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Wow OK so… I just finished reading the 🧊🍈 short novel and I'm in denial, how good it was
I laughed so much, idk if it was intentional, but just…
I love it so much
That's all the words that I can say atm… I still need to digest how good it was
#my art#wip#melone#ghiaccio#meloghia#la squadra di esecuzione#I think a part of me had already made up my mind that it was going to be bad so I could soften the blow#so I was rly scared to read it#But since a close friend told me it was surprisingly good... It got me curious again#And holy shit#I'm so glad they did...#Like srsly for an official story#that's insanely good imo#Like... Now I wish they'd adapt it in an OVA hahaaa#I just want more#And hope they could also write the other members 🥺🤲✨ aaaa thank you so much 🙏
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"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#cw blood#something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones#IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE....#THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU#do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule.#LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE#DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared#i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail#but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!!#i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time#i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS#soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz#i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss#have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES#I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn#annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE.#hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.
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honestly shoutout to the ppl that still follow my acc after discovering that i’m merely a hormonal teenage girl that latches onto sad pathetic fictional men like a motherless duckling. and not. yk. an aloof and mature responsible young adult who maintains decorum online and doesn’t taint their digital footprint with toe curling sheet gripping down horrendous statements about a century dead poet.
#i try so hard to be the latter. i rly do😔#i look at all my 21+ mutuals and marvel how cool and collected they are#how ppl come to them for advice and weep into their arms like a beloved elder sibling when they have woes and troubles#meanwhile someone tells me they genuinely want to drop out of school and i’m like “same tbh 💀” LIKE HELP WHAT😭😭 NOT A NORMAL RESPONSE#only person i’m scared of on this site is evermorethecrow and that’s for valid reasons (if ur reading this hi pookie!!)
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(do you love me like that?) you're a reckless driver (I'm a reckless driver) and one day it will kill us if I —
#yellowjacketsedit#yjedit#akilahmari#lyricsongifs#yellowjacketscentral#ok i WANT TO DISCLAIM. im not 100% sold on pitgirl mari im not 100% sold on anything. the show will tell me when its ready!#that SAID im incapable of giffing unless theres tragedy involved and also i think it would be an interesting trajectory for them#akilahmari work imo because while different they are both very vulnerable in the same way#they want to be seen and cared for and they arent in an environment where thats easy#and like. yeah the you tell me all the time to keep my eyes on the road gif IS the gay scenes#but its also akilah being in tune with people and their emotions. ofc she knows taivan love each other ofc she knows lottienat need a momen#and later ofc she knows lottie and nat need a moment!!! that skill serves her as tension escalates#whereas mari cannot read a room + does not filter herself. and akilah often gets the best of that from her!#but also. akilah shoots her a look when she presses javi about the missing bear meat. but also. mari isnt wrong to be concerned#mari is vulnerable and scared !!!AND!!! heavily concerned about survival. so whereas akilah and mari are both scared to hunt javi#mari is the second to run to grab javis body. akilah follows still horrified. mari is better suited to survive in a lot of ways#but also tends to step on toes!!! but also mari is so loyal and so like. attentive? eager? in a way akilah isnt#so mari says more controversial things but ultimately follows status quo in a way akilah is less inclined to#even in terms of skills mari can cook and akilah can sew but eventually what good is stitching people up when they need to eat. you know.#IDK i think theyre soooo interesting and im rly looking forward to their relationship hopefully developing bc i think theyre cute and fun#but i think their dyn could get sooooo interesting. even in terms of letting mari go. like. many connotations#akilah can giggle when the jokes are still funny and they can find each other in any given space. but does that matter if it cant save them#anyway ive run out of tags to tag the chars for my blog and im being really brave about it btw.#also its 2 am and i wanna post and im being even braver about that (not deleting this tag but its not 2 am my time as i post im drafting<3)
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why is it SOOOOO difficult to write SOBS
#(i hope tht mario isnt massive for mobile users.. if he is Sorry)#I spent like what. 5 hours? writing and i dont have much to show for it; the fic thingy turned out rly short and very bad#but im lowkey proud of myself;; i've never written for 5 hours straight; i never have the patience#i am super scared to go back to read it tho; but i wanna like. at least try to finish it so i gotta#btw yeas it is steve and zombie. you know the rest wha ever#personal
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"You feel heavy breathing coming from your back... Would you like to look behind you?"
"Yes." < "No."
