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marauder's wips - thank u for the lovely tag @emlovessid
Jegulus
trempé de sueur by @futurequibblerjournalist // E
"After spending most of his summers reading and simply lounging around as a way to distract himself from the heat of France and the intensity of his family, Regulus finds a new distraction in the handsome stranger his brother brings along one particularly eventful summer. Even a summer that seems to last forever will eventually come to an end and what then, when Regulus no longer finds himself satisfied with the romances he's gotten so used to reading about but never quite experiencing?"
get him back by @sixlane // E
"Regulus only has eyes for James. He can’t stop staring at him across the room, like maybe James will feel the heat of his gaze across the back of his neck and finally pay attention. He wants James to feel jealous, wants him to finish what he started. Or at least try to. Regulus would love nothing more than to turn him down when he’s begging.
- Or, Regulus Black has never liked James Potter, but he's drawn to him all the same. When the two share a heated moment that leaves Regulus hanging, he vows to rip James' heart clean out of his chest. Needless to say, it doesn't all go as planned."
past traces by @staringathesunbabe // E
"March, 1942
Falling in love with James Potter is easy for Regulus.
It feels natural, inevitable. They are both young, carefree. Invincible.
Growing up in the English countryside, with James always by his side, Regulus never stood a chance. From the day they met, James had filled his days with kindness, bright smiles, and laughter.
But loving James with a war on the horizon, and the world trying to pull them apart, is not easy, and Regulus isn’t sure they’ll survive it."
free the celestial body by @c0mbatchameleon // E
Regulus doesn't know anything about the universe or what love is supposed to look like. James knows a lot about the universe and he might know a bit about that love thing, too—even if he's still figuring it out.
Wolfstar
a vow to the dark by @orchideous-nox // E
“Evan…” Remus whispered, and that was the confirmation he needed. The fighting stopped. Anger still lingered, but he gave James a look and the hands clamped on his shoulders let go and he rolled them, stretching his neck. He took a step towards Remus and James went to move forward and grab him, only stopping when Remus lifted a hand in his direction without looking at him.
“I’m gonna kill him, that’s why I’m here. Peter Pettigrew. I’m going to kill him.”
preacher's dog by @del-stars // E
These crosses all over my body / Remind me of who I used to be / And Christ forgive these bones I'm hiding / From no one successfully
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haunted by a string of tragedies in his family, sirius black sets out across america to escape the past and his reputation in his small town. along the way, he stumbles across remus lupin, a lonesome cowboy looking for love who's willing to help sirius make it out west. grappling with his own trauma and grief, sirius struggles to accept that he might be more than the preacher's son, after all.
Rosekiller
are we dating, are we fucking? by @v7lgar // E
“I didn’t know we were exclusive.”
Evan snorts, “I figured when you fucked Regulus behind my back, Barty.”
----- After sleeping with Regulus, Barty fucks up his relationship with Evan due to a misunderstanding. He wants Evan back more than anything, and nothing is going to stop him.
Bartylus
Same Boat (adding myself here as self promo oops)
Regulus and Barty meet at seveteen and everything changes. Throughout the years, the tension of their 'almost' first kiss lingers and grows.
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5 times Regulus and Barty almost kiss and 1 time they do.
i wanna know what everyone is reading !!! more love for wips pls pls
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In today's episode of cleaning out the wip backlog, we got an attempt to reimagine the Alfonse brave alt that got totally derailed by the Elden Ring DLC soundtrack! I have been chipping away at this for MONTHS now, and will probably continue to do so, but I think it's at a stage where I am willing to share it.
But uh, to say that I only drew this would be a big fat lie. So if you would be so kind, come with a journey under the cut as I show you some of the methods to my madness.
With me? Awesome. Let's get a little weird.
So I initially intended this to be a one and done drawing. Similar to the outfit prompts. I had an idea and only intended to make one illustration of it. Since it was on the brain at the time, I wanted to reference the Miquella and Radahn shot from Elden Ring: Shadow of the Erdtree. That resulted in this sketch:
Fun! I had a good time with this one.
So during the time of Alfonse's Brave alt release, there was conversation about how, despite how pretty the art was, it was not quite fitting for Alfonse's character. And I was inclined to agree. Alfonse had a loaded relationship with his dad, and giving him an alt that was strictly him in his outfit didn't work in the same way it did for a character like Ike. So I was playing with how to solve for that here, went through a few options that aren't visible anymore, and came to the conclusion to keep the silhouette but change the details. Alfonse, a not very tall or buff guy, didn't really look right in Gustav's chest plate. So I threw on the dragon scales back on and things started falling into place. Neat!
Problem: I didn't really want to be working on this sketch anymore. Happens. Sometimes you reach the maximum amount of fun you're going to have with a piece and it's healthier to just leave it where it is. But I was still having fun with the idea of a Miquella and Radahn power dynamic with Kiran and Alfonse. Maybe not as fundamentally and delightfully fucked, but running with the idea of how bad it might be for everyone involved if Kiran was able to put their friends under contract.
So here is when I opened up a new file and started brainstorming.
So is the premise for this au(?). I guess this is an au! Cool! Idk I was just having a little bit of fun. This is also as clean as these sketches are gonna get. If messy doodles and thumbnails are your thing, you've come to the right place.
So something I wanted to explore right away was how, unlike Miquella and Radahn, both parties are still somewhat mentally present in this new state they're in. It gets a little weird, as Kiran is in Alfonse's head so often that it starts to become unclear where one starts and the other ends. But they're in this predicament because their loneliness issues got the better of them. Overriding the other's thoughts and presence would defeat the point. So they'll have moments where you can see them... separate, for lack of a better way of putting it. Where Kiran will pop up from their apparent malaise and check if Alfonse is (physically) alright.
Next up is spectral arm time. I imagine that Kiran has a jack pot of different powerful abilities, but they're not a fan of using them. Got this visual in my head of them summoning these hands to cover more weapon types, but doing so makes them physically recoil. The force of it tries to push them away, but it can't, so they come back to rest, more winded than before.
These marketable plushies are often bought together please do not separate!!! Idea here being that if enough damage is dealt to Alfonse to knock him down, Kiran will get PISSED, grab the axe, and go nuts. A little spooky considering that it wasn't clear that they could leave Alfonse's side up until that point. Is definitely the most emotion we've seen on them so far too. But while in their frenzy, Alfonse, upon realizing the god on his shoulder is gone, will grab the bonds connecting them and pull them back. Very desperate moves from the both of them. Rational thought has left the building.
Last but not least, hey this looks familiar! Found the sketch for initial illustration. Neat! Genuinely forgot that I initially sketched it here, and then copied it elsewhere to make a full illustration. But that's her!!! That's the bones!!! Kinda crazy looking at it now considering how long I've been tinkering with this one.
Also I couldn't fit this anywhere, but before I forget, Kiran can't really see? They're having an Everything Everywhere All At Once moment where, if not grounding themself via Alfonse, they will be blinded by the infinite amount of everything their divine domain now ties them to. So they look out of it a lot of the time because... well they are. Alfonse is seeing for the both of them.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed! This was rotating this in my head for a while and I'm glad to have it finally out there :D
#Ironic that I ended up doing the outfit prompts for Kiran. This was technically the first one I did lol#Guys digital painting is hard! Hurts my brain a little. You can tell because my layers for this are a god damn nightmare#More than 20 layers is very gross for me. This was... significantly more than that. Owie my brain...#But it's done! Yippee!#Don't got much else to say atm but feel free to ask about stuff! I might have answers.#art tag#feh#fire emblem heroes#fire emblem#feh kiran#fe kiran#kiran#feh summoner#fe summoner#feh alfonse#fe alfonse#alfonse#kiralfonse
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The ValRayne Faeu Masterpost
Decided to finally make a masterpost for @owl-bones and I's fae au! This will be updated when I remember and contains all the relevant info and designs you might want (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
You can find more under the #valrayne-faeu tag on both of our blogs. Feel free to also use this tag or tag either of us in anything you make!
