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The day when I finish all these wips... It's so over for yous.
#elys nonart tag#i will post stuff soon will be hard at work the next two days and have 6 days off around christmas#so expect commissions and some posting!!
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Hello!! My chibi commissions are now open! āØ
You can avail for a slot throughĀ my commissions page!Ā Thank you so much for supporting my work!!Ā š
#commissions#chibi commissions#commissions info#YAY finally finished the chibi samples after so long :)))#was going to do a chibi trainer w/ their pkmn for the sample but... i've been itching to draw astarion & karlach for some time now#so I drew them instead c:#i'll make a separate post for them later but yeah!! I really like how they turned out š„ŗ#anyways im actually finished w/ the poke doodles now but I haven't queued most of them yet#expect them to be posted soon š#i'll work on the character comms next then the chibi ones!
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I commissioned @tikklil from Twitter/Instagram again to draw 42 Miles/42 Gwen based off @bloody-writing's fic Tonight You Belong To Me. This fic is the reason why I ship them so hard, so I think it's only fitting that I commission fanart inspired by this fic as a thank you. Hopefully, I can do some more commissions based on this fic because there are scenes that I really think is worth seeing illustrated. So fingers crossed. (As a disclaimer, I did get permission to post the commission here.)
#miles x gwen#gwiles#ghostprowler#tempted to tag ghostflower too...but i'm going to hold off from doing so#also...this isn't 100% strictly faithful to the fic...#some of this was due to my fault for not being more prepared to present the details to the artist#some of this I just thought it would be better to change some minor details...#anyways if anyone saw my post where i said i was going to take a break from commissions#depending on how my personal life goes that break might be a lot smaller than i thought it would be...#but yeah...I'm just waiting to see how that goes and if things go the way i hope it will be#then for sure you'll see some more commissions a lot sooner than i had expected :)#i will give a hint though that the next commission idea is going back to 1610 miles and 65 gwen...there's been an idea that's been stuck in#my head for a few months and i really want to see that come to life#it makes me happy thinking about so i hope it will be the same for others too
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hey do you guys want to play a fun prank on me
i recently had to turn in a bunch of documents to redetermine my medicaid coverage and i told them i'm no longer doing freelance art and have devoted myself entirely to gig delivery work because my spirit has been broken, so it would be sooo funny if i got a bunch of art commissions all at once and had to turn in new paperwork. it would be such a great goof. ohh you could get me so good. i would laugh and slap my knee and yell "oh man you got me so good"
if you want to play this very funny prank on me and give me money to make art you can click on this link to look at samples and prices and how to contact me
come on guys it owuld be so funny
#commissions#my art#all my commission posts need to be jokes so i can modulate my expectations#but i very much do end half my delivery shifts wanting to drive my car into lake monroe#so some commission work would be. really great actually.#i can also do front-end web development
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werewolf!Ted commission for @theheroheart! šŗ
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#commissions#okay i might actually reopen some slots this sunday so those on my waitlist u might wanna watch out for me to reach out to yall then ^_^#pn.art#its absolutely still so crazy to me when artists/people i know comms me like WOAGH!!! i shoulda expected it but still. WOAH!!!!!#should probably post comms in batches but.. snork mimi....#pn.comms
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiriās clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely itās not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter donāt have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isnāt an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because sheās just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesnāt look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#Sheās technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways sheās sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who Iām planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot sheās very cute Iām tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also IāM FUCKING BACK!!!#canāt say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but Iāve got one more cat queued after this at least so thereās that!#I canāt wait to get to the actual story Iām gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think Iāll put in on my AO3 whichāll be fun so yeah. Iām excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and Iām done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I donāt plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-Iāve got a lot of time on my hands now and Iām excited to get back to Projects!!#Iām thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if youāre interested
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admittedly, i am afraid to talk about this, but have wanted to for a long while. i don't see a lot of people discuss this kind of thing, but i decided to do so for the me who was struggling and didn't know. also i have no idea where i am going with this and it's very late for me rn so here's a whole ass ramble on vent art. and also a bit more on how it's impacting how i view my art, now. i am terribly sorry if it's not very cohesive, my thoughts on it aren't yet cohesive either WOOPS
i wanted to talk a bit about how vent art really impacted my mental health, and how the idea that art needs some kind of meaning to have meaning really has been weighing on me lately (i know this is a concept i am assigning to my work and is not actually the norm/standard expectation of others consuming art. but it IS a sentiment i have seen enough that does impact me).
