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Burning Rotten Bridges
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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So? Who broke the ice? insp (x)
#iwtv#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#armand#daniel molloy#armandiel#devil's minion#armandaniel#I AM 10000% SURE THIS GIFSET ALREADY EXISTS. probably multiple times over.#i just wouldn't know how to find it at this point so i made my own#also i was going to link the text post going around that inspired this but then i couldn't find it 😭 i planned badly my bad.#anyway. thinking about Them all the time#meet cute of the century#if you made a text post about a parallels gifset w this daniel line and any memory-redacted stuff next season: you inspired this thank u#ETA: found and added the text post that inspired it! a little late but it's there now
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saved leo from the prison dimension just in time for the holidays
#FINALLY....THEY ARE TOGETHER!!#this was a 2+ year hunt and at last leo was found in upstate new york#leo was truly hiding on a farm 2012 style#i visited....so many unreputable websites and spent way over list price for two of these guys but it's WORTH it#happy holidays to those who celebrate#i did plan on making a post with the three i had and joking about leo still being in the prison dimension but then i finally found him#mikey saved him fr (couldn't find him til i finally got my hands on a mikey ornament)#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie#rise mikey#rise raph#rise leo#sorry raph you're hatless#stars speaks
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worst way to start my new year, thanks. i have a lot of things to say about these companies but i'm tired and just keeping it focused to the pin side of things for this one. do not ever buy pins from these companies, literally ALL of them are stolen from small artists like me. if you want to buy enamel pins, check out etsy, and artist's personal websites and shops! (though even Etsy has some bootleg pins that ship straight from china, so tread carefully…)
Every pin I've designed is, thus far, EXCLUSIVE to my etsy. if you find it anywhere else, it's been ripped off! and once these stupid bootlegs pop up, it's basically a never ending game of whack-a-mole trying to get them all taken down...
#psa#art theft#pin theft#aliexpress#shein#wish#temu#deltarune#the bootleg pin is just over an inch tall. do you know how BAD this design looks at that size?? i'd know. i tested it.#they didn't even use the black nickel of the pin for the black parts of the design. and the listing says copper for some reason. what.#some people never even get their designs taken down. its really sad#so i might just have to deal with bootleg queens out there forever :( i hope nobody confuses the ripoffs for the real thing....#my pin is so much nicer! its almost two inches big and it has two posts on the back so it doesn't spin#because spinning pins are the bane of my existence#im out here working my ass off out of my bedroom in my parents place trying to make a living and here come these pricks#i watermarked all my listing photos exactly so they Couldn't steal my fucking pictures so at least there's that#my new years is just full of bad luck so far i hope this isn't a bad omen#if my registration isn't accepted by the aliexpress copyright department I'm SOL and this will just. stay up i guess#i'm sad#bootleggers kys
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my favorite type of scene is when all four of them are onstage but two of them are having a conversation for the audience to hear and the other two are silently stagecrafting whatever they want.
bonus: luke playing two characters at once while the other three play ping pong in the background
#sfth#shoot from the hip#alexander jeremy#luke manning#sam russell#tom mayo#shootimpro#the hobnob affair#clarissa's diy wedding#are there any more from the youtube longforms that im missing i feel like there's gotta be more but i couldn't think of any#it really shows off their chemistry as a group when they're able to fade in and out of 2 separate conversations happening at once#without talking over one another. like i remember doing high school theater and scenes like these had to be meticulously blocked#out on stage. and even with a script there was sort of a rhythm to the way dialogue flowed so that things made sense to the audience#and no one accidentally talked over one another. and also so that there wasn't too long of a pause between lines#so the fact that they're able to seamlessly do this while improving is so cool to me#in the suspicious creme brulee the restaurant scene specifically comes to mind. and it's Chaotic and that's part of the comedy but still#it's so fun and so impressive. anyways another case of me yapping for way longer in the tags compared to the actual text of the post lmao
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Being transmasc is kinda cool but also the horrors
#it really seems impossible to have any type of meaningful community to be real#because it's like. impossible to convince people that you're not just actually a misogynistic self-hating girl#or a poser / misguided girl who wants clout (??????????)#so. if it's impossible to assert yourself as trans‚ it's impossible to talk about *being* trans without people treating it like.#you're talking over REAL trans people. hell world#forever thinking of that one 'i hope you enjoy what i couldn't post because/#someone got SO mad about it in my inbox. And at the end of the day the reasoning was like...#'you're making it (??) about you 🙄'#and it's like ... what......... what it
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Tim and Duke: Finding Their Place
It’s hard to feel like you belong when you’re always waiting for someone to tell you that you don’t.