Last updated: 2/7/2024
Designs
Finished Dream (full body soon) Blue (will get a slight revamp) Ink Nightmare Killer (will also get a small revamp) WIPs Horror Dust (wings) Cross Error (wings)
How tall is everyone?
World Building
Designing OCs/Self-Inserts - ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR Can a human become fae? And visa versa? What kind of insect wings are associated with each court? What determines which Court you end up in? Rejecting becoming fae What if a fae tears off their own wings? Trying to return to the mortal realm early after being trapped Primary rules of interacting with the fae How big are the fae? What does the fae realm look like? How do you get to the fae realm? What might the fae find intriguing enough to take someone to their realm? Is there something unpleasant about the fae realm? Why wouldn't people enter the fae realm willingly? What would happen if you trick and fae instead? If a fae steals a concept can you trade it back? Iron, rowan and four leaf clovers What if a mortal manages to escape? Can fae and humans have children? Changelings Can fae be killed in some way? Do the Courts overlap our world? How knowledgeable is the average mortal? How do fae feel about Integrity souls? What is the aspect of Integrity souls that fae share? Why do fae trick people? Do fae normally have so many names? Enemies/Predators of the fae? How is a fae born? How were Dream and Nightmare born? Who is the most dangerous? Where do Dream and Nightmare stand in regards to each other?
Character Specific Asks
Dream If you can't lie, why avoid eye-contact? (Art) How can we trust you if you could be lying? Some insight on Fae Dream If Dream finds humans so interesting, why does he change them? Bird MC Drabble (ft Dream & Nightmare) Bird MC Drabble - Does Dream feel remorse? Bird MC Drabble - Can we make him understand the culture difference? Bird MC Drabble - Is there anything we can say to change his mind? What would Dream do in exchange for affection? (Art) Why is affection a big deal? Anonymous Dream Drabble He's totally non-threatening guys (Art)
Blue Blue and his conflicting values and nature (Art) I'd let him trick me (Art) I want to hug him! (Art) Who did this to you? (Scar)
Ink I'd use him as a model for painting (Art) What can I get with..... (Art)
Nightmare What is Nightmare's goal? Does Nightmare have a favourite trick? What would happen if he met his match? What's the best deal Nightmare has made? (Art) I would die to get my hands on that book What flowers are in the book? Nightmare's favourite flower? What would he want in exchange for a kiss? (Art) If we stay, would he be willing to give us information instead? If I stay for the (eternal) evening, where would I stay? What happens if we fall asleep in his library? (notes on Dream's garden & library) Nightmare would move us? (Library) If I asked for a hug, would he give one? Can I pet his wings? What is Nightmare's favourite noise/sound? Nightmare's wings (Art)
Killer What's Killer's favourite trick?
Dust What is Dust like?
Multiple Characters Who stole the ability to lie? Who is the liar theory (Art) Who would appreciate mortals being hard to trick? Names that Dream and Nightmare have collected Any Papyrus-type fae? (OG AUs design ideas) Can I hug Dream and Nightmare? Dream and Nightmare - Someone who didn't want to leave (Abusive family) Which fae are most likely to accidentally in-debt themselves? Someone staring while they talk because their voice is pretty (Reactions)
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Please share the rambles about how Lana eventually kills Ovidia? Pretty please?
ORGEHRTGRT i love that pretty please oerghag u got it lemme gather my garbled thoughts,,,
im super wishy-washy on whether i want that to commit to that being the end, but it certain is an end. Because theres a build up that leads into lana being ovidias end that i feel needs to be mentioned first
as i think more on ovidia as a person and their history, a lot of it shapes their perception on a perfect life including a "perfect" family and i think they end up subconsciously projecting a lot of it onto Lana and she does try to mold herself into this image of a perfect child for her Baba
but because ovidia isnt being truthful about even to themself about why they do what they "have to" whether its leading their followers the way they with a lot of manipulation and making them believe in this image of a perfect Mother and family that they've carefully curated, or even how they specifically talk to and treat their children and why there is almost a clear sense of favoritism that is kind of always there
this denial is also the reason their ascension is slow and unpleasant, because a process that would not normally take more than maybe a century or two to even begin is being stretched out because theyre actively fighting the crown against it. it isnt apart of their plan, of ovidias plan. so any changes that come from ascending are painful and slow and its entirely because ovidia is so deep in denial of their true self
they dont want to think theyre playing favorites, and its not obvious to anyone but Narinder at first that they view the kids very differently from each other and while hes tries to talk about it ovidia just has a way of icing him out because they just flat out will not admit it.
and this is the point i realized that there are two diverging paths for them, and if they accept and realize where it comes from and why theyre doing this they have the capacity to at least start to mend the damage theyve made which at that point wouldnt be until Lana is already an older child (like 10-12)
or they never address it and never change, they stagnate in their ability to ascend and unbeknownst to them, the crown had always taken a liking to Lana and her innate interest in death and murder, and naturally has been putting thoughts into that childs head for longer than ovidia would have guessed
(wip of something i might finish eventually but u kno, just 2 emphasize that lana adores the crown)
and it wouldnt be until lana is older, and is acknowledged by her baba to be a grown and capable person that its basically the final nail in the coffin. Lanas mental check list is finished for the developmental part of her own life, now all thats left is to become an usurper, just like their idol!
because shes always wanted to be just like Mother.
the method of murder would involve the years of honing in all the inherited abilities that come with being the kid of a god, but them still being a god it'd be hard wouldnt it? not if the crown is so willing to betray its master, and when its got a guaranteed new head to sit on its not that hard to imagine itd turn coat and reveal the secret to killing a god huh
#botalks#cotl mother au#this is like all over the place to me and i feel like im so bad at articulating my thoughts esp when im not married to the ideas entirely#but this is abt as far as i am orihdgbvtreoibhsr
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Crossing All The Lines
Who: Aaron Hotchner
What: Reader has feelings for Aaron and dances around them with quick glances when you think he’s not looking. Then reader gets hurt and accidentally confesses in the heat of the moment.
Request: Nope
Warnings: Typical canon criminal minds violence, talks of getting shot, blood, Slight age gap but otherwise age isn’t mentioned, etc. (Let me know if I missed anything!)
A/n: I know its been forever since I've written anything but I’m back into my criminal minds binge and currently have Hotch brain rot so yeah,,, n e ways please feel free to enjoy! A/n 2: Ngl I've been working on this one since June of 2023 and barely finished it now (Feb. 2024) so this was a loooooong wip but besides that i really hope you guys like it!
You guys have been going at it for hours now. The sun had set long ago and many of the officers have gone home, the new shift well settled into their stations.
Despite the amount of time you and the team had spent trying to get to the bottom of the unsub’s reasoning, which would bring you guys one step closer to finding out who it might be, you are no closer to figuring it out now than this morning.
Reid is going off on another one of his tangents and you are trying desperately to pay attention and keep your mind from wandering, the late hour not helping you much.
Everyone is in a different form of concentration but, none the less, in a similar state of exhaustion. Morgan is slouched in his chair, head in his hand, Rossi on his fourth, maybe fifth, cup of coffee, but there’s one person you can’t help but let your eyes wander towards.
Hotch stands at the head of the table, arms crossed on his chest, tiredness prominent in his features. Your eyes follow him as he moves across the room, removing his suit jacket and discarding it onto a chair. Moving back to his original spot, he rolls his sleeves slightly up to rest upon his forearms, then loosens his tie ever so slightly.
He leans over the table and opens his mouth to begin talking but, if you are being honest, not a single word is heard by you. Your eyes stay glued to his arm, his muscles flexing slightly from the way he is gripping the edge of the table.
You try to pay attention, really you do, but it is no use. Your sleep deprived brain is not allowing you to focus on anything but the man in front of you. If you are being honest, you have grown feelings for him but you don’t dare act on them. I mean how can you blame yourself? There is just so much you admire about him, you can possibly go on for hours just listing off the reasons.
As your mind seems to drift off, you don’t seem to notice Hotch has caught on to what you were doing.
