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starshine-valley · 1 year ago
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Attention, fellow More More Jump fans:
How we feeling about the new fits?
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Personally, They’re cute and I like them but damm, it’s lacking individuality. YOU CAN BARELY SEE THEIR PERSONAL COLORS :(
I like the color scheme though better than their OG outfits but i feel like if their colors were more prominent it would kinda clash.
The matching clover clips are adorable though!!!
I’d prefer it if this was their new outfits however:
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Idk what do you guys think? (Also follow me for MMJ ramblings and transmasc shizuku <333)
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wanderingchocolateeclair · 5 months ago
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hhlmao
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erabu-san · 3 months ago
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LOOOOOOK THIS IS ME !!!
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It is zine carrd if you are interested!
Helloooooooo
I don't really how to announce it but
I participate in a sumeru fanzine as artist !!
If you are interest, you can fill this form
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---- that's all for now 👉👈
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kaivenom · 2 months ago
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Hi, I really love your writing about one piece dilfs, it's just so good, since it's Halloween can we get one with fem reader who dresses up as succubus and tries seducing them?
One Piece Dilfs with a reader who dresses up as a Succubus for Halloween and tries to seduce them
Characters: Mihawk, Doflamingo, Crocodile, Smoker,Shanks.
A/N: I hope everyone had a good Halloween, here is the other part of the Halloween themed requests.
Masterlist
Dracule Mihawk
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You dressed up and surprised him on the bedroom.
Before that day you said that since halloween is today and the castle is already always scary, that you could do something more.
He just nodded and let you try.
So when you appeared on the door with that outfit and with a little sexy dance to some old goth song.
He felt excited, really excited... gothic things make him go hard but seeing you in that outfit with that sparkle that you know he will love, he just got crazy.
But he also wanted to see how much will you do.
He wont bend to you so easily.
A little dance, a couple of smirks and go to bed to sit on his lap.
"What is your plan now?" he said, almost smiling to your attempts.
"I was trying to seduce you. I succeded?" he suddently fliped you around, now him being on top.
"Of course, like always, now its my turn."
Donquixote Doflamingo
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I am 90% sure that you both had planned it, like coordinating or something. The only braincell you both had, connected somehow, if its not mentally then its verbally.
So, when you showed up with the costume and him with his horns and red tail, you both were turned on instantly by the other.
But you wanted to make him wait, cause you know that the more time it passes, the more that he will desire you.
So you did, until he saw you getting really close to one person and he went nuts.
He just got so jelaous that the appeared and kicked the person out (with a literal kick) and grabbed you to the throne room.
He left you on the floor and go sitting on his precious throne.
"I am the king of hell and you are a succubus, dont forget who is your king and owner then. Now do your job with the one who will apreciate it and who can punish you if you get difficult."
You smiled, knowing that you get what you wanted and started to approach him.
Sr. Crocodile
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He swore it has to be the first time he choked with a cigarrette.
Your figure, the costume, how it suits you like that and how you entered his office only with a robe just to unpack yourself like the gift you are.
He sat there on his office chair, wishing that no one entered to see you dropping the rope and see you sat on his lap.
He made a sign for you to wait a second and he took the office phone to call the secretary.
"I dont want anybody to enter the office or disturb me, i have important manners." even if he didnt say it out loud, the secretary know what he meant.
You finally sat and took his cigarrette out of his mouth, thing you know it gets him really turned on.
"Why do i get this amazing view?"
"Cause it halloween."
"And you thought this would scare me?" he asked with sarcasm and a laugh.
"I want you to come to the dark side, with me."
"That sounds perfect."
Smoker
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He chocked, he saw heaven, came back and died again.
When you suggested dressing as angel and devil, he tought it was childish, like a teenagers idea.
So he dressed as an angel and you should dress as the devil.
What he didnt expected it's that you dressed up especifically as a succubus and that made him feral.
Embarrased about it but feral.
The breakign point is when you both arrived at marines office, where you met your friends and he met his.
Everyone of his colleagues was congratulating him for making his girlfriend look like a model, like it was his idea.
On the inside, he was really really embarrased cause it wasn't his idea, it was yours, and you are the one who has him wrapped around your finger.
He spent the rest of the night looking at you from the distance, admiring your body and features.
"So, my love, are your damm coworkers stoping of treating me like an object?"
"I am sorry for that." he said while embracing you on a hug, "But you are the object of my desires so... i want us to come back to the house, please." he said with a whine and you couldn't help but let it be, even with the cheers of his colleagues on the background.
Akagami Shanks
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You warned him about this but he laughed saying you dont have the guts.
So, when halloween came and all the crew was partying, you showed up with your outfit.
He saw you from across the room and spilled all the beer he had on his mouth, that was now hanging down to the point of breaking his jaw.
You smiled victoriously at him and went to the dance floor, instantly starting to move your body seductively to the rythm of the music.
He coudln't resist to getting behind you and wrap his arms around your hips.
"I didnt expect you to do this, i would have to keep quiet next time." you laughed and pressed yourself against him more. "I love when you play dirty... maybe i can see your full game back in the ship."
He bit your neck and then your ear and that was the sign to go back and have another type of fun.
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deesseshesca · 1 month ago
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PAC : What flashback is imprinted in your lover's mind ? (18+)
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PILE 1 
You guys are childhood best friends. Maybe your moms knew each other forever or y’all are neighbors. Y’all grew up together … max 5 years age gap. I feel like this person is older than you. The feminine energy you grew beautifully. Is not even about liking you or not … you are very attractive. A lot of friends of your bff try to hit on you some of y’all, your best friend gave the green light. While others … if you are surprised nobody is hitting on you or even acting interested … babe put 2 and 2 together. Nah you are not bad at flirting actually you are very good. Damm you are a triple threat; beautiful, charming and smart … not your bff doing you wrong. 
The flashback. 
For a long time, they kept their distance. Your person has a lot of integrity and they believe in boy and girl friendship. So they put whatever feeling that was coming through to the side. Or brush it off by being to horny at the moment. Not like… you are the only woman available around me and that’s why I am horny. More in the way that: ‘’Ok pile 2 is attractive and my body is having a normal reaction.’’. The flush they felt when you back yourself on their chest. The tingles they feel when you are close to them, your eyes sparkling because you are talking about something that excites you. The yearning for your touch after you give them a hug or you just run your hand on their back or hair. They love embracing you and putting their chin on your head. They are so grateful for y’all closeness and the fact that you’ve been close because they get to share intimate moments with you in front of people without anyone really questioning y’all. Also they don’t know if they can handle never touching you. 
The vision is you organizing some type of party at your house. Could be a summer house where you invited everyone you knew and the invited; invited more people. Chérie d’Amour y’all are popular. Which does not surprise me . Before you look around running away from the title just know there’s nothing wrong with the title. Some people don’t want to realize  that there are some people with amazing social skills, that love to interact with their environment, that live in their authenticity while being extremely charming and attractive. Like y’all not all popular people are mean. Most of the time they are  resourceful  since they always know a person that knows a person. Moving on , it could be you inviting your soul tribe over at your apartment for Friendsgiving or just for the fuck of it. Y’all like hosting and you go all in. You choose a theme  and buy decorations for it. Keep going with your skills and it will not surprise me if your friend asks you to organize their engagement party or baby shower in the future. Anyway they came early … duuuuuh… bff duty. They were cutting some stuff in the kitchen. Before I go deeper, y’all keep teasing him/her by giving that person fuck me eyes, rub their dick/pussy by accident or texting them ungodly things. Some of y’all discuss each other's sexual past and desires. They were only uncomfortable because they soon realized that not only was y’all relationship not a friendship no more but they were now infatuated by you . They then took a cold shower … LOL … They might even pep talk their dick/pussy before dealing with you. Making sure shit doesn't go hard/wet otherwise it will be very embarrassing. That being said you push them on the wall, they are confuse as fuck, asking question but all you do is  giggle with your seductive eye. You went straight to business , you rushed pulling down their zipper or bringing down their panties. If they have a dick, you just wipe out their hard dick. They complain all the time about how wrong this whole thing is and the fact that people may walk in on y’all or maybe that cooking is going to take even more time because you are playing around. Until the last minute, they don’t believe whatever is happening. Blaming it on the vape, alcohol or weed or fucking whatever (even mercury retrograde for some … lol). Until you are inches away from their dick, looking at them with a big smile. Or you are about to enter your finger in their hole asking them for final consent. I heard them (clearly and firmly) say: ‘’ If you do it … there is no stopping after that’’. You go for it. Eyes close because you are not used to giving head. So instead of enjoying their moan or giving them sexy eyes, you pace your breathing and make sure you are moving your head probably to give them maximum pleasure. If they are an owner of a pussy, I see you pumping your finger and looking at them while they have a hand on their mouth trying to keep the moan in. Which makes you laugh even more. They are going to make you take more inches in, this head session is turning into deepthroat. They definitely talk you through it : ‘’ C’mon … you can take it baby girl. That’s it (moan)’’. You are just hoping not to choke on it. If it is a woman, you are taking their hand away and forcing them to be vocal about how good you make them feel.  I don’t know how y’all made your way from the kitchen to the bedroom but I see them thrusting deep and slowly inside of you. Completely focus on you. The whole session is very sensual and loving. They even rambled about how much they dream of time like this. If it is with an owner of a vagina, y’all share a lot of orgasm but you were more the one leading and give them pleasure. I am hearing a lot of ‘’ Love, baby, babygirl, honey’’ and ‘’ Right, yes… you love it, cum for me please baby’’. Then it's close, to y’all wake up next morning  all happy and they  realize the mess that just been achieved. They don’t regret it but now they are realizing they are stuck with you for life because they are officially  in love with you. 
