#so feferi got upgraded

[misrepresentedmorallygrey]

PROPAGANDA

Rose Propaganda

"We saw her character arc in reverse!! We first saw all the good she did and then learned of her terrible actions in the past. If her story was told the other way around, it would have been a great redemption arc. Yes, she did some terrible things, but she had no choice. She did everything she could to stop the colonization of earth peacefully buy nothing worked. Blue and yellow diamond just didn't listen to her and when they did, THEY were the ones who made the zoo and shit. Rose wanted to free them but couldn't get to them after the war! And with the corruption, there's no way she could have known that'd happen. There's so many things she wanted to do but just couldn't. And with spinel, yes it was shitty to leave her alone for so long, but again, between running her court, running the rebellion, dealing with earth, she likely wasn't a very high priority and like with the zoo, there was no way to get to her after the war since the galaxy warp was destroyed. And don't forget, she was practically a child around this time. You're saying you didn't do any stupid, selfish, or harmful things as a kid? She learned from her experiences and grew, we just saw that growth in reverse, leaving us as viewers with a poor perception of her."

"Rose Quartz is Steven Universe’s dead mom. Initially, she’s set up as sort of an ethereal perfect figure who everyone misses and compares him to. Later we get to see more of her backstory and discover that she’s actually like, a person, with flaws, who has done some bad things, but she did those bad things largely in the course of trying to escape an abusive home life and save the people and planet that she fell in love with. It’s very clear that despite her flaws she was trying to do the right thing and that she deeply cared about others. Unfortunately, a woman who was not a Perfect Martyr was way too much for the Steven Universe fandom to handle. She pretty much set off the wave of SU crit blogs because these people were furious either that she had taken violent measures to solve her problems, that she hadn’t taken violent enough measures to solve her problems, or both somehow. Lots of “Why didn’t she just murder her abusive parental figures?” Lots of “She was evil for having a baby even though she knew she’d die in childbirth!” Lots of “She should’ve been able to protect everyone from a magic nuclear weapon with the power of love somehow.” Lots of “She shouldn’t have rebelled (even though not rebelling would’ve meant the destruction of Earth) because her abusers retaliated and that’s her fault.” LOTS of people drawing her as stick thin even though she was fat in the show. People treated her like she was on the same level or even worse than her abusive parental figures who were also the main villains of the show. It was unbearable to witness."

Feferi Propaganda

"While Feferi isn't completely innocent, a lot of people in the fandom only use acknowledge her existence to make her ex look like a pitiful sad boi. He's literally a racist facist that made plans for genocide. She is not a selfish beach who only wanted him to do stuff for her; she dated to save lives and keep him from murdering innocents."

[transformationstuck]

Another beautiful day in the dream bubble, where sun doesn’t shine and memories do instead. Feferi was, just like any other day, playing with the fishes. Big and small, colorful and dull. All of them were cute in her eyes, even those that lived deep under the sea, filled with fangs and lacking eyes. They were memories, and it made her feel nostalgic, the way that the atmosphere felt both light and dark, and mysteries of the ocean’s deep lurked in every corner, harmless to her, and yet creeping others out immensely. Few had come here but didn’t particularly enjoy their stay. Most of them ended up saying they felt… claustrophobic. 

In this wide expanse though? Didn’t make much sense. Perhaps that was why she was happy that someone was there to enjoy the ocean, and that was Meenah Peixes. 

Meenah, of course, had the instinctual urge to get rid of Feferi: It was in her blood, her genes, to try and wipe out the competition, but the fact was: She couldn’t because the lil glubber was too darn cute for her own good. It was nice being here though, just the two of them together… The perfect opportunity, so to speak. 

She sighed, rubbing her head and finding the stupid urge, the image of skewering Feferi’s body with her trident. No. Such a waste of a cute booty. Meenah ended up checking the little Heiress’s body again, finding a perfect balance… The way her shirt tightly hugged the breasts as if confining them in their fabric prison, just enough chub made by living underwater for so long, lovely thighs… And a rivaling ass to boot. Meenah prided herself in having literally the best ‘bass’ in her group, but as luck would have put it, she was lacking in the frontal department. It frustrated her, in a sense, that her bookworm friend had a lovely set that she could ogle over. She didn’t have any trouble with ogling: That itself had her own merits, but not to have one of her own was a cause of jealousy. 

