#so I was a bit bleh to see that the woman who plays her in ENT is unambiguously white
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Pathologic AU but it's all Vulcan Women [Patreon | Commissions] T'Pol: Bachelor because of the whole 'time travel isn't real' thing - Mrs. facts and logic. Also, her initial status as an outsider in a strange place who isn't liked or trusted by most. T'Pring: Changeling because of how she was so maligned and hated for so long but is now seeing softer, more positive treatment in fandom. Also, her being incredibly mysterious. T'Pau: Haruspex because she was framed for a massive killing and is working to clear her name. Also the most (vulcan)religious-focused.
#fun fact! the first time I saw T'Pau was her hologram on Voyager which was played by Betty Matsushita#and the woman who plays her on TOS Celia Lovsky was cast to play women of color during her career and I initially thought she was#asian (suffice it to say wasn't watching amok time in 4k hd)#so I was a bit bleh to see that the woman who plays her in ENT is unambiguously white#Pathologic Au#Star Trek#T'Pol#T'Pau#T'Pring#also fun fact - I saw some clip on youtube of T'Pau and T'Pol interacting and....is anyone shipping them?#bea art tag
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Barbie in the Nutcracker: First Thoughts
The following is my thoughts while watching this for the first time.
Credits look awful. Still, itâs 2001 and this is the first installment so Iâll give it a pass.
Only know the basic Nutcracker song and theme but nice that it uses an orchestra
Barbie herself doesnât look too bad but her little sis⌠yikes.
Kinda weird to see these dolls moving like mocap performers.
Heh! Barbieâs voice actor has the same name as her little sister.
Kelly very clearly sounds like an adult woman trying to do a kiddish voice.
Lipsyncing is odd, looks more like generic flapping.
Surprisingly decent snow effects.
Iâm assuming Claraâs parents are either dead or abandoned them. Or they could also just be on vacation.
Is it wrong that I find Grandpa cute? Gives off a very distinguished vibe. Especially that voice.
They call gingerbread houses âchristmas boxesâ? Thatâs⌠interesting.
Kinda wish they gave Clara a different voice from Barbie, or at the very least a different hairstyle.
The lighting is actually pretty good! Nice warm hues, makes me feel like Iâm at a cozy inn.
Her little brother looks like the kids who played Fortnite and would tease me in high school. Of course his name is fuckinâ Tommy.
This CGI is reminding me of early PS2 cutscenes.
Aunt Drosselmayerâs got that 90âs Leo DiCaprio/Hugh Grant parting in her hair. Bleh.
Why is Clara the only blonde in the family?
Ooh! Weâve got some family drama between Auntie and Grandpa. This is getting juicy.
Elizabeth is giving me confident bisexual vibes with the voice and manner of movement. Bet you thatâs why Grandpa doesnât trust her.
Looking at the wiki I just found out that Trixieâs VA voices the Aunt, Starlightâs VA is Barbie and Cadenceâs VA is one of the kids! Must be a Canadian production.
I will never not find the word ânutcrackerâ to be hilarious.
Clara, why tf are you fighting over a toy with your lil brother? Youâre like⌠17? 18? I dunno but itâs way too old.
Seriously they gave Tommy the most punchable face ever. Not that Iâd ever punch a kid but I can see why other kids his age would deck him.
Magic shenanigans are ensuing.
I like the medeival look of the rats. The CGI actually fits them well.
Clara wakes up to see an anthropomorphic warrior rat right next to her eating something and is just like âgoddamn it, git ya varmint!â I love it.
Oh, she thinks sheâs dreaming. That makes sense to why sheâs so calm.
Hmm⌠I feel like the Rat King should look a bit more evil, and larger as well. Still, TIM CURRY! Iâm gonna LOVE this.
Woah! Weâre getting a fight scene! A swordfighting scene to be exact!
Oooh the Rat Kingâs magic and can shapeshift his weapon. Thatâs metal AF.
Tim Curry putting everything into his performance as usual.
Iâm kinda surprised weâre already getting a Nutcracker-Rat King battle. Iâd have thought theyâd save that sorta thing until the third act.
Did they really have to change it to Sugarplum Princess? Fairy just sounds more powerful.
Wow! This snowy cave is beautiful! Something out of a classic painting.
EWWW THESE LIL SNOW FAIRIES LOOK DISGUSTING!
Did this nutfucker not realize that an icy fortress would have ice for the walls?
The fairies doing ballet looks weird because they have nothing to stand on.
Please donât tell me the small fairy is staying, I hate her.
Dance is currently reminding me of Fantasia.
âThe fairies probably went off to make a blizzard somewhereâ. The way he said that nonchalantly had me cackling.
The effect of Claraâs footsteps turning into flowers is beautiful.
Pimm sounds like heâs an absolute troll online. Also gives me Psychicpebbles vibes (though I know itâs not him).
Wow the Rat King is a straight up genocider.
Why do all the kids look like Kelly?
OH DEAR GOD THAT LITTLE BOY LOOKS HORRIFYING.
Wait Prince Eric? Are they legally allowed to call him that? We all know how much Disney loves copyrights.
Man these kids are little shits and their outfits are gagworthy.
Major Mint definitely got a big personality, and the voice actor does a good job with it.
Ok Mint is hilarious and is so far the best part of the movie.
Nice to see some Asian rep with Captain Candy.
Wow, Rat King turns his failed employees into stone. Dark!
The zoom in on the Rat King as he says âthatâs it?â made me giggle.
Thomas Astruc looked at the Rock Golem and got his first idea for an akuma.
Wait how the hell does Clara know that the Nutcracker is Prince Eric? I mean I already assumed because of the plot of the original ballet, but how does she know?!
The bridge scene gives me the willies, since Iâm afraid of heights.
Wow this flower fairy is the only kid-looking character that has a decent design.
Didnât expect a song to be interrupted by an enemy.
Lol, the Majorâs monocle falls off as he sees the giant.
Glad to see the fairies serve a purpose other than dancing. Kick that giantâs ass!
Captain Candyâs a better man than Mint, as he actually makes sure that he gets saved.
Once again, the island is beautiful! Reminds me of Oz with the colored roads.
Ooh clever! At first I thought the castleâs backdrop looked really fake but I just factored it was because itâs 2001 CGI. But it was actually a trap!
Nice we see a test of Claraâs character that she passed.
The invisble hand touching Claraâs hand is actually making me feel kinda teary-eyed internally.
The Rat King definitely has a Napoleon complex.
Loving the character arc for Nutcracker with his final duel.
Ah! So now the Rat King is growing. Fits for the climax.
Huh⌠Prince Eric looks more like Jimmy Pesto than a prince.
Lol Major Mint realizes heâs been shittalking the prince.
Huh, so Claraâs the princess? I guess it sorta makes sense since itâs her dream.
For those princes out there who are hated by the public, all ya gotta do is fight a giant mouse.
Mint and Candy got the moves! Best dancers of the entire movie.
The final dance between Eric and Clara is absolutely gorgeous.
The villain was taken down by a snowball⌠I love it.
God Kelly Sheridan and Kirby Morrow really put everything into the scene where Clara disappears.
Lol Kellyâs Canana accent shows up when she says âItâs not a storyâ.
âWhatâs all this foolishness about mice kings and bats, Clara? Enough of your womenly hysteria! Time for a lobotomy!â Grandpa, basically.
Actually now that heâs in a suit, Eric looks a lot hotter.
Iâm surprised Barbieâs little sister had the attention span to listen to a 1 hour story.
I'll be making a full review of the film soon. Let me know thoughts in the comments and reblogs. @artzychic27 @msweebyness
#barbie movies#barbie#barbie in the nutcracker#nutcracker#barbie blockbuster breakdown#the nutcraker#review
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Comics this week ? (like WW #12)
Superman #17 - The good Absolute Power tie-in of the week. Glad to see Clark is pissed about Jon and not handling it well. Heâs much more aggressive and short tempered here, with Zatanna playing the cool head. An underrated aspect of Superman is that when he loses his powers he also tends to lose his patience and his restraint. Something to unpack there about how much of the cool-headed friendly personality we normally associate with Superman is an act. But of course I am not unbiased when it comes to Superman and WrathâŚ
Worldâs Finest #30 - Waid managed to write a story that even the Wondy fans enjoyed, truly a Herculean feat given the grudge they bear towards him for his self-admitted tendency to misrepresent Diana. Themyscaria came off well, they had advanced tech, kangas, and not all of the Amazons were hostile to the Worldâs Finest trio.
Wonder Woman #12 - Bleh. Good to let Sampere get ahead so that the actual story has consistent art, but these AP tie-ins from King are not hitting.
Green Lantern: War Journal #12 - Loved the ending. Finally have a stand-alone story for Stewart that I can recommend. I'm not sure about keeping Ellie around as her own entity. I interpreted the bit about John's Mama being preserved in the ring as John rewiring his ring to be based on his mom's personality rather than literally preserving her soul or what not, and that interpretation strikes me as very touching. Montos for Stewart is what Reis was for Hal, what a shame we canât get a 50 issue run on Stewart from this team.
Jenny Sparks #1 - Judging by the complaints, itâs seems like this was a lot of peopleâs first exposure to the Ellis style of sneering bastards making fun of âcapesâ. King captured that tone perfectly Iâd say, even if some of Spokeâs imagery was heavy handed. Old bearded white guy feeding the birds for no reason other than he wants to (God as a benevolent provider) contrasted with Atom saying he wants to kill and eat the birds because he can (God as a terrifying force of destruction) was not subtle at all. Will King bring up the High is my biggest question. After all it was the High who in a way caused Jenny to form the Authority in the first place, since she seems to have a negative opinion of Superman here I want to know what her history is with High/Superman. Especially in a post-S&tA world (even if it is an Elseworld) you could wrong some interesting stuff out of Superman and Sparks talking about the Authority.
Ultimate Spider-Man #8 - If my clothes started smiling at me I would simply never wear them again. I would also set them on fire. If it wasnât obvious, the picosuit is 6160 Venom. I loved how ominous this entire issue read, even without any major action you can feel the swords dangling over the cast. AI Peter is already referring to himself as his own entity, heâs focused on the kids just like regular Peter, heâs teasing that he can do stuff Peter doesnât know about, how long until he starts trying to âtake the wheelâ? Maybe weâll get a version of Earth X Venom where the suit tries to bond with either Richard or May in an effort to protect them.
Harry meanwhile gets a small humiliation in that Maker didnât even consider him worthy of notice, which is only going to fuel his need to prove himself. Been going back and forth on if Richard or Jonah would be the ones to die, and after this issue I bet itâs Jonah. Killing Jonah would affect both Richard (with whom Jonah bonds in one of the best Jonah moments ever) and Ben (who is clearly lonely after his wifeâs death and Jonah dying could push Robbie to join Ben or Peter to jump ship too). Kingpin gathers his Sinister Six, and I loved how Mysterio is shown to be playing mind games with his fellow villains.
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Bridgerton and Julia Quinn were the reason I didn't want to read any historical romance, the show wasn't that good for me, the actors are fine but the characters not so much (Jonathan Bailey is great and the actor who playas Benedict is cute and also went to see him in the a Little Life play and he was really amazing) also the storylines from the show are so lacking!!! I thought the books would be better but they are not, I tried some other books by JQ but hated every single one of them, I have up for a while but decided to give it a second chance, I found some other books on Internet and OMG WHAT A DIFFERENCE, the books I found are so good and the characters are amazing
I always say like... the show screws over the legitimately good historical romance novels out there, and it screws over people who just aren't the right readers for the subgenre. Because not everyone is going to like it! And that's okay! I've seen so many readers complain about how the books were "much more problematic" than the show (which mmmmmmm I think they're at similar levels in different ways lol). When tbh? A lot of historical romance readers, I think, read it for the elements those readers consider problematic.
I think the issue with JQ is that she can write some very funny lines, but the books are often pretty lacking in plot and generally follow a very.... here is our bright and shiny girl and the hero worships her and no one else compares and she is the bright light in his gloom, so on and so forth. That can get tiring, at least for me. My favorite Bton heroine is Francesca because she's kind of depressed for a lot of her book. And then she's just aggressively trying to avoid how much she wants Michael to bang her. She's not like... quirky, or easy to get along with, or sunshiney. She's just a pretty psychologically wounded woman.... doing her best lol.
I think Kate appeals to many who otherwise don't love the series for a similar reason (in the books at least)--she's a bit difficult and has some mommy issues.
But yeah, I find JQ rather forgettable, generally speaking, if not maddening. I don't think the show really connects people to what makes a great historical romance... great. And almost everyone is somewhat or extremely upper class, which. Bleh.
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Hiii
Im the same person that requested yandere douma x tanjiros sister reader
And boy let me tell you I loved it so I thought I would do another request
How about platonic yandere Kokushibou akaza and douma (separate) with their demon kid reader?
The story is basically like akaza kokushibou and douma meets an old woman who can show the future and she shows his kid
And she was on god level powerful like upper rank zero?
Plus point if the kid is female đ¸
Take care â¨đ
Probably gonna be my favourite thing I wrote from now on. Thank you for requesting!!
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Kokushibo--
He wasn't planning to take his kid to some future guesser but Muzan had insisted he does so, because well, Uppermoon one has a kid. Surely, the kid is at least a tad bit powerful?
And so he reluctantly takes you to an old woman while you were wrapped up in a bundle of blankets as you tried to grasp his hair.
He was again very reluctant for the old woman to even see you. Hugging you tight to his chest, he glared at the old woman warning her to not do anything that will hurt you.
After the old woman took a look at you, she let out an elated gasp as she went to hold you in her hold. Looking at you in wonder.
All the while Kokushibo was seething like no she shouldn't even be able to touch you??? How dare SHE.
Soon enough he had enough and forcefully took you from the old woman's grasp as he kissed your forehead.
Looking towards the old woman he asked her how was your future like? If it was anything bad he won't believe her. At all.
But she told him that you, you are meant to grow. Grow stronger by each day and even surpass your own father.
And I kid you not, he was very angry. He would have been happy that you were strong.
But even stronger than him?
Sorry baby, you cannot be stronger than your own papa.
He won't be able to protect you then!
But when Muzan heard of your future, he was satisfied and commanded Kokushibo to take care of you, not like he was gonna anyways, but Muzan knew that he didn't want you to be stronger than your papa.
"Don't put...up such...a fuss..." ~ Kokushibo.
Akaza--
I have been daydreaming ( nightdreaming ) about PAPA AKAZA.
Honestly, it's gonna be so cute and comedic I love it.
Imagine him strapping you to his chest while he goes on the Mugen Train Arc Mission?
Imagine Kyojuro's surprise when he is about to fight a uppermoon someone starts making baby noises and softly crying??
His surprise when he sees UPPERMOON THREE gently stroke your forehead as he rocks you back and forth, shushing you softly saying, "It's okay, Papa is here."
And let me tell you, you really and by really I mean REALLY like people with weird hair colours. One of the reasons you like Akaza is because of his hair colour.
You don't like Muzan. His hair colour is too simple. But goddamn you love Daki's hair!!
Douma is. Ew. No like.
So you very much like Kyojuro'a hair when you see him. And are making grabby hands at him.
And you escape Akaza's hold and go to Kyojuro and play with his hair while Akaza is punching a tree with jealousy.
BECAUSE ALL THIS WHILE YOU ONLY LIKED HIS HAIR EXCLUDING DAKI.
And now this hashira comes up and you just?? Hello??
He is all like, "(NAME), BABY, COME BACK TO PAPA AKAZA."
Then Kyojuro is holding you and screaming, "NO. I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO TAKE A KID."
You would 100% love all the hashiras because. Hair colour.
Shinobu. Mwah. Mitsuri. Mwah. Muichiro. Mwah. Kyojuro. Mwah. Rest are bleh.
I AM GOING OFF TOPIC.
Now, on to the topic of him finding out you are gonna be super duper strong.
He is gonna be so HAPPY.
Like, HIS KID IS SO STRONG LIKEAHHHHHHHHH
But disappointed because he won't be able to protect you, BUT THAT won't STOP HIM. NO, NOTHING STOPS PAPA AKAZA. NOTHING.
He would even teach you to not eat or kill women and love them and cherish them.
There comes the punching Douma duo.
He might as well make you hate Douma with a burning passion! Which you do.
"Shhhh, it's okay, you are safe, little one."
Douma--
I feel like he won't give a fuck whether you are strong or not, because in his eyes you would need him one way or another!
But he would be very happy knowing you are strong though.
Though he is kind of sad because you would be able to escape him or his hugs anytime you want because you are stronger than him!
So expect him to be very clingy and make you dependent on him.
He would poke your cheeks a lot because THEY ARE SO SOFT AND CHUBBY.
Has probably tried eating your cheek because it is just so FLUFFY.
Would throw you in the air 100% and catch you. Even make ice figures of you.
Honestly, he just feels so happy with you that he won't ever let you leave.
Even if you are stronger, he does not want to let go of these emotions.
Imagine him accepting his offerings with you sitting in his lap as he gently drums his fingers on your head.
And you drooling on every gift with Douma merrily laughing.
His worshipers also adore you because they have never heard him laugh so much and be so happy in general!
Daki would also love you and would dress you up with Douma creepily watching because he doesn't want anyone else to touch you.
One time he had put his finger in your mouth and you bit it.
It broke.
You swallowed it.
Douma was laughing.
You were crying.
Because his finger didn't taste good.
Plus you didn't even chew it.
Would rub his cheek with yours and make you wear matching clothes with him.
Does not care whether you are a boy or girl.
Him showing you off to Akaza like, "AKAZA-DONO LOOK AT MY CUTE CHUBBY FLUFFY SOFT BABY!!"
Akaza would punch Douma and catch you.
Haha.
I love this.
