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art. hard.
#loser.txt#i hust wanna create but im so#im a lot of things rn#tired and alone mostly#ive been oul painting a lot recently and im ngl ive lost a lot not doing it#im just disappointed and frustrated in my skills#but im gonna do 2 digital art portraits theire a pice together#i started on the other day#im also finishing my soka headpiece today hopefully#not that it matters no one is gonna go w my to the con tmrrw#so i prolly wont go#im just. really lonely rn#not even in the superficial way like. actually alone#anyways#vent in tags
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new entity, new looks! (something about a shared wish.)
silly sloopis shitpost under the cut
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#anyway chip and i had a talk about fashion as a form of body autonomy or somethin#LET BEAU MAKE THEM CLOTHES#sloopis#doodles#ugh i go back to work again tomorrow so i prolly wont have the time and energy for fanart anymore#ITS BEEN FUN THO YALL ARE SO NICE <3#isat post game
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had an art style crisis a while back so I went back to an old style for a bit
#updated the outfits since i last drew them like this#turned them into shapes with long necks & long limbs#for funsies#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#-atlas art-#prolly wont draw them like this unless i have a crisis again#identity crisis go so hard my art style has it too 🔥#cj mind#cj heart
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cant believe no one COMPLIMENTED!!!! my single braincell for that yet
#doodling some azai to a specific flavor of songs rn before i prolly draw fanart or play smth or go to bed from boredom#im not used to have sm free time suddenly oof i feel like i wasted sm on resting even tho my annual leave is not even halfway finished#at least ill go out the next three days so i wont die from boredom yet but id like to draw smth proper i feel so unproductive LMAO#babbles#tbd
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aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little
#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S#HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :(((#just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig#4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains#if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe#heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh#i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe#i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO#more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr))#ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh#kon el#kart#puppee art#GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS#i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm#@ least i do 2 my doggie
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sending u shitara peppering kisses to help with the cramps <3
EVE??!?? crying…shaking…hugging and kissing you….
#mari answers#mari’s favs#give me ur kofi rn 🤲#actually just take my debit card#ill kill someone for u…life debt 🧍🏼♀️#tbh….i saw it earlier when i was abt to go into my work orientation and then i was thinking about it the whole time??#i was smiling like a fool watching a presentation on workers safety prolly lookin like 🥴 theyll be thinking im so fuckin pumped#to work at fedex part time but really im thinking about an old man side character taking care of me on my period#what did i do in a past life to deserve this#hold….hands….smooches…#stubble… *shakinng the bars of my cage*#omw to your house rn 🏃♀️💨#to do what idk but im omw#shitara the man that you are…im thinking bout a specific panel where he makes a face and the girl goes “Dont make that face around the kids#sir you can make that face at me all u want#sorry ill shut my mouth 😶 other wise i wont stop#is it yukimari…mariyuki?
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can someone nice (!!) please please please adopt me im begging you im requesting you (huge word vomit and vent in tags, pls dont read if u dont want to!! and if you don't want this stuff on this blog PLS lmk!! i dont wanna make anyone uncomfy! )
#tw vent#yes ik i have a vent blog#but idk why i dont wanna go there#ill prolly delete this in a while + if i vent here (which ill try not to) ill always tag it#but if any of yall aren't fine with it pls do lmk!!! ill stop <3#Anyways.#fucking hell i hate this.#dude#i very specifically told them to hurry the fuck up THEY were the ones making us late#i have told them a hundred times the minimum time i jeed to get ready#i told them this morning too that you guys make us late then put it all on me#nad she went like oh no dear dont worry that wont happen#WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH#and like the lecture and huge ass scolding and then cold shouldet ive been getting from BOTH of them before i left for coachinh#im just tired atp#idk its not even that big a deal this happens everyday#i dont know how to feel#idk if im even rly feeling anything atp#its just that i really fucking hate being here#I wanna get the fuck out#but thing is this makes me feel kinda guilty occasionally#for eg a few days ago i was rly sick and she took care of me kinda#and then that made me feel bad for hating her#but then things like this happen and i cant help it and i feel so conflicted#i dont want to stay here i know that for sure but i feel guilty for it#if i speak im being rude and backtalking#if i dont speak im being rude and ignoring#the fuck am i supposed to do????#she always tells me to 'stay silent and just hear it'#and when i do that she keeps shouting again and again and finally i say smth bc although its extremely fucking dumb of me to open my mouth
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au where ling comes to amestris early and winds up in dublith instead of rush valley, where he meets a certain greedy immortal...