That's a flashback playing on repeat in their head, reminding them that they have to make you theirs. 
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PILE 2 
This is actually your energy and not theirs. You are the one going through flashbacks. Also I am getting a 100% straight vibe from this pile. Don’t matter if you resonate more with feminine or masculine energy, all I see is a penis and a punani. 
You guys are very awkward when it comes to sex. You guys may be neurodivergent and quite high on the spectrum too. It doesn't matter how much you mask, you can't seem to hit it right. A lot of you have a strong sex appeal but when it comes down to it you're clueless. People need to stop thinking that just because someone is sexy that means they are a sex god. Y’all are very curvy and soft, big boobs, luscious butt and slimmer waist but still with a stomach. Maybe even a fupa. Your hair is long and shiny but I think it is just because of genes. You have your mother's face and her lighter color eyes. People always try to drag you in their bed  with your consent. You accept expecting it to be different but you always end up disappointed and the person is extremely pleased but never knows if you actually enjoy it. NEWS FLASH : You did not. You dissociate a lot during sex, y’all may suffer from depression, anxiety or OCD. I see you getting fucked, holding your tits and literally looking at the person on top of you straight in their eye like ‘’Ho is u cool’’. 
Flashback. 
I don’t know how you met that person or even the setting. I see you opening up and telling them how you never orgasm even though you try your best. They decide to help you, I am not getting FWB. You accept gladly thinking ‘’ what’s one more loser going to do to my body count ? ’’. They make you sit on their lap or on the sofa between their legs. They are talking to you through it like a meditation, they are not loving but more so calming. Telling you to close your eyes and let them do the job. Panties on the ground, you were wearing a skirt. Before you knew it, their fingers were playing with your clit and hole. They ask you to keep your eyes, playing with your nipples. You orgasm, you may have gotten really loud and you never felt so much pleasure. Suddenly your voice gets sexy. Is like they woken the sexy goddess sleeping in you, next thing you know,  you are begging them to suck their dick. They are going to refuse, showing you how hard you got them. Before they wipe it out and they ejaculate on you.  The vision stops there. The thing that gets you wet is their dick. You guys still masturbate at the thought of them having their dick in your mouth.
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PILE 3
You guys are in a relationship with that person. You guys' relationship is so goals. A lot of y’all friends look up to y’all relationships. That person may be a non-binary. Is like the collision of 2 different worlds when it comes to y’all aesthetic. You guys are straight but your partner is part of the rainbow community. They may also be into alternative art, music and style. 
The flashback . 
Y’all had sex multiple times before and after that flashback but that one time is like a golden memory for them. You guys were going to a concert of one of their favorite goth or rock bands and you dress up to the T. Y’all were fucking sexy with your makeup, hair (some of y’all even dye your hair a darker or flashy color for the event), body was expose in lowkey trashy way and you were being clingy which boost their ego because every guy around them realize how much game they had bagging a baddie like you. I see y’all having a lot of fun while waiting in line with them and their friends. The concert may have been planned for months because y‘all end up having sex in y’all hotel room.
They didn't even wait for you to get unready, the sec that you walked in they grabbed your hips. I see you trying to scream but their hand comes in your mouth. Before anyone calls the popo, this couple has been having sex and that’s really their dynamic. What fucking surprise me is the fact that I was not expecting this energy coming from them. Like how something so nerdy and awkward is so rough and skillful in the bedroom. It really be the nerdy one … They up your skirt and force themselves in your anus. You guys are playing along with it. I mean duhhhh is y’all dynamic. Is lowkey giving roleplay and bdsm but very lowkey. I hear you say ‘’stop’’ at the same time that shit actually turns you on. They made you orgasm multiple times before dragging you on the bed ( damn y’all are still clothed … I mean your clothes are torn… but anyway chile…). They are now cuddle fucking you and is rough and quick. They are playing with you  like you are a sex doll. The stuff I put myself through to give y’all good content; I heard them saying:’’Yeah, yeah, take it. Take it all like the good girl that you are’’. They love calling you good girl, that’s all I keep hearing over and over. Or maybe it is your assigned position in your sexual dynamic. Some of y’all may even have rules and punishment. Anyway let me get the fuck out the rabit hole. The orgasm was literally an euphoric sensation, they are comparing it to Xnax (they are telling me that this is an inside joke between y’all. You guys never did that drug. Or is an important lyric of a song that y’all share). When they were probably done, you were the one that did the cleaning up because they were extremely overstimulated.  Between the concert, the abundant love they have for you, the demanding sex, everything became too much.  Some of y’all even brought that person flowers because their performance was that good. 
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PILE 4 
This is your co-worker which I don't think shocks you because you only fuck him as a joke. A way to show them how pathetic they really is. To use him and play with him. I think you and this person are always in some sort of competition at work because your views differ a lot. While others are riding for them because of their last name, their attractiveness and even money. You don't give a fuck and say what the fuck is up. Both of y'all are always competing with each other. What I mean by that is an issue was brought up in a meeting and both of y’all came away with a solution. Maybe y’all boss hints that whoever project we are going to take, this person will be the manager of it therefore make the other person their yes man.  Both of you have a big ego so there’s no way. Yes way and they lost. Now I move from this setting to a Halloween party. Also all this doesn't necessarily mean it is corporate related, it could be a college project. When you read a pick a card you take whatever resonates and try to make it work for your situation. 
Flashback. 
I see you daring them to follow you which intrigues them. Maybe you have worn a cat costume. Y’all were dressed up as animals. They walk in and you pushed them on the bed. There is no lighting except for the moon light. You told them while holding their shoulder, by the way, they were wearing a pathetic last minute costume : ‘’ You really fucking thought you would win (their name)''. You take your black heel and push it on their dick and they fucking whimpered and you laughed. They barely spoke during the experience. You rubbed their dick with your heel while mocking them. Your eye, babe for a long time that’s all I could focus on. Before I even shuffle some cards, the way you looked at them is enough to make them bust. You caress their torso, their thighs and suck off their dick while insulting them. They cum, you try to leave but they want more so you let them suck your tits. I am hearing: ‘’ That’s it. That’s all you are good for. You will never be better than me…’’. Y’all really dislike each other even hate each other. We all know hate is passionate love anyways. You suddenly stand up and leave them wanting more. Every time they lay eyes on you they think about that one time.
They almost develop an unhealthy obsession with you. They have stalked you at some point but knew better so they keep their desire to themself. Honestly they hurt themselves (not self harm but I just don’t know how)  not to fall into deep obsession with you. 
Half of yall is just a sexual fantasy that someone around you has regarding you.
If you have never seen that person in a sexual sitting, they are big and needy for you, don't let the facade fool you.  Take a moment to see how their eyes linger on you and how truly amuse they are about the whole feud between y’all.
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nex-has-gender-envy · 5 months ago
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Just a little tender smooch
Sorry for lack of symbrock content, a lot has been happening rn in life (also I've been on that poolverine wave, still kinda am) . But damm I'm so excited for venom 3. I hope they release another tease this month or in next. Im starving .
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not-magdi · 1 year ago
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That damm skiing
Summary: Your skiing trip with Lando takes a slightly different turn 
Word Count: 1k 
Warnings: Nothing bad, some mentions of a ski accident 
A/N
Two in a day, woah I don't know what magical motivation fairy visited me but here we are haha. 
Hope you enjoy reading it, (P.S. I couldn’t find a good photo of him skiing but snow is snow so yeah)
Love you guys Magdi <3
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Lando asked if you wanted to join him on a ski trip last minute. One of his friends couldn't go, so a spot opened for you.
You and Lando haven't been together for that long. So when he asked if you wanted to join, you politely declined, stating you didn't want to intrude on his friend group.
He agreed, even if he wasn't happy with your answer. But after he told you that you could go with them, you couldn't say no to his sweet face and the excitement in his eyes.
That brings you to where you are right now, cuddled up against Lando in a private chat he rented, chatting with Pietra about god knows what.
After you landed, the group made its way to the hotel so you could unpack everything and head to the ski resort as soon as possible.
The room was beautiful, with big windows overlooking the wintery mountain scenery you were in. Lando flopped down on the big fluffy bed as soon as you unlocked the door.
Chuckling, you let your bags fall to the floor and jump on top of him, sprawling out like a starfish.
"Hmpf, baby get off your getting heavy."
Gasping, you sit up, looking at him with an offended expression. "Are you implying that I'm to heavy for your 'overly athletic body' ?!"
Grabbing your waist, he makes you sit on his lap. "What's up with the air quotes? I have an overly athletic body. Look at me!"
He's gesturing all over his body, flexing his biceps in front of your face, and you could've sworn your mouth started to water. But before anything other than 'heavy cuddling' could happen, you heard Max banging his fist on the door that connects your rooms.
"OI, GET YOUR ASSES UP, OR WE'RE GOING WITHOUT YOU!"
Sighing at the same time, you and Lando get up and start to get dressed in your ski clothes.
You spent the whole afternoon skiing or trying to ski (cough, cough, Lando trying to stop cough, cough). Lando's friends were great. They tried to include you as much as possible, which made you feel welcome.
After a quick lunch and some hot drinks, Lando and Max wanted to ski down the more difficult slopes while the rest of you stayed back, not trusting your skills enough to come unharmed out of this.
"BABE COME ON, IT'S NOT AS HARD AS IT LOOKS!"
Lando screamed up to you. He had the crazy idea that it would be fun to ski the most difficult slope, stating it would be 'really fun'.
After some bribing, you finally caved and started to ski down. At first, it was not that bad, you even managed to pick up some speed. But suddenly, you lost control, and the only thing you saw was white.
Lando watched the horrifying scene unfold in front of him, got out of his skis and ran up to you as fast as he could.
"Baby, baby are you ok?!"