"You are so cute, my flower!!" ~ Douma.
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haikyuu boys as expecting fathers
characters: TimeSkip!Tsukishima Kei, Bokuto KĹtarĹ, & Ushijima Wakatoshi, all with a Fem!Pregnant!Reader
warnings: pregnant reader and mentions of having a baby so pls be mindful if this makes you dysphoric or if youâre not in a good headspace for it. But otherwise, itâs all fluff so I hope it makes you guys smile!
a/n: everyone around me irl is having babies so here is the result of that LOL i love cute stories about expecting families and shit. All of these are obviously with TimeSkip! characters! And none of the following gifs are mine so credits to the original creators! Hope you guys like it :)Â
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Tsukishima loves to tease the shit out of you, and that hasnât really changed since you started getting bigger. But now, heâll hide your cravings in the top shelves of the pantry so you have to make him come get it. He canât help it, itâs that angry pouty look in your eyes - heâs so in love with you, even when you look like youâre about to murder him.
But despite him hiding everything you could possibly crave, he is an absolute sweetheart. He calls his mom every now and then to update her about you and the baby, probably asks about what she liked when she was pregnant. She tells him stories about liking to read to him and his brother, or how she enjoyed a nice bath if she was particularly sore that day. She even joked that she found it really hard to put her shoes on so typically she just wore slippers or easy to slip on shoes.
Cut to the next day, you wake up to Tsukishima reading a book of dinosaur facts to your belly. Heâs not so much reading it as he is disputing and/or explaining further the facts that are written in it. He doesnât notice you wake up while he waves away the book and states, âItâs fine. When youâre here, Iâll just bring you to my museum and Iâll show you in person. I can sneak you out of daycare, just donât tell your mom.â
You had hoped to be able to keep your independence for longer than this, but found yourself struggling to properly put on your shoes. You huffed, muttering something to your unborn kid about how youâd hold this over their heads forever, and just waddled about with the backs of your shoes folded under your heel. Tsukishima raised an eyebrow as he noticed, waiting for you to sit down in the car before holding the door open and bending down to properly put your shoes on.
âKei, whatâre you doing?â You laughed, watching him swiftly tie up your laces. âTheyâre fine, theyâre old shoes anyways.â
âIf you wear your shoes like that, youâll fall and hurt yourself,â he shrugged. âI canât have you hurting the little Tsukishima just because you canât put your shoes on.â
His expression was the same plain emotionless face as usual, but you smiled anyways because here he was, kneeling in front of you and helping you with what is supposed to be a simple task.
The day went on as usual, but you definitely werenât prepared for your husband to call you into the bathroom and display the little bath he had drawn you with your favourite candle lit.
âDid you do something?â You asked him with narrow eyes, making him scoff.
He rolled his eyes, helping you out of your clothes gently, âAm I really such a bad husband that you think Iâd have to be feeling guilty to be nice to you?â
You thought about it for a moment before nodding playfully, âYup. So what did you do?â You laugh and he just flicks your forehead before helping you into the tub.
You watch as he smirks a bit, holding your chin for a second and watching your eyes, âWell Iâm the reason you got knocked up so I supposed I have to take care of you donât I?â
He doesnât hold that sultry teasing look on his face for too long, especially when you splash him with water, drenching every part of him you could reach đ.
Bokuto is in a PANIC the closer you get to the due date. You once just felt a bit tired after vacuuming and the boy thought you holding your front meant you were going into early labour.
âIâVE GOT THE CAR KEYS BUT I CANâT FIND MY WALLET!!! BABE HAVE YOU SEEN NY WALLET? I CANâT REMEMBER WHERE I PUT IT. OMG WHAT IF THEY WONT TAKE US IN. WHAT IF THERE ARE SO MANY BABIES BEING BORN WE CANT GET IN. I KNEW I SHOULDâVE TAKEN A CLASS ON BIRTHING BABIES!â
You let him run around because he honestly is so entertaining to watch while panicking. He pouts about it later, talking shit about you to your belly, âYour momâs a big meanie. You need to be born quick so we can team up on her okay?â
âKĹtarĹ! Donât you dare try to turn my baby against me!â You laughed, swatting at his head.
Man is overly prepared for any sort of situation. He already set up all the safety baby measures, like corner cushions and outlet covers, though now heâs considering locking up all the knives into a cupboard.
âKĹtarĹ... how am are supposed to cook like this?â You asked, raising an eyebrow at the lack of your sharp cooking knives.. and the butter knives.
The grown man just poured some more, âI gotta keep both my babies safe alright? Iâll cut everything for you so you donât cut yourself.â
Except for the fact that Bokuto is definitely more accident prone than you are and has a few bandaids on his fingers now.
As an expecting dad, Bokuto found himself getting more and more teary eyed at any situation that involved a family or a baby. Whether that was just seeing kids and families play in the park that the two of you walked past sometimes, or seeing a commercial for diapers with happy bouncy babies, you would turn to see a misty-eyed Bokuto who would then turn to you and wrap you in a tight squeeze.
He was beyond excited at this point to meet your little baby - he wanted to know what they would look like. The perfect mix between the most perfect woman in the world and him, who was pretty cool thank you very much. This baby was going to be the cutest most amazing kid ever, who would definitely play a really great game of volleyball, Bokuto was sure of it.
Letâs be honest though, pregnancy is not an easy journey. Bokuto loved seeing you grow the baby but he knew that it was a difficult process for you. You were always sore and at the beginning you were always sick. And there were some days where you literally didnât feel attractive or beautiful at all, but Bokuto would praise you as high as he always did regardless.
âYou are the most perfect lady I have ever laid eyes on. The most gorgeous being to ever walk this universe!â He told you one day, pressing kisses all over your face as you laid across a couch.
âThanks,â you tried to give him a smile - you always appreciated his compliments, even if you didnât necessarily agree.
âWhatâs wrong?â He asked you with a small frown, noting your forced smile.
âI just⌠feel bleh. Not at all like how youâre saying I look,â you admitted with a small smile.
Bokutoâs eyes grew wide in shock, jumping over the couch to sit down on the floor next to you. He clasped your hands in his, pressing kissing to them gently as well. âI know you might not feel it⌠but I hope you know that I still think it. I donât even have to force it. Youâre the most beautiful girl Iâve ever met, and that hasnât changed even though your body is changing a bit. I donât need you to wear the most perfect makeup or the best dress for me to think youâre gorgeous. Youâre perfect just laying here in my old sweats and Iâm happy that I get to come home to see you like this every day,â he grinned, touching your cheek affectionately.
You loved this man. He was so sweet to you in every way possible. But sometimesâŚ. sometimes his sweetness just went a little too overboard. You tried to insist to him that you were pregnant but that didnât mean you couldnât do anything. Man refuses to let you do anything for yourself. No lifting boxes, no lifting anything in fear that you might hurt your back.
âKĹtarĹ, itâs just my purse,â you tried to point out in a laugh, trying to reach it as he held it above your head.
âNope! Not happening. What if you hurt yourself?â
â... with my purse?â
âYa!â
âKĹtarĹ, I have to go shopping for food or we wonât have anything to eat. And baby needs to eat!â
âWell Iâll come with you then!â
âYouâve got practice!â
âItâs fine, Iâll tell them Iâll practice another time! My perfect wife and baby come first,â heâd grin at you and insist on opening all the doors as you two made your way to the car. You fall in love with this man more and more every day, even if he keeps stealing things from your hands.
Ushijima is a really nervous new dad, even if you canât really tell from his stoic expression. He listens intently to all of the parenting advice people give, bought a few books about newborns, and has hundreds of tabs on his laptop of ranging topics from baby products people insist are necessary, mommy blogs about what is important to do when pregnant, and research that he doesnât quite understand but feels is important nonetheless.
Ushijima isnât necessarily a man of words all the time, so you were surprised to find that he started to talk a lot more after finding out that your child could hear him.
âYou donât have to play volleyball if you donât want to,â he told them quietly one day while the two of you were on the couch. It came so out of the blue that you actually thought he was talking to you.
âHm?â
â... do you think theyâd want to play volleyball?â He asked you sheepishly, glancing at you with a shy expression.
You thought about it for a moment and slowly started to smile, âWell theyâll be attending every single one of your games so Iâm sure theyâll be at least interested in learning!â
Ushijima nodded and you watched as a soft smile graced his face. You kept your eyes on him for just a moment longer, seeing a flicker of uncertainty on him.
âWakatoshi, donât you dare think for one second youâll be a bad dad,â you warned him, poking his side and making him jump from surprised.
He stared at you for a moment, blinking, âYou know what Iâm thinking?â
âI know that youâve been worried about being a good dad ever since I told you I was pregnant. I know that youâre nervous about being the kind of dad you always wanted to have growing up. I know because Iâm terrified of being a good mom too,â you admitted with a nervous sort of smile, interlacing your fingers together. âWeâll be okay together though.â
Ushijima nodded and hummed softly, âWeâll have to take them to France.â
âFrance??â
âSatori wants to meet them too. He said he would make them chocolate.â
It wouldnât just be the baby that Satori is constantly trying to spoil, but you as well. He sends over packages of his chocolate for you to try, grinning ear to ear when you call him for a catch-up call.
âDo you like them?â TendĹ asked, and you could hear him humming to himself as he moved around a kitchen.
âI love them! But youâre going to make us fat if you keep sending them! Theyâre much too yummy for me to stop eating!â You laughed, eyes wandering to the kitchen where you knew you still had a few bits of his chocolate left.
âNo no no no. Iâm just trying to make sure your baby is a cute healthy plump baby! Theyâll grow nice and strong!â
It always made you smile, knowing that all these people who loved your husband wanted to love you and the baby as well. Even Ushijimaâs new teammates would come by and bring snacks or anything they thought might aid you in your pregnancy. Though, Kageyama wasnât really sure what pregnant people or babies liked, so he just brought a whole bag of the milk boxes he liked.
âYouâve got to grow big and strong so that I can defeat you in volleyball one day. I canât defeat your dad right now⌠cause heâs on my team. But Iâll defeat an Ushijima one day for sure,â he muttered to your belly with a fierce intensity in your eyes that made you laugh, making his ears turn red as he realized that you also heard him (Kageyama, the baby is attached to her, of course she heard you lol).
As it neared your due date, Ushijima prepared himself mentally every passing day. He wanted to be 110% ready so he went over your birthing plan mentally at least 10 times a day and reread over all the articles and information he had gathered over the months. He wanted to be the best father possible, but you insisted to him that you werenât worried about this at all. After all, he was already the best husband you could ever have asked for.
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Feeble Diversion
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A/N: a short thatâs slightly based on Leverage bc Iâve been watching it, lmao. just a team member, whoâs struggling to be a grifter, lmao, for @flashfictionfridayofficialâ.
Word Count: 708
TW: None
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"That's right. . . I stole the art piece!" someone yells, standing behind a podium.
It results in gasps from a crowd at the room as they regard the woman with wide eyes. She stands tall, her chin up, and dabs her eyes with tissue. Someone overfills a glass of wine, letting it spill across a table. A guest drops their plate onto a table, their jaw slacking.
"Is this true?" a guest asks, raising their brows. "What do you. . . what do you mean by that?"
"As in, I'm the person behind the theft of Van Gogh's starry night," Merianne answers with a flourish. "It is I, who's responsible for a heinous crime such as that!"
Never once in her life did she commit a crime. Well, maybe she had stolen a free sample twice that one time. . . Other than that, she's mostly a decent citizen without any record of thievery. She's more of a skilled hitter than a grifter. She can punch someone on the air than lie to them.
"Pfft, you? Steal?" Another guest clicks their tongue, evidently dubious. "Now everyone, please, calm down. I'm sure this woman must have drank a lot of bubbly champagne. Nothing to fear, anyone, there's no thieves in this exhibition. We've got top security that's unbreakable."
Not really, Merianne thinks, keeping her hands behind her back. Her accomplice, Liena, managed to sneak into their storage. She intercepted their systems and deactivated them. However, she's taking a bit too longer than she'd like.
That's the problem with Liena: she couldn't resist an opportunity to work on her skills.
So, she taps into her ear piece to check on her.
"Faster! I don't think I can keep lying for too long," Merianne mutters.
"Just stall a little longer," Liena replies, getting the envelope from a container. "It's not easy breaking into a secured room, ya know?"
"Ugh!" Merianne sighs, sounding like she's probably shaking her head. "You should have signed someone else up for this!"
"Well, it's not as if I had anyone else willing to play the part. Besides. . . they're distracted by your drama, it's what's more important."
"Hey, I don't want to land in prison for a false confession."
"And you won't, don't worry."
With an inward grumble, she turns her ear piece off. Fine, she can probably wait for this to be over. However, Liena should have known better than to assign her as a grifter. She can barely swindle anyone into sharing their financial information with her. She's only good with taking them out. Or hiding the body.
Not with the talking and all those words, and bleh. It's more of a former teammate's thing, who had to take a break for secretive reasons.
Just give her a baseball bat and she'd whack everyone in this room unconscious within ten minutes.
"But I stole it," Merianne insists again.
"Can you please shut up?" another guest asks, glaring at her. "Some of us don't wanna deal with your issues."
"If you stole it, do you have proof you did?"
"Pfft, you're just talking utter non-sense."
"That's the wine talking, probably."
Merianne furrows her brows. Hey, she had to work hard on planning this deception. She's supposed to play a part of a businesswoman then felt she couldn't pull it off. She's only a random guest, who somehow got access to this exhibition.
With pricey paintings and valuable statues galore.
She had to fail her part of the heist this badly, huh? Still, her babbling managed to serve as a distraction, so. . . not a total failure, at least.
It doesn't mean that she's not sour about this, though.
Merianne slumps into her seat, fuming.
Once the exhibition's over, the museum curator informs them to go. Merianne clutches on her small wallet, stomping out. She makes it to a parking lot, where she spots a beloved van parked.
When she opens a door, Liena shows up with a case in hand.
Liena snorts. "See? Told you that you can pull this grifting thing off."
Merianne crosses her arms and pouts. "Next time, you try doing this grifting stuff. I'm not gonna do this again."
"Deal," Liena replies, hopping onto a seat. "On your next job, you get to be my getaway driver instead."
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Phasmophobia
Danny was very sick of tourists coming to explore Amity park. Like very sick of them, especially the âghost hunterâ ones. In the end they just caused more problems than the actual ghosts, getting in the way of the fights causing Danny more stress and injuries than normal. Not to mention they sucked at their so called jobs. He was pretty sure even a single elementary schooler of Amity was a better ghost fighter than all of the tourists combined.
But at the moment it was the dead of winter and probably one of the coldest weeks of the year. So only the stupidest of self proclaimed ghost hunters would venture out to hunt ghosts in weather like this. While it was nice not having to worry about danger prone tourists Danny still was miserable, he could deal with the cold just fine in fact he preferred the cold. The problem was that It was the holiday season, the worst time of the year. At least the ghost attacks were less frequent as they all prepared for the Christmas truce party.
Still he supposed it could be worse. His parents werenât fighting as much this year, though that was probably due to the fact they were still treating him like he was made of glass half of the time after he told them about the whole half dead thing. Danny figured that was due to the fact they blamed themselves for the portal incident, causing them to coddle him to an almost tortuous degree. It was as if they expected him to disappear if he was so much as bumped in the wrong way. It had gotten a bit better at this point at least, if things continued as it did at the beginning Danny was pretty sure heâd rather have them still be shooting at him. Now they only tensed up when he left the house instead of not so subtly stalking him all day.
At the moment Danny was sitting on the counter in the kitchen with his mom while she was cooking dinner. âDanny dear get off the counter thatâs where the food goes not you.â Maddie said shooing him off the counter with a spatula.
Danny floated off in a huff, âThis is ghostphobic mom. The counter is a perfect seat.â
Maddie rolled her eyes, âThe term would be phasmophobic, and no itâs not itâs; I donât want your butt all over where Iâm making our dinner-phobic.â
âFine transphobic then.â
âHow about asking you to set the table? What would that be?â
Danny mulled it over for a few seconds. âA reasonable request I suppose.â He phased his hands though the cabinets grabbing the plates. Honestly he could have just as easily grabbed them normally but he was still trying to get his parents used to him having powers. âOh by the way Sam, Tucker, and I are hanging out tomorrow to celebrate winter break starting and school being out for two whole weeks.â âAlright sweetie, but be safe okay?â
âOf course I will be mom.â
âI mean it Danny, please.â
Danny sighed âDonât worry, Iâll make sure to text you regularly to let you know Iâm safe. Iâll be fine and stay out of trouble, I promiseâ Maddie nodded seemingly plated at least for the time being.
The next day Danny was really regretting making that promise. The day started out so well too. Danny, Sam, and Tucker were walking along the park trail. Danny was walking a few steps in front of the other two, subtly making the path easier with his powers. The only people out insane enough to bear the cold were people who had to go to work and teens who were bored out of their minds.
âAll Iâm saying Danny is that if you want to choose that class you should choose a race other than human for once. Hellspawn would be the best option in your case.â Tucker argued.
âSays the dude playing the race for furries.â Danny shot back turning his head to look back at his friend.
âHey! The beastmen race is a perfect fit for my class, they have an exp boost for trickery and magic skills  itâs the best for playing a character who mains in ambushing with traps.
âBoys boys stop arguing. Danny will be fine playing as a human heâs just gonna have to spend more time grinding. Also heâs right, beastmen are so the furry option.â Sam cut in.
âWhatever, I just donât understand why he always plays the most boring race in every game he plays. I mean why would you want to play as a human when you could be a fantasy race like an elf or something.â
âWell thatâs easy for you and Sam to say you both are still hum-,â Danny was cut off mid sentence by his ghost sense and a glowing red circle surrounding the group. He hardly had a chance to go ghost before being fully enveloped by the light.