Feeling eyes on him, he glances around the room and soon catches your eye. Upon meeting his eyes, yours slightly widen and you quickly look down, willing your face to not heat up at being caught with your shameless stares. You swear at yourself thinking if he brings it up you’d blame it on the late hour and lack of proper sleep.
Unknown to you Hotch’s lips quirk up, amused at your reaction to being caught, chuckling softly to himself. He looks around the room once again, taking note of the tired faces of his team and decides to speak up.
“All right team, let’s call it a night. We’ll pick this back up in the morning when we’re all rested. Maybe then we will be able to think about this more clearly.”
Breathing a sigh of relief, the team quickly gathers their belongings and heads out of the station towards their shared vehicles.
The ride back to the hotel was uneventful as everyone split off into groups between the two SUVs. You opted to ride with Hotch and Rossi taking advantage of their silent personas, definitely not because you favored the first of the two.
Taking your place behind the passenger seat, you quickly got as comfortable as possible on your way back to the hotel. Usually you would try to fill in the silence with different topics varying from the case you guys were currently investigating to what book you were reading at the moment, but right now you could barely form coherent sentences with your sleep deprived mind.
You could feel yourself slowly drifting off, the smooth ride and the sound of the car moving along the street help bring you into a deep slumber.
Unbeknownst to you a pair of eyes traveled across your sleeping form, glancing back and forth between you and the road. A small sigh escapes his mouth as he notices your breathing even out.
Hearing someone clear their throat, Hotch casts his eyes toward the passenger seat where Rossi is sitting with a knowing look on his face. His eyes turn back to the road.
"Dave..." he says quietly, tone coming out as a warning.
Rossi raises his hands in defense, keeping his voice down as well "I didn't say anything."
"I know that look. You have something you want to say," Hotch mutters, face annoyed.
"Aaron in know that look on your face. How long are you planning on keeping her in the dark? You deserve to be happy and I can tell she is the reason your mood has improved a lot lately," Rossi keeps his voice low as to not wake you up.
Hotch moves his eyes towards you one more time, taking in your features, he notices the slightest content smile on your face not having a worry in the world while sleeping. He lets out a deep sigh eyes leaving your figure and focusing completely on the road.
"Because I am her boss and she is my subordinate. I can not cross that line even if i wanted to. I can only imagine what the higher ups would say if they found out."
"Besides she deserves someone better, someone closer to her age, someone her could provide her with everything she could want or need. Why would she want someone like me," he finished off.
Rossi shook his head, "You, my friend, are completely clueless. How could she not want to be with you? Have you seen the way she looks at you? And don't give me that B.S. about your status as her boss, as if that matters. Trust me Aaron, that girl would follow you through hell and back if you asked her and i know you would do just the same."
Hotch let Rossi's words sink in. He kept his head forward, choosing not to reply in order to completely shut down this conversation, not wanting to get his hopes up too high.
Luckily the hotel quickly came into view and Hotch felt himself relax slightly. As soon as the suvs were parked everyone got off and split up and made their separate ways into their hotel rooms. Getting off, Hotch made his way to the back passanger side to wake you and send you off to sleep in your room.
He got to his own room, going through his normal night time routine before slipping into bed. Despite the late hour and lack of proper sleep the night before, his mind seemed to run non stop. It wasn't the unresolved case or fact that the unsubs motive was hard to pinpoint.
No, his mind seemed to be full of you. The conversation with Rossi seemed to have kickstarted his thoughts into a spiral. Eventually he drifted off to sleep his final thought of you and what he believes could never be.
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Eventually you and the team had finally managed to find the link between the victims and his motive became clear. Richard Cornwall, a local who lives in the outskirts of town on his family ranch had been taking the victims and making them weaken enough to use in his own version of "hunting."
The evidence pointed to you all that he was a narcissist that believed he was too good at hunting the local game that it no longer was fun to him. So he thought that using real people would provide more of a challenge, that way he could really prove he was the best and what he did.
Currently on route to the Cornwall family ranch, y'all prepared yourselves. It was common knowledge that he was a hunter so you knew he had to have a surplus of weapons as well as being on the look out for and traps he might have left around the property.
Parking the suvs in front of the main house, you split up to survey the property looking for Cornwall and the latest person he had kidnapped.
While the rest of the team searched the two story house, you, Hotch, and Reid had taken the left side of the property going straight towards the barn, stalls, and the field. You noticed a deer blind a little ways away in the field making a mental note to take a sweep of it after checking out the barn.
After clearing the stalls, you guys made your way though the barn with no signs of Cornwall or the victim. Reid noticed a corner of the barn that seemed to be where he left the vicitms to bleed out. The deep red was splattered on the walls and completely covered the floor. Hotch took note of it saying he would get forensics to take samples of it.
As you guys began to exit the barn after clearing it you turned your head towards Hotch and Reid to tell them about the structure you saw in the middle of the field. As soon as you opened your mouth, the sound of a gun shot rang though the air.
You were down within a second, the shot hitting you right in your left shoulder causing you to let out a scream, your other hand reaching out to hold onto the wound. You began to feel lightheaded, the blood coming from your shoulder seemed to be never ending.
Hotch and Reid quickly crouched down taking cover in the barn as another shot rang out. They each grabbed one of your arms pulling you inside to safety with them. The yell you let out was worse than anything Hotch had heard, he could only imagine the pain you were feeling right now.
He radioed the rest of the team and the rest of the officers to let them know to be on the lookout notifying them you were currently down. They only know the general direction the shot came from, not too sure where Cornwall was.
"The blind" you let out weakly.
Reid spotted the deer blind a little ways out in the field and let everyone else know the location so they could proceed with caution.
You on the other hand, felt like you would pass out any second now. You felt like you were on fire, your shoulder growing heavier by the second. Soon your vision started getting spotty, white dots littered your sight as you tried to blink them away, tears streamed down your face from the pain.
Hotch turned to look at you to make sure you were alright but quickly noticed the flushed look on your face, your lips were pale, a sign you were soon to faint.
"Hey, L/N, look at me. You need to stay awake for me." he urged, shaking your head a bit to stimulate you.
The sound of his voice was coming in and out, growing louder then getting harder to hear, your ears no longer wanting to work. You blinked a bit trying to focus on him and what he was currently saying to you.
"Y/N, you're losing a lot of blood, they might have to do a blood transfusion at the hospital," he ushers out, desperation evident in his voice, "What is your type?"
In your current state, you tried hard to process what he was asking you. You vision was quickly growing worse and it was getting harder to hear him. You let out the first thing that came to your mind.
"You."
The last thing you heard was JJ's voice over the coms informing they had got unsub in custody and finally found the last victim who was luckily alive. Black soon consumed your vision and you were out like a light.
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The feeling of the ground rumbling beneath you was the first hint to you that you were slowly gaining consciousness.
Soon the low sounds of a siren could be heard, slightly muffled to you. You tried desperately to open your eyes but you couldn’t find the strength. But you could feel a weight in your hand and you tried to flex your hand, your fingers twitching slightly.
At that you could have sworn you heard what sounded like your name. You tried to focus your hearing a bit more.
“Y/N,” you heard a man say.
You know that voice. You’ve heard it before somewhere. The sound of it seemed to make you calmer. At the sound of his voice again you tried once more to open your eyes.
A blinding light above you is the first thing you see, yet everything still seemed to be foggy. You glance at you surroundings, your eyes barely open a crack. That is when you see him.
He looked absolutely ethereal, you could’ve sworn he was an angel here on earth. The bright glow from the lights casted a halo around him. But there’s no way he could be here right now. He opens his mouth to speak again.
“Y/N, are you alright? Do you need anything? We are heading to the hospital right now, we should be there any moment.”
You stared at him for what seemed like forever just taking him in. His sentence went in one ear and out the other, as if he never said anything to begin with, as if he wasn’t even then, a mere figment of your imagination. You couldn’t wrap your head around what was going on or where you were. The only thing you could say was what you were currently thinking.
“I dream of you so often, I don’t know if you’re even real.”
And with that you felt yourself slowly slipping back into unconsciousness. The sound of that man’s voice imbedded deep in your mind.