#greed wont give up secrets without something to gain in return but he admires lings avarice so he lets him hang around#he lan fan and fu are plotting ways to kidnap him without getting a mob of angry chimera chasing them back to xing#but uh oh canon rolls around and so to do the elrics#ling and co obvi take immediate interest in alphonse but cant do much bc 1 al doesnt know soul transmutation#and 2 the devils nest would kill them for sure#so they just assist in removing al from premise for dissection but uh oh they can sense the qi of a shit ton of soldiers#lings a little (a lot) reluctant to leave and let all the chimera possibly die but lanfan and fu are like 'we need to gtfo'#so they compromise on waiting with martel and al when they feel greeds nasty qi coming but also... something else#and this is where you diverge into canon compliant or not#canon compliant is ling and co leave when they sense bradley but stick around dublith for the elrics and come to rush valley with them#and then goes on mostly the same except greed prolly regains his memories sooner thanks to ling knowing him and then it spirals#but NOT canon compliant is you have them stay and help fight. not sure how this would go but def early wrath reveal and possibly#alive greed who hangs around to get eventual payback bc uh yeah the devils nest is still wiped out#but! dolcetto and roa probably survive. martel almost certainly and bidos around somewhere! so not total loss!#ling is now rocking around with the weirdest mix of qi imaginable (greed alphonse chimera)#yeah i dont have the braincells rn to think of what else would change but this is going to be on my mind a lot now#ling yao#greed the avaricious#greedling#hes here in spirit mkay#fmab#full metal alchemist brotherhood#moss' madness
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i need them to be put. into a snowcone machine.
#heart art!#adventure forward#af2#stratosfear#ulipse#you get pre points because fuck yoU !!!!!#anyways. im physically incapable of settling on a color pallete for umbra. if you see his colors change thats why. sorry <3#these fucking queers are on my mind all the time.......#i dont know why i care abt them so much.......#i just think they need to go to therapy together#and then make out abt their problems#and what more could you need in the world#i might post my doodles of them. bc i have a lot saved. but i prolly wont tag them bc they're stupid lol#anywaysss ummmm. bye.
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yknow what. in preparation for swordsmith: (attempting) to draw a mitsuri every day until s3 drops! no idea how we’ll fare, but until then...
dailymitsuri: day 1!
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#mitsuri kanroji#uh uh uh time for my disclaimers:#1) no promises; iam Just Some Guy trying my best <3#2) they prolly wont all be colored n lined or whatever; just mitsuri :) for funsies :)#3) might miss a few; whom knows. i just think shes neat !#and 4) i am also figuring out how i wanna draw her so th style might change . a lot. so <33 there u go#fingers crossed! /dabs
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Ride 730: “Handicap”
Pag 1
1: I saw Imaizumi-san and Sugimoto-san, a third years pair!!
2: They're currently the fastest, now starting the 20th lap!!
3: Amazing!!
Woah
Already... 100km!?
Pag 2
1: A buddies battle, huh....
2: They thought about it too
Hahaha
Chasing them there's the pair of Onoda-san and Naruko-san!
3: They had an handicap for the first 40km but are gradually catching up
Amazing!
We're just watching them but it's so exciting!!
Oi, you two, don't take a rest and run too!!
