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Ambrose and Elliot #27
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Warnings: oral dub-con, implied non-con, starvation, violence
Master and his friends had passed out, finally. After hours and hours of drinking and sex and entertainment, they had fallen asleep.
It was late, but he couldn’t bring himself to rest. He lay on the floor, naked and cold, dried cum sticky on his sore thighs.
He stared up at the ceiling. His throat hurt, angry bruises blossoming over his skin. One of Master’s friends, Mr. Horneswood, had slammed his head against the floor, and it was only now that his vision had quit fading in and out and his nosebleed had stopped.
Master had never let them be so violent with him before. Beatings and getting choked was nothing new, and Master had chastised them for going too far several times. But not today.
He really thought they were going to kill him this time. He’d never passed out from being strangled before, and they had never hit his head until now, much less slamming it into the hard marble floor. Twice.
Hunger rumbled in his stomach.
He turned his head to see the table. It was half covered in near empty bottles and glasses, but there was food at the end.
He licked his lips. He hadn’t eaten since yesterday, and if everyone was asleep…
He slowly got up, wincing as he went. Master wouldn’t notice if a few rolls went missing.
Master had put out so much food, and his friends were more interested in getting drunk, so nearly all of of it was untouched.
He ate cheeses and fruit, pastries and rolls, and even dared to sneak some of the delicious roasted duck.
It wasn’t until he was full, sitting next to the table, that he realized.
Master had forgotten his chains.
Usually Master made sure he was in shackles when his friends came to visit, just to be certain he couldn’t get away from their lust.
Not tonight. Tonight he was unrestrained. He hadn’t even noticed until now.
He looked back at Master and his friends. They were still completely passed out, sprawled out on couches and slumped in armchairs.
He could run. There was nothing stopping him.
Nothing, except… what if Master caught him? He would be so angry. Master would beat him to death if he left.
They’ll kill you if you stay, said a tiny part of him. You know they will. You can’t keep doing this.
He bit his lip. Master was all he knew, his everything. It was the only thing he was good at; serving as his slave was his entire purpose. It was what he was made for.
What else could there possibly be?
You are going to die here.
The tiny part was right.
He grabbed his discarded clothes, tugging on the threadbare shirt, boxers, and pants Master had allowed him.
He stole a cloak off the coat rack and ran out the front door, pulling the hood over his hair.
He ran, and ran, and ran, and his legs hurt and his head pounded but it was better than death and blood and Master.
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He should have stolen some shoes. He limped along, blood from the pads of his feet staining his trail.
Dawn had come and gone, but he didn’t stop moving. Couldn’t stop moving.
He avoided the roads, instead sticking to the woods. He couldn’t risk being seen yet. Master had horses, and money, and might pay someone to look for him.
It was a hot day. Sweat dripped down his face and soaked his clothes, the salt stinging the cuts on his legs courtesy of the wilderness.
He tripped over a stone early in the night, and torn a toenail clean off, which hurt like hell.
His legs were sore too, knees on fire and thighs chafing from the dried cum and fabric rubbing the skin.
Maybe it would be worth it to find some water and rest.
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After hours of trekking through the woods, he heard running water. He picked up the pace, jogging towards the sound.
It was a small creek, secluded and quiet. Good.
He stripped off his clothes and waded in. It was freezing cold, goosebumps forming on his skin. He crouched down and drank some of the water, soothing his dusty throat.
He splashed some of the water on his face, wiping away the sweat. He washed off the best he could, and crawled out of the creek. There was a flat rock nearby, and he laid the cloak down on top of it.
A few hours of rest couldn’t hurt.
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He followed the creek after his nap. It would get to a river eventually, and maybe lead to a town where he could beg for some scraps.
He should have stolen the rest of the food at Master’s house. Idiot.
The creek did get bigger, but instead of bringing him to a river, it ran by a traveler’s campsite. The road must be close.
The campsite had just been used, fresh but cold ashes in the firepit, and fresh horse manure still buzzing with flies.
There were berry bushes nearby (unfortunately inedible ones), and he was struck with a thought.
His white hair was identifiable. No one had white hair, Master said so. Master said he was so pretty with white hair. It was why he was allowed to exist; it made him good enough to live despite being a stupid slave who couldn’t do things right.