#omori#drawing#omori fandom#traditional art#artists on tumblr#omori fanart#sketch#omori au#omori aubrey#disturbing#I WAS LISTENING TO SOMEBODY READING A GENUINELY TERRIFYING CREEPYPASTA WHILE DRAWING THIS AND I ACTUALLY GOT SO SCARED FOR SOME REASON#nailed flower au#omori blackspace#yeah theres still a blackspace in nailed flower#blackspace is rly important to the story#i had fun drawing this tbh#poor aubrey dude 😔😔😔
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j need to get back into life drawing post haste
#i think im losing . construction in my art#im forgetting how to draw bodies think. idk#literlaly so annoying . its like fun when u get the hang of things but then u neglect one aspect in pursuit of another#and then have to go back and touch up that old skill to try and balance jt and theres that brief period where#eveyrthing is harmonious and then it outpaces itself again and becomes ths juggling act#overall i enjoy it . the drawing sessions but smtimes finding the will 2 get out of bed is like pulling teeth#bc i know im never going 2 walk out of there feeling satisfied but . actually idc#a lot of my pals . my friends there r a couple of decades older than me and they have the best advice tbh#randy. and donna . randy and donna and third guy whose name i forget . -> if u r satisfied at the end of a session did u rly learn anything#always want 2 improve . right right#UARHGHQHHH ill do it ill go . im scared bc i feel like it tends to artblock me#bc i start getting in my head ab what i know/see vs what i can only draw#but im sooo addicted 2 wanting to get better . i want to draw like a million people i see on here who have that great construction and#weight and anatomy and dynamism . i want to be like u . ill work to be like u ill try#and i feel like ive negelcted my basics for soo long .. i need to get ths foam shapes and a lamp . NOWWWW#yotasuke#i miss yotasuke so much.damn. thats crazy . anyways#the way he points out that yatoras dedication/hard work is a talent . like ueah . i agree w him im envious of that r u kidding me#and ytora walkimg arnd like oh u have it so easy ytsk. he needs to shut the hell up smtimes#i meed to see them eviscerate each other blood and all.#spongebob icecream truck- not that yatoras hard work isnt Also a skill but ykwim . if youve read YKWIMM#bc he was always like woe is me im soo untalented and its like no bro u r you just manifest it differently . that natural drive is a talent#but that natural drive also takes skill to foster and nurture else it has no purpose .#no i cant be blp posting in the tags bye
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Alternian trolls being straight up cannibals is fun but you know what we also need? Beforian trolls eating like, closely related species as well. Less fucked up than direct cannibalism, because Beforus, but the equivalent of us eating apes or chimps or something
wait you have raised the very important issue of yeah wtf is the troll to species equivalent of humans and chimps/bonobos ??????? this has the potential to be very disturbing
also perhaps more convoluted cuz wtf is the mother grub and all the lusi anyway…… taxonomically speaking
#eating chimp would be so fucked up#also fr chimps particularly scare the shit out of me#monkeys kinda in general. they’re wily. but chimps? terrifying#bonobos from my understanding are amazing gentle lesbian monkeys or something#not rly i read once about how their females socially bond supposedly its a good time#forgot where i was going w this#vaguely humanoid animals r freaky#eating them is wwwhaaaccckkk#txt
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guys literally trust. one day i will venture into mastering how to write dark content and then nothing will stop me again
#i literally don’t know how to write dc#and i don’t wanna write it and then it sucks#idk fjsjdjd i feel like my prose or wtv is#very light hearted in a sense that it’s rly only suited for fluff#or at best angst that turns to fluff#so dark content doesn’t rly seem#idk my forte#i read it tho#so i would love to one day be brave enough to write it but im just scared it’ll suck#BUT ykw#u have to write shit that sucks#in order to write stuff that’s good#so one day i will try#but that day is not today
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it’s so funny to me that the only intimidating villain in this whole goddamn series is morgarath lol
there are like 15 books now, there’s a new villain almost every book— if not ever 2-3 books. but the only one that got good ground on the intimidation factor was Morgarath. why is he the only fucking scary villain in the series make it make sense 😭😭😭
#rangers apprentice#ranger's apprentice#tessa's headcanons#before people go throwing fucking JORY RUHL AT ME literally stop#he was insane AND I APPRECIATED THAT I love a good insane villain#so he made me think ‘wow that’s a good villain’#but like I wasn’t SCARED of him#when I was reading ruins of gorlan I remember being terrified of Morgarath because he was intimidating af#he was a rly good villain#but he’s it that’s it that’s all#I’ll give ya the evil skandians too they were scary#Karen is also under the insane category
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seems like my heart does nothing but break lately
#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level#for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her#still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions#Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later#jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this#not fair not fair at all this is evil#and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences#i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it#i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity#is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike#Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂#AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪#at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even#LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it#what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol#hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather#kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter#how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there#n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng#or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak#n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own#well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her
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Actually we r at 6 months now without any major deaths in my life, which is great! That's the longest I've gone without any major deaths since last May! The second longest was 4 months between July and November last year. Wow !