i want to specify, obviously i am not saying vent art is bad.
nor that doing vent pieces, or vent blogs, will ultimately result in what i went through for a number of years. rather, that this did happen to me, and there is a near impossible chance i am a unique case in any experience i will ever have. if you do vent art and it helps you, that's good! im not judging anyone for anything here. if your experience does not match my own, that's what it's like to be human~. i am not invalidating anyone on purpose by sharing my own experience. sorry for the insane disclaimer but it will eat me alive if i go to sleep thinking "what if they think x cuz i didn't say y and think im a terrible person"
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i used to do vent art frequently (you won't find much on here as it was uploaded to a personal at the time). anytime i felt down or had a line of dialogue in my head making me feel bad in a way, i would draw for it. but the way i had interacted with it was really unhealthy. it became a terrible feedback loop where i'd feel bad, draw how i felt bad, look at the art, and ruminate even more on how i felt bad, until it spiralled so out of control i would lose touch with reality and get lost entirely in feeling like garbage.
i would just get so lost in the cycle with vent art that it would make my mental space worse and worse, and i would use the vent art as a negative confirmation bias. the words that hurt me i wrote down and anytime i looked again, they would hurt me again. but i would keep looking, and i would keep drawing.
i have always used art as an outlet, but for some reason the way vent art impacted me was unhealthy. it wasn't a good outlet. and it took me years to cut ties with it. i relied on vent art for a long time, but it took a lot of introspection and thinking to realise it wasn't the release i thought it was. and it was hard to let go, too.
i haven't touched the blog in a few months, now. i haven't done much vent art at all since then and genuinely, i've been doing SOOO much better. i no longer ruminate nearly as much as i had done so, i no longer get caught in a feedback loop that lasts for days to weeks. i still feel like garbage like people tend to do, but i don't put myself in a cycle over it anymore. i have gone back to it a few times in moments of desperation, but what used to be every week/every few weeks is now once a month maybe. and not to the extent at all (i would oftentimes post ~20 images in one night, before).
but i keep thinking about how, while the way i had done vent art was bad for my mental health, i keep feeling that just because i do sparkly cute and happy drawings, now, or drawings with no real meaning, that my art has nothing beyond face value... i do like a lot of my vent art. i think their compositions, or hidden messages and meanings, or colour use, was interesting.
but it wasn't worth the price for me.
so i am a bit caught in an in-between, here. my favourite form of art is the expression of love-you liked something so much, you dedicated time to draw it. and yet i cannot ascribe that to my own work very often. i think that man i wish i could make art with some kind of deeper meaning, that speaks to people, that's more than just pretty colours or shiny shading or a character everyone likes, or a character i like. but i just... don't know if it's for me.
ultimately, i could develop a healthy relationship with expressing and exploring negative emotions or experiences through art, but... do i want to? do i have to? do i need to? is it not enough to just draw something because... i like it..?
of course, the answer is yes, draw what you want, draw how you want, it's your art. but i am still trying to come to terms with that idea. i dont want to be seen as some shallow artist who just draws what's cute and pretty because they can and it's all they can think of, but like what if that's just what i like to draw??
in the end, that alone is good enough, drawing because you like to, because it's fun, because you like the thing you're dedicating time to creating for. it's just hard to grapple with after discarding a type of art that i felt was the only way i drew "for real".
anyways i am sorry this is soooo fucking long, and for all the clarifications (IM STILL NOT SAYING VENT ART BAD AND EVERYONE WILL DO WHAT I DID!! Dx) and the fact i had no real point here (probably)
anyways i will continue to draw what i want because i like to, as i have always been.
#text#my art#doodle#sketch#sona#prince#cyclops#long post#HOLY SHIT THIS IS MUCH LONGER THAN I ANTICIPATED#sorry for the fucking rambling essay at 12am#tomorrow im doing cute commission art because its cute and i like that#i might one day share some of my fav vent pieces but for now its a bit weird#its also weird being open on any platform of mine not dedicated to being my personal blog#so im also very anxious abt that#but i wanted to try being more open and active on here too... so...#i hope this is ok#this isnt a vent either btw just me going on a ramble#i have been thinking abt it a lot the past year#also sorry for the many disclaimers#i am internetpilled and working on it#its funny cuz i dont even use twitter or tiktok which is commonly associated w the whole uh#people irl: hey whats up#kind of thing#i am very scared to share but i have a draft of this topic saved already like i do want to talk abt it#idk what i am afraid of so whatevs#also dont expect this much so anyone whos afraid ill be doing posts like this often#uh dont worry BSBDFBSD
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Deciding to add some information as well as update this a bit as itās a tad outdated! (Update part 11, updated fandom list (your welcome torch /silly)
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ā¢ I go by (in order of preference): Cro/Mossy.Paws (or just Mossy)/Marine/Ocean; and if I know you in real life, you can call me Sea!