Duke Thomas had always been an outsider. Growing up in the streets, never quite fitting in anywhere, always waiting for the other shoe to drop, for someone to see him as a “replacement.” A filler for someone that wasn’t there anymore, or someone that was missing from the picture.
It wasn’t that the batfamily didn’t accept him—hell, they’d welcomed him with open arms. Dick and Barbara made him laugh, and even Damian, with his snarky attitude, had slowly started respecting him. But it still felt like there was something missing. Like he wasn’t really part of the family. Like he was just another vigilante working beside them, trying his best to live up to an impossible standard.
He didn’t know where to fit. Didn’t know if he could fit.
Tim Drake was the last person Duke expected to find himself bonding with.
Tim, the third Robin, the one who had earned the title by proving himself after a tragedy. Tim, who was always a little too serious, a little too reserved, a little too smart for his own good. But somehow, Duke found himself slipping into conversations with Tim, finding small moments of camaraderie between them. They didn’t talk much about their respective pasts—Tim’s was a messy minefield of trauma and loss, Duke’s was a life lived in survival mode, both of them figuring out how to be something more than what Gotham tried to make them.
One night, after a particularly long patrol, the two found themselves sitting in the batcave. Duke was lounging on the edge of a desk, his hoodie pulled tight over his head, the ever-present weight of exhaustion pulling at his shoulders. Tim, as usual, was hunched over a computer, eyes glued to a screen that made him look even younger than he was.
“So,” Duke said, breaking the silence. “Do you ever feel like… I dunno. Like you’re just here to fill in for someone else?”
Tim’s fingers stilled on the keyboard. He didn’t look up. “Yeah.”
Duke blinked. “What?”
Tim finally turned his gaze up from the screen, his eyes tired but sharp. There was something in his expression that caught Duke off guard. A knowing look. “I mean,” Tim continued, voice low, “I’ve spent most of my life being called ‘the replacement.’ It’s not easy, you know? No matter how much you try to prove yourself, it’s always there. The ghost of ‘who you’re supposed to be.’”
Duke’s stomach twisted at the words. “You feel like that too?”
Tim let out a dry chuckle. “Yeah. All the time. Even when I’m with the family. Even when I’m with you guys. There’s always that part of me that wonders if I’m really needed, or if I’m just… filling in a spot.”
There was a silence that hung between them, heavier than the usual quiet that enveloped the Batcave. It was raw. Honest. Two boys who had lived through too much, felt too many expectations, and had spent their lives trying to prove they were worthy of the lives they’d been thrust into.
Duke let out a breath. “That’s crazy, man. You’re Tim Drake. You’re not just some replacement.”
Tim didn’t smile, but there was a shift in his expression, a small, almost imperceptible shift that showed Duke he understood. He wasn’t looking for validation, not really. It was the kind of unspoken recognition that said, I see you, and you see me.
“You don’t feel it though, huh?” Duke asked, a little unsure. “Like you’re just… pretending to be part of this family? Like you’ll never really belong?”
Tim’s eyes softened, and for the first time that night, he looked at Duke—not as the new guy, not as the one still trying to prove himself—but as someone who got it. “Yeah. I feel that. All the time.”
Duke shifted in his seat, looking down at his hands. The weight of those words—Tim’s words—felt different when they came from someone who understood. Someone who knew exactly what it was like to feel like you were never quite enough.
That was the moment things changed. It wasn’t the kind of bonding moment that happened with grand gestures or speeches. It wasn’t about solving everything, or fixing the endless loop of self-doubt that both of them shared. It was just about knowing that they weren’t alone in their feelings. They both carried that weight, that fear of never truly fitting in, of always wondering if they were “the replacement” in a family that had already been through so much.
But for that moment, for just a little while, they didn’t have to explain themselves to anyone else. They didn’t need to pretend. They didn’t need to be anyone other than the two of them.
“You know,” Duke said quietly, breaking the silence again. “I’m glad you’re here.”
Tim gave him a look, a quiet acknowledgment, his eyes flicking back to the screen. “Yeah, i'm glad you're here too.”
They didn’t say much more after that, but it didn’t matter. In the quiet of the cave, with the weight of their shared thoughts hanging between them, Duke knew he wasn’t just another vigilante in Gotham. He was here, with Tim, with the family. And for the first time in a long time, he could almost believe it.
Maybe, just maybe, he could belong.
And Tim? Tim didn’t feel like a replacement anymore, either.
#tim drake#duke thomas#batfam#tim and duke have a moment#tim and duke bond over feelings#I was going to make a fun brotherly post abt them but I couldn't stop thinking of this so now you're just getting both#thanks if you voted on my poll btw!!#poll isn't technically done yet but i'm posting this anyways bcs i'm already working on the other tim and duke post
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Of course we know that there aren't many childhood pictures left of Yoohyun. But I think there weren't any in the first place of Yoojin.