When Danny was finally oriented enough to open his eyes he vowed to never complain about getting motion sick while his dad was driving again if it meant he would never have to go through that awful experience again. It felt like getting sucked into the Fenton Thermos if it was the size of a straw and being spun in a blender all at the same time. He looked around seeing if his friends were brought along with him. And just his luck, of course they got pulled through whatever the hell that was too.
âUgh, you guys okay?â He closed his eyes again and focused on stabilizing his core and getting the last of the nausea to leave.
âBleh I think Iâm gonna hurl.â Sam groaned from beside him.
Danny heard Tucker shift beside him. âYeah Iâm good, I guess all that time staying up late playing VR games kinda helped against motion sickness. Landed on my arm though so definitely going to bruise later. Where are we anyway?â
That actually was a good question, Danny lifted himself off the ground literally, using legs to stand was lame anyway. The sight he was met with was both confusing and surprising. Looking down he saw that the three of them were in some sort of red magic circle or something, with candles lit around it. Looking past that was the part that was surprising. He was expecting this to be the work of a ghost but standing in a circle around the three of them were six  humans in different colored robes. He couldnât recognize any of them though, they must have been from out of town or just total shut ins. He was pretty sure he recognized where they were though, it was the basement of an abandoned building next to the mall, Sam was super into urban exploring the year before and it was one of the first places she dragged the two boys to.
âHaha uhh hey didnât know there was a costume party going on, I would have dressed up, looks like you got all the colored robe thing going on though. Would my hazmat suit work instead of a robe?â Danny looked at the group around him and cracked an uneasy smile. Maybe it was some sort of accidental ghost summoning or something, it wouldnât be the first time. Though the fact it brought his friends along pointed to it either being on purpose or something much more powerful, or both.
The man in the black robe turned to a woman in a white one. âWhy did the spell bring two kids along with it .â
Danny tried to ignore being called an âitâ not like his parents didnât do it before they knew about his identity. âIâm not the murder clown and I do have a name you know.â But his words seemed to fall onto deaf ears.
âI did the calculations right if thatâs what youâre trying to imply, as you can see the subject did appear in the circle as planned. We probably just underestimated how much power the sacrifice would provide with the addition of the solstice.â White robe snapped. Great, this was totally just what Danny needed at the start of his winter break. Not only did they seem like ghost hunters they were the crazy obsessed culty ones.
âEither way the goal was achieved in the end, we have the ghost boy.â Black robe pointed to two men, one in yellow and one in blue robes. âTake care of the two bystanders, but donât kill them. After all we shouldnât kill our soon to be followers.â Yeah that wasnât concerning at all Danny thought.
The one in the yellow grabbed Sam and the one in the blue grabbed Tucker at the black robed man's command. Danny assumed that probably meant the black robed one was the one in charge here. âHey! Get your hands off me you freaks!â Sam yelled, struggling against the manâs grip.
But Dannyâs friends didnât have a chance against people twice their size. Before either of them could struggle more the two men slammed their heads to the ground in almost unison, knocking them out almost instantly. It happened so fast all Danny would do is watch on in horror. He felt like he watched their now limp bodies for ages, their chests shallowly rising at least giving him the relief of knowing they were still alive. But the sight of small puddles of blood forming around their heads snapped him out of his horror and into a rage.
Danny placed his feet to the ground turning to look at the two in the black and white robes. âWhy?â He seethed, âYou said they were accidentally brought along when you were trying to get me here. Technically in a way this falls onto me. So tell me, why?â
The man in the black robe seemed taken aback from being confronted so suddenly. The woman in white didnât seem to have the same problem, maybe they both were in charge? Honestly though Danny didnât care at this point. âWe will take over the little town you haunt. After we do that we will find out where all the ghosts are originating from and then make them into our soldiers so we can take over the country and then the world. To do that we obviously needed you out of the way since you seem to be the only one capable of combating the other ghosts that come into this world. Or you would just defeat our pawns before they could take true action. So we found a way to summon and trap ghosts, then brought you here so we could get you out of our way.â
Honestly Danny was disappointed hearing that more than anything, his rage almost completely disappeared after hearing the plan. âHold up that is the stupidest plan I have ever heard.â And that was saying something seeing as he dealt with Vlad's plans on a weekly basis. âFirst off you do realize it would be very hard to get or even force ghosts into your service if you donât offer them, anything in return. Not to mention how some ghosts have almost godlike powers and you expect to overpower them? Also I am not even close to the only one who can fight ghosts. Everyone in Amity Park has at least some know how when it comes to ghost fighting. They sell basic ghost protection equipment at the supermarket. I just happen to be better suited than everyone else because I yâknow can like fly and go intangible when chasing them. Using ghosts to take over the world is so stupid do you even know how to properly catch a ghost? Seriously this is like next level dumb, not to mention how did you even know the summoning would work if it didn't youâd just all be standing in a darkly lit room looking dumber than you already do.â
That seemed to anger the white one a lot. Apparently she didnât like her intelligence questioned. âWhy you little-.â She stomped her foot. âThis plan was thought through down to the smallest detail. You want to know how it worked huh? How about asking your friend over there. I wonder what happens when the dead are killed? You will find out soon enough.â
Danny looked over to where we gestured and his refound taunting attitude vanished. Laying over in the corner inside a smaller less complex looking circle was a ghost or the ectoplasmic remains of one at least, the core was completely destroyed. Judging by the fact that the ectoplasm was red it probably had a fire core before it was destroyed. From the lingering ecto signature Danny doubted the ghost was even sapient. It was most likely the remains of something like a blob ghost or the ghost of an animal or even a weaker ectopus. Still all he could do was stare at the remains in horror.
âOf course summoning you was harder so we used that thing for its ghost energy to help power the circle. Instead of chalk we used itâs ectoplasm to ensure the strength and longevity of the seal to hold you in the circle.â The woman smiled as if she achieved something great. Achieve something she did indeed, but it certainly was not what she intended.
The rage Danny felt before came back in full force. Before with his friends he at least knew they would recover, all three of them got injured fighting ghosts more often than they should. But to injure a ghost to the point where not even their core remained was something so taboo that only the most despicable ghosts would do. Even Skulker kept the cores of his prey stable enough not to fade away completely. A ghost's form could be completely destroyed but as long as their core remained they would reform back where they first formed in the Ghost Zone. The only ghosts Danny could think of who would go out of their way to destroy a core were some of the ancients like Pariah Dark or Nocturne.
Danny finally managed to tear his eyes away from the ghost's remains to lock eyes with the woman. She and the black robed man took a step back out of instinct. Looking into his eyes they felt the feeling every animal of prey felt when it knew it was being watched, being hunted. The temperature in the room dropped and frost started to crawl across the walls. Danny took a step towards the two leaders before pausing to reconsider and turning and starting towards the two men standing above his friends.
Then men in yellow and blue robes looked to the man in black for guidance, unsure of what action to take. He looked uncertain as well but shook his head. âThereâs no way it can pass through the seal, we tested it.â
Danny's eyes flicked over to the man then back to the two who hurt his friends and gave them a predatory grin, his teeth now looking slightly sharper than usual. He made no sound as he stepped over the circle with ease closer and closer to the two men. They both reached for their weapons, small bats, apparently they were the muscle of the group, and swung at the approaching ghost. Danny simply went intangible causing the two to overswing and hit each other instead, knocking the wind out of them both and causing them to drop their bats. While they were catching their breath Danny grabbed them by their hair and knocked their heads together. Their bodies crumbled to the floor just a few inches from the teens they did the same to just minutes before.
The one who had yet to say or do anything, dressed in red, made her way towards Danny while his back was towards her. Just as she got within arms reach of him she slipped and fell. The temperature had dropped even more at this point causing the ground surrounding Danny to ice over. Danny hardly acknowledged the large thud behind him simply trapping the fallen woman up to her neck in ice as he walked past and headed towards his final two targets.
When first summoned by the group Danny could, within reason, probably be passed off as a weirdish looking human excluding the glow around him. But now as he stalked towards his prey that was no longer the case. His chest no longer moved like it was breathing. His feet made no sound as they made contact with the ground. His eyes, non-blinking, no longer had pupils or even whites to them just a void of endless ectoplasmic green. His ears were pointed almost bat like. The tips of which, along with his lips, were tinted blue. His hair, normally white like snow, now was just the white that came from complete absence of any color. The hair was defying gravity almost as if it was underwater while smoke like wisps trailed off from his hair as he moved. His mouth was twisted into an emotionless smile splitting through his cheeks showing needle like teeth all the way back to where his molars would have been, there was no tongue or throat behind them, just another endless green void. The skin of his neck that was showing past the hazmat suit was marked with lightning like scars. The glow around him seemed to absorb all the light in the room.
The man in the black robe looked between the approaching horror and his partner before running towards the exit. Danny moved so fast it was almost as if he materialized right in front of the man. The man stumbled back falling down in shock but still tried to scramble away from him crossing his chest as he did so. Just as Danny started to raise his arm towards the man he paused and lurched back.
He looked down at his chest where an ornate knife was now lodged. Holding onto the hilt was the woman, she gave the knife a final twist before letting go and herding her partner into the corner farthest away from Danny. Danny showed no pain as he grabbed the knife and pulled it out, the blade was dripping with ectoplasm, and dropped it on the ground. The wound in his chest already healing, filling with more ectoplasm to replace what was lost.
The smile that was marring Dannyâs face was replaced with a scowl as he made his way towards the corner where the two were cowering. Placing a hand on their necks he lifted them both up against the wall and started slowly burning their skin with an ectoblast. He let them go, letting them fall to the ground only when their screams of pain turned silent as crushed vocal cords and burnt throat muscles took their toll. Both cult leaders looked up at him in horror faces pale. "What's wrong?" Danny smiled, "It looks like you've seen a ghost."
The woman looked at him in fear as she grasped at the raw skin of her throat, which now was covered in blisters and charred in some of the worst places. âWha-, what, what are you?â She managed to rasp out before coughing up some blood.
Danny let out a dark chuckle, his voice echoed over itself. âI-,â he snarled, âam a Phantom .â
After Danny sent an anonymous tip to the police about the cult, he brought his friends back to his house. Of course his mom freaked out after he stopped responding to her texts and even more when he phased into the living room with an unconscious Sam and Tucker. He was pretty sure she was about to break out the BOOmerang if she didnât hear from him for much longer. She was more than willing to take the two of them to the hospital to get them checked out.
Danny made a quick stop into the ghost zone to tell Clockwork to spread the word to other ghosts to be on alert and that there were humans that were trying to summon and capture ghosts. After telling Clockwork what happened, in much more detail than the briefest summary he gave his mom, including how he probably went a bit overboard with dealing with the cultists. He also admitted he didn't regret it even if he did go overboard. They hurt his friends and caused a ghost to completely fade, and in Dannyâs opinion they deserve whatever came to them. The whole story caused Clockwork to also start fretting over him making sure to let Danny know that his reaction was a completely normal response to someone threatening something that falls within his obsession especially since it happened in his haunt of all places. Danny swore that his ghostly mentor could be worse than his own parents sometimes especially when it came to reassuring him about his more ghostly tendencies. Â
Luckily after being released from the hospital it turned out the worst Sam and Tucker suffered were concussions that would heal in a decently short amount of time. That didnât mean they werenât complaining about it though.
âStop laughing about my suffering Danny! I wonât be able to start playing Fantasy War Online VII until my two week tech restriction is lifted by my doctor. It was bad enough I had to go to a hospital but to be taken away from my lovely devices as well is just too much.â Tucker lamented. Â
âQuit complaining and suck it up. Iâm on the restriction too Tucker.â Sam pointed out.
Tucker huffed. âYeah well youâll probably manage to catch up to all the people who are getting it on release day easily, since youâre scarily good at MMOâs.â He flopped back onto Dannyâs bed. âHey at least this gives us more time to convince Danny to play something other than a human for once in his life. Like I said before the hellspawn is the perfect race for the build youâre going for.â
Danny just rolled his eyes. âAnd like I said before, I like being a human.â âWhatever dude just donât complain when I utterly beat you if we end up fighting because you wanted to be the lamest most boring race ever.â
Danny shrugged. âSomehow Iâll cope, I just think itâs nice to be seen as normal and not scary.â
Sam laughed. âDanny you are the least scary person like to ever exist. The only things scary about you are your grades and your wacky parents. I doubt you could be scary if you tried.â
Danny looked out the window watching the stars as they started to appear in the sky. â...Yeah I guess youâre right.â
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Abandoned (11)
*That took longer than expected. Had to rewrite the beginning like five times cause I hated how it kept turning out. Bleh! But we got it now! Should have the next and final chapter of this mini-fic out soon! Love ya and enjoy!*
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As the years passed I found myself growing even more attached to Neverland. I had called it home for years already but after Peter told me he loved me it felt more permanent. I guess a part of me was always sort of waiting for my father to show up one day and take me away. Worried that he would return and ruin the peace and happiness I had found on Neverland.
He was the last person I had ever loved before he abandoned me. As much as I hated him there would be nights when Iâd sit in my hut and his face would come to mind. The sound of his voice singing a lullaby to me that I only half remember. I would sit there simmering in my hatred and feelings of betrayal but down deep in my soul there was a twinge of sadness. Memories that feel more like dreams reminding me that for as angry as I was at him there was a time that I loved him. He was my family. My papaâŚ
But thatâs all gone. He left me. Traded me. I have a new family now. I know real love. Unconditional love.
Peter loved me exactly as I was. He never asked me change. He never forced me to do things I didnât want to do. We had fun together. We told each other everything. He knew my deepest darkest secrets and in turn I was entrusted with his. He held me close and kissed me softly. HIs arms were the safest place I had ever known.
He was patient with me and despite how badly he may have wanted to escalate our intimate relationship he never pressured me. If anything he may have been too cautious but given what he knew of my history I didnât blame him. Iâd rather he be courteous than to just assume heâs okay to take what he wants from me. So when the day came that I knew I was ready I asked him to make love to me. He had been so nervous and I couldnât help but tease him a bit despite my own nerves. It felt nothing like the first time I had sex. It was so much softer, slower, and all of my partnerâs attention was solely on me. It felt like love.
After that first time things got a little intense. We may have made it our mission to christen every inch of the island. Soft and sweet love making in the meadows to hard and rough in caves, there was nothing more we cared about. Peter didnât even return to camp for an entire week once because we were too wrapped up in one another. His body became as familiar to me as my own.
That isnât to say that we didnât drive each other mad either. There were days where I wanted to throw him off a cliff and he wished that I had never set foot in Neverland. For as stubborn as the both of us could be the fights never drove us apart for long. We would come back together and everything would be right with the world until we got annoyed and started another fight.
Through all of it I worried though. From what Peter told me all that time ago, heâs dying. He creeps closer and closer to death and thereâs nothing I can do to help him. I ask for details, I ask if there is anyway I can help, and Peter tells me it is not for me to worry about. He assures me he has it all under control. That sentiment loses some of its reassurance when he comes to me shaking and pale as a ghost. Itâs always after he visits Skull Rock and looks at the hourglass ticking away his life.
One of these such nights he found me at my camp and held me close for a long while not saying anything. Not that he had to. I just wish there was something I could do to help. I hate seeing him like this.
âMy love?â I whispered. Peter sat between my legs with his head resting on my chest and his arms wrapped around me. âYou need to tell me if there is some way I can help you.â
Peter sighed. âI told you, my pearl, there is nothing about my situation that you need to worry yourself over. Now be sweet and keep playing with my hair. That is helping immensely.â
âI feel like I should be doing more though,â I carded my fingers through his hair, âI donât want to just stand idly by while youâŚâ I couldnât finish the thought. âI want to help you.â
âYou already are.â He gazed up at me with those clear green eyes I loved so much, âI donât need you to fight or search or anything like that. I want you exactly where you are now. I want to know that you are safe here, waiting for me. That is all I need.â
âBut--â
âHush now,â he kissed my palm, âYou worry yourself so easily. Things are already in motion. I will be safe and far from death by the end of the week if things go according to plan.â
âWhat? Why havenât you said anything before?â
âBecause I fear it may stir up painful memories for you. The Truest Believer will be here soon and I have a plan for when he arrives. You are not a part of it and that is how it is going to remain. Do you understand?â
âBut I can help!â
âMy love, my precious pearl,â Peter smoothed a finger across my bottom lip, âYou already are. I want you right here where I know you are safe. Stay here. That is how you will help me.â
âBut I could do so much more.â
âI donât need you to do anything more.â He kissed me gently, âNow please, can you obey me in this one thing? I need you to trust me on this. You do trust me, donât you, my love?â
âOf course I trust you.â I sighed, defeated, âBut you will let me know if you need me to do more, right?â
âOf course,â He laid his head back down.
The night the Truest Believer arrived I didnât see Peter at all. He told me he would be gone from my side for the majority of the time the Believer was on Neverland. It wasnât unexpected but the sting of loneliness crept in still.
After the first night without Peter I became restless. Despite Peterâs warning to remain at my camp I decided to take a short stroll through the jungle. There were adults running about somewhere trying to rescue the boy Peter had. It is such a big island though and I know every inch of it. What were the odds that I would run into one of these adults? Still, I strapped my sword to my hip just in case. Adults or not Neverland was still plenty dangerous, especially at night.
I meandered through the jungle with no real destination in mind. Maybe I would go to Peterâs Thinking Tree. It had to be more fun than sitting all alone in my hut back on the beach.
âMy young love said to me, âMy mother won't mind and my father won't slight you for your lack of kind.â Then she stepped away from me and this she did say, âIt will not be long love till our wedding day.ââ I sang quietly.