Master could find him if his hair was still white.
He pulled off the berries, crushing them in his hands. He slathered his hair with them, staining the white to brown. Much better. He pulled his hood back up and followed the horse tracks to the road.
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The road led to a city, and he kept his head down passing through the gates. The guards didn’t even look at him.
There was a tavern just next to the gates, and the smell of food made him hesitate. It was a busy place, even had some stables attached.
He bit his lip.
He didn’t have any money. He went around the stables, and there was a dumpster out back. He peered into the trash, but he couldn’t see anything he could eat. Damn.
The back door to the tavern opened, and he backed away. Not fast enough, because the tavern owner spotted him immediately.
He scrambled away, but she grabbed him by the arm.
“What’re you doing?” She growled. “You a nasty little thief?” She shook his arm, and he whimpered, shaking his head.
“I- I was just hungry-”
She let go of him and he stumbled backwards into the ground. “‘M sorry! I just wanted to look in your trash!” He started to cry.
“Hmph.” She crossed her arms, staring him down.
“Please don’t call the guard,” he begged, sobbing. “I’ll go away, I swear.”
“I don’t like beggars,” she said. “So come here.”
She was going to hit him, and he deserved it for bothering her. He shakily got to his feet, and limped forward.
“There’s a pile of dishes in the sink. Scrub ‘em.”
“W-what?”
“You scrub the plates,” she pointed at him, “and you get food. That way you ain’t beggin’.”
“Thank you! Tha-”
“Shut up.” She turned and walked inside, and he followed.
There was in fact a sink piled full of dishes, and he got to work scrubbing them clean. The kitchen was hot, but he didn’t dare take off his cloak. He was so hungry he was lightheaded, and the smell of food was torture to the gnawing ache in his belly.
The dishes kept coming, and he ignored the strange looks from the wait staff.
After a few hours, the tavern owner handed him a package wrapped with paper.
“Get out.”
He left without argument, opening the package and eating as he walked.
The sandwich was the best thing he ever tasted.
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The second town he came across, the innkeeper let him sleep in the stables in exchange for scrubbing stains out of sheets.
The third city tossed him out before he could offer anything, and he stole some apples from an orchard by the road before getting scared off by barking dogs.
He had a bad feeling about this next town.
The innkeeper was at the counter, and it was not busy at all. It creeped him out. “How many nights?” asked the keeper, a flat tone to his voice as he scribbled in his ledger.
“I, um. I don’t have any money,” he admitted, “but um, is there anything I can do for you?”
The innkeeper slammed the book shut, and he jumped. The innkeeper looked him up and down, leaning back in his chair.
“I’m just hungry,” he said weakly, “do you have any scraps?”
“Nope. Get out.”
“Please,” he tried again. “I’ll do anything.”
The innkeeper stood up. “I said leave.” He began to shove him outside, and he stumbled, bare heels digging into the wood.
“I’ll blow you,” he blurted, and the innkeeper paused. He held his breath. Why did he offer that?
The innkeeper grabbed him by the arm, dragging him into the back.
The innkeeper tossed him across the room. He swallowed, his mouth going dry. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
The innkeeper stalked forward, and he dropped to his knees, tongue lolling out. The innkeeper unbuckled his belt and he knew what to do.
The innkeeper was rough and impatient, and he let the innkeeper fuck into his throat. He just wanted it over. The man grunted, finishing into his mouth, and he was hungry enough to swallow the cum without hesitation.
“Good enough,” said the man, tucking himself back into his pants, and relief flooded him. “Wait here.”
He got a hunk of cheese and a loaf of bread for the trouble.
“Next time offer your ass,” said the innkeeper with a nasty grin, “and maybe I’ll let you sleep the night.”
He scrambled for the door, laughter trailing behind him. There wasn’t going to be a next time.
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There was a next time.
There were several next times, all of which he tried to avoid but couldn’t if he wanted to eat.
He didn’t sleep in the cities anymore, too scared after someone forced themselves on him while he slept exposed in the stables.
That time, the innkeeper was even angry to find him still in the hay the next morning, and had used a horsewhip to punish and chase him out.
He trudged along the road.
Gods, he was so hungry. He felt faint, a chill to his bones despite the sun beating down on him.