ā¢ I am an Aceflux potential-lesbian! I also use Any pronouns!
Current Fandoms/interestās list: Phighting!, Neon Genesis Evangelion, SOMA (2015), Transformers, The Mandela Catalogue, Vocaloid, The Magnus Archives, regretevator, lethal company, little nightmares, Hollow knight, rainworld, Spider-Man, Warrior cats, life series, PRESSURE, Dungeon Meshi, Parkour civilization, Just Shapes And Beats, ULTRAKILL, project moon games, limbus company etc. (If you ask me or talk to me about any of these I will cry tears of joy /silly) (these arenāt listed from most to least interested also! I love all of these equally)
minor (14-17 age range)
Comms: Open for discord nitro and robux! (DM me here or at ^-Mossy.Paws-^ on discord for extra information!)
Asks: Open (read below for permissions)
Instagram: The_OceanCat
Twitter: Mossypawsss
Pinterest: Mossy.Paws (Important note: I rarely post to Pinterest, I only post on Pinterest to avoid my art getting stolen.)
Strawpage, just if you wanna send me any fun doodles and stuff :3!, it will be updated later! https://mossypawssspage.straw.page
Artfight link: https://artfight.net/~Mossy-Paw
Feel free to use my art for profiles and or banners! Itās a little preferred that you ask first via dmās/comments/reblogās but honestly I donāt mind :DD! Just make sure to credit me if you do! Itāll make my day for sure ^^!
I have tags I use now! :DD! Here they are
#Cro chatter (used mainly for when Iām just chatting/reblogging stuff/etc)
#Friend art (used when reblogging stuff by close friends)
#Phighting! Magnus Archives au (This Tag is used for my most recent Wip of a crossover Au or TMA x PHIGHTING! Currently on major hiatus as I must focus on other interests and personal life.)
Any art tags or fandom related tags explain themself ! I also use #Not my art a lot as well!
ā¢ I only have like one irl friend who follows me on here and most likely you have seen her harass me in my reblogās or askbox,,, please ignore our shenanigans we are not normal /silly /love ya Rosa š
ā¢ An important note: I do not have a reblog only account, this is my only account, and its used for pretty much everything (My art, reblogās, talking, etc, if you would prefer to only see art I recommend blocking the #Cro Chatter tag as I attach it to all of my askbox replies (minus requests)
ā¼ļøCommission Info:ā¼ļø
āØ My commissionās are OPEN!
ā¢ I take payment in form of Discord Nitro (NOT BASIC), and Robux!
ā¢ If interested, please dm me for prices, questions, and more! Iāll be sure to give you a full rundown of what I can draw, my rules, etc!
ā¢ Please figure out what you would like in full detail BEFORE contacting me. Any extras or whatnot that may be concerns/curiosities/or whatever though I am happy to answer questions or inquire about!
ā¢ If you are unsure but have a basic idea, I can also help you out with that as well!
My commission carrd: (Only covers prices for Robux comms!)
āØ My Askbox (OPEN)
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āOC Requests (Usually no)
āļø Read Before Asking
I'll delete asks I'm uncomfortable with.
NO nsfw or suggestive, youāll be blocked and reported as I am a minor with no tolerance for that.
Requests will open and close as needed, and I will let you know when they open again!
I will try to get to every request, but it may take it a bit since Iām a full time student who has a life outside of art and social media lol
Some asks I may take longer to respond to than others (sorry to the poor soul who asked for a sleepy catshot doodle back in fucking DECEMBER 2023 youāll get your catshot soon I swear š)
ā¼ļøDisclaimers
Do not steal, trace, copy, or claim my art to be yours, certain things like designs for canon characters and stuff Iām fine with you taking inspiration from (!!ASK FIRST!!), or using with credit (a small note, I am completely fine with you using my designs as long as you credit me! If anything, I appreciate it very much that people like them enough to do so :3!)