Ye-yes, Gorizou-senpai!!
4: Last year, Teshima he broke up the “team of two” for himself
And he also separated Danchiku and Kaburagi, who were first years
5: He wanted to increase individual power
Pag 3
1: This year, on the comtrary, you paired them up and made them run together
2: Can't you raise your pace more, Nogaki!
I'm doing my best!
3: If we overdo it from the beginning, then we'll have nothing left
But if they open a gap then we won't be able to cover the distance
4: Two people having to run as a pair means that when there are different opinions the'll of course end up arguing
5: You won't know until they try finishing the whole 1000km, but-
Hahaha
Naruko, Onoda, Imaizumi.... this training camp is the answer that you learned through participating twice in the Inter High
That's right
6: You can overcome troubles and difficulties through cooperation and reach a successful conclusion....
Pag 4
1: The “buddies”
Pag 5
1: Are the smallest unit of “team Sohoku that supports each other”!!
Pag 7
1: We're goin ahead, Hotshot, kakaka
2: Ah... sorry I was late today, Imaizumi-kun
It's nothing, don't worry about it
3: There was a guy along the way.....
4: He brings it up every time he passes us, but- “a guy”, I couldn't hear, what guy
5: Those two have passed us many times since earlier...!!
There's a 40km margin, so of course they haven't closed it all
Pag 8
1: It's probably the time to start worrying about them!!
Imaizumi!!
2: From now on we need some kind of plan.... those two are fast!!
Will it be okay if we don't come up with a plan!?
3: Yeah, don't worry, we have a margin
They won't surpass us if we keep going at this pace
Ye... ah, you're so calm, as expected of you, Imaizumi
4: With those two, Onoda pulls them on the climbs, and Naruko pulls on the flats...
5: They're the most efficient pair!!
6: We entered the climb, so I'm going ahead, Naruko-kun!!
Yeah!!
Pag 9
1: Oruaaaagh!!
2: “Efficient”....?
3: That's how you see it? Sugimoto
5: You say they work well perfectly well together
7: Hahaha, more.... more, Onoda-kun!! Raise it...!! The climbing pace!!
Pag 10
1: If you think so, then your eyes are bad
3: Alright, let's raise the pace of another 10%!!
Oruaaaaagh
Waaaa, they're so fast!
Pag 11
1: It's the complete opposite of what you said
It's a shame
2: Onoda raises his paces on climbs, and Naruko manages to cling to him
Oruaaaagh
4: Then, it's the opposite on the flats
5: The climb is finally over, so I'm going ahead, Onoda-kun
6: Once, during training camp we were blocked with an “equipment handicap”
7: Now
8: They're carrying each other like that burden
Onoda on the flats.... and Naruko on the climbs!! Now....
Pag 12
1: It's a “human handicap”!!
Fly and follow me, Onoda-kun!!
O... okay!!
2: So fast... as expected, Naruko-kun is so fast!!
3: Come on, you're dropping your pace!!
5: Yeah
Pag 13
1: Let's keep going like this!!
Kakaka
2: So there's this kind of use too, in this buddies system!!
3: “Human handicap”....!!
5: To “become stronger”.....!!
Those two are still trying to become stronger
Before the training camp, I also tried to prepare in my own way, but
Pag 14
1: Maybe I've been too complacent.....!!
3: I- Imaizumi!!
Sorry, the things you're saying now, I'm only noticing them now, and now!!
4: What are you even doing Sugimoto Terufumi!! You know it, this training camp has been to get stronger since the beginning!!
5: My eyes really are bad!!
7: I'm not on you guys' level so there are many things I don't notice
I'm still not satisfied!!
Pag 15
1: Oh, he realized it
2: If it were the you from some time ago, you would have made up some excuses
I- I noticed, I'm an experienced cyclist, so of course I don't have bad eyes
3: So, please, tell me, Imaizumi!!