Groaning, you turn to look at him as you felt strong pain surge through your right leg. Crying out in pain, you looked at him with a scared look.
"Lando, my leg hurts so much, I think I broke it."
"Okok I'm calling help. I'm right here, baby. Don't worry!"
Your friends started to gather around you, worried about your well-being.
A ski ambulance brought you and Lando down and transferred you to the nearest hospital after your leg didn't stop swelling.
Now, you were lying in a hospital room waiting for the test results of your x-ray. Lando was beside you, feeling immensely guilty for convincing you to ski down there.
"Y/N I'm so incredibly sorry for that."
Tightening your hand around his, you looked at his face. Now, really noticing his guilty expression, and how he wasn't able to look into your eyes.
"Hey baby, look at me. It's true, that wasn't one of your brightest ideas, but I was still the one who skied down there, so it's not your fault."
Thinking for a second, you add," Ok maybe a bit."
Giggling slightly, the two of you cuddled closer together, still waiting to know what was wrong with you.
It turned out that you broke your leg, not bad enough to need surgery but bad enough to need a cast and crutches.
It was late at night when you and Lando arrived at the hotel. Your friends went back a few hours ago, not wanting to have all the fun without you. He wrote hourly updates into the group chat to let them know what was happening.
They all waited for you in the hotel lobby, not wanting to leave you alone. It touched you as Pietra immediately came up to you, asking how you were doing.
After explaining everything, you all decided to call it a night and discuss the rest of your trip tomorrow as sleep started to catch up on all of you.
Lando did everything in his power to make you as comfortable as possible. He built a literal pillow-fort in your bed, helping you into comfy clothes and prompting your leg up to make you as pain-free as possible.
Even after what you told him in the hospital, the guilt was still eating him alive. He felt terrible as your scared face flashed up in his memories again.
Looking to his left, he saw you typing something on your phone, the white cast looking out from under the blanket.
Sitting back, he wrapped his arms around you, nuzzling his head into your hair, breathing in your scent.
"You ok?"
His muffled voice rang to your ears. Looking up at him, you answered his question with a nod and a soft smile.
Cuddling back into his embrace, you felt sleep slowly taking over your body. The last thing you heard was Lando's voice saying, "That damm skiing", before sleep took over completely.
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4ddi3addie2005 · 9 months ago
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HI HELLO IT'S ME AGAIN- I completely underestimated how long a SINGLE comic page takes to make and because of some lil frustrating parts (I'm looking at you perspective) I kinda pushed it to a corner for a while so I've only got 3 done out 12. AND CH4 IS NEAR sooo.... I've only got this to offer in the rising excitement:
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My fav panel :D (out of THREE. I hateeverything/j). It's just supposed to be how I imagined my fav "kicking my feet back and forth" scene from ch3.
I SWEARTHAT I WILL FIND THE MOTIVATION TO FINISH THE 12 PAGES❗❗ I just need to get over that damm PERSPECTIVE and how I can't make the reader just a oval like 'nito-
AAAAAA CEO of In Pixel Haze spotted!! 📸📸📸 (it’s you)
Dude this is sooo good so easy on the eyes!! The way you imagined this scene is so cozyyy I love the colors. Looks warm. (The way it happened in my head was that the two goobers were in the void looking at this big ahh screen like “COMPUTER… fetch me axolotl.jpg” type beat lmaooo but I love to let The People decide what’s going on!! It is a self-insert after all!! That’s also why I didn’t write his reaction to your “sure okay” reply… lowkey was kinda dancing the line between platonic/romantic I didn’t wanna get too cute 🥲 Promise I’m not sacrificing anything 4 that tho aha.)
Okay back to this page… the meat… that axolotl is stunning! She looks the goopiest! Blown away by the detail work 😭😭😭 your shading is incredibleee. And Reader looks MISERABLE /POS /POS <3 Loving how expressive and mobile Kinito is too! Just him swinging his leg up like that the has the whole vibe more energetic and interesting you really know how to draw the Nito!! Like this straight-up looks like professional work.
It is so sweet how you imprinted on this scene!! Also TWELVE PAGES?? Do you realize I’m scratching at my enclosure rn? It’s the same as you told me… no rush at all dude take your time,, you’re gonna KILL that perspective!! It already looks great!!
Tysm your work is always hype and I end up writing sooo much so fast when I see it in my inbox (wrote a huge chunk last night when I saw this we’re at 5000 words ahehe) You BET I’m looking back at it for motivation all tha time!!
All that to say 💕🫡💕🫡💕🫡💕
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pinkyqily · 23 days ago
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WE ARE DESTINED
JJ maybank x Kierra Carrera x reader x rafe cameron
Summary : Kiara and JJ have been having a fling all summer, but things take the worst when Kierra Carrera - Kiara twin sister returns to the obx after leaving. Not only is there trouble in paradise, an estranged love triangle, and a gossip blog running Kildare campus to ruins. Wil Kiara and the rest of the pogues be able to salvage what to come or will Kierra and Kooks be vicious as ever - TWO TRIBES ONE ISLAND
Contains: swearing,mention of smoking and drinking if it's no use of the name or yn.
A/n: here ia the written part hoping the dots are getting connected, rafe is stil not over him and reader being done as we can see man can't get enough of her, what do you guys think of this chapter feedbacks/questions are always welcome.
MASTERLIST - Part 1 - Part 3 - Part 2 - Part 4
Taglist open if you want to get added let me know questions and feedback are always welcomed too.
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Stepping out of the ferry and now being in the outer banks felt weird if i, you may even use that word to describe a place you wouldn't call home.
The smell of salty air fil your lungs and the sounds of waves splashing gave you a familiar deja vu, of the moment you were standing in the same spot about to leave, but this time around, you're back.
Living in the city to you was no stress because not everyone knows everyone, but being back here in this nossy hordie of an island was already raising your skin.
You were to far gone in your head that you hadn't spotted your parents until you heard your mother's voice.
"Don't tell me it been that long and you've forgotten everything around here". Anna said as she made her way to you.
"Nice to see you again, mom, but I did leave after senior year of high school, and now I'm back to complete my senior year of college here." You told her
"Well it very nice to have you back". She said
"So are you two gonna act like I'm totally not here too?". Mike said out loud.
"Omg so sorry dad didn't see you here missed you very much, but where's the car hours of sitting down in a ferry can get exhausting if you don't know".
"Very funny comment". He said
"Both of you now is definitely not the time". Anna said.
"Let's go before everyone soon get to the wreck".
"Mom you're stil on about this welcome back party?". You asked her.
"Well yes as I suppose your grandparents are going to be there before they head back and a lot of people are excited to see you". She said
"I swear if any of Kiara pouges friends are there- the thought of that just gives makes my skin flare". You said.
"You do know your father was also a pouge right,?" She asked you.
"Yes mother I know that but was is a past tense too if you didn't know".
"Aye, watch the way you speak to your mother." Mike said. causing you to just follow Anna, who was leading the way. You were trying to figure out why he would come with her knowing damm well he can't stand you.
The drive back to the house you lived your whole adolescent felt werid, all these sudden memories appearing in your mind just felt some type of way, but the viewing the North Carolina sunset just kept you at calm.
It drive felt so long, yet so short at the same time until you heard Anna call your name.
"Just give me a sec I'll join you guys inside." You told your parents who looked at you expecting you to be all joli.
"Well, don't take long cause you need to get dressed and look representative, can't have you looking like we bearly took care of you. You heard Anna say
Of course, the first thing that comes to her mind is how you look.
"Fine, just get off my case." You told her as you heard the door behind you close.
Finally happy that you were free from your parents' questioning and what not you took time to reflect that You were back, before having to go play the role of the perfect daughter with no flaws.
But of course, your moments of peace came to an end very quickly when your eyes spotted your twin sister and her eyes met yours very much.
Neither of you dared, breaking the silence knowing the poisonous words that came out of your mouth would erupt the already boiling volcano.
Safe to say your welcome party felt so unwelcoming when Kiara pogues friends arrived. You never hated a group of idiots so bad in your life, especially Sarah Cameron she was nothing but a spiting lying backstabbing bitch.
So you weren't really surprised when she switched sides the girl could barely make up her mind when it came to her boyfriends too.
You wear feeling bored after a while, mingling with adults on your night back, which was not exactly on your bucket list. But thank the mess of the island because that's when you saw your people.
Ash came up running to you. If the crowds were paying attention most, they'd probably think she was your sister, not Kiara.
"You don't understand how I missed you." She said
"Well, I'm here now, aren't i." You told her.
"it good to have you back". This time it was topper who said something while holding a beer and some random chick wrapped around his arm.
"Aww tops, did you miss me that much?" You said while mimicking a toddlers voice.
"Stil the same old you". Kelce said
"Shut the fuck up kelce". You told him as it had everyone laughing.
"But he isn't not wrong". You heard a familiar voice say.
"Only you would defend one of yours, and do what pleasure do I own you a visit rafe Alexander cameron huh?". You asked him, knowing that raspy voice from anywhere.
"Oh, I just heard that my favorite girl was back in town and decided to drop by what the harm in that." He said
"Is that what you want me to belive huh cameron?".
"Only time can tell." He said
"If I'll know my retrun would trun you into a poet, I wouldn't have come back."
"And here I thought you loved wise man." He said."You said it yourself, rafe. I love wise men didn't take you for that type. " You told him
"You guys do realize that we're still standing here. Your rendezvous can be done another time, so let's just celebrate the return of this icon, okay? " Ash voice spoke, breaking the hot tension between you and rafe.
"Whatever, I just don't want to be in this place any longer, people are killing me." You said
"Then let's dip and head to the beach." Kelce spoke up.
"For once, I agree with this duch." Ash said.