He’d been heading north the whole time, and now the cities and towns were few and far between.
The last stop was pleasant, the woman who owned the lodge only asking him to sweep the floor in exchange for a bowl of chicken and rice.
That was a week ago.
The berry bushes along the road were bare now, the birds plucking them empty. He chewed on tree leaves and ate dandelions when he could, but it did little for his stomach.
Please, he prayed to the gods, I know none of you care, but please.
Maybe he should have stayed with Master.
He shook the thought from his head. Anything was better than Master.
Even if it was starving to death in the wilderness.
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The road became thin and rough. It narrowed down to a single cart wide and he wondered if he had walked to the end. But over the horizon was a blurry shape beneath the setting sun, and he dared to hope it was either a village or that he was finally dying and was hallucinating.
He kept walking.
It was a village, with an inn.
He stumbled through the door as nightfall fell.
The tavernkeeper was at the counter, and there was a small crowd in the dining room.
“Please,” he slurred, ready to offer whatever was left of him.
But the tavernkeeper held up a hand to stop him.
“I’ve heard of you,” he said, and his heart sank. Did Master know too? “You’ll do anything for a meal and a bed for the night, right?”
Not necessarily a bed, but he nodded, the effort making his head pound.
“I want a private conversation with you in the morning,” said the keeper, his expression hard to read. “That’s all. I'll even throw in breakfast afterwards.”
He stared at the tavern keeper.
“Yes, sir,” he rasped. No one had ever offered him breakfast. Was it a trick? Too keep him here longer, so that Master would come and drag him away?
The keeper gestured for him to sit at the bar, and disappeared into the kitchen.
He returned quickly with a bowl of stew and a crust of bread, and, of all things, a mug of warm cider.
He never had cider before. Master never allowed him to drink.
The tavern keeper told him where his room (a whole room? with a bed? and a lock?) was, and left him alone to eat.
The food was amazing, and he had to stop himself from scarfing it down and making himself sick. He’d made that mistake before, and completely lost his meal. He remembered crying over the vomit.
The bed was just as good as the food, but he couldn’t close his eyes.
What if the innkeeper told Master where he was? How long would it take Master to come for him?
He rolled over in the bed.
Surely the tavernkeeper wanted more than just talking.
If he were smart, he’d sneak out before dawn. But the keeper promised breakfast, and he wasn’t smart.
He couldn’t pass up two meals in a row. It was too tempting.
He thought about the mysterious generosity of the cider, and the sweet taste of the apples used to make it.
This could be his last night alive before he died by his Master’s hands.
He cried himself into a fitful sleep.
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#part one of this series has always bothered me since i started getting better#so heres the fix and some bonus content.#this was going to be an extra but i actually liked this more as an actual flashback chapter#If you haven't read any extras i highly recommend it#you get (1) an example of Ambrose and Elliot as seen by a villager#and (2) Ambrose just after his husband left#plus (3) a potentially canon future chapter#so check them out if you havent#ambrose and elliot#my writing#whump#slavery whump#multiple whumpers#intimate whumper#runaway whumpee
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here's a study i made on how @eggritos does dogday's side profile!!
+ a close up on the actually important bit
#the drawer#dogday#poppy playtime#art tutorial#the smiling critters#wasn't gonna post this initially but a lot of my friends from different servers said it was helpful so i figured i might as well#also i love egg's art so much. please check them out if you havent already <3
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yeah so i'm falling for @weevmo's Guys... they're so neat! i dig their vibes and can't wait to see what Corduroy Stew is all about <3
#fuckkkkk theyre so SHAPED!!!#i can feel myself getting So attached#if anything happens to them... i will simultaneously wail and cheer#nimrod is so cute. nimmy. the nimster. id love to toss birdseed on the ground for him to peck at. pigeon coded tiny man#lulu being a sock puppet trainer THATS SUCH A NEAT IDEA ARE YOU KIDDING IM OBSESSED#now im curious as to if sock puppets are like Animals or if they're as sapient as the others...#but yes im already looking directly at lulu she seems Fun as fuck#oughhhhh and wb. listen. Listen. im a sucker for handsome Head Empty characters and he seems like one of those#i also like characters with many hidden internal problems and wb seems like one of those too <3#i hear that the three of them are siblings and that is Such catnip to me...#scribble garnish#dont know what else to tag this as! huh!#BUT YEAH THIS ALL SEEMS NEAT THEYRE COOL i Will be following this project to see where it goes#so far it has great characters a sprinkling of Intrigue bomb art (which. ofc it does its weevmo cmon guys)#and a neat song that i sweAR TO FUCK REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING. THIS HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR DAYS#the jingle is just vaguely familiar enough to make me Writhe in the agony of Unknown Knowns#but yes! i hope you all go check out weevmo's blog if you havent already! Good Stuff All Around!!
