that crazy cowboy. I heard they found the bodies with pieces missing.' Boothill has the biggest grin.#'I heard one time they didn't find the bodies at ALL.' 'That's terrifying!' Boothill has to bite his scarf to keep from cackling.#He keeps telling himself no no he can't reveal himself yet he's waiting for the patrol switch he has a goal today!!#'Thank the Preservation this place is safe. I wouldn't wanna be off-planet with a scary guy like that wandering around-#-especially if he really is eating people.' 'Surely that's not true though right? ...Right?'#Well. Look the point is he held out as long as he could ok.#And unable to resist the temptation any longer Boothill melts out of the shadows from behind them#right in between the two of them#and his voice is practically right in their ears as he tells them#'What'd ya think I got the teeth for?'#run boys run KFLAJKLFDJSKLFJDKLSJFDK
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I wanna get around to doing some small story beats for the "Main Six Takes Manhattan" story. It'd be a good chance for me to play around with different art styles too.
I'm really excited about this story too because it'd be splitting everyone up into pairs for their own little arc.
Rarity attends a fashion showcase in upper Manhattan, with April-Jacqueline in tow as her "attendant." The two get swept up in industry drama as they uncover the abuse faced by amateur designer Carol Cho under the American fashion house "Polomare."
Pinkie and Thea head to Harlem for a rent party, hosted by Thea's city friends. Despite Thea's protestations, Pinkie can't help but be the life of the party as its tenants and musicians attempt to raise enough money to fight their landlords and demand housing justice.
Dash and Félicie navigate NYC's transportation system to go to a ball game: the New York Wonderbolts vs. the Washington Senators. While Dash meets her heroes, Félicie can't help but feel homesick and smothered by the big city.
#i have 3 major art projects going on at once tho rn#the au/ko crisis for a writing class/my storyboarding job#so things are slower going#delete later#personal#last story is def the weakest. i definitely wanna set up some solidarity between spitfire and dash (as colonized people)#i need to find a strong political/historical angle for that because each arc's theme is racial solidarity and allyship#rarity and carol represent chinese/korean solidarity (especially given both groups would become victims of imperialism during that era)#and pinkie and thea represent hispanic/black solidarity (with a specific focus on housing and redlining)
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quiet is right handed and always holds the blade in his right hand as a result. he is tied to the narrative that the narrator constructed through the blade and no matter what happens in any runthrough the knife will always end up in his hand at least once no matter what he does or what he truly wants
the princess is always chained by her right hand. no matter what, she is always bound to the cabin and the narrative that the narrator constructs. tsm is represented through countless arms and yet the princes is always placed in a basement with her right hand shackled
both quiet and the princess are trapped in the construct, parallel to one another. the knife is to the long quiet as the chain is to the shifting mound
in the prisoner chapter, if quiet becomes chained then he must lose the knife. there is no purpose to overlapping ones shackles, he just trades one for another
anytime that the princes recieves the knife, she becomes free of her chain. there is no purpose to overlapping ones shackles, she just trades one for another
the knife and shackles are equivalent, and both must be shed in some way for the shifting mound and the long quiet, or the princess and quiet/hero
at the heart of the shifting mound, the princess will always be free. the shifting mound is free to choose anything she wants. shes waiting for you to choose. the apotheosis establishes that she could destroy the construct if she so chose, but if the long quiet doesnt break free with her, destroying the construct will destroy him, too. she is free of her shackle but she has a choice between leaving with the long quiet or killing him- mirroring that the long quiet has a choice between leaving with the shifting mound or killing her. only that the shifting mound made her choice, and that is that no matter what happens, she will not destroy the long quiet
at the heart of the shifting mound, quiet has the choice to take the knife and give into the narrators script- to abide by it or return to its beginning and reread the story all over again- or to abandon his own shackles and free himself from the story the narrator wove
effectively, the chain and the blade must be abadoned in some way for the two to be free. with or without reaching the heart of the shifting mound, neither can be free until the remnants of the construct are abandoned, until their unique tether to the construct is left behind