"Yea, let me just go tell my parents that."
"Also, ash do you have any spare swimsuit? I didn't expect any of this even though it should've been expected?". You asked the girl
"Yep, in the car, but I doubt the top would fit you, I mean, look at those girls." She told you.
"Don't worry, I'll make it work. You guys just wait for me. "You said while laughing at ash's words
As you we're heading to go tell your parents about your change of plans, you felt a pair of cold hands grab yours. Turning around and seeing Kiara.
"What the hell is your problem". You told her
"Oh, nothing, just that you being back and not even speaking to me but when you did it was all some fake bluff for our grandparents."
"Okay Kiara, what do you want me to do about it, I don't want to speak to you is, I don't want to speak to you." You told her.
"Well, guess what? You need to now. Just take a picture with me so our grandparents have something to yawn over. You aren't the only one who needs that inheritance money. " She said, and you had no choice but to comply.
Taking the picture didn't take that long you didn't even bother to see what she captioned it as all that mattered was the by passers who was you guys and was gushing over how they loved your bound as twins.
Only if they knew how much you both hated each other. After talking to your partner about how you were heading to the beach, Kiara came butting into your conversation that if you went, that means she could also go with the pogues. Which left your parents no choice but to agree.
Both Kooks and Pogues left the party and went their separate way on the island.
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lexipoo · 2 months ago
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Just finished rewatching the games Azzi played, damm she fast 😭😂. Girl is sprinting.
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Man I’m so excited to watch azzi play. The last time I’ve consistently watched her games live was her freshman year. It’s been so long 😭
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haerinari · 1 year ago
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ᖗ Best Friends
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— pairing: childhood best friend!ni-ki x reader.
— genre: fluff
— warnings: none
— plot: your best friend since childhood Ni-ki, has been more touchy than usual.
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“How about we go out tomorrow?” Said Ni-ki, he is your best friend since you were little kids.
“That’s sounds amazing” you respond. Tomorrow was Friday, so you had nothing to do. “Where do you wanna go?”
“Maybe we can go eat and buy some clothes, you are dressing horrible this days” he said joking. “Hey! There is nothing wrong with my clothes” you respond. “Just because you have better taste in fashion than me doesn’t mean I don’t dress good”.
“Yeah, whatever” he responded. “I will buy you new clothes tomorrow”
“Really?” You said excited. “Of course, we are going out and you have to look good” he said. “Oh my god that why I love you so much. You are the best friend of all the entire world”
“I know, I know…” he said hugging you. Ni-ki loved to hug you, something about you always make him feel comfortable and safe. Also, sometimes when he hugged you a little too long his stomach felt different, he felt that he was going insane.
You two have been best friends since childhood, you meet on kindergarten and since then you are inseparable. Always playing around, watching movies, playing video games, eating, anything to spend time together. It has been always like that, just happiness and fun.
But now that you both have grown out, Ni-ki started to feel different when he was around you. Sometimes, when you got to close to him, nervousness started to invade his entire body. The way he could see every small detail on your face and smell the perfume that you have always use, made him feel different.
At the beginning Ni-ki just ignored this kind of feelings, telling himself the excuse that he was just feeling humor changes or that he was just growing out and his hormones were betraying him. That was until he took a picture of you one time you two went out and he couldn’t stop looking at it. He noticed that you were actually really pretty.
But the bad side of Ni-ki’s feelings for you was that he knew that you only consider him your friend, your best friend. Even tho, he sometimes tried to make a move on you. Telling you that you looked pretty, occasionally touching your hand, playing with your hair, or just trying to keep you around and be touchy with you.
On your side you did notice this change on your best friend. He was being more touchy than usual, more kind, and even more pretty. Of course that you find Ni-ki pretty, I mean, who would not. You liked how he was behaving with you this last months. You really enjoy his company, you enjoy being with him.
Maybe you like Ni-ki, maybe. But even if you fully did, what would happen with your friendship with him? Would you ruin it? Would it make it 100 times better? Would it make it 100 worst? You didn’t know the answer to that, that’s why you decided to keep this feelings to yourself and let the time take them.
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It was around 4:30 pm on the afternoon and you and Ni-ki had been together almost all day long.
As he promised he did buy you new clothes, and damm, they were really pretty. But your favorite thing that he bought for you was two matching t-shirts that you can use together and two bracelets that had your initials with a heart in between.
Right now you were walking thru one of your favorite spots to hang out with your best friend. It was a little place that was all surrounded by flowers, but what you liked the most was the view of the sunset that can be seen from there.
You really enjoy watching sunsets, they had something that it was so magical and special for you. You were so lost on your thoughts that didn’t even notice when Ni-ki left to search something for you.
“Hey” he simply said while giving you a bunch of beautiful flowers that he took from the grass.
“Wow Ni-ki, they are beautiful thank you so much” you said giving him a kiss no on the cheek, he immediately felt his heart beat faster. “Sit here with me, let’s watch the sunset” you said with a smile. “Okay”
There was such a special connection between you two in that moment. You both sat on the grass, admiring the beautiful view the sky was giving. Few minutes later Ni-ki put his arm around your shoulder, embracing you with his touch. You put your head on his shoulder, your heart beating 100 times faster just by having him this close.
“Y/N” he called. “Hmm?” You simply respond. “I need to tell you something”
You leave your position, now sitting in front of Ni-ki face to face.
“What is it?” You asked curiously.
“You know, I really love you very much. I love spending time with you and hanging out every day. You have been there for me every time I needed you and I really appreciate that. You are the most wonderful and beauty girl I have ever met, and I really like you. Y/N I really, really like you since a lot but I didn’t tell you anything because I was scared. I was really scared that you would reject me and that our friendship will be ov-“
You couldn’t resist any more. Before he could finish the sentence you took his face softly in your hand and gave him a kiss. His soft lips around yours, one of his hands now on your cheek, it was the moment that you both waited for so long.
“I really like you too, Ni-ki. But I was also very scared to tell you because I thought it would ruin our friendship, now that doesn’t matter any more. Honestly, I’ve like you since a long time ago, I was just trying to hide my feeling. Ni-ki, you’re the most wonderful boy in this world, I really like you to.” You said, your heart was going crazy.
“Oh my god yes! I’m so glad” he said while resting his back on the grass. “Why?” You said laughing. “I thought you didn’t like me back. Did you know how hard was for me to take the courage and tell you this” he said laughing with you. “Well, now you now I do” you said resting with him as well.
Everything was perfect, the orange and pink color of the sky, you and ni-ki together. You turned your body to face ni-ki’s and put one of your arm around him, giving him a hug. Him giving you a kiss on your head while playing with your hair, he was very happy that you were with him now.
“Are we together now?” He asked with curiosity. “I don’t know, you tell me” you said joking. “I will take you on a date tomorrow, an official date. And I want you to use the matching shirts I bought for us, we are going to look so pretty like that… I mean you’re going to look way more pretty like that, because you are super beautiful now”
The way his words reached your heart make you smile like a fool.
“I love you” you said looking him on the eyes.
“I love you 1000 times more” he said giving you a soft kiss.
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bigball-thefrog · 3 months ago
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Hunters Prey:Slasher Rob Lucci X Reader Pt3_The Final
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Pt1 Pt2
Warnings/Tags:
I never said this before but I should've, I am not romanticizing this type of dynamic. I'm just a big slasher fan and though Lucci fit the idea of being a slasher. I know it says X Reader but I didn't know how to put it really. So please don't think I am romanticizing this type of unhealthy relationship between Rob Lucci and the reader
Tbh it's more of a Paulie X reader
Being held captive
Physical torture
Reader is losing their sanity
Reader is chained up in a dark basement
Threats of violence and murder
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Reader POV
It had been weeks I think, since. Lucci had taken me and kept me locked in his basement. Everyday was the same, I was chained up while he went to work, then when he got back it was playtime... It would literally be like a cat and it's toy, scratched, bitten, I was nothing more than his toy. When he was finished he'd give me some cotton and antiseptic and watched as I cleaned myself since it would cause more pain, then he'd give me food and water before chaining me up again and leaving me to rot while he was at work.
I was close to breaking, to snapping and begging to be set free which is what he wanted, but I still tried to resist. I tried to be patient and stayed strong, hoping and waiting for a miracle to happen.
Lucci POV
I was getting ready to leave the shipyard, wiping myself with a towel as Hattori preens my beard. Thankfully Iceberg had accepted the fake vacation request from my little play toy so I still wasn't suspicious, but I'm running out of time to make them submit to being silent, I need to think of a way to make them submit to my demand, it would be such a shame to kill them, I knew they were well liked and it would only draw more suspicion to me. Maybe I shouldn't just use my claws, maybe I need to start baring my fangs a little to make them submit.. "Oi Lucci!" I turned around and watched as Paulie walked towards me, "Still no message from them?" He asked, referring to my toy. I shook my head no and he scoffed, "No message, no updates... They just sent an email asking for a vacation then disappeared... It's so strange of them. Dammit, I just hope they haven't been found by that leopard jackass.." I nodded along to what he was saying, feigning concern for our coworker and holding back a laugh, knowing that I was the killer he was talking about.