âShe stepped away from me and she moved through the fair.â A voice from the deepest recesses of my mind answered with a melody as soft as it had been in my dreams. It was not a sound in my head though. It was much too real.
âAnd fondly I watched her move here and move there.â The foliage parted and in the moonlight appeared a troupe of adults but I only saw the one at the forefront. âThen she made her way homeward with one star awake. As the swan in the evening moves over the lake.â
He took a knee and gazed up at me, âHello starfish,â
I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.
My father...my father was standing right in front of me after gods know how many years and I couldnât think of a single thing to say. I just stared at him as my mind went through a million emotions at once.
âHook?â One of his party asked, a blonde woman, âWho are we looking at here?â
âMy daughter,â he answered simply, âI told you I had informants in Neverland.â
âYou have a kid?â The other adults looked at him in shock. âYou never mentioned that you had a daughter before.â
âYes, well--â
âWhat are you doing here?â I said, my voice shaky and choked. All eyes swiveled to me once again. I gazed down at my father as all the sorrow and anger I had been harboring for decades started to boil over.
âDarling,â He reached out for me but I jumped back so he couldnât touch me. He sighed, âStarfish, I know that what happened in the past must have been a shock but Iâm here now. Iâm back and I desperately need your help. Then all of this can be undone. Things can go back to what they were before.â
How dare he. How dare he come back. How dare he kneel in front of me and ask for my help. Did he not know? Did he not realize what he had done? How could he come back here after decades and pretend like nothing had happened?
He took advantage of my silence to reach for me again. I was still trying to think of what to say or do when he grabbed hold of my hand. âStarfish,â He whispered the nickname like a plea, âI am so happy to see you again. Please, can you help us? We can get you out of here.â
âNo...â I pulled my hand from him. Tears sprung to my eyes and there was nothing to do to stop them. âNO!â I screamed, âNo! No! No! No! No!â
âDarling, please--â
âYou abandoned me!â I wailed, years of pent up anguish spilling out at once, âYou left me here! That is not just a shock! That is not something you get to brush aside like it wasnât a big deal. You traded me away for your freedom and now you have the gall to come back here and ask for my help?â
âIt was a lot more complicated than that--â
âNo it wasnât! You had a choice and you chose your freedom over me! Your daughter! You didnât even try coming back for me!â
âYou donât know that. You donât know what I endured after I was forced to leave you.â
âForced? You were not forced. You could have told Peter no when he asked you to trade me. You could have kept me and we could have stayed together. Weâd be marooned here but at least we would have been together.â I kicked him in the center of his chest so he went falling backwards. The other adults tensed, weapons aimed but no one made a move to stop me as I towered over him.
âAnd do not tell me that you endured anything like it was a struggle. I spent months alone on the beaches praying that you would return. I cried myself to sleep and pleaded with the universe to send you back to me. When I was finally given a chance to be reunited with you do you know what I found? I found you in a tavern drinking and having a merry time without me. I wasnât even a thought in your head!â
âStarfish--â
âI am not your starfish! I am not your daughter! You do not get to call me that after what you did. After what you put me through. You betrayed me! You traded me to our enemy and you didnât even care!â
âIâm here now though.â
âBut not for me.â I swallowed back the lump in my throat. âYou knelt before me but it wasnât with apologies or words of reassurance that you had come to rescue me. No. You returned and asked for my help like you have any right to it. Do not look for me again. Do not talk to me again. I want nothing to do with you.â
âStarfish, please,â He grabbed my arm, âLet me explain.â
âLet go of me!â I tried to pull my arm free.
âHook, I think you should--â One of the other adults tried to intercede.
âNo!â He pulled me closer, âPlease, darling, I need you to listen to me. If you just give me the chance to explain then everything will be alright. Weâll get Henry and weâll leave. You can leave this place and we can be a family again. I know I hurt you but we can still fix this.â
âYou are not my family! I want nothing to do with you!â I kicked at him but he held me tighter.
âYou donât mean that.â
âLet go of me!â
âStarfish--â
âPETER!â I screamed. A hand was quickly clamped over my mouth but it was too late. Ominous clouds started to roll in casting the jungle into darkness. One of the adults conjured a ball of fire in her hands, the only source of light as the others strained to see in the dark. I felt a tingle go up my spine and relaxed.
âGet your hands off her.â Peterâs voice growled from the shadows. Fatherâs grip on me slackened for just a moment and I took the hesitation to rip myself away from him. I could make out Peterâs eyes glinting almost like a catâs in the darkness and ran for him. He caught me in his arms and smoothed my hair, âHush now, precious, itâs alright.â
âPan,â Father barked, âGive me back my daughter!â
âAnd my son!â One of the women yelled.
âNeither of them are going anywhere. Especially not my Lost Girl.â Peter grinned. His thumb traced over my cheek wiping the tears that had fallen away, âDid the awful man make you cry, my love?â
I nodded. Peter pressed a soft kiss to my forehead.
âLove?â The other man in the group spoke his eyes wide in disbelief. He turned to father, âYour daughter is dating Peter Pan?â
âNoâŚâ Father looked horrified as he took in our body language. "My daughter would never--"
"Well she's not your daughter anymore. She ceased to be yours the moment you sent her to me.â Peter held me closer, âAnd I swear if you try taking her I will gut every last one of you.â
âRemove whatever spell you placed over her!â
âThere is no spell. Did you really think that you could leave her here for decades and that she would still be the loyal pirate you had set adrift in a rowboat? I welcomed her to my island as an equal, I made sure she was provided for and looked after. Then in time she welcomed me as her friend and eventually as her lover.â Peterâs smile grew wide with that sadistic edge I loved. âShe makes just the cutest noises.â
âYou vile bastard!â Father charged at us with his blade drawn and murder in his eyes. The next moment Peter and I were standing on the beach by my hut.
âWas that last comment so necessary?â I asked.
âYou canât blame me wanting to torture him a little after what he did.â Peter chuckled lightly. âBut how are you, my love? I told you to stay here. Why did you go wandering?â
âI was bored and lonely soâŚâ I shrugged. My body was still shaking.
Peter sighed and kissed my forehead. âHush, my love, I canât imagine what you must have been thinking seeing him again.â
âI said what I wanted to. It doesnât feel like itâs enough though. I donât think I can accurately put into words what he made me feel. He could never understand what I endured because of him.â More tears started to slip from my eyes. Peter brushed them away.
âCome back to camp,â He said, âI want to be able to watch over you.â
I nodded, too emotionally exhausted to fight him on this. We drew curious glances when we entered camp. One of the boys I did not recognize and I realized I now had a face to pair with the heart Peter needed. Peter ignored everyoneâs whispering and led me to his tent.
âWill you be okay in here?â Peter asked. âIf you need me Iâll be right outside.â
âIâm fine.â
âOne second,â he left and came back with a canteen and a bowl of food. âIn case you get hungry. I also grabbed a couple books from your hut in case you wanted something to do. Do you need anything else?â
âCan you sit here with me for a minute? I just donât want to be alone right now.â
âOf course, precious,â He sat down next to me and pulled me into his lap. âYouâd tell me if you really arenât doing well, wouldnât you?â
âI would.â I buried my face in his neck. âPeter, I donât know what game you are playing with these adults but if I can I want to be a part of it.â
âYou already know why I wonât allow that.â
âPeter,â I fisted a hand in his tunic, âIf you have the chance, leave Hook alive.â
âWhy should I let that worm breathe after what he put you through?â Peter spat, âI should have killed him the second I saw him trying to take you.â
âNo. Leave him alive and leave him to me.â Venom started to drip into my voice, âI want to be the one to kill him.â
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WIP Wednesday
Is it just me or has this week been going kind of slow? It feels like Thursday, but no! It is WEDNESDAY! >:D That means itâs time to shaaaaaare! X3
So, Iâm finally getting back into writing, but Iâm doing bits and pieces at a time. I think I may have put too much pressure on myself, so everything I wrote and then read looked..bleh.Â
However! Due to an ask that @the-dreadful-canine sent me, I found some inspiration! >:D
Thank you @noire-pandora for the tag! I send you all the hearts in the world! <3
Halamshiral brings out the best in the both the wolf and the dragon~ >:3
"She was friendly.", Fane said, face blank, arms crossed as he let his eyes follow after the elven servant that had just left where he and Solas were against the walls of the Winter Palace; the two of them keeping to the shadows and niches the soft darkness held.
He had sought out the Elvhen man, thankfully without much interference, to mention another spike in the air around them. There was magic somewhere in the palace, but he couldn't pinpoint its exact placement. Solas had agreed with his assessment after the first time, and the few times Fane had passed through this particular hall, the one lining the small courtyard, he had noticed his sky's brow furrowed slightly and his eyes glued ahead as if he were listening for something.
So far, neither of them had had any luck determining a focal point, but it had to be a rift; his mark proved that. It wasn't flaring violently, but the pulse was deeper than usual and his arm burned as the magic scorched through his veins. It was why, even after notifying the other about the fluctuation in the Veil, he had lingered.
Now, Fane wished he hadn't as his eyes continued to watch the retreating servant girl, her cheeks rosy and her eyes shining with something he knew all too well: infatuation. That would be fine on it's own, he wasn't one to judge or condone another's feelings as his very nature encouraged them to blossom, but the person that gaze was directed towardsâŚ
That was another story entirely. Why did he feel so...bitter? This prison of marble, gold, jewels, and stone was infuriating and confusing.
Solas chuckled, his eyes, too, following after the young woman, but they were still, clear, uninterested, but yet, Fane felt odd. "Indeed she was. Many of the servants have been. I believe they find my presence intriguing, and perhaps, comforting.â
"Makes sense. You have a certain air here. More relaxed, even if every shadow holds a knife. Confident, really. Makes you approachable.", Fane muttered out his observation absently, glancing down to be met with questioning orbs of blue-grey; the color was mixed due to the shadows dancing within and around them. They looked midnight in hue and they were trained on him now; no one else. âThe responses to me have been the exact opposite. Not surprising, but annoying. I tried to question a pair of them outside this hallway, and they shooed me off.â
Solas gave him a small, but reassuring smile. âSo I saw. Merely a precaution, I think, vhenan.â, he said, casting midnight orbs around once more, essences of lavender glinting from starlight. They landed upon a small group; three servants, each elven and they appeared to be wholly uninterested in ferrying about between the nobles. âServants have long walked within the halls of power, unnoticed, but ever-watchful of those who see them only as inconsequential. Wariness is their greatest weapon against those who flaunt without reservation. The elves along these walls and in these dark corridors know what you represent, and so they keep you at armâs length. â
Fane hummed, pursing his lips a bit. "So, theyâre fearful of me. Again, not an uncommon reaction.â, he said. albeit a bit bitterly. Typical. He should have known that was the case. Dressing a wolf in sheepâs clothing didnât not make it a wolf, after all.
Except, he was a dragon. A dragon playing politics, playing with power. Fane was surprised he hadn't combusted as soon as his boots had touched the inner gate's threshold. The night was young, though. Sadly. Unfortunately. Miserably. How his sky, who was now leaning against the pedestal of a bust, appearing calm, collected, and enthused as eternal irises gazed up at him had done this almost day in and day out was baffling and honestly? Terrifying.
Solas shook his head. âNo. Not of you as you are, my dragon.â, he denied simply, glittering jewels of deepest blue shifting like the sky just visible through the windows they stood beside. âTheyâre fearful of the power you possess. Elves have long been the victims of misused power. They wonder if you are the same as the Grand Duke, the Empress, the Duchess, or any here that have dealt a heavy hand without provocation.â A sigh and a warmer smile, midnight shifting to the paleness of moonlight. âHowever, I have seen gazes begin to linger among the groups each time you pass. They hold hope; a dream of opportunity. You are proving you are not the same, maâisenatha. Unlike many, who believe themselves entitled. Continue to do as youâre doing, and a society will open up to you. Be patient, be mindful, and be true in a place rife with lies.â
Fane raised an eyebrow, keeping their gazes locked. âSo, continue being a near ass to every atrociously dressed fop and priss that gets it in their head to waltz up to me?", he questioned before growling in the next moment. "The last prick I had the misfortune of walking within sight of nearly got a claw up the ass when they touched my arm.â
The mage smirked, Â but it seemed...dark, eyes sharpening like metal at his last statement. âI would not call how youâve been carrying yourself being a ânear assâ, vhenan. It is far more nuanced than that.â
âOh? How would you label my attitude then?â, Fane asked, keeping his eyebrow raised before a light of mischief and nostalgia flashed within blue, turning his curious expression into a blank slate. âWhatâs that look for?â
Something about the air was shifting due to this conversation. It wasnât magic or anything, but it was...heightening, taking on a heady blend, power and emotion, present and past mixing with odd harmonies. Solas had mentioned something like that when they first arrived...
Solas hummed, eyes taking on a softer edge, primal darkness dispersing in both the curve of his mouth and the depths of his eyes. âIt is nothing.â, he dismissed, the glint of nostalgia apparent upon every sharp line and curve of his skyâs face. Razor sharp eyes of blue steel shifted away casually once more, a single finger beginning to tap against where hands overlapped. âSuffice it to say, I am...pleased with this side of you as I am with every facet of personality you gift me with. The evening has been full of surprises, and hopefully, it will end on a high note."
Fane scoffed, leaning back a bit to rest against a windowsill; the marble was cool against the back of his legs and it helped soothe both his mind and the scars upon his legs. The material of his pants were better than most, but not what he was used to. âYouâre just tempting the world to answer with that call, my sky.â, he said with a sidelong glance in Solasâ direction.
Solas responded with a sidelong glance of his own. âAnd what if I am?â, he retorted. There was something...cheeky about the elfâs tone and it wasnât something Fane heard often, if at all. Yes, things were shifting, but not detrimentally so.
Fane kept his face blank, but he felt..light; a feeling of warmth in his chest apparent. âThen I would have to intervene on its behalf.â, he quipped, dropping his voice a few octaves and narrowing his eyes. These words falling from their mouths, mixing with shadow, candlelight, hushed whispers, and quiet refrains were interesting. They came with ease, they fell with graceâŚ
...they sang with pride. That would usually terrify Fane, one of seven sins that could, but right now, with the sky gazing up at him from the side, body lax and garbed in black much like his own was, and expression titillating, ethereal, he was anything but frightened.
He was enthralled.
Solas hummed, eyes tempting with silent wishes. âMy voice would harken a dragon to respond, would it?â, the mage pushed, or rather, pulled him in with that hushed question; the silk that Fane associated with his skyâs voice wrapping around his hearing like a gossamer sheet.
Fane shrugged a bit, bringing his arms up to cross them as he did so with his legs a bit; boots scuffing against pristine marble. He leaned back further against the ledge of the window now, but part of him wanted to inch away, ascend to the sky gazing up at him from hooded lids. âWouldnât be the first time. Remember,â, he began before pausing, a tight feeling of warmth ensnaring his chest as Solasâ eyes flashed with quiet indigo and so he pressed back with velvet. â...Fenâharel?â
*screeches* Why do I love these two being suave fools?! The brain worms are strong in this Chiliâs tonight!Â
Tagging (with no pressure, but all the court intrigue! >:3):Â
@oxygenforthewicked @the-dreadful-canine @little-lightning-lavellan @varric-tethras-editor @dreadfutures @dungeons-and-dragon-age @blueheaded @drag-on-age @shift-shaping @cartadwarfwithaheartofgold and anyone else whoâd like to share and revel in the court! *cackles*Â
#wips wednesday#my writing#i'm very proud of this scene#it is equally steamy and silly :3#i was debating whether to put down the steamy bits but i want to flesh those out a bit more >:3#this all came from an ask because i blurbed and i was like 'I like this. LET'S FLESH IT OUT >:D'#*pats self on back*#dragon age#oc: fane lavellan#solas#solavellan#is that jealousy I see Solas~?#and what about you Fane~?#*cackles*
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Not a Piece of Art
Part 2/5 - The Dinner Party
(Javier PeĂąa x f!reader)
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Summary: Youâre invited to the targets house for dinner, will they see through your act? Or can you keep your hatred hidden for long enough to get the information you need?
Authors note: Thank you for all the lovely comments and likes and reblogsđâ¤ď¸! Iâve been feeling kinda bleh recently so I apologize for it taking so long and Iâm also sorry if itâs crap but Iâm pretty happy with the story line (also thereâs gonna be a follow up to this series for sure). Anyways hope yâall are keeping well and thank you for reading!!
Warnings: THIS STORY WILL BE 18+ starting next chapter (minors DNI) . For now itâs just swearing and allusions to abusive relationships
Word count: 5.7k
Tagged: @trash-dino-5000 @diogodxlot @agingerindenial
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You watch the moving trucks hired by the DEA to facilitate your luxurious, but imaginary lifestyle roll up the driveway one after the other. Each truck opened to reveal piece after piece of expensive furniture better suited to the silver screen than your real life adding to the dysphoria you'd been feeling over the past few days. You were now living and enjoying someone else's life, a fact that left an uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach. Though the anxiety you were feeling was likely due to the very real threat of being murdered, and not the lavish home decor you were now in possession of. If there was one thing to be thankful for it was your close proximity to the water, youâd been landlocked for too long. Peace washes over you as you watch the water break against the cliff face. You turn towards the target's house gazing up to the balcony on the third floor. The doors are swung open and a woman in white stands with her arms outstretched on the railing, standing like a queen overseeing her kingdom. You were being watched. You lift your hand up to block out the sun, hoping to get a better look at her, but she's gone by the time you do.
Noticing the overwhelmed look plastered on your face as the trucks arrived Javier decided he would take on directing the movers. Only calling for your help when furniture needed to be placed, as interior design was admittedly not in his wheelhouse.