#speculation nation#negative/#i mean not exactly but also. ya kno.#really i dealt with death after death in may july november and the biggest in february#actually i think my great grandma died within the span between july and november. but i wasnt close with her & dont remember when#so idk if id count that. if i did then the longest would be 3 months. between november and february.#all this is to say. wow what a Fucking year last year was huh#i still dont rly feel like i have much trust in people staying alive in my life.#but maybe im a bit less scared of even more people in my life suddenly dropping dead.#... then again now i apparently have something wrong with my liver. which i am still not happy about.#the only reason why im not dying of anxiety is bc i still feel relatively normal overall.#but i also just remembered how. well. 28 has Long been my unlucky number. and im turning 28 next year.#so ive been half convinced im just gonna die when im 28. bc thatd be just my luck wouldnt it#and like overall theres no real reason why i Would die at that age. but now theres something wrong with my liver.#and like ok i dont think it's liver failure. i dont have any real symptoms for it#and if it was an emergency my doctor wouldve told me to go to the hospital. probably.#but idk. my truest anxiety about it is that it could be something cancerous. or something.#and really i have no reason to suspect that specifically. it's just one of the potential causes for the enzyme abnormality we found#but bc it's not entirely off the table. well now my mind has latched onto it. and is like 'What If'#and ok i just now looked into possible liver diseases to try to calm my anxiety. with mixed success.#bc i found all sorts of liver diseases. including cirrhosis. which is irreversible damage.#im just clinging to the hope of the fact that my readings werent Too high... just.#every single one associated with the liver was high. which means theres Definitely something wrong with my liver.#and im kind of scared it's bc of my prior alcohol use. i wasnt an alcoholic but i did drink pretty regularly for a bit.#but also how unfair would it be for me to get a liver disease from that??? the most i ever drank at one time was 8 shots#which is a lot but there are some people doing that kind of thing Regularly. and they dont get liver disease???#regardless this has been extra persuasion to stay off the alcohol. especially until i know what's up with it.#heyyyy mr liver inside me i prommy i will take good care of u from now on. pls dont die on me 😭😭😭#see ok this is what happens whem i start to think. i get anxious. i just need to keep not thinking.#it's 10 pm i think thats a good time for sleepies
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nightmares nightmares nightmares every goddamn night. im tired.
even crueler was this one I was about to get away from the family, i was packing my bag, i was going to be free after a terrible terrible dinner with them where they'd been so angry at me like usual because I'd spoken things that didnt match their opinions (flew directly in the face of their opinions, but only out of genuine worry for them because I cannot help but care about them, they're family, they've had good moments towards me, I've grown up with them, it is nigh impossible to let all that go and not care about them) and I decided to leave, it wasn't safe anymore, I'd spoken too out of turn, but i was going to be free of them. but i woke up just as I was walking out the door, my nightmares and dreams can't even let me have a taste of that freedom, it's too painful and close to hope i guess. incredibly cruel!
#under the cut because i dont think people rly want to read my whining dhdjdkl#fucking awful and stupid nightmare. kicks rock. can't even let me out of this hell house in my dreams apparently#the topic of conversation that i argued was about weight loss#because mother said ''its a shame you can't charge more for weight loss programs''#and i got. very scared and upset lol. couldnt hold my tongue for some reason. nightmare logic!#im tired of this shit. if anybody at the centre attempts to bring up weight loss around me again im going to bite them i stg#theres one lady there who talks about it so often and I've been trying to figure out how to tell her to stfu about it#when she's speaking directly to me#if she's not talking to me then I don't think I'm socially allowed to tell her to stop speaking about something even if im trapped there#like in a vehicle or on a hike or something#idk! oh well! i just need to grow thicker skin probably!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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So daunted by biscuits that need you to cut and chill the butter. Like that's a lot of work...
#twist rambles#and how r u even supposed to know the right temp. my toxic baking trait is im rly bad w butter. you dont want to know what I've done to get#softened butter. i should actually look this up and make the biscuirs today. hi good morning also. im not great @ baking so im forever rly#scared w new recipes. but i really want to make these biscuits so i have to survive the really scary research part of the recipe#and then i have to read...
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girl help me ive lost interests in all my hobbies and interests
#im burnt out from all the games i play and im still kinda scared of playing valorant#and i dont have the motivation to read or write or draw or do anything rly#so im just sitting here watching tiktoks all day but im bored and understimulated and restless yet with nothing to do....#its always something with me my bad#jaci.txt
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someone called me 1 of their fav twsb artists....🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
#smiling so hard...#along with pen..!!! who i love they r great💖#my lifeline to twsb fandom lol#they have been supplying me w non-spoilery twsb fanart since i cant search thru the tags myself due to spoilers KDJKS🫣#and also was the first to comment on the first twsb art i posted into the void without even knowing if anyone would see it🥺#v nice introduction into twsb fandom... thank u pen-nim...#wild to think ppl think i am contributing to the fandom... since twsb fandom is relatively small (en fandom at least)...#im just rambling now but im rly glad i got into twsb#the fans ive interacted w are all so nice and i get so happy reading ppls tags on my posts#like even tho twsb fandom is small and its only like 5 ppl commenting#ppl still leave nice tags more often than on my cookie run fanart before??#so its a small but dedicated fanbase... love to see it#also ive gotten to interact w korean fans on twitter too and that makes me rly excited too aaaa#i want to make more mutuals but im scared to follow ppl bc spoilers aldjslsk#also i love how dedicated the kor fandom is... like organizing birthday cafes for the charas... thats so exciting to me!!!#i wish us fans did that too ladjks (well twsb is too small here but... like for fandom in general... it would be so cool)#anyway i love twsb the work and ive had positive experiences w fellow fans so far so its nice..#/end ramble
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