Paulie looked at me with a slight scowl. I signed mat him, asking him what was wrong and his scowl depend, "What's with that smirk on your face?", shit. I quickly came up with a response and signed, "Excited for evening plans with someone" Paulie scoffed, "What plans? And with who??" "A date, with a girl" Paulie scoffed, "You? A date with a girl? What are you really doing Lucci, you've been acting stranger than usual since they left for their vacation, you've been the first one to leave work, you've been going out for drinks less, lately. Something is up with you and I'm starting to think you may have some involvement with this leopard person!" Paulie accused at me when thankfully Kaku, our other co-worker came up to calm us down, "Woah woah hey! Calm down Paulie! I wouldn't be so surprised is Lucci had a date, he did win the survey of the hottest member in Galley-La" Kaku teased, knowing how salty everyone was after that survey. "Fine, maybe it's not impossible he got a date... But I'm keeping my eye on you Lucci!" Paulie grunted and left, Kaku gave me a wink before also leaving. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and clenched my hands into a fist. That damm Paulie, he's gonna be next if he doesn't keep his nose out my business... Now I should probably get going, I don't want to keep my toy waiting~
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Reader POV
Light began to leak into the basement as a shadowy figure started to descend the stairs, Lucci was home... There was a small clink sound as Lucci pulled on the lights string, causing a small light to illuminate the room, Lucci's sinister smile being the first thing I see, "Hello my dear, have you finally accepted my offer?~" he knelt down and took my chin in his hand, making me look up at him. "Like hell I'd agree to keep this secret! I'll get out and I'll expose you as the evil piece of shit you are!" I spat back at him, his smile disappeared and he frowned gripped my chin tighter, "Then you'll sit in my basement and rot.." He let go of me and got up and walked to the back of the basement, "And, people already think you've run away from town because of the serial killer running around town~ So if you don't accept, then you'll be my toy until you die."
I shivered at that thought but kept strong. He grabbed the key to my chains and his clawed gloves and walked back over to me. He unlocked the chains and put his gloves on and dug the claws into my wrists and pulled me towards him, "I'm not trying hard enough to get you submitting to me." He opened his mouth and picked his teeth, "Did you know that human bites are some of the most dangerous? Certain germs in the human mouth can cause an infection, so if I were to just bite down and draw your blood, you'd be risk of an infection. That would be bad in your situation, wouldn't it? A dark cold basement, me being the one to provide you with medical supplies, I could just easily take that away from you, know?~" I froze up at his words, this sick freak was threatening me with a slow and painful death!, "Please... No..." I started to tremble and beg, "Then submit to me..." He sunk his claws deeper into my wrists, I used my last bit of fire to talk back, "Never!" he growled and placed his face next to my head and whispered, "Then it's time for the cat to bare his fangs..." He suddenly sunk his teeth into my shoulder and began biting down with no intention of letting go. I screamed, screamed and tried to get him off, but he just sinks his claws deeper into my wrists and pushed me up against the wall. I felt his teeth finally pierce my skin and I screamed louder. His tongue lazily ran along the pierced skin, licking up my blood, removing his mouth from my shoulder and whispering in my ear, "What a rich taste~ I might have to do this to you more often~" he then sunk his teeth into my other shoulder, attempting to make more puncture wounds, when suddenly a noise made him stop biting and cover my mouth with his hands.
Lucci POV
There was a sudden knock at the door that made me stop and cover their mouth. There was that knock again and I grunted. I turned back to my toy and whispered to them and whispered to them, "If you make any noise I will kill whoever this is in front of you and make you sit with the rotting corpse, okay??" they shakily nodded and I let go of them. They didn't scream after so I just quickly chained them back up and took my gloves off before leaving the basement. After wiping the blood off my mouth and Hattori flying onto my shoulder I opened the door. Dammit, it was Paulie... "What can I do you for Paulie? I was just about to get ready for my date" I signed and he just stepped inside, "Yeah I just came to talk more about this whole leopard and our friend disappearing, i feel as though it's connected.." "How would it be related?" I signed to him. "Well you see, whenever they go on vacation they ask someone to water their plants for them while they're away. I asked everyone I know that's in their social circle, and none of them were asked to do so... "That's because they asked me to water their plants" I signed back, "Well, I went to go check and." Paulie pulls out a key to their house, "Both their main key and spare key was left in their house, plants dead... There were some signs of a potential break in from the back door, they must've been kidnapped, and I think I know who..." As he says that he pulls out a white feather. I glance at Hattori cleaning himself before looking back at Paulie, "You really think it was me? They're my friend too Paulie." "Then why was one of Hattori's feathers there? I've lived in this place my whole life and I've never seen a pure white pigeon except yours. And, the leopard only appeared about a few months after you arrived here, which I looked into your history and you've moved a lot. Specifically every five years, it's almost been five years since you moved here, and each previous town has reports of a mysterious killer that's disappeared after five years..." "That's just a coincidence, and I wasn't planning on leaving soon, you're just over thinking everything."
Paulie POV
I was about to give up on trying to frame him until there was a thud that came from the basement, Lucci went pale and I knew i had figured him out. I rushed past him and got to the basement door but he still managed to block it. "You can't go in there Paulie" Lucci signed to me. "Why not? Why won't you let me go in? What the hell are you hiding Lucci?!" Lucci's mouth widened into a sinister grin that made my blood run cold, then he opened his mouth and for the first time in five years, he started to speak, "Because If you go down there I'll have to make another mess and spend all night cleaning my basement~"
"Shit, I knew you were-" Lucci suddenly cut me off by tackling me to the ground and began choking me. I grabbed the lighter in my pocket and set fire to his shirt. He quickly got off me and put out the fire on his shirt, I managed to get up and hit him right in the jaw. He fell to the ground and let out a low growl, I ran to grab something that I could use as a weapon meanwhile Lucci got up and grabbed something else. As I kept searching, Lucci came up behind me and now he had his clawed glove on and tried to slah me in the back, but I managed to grab a couch cushion and shield myself. Lucci geowled again at his claws getting stuck and I used that to my advantage by shoving him back to the ground. The best thing I could do right now was run, so I just turned around and ran towards the front door, as I grabbed and twisted the doorknob, Lucci grabbed me by my shoulder, pulled me back to face him, and bit down on my neck so I couldn't breathe. He pushed me against the wall and grabbed my wrists so I couldn't struggle and resist as he chocked me to death. Just as my eyes were about to close, the door burst open and the sounds of guns cocking surrounded us, the police really know how to take their damm time to do their job. "Rob Lucci, let go of the man, put your hands behind your back and get on your knees and stay still while we search your house." Lucci growled but complied, he knew he was outnumbered, and that he had been caught.
Reader POV
I heard a lot of commotion from upstairs and just kept quiet, after hearing lots of footsteps and people talking, the door to the basement door opened and a bright light filled hue room, I covered my eyes from the brightness and heard more footsteps, then finally someone spoke, "CHIEF, WE FOUND THEM!" The person called out, I tried to open my eyes and look at what was happening but it was still too bright to see who was in front of me. I eventually felt the chains restraining me fall to the floor and I felt a sense of relief, a pair of arms wrapped around me and I as lifted up and carried out the basement, the light outside hit me hard but thankfully I was used to the light and could see what was happening, there were police, reporters, an ambulance, my friend Paulie was close to the ambulance being checked out and most importantly, Lucci was in handcuffs. Seeing the scenario I let out a breath of relief, I was finally free from Lucci.
I was placed down on the gurney in the ambulance, and sat shaking as the the medical team looked over my injuries and asked me questions. Eventually Paulie came over and sat next to me, he carefully took my hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. "I'm glad you're okay, I don't want to imagine what you've been through, but it's over now. You don't have to worry about him anymore." I squeezed his hand back and my body finally began to relax after so long. Then finally, Lucci was being escorted out of the house and towards the police car. Before he got in the car he looked back at me and smiled, "Don't think this is the last you've seen of me. You've watched plenty of horror movies to know that there's always a sequel~" his words made my body tense again, he was shoved into the police car and taken away, but his words still stuck with me, Lucci wasn't stupid, he always had some sort of ace up his sleeve, he had something planned and no matter how much all the medics, police or even Paulie reassured me, I knew that Lucci would be back again...
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Oh boy, another end to another one of my mini, fic series. Hey yall I know it's been a damm long while, longer than I promised but despite finishing my exams, I still had a lot of school stuff to do. And now next week Monday I'm starting my end of the year finals and will have my phone taken away for most of this time. I've come to at least end a another mini fic series and to just update those that read my work. But thankfully, these are my last exams and if I pass, I'll be graduating this year and won't have to worry a out school or exams ever again!!! So please, enjoy the end of the Slasher Rob Lucci and I'll see you when I see you.
Kelly🐸
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itsmebytch001 · 1 year ago
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hi!! i love your fics 💞
i was wondering if you could made a yandere platonic morales family fic with a reader who's been sneaking out to go on dates?
(of course you don't have to make this if you don't want to)
(Yas 100%)
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Late Friday afternoon you looked over yourself in the mirror tucked away in your room. You were proud of your look and especially proud of youre makeup, you looked good and were excited for your date with Helia he was tall, broad and sweet, and said he would pay!
You packed your bag, juts with a phone, keys, perfume and emergency charger and headed for your front door, rushing past your Dad Aaron, and your cousin Miles.
Aaron: "Ay, where you going?"
Y/n: "On a date?"
Miles: "With who?"
Y/n: "Helia, I told you"
Aaron: "I don't remember you telling me"
Y/n: "I'm certain I did" And you had, like 3 times. You showed him a picture of him, gave him Helia's number and told him where you were going and he had said yes.
Aaron: "Why you dressed like that?"
Y/n: "Its a date?"
Miles: "have I met him?"
Y/n: "No I don't think so"
Aaron: "have I met him?"
Y/n: "No but I gave you his number, and showed you pictures!"
Both Miles and Aaron raised a brow at you.
Aaron: "You can't go out with a boy I haven't met in a dress like that"
Y/n: "Are you serious ?"
Aaron: "Do I not sound serious?"
Y/n: "it is a long length body con!" You gestured to your covered legs
Miles: "How do you know he won't try something?"
Y/n: "baecuse he's not like that, he's nice"
Miles: "uh huh" He said, rasing an eye brow/
Aaron: "I don't remember buying you that dress"
Y/n: "Yeah you didn't, I did"
Aaron: "And with who's money?"