Finally, she opened her mouth to speak. “Hey, uh. Got a minute?” At that, Feferi let go of the cuttlefish she was holding, which darted away into nothingness with a squirt of ink, ignored as it was. “Hm? What is it?” The look on her eyes… So pure, so trusting. 

“It might sound weird, but can I just. Hop into your clothes for a sec?” For a moment, Feferi stood confused, wondering why she would ask that, but didn’t see a reason to… deny it, really. “Shooooore?” She said, taking the hem of her tank top and starting to lift it up, causing Meenah to swim forth and take up the reins. 

“Nah… More like, while you are wearing them. A little bit… Like this.” She said, before she squirmed underneath Feferi, before finding her head nestled between Feferi’s massive rumblespheres and the confines of her shirt. “Glub.” Bubbles rose between the canyons of Feferi’s cleavage as finally Meenah managed to poke her head out. It was definitely the definition of tight. She could feel the two rumblespheres squeezing behind her back, and the shirt’s fabric stretching beyond their limit. It was almost hard to breathe, had they been using their lungs more. 

“It shore is a tight fit.” Feferi said, laughing awkwardly, struggling a little to get into a better position. It was… Tingling, to speak. “It shore is.” Meenah agreed as she felt the tingling as well, mostly on her back as she looked down at the smooth surface of the black fabric, at first flat, showing barely the amount of curves, before two mounds began to balloon. 

“M-Meenah?” Feferi sounded startled as the boundaries of their arm started to disappear… Her shoulders were… One? She tried to move her arm, but instead, she found it moving against her will, pulling them closer. 

“I thought for a bit, but guess it’s time for an upgrade.” Meenah said, leaning back a little, her head against her face. Feferi was about to send and outburst, anger, betrayal… Anything, but no longer did she have her mouth, instead she was staring into Meenah’s tightly bound and braided hair as she let out a muffled, bubbleless scream into her mind. 

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!

Meenah winced at the scream in her head… literal scream in her head was not really fun to have, but she was winning, her legs were not a pair, and she found the mounds larger, the shirt far less tighter, better fit… Perhaps a bit loose. The fabrics of both clothing were merging. Her torn jeans were becoming shorter, wider, melding into the colorful fabric of… whatever was around Feferi’s waist. Her tanktop now was a tight band around those bountiful breasts, and she couldn’t help but grope them, and how wet it felt down there. Oh, she liked being in control. Every Peixes probably did love it. 

She’s moving my body! Feferi thought as she struggled in vain, trying to kick, only struggling in lodging herself deeper into Meenah. She’s… “Mmh… Oooh… Yes… Go deeper…” Meenah! No! This is “MY body now!” Stop! My head! I’m… “Meenah, Peixes.” With that, Meenah began to finger her nook, rocking in pleasure, the sheer situation of being in absolute control. Not a trace of Feferi remained on the outside with the overflowing hair, two braids mingled with them, a hot bod to rival a younger Condesce, and each pair of well-toned arms and legs. 

Noooo! No! Please! I don’t… “Want it… That felt great.” I’m becoming… “Me…. Jeez…” She sighed, the last of the protests gone as she brought herself to a rather immature climax. She was still massaging those breasts, then moving her hands to her face to squeeze those pinchable cheeks, smacking her lips, looking down at her luxurious body before cupping her breasts again, weighing them in her hands. 

“I’m in charge now.” She grinned.