Proshippers, homo/transphobes, mean or generally gross people DNIā¼ļø itās also preferred that if you have NSFW/highly suggestive stuff/or fetish content on your account that you donāt follow me, as I tend to check the profiles of people who follow me and I donāt want to see that (I would also prefer my parents do not see that if they were to ever check my account LOL)
Please don't make highly suggestive or NSFW comments towards me, my ocās, or characters, youāll be blocked if you do so; I am relatively alright with very minor and safe suggestive stuff from friends, but even then if itās art related, please confirm if itās alright with me. Very close friends get a slight pass with this as long as itās in good fun and safe, but if pushed I will not tolerate it and will give you a warning.
Iām still learning how to use this website so please be polite and patient with me :ā>
If you draw fanart of my OCs, AUs, or Headcanons, please tag me!! I absolutely love to see fanart and it makes my day! :DD!
ā¼ļøImportant note: my blog will sometimes contain art that has blood, gore, violence, bright colors, horror media, etc. These WILL be put under spoiler tags though, but a lot of the older ones are not, so please be careful! (A note, I donāt tend to draw stuff like that too often unless you count my TMA au, so no need to worry about it too much!)ā¼ļø
āļø Extra information about me
ā¢ I am a young minor with diagnosed autism, adhd, and ocd, I also have slight social anxiety, so please, PLEASE be patient with me, as I can have trouble communicating, understanding things, or coming up with responses
ā¢ Never be afraid to approach me about anything, although Iām a bit nervous talking to new people, I adore making new friends, just please donāt be weird, if you make me outright uncomfortable I will most likely block you.
ā¢ For fanart and such, feel free to contact me about it if you need ideas, permissions, reference images, or need to know anything important!
ā¢ Iām a full time school student and can be relatively busy, I also have notifications off on all platforms, so I may be slow to respond if you dm me or try to contact me.
ā¢ Iām a huge nerd and absolutely love talking about my interests, but if I ever get too excited or overbearing, never be afraid to just tell me to take a chill pill or calm down, I can promise you I will not be angry! Communication is key with me since I can have issues understanding others, if Iām ever too much to handle, just say it! Iāll greatly appreciate it as it helps me to grow and be a better person ^^!
ā¢ If you talk to me about my interests I will be the happiest soul alive, I am INSANE about my hyperfixations and love love LOVEEEE talking about them
Hereās the link to my Carrd!
(it also includes commission rules and such!)
#blog intro#intro post#introducing myself#Art#my art#artists on tumblr#oc artwork#introduction#introductory post#pinned intro#pinned post#open commissions#commission#commission info#Update numba 9!#Once again updating this thing at like 1 in the morning lmfao#updated my hyperfixation list/fixed any small mistakes/changed up some stuff/etc etc!#Not the BIGGEST of updates but eh Iāve been needing this for a bit LMAO#Anyways guess whoās been getting into NGE lately. MEEEEEEE expect some art for that soon!#Most specifically Iām making a few EVA Shimejiās (Kaworu will be posted first and then Iāll be doing Rei and Shinji Next)#Asuka may or may not be getting one it just depends on how much time I have#oh also I watched both venom movies and transformers one today so expect MAYBE some art for that but itās a 50/50 and depends on my schedul#aka I really wanna draw symbiote Avery oāadamās againā¦..#ANYWAYS itās late on a school night I gotta go to sleep#NINIIIII
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a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)
#self#mori kei#jfashion#NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj#I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat#and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol...#the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly#a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing#sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower...#I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something#but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP#why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no#reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere#in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I'#already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate#anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or#whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ#tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons#and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE#hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like#doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at#some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them#and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like#close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s#etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst#d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol..#AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol#(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i#s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)
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I was gonan make a post apologizing for lack of regular art but I feel like jts already clear im sporadic and in and out of it bc chronic pain and circumstances. So for now I'm gonna hibernate, get my health steady again, deal with money issues, and art will happen when it happens.