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A low beeping lulled you out of your unconscious state. Your eyelids felt heavy, as if they were made of concrete, not allowing you to open them just yet. You stayed there unmoving, trying to get accustomed to your surroundings, willing yourself to try and feel anything around you.
You could feel the soft pillow underneath your head and the, somewhat, stiff bed underneath you. In your head, you knew your were laying in a bed somewhere, but for the life of you, you could not recall a single thing that happened to you or where you could possibly be at this moment.
Racking your brain, you tried desperately to remember what was going on. The last thing you remembered was that you and the team had a case you were working on. Where was it? Oh, right, you guys were currently in Texas. The unsub was a fisherman? No, wait, a hunter.
As you started to recall more and more of the case it all started to come back to you. You, Hotch, and Reid were searching the barn. That's right, you were right on his trail and then... he shot you.
'Wait Hotch, Reid, are they alright?'
Your eyes suddenly shot open at the thought of your friends hurt. Wincing at the sudden bright light around you, you blinking trying to get used to the sight around you.
At the same time, all your senses rushed back to you all at once. you could hear that constant beeping again but this time a little louder. Looking towards your right, you noticed the heart monitor displaying your heart rate. You stared at it for a little bit and watched the line move at a rhythmic pace before you realized that your left hand felt a bit heavier that usual.
Your fingers twitched, slowly flexing, trying to grasp at what was resting in your hand. You turn your head slightly, glancing down at your hand, only to notice another hand placed over yours.
Eyes widening at the slight, you move them from the hand, up the arm and towards the person it belonged to. Your breath caught in your throat at the sight before you.
In the chair next to you, Hotch was leaned back into the chair. His left arm was slung over his abdomen and his right arm was stretched out resting on the side of your hospital bed, hand intwined with yours.
He look so peaceful in his sleep, which was a stark contrast to his usual stoic expression, despite the slight furrow in his brows. How he managed to look so comfortable in that hard plastic chair was beyond you, but you were sure that the exhaustion of the events the night before finally caught up to him.
You watched him for a while, your heart strings pulling at the thought of him so worried about you that he actually slept in that uncomfortable chair all night when he had a nice warm bed back at the hotel you guys were staying at.
The sounds of someone clearing their throat pulled you from your thoughts, as you glance towards the doorway where the sound came from. Rossi stood there leaning against the door frame, a knowing smile gracing his features.
Feeling the heat rise to your face, your eyes dart away from Rossi and down at the blankets the covered you. David knew of the feelings you harbored towards the man to your left, having caught you staring at him a little longer that usual a couple of times. He soon got the truth out of you after a night of drinking, to which you spilled your heart out to the older man in hopes of getting advice from someone that knew Hotch inside and out.
"How you feeling kiddo?"
Hearing his question spoken softly, you glance back up at him and clear your throat feeling it dry from not speaking for hours on end.
"Alright. Just a little sore I guess," you rasp out quietly.
He raises his eyebrow, "A little? Kid you got shot with a rifle, I don't blame you if you said you it hurts like hell, which I'm pretty sure it does."
"Yeah, I guess you're right," you chuckle softly at his words before glancing back down.
You can't help but let your eyes travel back to where your hand was intwined with Hotch's, letting out a little sigh. Rossi's eyes follow yours, then travel up to where his friend slept soundly.
"You know," he starts with a small smile, "he was really worried about you kid. He's been with you since the ambulance pulled up. He refused to leave your side and even rode with you the whole way over here. We even had a hard time trying to get him to go shower or even change. He insisted that he had to be here when you woke up."
You shift your focus up to Hotch's face, taking in the words Rossi was saying, heart melting at the thought. Your mind raced at the implications of what this all meant but you quickly shut them down, not wanting to get your hopes up.
"I'm sure he would've been the same if it were any one of us," you replied, shoulders slumping a bit at the thought.
David rolled his eyes at your words, "You know what I mean Y/N. Sure he would've been worried if it happened to any of us, but I doubt he would be sleeping if those god awful chairs all night if it wasn't for you."
At that you could feel the hand in yours start to twitch, Hotch moving slightly as he began to wake up. Your breath caught in your throat as his eyes started to flutter open. The first thing Aaron saw as he fully woke up was Rossi standing in the doorway staring right at him.
"Dave? What are you doing here?"
Rossi chuckles softly, shaking his head as he pushes himself away from the door frame to stand up straight.
"Oh nothing, figured I should probably go get a bite to eat and maybe a cup of coffee. It seems like you guys have a lot to talk about," he finishes, nudging his head in your direction.
The look of confusion quickly washes away from Hotch's face as his head snaps in your direction. He takes in the sight of you wide awake, a slight flush on your cheeks that he assumes is because of your injury. He could feel your hand flutter underneath his as he glances down at it. The sight of your hand wrapped with his causes his heart to skip a beat, the moment it resumes he swears he can hear it pounding in his ears.
Rossi clears his throat once more gaining the attention of the two, "Well I better be off, let me know if either of you want something. I hope you feel better kiddo."
You let out a small 'thank you' and he smiles at you then sends Aaron a knowing glance when you aren't looking before turning and making his way out. You both sat there in silence, not knowing what to say to each other.
"How are you feeling?" Hotch finally asks, breaking the silence between you.
"Honestly, I've been better," you let out a little chuckle, trying to ease the tension, before turning solum again remembering your current state.
"I'm sorry for worrying you. I should've know better, if only I-"
Hotch cuts you off with a reassuring squeeze to your hand.
"Don't," he says firmly, "Don't you ever blame yourself for something that is out of your control. You did all you could and your observations helped us catch the unsub and the last victim was found alive."
"I know, but I just feel bad cause you had to sleep on that," you say, gesturing towards the chair he was sitting on.
He lips quirk up ever so slightly, "Don't worry about it, I should be used to it now because of all the late nights I spend at the office. Besides, I wanted to. I wouldn't do this for just anyone," he says, starting to gain the courage to tell you what is on his mind.
"Hotch-" you start, only to be cut off by him.
"Wait, just let me say this," he holds his hand up. you nod encouraging him to continue.
"Y/N, you are the bravest person I know, not to mention the most caring and thoughtful. You always tend to put others first, but are still able to stand up for yourself and voice your needs. I admire so much about you that I could possibly go on forever. What made me fall for you is beyond me, but I know what I'm feeling is real. I kept telling myself that I shouldn't love you, that I shouldn't cross that boundry, but its not as simple as it sounds. No matter how hard I tried, you made me fall harder and faster without doing much," he sighed, "Even if you don't feel the same, i just needed to tell you."
At the end of his speech your eyes were shining with unshed tears. Never have you heard anything as sweet and poetic as that. You could feel every one of his words in your soul as if he was speaking right to it. He had put his heart on his sleeve for you and you thought it was only fair you did the same.
"Aaron, when I first met you I thought you were just a cold, stoic, blunt man,"
Hotch could've sworn he felt his heart ache at the words leaving your mouth, but that soon changed as you continued.
"But, then I met you and learn a lot about you. You actually had a similar sense of humor as me and know how to dish out a joke as well as take one. Your wit is one of the things that surprised me the most about you. Not to mention that you protect the ones you care about with your life. You come off as nonchalant when in fact you care so much about each and every one of us on this team. And despite what you think, you're the best dad Jack could ever ask for. You really are his hero and I don't blame him. You say you admire me but, oh boy, you have no idea how much about you I cherish and appreciate."
"At first I thought it was nothing more than just a silly little crush, but it turned into so much more than that. I couldn't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I tried, it happened without me even realizing it. You are the first thing on my mind when I wake up in the morning and the last thought I have before I drift off to sleep at night, its like you're all that's in my mind. My heart has yearned for you longer than I knew it myself and now that I know that its not just me, I'm willing to cross that line as long as you're there with me," you finished giving his hand a loving squeeze.
Aaron stared at you with loving eyes and you could've sworn your heart stopped at the sight. You looked at him shyly with the newfound revelation of your feelings towards each other being mutual. You could feel yourself slowly leaning towards him and him doing just the same.