-discord writer

[gulescamisade]

Mega Texas:  Day 3, Ghostly Reunion

[ As evening gathers, all is quiet under the open Texan skies. This time of year was probably the most perferable for being outdoors as there were no swarms of mosquitos. Thank god. And as the breeze changes direction, there is the faintest scent of salt in the air. How far from the coastline WERE they? It's a good time as any for the group to ask themselves. ]

DIRK: -since the car broke down, he's been trying to "upgrade" it with all the tech he has in his sylladex. luckily a bunch of the engineers are also here, so eventually they might make this work, right?-

DIRK: -he feels the breeze on his face... feels good man, but something about it has him lifting his head curiously.-

ARADIA: -sitting outside, BREATHING IN the salty air-

NEPETA: =She hunted other meat for them to eat, if there's any place for her to steal from she's stolen from them=

NEPETA: =They've been thoroughly looted and she's left here gnawing on a bone=

EQUIUS: -It's him. He's the source of the salt. He's currently working on the other car-

DISCIPLE: -She has a little bit of a fire going... and scorpions cooking over the pit. Just in case anyone wants other, less conventional meats with a BIT of a tingle to them.-

NEPETA: =Can Equius salt her meat?=

NEPETA: =Wait a minute...... 👀scorpions=

DISCIPLE: -:33-

DISCIPLE: -ROASTED TO PERFECTION-

NEPETA: :33 < =nuzzles on Disci= do mew want the rest of this bone?

DISCIPLE: Is fine. Is good. There will be many more bones.

DISCIPLE: Rrrr. Show her, yes?

NEPETA: :33 < so meowny more bones! =leans to her= (i got a diffurent weird horse anyway h33h33h33)

DISCIPLE: Yes. This is good.

DISCIPLE: But she is thinking of gathering these, for purpose. Perhaps to whittle something, something like sharp teeth. Something to sink into the things that chase us.

NEPETA: =Hands her a thigh bone=

NEPETA: :33 < we could pawlways use more of those oh!

NEPETA: :33 < we can also eat what's chasing us!

DISCIPLE: Yes.

DISCIPLE: Both of these things.

DISCIPLE: -she produces a lil whittling knife and begins to WHITTLE-

[ As Disciple whittles, the smell of the ocean brought in by the breeze is then accompanied with the sound of it. A distant hush that blurrs the horizon to make it seem heavier than it actually is, the sound of waves coming and going. Can the group be sure that was there before? ]

DIRK: ... -he's PRETTY sure he can be, but... on the other hand... he looks around some more for the source until he's inevitably drawn to search for it.-

[ It has to be a mile out, coming from the east by the smell of it. The wind carries on as normal. ]

DIRK: -squints out at the horizon.- Alright so... I'm not the only one who hears that, right?

ARADIA: nope

TYRENA: SMELLS T00 NATURAL F0R TH1S PLACE

TYRENA: 1T D0ESN'T F1T W1TH THE SM0K3 AND A1R MUCH

[ Smoke? What smoke? There is only mile-out ocean. ]

NEPETA: =She smells the sea... she thinks about fish... she can eat fish=

TYRENA: -the smoke of TEXAS SMOKEHOUSES, DUH-

TYRENA: -the whole state smells like them-

TYRENA: -anyways, oceans don't make sense for texas. SHE DOESN'T TRUST THIS-

DIRK: -the whole atmosphere feels different to him, honestly. and strangely familiar? sleepy, hazy... he looks up at the sky, then starts making his way closer to the waves again.-

TYRENA: -following with her arms behind her back-

[ The sky is comfortingly devoid of anything resembling a satillite or drone. It's a normal starry night... At least until people begin to move towards the beach. Colors are beginning to shift, gradually lighting up until It looks like dawn is coming. Keeping track of time or even remembering that it was night for that long is now becoming difficult. ]

ARADIA: -follows after dirk-

DIRK: -this is nice... the loss of time should be stressful, but instead he's just admiring the sights as he wanders along.-

[ There's a whole lot of dry shrubbery underfoot and soft soft sand instead of hard earth. Seagulls call overhead, the sky is waking up to a deep blue that shrouds everything. With the beach so close to open water at this time of morning, it may even feel a little bit chillier. ](edited)

ARADIA: -startles suddenly before continuing-

DIRK: -ye. he's gonna sit down on the sand and embrace the chill.-

ARADIA: -this is the right one, she tells herself as she keeps a smile on and allows the tension she feels dissipate. she sits down next to dirk-

TYRENA: >:o

TYRENA: HOW

TYRENA: -wiglges her toes in the sand-

[ From the peripherals of their eyes, a figure is suddenly visible. Standing at such a distance with her hand on her hip, she might have only just approached them. ]

FEFERI: Because STUPID.

