#so close yet so far...
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The best part about historically accurate castles in your medieval settings is that the Only One Bed trope practically writes itself. You don't need a convoluted reason. That's just how castles are. There is like one bed and everyone else sleeps on the floor.
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something i did 99% of in october and never really finished....
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I MADE A MISTAKE........ i got one (1) message from that poll saying i would follow anyone who messaged me about stabilo and when i went to go follow their bio was like "christian. bible student. fangirl. pro life." BRO YOU JUST GOT THE BLOCK BUTTON. OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WANTED
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Me writing Take On Me: oh man I can't wait to get to the parts I WANT to write (aka both world wars, Cold War, Kepler)
Also Me: I. Don't wanna write all that
#chel babbles#so close yet so far...#why is wwi going to star in. the fifth chapter#what world are we living in
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bring da new skin?
couldve sworn that a was an e
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#good omens#´hello friends!! how are you!!#I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` )#I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey#usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from#most of the time I just get a stuffy nose#has my nose gotten stronger#but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁)#it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet#but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (:#and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors#I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set#the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer#but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet#unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home#which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car
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DISABLED HOMELESS TRANS MAN NEEDS HELP REPAIRING THE CAR HE LIVES IN
Once again my car has broken down, setting me back in my goal to purchase a van to upgrade my living situation. The repair + tow will end up totalling about $1000 or more if they find more issues with my car. I need to continue saving and cannot afford to let go of this money, as everything I currently have is savings from a fundraiser that I need to spend on the fundraiser's goal. Please help me recoup these costs so I can get the car I live in moving again and continue to invest in a better future for myself.
#mutual aid#aid#boost#fundraiser#donation request#so close yet so far when it comes to getting that van
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☺️ I propose everyone should give Moon kisses or hugs till he’s learned how to react to (or accept) genuine Love & Affection~
Speaking of which- Sun, you should give him more hugs! You’re brothers after all, right? ^^
kind of hard to hug someone when you share the same body.
#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf sun#no copypastas in the daycare#doodle dump#dialogue dump#me drawing this: they’re so sad… so close yet so far… always there in each other’s heads but forever physically separate… *tears up*#here’s the bittersweet reason behind them liking to have plushies of each other btw 💕
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HEY IMPORTANT QUESTION FOR GARDEN WARFARE 2 FANS ok so you know the gnome in seeds of times coluzeium area? (This one!:)
IS IT LIKE OFFICIALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO GET NOW??? because like me and my brother were trying to get up there for AGES but they've added an invisible wall and I physically cannot get onto the part I need to stand on to get the gnome D:
#pvz#plants vs zombies#pvzgw2#pvz garden warfare 2#THE WORST PART IS THIS IS MY LAST GNOME TOO#so close yet so far...#iggy ramblings
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Tfw Rook keeps dropping by and aggressively picks all the romance options.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#this will be my rook when playing the game istg#ahahah#I’m so excited ough#so close#yet so far#simple doodle again cos I’m sleepy
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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Council of lovefools.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jiang cheng#They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.
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When Arikado claims he isn't afraid, Soma doesn't believe him. Mind you, he doesn't often have many reasons to doubt his friends. They supported him when he needed it the most. When his own emotions don't get the better of him, he recognizes even Arikado cares. But now? It's that single moment of hesitation that sticks out like a sore thumb.
He is right, isn't he? This realization takes Soma by surprise because he was mostly just guessing. Trying and failing to make sense of everything. There must really be something more to this than what he is aware of.
Before he can think about it any further, much less talk, Soma recoils back a step as if struck. Pale eyes widen. His lips part without a sound. And then... ❝ Stop bringing Mina into this! I would NEVER hurt her. ❞ Visceral hurt bleeds into his tone. Soma Cruz would never intentionally place Mina Hakuba in harm's way. ❝ And no, I don't know because you won't explain it to me! ❞
A sharp breath. He reaches for the talisman around his neck, clutching it in his hand. He doesn't want to argue with Arikado. He really doesn't. But he doesn't want to keep going around in circles, either.
❝ ...Look, I'm not the one making excuses here. ❞ Soma tries to sound calmer than he truly feels. No yelling, no shouting — especially not at the Hakuba Shrine. ❝ You're afraid. ❞ It's not a question but a statement uttered with full confidence. ❝ That's why you're being so evasive. ❞
It leaves him with one important question: afraid of what? This whole back-and-forth started because Soma wanted to know about his past incarnation. So, it has to be related to Dracula somehow. He still doesn't think it's about the possibility of another dark lord emerging —— at least not entirely.