Everything about what I'm lacking, for the whole time!! For these whole four days!!
I think I've prepared enough for this training camp
4: I've already thrown away my pride a long time ago!!
Pag 16
1: That's why the “Sohoku jersey” that you gave me, I left it at home!!
3: The next time I'll put on that jersey it will be as a regular!! When I will become the sixth member and run in the Inter High with you, Imaizumi!!
5: I see. Then it's going to be a challenging four days
Yeah, exactly!!
Pag 17
1: Let's go, Sugimoto!!
Yeah!!
2: I'll also become stronger in this training camp!! Imaizumi, no matter what kind of opponent will come at me, I will!!
3: So that I'll be able to run om that stage with you!!
5: Sugimoto.... in my cold way of speaking, I... think you're powerless
6: I also have to get stronger during these four days
I have a margin that Onoda and Naruko can't close, and I plan on reaching the goal faster than anyone else
7: Eventually, you'll fall behind
Pag 18
1: I'll take the “powerless you” and run 1000km!! That's the “human handicap” I chose for myself!!
Pag 19
1: End of the first day of training camp
Ahhh I'm so tired!
Ah, my legs, my legs hurt....
Ahh, I can't walk
2: The senpai are walking so quickly!
Incredible!
4: Teeeh....
Guaa....
5: As expected... training camp is so hard...
Waaaa, the world is spinning...
And tomorrow.... too? Kinaka-kun
Yeah!! Rokudai
Ughh...
Distance covered on the first day: Imaizumi and Sugimoto, 250km
Pag 20
1: Kaburagi and Danchiku, respectively 250km and 240km
Sugimoto Sadatoki, Gorizou, Sawada, and the third year Kawada, all retired
3: Onoda and Naruko, 225km and 250km
4: My back....
My neck....
My legs....
It hurts
The first years
5: Rokudai and Kinaka, 180km
Several other people reached the goal sefely
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal manga#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal translations#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 730#this chap is so interesting????#at this point im not sure what onoda and naruko's strategy is???#but also naruko isnt all that bad on climbing and we saw that already since he turned into an all rounder#and im guessing this is his way of getting even better at that#and also#its time for onoda to get better on flats lmao#then... sugimoto#on one hand reading him saying all those thing about getting stronger and all made me think that hell prolly go to the ih#but then imaizumi...... the way he thinks about it its like he knows already that sugimoto wont make it#(which tbh bitch behaviour lmao classic imaizumi#imaizumi be like: i love sugimoto with all my heart but he kinda sucks at cycling and im not gonna lie about it)#so hmmmmmm#and then theres the first years who are so behind everyone else.....#tbh im like 99%sure at least roku-chan will make the team#this whole training camp arc is so stressing what is watanabe doing to uuuuuus#(on another note tho i laughed so hard at kawada dropping off already aasdsadfdsgdf)
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also besties and biffles, i haven't bitten my nails in like a week
#i rlly need to just paint them i think bc theyre really thin#BUT THEYRE GROWING!!!! IM NOT BITING THEM#i just need to get better at picking at my cuticles and then i can get them done more often <3#i prolly wont start getting them done until likeeee next year bc we still need to save a bunchg#and also like i dont think im getting proposed to for a WHILE#HOWWVER we're also going to alaska next year so that could be the time (me when im delusional) (they wont propose on a trip wiht my family)#lmao#「mercury speaks」
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aight i'mma grab some sippies n i'm finally gon go n try throw hands with that red centi y'all wish me luck. i'll peep up when i'll get it
#Spot says stuff#first i gotta GET there im still at pebs but at this point i can nyoom thru the map like nothin so i should be fine#mmmmm after this if i wont go to bed ill prolly start workin on those FAM pics.. yea..... <- has been procrastinating drawin a-#-singular umbilical on a different pic for three days now#FAM beautiful FAM without any of that umbilical bullshit... god.