âYou know where that goes?â Javi asks the movers, lighting up a cigarette and placing it between his lips. The movers nod as they lug the enormous mattress inside. He turns scanning the landscape to locate your whereabouts, you'd been all over the place this morning. Whether you were playing into the spacey artist trope or the pressure was finally getting to you he wasnât really sure. Either way he wanted to make this transition as easy as possible for you, and considering you weren't a field agent it was also his responsibility to keep you safe. He spots you near the walkway that leads down to the ocean, a gentle breeze blows in from the beachfront causing the linen dress wrapped around you to part just above your thigh. There's a relaxed smile etched on your face, resulting in a calm that Javi had never witnessed emanating from you before.
An arm snakes around your waist and you lean into it for a moment before remembering who it belonged to causing your body to instinctively retract. You push back off his chest and watch as PeĂąa shakes his head in quiet frustration before turning back towards the moving trucks. You chew your lip, you knew you had to do better at acting the part youâd been ordered to play. If you didnât this mission would be over before it even started. Memorizing your alias was easy enough as was adopting the british accent, but acting in love with PeĂąa. That was where it all fell apart, but if there was one thing you knew for sure it was that you did your best work under pressure. You swallow hard as the last few trucks slip away down the driveway. The notion of being left alone with PeĂąa for the first time was an anxiety not even the ocean could sooth. With a deep breath you will your legs to move towards your new home which is currently looking more like a cell. You walk by PeĂąa who snuffs out his cigarette in the dirt before following you inside.
âWhy would two people ever need a house this big?â he asks, closing the door behind you, his voice bouncing off the marble walls.
âSo they never have to see each other.â you offer, running your hand along the granite countertops.
âThat felt targeted,â he says, watching your hands movement intently.
âIt wasnât, at least not intentionally. You notice how this whole back wall is glass? Weird design choiceâ you remark, trying to open up a civil dialogue with him.
âProbably built it so they can keep tabs on the neighboursâ he offers coming up behind you, standing a little too close for comfort.
âWhy build a house across from yours if you're trying to be undetected?â you ask, turning around nearly colliding with his chest, huffing at the inconvenience before maneuvering around him.
âIf you were a federal agent and a big empty house was available for a stake out would you take it or would you go for the rocky beach or bug infested forest? Keep your enemies close, they expect the feds to show up here, so they make it easy to monitorâ he explains, in a surprisingly uncondescending way.
âHadnât thought about thatâ you admit.
âDonât teach you everything in those fancy buildings with ivory towersâ he chuckles, as he sits down on one of the couches.
âNever claimed that they didâ you retort âdid they bring any food in?â you ask, moving towards the fridge.
âNot sure, figured the kitchen was your domain, can you bring me a beerâ Javi says, the subtle misogyny fueling the rage simmering inside you.
âIâm sorry what exactly did your last servant die of?â You snap back.
âWhat? Weâre supposed to keep up appearancesâ he responds calmly from the couch, feet crossed on the coffee table that cost more than your yearly rent.
âAnd what exactly is my appearance supposed to be? The domesticated housewife who brings you beer, cooks you dinner and sucks you off?â you respond, rage finally boiling over.
âWell I hadn't asked for that last one yet but...â
âUnbelievable! You can cook for yourself PeĂąa. I'm not your wife and im definitely not your fucking motherâ
âYou certainly nag like her. Seriously a beer, it's not asking muchâ he demands.
âYou know...â you say opening the fridge and pulling out a beer walking it over to him âI don't know if youâve heard...â you continue, nudging his feet off the table with your calves as you place the beer down âof these amazing things...â you say, kneeling down, parting his legs and rising up between them, making eyes at him as you slowly run your hands up his thighs. âCalled legs!â you state slapping your palms down on his thighs smiling as the growing smirk on his face quickly disappears âYou should try using them sometimeâ you finish standing back up, grabbing the beer from the table and heading back into the kitchen to cook yourself, and only yourself, dinner. You'd managed to stay out of each other's hair for the rest of the evening, but another blowout ensued when it came to figuring out your sleeping situation.
âC'mon you don't have to be such a...â Javi exclaims calmly
âSuch a what PeĂąa?â you ask watching him bite his tongue âNo please finish that sentence. Iâd love to hear what thought provoking and truly innovative ideas you have about me.â You retort
âJust get in the bedâ he pleads, lifting up the sheets and motioning his hand towards it.
âWith you? I'd rather be shotâ you state.
âKeep acting like this and your wish may just get granted sweetheartâ he says through gritted teeth, the petulant show you were putting on wearing thin.
âNewsflash PeĂąa! They canât see us in here, so I think I'll take my chances on the couchâ you assumed it was far enough away from the windows to keep you from prying eyes.
âYour fucking funeralâ he shouts down the hall, watching you storm off with an armful of sleepwear you'd brought from home. The sleepwear was not flattering nor did it fit into the rich aesthetic you were currently upholding, but at this point, you didn't care. You'd chosen the oversized band shirt and basketball shorts because they hid your body away from prying eyes. Not that PeĂąa would be looking, you hardly qualified as his type. You flop down on the couch rolling your eyes at the beer bottles heâd left there, likely for you to clean up. Irritated you fall asleep, cursing the couch for being inexplicably the most uncomfortable thing you'd ever had the misfortune of sitting on.
Your woken as the doorbell sounds throughout the house startling you so badly that you fall off the couch with a loud thud. âShit!â you curse realizing it was likely the target. As quick as you can, you strip off your pyjamas and throw on the robe you had snatched in a hurry last night, only just realizing it was practically sheer. You yawn as you open the door to a beautiful woman who you immediately recognize as the target's wife, Helena. Presumably the same woman who you had seen on the balcony yesterday. She looked every bit a billionaire's wife with her hair neatly styled, 6 inch heels and perfect makeup while you, well you currently looked, and smelt, like youâd slept in a sewer.
âHi im Helena, we saw you move in yesterday, we live next door.â
âWe?â you ask squinting into the early morning light as another yawn escapes your lips
âMe and my husbandâ She says looking past you towards the couch where you had slept. Shit. PeĂąa was not going to let you live that one down. Speaking of the devil, he appears from the bedroom in an open robe, and very thin linen pants, a look that made you realize why so many women were easily charmed by him.
âCara mia, who's at the door?â he asks, eyes darting to the obviously slept in couch before settling on the beautiful woman standing before him. A woman who'd have his full attention if it wasn't for the transparent robe clumsily wrapped around your body.
âOur new neighborâ you say, refraining from using a cutesy nickname afraid you'd choke on it.
âForgive my wife, she hasnât been sleeping wellâ he says, coming over and wrapping himself around you, kissing the top of your head, before resting his chin on it.
âI find I sleep best when next to my husbandâ she responds offering Javi a megawatt smile which he returns.
âMaybe if your husband doesn't snore like an elephantâ you respond sleepily with a soft laugh. You were surprised how well the british accent rolled off your tongue despite the early hour.
âMine does as well, shakes the whole house! The things we put up with when we are truly in love are amazingâ shes says, reigniting your anxiety âWe want you to come for dinner, we've hired a chefâ she continues.
âWeâd love to, always good to know the neighbours, we like to make sure we're keeping good companyâ Javi reponds.
âExcellent, lets say, 7:30, be on time, my husband doesn't like to be kept waiting.â The second the door shuts you wiggle out from his grasp and make your way over to the kitchen pouring yourself, and only yourself, some coffee, still tired from the piss poor sleep you'd gotten last night. At least this time it wasnât because you had to listen to someone having rigourous sex through the walls.
Javier follows close behind snatching the cup from your hands and taking a sip, knowing full well it wasnât meant for him. He watches your eyes bulge slightly and your jaw tightens before you storm off into the bedroom to change out of the see through robe, much to his dismay.
âWe need to go over the plan for tonight,â he says from the kitchen.
âAlright what is it?â you ask emerging in one of the many luxurious outfits provided to you.
âWeâll scout it out, find the room where they keep the paintings nd take the samples you need.â
âYaâ you say âand how exactly am I supposed to sneak in test tubes filled with liquid that traces drugs. â you ask
âBring a purse? I don't know. You're the genius you figure it outâ he shrugs.
âI could wear a long skirt and strap them to my legs?â
âNo they'll know you're hiding something,â he says, shooting down your idea.
âPurse it is thenâ you respond. âIf they come back positive then what?â
âWe can figure that out later, but i'll drop hints that the money I've made has been done in less than legal ways, and mention your outstanding knack for counterfeiting. Oh and wear something short tonightâ he says âMore to see means less to hideâ he offers when he sees you glaring at him. â and no scowling at me while we're in there, unless you really want to blow itâ he laughs, your hatred for him almost comical at this point.
âWhat am I supposed to do when you're being insufferable thenâ you dig, with a wide fake smile.
âSave them up for later, besides it won't be me in there with you, it'll be my character, who you donât hate.â
7:00pm
You change into a burgundy dress with an open back that falls well above your mid thigh, its length hardly covering you. You make a note not to bend over throughout the night, as you sling on the high heels that cost more than all your shoes combined. You grab the swabs and plastic bags needed to keep them sterile and stuff them into your purse before slipping on your wedding ring, and exiting into the kitchen.
âAlright, how do I look?â you ask, reopening the purse and re organizing the material inside it. When you finally look up youâre taken aback. PeĂąa's usual attire of tight jeans and button up t shirtâs had been replaced by a stunning velvet pastel coloured jacket worn over top, a partially unbuttoned silk dress shirt and black dress pants. He cleaned up well, very well.
Your prolonged look doesn't go unnoticed by Javi, nor does the way your eyes quickly dart back down to your purse when he meets your gaze. He refrains from making a snarky comment knowing it would only piss you off, and that was the last thing he wanted to do before infiltrating a highly dangerous situation.
âPerfect, hermosaâ he says, he wasnât lying about it either. He knew you werenât really listening to what he was saying, but god if you didn't look perfect tonight. Pretending to be in love with you would be easy enough for him, he hoped youâd be able to maintain the act as well. He watches as you move gracefully around him in heels that were working exceptionally well at emphasizing your... assets. He averts his eyes when you reach up for a bottle of wine knowing that more than youâd want him to see would be out.
âYou know I can speak Spanish, right?â you say, a small smile creeping on your lips before quickly disappearing back into the cold facade you were determined to keep up against him.
âWell, I do nowâ he laughs, slightly embarrassed he got caught out complimenting you sincerely. He slides on his wedding band and escorts you out the door.
âGod how do people walk in these for more than 15 mintuesâ you mutter, your feet already killing you. You almost regretted pushing PeĂąas arm away when heâd offered it to you earlier. Approaching the house you feel his hand wrap around your waist and you lean into him in an attempt to take some pressure off your feet. He rings the doorbell, lowering his hand as he hears the heels approaching from down the hall. Lifting up the hem of your dress he begins rubbing small circles over your thigh with his thumb. Any other time and you'd have broken his hand without a second though, but it fell well within the contract youâd had him sign detailing exactly where and when he was allowed to touch you.
âWelcomeâ Helena says as she opens the door in an equally revealing dress. She leads you through the enormous entrance way and into the main foyer, gazing up you see balconies on each level overlooking the large ballroom area. Your amazement at the house was cut short as you turned to see PeĂąa who was currently only paying attention to Helena's fine architecture. If your eye rolls wouldn't give your true feeling for eachother away, his ogling certainly might. You elbow him harshly in ribs causing his hand to inadvertently dig deeper into your skin. His grip releases as Helena's husband enters into the room grabbing her and kissing her deeply for just long enough that both you and Javier feel uncomfortable.
âWelcomeâ he booms after separating from Helena, grasping Javis hand in his. You can see the veins in his arm bulge, as he clamps down on PeĂąas hand in a bizarre play for dominance.
âHereâ you say offering him the wine, causing him to release his grip âYour home is as stunning as your wifeâ you smile as he looks down at the bottle reading its label.
âThis oneâs from a good year! Neither of our wives were even born then, lucky for usâ he laughs, winking at you âWeâll have it with dinner.â he continues, pulling Javi into his side and walking him towards the bar.
Helena smiles at you and raises her eyebrows, rolling her eyes at her husband's behaviour. âCome now, alcohol will get us through the nightâ she states, leading you down the hallway. You knew her suspicions were high, and it wasn't lost on you that sheâd likely shared her feelings with her husband, but she was being remarkably kind, which only added to your concern.
âDrink? Whatâs your poison, Carino?â Carlos demands of you. He was larger than life in both stature and personality, charming but in a terrifying way.
âI do believe he's talking to you loveâ you joke, smiling up at Javi earning a laugh from Helena.
âWhiskey, neat.â he says, you couldn't tell if Carlos was amused or upset by your disobedience, but the way PeĂąa was currently pulling you discreetly out of Carlosâ reach made you think it was the latter.
âI usually don't ask twice, but for someone so beautiful and so clever, I'll make the exception. Though just his onceâ Javis grip around you relaxes and you flash Carlos a smile.
âGin and tonic, if you don't mindâ
âAny preferenceâ he asks.
âDealers choiceâ, you say, offering him back the control which seems to cut the tension and it's not long before heâs once again laughing with Javi.
âWe're glad to have neighbours again '' Carlos says âespecially ones who seem so agreeable.â His approval doesnât relax you. Approval wasnât trust and youâre well aware that this was just as much an interrogation as it was a dinner party. Carlos takes a seat in one of the upholstered armchairs gesturing for Javi to join him. Helena nods her head towards the couch and you follow her lead. Your eyes are quickly pulled off her when PeĂąa yanks you down onto his lap.
âDarling!â you exclaim thanking the lord you didn't use his real name by mistake. âI could have spilled this very expensive drink all over this very expensive chair, I'm so sorry! I'd say he's not usually like this but...â
âI understand his need to have a beautiful woman in his arms as often as possible, it's why I'm on my fourth wife!â he boasts.
âI'm hoping i'll stick.â Helenea says, holding her drink up as she gazes lovingly over to Carlos, though something behind her eyes told another story. Perhaps you weren't the only one harbouring a secret hatred. âI'm hoping youâll both stick as well. Neighbours can be problematic, nosy even, our last ones were before they...movedâ Helena says from the couch
âHard to imagine someone tiring from living in the house. It's beautiful, did you build it?â you ask
âPaid for it, but Helena designed it the whole thing, she's very gifted.â Carlos brags.
âI'd have to agree with that,â Javi says, smiling at her which she returns, a flirtation playing on both their faces. Javis hands may be on you but his eyes were on her and if you were picking up on it Carlos certainly had as well. You jump slightly when the server enters the room to inform the group that dinner was ready.
Javi pulls out a chair for you and you sit down placing your hand on his as he takes his seat next to you. The meal was the best you ever had, five delicious courses each one more decadent than the last.
âYou donât take her out to many five star restaurants? It seems as if she's never eaten such a meal!â Carlos excalims. Evidently you were doing a piss poor job at hiding your delight.
âI'm still getting used to the lifestyle if iâm honest. Though I imagine a meal such as this is still rare, even at the most expensive restaurantsâ you say before Javi can respond for you, the recovery impressing him slightly.
âYou should have seen what she was eating before I met her, back when she was a starving artistâ Javi says, as you bring a hand up to rub along the velvet jacket covering his broad shoulders.
âThe billionaire and the starving artist, now I must know. How did you come to find each other?â Helena asks.
âMy art dealer went to New York and brought back one of her paintings, it came with a photo and after seeing it I knew I had to have her, if sheâd take meâ
âAnd how did an old man like him convince a sweet young thing like you to marry him?â Carlos asks.
âNo convincing needed, not when he sent thousands of my favourite flowers to my studio before showing up at the door himself. Any man willing to put that much time and money towards meeting me deserves a date. At least in my books and heâs continued to prove himself to me ever since.â You gaze up at him lovingly, so convincing that for a moment even he forgets you hate his guts.
âWhat are they? Her favorite flowers?â Helena probes, earning a grunt from Carlos presumably displeased with his wifes intrusiveness.
âSunflowers. They're hard to find in New York, especially in the winter, I had to ship them from California.â Your gaze of faux adoration turns quickly to genuine surprise. How had he known what your favourite flowers were? It wasn't outlined in your character profile and you'd certainly never told him.
âIâve seen the piece, its beautiful, your wifes very talented,â
âYou should see her school portfolio, copies of works that were almost exact replicas of the originals. She possesses the talent of a hundred artists before herâ
âYou flatter me. Copying is a technique used to learn, but it's no measure of true artistry or creativityâ you laugh. âWhen did you see my work, were you in New York?â
âOh no I'm an art dealer myself, but I have people go to places for me. Your work was passed over my desk a few weeks ago.â Carlos explains.
âPerhaps I could paint you something then I would finally have a truly unbiased criticâ You watch as Carlos slowly nods his head, contemplating your offer.
âYouâll have to see our art collection, we have pieces here from all over the worldâ Helena says,
âHow long have you been in the business?â you ask, taking Carlos as a man who liked to show off
âlonger than you've been aliveâ he says winking at you.
âWell I can only imagine what pieces you must have , you've proven to have exquisite taste, in all areas of life.â you smile eyes briefly darting to Helena.
âHelena show her the gallery would you, I wish to speak with my friend here in privateâ
âWill you be joining us later?â Helena asks, causing him to grunts out a yes before pulling Javi into another room to talk about god knows what. She leads you up to the second floor, each step you take causing a sharp pain to shoot down your footâs arch.
âYou get used to the heels, small price to pay for the lifestyle. Walking around in them in the house for a while helps.â she explains.
âThank youâ you say. âSomedays I dont think I'll ever really acclimatize to the lifestyle.â She leads you into a large room, greek style pillars run through the middle while art from around the world lines the walls. If the pieces were real this room was worth millions.