and if the two are a palindrome, then the letter in the center is the cabin- a structure that exists for both of them and is a construction of the narrator that they both influence differently but in equal amounts. they both have been built around it and feom it, very literally, and the chain and blade are both offshoots of it that the narrator uses to control them
#slay the princess#is this anything#maybe im wrong abt tsm being able to leave on her own but if one of her vessels was able to destroy part of the construct#its safe to say that tsm could too. she just choses not to#she loves him#the construct is a glass enclosure but the very walls of such have been woven over with the long quiet#leaving must involve an undoing pf those threads#but there is a difference between gingerly untying and tearing threads apart#as he is before embracing godhood those threads are firmly in place and cannot be unravelled safely unless he is able to do so#anyway.#i mainly use the name quiet for tlq bc its the first one i got and bc i dont want it to get confused#if im talking abt tlq or the voice of the hero#but obviously the two names are interchangeable for tlqs more mortal form#just as the princess is the name more closely attributes to tsms more mortal form#and isnt it just poetic that tlq can vary by name so where the princess remains consistent?#except for the stranger ending but thats an outlier on MANY fronts. it makes sense that neither get a name in that ending#that said i do wanna double check that she still picks the name princess when shes the harsh ver#cus iirc she still picks it but its been a minute and i cant find footage of it
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chat i think im gonna be sick
(Powers of X #6)
#xmen#xmen comics#powers of x#charles xavier#snap scans#snap chats#moira stronger than me like ik why we here we're gonna die if not and so that is why she is stronger than me she is committing#i woulda kissed him in this moment too tho she and i are family on that front im afraid i do find him very cute#also. SIDE TANGENT. i loved the art before this of charles slowly processing the horrors of moiras mind ...#EXCELLENT art i must eat it at once#the most devious part of this is after i finished reading i went to go to my brother to talk about What I Read#and the second i pulled up like 'his sad eyes Brother im gonna be sick' he immediately quoted this page I HATE IT HERE#thats why they had to put that dome over charles' eyes so no one could look at his sad eyes anymore#this is in fact something i love and always love seeing but it still hurts i will not LIIIEEE#cant wait to read bout how this all goes horribly wrong ....#while my bro and i were talkin we were talkin bout other in-between stories an i wanna check those out at some point ...#maybe ill check my comic shop sometime in the future idk. for now im gonna throw up !!!!!!!!!!#i will simply spend tomorrow watching the rest of 92 im almost done with it. relatively speaking i will feel healed then probably#i got like two seasons left which is basically the same length as season 3 and then its onto 97#thats just one season for now so ... should finish that quick ..#ok bye i have Being Sick to be
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ya know, what made epic the musical such a joy for me personally is seeing it actually develop throughout its 4-5 year long history and I don't just mean like from the ground up and everything. I mean it in a way as someone who immediately clocked Jorge Rivera-Herrans as a fellow playwright heavily inspired by Lin Manuel Miranda's style - which fucking meant of course most of the early publicized drafts of epic were raps because of course they are (this is not meant to be a slight because like I totally get him)!
But like actually seeing Jorge apply the lessons in LMM's writing into his own original style that is befitting to the story he wants to tell - and not only that, he literally took his audience along with him on his journey with every tried-and-tested demo and audition and everything, and the actual pre-production and production process of writing an album is something we don't usually get at all, especially in something as extensive as a musical concept album!
Like what really had EPIC make it's mark on the internet and on musical theatre (especially INDIE MT) is that it was a literal Odyssey of sorts - the creation of this entire fucking thing was a journey from beginning to end and we were all invited to witness it from behind the scenes while also having many artists among fans be a part in its creation one way or another, while also observing how Jay had his own artistic development throughout - from someone whose epic was quite obviously heavily stylized after Hamilton, into an artist whose style he can call truly his own.
I have so much more to say on how and why epic became such an iconic piece of work and perhaps being the first MT work in 2020 to truly define the decade, but all in all let's just say I'm glad to have witnessed the growth of an artist - and I'm excited to see what art this will inspire in turn.
