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So I just read all 914 pages of Fool’s Fate in one day. I don’t think I’ve ever read that much in one day ever. These books are so good holy snickerdoodles I love the politics and the amazing worldbuilding (robin writes matriarchies and different societal structures SO GOOD) and the realistic characters and Fitz’s unreliable narration and also the gay ass ‘friendship’ between him and the fool (fitz ‘no homo but also my bond with you is deeper than my love for anyone else including my other half bonded wolf and my wife and also sex’ farseer)
So uh. Yeah. Excuse me while I go cry in the corner. Again.
#aint no way you’re convincing me fitz is less than bi he’s just got internal homophobia so he can’t recognize it#lowkey canon if u disagree I’m sorry but ur just wrong 🤷♀️#the way some of his lines with beloved mirror lines he’s had with the women he’s slept with is just#robin#robin hobb#why must you torture me so exquisitely#I love these books so goddamn much aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#don’t even get me started on the ‘beloved’ thing#fools fate#fitzchivalry farseer#farseer trilogy#tawny man trilogy#fitz x fool#fitzloved#the way literally everyone else was like ‘they’re fucking’ and fitz over here like ‘uh uh no way nope love you but no homo bro’#meanwhile beloved over there just dying inside#also when he died I almost laughed bc I couldn’t believe robin was going to kill off the only canon gay character after torturing him#SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE OF HIS GAYNESS#glad she didn’t bury that gay after all#these books are so aggressively straight with all this talk about men and women and how different they are she couldn’t handle beloved#and his genderfluidity#jk I’m glad they even exist at all their bond is very compelling both platonically and romantically and I fear what may have been written#if they got together canonically#I love them so much#really excited to read the fitz and the fool trilogy hopefully it’s just as compelling with their relationship#might do fanart at some point if I feel it
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author x barista cafe au (sanji is competing against himself)
#WHY ARE THEY SO STUPID#ok so basically usopp is writing a story based on his own life and since he began frequenting the cafe a love interest (sanji) was introduc#and he lets sanji read it hoping he'll get the message (also cuz they both love stories) and it completely flies over his head#op#one piece#sanuso#usosan#usopp#sanji#black leg sanji#cafe au#comic#mintart#my art#i just love how oblivious sanji is in canon too#like you'd expect the hopeless romantic to notice when a girl likes him and then he just . doesnt IT'S SO FUNNY#poor osome lol (viola and pudding too cuz he didnt realize when they got a lil crush on him#not that i ship them with any of those characters but they DID like him canonically at some point and he DIDNT EVEN KNOW is he stupid (yea)#and usopp being so roundabout about his feelings and NOT DIRECT AT ALL. hello be normal please#he's just like me fr#bonus page is inspired by that wano scene where usopp eats sanji's soba and is like#it's so nice to eat ur food again sanji :D so glad u came back safe<3#WHY IS HE SO CUTE......... IM GONNA CRY#ok im just yapping now sorry bye#also i made this au with my friend and we have a lil inside joke that the other barista exists and it's him LOL#i have doodles of that too
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Idk why the fucken... Divide between "it was alternate universes" & "Paul is just trans" ideas for Petscop has to be torn into a cavern. Paul being trans DOES make sense, but requires you to ignore huge details that immediately make it not work. The alternate universes DO kind of make sense, but require you to extrapolate out a lot of info purposefully left unshown.