FEFERI: You're dreaming. -grins at them with blank white eyes. She is here.-

DIRK: -tilts head in her direction. that's normal...... oh wait, no it's not.-

ARADIA: -no wonder she couldn't remember everything happening here. she immediately stands to her feet- feferi?

FEFERI: -purses her lips in a fish face. The same face as always before she snorts a laugh. Throws her hand out like you guys.- GLUB.

FEFERI: Y-EA)(! IT'S M---E! 38D

????: -there's someone behind her, a little farther down the beach, but approaching the group. another blank eyed troll. she's a little hard to recognize out of uniform and with her hair down, like she's dressed for a vacation.-

FEFERI: -They're both dressed like they're on vacation. Every day is a vacation when you're dead.-

????: -most definitely-

ARADIA: -she steps toward feferi in a kind of earnest and curious fashion. can she touch her? Can she hug her? and in the distance...who is that?-

FEFERI: -Of course she can. Feferi is as solid as it gets. Do you REMEMBER how stacked she was before? 💪-

FEFERI: -beams the whole time, glancing between the group of assembled friends.-

TYRENA: -She sniffs the air, and falls back a little bit.-

ARADIA: -in that case she runs up and holds her as tightly as she can. there's an ache in her throat-

DIRK: -he's rising to his feet slowly too, recognizing the person wandering over to feferi's side.-

CIDNEY: -yes, you all guessed it. she looks peaceful, smiling and waving in dirk's direction, but then peeps at the women beside her.-

FEFERI: OOF. -holds still as Aradia rushes her... before gently settling arms around her fairy troll best friend. Hand coming to her hair as it always had done.- )(e)(e.

ARADIA: -she doesn't want to let go. this took her so off guard that she's definitely crying a little- i couldnt find you i kept looking but i couldnt find you

TYRENA: -She's probably unfamiliar to her. She's heard of Cidney, of course, she knows pretty well, everthing that happened. Something about being this close to the afterlife seems to be... throwing her off.-

CIDNEY: -looks at tyrena with... a strange amount of recognition. she offers her a smile as well, but she's going to approach dirk, knowing he likely won't be able to come to her first. that's fine.-

DIRK: -but even once she's there, he doesn't know how to react. it's strange... bittersweet to see her so relaxed. seems like the afterlife could offer her a peace of mind that her time in their world couldn't offer her. after standing there awkwardly for a moment, he carefully... pulls her into a hug too.-

FEFERI: -Tears are okay, she finds. Feferi keeps her stance steady, holding Aradia all the same.-

FEFERI: O)(...

FEFERI: Yea)(. T)(at must )(ave totally sucked. -chirrs, returning her hug with a snuggle into her hair. The favorite thing before EXCLAIMING dramatically, peeking back at Aradia's face.- T)(at's pretty muc)( t)(is w)(ole t)(ing!

FEFERI: SUCKING.

TAVROS: =He'd seen her, as the rest had, but he couldn't face her. He couldn't do this all over again. First Aradia and now Feferi. The first time had been needles and haunting memories of better times, and this was no different. If anything it was simply twofold, as the old feelings mingeled with the new. His face ran hot with tears and his veins felt cold. It's too much. It's all been too much, and he can't go on like this. Maybe he should try and face it all-- face her. But he's weak, he's realized, and that weakness had no place here right now. If he were to ever face her again he couldn't bear for it to be like this. Another ghost to hold onto with a feeble hope that was as fake as all the stories he believed in. He rushes from the beach as discreetly as possible, if it was possible, and he won't stop running.=

FEFERI: -All things in due time. Feferi isn't in any hurry.-

ARADIA: -she's actually here... and aradia isn't going to her normal place of slumber tonight--and she couldn't be more graceful. She smiles at feferi's comment and laughs through her tears, nodding- yeah!

NEPETA: =bruh u fuckin wish discreet but ok, he aint goin alone=

EQUIUS: -Notices the bull scampering and he feels like he should say something, anything. But he's quiet, standing in the background. He'd has his time. He's just going to...busy himself. Yes back to work on the human automobile-

FEFERI: -Empty eyes meet Aradia's, smiling without any kind of real warmth behind it. Like the tickle of strings in her bloodpusher that had long since been cut away.-

FEFERI: It's weird.