#i do feel kind of worn down by it. i wish patreon and commissions didn't feel so taxing even with accommodations ive made for myself#maybe it'll feel better in the future when less is going on but rn it#places this barrier of management in front of art that makes it less relieving to do#cause there's always a part of my brain reminding me it needs to serve a purpose and needs to pay off in some way#which isnāt a new feeling for artists obviously. maybe doing it all since hs js also why it's tiring. and patreon changjng the way it does#working part time now too. idk if maybe id like to step back from it#it's abnormal that i worked taht hard and it did help me get out from my parents and stay out. but im also tired ect#idw let people down by not being able to keep up with a self imposed expectation or#be irresponsible and remove sources of income for myself. redbubble inprnt and patreon all suck in ways that bother me hugely#i only really enjoy itch.io at the minute#not to say anything bad abt patrons or commission clients you've all been excessively kind and patient and understanding always#i wish i could make them better i feel like there's no way how it is at the minute is of value compared to my output as an older teen#but yknow. self imposed worry. im just worn out and id like to just make things without the management and the fretting and the#i havent made a comic post for patreon in ages or this or this i havent made a speedpaint or a song or#yadda yadda lmao#sorry for the impromptu ramble#this isnt to say id never do commissions or a store or anything again or i want to not make money off art#god knows i will need to be grinding out comms once im well again but ex#i feel like im getting less and less able to manage it and then putting out less and less#and hoping ill somehow get very healthy and active again one day and make it worth the wait yknow.#it's not a feeling i want my art to carry in me.#part of me and the parent in my brain is saying it'd be selfish to give up income but the rest is like#that's cruel. i want to feel good and healthy
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would anyone be interested if i did bust up commissions like this of your f/os or inserts for like $15? maybe with a little more shading/color/simple bg but you could use them as like icons, lol
#mostly because im getting a commission and it was a little more expensive than i was expecting LOL#also bc i did spend some money before and best buy has STILL not hired me#these take me really fast to do too so.#i dunno... lmk in da comments#ky shut up#my post#not selfship
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#i was randomly scrolling through this blog#which ive been avoiding because i felt guilty for disappearing from the face of the earth#i updated my pinned post#like my personal info and my guidelines#some of my oldest posts like when i first started this blog were so cringy#get me out of here#anyway#idk if anyone still cares buuuuut im kinda tempted to open requests ??#but if i do i might just accept a couple of them#not that i expect to receive that many anyway lmao if any#ive been busy with other things in the past... year? how long have i been gone#been focusing on art a lot! even receive my first PAID commission#so im focusing on that these days#i graduated university :3#which is cute to think about considering i started this blog when i was still in high school#sigh#but yeah if anyone is awake...#hello?#love u guys missed u#š«¶#š„; mishi talks
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thinking bout the time someone commissioned me to draw a rantsona and then changed their mind because they werenāt expecting the price to be $150 BRO??? YOU KNOW DRAWING TAKES TIME RIGHT? DIE.
#they wanted EIGHT SPRITES#(i charged for FOUR because some were variations of the same sprite)#SO FUCKING GREEDY PROBABLY WENT OUT AND USED A 14 YEAR OLDās CHEAP ASS COMMISSIONS#hate people so much#not even mad they didnāt commission i was mad because WHAT DO YOU FUCKINH EXPECT??????#ugh#negative post#rant#saltcat text
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YEEHAWGUST 2024 PROMPT LIST IS OUT YEEEHAAAWWW
#text#ROOTIN TOOTIN READY#Last year was so fun and I was able to do more prompts than I expected. AND I always feel like art prompt challenge things improve my art#(probably because it makes me try to draw a full scene of some sort daily rofl)#Last year one of my drawings got in the top 10 tumblr spotlight thing too?!!?#And bc of that I got a free Blaze and got to Blaze my commission post. Actually wild. I really appreciated that
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This article is from 2022, but it came up in the context of Palestine:
Here are some striking passages, relevant to all colonial aftermaths but certainly also to the forms we see Zionist reaction taking at the moment:
Over the decade I lived in South Africa, I became fascinated by this white minority [i.e. the whole white population post-apartheid as a minority in the country], particularly its members who considered themselves progressive. They reminded me of my liberal peers in America, who had an apparently self-assured enthusiasm about the coming of a so-called majority-minority nation. As with white South Africans who had celebrated the end of apartheid, their enthusiasm often belied, just beneath the surface, a striking degree of fear, bewilderment, disillusionment, and dread.
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Yet these progressivesā response to the end of apartheid was ambivalent. Contemplating South Africa after apartheid, an Economist correspondent observed that āthe lives of many whites exude sadness.ā The phenomenon perplexed him. In so many ways, white life remained more or less untouched, or had even improved. Despite apartheidās horrorsāand the regimeās violence against those who worked to dismantle itāthe ANC encouraged an attitude of forgiveness. It left statues of Afrikaner heroes standing and helped institute the Truth and Reconciliation Commission, which granted amnesty to some perpetrators of apartheid-era political crimes.