It's hard to describe what i want to say, here -- i do think Paul being trans makes sense, 'splains why he & Care "look eeriely similar," you could argue he's just thoroughly blocked out that part of his life enough to have forgotten Care entirely, etc. I like it, & i keep it as i also say "Yeah, it's that & the universes theory." It's not two switches that demand you can only flip on one of them -- you can have both. You can have neither. Do whatever
#em.txt#petscop#i think my big thing is just that. I don't think it was intended#& it is not my job as a queer person to sweep up crumbs from under the rug for proof that is not there#if a creator wished to create a trans character i would enjoy if they would say as such. but mr. petscop has not said as such#& while i love the theory. if i see one more mfer say 'this is OBVIOUSLY canon & if u say otherwise ur LYING'#or 'omg ppl gotta make up crazy theories before they believe a queer story is queer 🙄' i will bite you.#i understand you are used to no queer rep so you take these scraps of dust as truth.#but do not mock people that don't agree with the plate of nothing you're serving.#discourse#yeah i think I'm being petty enough to deserve this tag. i am sorry for being mean#paul transgender is inherently based but u r stretching as much as me#I don't think the universe theory is canon or intended. I don't think there is an answer to petscop#i think it just exists & doesn't matter what it was abf#the plot of it is chasing windmills & ending up nowhere forever & ever to waste your time & be miserable#why do we want a conclusive answer from that? the explanation of petscop is this:#idk wtf was going on here. but i sure am glad Paul got tf outta there
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Bought one of my lil nephew giannis shoes for his birthday bcs he loves giannis and these are some of the ugliest fucking things I have ever laid my eyes on in my life. anyways it's his bday today so i gave them to him. but they are so ugly. he loves them
#i am not a sneakerhead#i wish i could be . finacially i can be. but mentally i cannot#i am not a car guy either. i could. but i cant mentally#bcs the only time id get smthing pretty is to look at it. and keep it safe#and then id want to km$ for not using smthing thats intended to be used bcs i hate wasted potential#once i got these rlly nice shoes#ive worn them once when i was trying them on#and i hate myself every day for doing that but also i just cant get them dirty#BUT I HATE THAT#some ppl can do that. they get a million things and only use it once and yea i COULD but psychologically i just CANT#im friends with a lot of sneakerheads and chain wearers and while i cant mentally make myself one#i can understand why they can#like ppl always wanna excuse not helping ppl by pointing at the stuff they already have#like oh u can buy urself a chain but cant buy ur momma and u a nicer place to live#like ok so credit scores are not existent then. especially when ppl use that phrase against ppl growing into crime like#yes they are making money now but is it good clean money? no. thats not gonna go into smthing long term n hefty like a house#chains are a rlly big thing bcs sometimes some jewelers just dont ask questions. hence bmf's jeweler getting roped into their crime schemes#any business can be like that btw. like michael jacksons doctor getting paid to kill him. the difficulty lvl just changes#and also. random ppl make fun of the stuff they can see or hear right in front of them#random ppl can and will make u feel bad abt any little thing they know or see the best bcs theyre assholes like that#u wear shoes all the time everywhere. thats more and more eyes noticing how old/dirty ur shoes are#or ur cars old n busted or ur phones a fucking android like it doesnt matter. the more ppl can see. the more theyll know#the more sensitive u get abt whats actually small to u at the start but big 2 them n then it gets big 2 u#anyways yea so like. i get it. i dont do it but i can see why others do#anyways yea these shoes are so ugly lol like i dont buy merch of my favs unless the style matches mine personally#he just liked them bcs they were giannis tbh n then i pointed out they were modeled after 1 of the jerseys#which made he rlly want them a while back so i surprised him today#but yea these things are ugly lol im glad he likes them but ew LMFAO
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I complain about this all the time but its. actually fucking insane that the titans and first dwarves get to be nature loving peace loving unicorn herders or whatever the fuck, humans get to have all of their racism and slavery and bigotry and supremacy sanded down or completely wiped away and the maker's existence will never be contested but the elves' entire existence is tied to the death of the nature peace loving titans and depicted as this brutal horrifying occurrence with the very first of the people being evil gods who created literally the worst thing all of thedas collectively hates/fears (the blight) who also enslaved their people and almost caused the end of the world and we're just. expected to accept that this is fine and good worldbuilding/storytelling. 🤡🤡🤡
#like its genuinely so frustrating to be an elf fan rn. sorry i liked these guys and the story of their struggle but#how theyre still able to rebuild and are an extremely resilient group of people. sorry i cared abt them more than the writers ever did#glad at least u got some cool backstory for ur one specialest guy i guess#sigh. and like i really like the reveal that elves were spirits at one point in time thats cool#but. did we really need to tie the elves GETTING TO LIVE AS PHYSICAL PEOPLE to the blight and to the death of the titans and to the#dwarves becoming tranquil? did we really need that?#and before anyone tries to aktchually 🤓 me. all of the lore tying the elves/arlathan to the titans was pretty much introduced in dai#the game famously known to exist to be a prequel for their specialest guy. so dont even try that with me#i feel like im slowly going insane. does no one else feel like this was objectively a really foul thing to do to the elves?? no?? just me??#ok.#anyway. i got the dav artbook and im feeling. a certain kind of way#i just love elves man. its hard to be an elf lover in an elf hater world 😔
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well the prison abolition reading group i joined way back when is apparently collapsing in upon itself because [checks notes] of the commuting of prisoners' sentences?????