FEFERI: I feel like I've missed you. But I can't reely remember w)(y.

FEFERI: You were important t)(oug)(! So it all works out. 38)

ARADIA: -if anyone understands being dead, it's aradia. granted, they had different experiences that really fucked up their emotions, it seems. she smiles still, nodding again- you were always important too

ARADIA: no one can forget you

ARADIA: especially me

FEFERI: T)(AT'S GOOD.

FEFERI: One less t)(ing sucking. -boops her on the nose and grins.- Not reelated but you've met Cidney, rig)(t?

DIRK: -there's so much he wants to talk to cidney about, but he can't seem to find any words... when feferi mentions her, he draws away from the embrace. great, now everyone is gonna see him crying. as if they all haven't already at this point.-

CIDNEY: -looks towards feferi and aradia- I don't think we have formally.

ARADIA: -looks over at cidney and smiles- not formally no but

ARADIA: oh my god i know who you are too

ARADIA: im aradia

ARADIA: wow this is crazy

FEFERI: -Totally sees Dirk crying.- )(e)(e.

FEFERI: Aradia )(as been a LOT of t)(ings. First, s)(e was an arc)(eologist, t)(en s)(e was D-----EAD, t)(en a robot, t)(en ALIV-E again, and now s)(e's back to being an arc)(eologist. -ticks all these things off her finger claws.- O)(!

FEFERI: And somew)(ere in t)(e middle of all t)(at, s)(e was and t)(en wasn't my gillfrond.

FEFERI: ... FEFERI: Matesprit. 38)

CIDNEY: ... You've had a very... eventful life and afterlife. And... life again? -half smile, kind of awkward...-

DIRK: -wipes his eyes on his sleeve. hhhh.-

FEFERI: -pokes Dirk right in the squishy cheek.- (Someone's being tideally not cool rig)(t now.)

ARADIA: -she nods- yeah i have

ARADIA: theres a lot to it

ARADIA: -there's a tiny pang of something in her pusher when she refers to their past relationship-

FEFERI: -too busy ruffling Dirk to notice.-

DIRK: -shut up. he's going to hug her too now.-

CIDNEY: -looks between everyone, smiling still.- There's much more ahead of you, as well.

CIDNEY: You were all an excellent crew, when we worked together. You did things your own way... But with compassion. -looks down at her feet- It always inspired me.

CIDNEY: You need that same compassion now, more then ever. Even if the past comes to haunt you... Remember what it is that brought you to this moment. And fight to protect that.

DIRK: -she's always had a tendency to speak in riddles... being dead probably made her all the more cryptic, but he can't bring himself to question what she's referring to. it's just nice to hear her voice again.-

TYRENA: Y0U S0UND PLEASED

TYRENA: T0 BE HERE

TYRENA: 1 WAS N0T EXPECT1NG 1T

FEFERI: -Eug)(. You're so sweaty. 3XP -pushes at Dirk, straining like a cat that doesn't want to be hugged.-

ARADIA: -cidney's words speak to her, and she doesn't take them lightly- we will

DIRK: -one more squeeze and then he'll release you feferz-

CIDNEY: I am pleased to be here... Feferi helped give me that opportunity. To guide you again, as best I can. -she reaches out to dirk again, holding his hand.-

CIDNEY: You have someplace you need to be. It might be best to wake up now.

FEFERI: -Okay, fine... she sweetly wrassles him in a hug. Grinning from fin to fin.- I )(ope you're R---------------EADY. 38D

FEFERI: WAK-E UP.

[ And an instant later, the group is jolting awake. Right back in smokey smelly Texas where they were before. The beach, the ladies are gone.]

EQUIUS: -NOT THE BITCHES!!!!!-

CALIBORN: -WHERE ARE THE BITCHES, DIRK?-

TYRENA: -she wakes with a STARTand sits up, suddenly.-

DISCIPLE: -the fire is OUT now. No more scorpions.-

TYRENA: -stands slowly and walks away from the group. IS QUIET TIME-