But as time wore on, even wealthy white South Africans began to radiate a degree of fear and frustration that did not match any simple economic analysis of their situation. A startling number of formerly anti-apartheid white people began to voice bitter criticisms of post-apartheid society. An Afrikaner poet who did prison time under apartheid for aiding the Black-liberation cause wrote an essay denouncing the new Black-led country as āa sewer of betrayed expectations and thievery, fear and unbridled greed.ā
What accounted for this disillusionment? Many white South Africans told me that Black forgiveness felt like a slap on the face. By not acting toward you as you acted toward us, weāre showing you up, white South Africans seemed to hear. Youāll owe us a debt of gratitude forever.
The article goes on to discuss:
"Mau Mau anxiety," or the fear among whites of violent repercussions, and how this shows up in reported vs confirmed crime stats - possibly to the point of false memories of home invasion
A sense of irrelevance and alienation among this white population, leading to another anxiety: "do we still belong here?"
The sublimation of this anxiety into self-identification as a marginalized minority group, featuring such incredible statements as "I wanted to fight for Afrikaners, but I came to think of myself as a āliberal internationalist,ā not a white racist...I found such inspiration from the struggles of the Catalonians and the Basques. Even Tibet" and "[Martin Luther] King [Jr.] also fought for a people without much political representation ā¦ Thatās why I consider him one of my most important forebears and heroes,ā from a self-declared liberal environmentalist who also thinks Afrikaaners should take back government control because they are "naturally good" at governance
Some discussion of the dynamics underlying these reactions, particularly the fact that "admitting past sins seem[ed] to become harder even as they receded into history," and US parallels
And finally, in closing:
The Afrikaner journalist Rian Malan, who opposed apartheid, has written that, by most measures, its aftermath went better than almost any white person could have imagined. But, as with most white progressives, his experience of post-1994 South Africa has been complicated. [...]
He just couldnāt forgive Black people for forgiving him. Paradoxically, being left undisturbed served as an ever-present reminder of his guilt, of how wrongly he had treated his maid and other Black people under apartheid. āThe Bible was right about a thing or two,ā he wrote. āIt is infinitely worse to receive than to give, especially if ā¦ the gift is mercy.ā
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Since Iām not seeing many posts about whatās happening in Venezuela, I will make one myself. Please do not turn a blind eye to their ongoing crisis.
First I will put you into context, please note that all this information is taken from posts, threads and statements made by Venezuelans so I will hyperlink each one of my sources.
From 2002 to 2013, Hugo ChĆ”vez was the president of Venezuela. Not only did he ruin the countryās economy, imprison people and remove liberty of speech in the country, but he also changed the constitution, allowing unlimited reelection. His regime became a dictatorship disguised as a democracy. Hereās an entire page about this period. (And you can read more searching āchavismoā)
After his death in 2013, NicolƔs Maduro took the presidency. Venezuelans started protesting and, as a response, they were repressed and killed, universities were burned down and Venezuela became massively poor, people lacked basic needs (supermarkets were empty, increasing famine and malnutrition), hospitals lacked resources and, consequently, illnesses spread and infant mortality rates increased severely.
This Sunday, July 28th, 2024, elections were held and Venezuelans voted for Edmundo GonzƔlez to be the next president of the country. Exit polls expected him to win the elections.
Later, the revealed results were that Maduro had won with the 51,2% votes, while Edmundo GonzƔlez had only 44,2%. But, as of right now, already 75% of the electoral records confirm that Edmundo GonzƔlez was, in fact, the chosen candidate, meaning that Maduro once again cheated on the elections. This is electoral fraud. This is not a democracy, this is a dictatorship.
Now, Venezuelans are protesting and the government are once again repressing them. Civilians are being persecuted, attacked and killed. Innocent people are being arrested. The government is cutting their communication and are planning on cutting the electricity next.
I urge you to check this thread on Twitter by @/postmortemria. Her account is full of information about Venezuela and their crisis, please check her posts and share them to spread the voice. Try to raise Venezuelansā voices and donate to them if you can.
At the moment, there arenāt many ways to help other than speaking up, but under this tweet you can find many talented artists and commissions are their way to make some money to pay for basic human needs. If you can, think about commissioning a piece or donating to them.
In addition, hereās another tweet with information to donate to the people affected in the protests. Theyāre in desperate need of assistance so anything can help.
#venezuela#venezuela libre#eyes on venezuela#election fraud#i am NOT venezuelan. so once again iād like to clarify that i am not trying to explain their history but to raise their voices.#all iāve included here is taken from reliable sources or statements made by venezuelans#iāve hyperlinked everything with the purpose of more people raising their voices and educating themselves.
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