#like yeah i hope the kids for cash guy is going to hell too but come on dude at least aspire towards consistency#so glad im migrating out of spaces where im not wanted bc these freaks are fucking exhausting#oh boo hoo ur feelngs are hurt by the government. grow the fuck up. everyones are. be glad about the cool thing happening.#nows the time to batten down the hatches for prisoners rights actually#these are the same people talking about how lame it is the uhc suspect is being treated like a suspect too btw.#do yall want the prisons open or not. we cant just be mad when the law exists and operates. and also be mad when we soften it.#im literally never on the cops side ever and still these people make me sound like a fucking conservative.
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as a guy that loves getting into obscure media that like. maybe 5 people talk about now. it is interesting the difference between consuming media that is SUPER popular and everyone loves your fave (a curse i would never wish upon anyone. the posts will never be good) and a media that like. there is NO ONE actively posting about. it has barely any fan presence online. and honestly its kind of peaceful
#twist rambles#like. being into the wit/cher books and games and show (the good one. the hexer) was a hellish experience. there was such isnane shipping o#that old man everywhere. there were 5 million bad takes. there were ibs whump fics (which is a plus. more of those should exist).#and it was just like. 50 million incorrect characterizations of my faves. it made me a bit insane. but then irt vol/foss and gan/gsta#its like. peaceful silence. like gan/gsta actually well. has like a minor audience i just have a lot of the tag blocked bc racism is insane#esp when ur like wow ^-^ would love if this complexly written black character was treated half as nicely as the popular guy in that media.#it does not happen. but w vol/foss. there is NOTHING on ao3 (good for me due to loving to torture myself and friends w bad fanfic) and mayb#five posters in the tumblr tag. like NO ONE is really actively playing this that ik of. even on the jp side there hasnt been a ton of#interest for A DECADE. but its weirdly peaceful other than i CANNOT talk to anyone whos played it and go insane over how well its written#its so dire that ive contemplated emailing the person who made a rly helpful fansite back in. 2004 or earlier. and being like hi. thank you#nearly 20 years later lmao. like im glad both of those medias arent super popular BUT it does mean i rly have to make all the content for i#or pester chris for 5 million hours as im in the vol/foss agony mines. but all of that to be said. popular media is such a hellhole for fan#content most of the time. so its been weirdly nice to just be peacefully vibing. even w f/e im still on shadow dragon so its VERY like ok i#care abt this old man that everyone else doesnt like so i can just. peacefully exist.
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I only follow/am mutuals with like 7 ppl on this blog so far bc I forget how to do social media but let me tell you, I feel so attentive and informed for Tumblr Dash Purposes. 10 minute on this app and I know what’s up with all of you. I have reblogged a whole day’s worth of posts and am off to play video games and make art again. I know this won’t last bc I can’t not follow ppl (although im right now still very much in a “they don’t really want me to follow them on this new account, that would somehow be a bother bc no one is capable of either not noticing me or blocking me at their leisure” stage so we’ll see)
But man it’s nice while it’s here
#my ~healing journey~ hits many a disruptive pothole in the course of trying to reasonably see myself in other ppl’s lives#esp the nebulous way that manifests with Internet Strangers And Friends#so I ping-pong back and forth fairly rapidly between#‘they definitely don’t like me anymore or have never liked me and so my presence will be Disruptive to them’ vs#‘no one is upset with me or even has Any Feeling Whatsoever about me unless they Say It To My Face and gif gave us all a block button’#but I strive v hard for (a perhaps slightly more tamed and balanced version of) the latter#bc it is a far more peaceful place to exist - and also reminds me that other ppl probably also exist in a similar headspace#in which case: hello if ur reading this my Emotion About You is that I love u and im glad u exist#(why do I feel like tags are like posting in sotto voce?)
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Watching gaming dudebros have full-on heart attacks and stroking out over tasm2 not winning or any of their basic ass shooting games and running around talking about how “nobody played Alan Wake 2 or BG3” when in fact a shitload of people did play both games and yall refuse to branch out and play other games and yall live in a bubble of just Fortnite, Cod, and other games just like it, and now you’re going out of your way to be unhinged individuals online about it instead of showing good sportsmanship and congratulating the amazing games and teams behind them that did win an award.