#like fjdjs i've seen a lot of people compare jay to lmm which i get it because like duh#but also ive grown to notice that epic like really took a turn for the better when it was less stylized after hamilton#and moreso made with lmm's techniques in mind - but as a foundation and not like a blueprint to follow#likelook at epic now and epic circa 2021 like there are a lot of parts from both that scream 'yep lmm inspired this' ESPECIALLY in motif use#but throughout the progression in between we see jorge come into his own and the songs having their own melody#while still retaining recognizable wordplay ala lmm#i dunno like im speaking personally as a writer whose earliest musical drafts were my attempts at emulating lmm#like i just loved watching the epic growth journey so much because like thats what i wanna become and everything#the journey of growing into a style they can truly call their own while also paying homage to those that inspired them through their lessons#i just find it neat#epic is great#okay thats enough praises now its time for the saga tier list#pfffft there will be more praises and analyses coming up should i like find the time#but yea check epic my dudes its a damn good piece of work#aLSO THE CHALLENGE IS THE BEST SONG IN THE ENTIRE DAMN MUSICAL SO FUCKING GOOD#epic#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#lin manuel miranda#hamilton#the odyssey
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Bettel Keychains Pre-Order! 🎩💎✨
Trying something new out, and made two Bettel keychain designs! One of the classic little funny man, and a more punk/metal outfit, both for $10! Also trying Pre-Orders out for the first time, with just a little week-long window, that’ll be delivered at the beginning of November!
You’re more than welcome to contact me, if you’ve got any questions!
On Ko-Fi ☕️✨
#I so badly wanted to include a pic of the actual thing but the mock up I got was only 2 in. so I don’t wanna show the wrong size#but they did turn out very nice the holographic looks v cute!#Gavis Bettel#Holostars#Holostars Tempus#Ko-Fi Shop#I debated between the 2 & 2.5’ for a bit personally I like them smaller but I think the details show up nicer on the 2.5#also couldn’t find a good way to show it but the metal one will have a blue moon clasp and the reg will have a pink star!#also I’m curious how you’ll like the designs it’s a lot more… creaturey than I think he’s normally drawn haha#but funny little amoeba is all I know lol#again! first time doing preorders so if there’s any issues of course let me know! and hope you like them! ✨
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43. For the ask game
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
going straight for the jugular arent we
#i know it says sexiest but the things i consider sexy are few and far between and i dont even take seriously myself#so i just imagined the coolest thing i coukd think of and it happens to be kaito kid#NO BUT FR his whole character intrigues me like. magician phantom thief that performs heists to lure out the mafia#and gives back every heist target bc hes trying to find one specific gem that grants immortality and glows red in the moonlight#THATS SO COOL MAN COME ON#unfortunately no matter how many times i try to watch dcmk i dont think its smth ill ever be interested in. they poured#all the coolness into this guy and i can live with that i think. its also heartbreaking thinking abt how much fun itd be to explore#his dynamic with conan/shinichi if the author didnt spend so much time making them straight as hell i cant bring myself to look#otherwise i would say franziska von karma.. umm trafalgar law OR nico robin../ and i guess len kagamine#my taste varies between a mix of character design and personality so its not solely based on one thing#ask game#ask#answered#yapping#sona#puppysona#i had at least 2 other ppl send this question in so ill keep this as my answer but also. what does that say abt me if ppl wanna know that#doodles
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on one hand, i can make olivine the biggest juiciest bottom where eiden has to top him with climbing gear attached
on the other hand, i could make olivine the equally powerful priestly short king who only reaches eiden's bellybutton but can twirl that boy around his finger like a weighty necklace