âHow does your family feel about you living here? It must be hard them being so far away in Englandâ
âI uhm...I... donât have any.â You can feel her eyes boring into you assessing the answer you just gave her. âThey passed, when I was 19â you continue turning to meet her gaze.
âI'm so sorry. To lose them so young must have been devastating, but I don't need to tell you that, do Iâ she says, shaking her head. You nod swallowing hard gazing back to the paintings. âLucky he found you I suppose, and such a handsome man at that. Many billionaires are.... not.â
âLucky for us both thenâ you say, moving along the wall âthese painting are beautiful, I envy you being surrounded by such formidable pieces, and only a walk awayâ
âYes'' she says, as if she doesn't care. She's watching you intently, trying to suss out where your loyalties lied, your lack of descriptive fondness for your husband suddenly seemed like a poor choice on your part. Before she can ask another question you hear Carlos yell out for her, the noise startling you both, so much so that her hand clamps down on your wrist.
âDuty callsâ she says, composing herself and relaxing her grip on you.
âShould I come with you?â you ask, playing into the deer in headlights trope which seemed to have an effect on Helena.
âNo, he asked for just me. I don't like to disobey him, he's not a kind man when not listened to.â
âAre you safe hereâ you ask.
âAs long as I donât cause trouble I should be.â she affirms.
âWell, you're welcome at ours, at any time. If anything happens, even if it doesn't you can stay with us. Heavens knows we have the room.â you say sincerely, the concern coming from you, not your character. Helana nods offering you a soft smile squeezing your hand before leaving the room.
âSee how obedient she is, how compliant, she's perfect, donât you think!â Carlos says
âHard to argue with that,â Javi responds, giving her a once over.
âAnd beautiful yes, c'mon you are married not deadâ he prompts when Javi doesn't respond immediately
âVery much soâ he says, smiling at Helena before turning to Carlos who was intent on showing off his wife in the most demeaning way possible.
âWas there something you needed love?â Helena asked. She was used to her husbands showing her off to other men, but she was growing tired of it. She was involved in her husband's work, primarily in the organization making sure everything ran smoothly, she knew if it didn't she would inevitably be to blame. She valued her life, so she learnt fast, adapted like a pro. Four years later and her husband hadnât offed her yet. She was a mastermind in a career she had been inadvertently forced into, but a mastermind nonetheless. To her husband she was nothing more than a trophy, but better to be that than a punching bag.
âA word in privateâ he says, gesturing to her with a come hither motion.
âYour wifes in the art room, up the stair, down the hall to the left, take the drink with you, we won't be a momentâ He says, his eyes telling Javi to vacate the room. He lets out a grumble as he closes the door behind him. He shakes his head, swirling the whiskey as he walks towards the gallery. Heâd fumbled tonight by not making it clear that he only had eyes for his wife, a hard task considering Helena, who he realized too late was likely meant to see if his gaze could be easily swayed. Which it had. All thoughts about any other woman cease to exist when he walks into the gallery and sees you bent over swabbing a painting. Something about watching you in your element had always been mesmerizing to him. Itâs why he was always dropping off files for you, the task could easily be outsourced, but he enjoyed watching you maneuver with ease around the various machines.
âYou should be more careful querida,â he says, chuckling as you jump back.
âWatch the door, would you? I've got two more to doâ he leans back against the frame, one eye on the door, one eye on you watching as you meticulously swab the remaining paintings. âAll good, you donât think they keep cameras in here?â you ask, closing up your purse.
âNo. Cameras are easy to hack.â he says nonchalantly, as he comes over to you stopping at your side looking up at the painting, suddenly understanding people's fascination with art. You grab the drink from his hand and take a sip placing it back down on the empty pedestal propping yourself up along with it when you hear footsteps approaching.
âCome hereâ you demand, and he does, eyes suddenly darker than before. He stops a few inches in front of you. âCloserâ you beckon, wrapping your legs around him and pulling him into you. You drape your arms around his shoulder extending your neck allowing his mouth to graze lightly over the skin just in time for Helena and Carlos to witness it. You push him off you in pretend shock.
âPlease, donât stop on our accountâ Carlos laughs
âI'm sorry, god these pieces must be worth thousands and here I am sitting on oneâ you say hoping the act wasnât too transparent.
âDonât apologize, a work of art belongs on a pedestalâ Carlos says, the complementing causing Javis jaw to noticeably clench. He was a better actor than you gave him credit for, maybe they would buy this relationship after all.
âWe should probably be going, once she starts it's hard to get her to stop,â Javi says.
âSo thatâs how she trapped youâ the husband responds, the entire exchange causing you to cringe internally. You hop down off the stool as Javi finishes the whiskey offering the glass to Helena who takes it before leading you towards the front door.
âWe must do this again soon,â she says settling into Carlosâ arm
âPerhaps at ours next time?â You offer
âA generous offer, but we prefer to entertain.â He says
âThen I look forward to seeing you soon, especially if another meal like that is in storeâ As you exit the mansion Javi makes sure his hand is visibly running over your body, but you slap it away the second you can.
âOuchâ he says, shaking out the hand, the rings on your fingers leaving a particular sting on his skin.
âSuck it upâ you respond, having had enough of him for the night.
âCut the shit, your attitude problem is going to get us killedâ he whispers through gritted teeth.
âI donât have an attitude problem. I just have a problem with youâ You say, turning to face him and prodding a finger into his chest â and donât act like you ogling his wife was helping our case either. Ya I slipped up tonight, but so did you, so shoulder some of the blame youâre throwing my way.â
âJealousyâs a nice colour on youâ he laughs, knowing how riled up it would get you.
âHa!â you fake laugh â because it's jealousy and not the fact that your inability to keep it in your pants is going to get me killed.â You exclaim as you enter the kitchen grabbing down a glass and chugging some water before going into the art room where you were storing the testing kits.
You? Jealous? Of what exactly. What did he think he had to offer that would make you want or need to be the subject of his attention. Attention he gave to anything that walked or batted its eyelashes at him. Jesus he was insufferable, you hated that he had this notion that your anger was based on jealousy and not multiple interactions where he'd failed to impress you. Even if you had come off as jealous it was all a part of the act. He had been acting jealous throughout the night, did he think you weren't competent enough to do the same? You had three degrees for fucks sake, you deserve some credit. âFucking assholeâ you mutter, the manifestation of the words helping you to calm down enough to dip the q tips in the liquid, sure enough, they came back positive the paintings had been near drugs, youâd tell PeĂąa about that later. You see the light on in the bedroom as you exit the âart roomâ and you head towards it determined to get one last punch in before going to bed.
Javier had just settled into the enormous bed he had the luxury of having all to himself, moments away from flicking the light switch when he notices your figure in the door frame.
âPenny for your thoughts?â he asks
âI think he's abusive, the husband you were getting along with so nicelyâ you spit out, the venom intended to question his character in a hurtful way, but it doesn't seem to phase him.
âIt's the job to get friendly with the monsters, doesn't mean I like themâ he reasons
âI told her she could come here if anything happened, so weâll have to hide this stuff a bit betterâ you remark, turning your failed attempt to get one last dig in, into a valid reason for starting up a conversation.
âGuess you'll have to stop sleeping on the couch thenâ he smirks. Check mate. Your eyes bore into the bed you had just talked yourself into sharing with Javier PeĂąa.
#javi x y/n#javier pena x reader#javi x you#javi x reader#javier PeĂąa x you#Javier PeĂąa x y/n#narcos fanfic#narcos#enemies to lovers
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Mia, episode two
1. Finally, it looks like weâre getting some alone time with Mia. Iâm not 100% sure whatâs going on in this scene, but I guess Mia must have pulled Kikiâs name out of the secret santa? And Mia has forgotten to get her something? Itâs interesting to see the thought she put into looking for something for Kiki, and how she has enough empathy and consideration to not give over the book on eating. Weâve seen a huge amount of how worried Mia is about Kiki and her eating habits, so I can see why it was tempting to give over the book. One of the things I have found difficult about Mia so far is that she is very opinionated and very firm in pushing those opinions onto others. It feels like sheâs even more like this than Noora was (though itâs been a very long time since I watched Nooraâs season for the one and only time so she may have been just as bad), so itâs good to see that she can step outside those opinions and think about how others may perceive something. Still, a printed card is not a good alternative.
2. This gift sharing scene is absolutely gorgeous. The colours here are so pretty, and all the girls look wonderful!! Itâs all so warm and has a glorious sort of glow about it. Oh but how awkward that Kiki was so thoughtful to Mia and Mia... wasnât. Poor Kikiâs face when she sees it :( Â
3. Hannaâs father is still being critical? Bleh. I guess some things never change. And Mia tries to step in and help, but it makes it worse in some way? Like, it feels like heâs basically saying âwhy canât you stop being you and start being this other girl?â which Iâm sure feeds into a whole lot of Hannaâs insecurities. No wonder she was still down on herself, lost and confused, in s3. Also me in this scene: âplease just go away, Alexâ - I really donât like him. Iâm still not sure why sheâs messaging with him, or why she has his number saved separately in her phone. Then sheâs all âstop harrassing meâ as if that rings true at all. Mia, if you really wanted him to stop messaging etc, youâd have blocked him and wouldnât interact. This already looks like a charade, and I hate where I know itâs going :(
4. Totally unrelated to the content of this clip, but I cannot stand the sound of people eating, so listening to Mia crunch on her food is excruciating. Iâm hoping this is a very short clip!  Ohhh yikes, Miaâs parents are also pretty awful in an ignorant and unintentionally offensive way. But itâs very nice to see Mia defending Hanna - I stand by my suggestion that she quite likes her. I donât think it was any mistake that Hanna was the one she chose to kiss to put Alex off.  âWhy do all our conversations have to end like this?â Well, probably because youâre ignorant and unintentionally offensive and when youâre called out for it, you get defensive rather than trying to understand whatâs being said. It was nice to end with Hans, though. Even though his little story is very sad.
5. Alex gave Kiki a voucher for Christmas for breast surgery? What a dick. I still cannot see what this show can do to make me like this guy. Even if she asked for the voucher in some bizarre way (that story is a bit odd), sheâs a vulnerable young woman and heâs been playing with her feelings a huge amount while also still pursuing Mia. The idea that he plays into her insecurities by doing this is ... ugh. This is just plain gross.  âItâs a little bit cute, isnât it?â no Kiki, it isnât. Ouch and then Mia is trying to tell them that heâs still pressuring her into a date, and they cut her off. And then Alex doubles down on the assholery by literally saying heâll end things with Kiki if Mia will date him. Once again - blackmail is not cool or sexy or sweet or whatever theyâre going for here. Itâs gross and dehumanising for both girls. Yeah, this whole situation is shitty. I blame William. All of this is his fault really. The colouring etc here is also interesting - Mia is in the washed out and pale colours against pale backgrounds that we usually see with Alex. A suggestion that sheâs moving into Alexâs world maybe? Or that she is now a washed out version of herself/compromising herself?
6. Interesting that Mia removes the lipstick here while sheâs getting ready. My memory of Noora doing it is because William told her he liked it, rather than here where she does it because she doesnât want to look good for Alex. Also interesting the way itâs been framed - in the mirror but also not quite fully framed. It reinforces that sheâs not entirely âthereâ or not entirely herself. And then the clear and obvious way Alex is lying to Kiki. Whatâs interesting is that I sort of forgive this in Matteo (he does something like this to Sara as well, after all) I guess because weâre in his PoV, but here weâre not in Alexâs PoV, we know all the background and we know that as well as being a liar and an asshole, Alex is also blackmailing Mia. So it feels worse. Iâm not sure why Mia told Hans all this stuff, and also, she didnât do a good job of it - her reasoning is actually fine, and heâs blackmailing her so adding that would have made the argument stronger. As it is, she looks like a dick whoâs screwing over her friend.
7. Here we have more of these super close up shots like we did at the start of the first episode. Iâm finding it just as awkward and uncomfortable as I did then. I donât really know why theyâre here. If weâre genuinely supposed to be feeling uncomfortable, that doesnât bode well for the relationship, but I canât see why else these shots would be here. Alex âare you going to be pissy the whole time?â Yes, probably. Youâre BLACKMAILING her and treating her friend like shit as if the whole thing is a game. What do you expect her to feel? Why do expect her to think your âsurpriseâ is going to be good? You have a reputation and everything she sees of you lives up to it. Also interesting: the cool colours Mia is in with Alex compared to the girls. The difference between the two is quite stark. Â
8.  âWhat do you mean Iâve blackmailed you?â Oh, Alex - she means exactly that youâve blackmailed her. Which you have. Then he tries to justify it. Just like Williamâs version of this chat, I hate this.  âyouâre lying to your friend and blaming meâ - acting like he has no culpability in the situation. He literally refused to respect her boundaries and stop pursuing her and he literally said that Kiki means nothing to him when he knows sheâs more all-in than he is and is playing around with her insecurities. I hate that heâs trying to make Mia feel like sheâs to blame for a situation he literally created. He had the ability to not date Kiki when he wasnât into it. He has the ability to stop pressuring Mia. He has the ability to break up with Kiki if he wants Mia. This is not her fault!!! And just like when William said it, âI wanted to hurt her to make her feel less bad in the long runâ is a terrible, shitty thing to say and do, and if they do what they did with William and make it a âsee, I was right to be mean to her to startâ I will be so angry!! Itâs not an either/or situation. First he didnât have to have sex with her, second he didnât have to go out with her again. Itâs not her fault that she thinks thereâs a chance - theyâre pretty much dating exclusively at the moment. None of his âreasonableâ excuses are actually reasonable. Â
Upshot of this scene: I loathe Alex even more now than I did before. And I freely admit a lot of this is Williamâs fault, but nothing thatâs happened so far has made Alex any more likeable to me than William in the original. I still think Mia should run far far far away after this conversation. And I hate that accepting the cocoa means accepting his reasoning. His reasoning is not a whole âgotchaâ that he thinks it is. He is a completely different person to Kiki and playing with her and being mean to her was shitty. Â
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Cinderelly, Cinderelly, night and day, itâs Cinderelly~... ^.^ Okay..before I jump into the next part of the Cinderella AU, hereâs your usual appetizer of random historical/etc. notes!
Although carriages were developed centuries earlier, actual coaches like the kind we think of from Cinderella stories were first developed in the late 16th century in Hungary, specifically a little town called Kocs. (The word âcoachâ and its alternatives in other languages, such as the German Kutsche and the Spanish and Portuguese coche, are thought to have been derived from the Hungarian kocsi, meaning âof Kocs.â) They then really caught on in the rest of Europe after Queen Elizabeth I of England started using them in the 1580s. The terms âcoachâ and âcarriageâ are often used interchangeably, but if one wanted to pin-point the advancements coaches specifically made in contrast to carriages of the past, there are a few differences one can pick out in how theyâre built. Coaches generally are four-wheeled enclosed vehicles with doors and/or windows (glass was added in later centuries), and often include a âbootâ seat on the outside for a footman and/or luggage to sit on. Coaches also generally have a reputation for providing a smoother ride than previous modes of transport because theyâre suspended between the wheels rather than directly over or beside them. After the invention of the coach, one can find carriages (royal ones, in particular) adopting some of these same attributes.
Sadly wheelchairs really werenât a thing in the 16th century. The first self-propelled wheeled chairs were developed in the mid-17th century and refined in the 18th, with sedan chairs or litters (A.K.A. chairs you carried) generally being used by the nobility prior to that. But thereâs no way in Hell Iâm not going to give McNully the independence he deserves, so I used a completely anachronistic design inspired by this antique wheelchair I found online, made circa around the 1840â˛s. Hey, this is a fantasy world anyway, so bleh. :P The flower detailing on the wheel is supposed to evoke an emblem I see being on Florenceâs green and gold coat of arms (get it? âFlorence?â âFlora?â). You might also notice that McNully has little Snitch-like âwingâ frills on each of his buttons! XD
Another fun thing I learned while doing research -- although cloaks were often worn for warmth during the medieval period and beyond, in England during the Elizabethan era, their use was actually actively discouraged and even prohibited, as they were associated with criminals and rebels! Therefore it was common for a lot of English noblemen and women to wear thicker clothing made of wool and accessories like muffs, gloves, and even jackets for warmth instead. I tried very, very hard to find historically accurate examples of period-worthy jackets and capes for women around the time of the Renaissance, and was very frustrated to find a lot of fantasy-esque costume pieces or historical clothing from later eras that were simply mislabeled -- but I did find one lovely recreation of a 16th century wool jacket, so thatâs what I used as reference for Carewynâs jacket in this sketch, though I personally imagine it as a dark red, so as to better blend with her burnt orange and beige servantâs uniform. Billâs uniform is based off a real castle guard uniform from early 16th century France, though with a much simpler color palette (I see Royaumeâs colors being blue and red). Like with McNullyâs chair, thereâs a crown on the chest of Billâs uniform, which I see being on Royaumeâs coat of arms (âroyaumeâ is literally French for âkingdomâ).
In her canon, Carewyn was born when Jacob was nine years old. Although in most of Carewyn and Jacobâs canon post-Portrait-Vault, they end up being only two years apart in age, thatâs only because Jacob stopped aging while trapped in a Portrait for seven years. From Carewynâs fifth year on, Jacob and Carewyn in canon therefore act much more like contemporaries, even though Jacob actually kind of ended up partially raising Carewyn alongside their mother Lane.