Y/n: "My money?"
Aaron: "Why you wasting your money on clothes? You already have to many"
Y/n: "I'm 17, Dad. Clothes is what you buy when you have cash"
Miles: "Where you getting money from?" He asked susbiusly as if maybe you were stealing.
Y/n: "My weekend job? The one you pick me up from beacuse your so damm paranoid!"
Miles: "I don't see anything wrong with wanting you to be safe"
Y/n: "Miles, my coworkers think youre a stalker"
Miles: "Did you tell them I'm your cousin?"
Y/n: "Yeah, that just made it worse"
Aaron: "maybe Mile's could come with you on your little date"
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Y/n: "Are you serious?"
Miles: "Yeah why not?"
Y/n: "Miles, It Is A DATE, I can't have my cousin just hanging round!"
Miles: "I could vet him out, make sure he's safe"
Y/n: "Miles, not every man on the earth wants to hurt me"
Miles: "yeah but they might"
Y/n: "Helia is a good guy, I know him through Flora, he's like a passafist of something"
Aaron: "or something?"
Miles: "So you don't actually know him?"
Aaron: "ummmhmm" He hummed in agreement.
Y/n: "He's friends with Flora, you really think Flora is the type to hang out with bad men? Ive' hanged out with him before with others, Ive slept over with him at Floras house and he's never tried anythin-"
Aaron: "You sleeping at other's peoples houses behind my back?"
Y/n: "No, Its not like that, you knew where I was!"
Miles: "what do you mean you slept over with him?"
Aaron: "I didn't know there were boys over though, did I?"
Y/n: "Nothing bad! Just he'd sleep in the same room and never tried anything!"
Miles: "I still think maybe I should go aswell"
Aaron: "I agree"
Y/n: "Miles' why can't you just be a normal cousin?"
Miles: "If you act right maybe I'll consider it"
Y/n: "So you agree it's weird? That you follow me, stalk my friends, my work and socials like a mad man"
Aaron: "Y/n that's your cousin, he's just trying to look out for you"
Y/n: "And it's not even just him anymore! Auntie Rio is obsessed with my sex life, that I don't even have by the way, always trying to scare me, giving me condoms I DONT NEED or trying to dress me, going through my wardrope and throwing out clothes she dosen't like!! like a normal auntie, right?"
Aaron: "Calm down Y/n"
Y/n: "And Uncle Jeff, sending him, a POLICE OFFIECER to run after me when I'm not even doing anything wrong, searching my fucking bag an-"
Aaron: "Enough!"
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Aaron rose form the couch, your father looming over you.
Aaron: "Get to you room"
Y/n: "No, I'm going out"
Now Aaron, or Miles wasn't above physically stopping you, but they wanted to see your resolve.
Aaron: "If you leave now, you won't be welcome back in"
Y/n: "what?"
Aaron: "Go on and stay at one of your little friends houses"
Miles: "Or this Helia guy"
...
Y/n: "Okay"
Aaron: "I'm serious Y/n"
and with out saying another word, you simply left. And once the door shut behind you, Aaron was genuinley stunnded.
Miles: "Oh my god she left"
Aaron inhaled slowley, before sitting back down on the couch and inviting Miles to do the same.
Miles: "Should...Should I go after her?"
Aaron: "nah man, let her do her thing"
Hours since then had passed, at at this point Aaron assumed that you would come back, apologise, have your phone and laptop taken away and not allowed to leave the house for a few days, but you hadn't.
It was now 23:33 And Aaron was begging to freak, pacing back on fourth calling you over and over to no avail, while Miles eletred the family chat.
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Unknown to you, Miles actually had a Notes page dedicated too the names, birthdays and addresses of all your main friends.
Musa Harada, sep 11th 2005, Malcoms Road 119th street.
Tecna Petrov, Sep 17th 2005, Opens Road, 100th street.
Ayesha Layla Andros, August 9th,2005 Greenway road, 88th street.
Flora James Rosie Hernandez, Oct 9th,2005, Red Reid Road, 33rd street.
Stella Marks Solaria, July 8th, 2005, Solarian Estate, Celetail's field.
Bloom Smith Jamie, September 11th 2005, Red Reid Road, 33rd street.
You know, normal cousin things.
Meanwhile, you and Helia were having a picnic date, he had prepared a lovley spread of tiny sandwhiches and fruit, along with a bottle of wine, was it underage drinking? yes but really who cared. Certainley no one in this park.
Helia: "You look really nice by the way"
Y/n: "Thank you, you too but i'm sorry in late, My dad had a thing"
Helia: "Oh, Is everything okay?"
Y/n: "Oh yeah, totally!"
It's 1000% not. Once this date ends, what are you going to do, where are you going to go? You half exepected your stuff to be in boxes once you got back, and the front door locked, and if he did let you in, he would take your phone, your laptop, your sketch books, have your Auntie Rio go through your wardrobe to throw away all your nice clothing, put bars on your windows put a outdoor outside lock on your door and whenever you would be allowed outside, it would only ever be with Miles, leaning over you, following you round shops and choosing wether if you stopped to talk to friends.
So you began to ponder the idea of staying at a friends house for a few days, though that may just make it worse for a few days, avoiding your family for days at a time would only make them more upest.
Who would you stay at? Musa's home wasn't really safe, Ayesha's Mom wouldn't let you stay, Flora's house was ran by her loud annoying siblings that she hated, but maybe you could stay with Tecna? Her parents were nice and they had a guest bedroom.
Meanwhile, Jeff was driving over to Flora's house, and once he finally pulled up outside, he knocked on her front door to be greeted by her Mom.
Mrs Hernandez: "Oh! Hello officer, How can I help?"
He huffed in the hallway, consuming the doorway.
Jeff: "Hello Mrs Hernandez, I was wonder if your daughter, Flora was here?"
Mrs Hernandez: "FLORA, THRES A MAN HERE TO SEE YOU" She basically screamed into the house, drawing her down the stairs case to see Mr Morales.
They didn't know each other well, but initanlly the Morales side liked her as she was the only one of your friends that spoke Spanish, butt Flora knew why Mr Morales was here, posing all normal like a normal officer.
Flora: "Hey...Mr Morales"
Mrs Hernandez: "You know this man?" She whispred to her daughter.
Flora: "it's Y/n uncle"
Mrs Hernandez: "Oh..."
Jeff gestured for Flora to follow him into the living room which he welcomed himself into, sitting down on the blue crush velvet sofa, Flora sat infront of him.
Jeff: "So, Flora..."
Flora: "Yeah..?"
Jeff: "Have you heard about Y/n?"
Flora: "Uhhh, nooo?" She knew what this was, she had heard the storys of your cousin breaking into Blooms house to drag you out late into the night, or your Uncle putting out APB's just for you, or your Dad simply not letting you out the house a few days at a time.
Jeff: "She's had another break down, and ran out the house...with a boy"
Flora: "oh..." She also knew that whenever your family would band together to find you, they would tell friends you were 'having a break down' or a 'crisis of mental health'.
Flora: "I'm sorry but is this police, or you?"
Jeff: "Excuse me?"
Flora: "Are the police, or are you looking for Y/n?"
Jeff: "Listen Flora, I don't want to create problems for you or your family" He said, leaning over the table between them.
Jeff: "But I just wont to know where she's off too...with this boy Helia"
...
...
Now Flora didn't want to rat you out, but she also didn't want problems with your family...
Flora: "Helia is a good guy Mr Morales"
...
Jeff: "We just want to know she's safe Flora"
Flora: "He said he'd take her to the east park"
Just as she said, Jeff sweeped out the house and simply left .
getting in his crusier, he drove off to the east park to go on walk about for you, he thought about what he would say to you once he got you back in cruiser, lecturing you, maybe even the boy, Helia too in order scare him off.
Whilts he was driving in the direction of East, you were ringing Tecna.
Tecna
ring
ring
Tecna: "hey"
Y/n: "Hey, its me, do you mind if I come over for a few nights?"
Tecna: "Can I ask why?"
Y/n: "My Dad's back on his bullhshit"
Tecna: "Ah, I see"
Y/n: "So, do you mind if I come over?"
Tecna: "I'm sorry I'm not at home right, but I'll be back tmorrow, you can come them I'm sure"
Y/n: "Ah, okay I understand"
Tecna: "I'm sorry"
Y/n: "Don't worry about it"
You hang up, what are you going to do for tonight? You can't go back, you'll he hulled to your room and trapped there if you do.
Helia: "Is everything okay?"
Y/n: "Not really, I'm a bit stuck"
Helia: "What do you mean?"
Y/n: "I can't go home tonight, I need somewhere to stay"
Helia: "What's wrong with home?"
Y/n: "My Dad's got problems, I don't really know"
Helia put his hand's round your waist.
Helia: "You could stay with me for the night?"
...
Y/n: "Sure"
So you And Helia began to walk out the park, on the way to his house while across the park, your Uncle Jeff was scoping the area, he called Miles:
ring
ring
Miles: "hey, You good?"
Jeff: "Come round The East Park, She's round here"
Miles: "M'kay, coming"
And so Miles entered The East Park from the exit, that unfortunaltley you and Helia were heading for concurrently.
Meanwhile Your Dad, Aaron was pondering on the couch what to do with you once your brought home, while Rio was making Coffee in his kitchen.
Rio: "I keep telling you Aaron, Y/n may be a clever girl but she need's more supervision, I mean she go's out the house for days at a time to sleepovers, or sneeks out for parties and come back the next day hang over!"
Aaron: "Yeah I know but...What else Can I do to watch her? Like I already go through her phone every few days or so, and her laptop but she's real sneeking now, I look under her bed, through her closet just to find nothing"
Rio: "She's just hiding it from you...I used to be a teenage girl, let me see?"