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all bow to our lord and savior jamilmads
shoutout to @cyanspica’s fic: Three’s a Crowd
#hamilton#hamilton musical#hamilton fanart#thomas jefferson#alexander hamilton#jamilton#jeffmads#madilton#(is that the name for it?)#modern au#finally delivered on my jamilmads content#cyanspica you posting chpt 2 inspired me to finish what i started after reading chpt 1 lmao 😭#the fic is so good check it out if you havent already#im already starved for more#jamilmads#whats the context here? i have no clue#them being overwhelming gay is the context
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solangelo fic awards 2024 - winners!
happy valentines day guys!! <3 wanna thank everyone again for their participation and hype for this year!! just a reminder that this is all for fun, and if you were nominated but didn't win, there's always next year!! :)
and with that, here are our 2024 winners!! <3
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best angst!
1st place: When I Get Home to You by @2nd2ndalto (14 votes)
2nd place: work and play, they're never okay to mix the way we do by @buoyantsaturn (10 votes)
3rd place: if anybody asks, i'm taken (he is too) by @buoyantsaturn (9 votes)
best au!
1st place: IT'S A SCREAM, BABY! by @rosyredlipstick (25 votes)
2nd place: Doctor Doctor, Give Me the News (I've Got a Bad Case of Loving You) by @buoyantsaturn (6 votes)
3rd place: just an animal, looking for a home by @ikeasharksss (5 votes)
best canon compliant!
1st place: august by CordeliaRose (@cordelia---rose) (34 votes)
2nd place: three-in-one soap by @thelordofshrimp (8 votes)
3rd place: a handful of almosts by @thegoldenappleofdiscord (7 votes)
best fluff!
1st place: And now I have to act like I can't read your mind by @sunflowersandscreams (9 votes)
2nd place: good old-fashioned lover boy by brainrot247 (8 votes)
3rd place: just desserts by @thegoldenappleofdiscord (7 votes)
best oneshot!
1st place: buoyantsaturn by @buoyantsaturn (12 votes)
2nd place: cupid? more like stupid by @thelordofshrimp (11 votes)
3rd place: i love you more than i've ever loved myself by @thebhorror (7 votes)
best wip!
1st place: FAR GALAXIES by @rosyredlipstick (26 votes)
2nd place: kiss with a fist is better than none by @sunflowersandscreams (10 votes)
3rd place: it never took much convincing by penandblankpaper (@kiarrahatesboys) (5 votes)
best misc!
1st place: nico di angelo's autistic swag by @buoyantsaturn (14 votes)
2nd place: "it's so hard to hear over the sound of all the honking clown noses" by @buoyantsaturn (10 votes)
3rd place: up to speed by @solisaureus (8 votes)
best series!
1st place: The Ballad of Ladon Creek by Gates_of_Ember (@gatesofember) (15 votes)
2nd place: travel youtuber nico + some guy he's dating by @ethannku (11 votes)
3rd place: 1987 runaways au by @ikeasharksss (10 votes)
and...... (insert drumroll)
our author of the year for 2024 is @rosyredlipstick with 33 votes!!
runner up is @solisaureus with 12 votes!!
pls let me know if theres any broken links or anything wrong with the post! congratulations to all our winners! and we'll see you all next year <3
#feel free to keep sending asks throughout the year <3 and obviously the masterdocs and whatnot will stay active#so if you havent gotten a chance to read these fics def check them out if you get a chance!#solangelo#solangelo fic#fic awards 2024#winners
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Prisoner @gunsli-01, here and ready for Trial 1!
Crimes: Drawing in unsuspecting victims with elaborate analyses and meta, and then slamming them with Es and Kazui emotions, T1 guilties angst, and Kotoko’s attacks!! Also, putting a round of ocs through brand new milgram horrors at @milgrammaintenance (Think of the children!) So, wardens, what will it be?