As the distance between you grew shorter and shorter, you both were stealing glances at each others' lips. Just as you were about to close the distance, a sharp pain shot right through your shoulder causing you to wince and pull back.
Hotch looked at you with worry helping you lean back into the hospital bed. His eyes scanned your face for any traces of discomfort as you got situated back into place. Your eyes met as if he was ask you a silent question, you nodded letting him know you were fine as he sighed in relief.
Chuckling a bit a the situation, he shook his head slightly before leaning down and placing a tender kiss to the crown of your head.
"Let's wait till you get out of here for that," he smirks, "Besides I need to treat you out to a nice dinner before we could have some dessert" he finished with a swift kiss to the knuckles of your hand that was still interlocked with his.
You couldn't help the heat that quickly rose to your face at his comment. Never, did you think Hotch could be that smooth. Rolling your eyes, you gently slap his arm causing him to laugh softly.
"You're so corny."
"Well you better get used to it cause you're stuck with me now," he replies with a smile.
You shake your head with a giggle, "Can I take that back?"
"Nope," he says, smile growing wider as a mischievous look glints in his eyes, "Besides you said I'm just your type."
The memory of what he was talking about quickly floods into your mind.
Your face flushes a deep shade of embarrassment and you quickly cover your face with your hands, "Oh my god!"
A/n: I really hope you guys liked it! It took me quite a bit to write but i really love the way it came out! I honestly think this is probably my favorite one I've written so far! Just to let y'all know i do have quite a bit planned out so be on the lookout for that and hopefully I'll be able to put out little thing here and there! Once again if y'all want to be added to the tag list the link is here ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ and just fill it out for whatever you want to be tagged for and if you don't know what I write for just checkout my masterlist or leave and ask and I will reply as soon as i can get to it!
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hi!! just wondering if you have any stsg fic recs you’d be willing to share? i’m currently gobbling up 2sorcs like a gremlin and looking for something else to read between updates but i only really trust your opinions and characterizations which 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼 anyways love ur work and hope you’re doing well!!
Ah! First of all, thank you <3 I do have some fics I really like! I shall rec them and give a little anxiety disclaimer at the end.
Fic Recs - Shorties
it would make a whole - by @diggingupgrave 8.8k, T, First Year, Pre-Relationship, Emotional H/C oh i love this fic so very much. this may have been one of the fics that really got me thinking about their characterization in the first place, tbh.
As You Wish - by @haha-funny-valentine 2.5k, T, Post-Star Plasma Arc, Emotional H/C wonderful characterization here and I am just such a sucker for H/C.
The Heart of the Perfection of Wisdom - by @zombieheroine 16.3k, T, Prison Realm Gojo Character Study I took my skin off to check and I am shocked that this fic is not like, Doing Numbers. this fic is SO fucking creative and unique and I just. love. it. Definitely a big inspiration for FIYM. It's like Harrow the Ninth but for Gojo in the Prison Realm and like, oh my god so well done imo.
Longfic Recs with Caveats
and if you take my hand (series) - by @detta-pica 40k (Ongoing), T, Witch AU, Slow Burn Caveat: this is a WIP, and we're in the early part so very much Unresolved Romantic Tension. But I really like the worldbuilding in this and I'm excited to follow it as it keeps going, so big rec here if you like Plot and are down to follow some more ongoing fics. :)
coanda effect - by @bunniehoneys 250k, M, F1 AU, Slow Burn, Eating Disorders, Drugs, Bad Choices I am probably the last person in the world to read this fic so it feels silly to rec, but I'm doing it anyway because I'm a little obsessed. Caveat 1: also technically a WIP for another week or two
Caveat 2: TAGS check the tags. If you are at all sensitive to discussion of EDs, skip this fic, but I think it's done well and adds a lot to the characterization
Caveat 3: I am not caught up on this fic. it's one that I didn't let myself read for a while (see below) but F1 has a special place in my heart (my dad is into it, I used to live in a Gran Prix city, and I have watched WAY too much F1 Lets Play content).
I've been working really shitty hours for the past 48 hours (almost done) due to research that requires specific spans of real earth time. Because I don't have the focus to write right now, I've had the chance to read a little, and I've read about 75% of this gargantuan fic in windowless rooms on my phone, which has to say something about how much I love it lmao.
Disclaimer: I am a bad source of stsg fics because I actually don't read very many. If I read amazing fic then it tends to trigger the "you will never be as good as the old masters" part of the brain, although instead of real art like in the meme, my fic is putting gojo in a minecraft hoodie and making him do the gangnam style dance. Still.
I also get very unhealthy about metrics/numbers, which I mostly manage by using AO3 skins to block stats, but I still have some moments of weakness. So I try to avoid looking at stuff that I know might make me anxious/insecure about my own works and be unable to finish them (this has unfortunately happened to me before in the FE3H fandom, and that continues to weigh on me).
All that to say, there are some really big, nice, and well-loved fics by wonderful authors currently being updated, and I have read almost none of them. So this is absolutely not me saying I don't like their characterizations, I'm just kind of a hermit.
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would you willing to write fyozai angst pretty please??
Honestly, for me, bros are too manipulative and have such strong egos that neither of them would show being hurt. But... something I wanted to write is them dying together. So I did. I have a WIP that might or might not be posted that's similar, but we'll see. Now have them dying together <3
Spoiler: Fyodor's ability
Warnings: dying, blood
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Hands were sliced. No, not wrists, but palms that they interlocked together to create a promise to each other that, no matter where they end up, they would find one another in the afterlife. It took them long enough; took Fyodor a year to be comfortable sharing his ability, and took Dazai a month after that to propose the answer to their problem - which was being tired of living.
In all truthfulness, Dazai didn’t and couldn’t know how tired one could be after such a long life, yet he faked his sympathy just to be able to get Fyodor to agree to his proposal, which was dying together.
The bloody palms reached for cheeks to smear blood all over them, leaving a trace of each other’s love before they closed their eyes forever and died as they planned. Here, on this quiet hill, in the middle of nowhere, with the sun setting and leaving just traces of its light to reach their faces, they will die like they both wanted.
“You know what I always wanted to experience?” Dazai questioned, with a palm against Fyodor’s cheek and his forehead against another’s.
“Do I want to know?” Fyodor questioned back, slightly annoyed that Dazai was ready to make this more painful than necessary. Neither of them had a wish list before getting here, so why create a regret list when they were on the edge of the afterlife?
“You do. Because we can do it at this very moment,” Dazai smiled, aware that he was delaying the real deal. Yet he couldn’t care less. With that, he raised the knife that he was holding tightly for the last 15 minutes and pressed it against Fyodor’s lips, only to lean closer and stare directly into Fyodor’s eyes, “Bloody kiss. I want us to share a bloody kiss when knives make their way into our chests. I want our last breaths to land on each other’s lips.”
“I am not the one for romantic suicides,” Fyodor mumbled against the blade, quite annoyed at the delay.
“Yet you chose to be my partner. So deal with it,” another smiled, took Fyodor’s chin, and tilted it upwards, just to press a knife against Fyodor’s lips, “Allow my last wish to come true, will you, Dostoy?”
If asked, Fyodor would say there is nothing he feels at the moment, just pure longing to be finally freed and finally put to sleep that will last forever. But Fyodor is a liar. A good liar who won’t be pointing out that this proposal did sound inviting, perhaps even intimate to the point of him liking it. “Fine.”
Parted lips were sliced horizontally, just enough to bleed and tremble as a gasp passed through them, and landed on the blade of the knife. Without further ado, Fyodor raised his own knife, pressed against Dazai’s lips, and did the same. Without even having an opportunity to see the outcome, he was pulled into an aggressive kiss that tasted like metal, tasted too sour and so, so filthy Fyodor knew for sure he wouldn’t be even seeing Heaven’s gates, not even from afar.
“Position the knife,” Dazai ordered breathlessly, positioned his own so that it was lightly pressing into Fyodor’s chest and would pierce it if he made a step closer. Fyodor did the same, trying to calm his racing heart. He was used to dying. This wouldn’t be the first time. But he wasn’t used to his persona being completely wiped from this Earth. Every single time he knew he would be back sooner or later, yet now, at this moment, he was aware that there was no coming back.