Aaron: "Be my guest" He gestured to your room, Rio swiftly entered your room, leaving the door open as she began to rummage through your stuff, after about twenty minutes she had found a diary, a bear full of cash and a book full of phone numbers.
Aaron: "oh..."
Rio: "Hasn't been that long since I was young"
Aaron: "Why the bear full of cash?"
Rio: "Probablly emergncy money for what ever she's doing when she runs out"
Aaron: "uh huh"
Rio: "You need to do something about that door"
Aaron: "what do you mean?"
Rio: "Like, maybe take it off the hinges for a few months, show her your in charge"
Aaron: "Bit much"
Rio: "No! She's sneaking out, seeing boys, drinking! You must stop this while you can!"
Maybe she was right, Aaron thought.
So he went to collect his tool kit, where he began to unscrew the door from its hinges one by one, leaving it bare.
Whilts you and Helia where beginning to approach the exit gate, you saw someone familiar in the distance, looking down at his phone while walking in your direction, not noticing you...Its Miles.
Oh shit
You grab onto Helias arm.
Y/n: "How about we go on a de tour?" You giggle nerveoulsy, pulling him out into the bushes.
Helia: "hehe, is everything okay?"
Y/n: "Oh yeah! Just want to see more of the trees" What a batter way of saying 'my family is mad and are hunting me!'
Helia: "...okay?"
And so you and Helia, poor Helia who didn't understand what the hell was happening began to walk back deep into the wooded area of the woods.
Miles called his Dad.
calling Dad.
ring
ring
Jeff: "Hey"
Miles: "Hey, I'm entering the park, where are you?"
Jeff: "Near the fountain, Its where most the teens hang out"
Miles:" okay, So I'll-"
Jeff: "Wait, wait hold on"
Miles: "Okay?"
Jeff had stoptted you, just for a second walking through the bushes, with a guy, tall lanky fellow with long black hair, following you.
Jeff: " I think I see them"
Miles: "Y/n?"
Jeff: "Yeah...with the guy"
Miles: "Near the fountain?"
Jeff: "Yeah...in the bushes"
Miles: "I'll be right there"
Miles said hanging up, and sprinting off into the wooded area inorder to find you.
And in the distance, he saw you in that black dress you left in, and you heard him coming, you heard his footsteps, you saw him rushing over.
Miles: "AY, Y/n!!"
Fuck Fuck Fuck
you turned to Helia.
Y/n: "Start running"
Helia: "What?"
Y/n: "Run!"
You screamed begging to take off into a sprit, not getting all that far in that damm dress, as Helia was already so far ahead of you, looking back at you trying to get you to keep up and you heard the yelling again,
Miles: "Y/N!!"
Up ahead, you heard another yell, It was Helia, having been grabbed by your Uncle, Jeff taking him down.
You felt Miles hand grab your forearm while running and pull your back into him.
Miles: "Gotcha"
Y/n: "get the hell off me!"
Miles: " Calm down, we got you"
Y/n: "GET OFF ME" You screamed as you struggled against his grip, you knew he was spiderman, you knew his strengh was something you couldn't quite shrug off.
Jeff was holding Helia by his forearm, tightly, Helia, clearly not knowing what the hell was happening began to hyperventilate.
Jeff walked Helia to you and Miles, where he looked down on you being held tight by Miles, again trapped by your family, Jeff leant over you and whispred over to Miles.
Jeff: "I'll take Y/n home, you talk to this Helai guy, M'kay?"
Miles: "Okay"
And So Miles let go of you, only for you to be immdedialy grabbed by your Uncle Jeff whom began to pull you out the park, now it was just Helia, and Miles.
...
...
Helia: "Do I know you?"
Miles: "How do you know my cousin Y/n?"
Helia: "Oh...She's your cousin I see"
Miles: "I asked you a question"
Helia: "uhhh, I'm sorry but what the fuck is happening?"
Miles: "Are you fucking deaf or something? I asked you a question, how do you know My cousin?"
Helia: "I know her through Flora, jeez"
Miles: "And How do you know Flora?"
Helia: "Uh, I know her through a class I took"
Miles: "Uh huh"
Miles approched Helia slowly.
Miles: "Listen man, I can't have you hanging round my cousin like that, m'kay?"
Helia: "I don't understa-"
Miles: "Listen, just stay the fuck away from her before I take you out, you understand?"
Helia: "...Okay"
Miles nodded at him, and simply walked off out the woods.
Meanwhile, Your Uncle Jeff was shuffling you out the park and into the police cruiser.
With Miles short behind, he followed you into the car, sitting next to you in the back with Jeff in the front, boxing you in the car.
Jeff: "Care to explain yourself?"
Y/n: "Not really, no"
Miles: "Are you serious?"
Y/n: "Did you hurt him?"
Miles: "What?"
Y/n: "Did you hurt Helia?"
Miles: "No, just gave him some words of encourment"
Y/n: "oh my fukci-"
Jeff: "Don't swear in my car"
Y/n: "Then let me out the car!"
Jeff: " Y/n, all Iv'e done today, all Miles has done today was run around trying to find you"
Y/n: "I didn't ask you too!"
Jeff: "Let me finish, We bend over backwards trying to find you when you go running round town, doing God knows what and all you do once we find you is give us flac"
Y/n:" Yeah, beacuse it's weird! You, a grown man and your son go hunting for me whenever I do anything"
Jeff: "We are trying to protect you Y/n"
Y/n: " From WHAT?"
Miles: "Y/n, You don't understand what goes through a man's head"
Jeff: "Exactly"
Y/n: "That sounds like a self report to me"
Miles: "Excuse me?"
Y/n: "You heard what I said"
About a half hour later, you pulled up outside your building where you were basically carried up to your apartment, when the door opened revelaing your Auntie Rio, and your Dad Aaron waiting for you on the couch, while your Uncle and Miles stood behind you, creating a human wall for you to get past.
Aaron: "I see you came to your sense's"
Y/n: "Not really, I was brought back here, by your Brother and his Son, again"
Rio: "Don't be rude Y/n, your just digging yourself a bigger whole"
You see your stuff laying on the table, your cash teddy, Your diary and your phone book.
Miles flicked through it, looking confused.
Miles: "Why do you have a phone book?"
Y/n: "In case Aaron takes my phone, I can call people since no one remembers phone numbers"
The room fell quite.
Aaron: "...Aaron?"
Y/n: "...is that not your name?"
You saw the colour in Miles face drain out. Rio and stood and stepped to you.
Rio: "How DARE you! GET TO YOUR ROOM!" She pointed to your doorless area of 'privacy'
Y/n: "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPNED TO MY DOOR?!"
Aaron: "I think you mean my door, beacuse this is my house, and you are my daughter and until you start acting right I'll be keeping my door out the frame"
Y/n: "There is a rectangluar whole in the door!"
Rio: "GO TO YOUR ROOM YOUNG LADY"
And as you sulked over to your room, you went to slam the door,Only to remeber, it was gone, you looked back at your family staring you down as you turned the corner.
Rio: "Adios mio that girl"
GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS NOOOOOOOW
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hopefulromances · 1 year ago
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can you do “You are my home.” with jamie and female reader please?
When Jamie came home from Amsterdam, he felt different. He felt lighter. Like he had been given a shot of happiness while he was across the way. Which was odd given how badly they'd lost in the friendly match.
But he woke up more energized, he came home more energized, he was excited to see the next day again. You ran around the house, decorating and setting up your surprise for him. He'd told you about getting called up to the English international team just that morning, telling you he didn't want to make a big deal about it. But knowing him he was actually very excited about it.
You heard the key in the lock and ran over to grab your kazoo. Who didn't love a party kazoo.
"(Y/N)? 'm home!" Jamie called as he opened the door.
"In here, babe!" You called back, trying to hide the excitement in your voice.
"Look, (Y/N), today was fuckin' mental," Jamie started as he began walking towards the kitchen. "Dany went totally crazy on Van Damme, like Led Tasso type-"
"SURPRISE!" You shouted as he walked in.
You jumped up and blew your kazoo, showing off the cake and big sign that said "GO ENGLAND" on it.
"Woah!" Jamie's eyes widened as he took it all in. "What's all this!"
You ran up and threw your hands around Jamie's neck. "I am so fucking proud of you is what this is!" You kissed him. "And you deserve to celebrate and be happy about it." You kissed him, again.
Jamie caught you in his arms and hummed into the kiss.
"Well, if this is how we celebrate then I'm all in," he murmured against your lips. He stared down at you, rocking back and forth slightly. Then he opened his mouth hesitantly. "You should... you should come with me."
Huh. That was an odd request. You and Jamie had been keeping things private between the two of you. Hadn't gone out in public together, hadn't posted on social media, you hadn't even gone to games, lest someone put two and two together. So, Jamie asking you to come with him was certainly odd.
You pulled away, slighly, keeping your arms around him loosely.
"A-are you sure?" You didn't want to push him. You didn't want him to regret being with you when people started saying he deserved better. Which he did.
"Course I'm sure." He nodded, pullng you back towards him. "You're my home. You're my person. You're... you're everything to me and I want everyone to know."
You were caught off guard by how sincere he was. Usually he struggled to say exactly how he felt. But recently, he'd been a lot more eloquent. You were so goddamn freaking proud of him.
You pulled him down to slam your lips against his. Passionate as sin and as heated as the first time you'd kissed him. Jamie pulled back faster than your expected.
"Is that a yes?"
"Yes, you idiot."