#milgram#kazui mukuhara#fuuta kajiyama#kotoko yuzuriha#milgramblrgram#if you or someone you love has fallen victim to these angst crimes you may be entitled to compensation...#(aka feel free to add evidence if you want :3)#the kazui one is more thought provoking than painful to me but i added it anyway just in case#and im not naming any names but i do believe theres an accomplice involved in that ocgram....... 👀#go check these out if you havent seen them!#i tagged the fic characters here but there are analyses on so many characters/themes#and the ocgram is wicked cool! i still have a bit to catch up on oop but its awesome#good luck pal!! <3😅#i think i messed it up on luciens but theres no 'status' in t1 because youre new and can do whatever you want >:3#polls#rose posts
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Just wanted to share this article that was posted earlier today! Just seeing these women from different generations talk together about their experiences in music and in the world in general was very cool to read.
#sleater kinney linked it on their instagram and i thought others might enjoy reading it too!#both these bands are really good and you should check them out if you havent already!#the fact that the linda lindas are mostly in high school and already are so successful is so so awesome to see!!
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I wanted to ask, what are the significance of these squares in Oliver and Cardin's reference sheets? And did you make these designs yourself? If so, what are they based on if they're inspired by anything?
Hi! I didn't make them, I stumbled upon them while studying antique/medieval ornaments and decorations because I wanna learn to do them myself eventually.
I reckon these specific ones are cathedral tile designs, I don't know if they hold any significance, I think they're only meant for decoration 🤔. I found them on Pinterest but after investigating a bit for the sake of this ask I found the digital book they came from!
https://archive.org/details/antientirishpave00oldh/page/n1/mode/1up?view=theater
#ask#i havent checked if theyre contemporary to them but sometimes you just gotta go with pretty little details and not overthink it so much#the book seems old and cathedrals are usually ancient so hey maybe its not that out of place
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no way the bad breakers and saul callers are moe?!?!?
[Image description: Digital artwork of 15 major characters from Breaking Bad and Better Call Saul drawn in a chibi anime style. In descending order: Walter White, in his black hat and holding a bag of meth in one hand and a gun in the other; Skyler White, with her hand on her hip and a bored or tired expression; Marie Schrader, in a delighted cutesy pose with her hands clasped next to her face and a heart-shaped mouth; Flynn White using his crutches with a piece of bread in his mouth; Hank Schrader wearing a t-shirt with a pig on it, winking, smiling, and making a peace sign with his hand; Jesse Pinkman who appears to be shouting something; Mike Ehrmantraut who is just standing there; Jimmy McGill/Saul Goodman in his pink divorce suit, leaning forward with his hands behind his back; Gus Fring, smiling slightly and adjusting his tie; Lydia Rodarte-Quayle, with her hands clasped and a nervous expression; Kim Wexler, holding a smoking cigarette; Chuck McGill, looking pissed with a cartoon vein visible on his forehead; Howard Hamlin in a pigeon-toed stance and an innocent expression; Lalo Salamanca winking and sticking his tongue out, with his hand on his face; and Nacho Varga, with his arms crossed. They are all in canon-typical outfits save for Hank's piggy shirt. End ID]
#fun little project bc i never draw in a chibi style so it was actually really fucking hard to sketch#i drew walter and jesse first and then i just couldnt stop.#also check out huyandere if you havent bc they drew a bunch of brba moe shit like this and i was inspired by them#breaking bad#better call saul#art#2023#brba#bcs#accessible art#walter white#jesse pinkman#skyler white#marie schrader#hank schrader#flynn white#mike ehrmantraut#saul goodman#jimmy mcgill#gus fring#lydia rodarte-quayle#kim wexler#chuck mcgill#howard hamlin#lalo salamanca#nacho varga#so many character tags...
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May I request C, U and M for the fanfic ask game? 😎
C: What member do you identify with most?
Ohhh, this is simultaneously hard to say and the easiest thing in the world, but I do identify the most with Jan. We both have that black cat chaos energy and we both are cat parents 🐈⬛🐈, so I'm obviously more inclined to feel similar to him from the get go.