“Ready?” another question from his lover that was asked in such a smooth and silky manner despite the blood that was spilling into each other’s mouths.
“Ready.”
And with that, both stepped closer, yet the moment Fyodor expected Dazai to groan at the feeling of a knife piercing through his skin never came; Dazai’s knife lowered his own, only to change direction and slice the skin on his chest, right where his heart is.
God, how beautiful Fyodor looked at the moment, how beautiful he sounded being hurt this way, not even realizing he had been betrayed. How fucking proud Dazai was for getting to this point and finally killing the one who deserved to die and burn in hell. Not to beat around the bush; Dazai deserves just the same because of his past mistakes and this very betrayal, but that’s a theme for another story where he would meet his end.
“How could you be so foolish? Love indeed had blinded you,” Dazai whispered against his lips, feeling gasps land on his own, the same as grunts dying in the back of his throat.
Somehow, Fyodor found the strength to step back and try to make some space between them but was so unstable to stand that Dazai had to take his head and pull him right back where he wanted him; to his chest that was left without a scratch. “Let it happen,” Dazai whispered, only to be pulled down when Fyodor’s knees gave out and when the pain started to become unbearable.
Once on the floor and with Fyodor’s head on his shoulder, another whisper came, “You are meant to die. You are meant to bleed out in the arms of the one who managed to break you. That’s your faith. You chose it yourself.”
How Fyodor managed to find strength to grip the handle of the knife and make a desperate yet too weak of an attempt to pull the knife out, Dazai couldn’t know, yet still wanted to make sure Fyodor wouldn’t manage anyhow, therefore put his own bleeding palm on top of Fyodor’s fist and pushed it deeper, getting the last exhale before Fyodor’s body slumped against his own without any signs of life, “I’ll find you in Hell regardless, love.”
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WIP Wednesday
Hi folks, and thank you @alexalexinii for the tag!
I had a bout of the blues this past week, but had a breakthrough and managed to throw down 2K of words for Those Glowing, Magickal Years over the course of one morning. I might even be able to cover Year Three of Watford in four chapters (though let's be realistic here, it'll probably end up five or even six).
None of what I've written for Year Three is in any state to share, so here's a snippet from the last published chapter (the end of Year Two). It was a Baz-heavy chapter.
My mouth has gone dry, but I gather a breath. “Do my kind ever get married?”
The Mage goes very still. “There’s nothing stopping them.” I nearly grit my teeth. “But do they?” The Mage goes quiet. He’s picking his words carefully. “I don’t believe they do. First, there is the religious pageantry, but even when that’s gone… what would be the point? They can’t have children.” He shrugs. “Unless we count when they take blood without killing their victim.” It’s easy to avoid his eye because he’s not looking at me either. “As for love? It’s difficult to imagine creatures that would kill a mother in front of her child were capable of love.” He gives me a sad smile. “But if you didn’t love your family, you wouldn’t have fought your bloodlust.” I tilt my head up, willing the tears to creep back behind my eyes.
I'm having a lot of fun writing the Mage. What a complicated son of a bitch.
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤
(Not sure which blog would be best to send it)
Thank you so much for the ask! This is the blog I normally post fic on, so this is perfect.
Five favorite fics I've written:
Not a Perfect Soldier: This was the first long fic I finished, and I'm still really proud of it. Steve in canon has a lot of agency (even if I think SHIELD definitely tries to manipulate him), so I was fascinated with the idea of what would change if he started out in captivity.
In a world where HYDRA was wiped out in the '40s, Steve is found by the Army rather than SHIELD. General Thaddeus Ross wants a perfectly obedient super-soldier at his command, and to that end, he sets out to break Steve to his will. As Steve struggles to come to terms with all he has lost, his life in captivity is only made bearable by the presence of another prisoner-- another super-soldier known only as "Soldat". Then the Avengers strike a deal with Ross to "borrow" him for missions, and Steve is faced with a team who dislikes him, an organization he doesn't trust, and the question of what he's willing to do to escape Ross's clutches.
The Kind You Save: I love exploring the idea of what Steve would be like as the Winter Soldier, and what the Winter Soldiers would be like if there were two of them. I also love Sam Wilson, and it was really fun to write the relationship between the three of them!
When HYDRA sends the Winter Soldiers to assassinate the new Captain America, they expect the mission to be an easy one. After all, they're super-soldiers-- how hard can it be to kill one unenhanced human? As more and more of their attempts prove unsuccessful, however, the Soldiers' respect for Wilson grows, as does their suspicion that HYDRA's motives are not what they seem. If Sam Wilson is a good man, what does that make them…?
Six Blade Knife: Another fic with Steve and Bucky as Winter Soldiers. This is basically exploring how the Soldiers, conditioned to expect the worst possible treatment, would react to a kinder captivity with the Avengers. I started a WIP with this premise a long time ago but didn't really know where to go with it; I ended up sharing it with ZepysGirl, who helped me figure out an actual plot!
During a raid on an AIM base, the Avengers find a pair of cryotubes in a basement laboratory. When they release the men inside, they find that they are none other than the Winter Soldiers, the assassins so mysterious that most people in the Intelligence community consider them little more than a ghost story. However, as they learn more about the Soldiers, Sam and Natasha begin to suspect that the Soldiers may not have been operating under their own free will. Soldat and Kapitan wake from cryo to new handlers unlike anyone they've encountered before. Captain Wilson and Agent Romanoff seem to have no interest in hurting them, wiping their memories, or sending them on missions. As the Soldiers adapt to this kinder status quo, they must decide how far they are willing to go to protect their new handlers from their old ones.
Brave Soldier Boy (Comes Marching Home): This was a response to a bingo prompt featuring Winifred Barnes. Canon doesn't give us much information about Bucky and Steve's relationships with their families, so I really enjoyed exploring Winifred's point of view!
Ten years after losing her son in the war, Winnifred Barnes receives an unexpected visitor. The Winter Soldier needs her help with an important mission.
I Just Want You to Know Who I Am: This was based on a prompt from BulkyPhrase. It was really interesting to explore what might have happened differently if the serum made Steve look like Red Skull. How would that affect other people's treatment of Steve, and how would it affect Steve's conception of himself?
By the time Steve Rogers was selected for Project Rebirth, Erskine thought he had eliminated the side effect that turned Johann Schmidt into Red Skull. He was wrong. This story explores the question: What would change if the serum caused Steve to look like Red Skull?
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hii~ i am ena (she/her, 21, lesbian)! i write nsfw imagines, blurbs, and fics for ggs! my sfw acc is @monseulamourrr and check it out if you'd like to see some fluff and more contemporary stuff from me ❤️🩹
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Writer Questionnaire Tag
Thank you @drchenquill @the-golden-comet and @paeliae-occasionally for the tag
how long have you had your writing tumblr/writeblr? a fast and loose estimate is fine!
It's been at least 6 months or more I believe.
what led you to create it?
I actually had it from before but i never really posted anything. The thought that there might be people willing to read my works more than my own family and friends led me to create it. I was done shying away.
what's your favourite thing about the writeblr community?
I absolutely adore the supportive and inclusive nature of the writeblr community! It's a space where writers from diverse backgrounds and genres come together to share their passion for storytelling. I love how everyone encourages and uplifts each other, offering constructive feedback and celebrating each other's successes. The community's enthusiasm is infectious, and it motivates me to keep writing and improving my craft. I also appreciate the wealth of resources and knowledge shared within the community, from writing tips and prompts to editing advice and publishing insights. It's amazing to see how writers willingly share their expertise and experiences to help others grow. Most of all, I cherish the sense of belonging and connection that comes with being part of this community. Writeblr feels like a virtual writing group, where we can discuss our projects, share our struggles, and rejoice in our triumphs together
what's one thing you'd like your mutuals to know about you?
That i really love talking about my WIPs and OCs aand everything related to my story. I feel happy, seen and appreciated. If you like anything i woorte, please don't hesitate to ask or just tell me how you feel.
is there anything you'd like to see more of on your dash?