#i am ignoring the canon height chart that says eiden and oli are the same height#i never imagine oli as that height 😂#either he's close to garu's height and twice as thick#or he's TOWERING over eiden but still wants to get topped into oblivion by that lil twink#there's a drastic discrepancy between how i draw him and how i imagine him#the canon-adherer in me is fighting back and i'm struggling every day#why would you make them the same height ! ! when you can.... PLAY GAMES LIKE A GOD#STRETCH THEM UP AND DOWN AND ALL AROUND LIKE A WET PIZZA DOUGH#i am torn between several variations of body types for him...#does he have stupid superhero cliche body with booba and no leg? like dante lololol#is he soft and fat and stronkkgk????#is he just as thick in his thighs as his boobs? i hope so.#ARE HIS BICEPS BIGGER THAN HIS CALVES?#OR THE REVERSE?#IS HE PROPORTIONALLY BALANCED IN ALL LIMBS LIKE SOME PERFECT LITTLE FREAK?#will i ever find the way to draw oli that makes me happiest? we continue the journey#for example i love making yaku the most pathetic limp noodle#but oli....oli has multiple critics in my brain weighing in.... debating at all times#WHAT DO I WANNA MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE *Shakes his in-game portrait* WHO ARE YOU OLI#nu carnival olivine
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huaagh. dip
#south park#sp#damien thorn#pip pirrip#pip pirrup#sp dip#dip#its four in the morning huaaaahhvhhg i am ill#anyways. had a drawing idea and then i was like 'i dont wanna post just one measly doodle' so theres more sprinkled in#i enjoy them a norm amount#al#normal#if it werent for south park then this wpuld b a crackship between two characters from two completely different books and#find that very funny fjvsjsvs#ALSO WHOEVER DREW. ART OF DAMIEN IN THOSE AWFUL FUCKIN GAMING TSHIRTS WAS SO SO SO CORRECT AHABAHV#potatart
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Man, from like a character growth perspective I don't think Damian's love of animals as actually...positive? Like it's nice that there are things outside his status/survival that he cares about, but... Damian was raised in an eco-terrorist cult. Being protective of animals while struggling with the Bats' no-killing-people rule is just, like, basic status quo for him?
Not that the League of Assassins didn't harm plenty of animals & plants & ecosystems in their world domination schemes & even day to day life but the idealism of "I will become vegetarian because I love Batcow so much" is not a change. It's not growth away from his upbringing. That's fine, Damian is allowed to find things from his early childhood valuable, and if he actually grappled with it all I could see that being positive growth. Him actually examining the values and coming to his own conclusions.
But the way it's presented in the comics and the things fans to do with it don't feel like growth or change to me. It mostly feels like people are focusing on the murder/violence aspects of the cult he was raised in and completely ignoring the eco-terrorism. Ignoring that the League of Assassins values a fantasy of nature over humanity. Like they forget it's even a thing. And again, the comics are very much focused on the Assassin part so that makes sense.
It just means many of the things written to make Damian endearing to the audience just fall flat for me.
#eco terrorism cw#cult cw#cults in fiction#not going into detail on all that but wanna make sure people can filter if they prefer#Damian Wayne critical#sort of I guess? again mostly there for the filters#what I ACTUALLY find interesting and sympathetic about Damian#is him being a kid with separated parents and struggling with cultural clashes#not the particulars of what those clashes ARE but that he's having them at all#unfortunately canon swings wildly between that relatableness and OOOH EDGLEORD RAWR and the latter is so boring to me#like sure he has many pets but he also built a secret torture prison#I like when DC gives him actual friends#DC#Damian Wayne#Batfam
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How i feel rn
#theres a ton of posts going around talking abt transphobia and transandrophobia and anti-transmasculinity and terfs#and like#im transmasc#im a guy#vut its lvery confusing#and i dont#understand any of it :((#why are people being so mean to transmascs all of a sudden??#why are terfs so rampant right now??#whats the difference between transphobia transmisogyny and transandrophobia?#i dont know if its bevause im so young that this is confusing#or if its genuinly just such a nuanced topic i cant understand it because of processing issues#i wanna understand it so i can find a footing so i know whats right and whats wrong#but its so detailed i cant tell where anything is :((
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