#also I’m like the biggest spiderman fan out there but ofc bg3 sweep had to come through but even im not sitting here screaming over tasm2#i feel like dudebros crying about their games not winning when they single handedly refuse to interact in fandom spaces and support content#is the main reason why ur games didn’t win bc y’all don’t interact with anything outside of the game#it was the dedicated fanbases and the ppl who loved these companies and the actors/writers/producers/etc tht got their deserved awards#bc they actually care !!!#yall don’t gaf about anything outside of just gameplay yall sit in isolated bubbles and act like every other game is “mid” and non existent#bc u refuse to interact and yalls weird thing with specific genre games tht I won’t get into rn bc tht will go into weird masculinity play#in gaming spaces but#stop being weird ass adults online bc your game didn’t win#just saw a shit load of comments admitting they “weren’t voting” for anything while pissing bc bg3 got goty like make it make sense????#don’t call something mid or bash the va who rightfully got an award when u showed no support for ur game#like looking at half of these tweets and corny ass dramatic reaction videos by grown ass men is embarrassing#I’m so glad that I’m an actually a well adjusted adult bc I couldn’t be acting like some of yall fr#bg3#alan wake 2#goty 2023
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just rewatched ep 12 of mekakucity actors to feel something and got pissed off all over again
#mary activating combining but no one dies when she takes the snakes?? GIRL THOSE WORK AS SURROGATE LIVES THEYD DIE IF SHE TOOK THEM FOR EVEN#A SECOND.#mary just stopping the loop bc ayano and shintaro use their powers. girl why dont they do that IN OTHER TIMELINES THEN#like the one big difference is saeru immobilizing them instead of killing them#the lack of haruka. its summertime record. BITCH#the way they dont explain how or why he is back but he is#even saeru asks WHY HAVENT U FUCKING DISAPPEAREDDDDDDDDD#like why didnt he lol. the power of friendship ig#LIKE IM GLAD ITS A GOOD END BUT ITS SO STUPID FR#ive always interpreted it as#now that saeru is in harukas body it has to grant the new host's wishes#and this time its 2 people bc awakening became its own person as well#so it has to give hiyori back (konohas wish) and just grant harukas wish in the first place since his was never granted lol#which is to have a strong body. while. yknow. BEING INSIDE HIS BODY#thats what i like to think anyway and i think it makes sense#and also how tf do shintaro and ayano even get out of the daze. girlllllllll#wait its cuz mary probably opened it ok nvm#mary opening the daze and shintaro ayano and haruka sneaking out of there like the rats in ratatouille#hiyori take ur chance come out now too#like haruka is so funny his whole existence proves that souls are real in the kagepro universe#bc the daze swallows u with body and all. hiyori shintaro and ayano could just walk outta there like nothing#while harukas like. a ghost or something#cuz his body is out and about#when the snake rejects u for being too niceys but u also dont die bc ur too niceys#the daze: but i like him. lets keep him pleaaaaaase#are u reading these tags#if so#hey#kagevinnie#kagenalysis
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Having a post get popular enough to be independently reblogged by someone you follow but aren't mutuals with is. Wild
#yes it was the sex poll obvs#given the person is a minor i'm very glad they picked answer one lmao#like i do think minors in general are allowed to want and even have sex (with each other obvs) but when it's a minor i personally follow it#would just make me feel pretty weird lmao. like on a personal level ya feel? i mean when u reach an even closer level it becomes not weird#again like my dear friend ness (17yo) who afaik doesn't actually HAVE any sex but occasionally wants to and i support her hot girl summer.#but as stated this person barely knows i exist i just follow his blog (i used they earlier but this was incorrect but tumblr won't let me e#edit the tag 😔) and he's 16yo so seeing him talk about wanting and/or having sex would have been. uncomfortable. like obvs he'd be allowed#to because my personal discomfort is no indication of morality but you get it. like if my big little cousin (she's 15 now by god the years#don't stop coming) were to talk about sex and stuff to me or within earshot i would ummm. throw myself out the window? but like i'd still t#try to be supportive and if push comes to shove then yes i would give her condoms 😔 cuz like if a minor wants sex i will not be able to sto#stop them lmao but i can at least try and make it somewhat safe y'know#actually i remembered i have literally given a 15yo a condom before lmao she's prolly over 20 now but like as the adult dormmate it was alm#almost like a responsibility y'know like what do you want me to DO?? let her get pregnant?? anyway enough tangent lmao#btw all this is also why in the poll i included 'too young' but didn't specify an age cuz that's individual y'know. some people are p late#bloomers (i was one) while others choose to have consensual sex by 14 y'know. not something i like to think about but that doesn't mean it#won't happen ya feel. i mean what am i the american education system? lmao. so some ppl have interpreted being 17 as too young but there's#also folks like this who clearly consider 16 old enough and that's defo ppl's good right. and again i usually don't mind just the fact that#he in particular is someone i already knew made it uncomfy. but anyway yea back on topic it's very interesting in general when your post#gets big enough to independently make it to ur dash thru a non mutual lmao. love the hellsite honestly where else amirite#personal#mine#ok to rb ig#like the actual body of the post anyway. i'd be pretty uncomfy if said person saw my tags on this cuz y'know it's kind vagueing even if it'#not negative but anyway. anyway#*kinda