Uh..memes? More aisan drama related things? More HSR stuff everything about my interests etc.
which wips or writing projects are you noodling about, lately?
Very wrong question lol. I've been going back and forth between my WIPs. But the most recent one I've done, or am thinking about is The Masque of Murder .
how long have you been working on them?
Hahaha.... Since months, years and i still haven't even written a chapter for some of them. I hate myself for that. But since The Masque of Murder is recent, it's been a week or so.
do you remember what inspired them/ what got you started?
Yeah i remember reading a manhwa which had this crazy but mad genius doctor as a minor villan. It got me thinking that it was a waste of his abilities and damn good looks and he would have been surely protected by the plot armour had he been the main character instead. This forced me into making it lol.
how much time, in your best estimation, do you spend thinking about them?
🎵Every hour, every minute, every second. And night after night, I'll thinking 'bout you right, 7 days a week.🎶
name any characters you created. side characters, protagonists, antagonists, characters who've never been written, the first original abomination you ever pulled from your ass; whomever you'd like!
Uh... every single one of them? I created everyone, if that's what you're asking haha.. I'm not sure if i understand it correctly but i created everyone on my own. I'll mention the one that comes to my mind first then.
Side character- Emrys from In The Silence, Strength
Protagonist- Dr. Phineas Abel Thorncroft from The Masque Of Murder
Antagonist- Dante from Beyond The Pages (but he is also the protagonist)
And i can't really remember the last two.
when someone asks the dreaded, "what do you write about," question, what do you usually say?
Yknow, fantasy stuff with magic and murder mystery with actual murder and blood and stuff and all that hahah none of the stuffs that you like or understand or are interested in right? Hahah it totally doesn't have queer peoples. Just fictional stuff you don't wanna know hahaha.
Deadass.
who's the most unhinged?
Dr. Phineas Abel Thorncroft (from The Masque Of Murder), Acheron (from Legacy of Creation), Dante (from Beyond The Pages) and Eitenne Lumiere( from Wicked Games, Wicked Fates) from what i remember .
who comes the most naturally for you to write?
Vesperine, Cleo, Pareen
do you ever cringe at them?
Hahaha... sometimes..
how much control do you feel you have over your characters? do they ever "write themselves," refuse to cooperate, or do things you didn't expect? to what degree? are some less cooperative than others?
I feel like i have 70% control and 30% is something they do it themselves because i give them the freedom to do so. Because that is the story of my character and not of me, even if I am the one who wrote it. Sometimes the decision i make for them is not what they'd do.
do you enjoy people asking questions about your characters? and do you have a preferred means of receiving said questions? for example, as asks, as replies, as reblogs, as tag notes, as comments on ao3, etc.
Yes i absolutely love it please ask. Doesn't matter how just ask♡♡♡
what makes you want to follow another writeblr account? do you follow 'em as you see 'em, or take time scoping out the blog to make sure you align with its content? do you follow based on wips, or vibes?
I take time scoping out the blog to make sure i align with it's content. And i follow based on both, wips and vibes but mostly vibes.
what makes you decide against following?
If i don't align with the content or i don't fond the story interesting, i don't follow.
do you interact with non-mutual often?
Not often but i do.
do your mutuals' characters occupy space in your noodle?
There are so so many characters of my mutuals that i love love loveee but my memory rn isn't functioning at its best so i will just write whom i can remember rn.
The Madness, the lady and that guy from Foliè written by @drchenquill, my friend. Whose writing always leaves me with surprises and cliffhangers. She supports me so much i almost feel guilty 💕💕💕💕 i love you so much💖💖💖
@paeliae-occasionally Xanren, Marsh and Paeliae. I love their stories it captivated me. I hope you can tag me on their journey 👍, @cssnder, my first mutual whom i talked with so much courage that i almost didn't open tumblr the next day due to embarrassment and nervousness. Her works are like renaissance paintings, truly mesmerizing and beautiful. Thus Saith The Lord is truly a work of art and i hope i get to read it soon.😭 And also, @roarintheheavens , my new friend, I'm so happy. Vron Carson, he is very interesting and i can't wait to know more about him. And of course, @the-golden-comet, I'd very much like to read more about peter hart.
Just because i didn't mention everyone doesn't mean i don't appreciate your works, it's just that i haven't read them yet. I hope you all can send it to me. I'll definitely read it.
I'll tag @finickyfelix @willtheweaver @ascotwriting @agirlandherquill @leahnardo-da-veggie @illarian-rambling @winglesswriter @graveyardshift111
#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writers#writing#writers and poets#writers of tumblr#writblr#creative writing#my writing
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WIP word game
rules: you will be given a word. then you share one sentence/excerpt from your wip(s) that starts with each letter of your word!
i was tagged back by @peakotp with the word MALIN!
I love these. I might have to stop doing them soon so I don't share the entirety of the two things I'm working on lol, but. A few more won't hurt.
M: Maybe the fierceness of his pouts are undercut by his red dome of a bike helmet, which makes him look a bit like a mushroom with brown curls just peeking out from its cap.
A: “And you couldn’t have called?”
L: Alas, I think the only sentence I have that starts with L is the same as the one I previously shared: "Look -- my name is Wille."
I: It’s ungainly, given that Simon’s frozen so nearly stiff that he can’t help much, so he doesn’t even consider brushing off Wille’s hands.
N: “Not - not with you, not in the shower --"
For the word CRISP, I'm tagging (some of these might be repeats...you can do it again, like me, if you want!) @gulliblelemon @swiftlythebest @enjoythesilentworld
@stereopticons @stygianirondiangelo @margotdanslebois
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WIP Whatever
Okay, so life (especially work) is riding my ass hard. And not in the fun way. Reading, writing, fandom all has to take a backseat and it might be some time before I can dive in back fully. But I'm trying because this is fun and I love this community - so thank you to everyone for tagging me, commenting on my fics, sending me messages and generally making me feel appreciated 💜💜💜
I was tagged by @eriquin, @augustjustice, @tangerinesteve, @hbyrde36, @klausinamarink and @steviewashere - MWAH MWAH MWAH
The Rules:
In a reblog (or a new post w/ rules attached) post up to five (5) file names of your wips. Not titles, file names.
Post a snippet from one of them. Snippet must be words you wrote in the last 7 days. We’re posting progress here. If you haven’t made any, go make some and come back to post!
After you’ve posted, people can send you an ask with one of your file names. You must then write 3 sentences in that file. If the filename is one you can’t share from (for example, an event fic), write 3 sentences on it anyway, and then 3 more on another to share.
That’s it! You can invite others to join in, or just post. If you tag me in your post, I will send you an ask request!
The WIPS:
One Night
coming home for christmas
dear future self
It's only those three for now because I wanna focus on steddie week and these are the only entries I have written something for so far. God knows if I'll be able to finish anything in time.
Taglist and Snippet from dear future self below the cut:
He is jolted out of his thoughts when Steve throws the comic he was reading at Eddie's head, cursing loudly. "What the fuck?"
"Ouch! What the hell was that for?"
Steve glares at him, then at the obviously offensive comic he'd been reading, Daredevil #181. Eddie is really invested in the Matt Murdock story, so when he unwrapped Steve's gift and found three Daredevil comics and a black and red guitar pick that looked metal as hell, the butterflies in Eddie's stomach had started to flutter in earnest for the first time. Steve is invested in the story too, even if he won't admit it. His current reaction tells Eddie all he needs to know.
"This," Steve hisses, pointing at the comic, "is fucking bullshit. You can't just let the Kingpin kill Elektra!"
"Hey! I haven't read it yet, asshole. Thanks for ruining the whole story." Eddie sulks, and it's even about 80 percent sincere, because damn it, he was looking forward to reading this and see where the story goes. Now it seems like a waste of time because he won’t be able to enjoy any of it knowing it’ll end so tragically.