Did Dracula...? No, that can't be it. While it's difficult to pinpoint Arikado's exact age, he doesn't look old in Soma's eyes.
His head is starting to hurt. ❝ You're afraid because... because you think something will happen if I find out? Is that it? ❞ It's a shot in the dark, but Soma can't think of anything else.
It's so fractional that one might barely see it, but Arikado's eyes widen a little at Soma's accusation before his mouth presses into a grimace. Perhaps it wasn't intended as such, or maybe it was, but to Arikado - an accusation is exactly how it feels. Because honestly... Soma's hit the nail right on the head in a way that he doesn't want to acknowledge at all.
"I..." he only hesitates for a moment, but one moment is enough for Soma to surely pick up on. "I'm not afraid."
Arikado's insistence is firm and defensive. But how could he not be afraid? If Arikado tells him the truth, then not only will it change the way Soma looks at him forever, but... will Arikado start looking for glimpses of his father in him even more? Will he torment himself by looking for something that was never there? Or worse, what if it is?
Arikado knows that Soma is a child, and it's not like he doesn't usually think of him as such. God knows that attitude of his makes it obvious on most days. But sometimes... occasionally, Arikado can feel himself slip. There's a part of him that wants Soma's approval. His reassurance. Things that no ordinary adult would feel about someone so inexperienced in the world... but perfectly natural when you consider what a child might want from their father...
"And- even if I was, I have a perfectly good reason to be. Do you even know what harm Dracula brought to this world? Stop looking for excuses and trying to justify yourself with hypotheticals! You'd risk Mina's life just for your curiosity?"
He'll regret snapping later, he's sure - but in the end, a scared animal will always lash out. Soma's right. He doesn't want him to find out the truth. And while Arikado hates his own cowardice... that hatred doesn't make the desperation that grips him go away at all.
#in chara.#v: canon.#sorrowveined#soma was about to wonder if dracula did something to arikado#but then went 'nah arikado's not old'#so close yet so far...
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#teasing#taunting#frustration#just out of reach#hot and sweaty#so close yet so far#useful keys#torture#bitchsuit#mmmmph
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I really like that they made Jor-El speak Kryptonian and Clark unable to understand him. The whole "aliens speak English" thing that happens in every goddamn media has bothered me all my life. Ik sometimes Clark just gets zapped in the brain for insta-second language but that always felt like a cheap shortcut.
Jor-El had a lot on his mind when he set up that magic spaceship okay. The world was ending and he was trying to do as much as he could before time ran out so he could be there for his son. He was rushing. He likely didn't consider Kal would be raised with a whole different language and not know any Kryptonian nor have anyone to teach him.
#my adventures with superman#two talks#he still might get zapped with kryptonian but at least it wasn't immediate#let there be a language barrier#it hits home so hard too bc i barely speak my mom's language and can't really talk to my family members bc of iz#it*#that's what being raised on a different planet IS! It's isolating and sad bc that's your FAMILY and you can't even understand them#fucking love superman#clark is so close and yet so far bc everything he craves to know about himself is Right There#but he doesn't speak the language of his own people and has no way to learn#it's heartbreaking and i'm so fucking here for it
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Something other about his eyes
Bonus! Based on this quick thing I did this afternoon and the idea took a bit more shape and turned into that thing from above uEK
#not too much effort on the colors with this one#o would’ve left it just with lineart but at the end I thought it would look nicer with some rough shadows#shadowing. you know what I meant.#his plant markings being extremely faint on his eyes when they aren’t glowing is very true to me also#I think itd be awesome if Vash’s eyes would just look like that when he isn’t masking#or they could be a bit more lax but still look like they are staring far far away into the void#or into your souls if you so happen to make eye contact with him. like woowoo over here#he is probably listening for one of his sisters who is not so close to him. maybe even Kni? who knows it’s up to interpretation#Vash’s hair can be such a nightmare also. I do not think of physics when drawing him whatsoever#I give him the Mickey Mouse ears treatment sometimes and some other I actually respect the fact that his hair will always be swept#to the right. if you haven’t noticed that yet. I think it’s way more noticeable on the 2d art#which is a nice touch! considering that’s the direction I’m which his haircut was when they were kids. isn’t that fun#anyways weird Vash for me once again and I’ll share a little with you. ah I’ll get to the requests later btw!#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#vash saverem#ah extra note. this is meant to be pre plant revelation. I think Vash would already know about what WW is there for since very early on#but about the plant thing he was still a little doubtful since he wouldn’t think Kni would disclose that information so easily.#so seeing that Nick has a very keen eye and is very observant kind of ticks him off even though he is just the same. so maybe that’s why#it ticks him in the first place. headcanons everywhere in this household
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