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the haunting of hill house (netflix) is my comfort show. i will admit this freely without shame. but i will never forgive mike flannigan & company for calling it “the haunting of hill house” instead of literally anything else because i am forever cursed to add ms shirley jackson’s name to any search of my favorite book in an attempt to filter out the tv show “adaptation” that is only distantly similar to its source material
#the haunting of hill house#could’ve called it ‘hill house’. could’ve called it ‘the haunting’ to match the movie’.#im very glad the show exists!!! as a stand-alone it’s so well done#but when u compare it to the book it’s based on…..girl#all they had to do was say ‘inspired by’. that’s it#that’s so much more accurate#mike if you see this hi. respectfully i am not sorry but i really admire ur work
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man. the notes on that post where i was a hater for 2 seconds really do serve to remind me why i strive to be a lover the rest of the time!!
#like MAN i fully understand where the bitterness comes from but i am personally so glad i can just step back#and not let people being fucking stupid on the internet ruin my fun so wholly#this is not to say that i never get annoyed by people being stupid on the internet bc god knows i do#but ive rly been trying to just step away from it all more in the past year-ish and its been soooo nice#i am simply here for a good time and everyone being a goddamn idiot does not exist to me. cant ruin shit for me if ur in the void huh!!#im a little tempted to delete that post bc i did not expect it to get notes beyond my immediate followers#and like i totally get where ppl salty abt how fandom treats kon are coming from#but also i kinda dont wanna see the negativity in my notifications im just here for a good time
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holy fuck some of yall need to check ur internal racial bias when redrawing existing IP as poc it’s not as progressive as you want it to be why did you make the aggressive white character latino out of the blue. what.
#the over correction to be inclusive has exposed ur ass on a subconscious level#as a white person i’ll say - sometimes these complex poc characters are not ours to make?#i think that’s safe to say??#cause i can’t trust you all to just redraw existing characters as not racial archetypes#let alone#jfc#i woke up at 4 am and have Shit to Say#i was so glad they actually incorporated louis being Black into iwtv than just making him black and Not Addressing how fundamentally#that changes his and lestats relationship#context babes - the context
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I love fanfiction, its such a cool form of art and its great to see people who love the same media as me creating more content surrounding it, but I feel like my tolerance for fanfiction has gotten so much worse compared to when I was a kid.
I used to consume any and everything I could in relation to my faves, but now if I open up a fanfiction and it doesn't have paragraph breaks where there should be, or characters use words that they would never use in canon, I find myself clicking off more often than not.
I love and appreciate that those ones exist, I know there are people who appreciate them even if I don't personally, but I miss being able to consume fanfiction without bias towards word choice or structure.
#i was looking at jrwi fanfictions#and its taking so long to find ones i can actually read#i got a few paragraphs into one i loved the premise of#and then a character said “90% of the people here are neurodivergent and nobody is cishet”#and i just looked at it#like this bastard does NOT know what those things mean#this man stores traumas like theyre trinkets in a fun little box#he does NOT know the term “neurodivergent”???#or in another one he called somebody “babygirl” and im just staring#like sir you need a nap or smthn#ur not u when ur fanfic#but genuinely i love the fics that i cant read simply by right of existing#im glad theyre there even if its not my style#fanfic authors and fan artists carry fandoms hands down
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dusk,presently Im not crumbling. presently im wwatching Gollum game. (bad) (Funny bad)
OHHH i just watched waynes vod of that game last night . Good Grief is all i can say.
#txt#asks#glad ur not crumbling ! lots of mess that creates i think#that game was absurd. frankly cannot believe it exists#it also now consistsof About 85% of all of my knowledge of that franchise#i need to put that thang dow n. myself#i am watching uhh . a charity streamvod from today . i just ordered an art book ! that is about all i have doen today#i saw my frienfs yesterday and it was Very fun but im so weak and sickly so i need like 28 hours to recover
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