I've also been described as mysterious and confused (less mysterious, more confused), so I feel like that might fit. And we're both kinda sleepy and have a resting 😐🤨 face. I call it lovingly "resting blank face".
Also, I, too, cannot help but want to film Bojan whenever I can or stare at Nace...
U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.
Ngl, this is a hard pick, so I'll just mention a few ppl I like the writing style and fic of! 🩷
This will be more than three ppl cause I couldn't decide and in no particular order!!
@sizzlingsheepcheesecake // ao3
Does someone want to read some Bo(Jan)²? Well, you're at the right address! Her fics are so good and capture you with their emotional roller coaster they're taking you on! Her writing style is also really nice and pleasant to read 😊✨️
I particularly like her fic Come play with your food, bejbi which is an absolute fluffy vampire Bo(Jan)² fic that has me kicking my feet with how adorable it is. There also are some Bonus bites to this one!
And her poly BoJanKris fic Distortion can leave you happy in one moment and make you cry in another!
She also has a vampire BoKris fic The thrill and the dark, of the hunt and your eyes in which both Bojan and Kris are vampires, it is also really good and definitely worth a read if you haven't yet! And she has so many more fics as well!
@seokoilua // 1236 on ao3
I absolutely adore her writing style. The way she's able to take suffering and resolve it in all the good smut? Yes, definitely one of my favs. I especially like her fic been deprived and the sequel quietly, so if you like angst in your smut, her fics are definitely your thing then!
She also has a vampire BoKris fic ravenous in which vampire Kris picks up Bojan in a club and ngl, I need the second chapter like yesterday 😂
@vampmilf // @fruitybashir on ao3
Sophie has a really, really nice writing style, and I enjoy his Ne Bi Smel verse starting with The Holidate so much! It's so sweet and the smut is so hot and good and spicey and hahsjjskdjdkfkf for a long time having something nice to read every Sunday was just perfect to end the week with! He mainly writes BoKris (also, give Dopamin a read, the way he writes overstimulated Bojan is just so sjjdndndndnndnfmfm so good), but there is also a nice focus on Jance, that I really enjoy :3
I also absolutely love following him and seeing him on my dash, cause every time he reblogs something unhinged about Bojan I just have to giggle and laugh (calling Bojan three blueberries tall is literally everything to me and I love it so much, also letting him be his slutty little self in fics? Yessssss). He's also such an incredible nice person and was very sweet when I met him! 💖
@da-proti-toku-grem // ao3
Maca writes these absolutely adorable Kiss prompts here on tumblr and on ao3. From Jance to BoJure and JureJan, she's got so many ships and all of them are so good and fluffy and adorable or spicy! I really enjoy all of them! And she's made me have an incredibly big soft spot for BoJure :3 💛🩷
An honourable mention goes to @185northgower // ao3
Not only will I read literally everything she writes no matter what pairing or what fandom, but we share one exact braincell, which works perfectly cause we do love collabing on fics together and I couldn't imagine a better co author! 🥹🩷✨️
M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?
I actually have a few ideas I've been cooking, a few of them are gonna be joined collabs with North! Next to continuing our DJwD verse (yes, there will be more, these men won't stop and have infected our heads with Daddy Nace and I just cannot, I cannot anymore), we also planned a Romeo & Juliet 🌹 fic, which we won't go into detail yet, since we can't start it yet 🤭
Then I also have a Bo(Jan)² fic started, its the same one I mentioned last time, the one with the skirt, but I cannot shut up about it. I keep calling it the ✨️girlfriend thing✨️ if that helps anyone...
And next to those and continuing with my other fics, I also can't get a vampire Bo(Jan)² fic out of my mind...