Sure, when he was really young there was enough to fill a nice album, a cute baby and later chubby toddler adorning the walls, but they drop off when he is five. Nothing new joins what is there and eventually the pictures are taken down.
There are pictures of Yoohyun, many of them clumsily taken and out of focus, fingers poking in the frame of more than a few. Yoohyun looks happy in all of them, often posing somewhere but sometimes also caught unaware, doing his homework in the kitchen or unpacking a lunch box on a park bench.
How do you think their parents felt the first time they looked back through pictures from their beach vacation only to find Yoohyun, learning how to tie his shoes. Did they delete the pictures? How many times? Did they tire of it eventually? Of erasing their son's milestones, so they gave up and bought a new camera for their next vacation?
Of course it's not like there's no pictures of Yoojin. He's there in class pictures (few) and company get-togethers (many), and for special occasions there's even pictures of him and Yoohyun together, looking proud at Yoohyun's middle school graduation, still having to lean down so they're the same height. There's not many of these pictures - you can only ask a stranger to help take photos for so long - but at least they are some proof Yoojin exists as more than the eye that watches over Yoohyun.
#sctir#tsctir#the s classes that i raised#s classes that i raised#my s class hunters#the s ranks that i raised#han yoojin#han yoohyun#han bros#sorry I was thinking about the isolation of being the observer#and how children should be watched over but Yoojin wasn't#etc.#one day I'll come up with a metaphor that is subtler than a brick through a window but today is not that day#shoutout also to sillymechi on twitter who made some very cute recreating childhood pictures art#to which I thought well such pictures would not exist because no one would take them :-)#and here we are.#also I don't like the ending of the post but I couldn't just leave it at oh yeah there's also group stuff bye#that'd read so odd
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I draw too much, one day I'll reach the file limit and win tumblr
anyhow, enjoy my little doodles folks!!!
#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#sifloop#isat odile#isiloop#sloopis#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie#isat fanart#one bon singular#I like Odile alot also#if you couldn't tell#she's so cool#it might be mostly her and sifloop next time I make one of these big ol doodle pages!#i know the little comic in this is a bit scatter brained but I made it in like 4 days with very low sleep so sorry!! i tried my best!!#sometimes the comic fights you like a cat sized rat and you have to wrestle it and I don't know if I won this time#ALSO um you guys were so sweet with my last sifloop comic post thank you so so much!!!#i actually cried#first time I cried over random strangers saying nice stuff about my art#thank you again!!!#bunnymadeofstardust post!!
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Stop -- Hammer time !
#a spiritual redraw of a drawing i made in 2021 of just hammer kirby & dedede. i did post it but you're not gonna see it anymore it's hidden-#- for being ugly as sin. this time with more hammer ability-givers & adding a lil idea i had for the hammer design#i have an amv in my head about dedede's development & i wanted to include the tidbit of the hammer being loaned from ddd but since-#- it's just 3 mins long i thought of portraying it via visual shorthand instead#in-universe reason ddd probably painted his symbol on it because he was so sure he'd win in superstar ultra & somewhat rubbed it in kirby's#- face with that. & well we all know how that turned out#also i decided to make bonker's black shadow over his face be shades instead bc i like how it already looks like he's got a pompadour#like a greaser. a greasemonkey if you will#wanted to include heavy mole's projectiles but couldn't bc it'd not fit in well w/ this composition </3 so sorry my lil chainsaw roomba#my art#kirby series#kirby#king dedede#storo#bonkers#mookie
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#my posts#star trek#star trek tos#the city on the edge of forever#spock#leonard mccoy#jim kirk#spones#mckirk#triumvirate#gifs#i will never get over how vigorously spock is shaking mccoy's hand here#he's so excited he's gonna tear his arm off lol#this scene has been done a thousand times already but i couldn't find one that had both of these moments without the sad#i'm sure it's out there though#my shitty gifs#enits gifs#smiley mccoy
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seeing divergence through the lens of it being a love story to matt (and exandria itself) really has solidified it for me. the fact that even in a party with two gods, mortality is treated as the most holy of things.
even beyond godhood -- and i truly can't stop thinking about bahamut and the all hammer doing the dirty work, the manual work, the tiring job of walking the world and experiencing the horrors of the calamity first hand in their mortal lives, and then having to carry that knowledge. when bahamut said that the gods knew the fights of the calamity were wrong because they would cause immense pain he meant both the primes and the betrayers. and it's so meaningful that the gods of justice, and righteousness, and creation were the ones who came with the idea of the gate. a last resource to protect that which is most worthy: mortals.