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deesseshesca · 3 months ago
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PAC : How to express your sexual self ? (18+)
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PILE 1 
2 cups (reverse), 3 swords (reverse), 3 pentacles, 4 pentacles 
Y’all are dealing with a partner that sabotages you but they are not the only one. You guys are out here playing super hero saving everyone except for focusing on nurturing your garden. You don’t even have enough in your cup but nah u out here pouring in everybody cups. I do understand that you have children so you need to pour into their cup unconditionally. Since you are outhere saving others but yourself you are drained mentally which has a major impact on your mother/father hood. Your kids deserve the best version of yourself so cut with no second thought anything draining you. 
Stop having sex with them ! Every time your partner wants to get in your good graces they create a sexual tension and all the sudden you forgive all they are wrong doing. You are so damm predictable that they don’t even fucking try changing. Ever since I started pulling card for people, I realize how people are ready to stay in broken relationships because it is not toxic enough to leave. Like the fact that u are always unhappy should be the limit. Nah y’all want to get  beaten on, cheated on or financially abused before calling it a quit. Y’all need to feel completely defeated before standing up for yourself. Such a mindset is so dangerous, especially when u have children. Because you should not accept any kind of abuse before leaving and it shows how low your self worth really is. For y’all specifically, you don’t want to leave your partner,ok , then open your mouth. Express that you have had enough and REQUIRE fucking change. Stop letting yourself down chasing for perfection only you can create. Going to therapy is necessary to work together towards y’all happy ending. Is not going to fall from the sky. Babe you are kissing their neck, sucking on their nipples, caressing their body and giving them the best head while they finish a second time inside u. Great but where is your pleasure? They don’t even try to please you and since you don’t complain they think they are doing an amazing job. Break their bubble, you are worth too much to be suffering in silence. Express yourself + stand on business + put your sexual need first = a PROPER expression of your sexual self allowing you to receive what you need and deserve. 
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PILE 2 
10 cups (reverse), queen swords (reverse), 6 pentacles, Strength 
Don’t stay content, I always advise my environment to go after fulfillment. Meaning don’t let just anybody in our sexual energy. Y’all don’t need to be this dark feminine energy to improve your sexual life. You can be approachable and untouchable. Y’all are my charming babe and you have a beautiful warmth about you but you let anybody enjoy it. Sexually you settle for the worst bare minimum because you care a lot about your reputation. Which leads you to embody a more desperate energy because you want to feel accepted so bad. Wanting to feel seen by any kind of community we cherish is normal but ready to do anything to feel accepted is not ok. Losing yourself to achieve a goal that doesn't serve you personally but to keep up a public image is actually crazy. Take a grip ! Is your life. You decide who want to fuck, when and how !You know what you desire as your dream life, so you should only judge yourself upon your own standard. Since it is YOUR life. You are too worried about what people are saying behind your back. Y’all may be in uni and part of Greek life.  In the vision, you're wearing clean white airforces, with white socks, on your knees just in a beautiful white lace push up bra giving head. I’m hearing: ‘’ Mhmmm thx babe … it’s amazing’’ after you slow down. You quickly realize you got fuck over because the person you dealt with did not do any move to have to try to please you orally or even with penetration. Leaving you in a random room with no aftercare. You did not even want to deal with them but you were scared of the rumor that may start if you don’t let them ‘’hit’’. Also you want to build stamina, but to build stamina you must practice. First stand on business regarding the happiness of your sex life. Realize that only you have the power to change that. Realize how powerful you really are, you get to decide if you want to get laid, if you want to give head, if you even want to engage sexually. Stop giving your body away. Second, it is ok to have sexual goals and just like regular goals you must build a plan to reach it. Build a standard in what you search for and a partner and allow yourself to have a FWB or a relationship where the person you are dealing with is in energy to teach you how to have sex. Because you may be the type to cum to quickly and you don’t like that. Standard + Owning your sexual self + finding the right partner = Better expression of your sexual self. 
💌 : You really need to step the fuck out these desperation energy before you created a circle of bad habit which can hinder your quality of life since it will bring self sabotage. Also do not confess your feeling to that looser just because he is the only that has enough balls to come up to you does not mean that he deserve you. You know damm well you deserve better. If you wanna know how to build up your sexual confident, you can listen to this which will also unlock extra content.
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PILE 3 
7 pentacles (reverse), queen swords (reverse), 7 cups, 10 cups
Y’all feel the sexiest when you are making money. Is not about beauty maintenance, it is just when your finances are unbalanced you feel unhappy. 
You are confused about the sexual energy poured into yourself. Y'all may have been the ‘’ugly duckling ‘’ growing up and now you have those sexual suitors popping left and right. You had a boob job, nose job, a bbl… anyway you had your worst physical insecurity fix. There’s some shadow work that has to be done around self esteem. Getting surgery in my opinion is a fixing matter regarding a deep issue. Don’t get me worn out babe, I am all in for the vanity (You need to see the length i go to protect my beauty) but when you still feel unfulfilling before fixing everything understand where the problem is really coming from. Otherwise you are going to spend a whole lifetime fixing yourself. I see a graph of exponent function and that’s the representation of your body count. Almost all of them disappoint you sexually. I’m hearing : ‘’ I don’t understand all the obsession around sex and have a lot of it…’’ The reality is that you guys are simulated by the mind. Also don’t feel ashamed of yourself. Sometimes while healing we created a wound chasing after a feeling. You hurt yourself and it is ok you can heal it too. There’s 2 types of people in the world: the body or the mind and it opens a spectrum of each. You guys need to feel safe, loved and seen to experience the big ‘’o’’. You need somebody that lives to learn about you and make it their priority to please you. You need gentle sex, whisper of sweet nothing and the loving embrace to express your equal freely. Shadow work + real love + self forgiveness = Ideal sexual expression.
💌 : Also do not fall for the people that are looking for a savior in love. You guys are amazing lover and would make amazing partner a lot a offer is going to come your way and many of them are going to be codependent and toxic people hiding under innocent mask. Heads up. If you wanna know how to build up your sexual confident, you can listen to this which will also unlock extra content.
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PILE 4
10 wands (reverse), 4 cup (reverse), Star (reverse) and queen pentacles (reverse) 
Pile 4, you need to make the time to prioritize yourself. I see somebody sleeping late, waking up late, rushing to get ready, wearing the same outfit, having the worst work ethic (your manager may have flagged you about it), and going back home to an extremely messy home. When all  you really want is  to have enough time in the morning to go to the gym, take good care of your body, do your makeup, wear a beautiful and clean outfit, go after the promotion you deserve  and come back home to a clean house. Y’all cars may also be extremely messy. In your case to feel the sexiest is not just about the looks but how much you pour into yourself. Also need to do some shadow work regarding your body. Y’all may have suffered with ED and you have recently ( 6 months +) recovered fully but you refuse to touch yourself sexually because you don’t love your body. Is not pretty enough. First y’all better go ahead and purchase that sex toy. If you wanted a confirmation … here u have it. Pleasure yourself, enjoy  yourself, look at yourself naked in the mirror. Obviously take baby steps in the journey not to trigger anything but it needs to be done. Since you keep hoping that a special someone is going to come into your life and heal all your sexual habits. Nah babe you need to know yourself to achieve the pleasure you crave and attract the right one, first. Second, nobody likes to be in bed with someone overly insecure because it creates a blockage. Not knowing and learning is good. Having healthy insecurity is part of everyday life . But being as insecure as you are but you in an energy where you will be the worst lover to be with. I’m hearing : ‘’ If I had this…. If I had that…. I would not be like this….’’. Your victim mentality is about to cost you the dream life you deserve. Self love + prioritizing ‘’YOU’’+ saving yourself = the best way to express your sexual self which will help you become the sexiest version of yourself and attract your ideal partner.
💌 : You deserve a partner that is not going to be a shame to pull up with you. Stop falling for the one offering the bare minimum babe you do not have to work for love especially the one with ill intent. So make sure you park them to the left and you focus on loving yourself and never lowering your standard. If you wanna know how to build up your sexual confident, you can listen to this which will also unlock extra content.
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moonsart · 4 months ago
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Hewwo I am here with chapter 2 uwu
^ link for easy access for whoever wants to read, this time putting my thoughts undercut so I don’t accidentally spoil hehe ^^’
EXCITEMENT YES YES!!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS I LOVE IT!!!
DAMM Loop??!?!?! They are mad mad I did not expect them to start antagonizing the family like that omg!! The family too omg 😭😭 they all just care for siffrin 😭 AND YES ‘THE FAMILY WOULD HAVE MADE IT THROUGH THE HOUSE UNINTERRUPTED IF THEY SEARCHED TOGETHER’ IS MY HC TOO!!!!
Sorry sorry going on a sudden side tangent, but Siffrin just recently lost his eye, of course he’s gonna miss stuff!! That’s a whole 50% of his field of vision gone!! Had they all helped, it would’ve been much easier! (And yet! And yet! Everyone is so so SO on edge and stressed while going through the house, especially Mirabelle! Seeing everything that she loves frozen in time, the survivor’s guilt consuming her, the pressure she feels, the truth about not being chosen by the change god, and even being off her meds for who knows how long!! It’s all too much!! it’s no wonder she’s distracted!! The family getting time to relax and chat is essential for them to still have the energy to fight The King!! I kinda hc that on the loop that Siffrin hangs out with Loop, the family are so on edge the whole time that by the time they reach The King, even if they have the shield, they never would be able to beat him because of how burned out they feel. Siffrin is not useless at all, they are as important as everyone else is!!!)
Side tangent over, back to the fic: poor Siffrin 😭 theyre so scared about their family finding out about the Loop hangout they don’t even realize how devastated they are after finding out how much pressure he was under 😭😭😭 now he will have to talk to them he has no choice 😤 thank you once again for sharing this is lovely!!!! And kudos to you!!! 💙💙💙💙💙
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