#lets hope all the hyperlinks work im sorry if not#also... i see you anon...#c#u#m#yes yes#channeling your inner Mr. Jordan#fic recs#ask game#fanfic ask game#joker out#bojan cvjetićanin#jan peteh#nace jordan#kris guštin#bo(jan)²#bonace#bojance#jance#all of these ppl are so good please check them out if you havent yet!! 🩷🩷🩷#joker out fanfic
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I think I have a type 😳
@calamarispider (ran no have @ :[)
(behold, the beginning of a however-long-spanning jashling gift bomb. this one is of a few specific round headed jashling fellows i adore with all my heart 😭. you can see where Dyadracide’s inspiration came from <33)
#i LOVE ran’s soul eclectic thing SO MUCH#i autistically grab at the screen whenever null appears#i just love round headed fellas i just do#by type i mean ‘omg this character is so cool i wanna kill and hug them at the same time’#the ‘I HOPE THEY ALL DIE TERRIBLE DEATHS’ and ‘WRRAAUGXHHES’ crew#BOO hi calamari i made new fanart 👉👈#chonny jash#chonny jash!!!!!!!#chonny jash soul#chonny jash mind#there are two minds#i like mind a lot#i hope they all pat eachother on the head and group hug#then hunger games styles tear eachothers guts out#im wearing a hawaii pt 2 redbubble shirt rn :]!!!#chonny’s charming chaos compendium#chonny’s gonna see this when he checks the tags oh dear#also what kind of turbo cancer does calamari’s mind *have*#the pen i used is ‘soft falcon pen (bleed)’ on ibispaintx!#randomly_exist#randomly_exist_null#calamarispiderart jashies#calamarispiderart#ok goodnight its midnight i havent gotten good sleep in DAys <\3#dyadra is open to hugs you just have to ask#cj mind#cj soul#weeeeeeeeeeeee#ccccycles#ccccycles dyadracide
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pick a book for me to take on work travel
Ends of the World by Peter Brannen - nonfiction geology book about earth's previous mass extinction events. The author is also the writer of one of my favorite climate history Atlantic articles I read for a college assignments.
Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer - nonfiction true story of Chris Mccandless, who decided to leave society to live in the Alaskan wilderness and was later found dead. I want to read Into Thin Air too but I don't have a copy (my mom probably does but that won't help me for this trip)
Dune by Frank Herbert - do i have to describe what Dune is about at this point? I've never read it and I also refused to see the movies 'caues I wanted to read the book before doing so
A Song for the River by Philip Connors - nonfiction/memoir by the same author who wrote my beloved fire lookout book Fire Season. This book also has to do that, as well as a massive fire he witnessed in his national forest, but I think it's a lot more about grief and death.
What the Eyes Don't See by Mona Hanna-Attisha - nonfiction/memoir by one of the doctors who discovered the Flint water crisis. I'm actually already 90 pages into it but got distracted and haven't picked it up for like a year. It's very good and highly relevant to my work (though I don't do lead in tap water but you know it's great information to have)
#i can't believe there's only one fiction book on this list omg#i do read a lot of fiction ofc but i think i more often check them out via libby or read on my phone#i will bring whatever book you vote but if my heart is pulling me to a different one i'll bring both#quara talks books#i love how my books here so obviously demonstrate my inclination towards environment related things#i also own a Fat anthology of american environmental writing excerpts and essays sincd thoreau#also keep meaning to reason silent spring by rachel carson. kind of a crime i havent tbh#but i may have to do it as an audiobook instead#and ofc my losing earth by nathaniel rich that i havent read yet because i know it will invoke strong Despair
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LAST BUNCH OF BEHEADED DOODLES UNTIL I WAKE UP LATER.. i was rlly nervous about starting to upload art online, but having a reason to draw is really helping me and i want to thank you guys for even liking my art :^)
Whole lot of rambling in the tags lol
#dead cells#dead cells fanart#dead cells bobby#dead cells beheaded#im getting more confident in my ability to draw and i want to thank you guys for it#my art hasnt felt good enough recently and ive really improved by getting myself to draw and get my stuff out there#i think its because i see people my age who are drawing way better than me and it makes me feel like i havent dedicated enough time#and practice to my art#so thank you guys a lot for interacting with my posts and stuff#its been a really pleasant surprise getting so many likes and stuff on my art#artists like saltyfinalboss (go check them out :^) have been a huge inspiration to me since i even started on tumblr#thats actually the artist that made me want to play dead cells#i saw their art and was like#woah! that game looks cool!