#critical role#cr spoilers#exu: divergence#this post is all over the place but i am still trying to parse my thoughts: mainly i don't believe the 'primes' and 'betrayers' distinction#exists for the gods themselves. i do believe they think themselves as a unit.#they sealed the betrayers because they couldn't kill them -their siblings. and in doing so they started the cycle of vengeance#not to beat a dead horse but one of the many errors of c3 is that everybody kept talking about ending the cycle. but nobody understood that#(at least in bells hells) the cycle was the love and anger of the gods for each other. not their power.#*error is the wrong word here. flaw may be a better one. but i am on mobile and can't edit tags. oh well
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lila + green
#lila cerullo#raffaella cerullo#l'amica geniale#irene maiorino#gaia girace#my brilliant friend#my post ♡#i indeed teared up a bit when taking screenshots for those last episodes </3 i fear i will never ever be over the tragedy of it all#i put the green sweater twice cause i couldn't decide which one!! i was too sad so lila looking at lenu with so much love was needed!!
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I was thinking maybe we could go to the cafeteria. Thought you might be hungry.
#grey's anatomy#greysedit#merderedit#merder#meredith grey#derek shepherd#usertelevision#tvedit#tvgifs#grey's *#*#userbecca#userserin#useranne#tusermichi#nessa007#userchewie#userbbelcher#usercallie#tusershay#usersavana#userlolo#i couldn't remember if this joke flew over my head or not the first time i watched it so here it is#don't want this post sent to the shadow realm so i'm not saying anything else
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Inextricably bound in every universe 💞🌌✨
(designs by https://x.com/mitcheechee & https://x.com/flawnsfw with some slight tweaks to them)
#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor#league of legends#arcane fanart#bull jayce#hare viktor#fanart#sketches#jayvik fanart#jayce x viktor#viktor x jayce#anthro#anthro art#fdudhsui already posted this to twitter ages ago so i thought i'd throw it on here too#but auuuugh man i'm never getting over them#i love jayvik a ton but i had to try and doodle them as animals too#but i saw these designs had already been made and they're so damn good i couldn't resist
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“a sexual awakening so intense it registered on the richter scale” is the single best and most accurate description I have ever heard.
pov: you're 16 years old and doing the final test for your super license ahead of joining f1 as the youngest ever driver. you expect the doubt and hate, and you know you can prove on track why you deserve to be there once you actually get in a car, but until then, you just have to be the subject of everyone's headlines and criticism for a factor you can't control.
then this guy comes along.
race winner who got himself to a top team and is beating his world champion teammate, a cool older handsome charismatic guy with a giant smile and big brown eyes, beloved and kind while still being fiercely talented, competitive, and hungry? the guy who you met in 2011 and who gave you the time of day before you were old enough to sniff at the f1 grid. he's not even going to be your actual teammate (yet), but he still takes the time to tell you he's looking forward to seeing you on the grid when so much of what you've heard is nonstop criticism.
he tells you good luck for your super license with a big grin meant just for you
and this is how it makes you feel.
this is live footage of daniel ricciardo becoming a permanent fixture in max's spank bank. it's one of those foundational crushes you have at a young age that sticks with you for life and unconsciously affects "your type" forever and never truly goes away.
also, i just think everyone should hear the way max very softly says "he's a really nice guy, yeah" with so much affection packed into every word.
how are you not to psychosexually imprint on him? one look at that video and max was ready to risk it all. he's been metaphorically tucking his hair, kicking his feet, and giggling since day one. he found a guy who he could race hard, who would challenge him on track, but who would still make the miserable pr days better for them, who was always laughing at max's jokes every time he did his little glance over to ensure it landed. max is so fiercely loyal to his people, and daniel has clearly earned that trust.
tldr: max verstappen is number one dirlie and if he were on f1blr, he would be writing long posts with onboards, data, and that ☝️🤓 attitude of his explaining in detail why everyone is wrong about daniel, and i hope it haunts all the max fans who get their rocks off to calling daniel a washed asshole loser that max's porn folder is daniel late braking compilations.
#ask#this got long. sorry. i also took a 5 minute crying break over old videos of daniel.#my exams start in a week and this is what i'm doing#anyway#OBVIOUSLY i don't think you have to like daniel ricciardo in order to love max.#but it's perplexing to me that people can look at someone who makes max so visibly happy#and dedicate their entire life to obsessively hate-posting about him.#move on! ignore him!#i couldn't tell you anything about a driver i hate's race besides the basic race coverage#because i don't dig into every facet of it to feed an pathological hatred.#i definitely couldn't tell you things about their personal life/anything what they've been up to/recent quotes/etc#because i just see them and scroll. wish others had that ability.#maxiel
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