Previous part is here â whole tag is here â Katriona âKCâ Cassiopeia belongs to @kc-needs-coffee and I hope you all enjoy! xoxo
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Every day over the next week, Carewyn met Orion at the gate of the palace of Royaume, and the two would spend an hour or so together. Orion would ask her about life at the palace, Carewyn would playfully respond, and sooner or later, theyâd end up getting diverted and talking about something else completely, whether the upcoming Winter Festival, the language of flowers, art, poetry, the meaning of life, music, fencing, or (after seeing a rather beautiful eagle flying overhead) what it might be like to fly. Carewyn honestly wasnât entirely sure what Orion got out of their meetings besides entertainment, and naturally she couldnât afford to indulge in such entertainment too long, when she had so much work to do around the castle and she still had to find out where Jacob was positioned. But she had to admit, with the King and Queen having invited Iris over to stay in one of the guest suites at the palace for the remainder of the month, Carewyn didnât mind having an excuse to stay far away from her cousin. Lately Carewyn had actively planned her days so that she could clean the guest suites at teatime, when Iris would be in one of the foyers with the King, Queen, and Prince on the opposite side of the palace. She did not want a repeat of the other day, after all...particularly since sheâd also need time to change out of the nicer, collared dresses sheâd wear when spending time with Orion.
Orion, meanwhile, was of course getting a bit more than entertainment out of his and Carewynâs meetings. Through speaking with Carewyn, heâd sussed out some very helpful information about Royaumanian culture, the dynamics within Royaumeâs royal family, and both their and their countryâs financial state. One day he told his closest confidantes at court, Skye and McNully, some of what heâd learned...but Skye didnât react quite as favorably as Orion had expected.
â...I gave Lady Cromwell a copy of the sheet music for âNo One is Aloneâ last week -- you remember the song, of course? And from what I understand, Prince Henri and the castle staff have quite taken to it. Not that Iâm surprised -- Carewyn has a very soothing voice. Iâm sure she performed it very well. But the Prince listening to the words at all is a good sign -- I even asked Carewyn if the Prince enjoyed them, and she said she believed so. She also found their message meaningful...one of Florenceâs best-loved anti-War songs, and one about looking through anotherâs eyes and forgiving past grievances, no less! That can only be a good sign, for Royaumanians to take heart in it. It surely must have been fate that Lady Cromwell and I collided at the market -- I had a feeling we were kindred spirits, when she came to my aid, but now I am most assured of it. I might hazard a guess that she wishes for peace just as much as I -- for the sake of her brother fighting in the field, yes, but also selflessly for the sake of others, not wishing to see any other person in pain...â
âShe sounds like a perfect knight in shining armor,â said Skye, her voice oddly cutting.
Orion looked up at Skye, startled by her tone. Her arms were crossed over the chest of her faded blue linen dress.
âAnything else you want to tell us about the fair Lady Cromwell,â she said rather icily, âor are you actually ready to talk about how you plan to end this War?â
Orion blinked slowly. â...I thought that we were already discussing that.â
âReally?â scoffed Skye. ââCause it sounds to me like you were busy gushing over your new conquest.â
âConquest?â Orion repeated. His confused tone then melted into something more soothing and indulgent, âOh -- no, Skye...you misunderstand me. I have no interest in courting Carewyn -- sheâs just my contact point, with the palace.â
Skye gave a very loud, disbelieving snort. âHa! Right, of course she is -- thatâs why you canât stop gushing about âCarewyn thisâ and âLady Cromwell that.ââ
âSkye has a point, Orion,â said McNully, though his voice was a lot less confrontational. If anything he sounded almost sheepish. âI mean, about 85% of your report was about Lady Cromwell. You used her name over ten times just in the span of a minute.â
Amazingly Orionâs calm, hard-to-read expression didnât crack. His hands clasped lightly in front of him.
âLady Cromwell plays an essential part in this strategy. Iâm an outsider looking in, without her insight -- a ship sailing blindly, without the light from a lighthouse to give me direction.â
âA lighthouse for a lost ship -- oh yeah, those sound like the words of someone whoâs focusing on winning a war and not swooning over a pretty face,â said Skye scathingly. âMaybe instead of always running off and playing dress-up, you could actually bother to do your duty and go help fight on the battlefield for once!â
Orionâs lips came together tightly, but it didnât make his expression any less composed. McNully shot Skye an uncomfortable, faintly disapproving look.
âEasy, Skye,â he murmured. âYou know Orion -- â
But Skye didnât seem to hear McNully. Instead she tore into Orion.
âFace it, Orion -- you just like being treated like a commoner again and being able to make believe that you donât have any responsibilities or worries...well, guess what? Youâre not a commoner anymore! Youâre the Prince of Florence -- you reckon little Miss Knight-in-Shining-Armor would take kindly to that, when she finds out?â
Orionâs dark eyes narrowed ever-so-slightly upon Skyeâs face.
âCarewynâs not an unreasonable woman,â he said softly. âIâm certain she would understand the reason behind my secrecy.â
This, if anything, only seemed to make Skye madder.
âOf course she would,â she muttered sourly. âLittle Lady Royaume can do no wrong in your eyes, can she?â
She turned on her heel and stormed out, leaving Orion feeling very resigned and confused. McNully gave a heavy sigh, before facing Orion with a more serious expression.
âSheâs overreacting, as usual,â he said, âbut sheâs still 60% right. Itâs risky enough for you to get this close to anyone right now, when your position as Crown Prince is threatened by the likes of Lord Malfoy. Heâd frankly love to have something like that over you. But someone from Royaume? The granddaughter of one of the most powerful, wealthy, and feared noblemen in their country? Orion, thatâs dangerous.â
Orion leaned his hands on the table, looking down at the map of Florence and Royaume laid out on top of it.
âMcNully, I assure you...my objective has not changed,â he said very levelly. âEverything I have done is for Florence -- for peace and balance. I admit, Lady Cromwell is a fascinating woman, and certainly one to be admired...but I spend time with her to gather intelligence I can obtain nowhere else. That is all.â
McNully looked doubtful, but didnât directly address it. Instead he said, âI understand sheâs your eyes and ears inside the palace, and the intelligence youâre getting is valuable...but donât forget, she isnât on your team. Sheâs on Royaumeâs. And right now, Royaume is kicking our tail out there, on the battlefield.â
Orionâs dark eyes drifted away from the table as McNully leaned his arms on the table himself.
âItâs getting bad again,â he murmured very seriously. âI know you said the palace of Royaumeâs strapped for funds, but somehow or another, theyâve scrounged up enough to get more cannons, and their troops have been moving them around every couple of hours so that our men never know where theyâre going to be firing from next. Itâs been very effective. Whoeverâs been giving Royaumeâs King and Queen military strategy lately, theyâre a bloody genius.â
McNully clearly was irritated about this, given the flash that shot through his narrowed eyes.
âYour father sent me a request for a counter-strategy this morning. You know itâs likely if the strategy isnât one he can execute on his own, he may ask both you and me to join him there, on the front lines.â
Orion did not respond. His expression was as unreadable as ever, but there was something oddly detached and avoidant in his posture.
âI know you donât want that, and you know I have faith in you,â said McNully, âbut your strategy is a slow burn, Orion. It requires both patience and time...and we might not end up having as much of those as you think.â
Once again, Orion chose not to answer. McNully sighed again.
âYou know Iâll be right behind you in a coach, if you need me,â he said tiredly. âJust...mind that you use your head as well as your heart, all right?â
Orion threw on his black traveling cloak and headed back to Royaume not long after, hoping to meet up with Carewyn for an evening stroll. There was a notable chill in the air -- if it got much colder, he thought that any rain might instead come down as sleet or maybe even snow.
When Orion arrived at the gate, however, he was met not by Carewyn, but by KC. She was dressed in a high-necked gown made of black velvet and holding a leather-bound book and a stack of parchment in her arms.
Orion tilted his head slightly to glance at the piece of parchment on the top of the stack, which had several âXâsâ scattered over an oddly familiar map.
âPlans to bury some pirate treasure?â he asked pleasantly.
KC gave a lightly amused snort. âNo, just military plans.â
Her lightly freckled face then grew a bit more serious. âI guess youâre here for Carewyn?â
Orion had been ready to ask more about the military plans KC was holding, but decided not to circle back to it when she changed the subject.
âYes. Has she been detained?â
âI guess so...â said KC. Her lips twisted into a concerned frown as she looked out at the darkening sky.
Orionâs eyebrows knit together over his eyes slightly. âYou seem concerned.â
KC bit her lip. âMm...itâs just...well, you see, one of the royal carriages broke down earlier today, when the Queen was riding through the country with Lady Yaxley.â
Orion raised his eyebrows. âLady Iris Yaxley, do you mean? Carewynâs cousin?â
âYes. No one was badly hurt, fortunately, but the Queen, Lady Iris, and the coachman and footman were forced to ride the horses back and leave the carriage behind. When they got back, they asked the royal carpenter, Charlie Weasley, to go fix it. Charlie said that he probably wouldnât have the proper tools to fix it here at the castle, so Carewyn offered to ride out with him, so that their horses could drag the coach together to the Weasley family cottage, about forty minutes away. The problem is,â she said with a deepening frown, âthey left over two hours ago, and theyâre still not back yet. Bill headed out after them on his own horse not long before you got here...heâs Charlieâs brother, so he knows the route they wouldâve taken...â
Orionâs dark eyes had narrowed significantly.
âWhich road did Sir Weasley take after them?â he asked, his calm voice nonetheless touched with the faintest edge.
KC pointed. âNorthwest -- toward the mountains.â
Orion nodded. âThank you.â
And with this, he turned on his heel and rushed back toward where he thought he might find McNullyâs coach. He needed to borrow a horse.
Setting one of the black horses free of the black coach, Orion rode off toward the mountains, his slightly-too-long dark hair flapping freely behind him. The road was well-marked, but it soon veered off into dense woods as it migrated up toward the mountains. Orion had never gone so far west into Royaume before, let alone far from Florence before. Despite himself, he had to acknowledge the beauty of the landscape. The views of the castle below were breathtaking -- it looked as tiny as a toy, and yet the infinite glass windows made it sparkle like some diamond-like beacon in the darkening sky. He wondered if his own palace in Florence looked so beautiful to others, at a distance. As much as he himself hadnât been raised a prince, it was difficult for him to look at his own palace as anything other than a cage.
As he went further uphill and the sky darkened, it also grew colder. Orion was starting to see his own breath on the air. He thought of Carewyn alone in the cold, perhaps hurt, and had to take several deep breaths to sooth his nerves. He was never in a right state, when he let his thoughts run too wild or his fears chatter too loudly.
Finally Orion caught sight of two familiar ginger-headed men, standing by an overturned coach, covered in mud and missing one of its back wheels. One of the men was the tall, freckled castle guard from the other day who Carewyn called Bill, dressed in his high-collared blue and red patterned uniform tunic and matching white feathered, blue-velvet hat -- the other was much stockier, but no less freckled, dressed in a burgundy-colored tunic and loose brown pants and boots, and he wore his ginger hair in a ponytail not unlike Orionâs when he was at court. When Orion approached them, Bill immediately reacted with suspicion -- Orion explained what KC had told him and asked where Carewyn was, and was incredibly startled to hear her voice coming from over the edge of the cliff.
âIâm down here!â
Orion couldnât help but feel a flash of concern. He raced over as if to look over the edge, but Charlie lashed out an arm in front of the taller man to stop him.
âUh, I wouldnât look over if I were you, mate,â he said, having trouble biting back his laughter despite himself.
He pointed at the broken carriage. Hanging over one of the doors was what looked like the burnt orange and beige skirt of a dress and several wool petticoats.
Orion blinked a few times in great surprise, his tanned cheeks darkening with a faint blush. Bill, however, reacted with anxiety.
âCarewyn!â he shouted over the ravine. âAre you in your underwear down there!?â
âUgh -- well, I couldnât very well climb down into this briar patch and wrench this wheel loose in my dress, could I?â Carewyn called back up rather haughtily. âAt least my bloomers are slightly akin to the sorts of trousers you all wear.â
âYouâll catch a death of cold out here!â said Bill.
âIâm all right,â Carewyn reassured him. âUlk -- ugh -- I have the wool jacket Andre made for me on...â
Charlie took a step forward, his eyes moved up toward the darkening sky pointedly so as not to look over the edge as he called down,
âBillâs right, though, Carewyn -- itâs getting colder by the minute...and itâs getting dark too. Are you sure you can lift that thing up and over all by yourself?â
âUgh...I admit, itâs a bit difficult!â she called back. âBut I think I can manage.â
Recalling Carewynâs blatant refusal of help in retrieving her horse, Orion -- still fighting back a slight blush -- called over the ravine himself.
âWe do not question your capabilities, Carewyn,â he said patiently, âbut would you like our help?â
âUgh -- donât be silly,â said Carewyn, sounding faintly haughty. âYou, Charlie, and Bill would break your necks, climbing down here. And Iâm still in my undergarments -- I have no interest in anyone seeing me prance around without proper clothes on, thank you.â
âItâs no use,â Charlie muttered under his breath, âIâve tried to offer her help for the last hour, but she keeps putting me off, saying sheâs fine. I donât get why she feels like she has to do everything by herself...â
âProbably because sheâs always had to, Charlie,â said Bill quietly. His voice betrayed a lot of sympathy and sadness as he exhaled through his nose.
Orionâs black eyes deepened with some compassion for Bill as he called back over the ravine to Carewyn,
âYour points are well made, my lady...but weâd still like to help you.â
âUgh -- you can help me by leaving me my dignity and not looking over while Iâm only half-dressed...ack...â
âWould you accept us doing more than that?â
âUrgh -- I am...sorry to have made you and Bill come out all this way -- but Iâm all right, really.â
Bill glanced at Orion out the side of his eye, and then back at the cliff. Despite his distrust of the man, the eldest Weasley was sort of glad he wasnât the only one who disliked how reticent Carewyn was to accept help.
âYou donât need to apologize,â he said earnestly. âI was -- we were worried about you, Carewyn. You and Charlie.â
He and Orion glanced at each other. Bill wished the other manâs expression wasnât so hard to read. The castle guard tried to twist his uncomfortable frown into a smile that Carewyn would hopefully be able to hear over the edge of the cliff.
âCome on...letâs get you and that wheel up and over so you can get back into your dress.â
There was a silence. Then Carewyn said a bit more quietly,
â...You donât need to worry about me.â
âWha -- oh, come off it, Carewyn!â said Charlie exasperatedly. âTo hell we do! You think I was mucking about, calling you my pal and saying I needed to figure out a nickname for you? Now let us help you, or Iâll consider making that nickname an irritating one!â
There was another silence. Then Carewyn sighed very loudly and tiredly, and Orion couldnât help but grin, because he could tell sheâd finally given in.
âOh, all right,â she said begrudgingly. âBut I donât really know how youâre going to help, when you canât look at me.â
Orion closed his eyes.
âDescribe your surroundings, Carewyn,â he said. âPaint a picture for me, with your words.â
â...Well, Iâve gotten the wheel out of the briar patch. Iâm trying to roll it back up, but itâs as large as me, and the downward slope and the ice is making it difficult. Plus the wheel isnât in great shape -- all of its spokes are broken, so there isnât much for me to push up on, while rolling it uphill.â
âI wouldâve told her to just forget it, but itâd be much easier for me to carve a new wheel if I have framework from the old one,â Charlie explained. âIâm already going to have to make the new spokes and hubcap completely out of wood instead of using any gold or metalwork, but itâs still going to take a lot of time...even more so if the old wheel framework canât be saved...â
Orion considered the matter, visualizing the set-up down below on the inside of his eyelids. â...Whatâs left of the wheel...is it made of metal or wood?â
âWood...but there seems to be some sort of metal lining around the rim, held on by nails.â
âThatâd be for durability, I reckon,â said Charlie. âWood alone would get chaffed badly on the ground, moving in a constant circle down cobblestones or over anything rocky.â
Orion opened his eyes and looked over the broken coach. His gaze lingered on the thick leather straps coming off of the front that no doubt wouldâve attached it to their horses. Then he abruptly got up, rushing over to undo the straps from the carriage.
âWhat are you doing?â said Bill, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion.
Orion quickly knotted the long, thick leather straps together with several complex-looking and strong knots.
âCarewyn,â he called over very calmly, âIâm going to lower this down to you -- use the buckle and loop it securely around the inside rim of the wheel, so that itâs tight. Give it a light tug when itâs secure.â
He blindly tossed one end of the rope made out of leather straps over the edge of the cliff. After a minute, he felt a light tug at the end.
âGentlemen,â Orion murmured to the Weasleys, âIâll need you to hold this, for just a moment. Carewyn,â he added, as Charlie and Bill both grabbed the end of the makeshift rope and he let go, âIâm going to need you to step onto the wheel yourself and hold on.â
âWhat?â said Carewyn. âOrion, you canât lift both me and the wheel -- itâs far too much! Iâll climb up and out myself -- â
âNot to worry, my lady -- none of us will be doing the lifting,â said Orion serenely.
He led both his black horse and Billâs chestnut horse over by their reins, and -- taking the makeshift rope from Bill and Charlie again -- he looped the end under the straps of both his and Billâs saddles. He gave several tugs at all of the connections to make sure they were tight and secure before mounting his horse.
âSir Weasley, if you would assist me.â
Catching onto Orionâs idea at last, Bill rushed forward so he could jump up onto his own horse.
âMr. Weasley, you may want to have your hands ready to help Carewyn climb out when she gets close to the top,â said Orion over his shoulder. âSir Weasley, together now.â
With a lot of effort and strain, the two horses were able to lift Carewyn and the broken wheel up and out of the ravine. Once Carewyn was out, all three men averted their eyes so she could put her dress back on. Once she was suitably redressed in her orange-and-beige dress, snood, and dark scarlet wool jacket, she, Bill, and Orion helped Charlie secure some makeshift posts heâd carved out of some nearby tree branches under the broken coach so that their four horses could lift it up off the ground and help support it without its second back wheel. Then the four hobbled the coach up the mountain the rest of the way to the Weasley family cottage.