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Body hair practice and fucking around with colour pallettes
#gremlin ramblings#altoclef.exe#Banesberry Art#I need to draw me shirtless more often so I can draw body hair its so fun to draw#Also cool colour pallettes go brrrr#I also tried a slightly different and more details style for my hair which is pretty cool but I prolly wont do super often#alto clef fictive#scp fictive#pro endo#endo safe#dr clef#dr alto clef#scp alto clef#alto clef#scp fanart#scp foundation#scp
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acotar modern au but feysand and nessian relationship got ruined ever since rhysand and cassian started to binge watching skibidi toilet and scrolling through yt shorts
#acotar#neutral feyre#anti rhysand#nesta archeron#anti cassian#nothing too anti today#nyx was watching a skibidi toilet video on his greasy ipad while eating breakfast#and rhys just happen to see him watching it#“son what are u watching?”#and ever since then he's been like so mesmerized over skibidi toilet#this shithead decides to introduce to his incels fratboys#cassian who is obviously a dumb bitch is also stupidly invensted in skibidi toilet bcs hes stupid#azriel doesnt care bcs he has a chronic p*rn addiction so the only type of content he consumes is p*rn and absoulety nothing else#the archeron sisters are absoulety MORTIFIED#because obviously in the modern au the sisters would be gen z and everyone else would prolly be millennials or gen x(not emerie or gwyn)#so obvi they know what skibidi toilet just scrolling a bit on tiktok#feyre didnt care that nyx was watching toilet humor bcs hes a kid but the fact her shitty husband is into this makes her tremble in fear#“rhysand what are r u watchin- is that SKIBIDI TOILET ON UR SCREEN???”#nesta is probably used to cassian pure idiocy that she doesnt even seem suprised that cass is watching skibidi toilet just disgusted#she's more terrified at the fact cass is going to have shorter attention span and would probably pay less attention to her than he is now#like she could be laying at bed trying to sleep but cASSian watching skibidi toilet on FULL volume bcs hes just that ignorant#“cassian can u like lower the volume im trying to sleep”#“oh ok”#then few mins later hes playing it on full volume again bcs ïts to low that he cant hear"#nesta ask him the same thing a few times until she just gave up#oops i was planning this post to be neutral to the batboys but unfortunely the tags are very anti :P#meaning i have to put neutral feyre instead so i wont get harassed 😓
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unrealted but what does endo mean? /genq
Short hand for endogenic! Which usually means anyone who is plural for non trauma reasons! or who doesn't relate their plurality to trauma. if you don't know what plural means, there are a lot of definitions! I'd recommend googling around or talking to plural people, because i dont have good words today. plurality is often associated with DID, but that's not the only source or cause :) another common one is MADD (maladaptive daydreaming disorder) or immersive daydreaming!
take this with a grain of salt, though - people will often change their personal definitions of what it means to be plural or endo to exclude others. perhaps because of their own internalized ableism, or exerting control over their online spaces is the only control they readily get, or because picking on a subculture of a subculture means that their targets often won't be defended and they can get away with using them as stress toys. Similarly to queer infighting, and aphobia. Thumbs up emoji
#not emojis#it is often debated by people with DID in particular whether or not endos even exist#and i think. whether or not they do. anti-endos are pretty mean about it! their posts on it remind me of transmeds or aphobes.#i'd rather support people who later change their IDs or are wrong about themselves then people who bully them#been told both sides suck. i dont go into discourse. wouldnt know. but there are loud and mean people everywhere.#and the fact that people call it 'sides' when it's experiences... telling...#i prolly wont answer questions like this in the future#because i usually get hate mail afterwards! which is stressful or annoying depending on my mental state#i was not open about being plural for a long time because if you do it the “wrong way” or have unfinished or clumsy opinions#or ways of wording them... people wanna hurt you over it.#but anyone can ask me anything. <3 and i want to help.#so. risking it today. feeling brave/stupid i guess!
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