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So this has been bouncing around in my head for a WHILE (aka: a couple days) now but your lights out au kinda reminds me of a game that came out recently called "my friendly neighborhood" (really good game btw, highly recommend to either play or watch a playthrough) bc the plot is literally "puppets are just alive in this universe muppet-style & after their show got canceled they all got locked in their show's studio for a decade or so & went slightly mad bc of it". There's a whole bunch of differences, obviously, but mainly I just thought it'd be interesting if the player character, a grumpy-but-lovable handyman who's also a war vet that has Seen Some Shit, ended up at the playfellow studio in this au for one reason or another (maybe he was asked to go in & check that the electricity all still works correctly?). Idk how the puppets would react to his arrival, but at least he's got some practice handling aggressive (or overly enthusiastic) puppets who haven't seen a real, live human in years.
i've been meaning to watch a playthrough for a week now T¬T i remember watching the demo and being immediately So Fucking Hyped for the game's release
if i were interested in crossovers, i'd probably be all over that! unfortunately, they're not really my wheelhouse </3
#though you bring up a Point...#in contrast... none of the wh puppets have actually Seen a human right? except for wally?#and i know the friendly neighborhood puppets are Small - theyre meant to be like... hand puppets right?#im just assuming on that front since i havent watched the game yet (no spoilers please!!)#but wally is the shortest at 3ft and poppy/howdy/barns are all around 8ft at the tallest#which is making me really rethink how i'd make them react to a person#bc they are Aggressive at this point in the au. especially barnaby.#so... hm.... Thank You for making me Think!#i have new facets to consider!!#bc ive decided on the 'someone goes to check out the studio and finds the puppets' b-plot in act two#aaaaand she already has a name and a base personality / goal. i have no control when it comes to ocs they Take The Wheel#wh lights out au#rambles from the bog#also its... so Strange to me that other people think about this au??#like its in Your head too?? its in there???? wild....
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one of the reasons I'm refusing to actively check out the Arcane tag/people's opinions on it is because they're so legitimately ass. while trying to avoid them I've already seen posts claiming Jinx's mental state is a "plot hole" and another that "poor Cait just wanted to become an enforcer to fight crime and help people and is changing because of the pressure put on her" which like...okay yeah from HER perspective being an enforcer is a good noble thing but regarding everything else that statement implies - i think the theme of the inherit violence that comes with being in law enforcement is flying directly over their head. like she isn't just NOW being corrupted, the very act of being a cop means you're not gonna do an excellent job at "protecting" marginalized people. the show is ABOUT how Piltover "protects itself and fights crime" at the direct expense of the people in Zaun. like...did we watch the same thing?
and obviously none of this means that Cait is a bad character/not meant to me empathized with but I feel like so much media analysis online, and especially on tumblr, is motivated by someone picking a blorbo and attempting to justify their specific worldview, and validate the pain only that specific character goes through. and it pisses me off because it neglects the big picture in a way that makes you misunderstand what the story is trying to do with your 'fave'
#and then this leads to people being disappointed that the character didn't turn out the way they wanted them to like PLEASE#anyway as i said i havent checked the tag so maybe most people are normal but im not taking my chances#however if YOU are chill feel free to dm me i wanna talk about this show with as many people possible#and so far only 2 of my irl friends have watched s2#arcane#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman
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why does the dentist need to know if i'm lactose intolerant
#i mean i probably am a bit but they don't test for that anymore#also can someone be proud of me bc i filled a form so i can get a time with a dentist for a check up#going to the dentist is free until you turn 18 and then it costs (though it's way less expensive in public healthcare places than private)#and. yknow. ive been a student and our student healthcare didnt have dental until after my i think 1st or 2nd year at uni?#so. it's uh. been 5+ years since i've gotten my teeth checked out. which i KNOW is bad but im scared of dentists#not the dentist. i don't mind being there and having people probing my mouth and stuff. i like the feeling of a rubber glove in my mouth#it's kind of hot#until they bring out the drying thing. that thing sucks and makes me almost choke on my own saliva and thats not hot#anyways that's besides the point. im scared of the dentists themselves bc what if theyre mean to me.#my teeth are kinda yellow and i KNOW i have cavities and should floss more and stuff#also i havent gone there earlie bc i dont want them to take my wisdom teeth away. they're growing just fine but dentists love removing them#anyways let's hope i get a time before i graduate! i might not bc the student healthcare queues are ridiculous but yknow#ohh do u guys think they'll also make me go to a dental hygienist. i hope so! bc that's. well idk if i can call it fun but it's enjoyable#leevi talks
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