It seems like Steve can tell that Eddie is really bummed about this because he scoots over to the edge of the bed and looks down at Eddie with his best puppy dog eyes, his voice soft and sincere when he tells Eddie he's sorry. Eddie can see the flecks of gold and green swirling in Steve's eyes this close, and he feels his anger float away on a cloud of helpless adoration. He wants to hold onto it, chew Steve out, make fun of him, or even use it as an excuse to get on the bed and wrestle with him, just to feel Steve's body against his.
Steve keeps looking at him, waiting for Eddie to say something, to do something, and maybe he can. Maybe Eddie can jump up and tackle Steve, pinning him to the bed with his body. Maybe he can put his hands on Steve, tickle him, feel all that exposed skin under his greedy fingertips.
Maybe...
But no. He can't. He's not Frodo, willing to risk it all on the slim chance that it might work out.
Tagging: @pearynice, @just-my-latest-hyperfixation, @runninriot, @starryeyedjanai, @steddieas-shegoes
plus everybody who tagged me (@eriquin, @augustjustice, @tangerinesteve, @hbyrde36, @klausinamarink
and @steviewashere)
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So I think I said, a while back, that I wanted to start doing WIP Wednesdays on here. Well, I never did, and today is decidedly not Wednesday (in my time zone at least), buuuuuut I wanted to share something anyway.
This is probably a weird one to start out with, it's quite sad, but I really love it. It's from a fic I started, got 7k deep in, and haven't touched in a while. I would still love to finish it eventually, but idk when eventually is.
Big big warning for discussion of cancer/major character illness. Keep yourselves safe friends!
Nigel wants Elio to keep driving. It’s the first proper argument they’ve had since he got diagnosed.
“I don’t know why you’re insistent about this,” Elio grumbles, trying to pretend the dishes he’s currently washing are deeply interesting.
“Elio,” Nigel says, his voice firm. “You are not giving up your seat to take care of me.”
“I’m not <i>giving up my seat,</i>” Elio protests. “It’ll be one season and then you’ll be better and I’ll go back. We both will.”
He knows it’s a hopeful and probably naive stance, but it’s one that he has to hold onto. That Nigel’s treatment will only take one year, that everything will go smoothly, that there won’t be the lasting damage they’ve been warned could occur.
“Who says you’d be able to get one again?” Nigel asks.
That does sting a little, and it must show on Elio’s face. “You’re a very talented driver,” Nigel says. “But we both know that doesn’t always matter in Formula 1.”
That’s true enough, but it’s not going to make Elio give in. “It’s a risk I’m willing to take.”
“I don’t want you to do that for me!” Nigel is starting to get heated now. “I’m not going to let you give up your life for me.”
“That’s not what I’m <i>doing,</i>” Elio insists. “I’m just trying to be here for you.”
“You don’t have to be,” Nigel says with force in his voice. “I need you to drive, Elio, I won’t have that on my conscience. I’ll be fine, I promise.”
That’s the last straw, and Elio drops a bowl back into the sink so hard that he thinks it might have cracked. “You can’t promise that, though,” he says, his voice shaking with anger. “You know what they said. What if something - what if something happened to you while I was away? I could never forgive myself.”
Nigel opens his mouth, but Elio doesn’t give him a chance to answer. “And what if something happened to <i>me</i>? What if I crashed, and then - I wasn’t there to take care of you?”
By the time he’s done, there are tears running down his face, and he wipes them away with an already wet sleeve. It’s a selfish thought, he knows that. There are plenty of people who would take care of Nigel if Elio wasn’t here, but he doesn’t want them to. <i>He</i> wants to.
“Elio,” Nigel says softly, moving forward to wrap his arms around the other man’s waist. Elio lets him, accepting the comfort.
“I’m sorry,” Nigel whispers, and Elio knows he doesn’t just mean for the fight. “I’m sorry, of course you can stay here if you need to.”
Elio presses his face into him, giving in and taking the comfort for the first time, letting Nigel run his fingers through his hair. Somehow, the two of them end up on the couch, arms wrapped around each other like they’re never going to let go.
#classic f1#f1 rpf#nigelio#elio de angelis#nigel mansell#my writing#cove's wip wednesday#soon you'll get better
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i’m curious about these:
💖 What is your primary writing goal for this year?
✨What's one area of your writing that you think needs the least amount of improvement?
🎃 Do you plan on writing any seasonal fics?
💥Is there a chapter, scene, or WIP you're most excited to write? Share a snippet or tell us about it!
and asking for a friend
💌 Are you willing to take requests or prompts for writing?
Oooooh.... hehehe....
💖My primary goal this year I think is to complete Love & Duty. I have another Barbatos fic I want to write, but I don't want to start it until I've completed this one. Also, I'd like to finish some of my old WIPs that I started ages ago, like my Chisaki x Reader fic. And, of course, I'd like to get at least a couple more chapters out for Touch.
✨Hmm, I think it's my ability to describe feelings, particularly feelings of longing, loss, angst, pining, etc... anything that feels very... heavy, if that makes sense.
🎃 I love the idea of kinktober, but the task is far too daunting for me, especially since the holiday season (October through Mid-January) is such a hugely busy time for me. I've always had a ghost!Aizawa x Reader fic I've wanted to write, and I have a xmas Dabi fic WIP that's sitting in my docs. I'd love to finish those next year. After that, who knows?
💥Ok, so I have this later scene in L&D that has been rotting my brain for a while now, and I can't wait to eventually get to it in the story. Here's a small snippet (cuz I've already started writing it):
He paused in his administrations as he cupped your face in his hands and planted an affectionate kiss to your forehead. It was a sweet, offhanded gesture that made you smile and close your eyes. Your face lifted automatically, your lips like sunflowers turning towards the sunshine of his smile.
You expected nothing more than the usual soft peck he always provided. And it was soft. But this time... this time something was... different.
(RAHHH THE RESTRAINT I'M ENDURING TO NOT SHARE MORE CUZ DON'T WANNA SPOIL IIIIITTTT) 💌 I am, but with restrictions! I have so many personal WIPs that I hardly have time for, that I don't want to get bogged down by lots of requests, particularly for characters I'm not as invested in writing. But if it's a request/prompt that hits the right spot/fixation for me, then I'm definitely willing to write for them! Examples would be: Dabi (BNHA), Aizawa (BNHA), Barbatos (OM), Simeon (OM), Diavolo (OM), Solomon (OM), Jade (TWST), Sae (bllk), Oliver (bllk), Inumaki (JJK), Gojo (JJK), Hoshina (kn8), Kafka (kn8), Zayne (LADS), Sylus (LADS).... also Caleb from LADS even though we don't know much yet huehuehue. (...Laughing at myself cuz that list is longer than I thought it would be. 💀)
Anywayyyy, requests/prompts would be a great way for me to do a writing warm-up from time to time, so you're always welcome to send something in if you have a particular thought eating away at your brain. ;) The only caveat is I might not get to it right away for various reasons (lack of time/energy; waiting for the vibes to hit right; etc.). Long story short, I do accept them, but it may not get responded to for a while until I'm ready for it or have the spoons/motivation for it. TY FOR THE ASK BB ILY MWAH MWAH 💋💋
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🦷 Is there a chapter, scene, or WIP you're dreading to write (but is necessary to your plot)? Share a snippet or tell us about it!
There isn't actually! Not because nothing isn't anything happening, but because I'm awful as a writer and love putting my characters through a grinder. I love making them feel things they don't wanna feel, experience curve balls, and hit dead ends that make them consider their positions. Now, I can't promise my guildees won't grab me by my shirt collar and go: "WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO US?!" as they shake me violently. To which I'll respond... "Because this is the reaction I wanted from you." As for snippets... Well, there is an event coming up where it's going to be a bit of a wakeup curveball for everyone, Dinthoqaf included, but if I give specifics then it'll just ruin things and I might already be setting that in motion just by saying what I've said. So! Keep it a secret, yeah? (Thank you anon! <3 Also to elaborate a little too. I don't really 'dread' any of my RP with anyone. I'm always excited that someone is either willing to share their time with me or seek me out to share it with me specifically. Even little things are a compliment, we just gotta find where it's at.)
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