The home of the Weasley family, affectionately nicknamed âthe Burrow,â was built up against the side of a hill. Attached to the house was a large farm with sprawling pastures and short, rustic wooden fences. Its roof had clearly been patched up multiple times over the years with whatever kind of wood was on hand, making it resemble a patchwork quilt.
When the group arrived, Bill and Charlieâs youngest sibling and only sister Ginny immediately ran out to greet them -- sheâd seen them coming up over the horizon and was beyond thrilled to see that it was her eldest brothers. Bill and Charlieâs teenage brothers Percy, Fred, George, and Ron soon followed along after. Fred and George -- who were identical twins -- were quick to crow that Charlie had brought them an early birthday present (namely, the coach), and Percy scolded them that clearly it was for work and they should let it alone. Orion and Carewyn ended up staying back at a distance, both faintly baffled by the amount of warmth and noise emanating from the seven siblings as they chattered amongst themselves, constantly stepping on each otherâs feet and interrupting what everyone else was saying. Neither of them had ever encountered a family quite like this before. When Bill and Charlieâs parents, Arthur and Molly Weasley, emerged from the house, however, Molly very quickly bustled every last one of them inside, including Orion and Carewyn.
âIn you go, the lot of you,â she said in a forceful, but very warm tone of voice. âYou all look like you need some supper-- â
âOh -- no, Mrs. Weasley,â said Carewyn very quickly, âI couldnât impose -- â
âNonsense, dear!â said Molly, as she took Carewynâs hands and led her inside. âWhy, youâre positively freezing! To think, you came all the way out here without a proper muff for your hands...â
âI had to help Charlie with the carriage,â Carewyn said, her eyes drawn away awkwardly rather than looking at Molly, âI couldnât hope to have my hands free, using a muff...â
âThen both of you should come inside and get warm,â said Arthur, startling Orion with an amiable clap on the back. âAny friend of Bill and Charlieâs is a friend of our family.â
Carewyn had never been the subject of such coddling and generosity before in her life. Her mother had always taught her to treat people with respect and compassion, of course, but she had been a soft-spoken and understated person, and their family life had always been very quiet. And of course at the Cromwell estate, it had been less modest and quiet, but far less affectionate as well. Never had she ever visited such a loud, crowded, and faintly uncomfortable place that still nonetheless felt like a home, full of warmth and love.
Even Orion found himself feeling a bit unsettled by the Weasley familyâs overwhelming hospitality. Heâd been in plenty of unruly, crowded, and loud settings like this before -- but none of them had ever been quite this...well, jovial. It made it so that Orion yearned for peace, quiet, and returned distance, and yet also couldnât help but marvel at the positive vibes that rippled off of this family and how much they could give, despite clearly having so little. When dinner was served, Orion had to politely decline a bowl of beef stew because he didnât eat meat, and Molly Weasley immediately handed the bowl off to Ron so she could set about making Orion his own plate, piled high with cheesy mashed potatoes, sauteed mushrooms, and roasted cauliflower seasoned with garlic and chives.
The Weasley family and their guests sat in an uncomfortable, messy half-circle around the large brick fireplace, laughing and talking as they ate. After supper came the dessert of hot, fresh apple dumplings, and after dessert came some hot tea and scones. After all, said Molly Weasley, having guests over was a rare treat, so they were going to celebrate appropriately. Neither Carewyn nor Orion could remember ever having felt so full in all their lives.
As everyone enjoyed their scones and tea, stories and songs were swapped around the fire. At one point in the evening, twelve-year-old Ginny -- who was perfectly thrilled to have another girl around, for a change -- begged Carewyn to sing for them. Apparently Bill had told his family all about her lovely voice. So, with some encouragement from Charlie, Arthur, and Molly, Carewyn bit back a broad, amused grin, took a deep breath, and started to sing.
âMother cannot guide you...now youâre on your own.
Only me beside you -- still, youâre not alone...â
Orion had thought to himself that Carewyn must have done the song from his youth proper justice while singing for the Prince, but hearing her sing it in person, seeing her smile at him and her eyes sparkle as she did so...it was a completely different matter. As before, Orion felt all of the tension in his shoulders ebb off of him, as easily as dirt was washed away in warm water. He bowed his head and closed his eyes, tilting his head a bit so that he could hear her better, as his breathing and heart rate slowed. Even with his eyes closed, he could hear a smile in every word Carewyn sang...even when she likely wasnât smiling at all, he thought. How could she be smiling, when lines like âsometimes people leave you half-way through the woodâ and âpeople make mistakes -- fathers, mothersâ rang with such emotion and pain? Was that pain visible on her face? Orion thought not, given Carewynâs sense of grace and composure...but he heard it, all the same. He felt it -- her heart, aching with a kind of deep, blazing empathy Orion had never encountered in anyone else before.
When Carewyn came to the end of the song, Orion opened his eyes at last. The Weasleys all clapped, delighted, but he barely heard them as he turned to Carewyn.
â...That was remarkable,â he murmured.
Carewyn smiled. âIâm glad you think I did it justice.â
âMm,â said Orion. âIâve...never heard anyone drown like that, before.â
Carewyn couldnât bite back a laugh. âPerhaps I didnât do it justice then, if I sounded like I was drowning...â
âYou were drowning in the wordsâ meaning,â corrected Orion. âEnveloping and submerging yourself in them -- allowing them to pull you in and take your breath away.â
He smiled, his black eyes very soft upon Carewynâs face.
âIt was...very moving.â
Mollyâs face spread into an indulgent smile as she reached forward and patted Carewynâs hand. âIt was absolutely beautiful, dear.â
âOrionâs right, Carewyn,â agreed Arthur. âYour feelings really came through. I could tell the words mean something to you.â
Carewyn offered a polite smile, even as her eyes drifted away. â...I suppose they do.â
âIt sounds like a lullaby, sort of,â mused Ron. âEven if it talks about your mother not being around.â
Ginny tilted her head toward Carewyn, Ronâs words prompting concern.
â...Do you not have a mother, Carewyn?â
The rest of the family went very quiet -- some like Percy shot Ginny warning looks, while others like Molly and Ron couldnât help but glance at Carewyn in similar concern.
Carewynâs gaze had drifted off onto the fire. Although she was turned away and her face was stoic, however, Orion could see her eyes rippling like turbulent ocean water, before she closed them solemnly.
â...I had one,â she answered softly at last. âShe died when I was twelve.â
âWas she sick?â asked Ron, very hesitantly.
Carewyn bowed her head and gave a single, silent nod. Everyone in the room knew what that meant. The Plague had swept through both Royaume and Florence several times, over the span of the War -- one of the worst years was about nine years ago now...probably the same year Carewyn had lost her mother.
Orionâs black eyes narrowed ever-so-slightly upon her face. Molly looked like she wanted to envelop Carewyn in the biggest hug and was only holding back the urge because of her husbandâs tight, reassuring squeeze to her hand.
âOh, you poor dear,â she murmured.
Carewyn raised her head at last, her expression once again touched by a small, resilient, pretty smile.
âItâs all right,â she said gently, her eyes only briefly grazing each of the Weasleysâ faces. âIâll always miss my mother...but Iâm getting along all right. And I still have Jacob.â
âYour brother?â asked Percy, and Carewyn nodded.
âHe left for War the same day he and I moved in with our grandfather,â Carewyn explained.
âYour brother must be quite a bit older than you, then,â said Orion.
Carewyn glanced at Orion out the side of her eye, smiling slightly. âNine years older, yes. You know...you actually remind me of him, a bit.â
Orion raised his eyebrows. âOh?â
Carewyn was forced to stifle a giggle behind her hand. âJacob is also the sort to do things in his own clever way. Only heâs a lot more aggressive than you -- and more talkative, and arrogant, and overprotective...â
âAnd uglier,â inserted Fred.
âAnd smellier,â added George.
âWith a long crooked nose and ears like a batâs.â
The younger Weasley siblings were all laughing now. Carewyn had to cover her mouth to stifle her giggling.
âNo!â she choked. âI donât mean it like that! Heâs wonderful, really. Heâs just...well, an absolute idiot about how to interact with other people. Heâs completely brilliant, mind you -- he could give you whole lectures about anything from geography to mathematics to physics...but coming up with spontaneous gifts for no occasion at all, just based on someoneâs interests? Heâd need some prodding, to do something like that.â
She smiled at Orion, who couldnât help but grin fully in return.
âIt was truly nothing at all, Carewyn,â he said. âWith your love of music, it felt like that song would be something you would appreciate.â
Arthur glanced at Orion curiously. âWhere is that song from, Orion? Iâve never heard it before.â
âI learned it as a boy,â Orion answered. âI would hear it sung outside the window of the workhouse, sometimes.â
Molly looked very troubled. âWorkhouse? Orion dear, you donât mean to say you grew up in one of those terrible places?â
Orion felt Carewynâs gaze on him. When he looked back at her, her almond-shaped blue eyes were rippling with concern as well, though much gentler and more empathetic than Mollyâs. He tried to offer her a smile.
âLetâs just say the words spoke to me as well, at the time,â he said lightly. âNot just to me, either...all of the boys there, one way or another, were where they were because of other peopleâs âterrible mistakes.ââ
Orionâs gaze drifted down to his own hands as he lightly clasped them in his lap.
â...The War doesnât touch you the same way here, but...the closer you are to Florence...the more the reality of it hits you in the face, every day. Even when youâre not on the battlefield itself -- even when youâre just at the border -- you, and the ones you care for, run the risk of getting caught in the crossfire. And on the border of Florence and Royaume...in those towns where itâs hard to tell where one country starts and another begins...tensions are like gunpowder. One spark from the tiniest match can set it ablaze -- can make everything implode, and force you to start all over again.â
His face was unreadable, but his black eyes were endless, rippling with the recollection of the fire and smoke -- the red and blue colors of Royaume, on the saddles of horses -- the life leaving his motherâs eyes -- his own heavy, terrified hyperventilating...
He closed his eyes and took several very deep, measured breaths before continuing.
âIn such a place...one can find people desperate enough to want to lash out at others, to avenge their pain,â said Orion solemnly. âBut there was one sweet old woman who owned a flower and herb shop near the workhouse. Sheâd had to rebuild her establishment several times over the years, and from what I understand, she finally had to leave town not long after I did...but every time she caught wind that the army was coming to town, looking for new recruits...sheâd sing the song just loudly enough that we boys could hear it through our window.â
He absently played with the crudely carved circular charm on the cord around his neck in one hand.
âAnd although there were those who still enlisted afterwards...many others did not.â
Carewynâs eyes widened.
ââWhile weâre seeing our side,â â she sang again, more softly, ââmaybe we forgot...they are not alone. No one is alone.â â
Orionâs lips spread into a smile as he looked at Carewyn, his black eyes rippling gently as he nodded.
âSo itâs against the War, then,â murmured Charlie. He glanced at his parents, who both looked concerned.
âDid that woman with the flower shop give you that?â asked Ginny curiously, indicating the charm around Orionâs neck.
âYes,â said Orion. âShe gave it to me one night when I tried to run away, to soothe my nerves. Its effects wore off by the next morning, but Iâve never really had the heart to throw it out.â
Percy sputtered, looking very pale. âTh-then she was a witch?â
âWhoa,â said Fred and George, looking almost too eager.
âDid she turn all the army into pigs?â asked George.
âDid she lure you in and try to cook you in a soup?â said Fred.
Orion smiled indulgently. âOf course not -- â
âWell, thank Heavens for that!â said Molly, shooting the twins a very reproachful look. âMagic isnât something to make fun of, you two -- itâs frankly a wonder you werenât hurt, dear...â
Orion frowned. âThere was no danger, Madam Weasley, I assure you.â
âNo danger! Orion,â Molly scolded him indulgently, âI applaud your courage...but nature has its own way of things, and any magic that twists it out of shape is more dangerous than itâs worth.â
To the Weasley familyâs surprise, Carewyn actually spoke up.
âMrs. Weasley, men tend fields, plant seeds, domesticate horses and dogs...treat illnesses and injuries...cut hair and wear makeup and put on heeled shoes to make ourselves appear taller. Would that not also be twisting natureâs intent?â
Molly actually faltered somewhat. âWell, yes, but...thatâs very different from magic, Carewyn! Magic is...well, itâs wild. Uncontrollable.â
âItâs untamed chaos,â said Arthur more levelly than his wife. âA kind thatâs done a lot more harm than good.â
âBut it still can be used for good,â said Carewyn very firmly. âAnd if it has that potential, why must we treat it as though it and all of its users are inherently reprehensible? If magic can be used to save lives, or heal the sick, or even just calm a scared boy down after something horrible...â
She glanced at Orion out the side of her eye.
â...Then it seems to be like any other weapon or tool, or even any other person -- something that could protect or hurt.â
Orion felt like his heart was being flooded with warmth, and his entire expression melted with pride and something like affection as he stared at Carewyn.
She truly is a woman to be admired. The memory of Skyeâs irritation and McNullyâs warning rippled over Orionâs mind and he found himself faltering. Admire...yes. Anyone could grow to admire such a woman, couldnât they? To respect and esteem her...to...grow an attachment, to her... Even I? Could I...?
The Weasleys exchanged uncertain looks amongst themselves.
âCome to think of it,â said Ron thoughtfully, âwasnât there that old myth about fairy godmothers who grant you wishes?â
Fred brought an arm roughly around his younger brotherâs neck and put him in a rough choke hold. âAww, ickle Ronnie wanting a pwetty new dress?â
ââOh fairy godmother, I just gotta have a new dress for the Winter Festival!ââ said George in a high-pitched squeal.
âGeroff!â growled Ron, as he pulled free.
âOh, but that would be fun!â sighed Ginny. âDancing at the Winter Festival, in the prettiest dress youâve ever seen...youâre going to the Festival, arenât you, Carewyn?â
âProbably not, Ginny,â said Carewyn gently, âIâve got so much work to do...â
âOh, but you have to!â whined Ginny. âThe Festivalâs tradition! Right, Orion?â
âSo Iâve heard,â Orion said modestly, âbut Iâm afraid Iâve never attended a Winter Festival either.â
âWhat?!â said all of the Weasley children except Bill in thoroughly aghast unison.
âItâs the biggest celebration of the entire year -- â
âEverybody in town will be there -- â
â -- well, aside from the noble tarts -- â
â -- but hey, who needs them?â
âEverybody makes the best mince pies and hot apple cider -- â
âThereâs dancing and singing and games and gift-giving -- â
âYou just canât miss it -- â
Before long, theyâd completely gotten off the topic of magic all together, so the Weasleys could tell Orion all about the Winter Festival. Carewyn took the opportunity to start carrying dishes into the kitchen so that she could help Molly clean up. While she did so, Bill pulled her aside.
âCarewyn...can I talk to you? Alone?â
Carewyn blinked, but nonetheless put down the dishes she was carrying and followed Bill off into a secluded corner.
âWhatâs wrong?â she asked in concern.
Bill bit the inside of his lip, his brown eyes drifting over in the direction of the fireplace where the rest of his family was sitting with Orion.
âCarewyn,â he said slowly, âwho is that man, really?â
Carewynâs eyebrows knit together. Bill ran a hand over the undone collar of his tunic absently.
âHeâs hiding something, I know it. And Iâm sure you see it too. He dodges questions he doesnât want to answer, and as much as heâs even told us tonight about himself, he never gives important details. He lived near the border, but he didnât mention what town heâs from. He lived in a workhouse, presumably after losing his parents, but he never said what he lost them to.â
âThose things might not be easy for him to talk about, Bill,â Carewyn said softly.
âYes,â said Bill in a bracing voice, âbut he also hopped the walls of the palace, completely ignorant of how tight royal security is and why, has enough time to chase after you most every day, and gets paints from people he canât identify and learns songs from people who, from the sound of things, practice witchcraft.â
Bill crossed his arms. He clearly was trying to be considerate to Carewynâs feelings, but couldnât hold back his concerns.
âLook, I...I understand you like the man. And I understand why -- Ginny and the others seem to have taken to him pretty well, too. But thereâs no reason for someone to hold back that many secrets, unless theyâre up to no good. He could be a cad, or a criminal, or maybe even something worse. Judging by his stance on magic, he could even be a magician himself...â
His brown eyes narrowed slightly upon Carewynâs face.
âIâm just...worried about you, thatâs all,â he said lowly.
Carewyn considered Bill for a long moment. Then, reaching out a hand, she gently took hold of Billâs shoulder and gave it a squeeze.
âBill...I understand how you feel. And Iâm grateful, truly grateful, for your caring. I hardly deserve it, and it...it means a lot to me.â
Bill frowned deeply, ready to say something, but Carewyn cut him off.
âBut believe me when I say that people donât just keep secrets because they mean to do harm. Sometimes -- for some people -- theyâve had to learn to hide themselves and shield their hearts...so much so that even when they encounter good people, itâs hard for them to let their guard down. Sometimes theyâve known so much pain that, even though theyâre kind people, theyâve numbed themselves to a degree, just to protect themselves. Lied so much...that it becomes second-nature. Or worse, lie because they donât know who they can really trust...because so many people have hurt them that they donât know what trust even feels like anymore.â
Billâs expression lost some of its edge, though it still looked wary.
â...And if he is a magic user?â
âThen heâs one of the good ones,â said Carewyn firmly.
Bill still looked a bit unsure. Carewyn squeezed his shoulder a bit more tightly, her eyes resting there instead of on his face.
âBill, my brother is only alive, thanks to magic.â
Bill was startled.
âThe Plague swept through our whole house,â said Carewyn lowly. âFirst the landlord and his family -- then my mother...and then Jacob. We were living hand-to-mouth, and I didnât have anyone else to go to...so I went to the Cromwell estate.â
Billâs brown eyes became a little smaller, darkening with grim understanding.
â...You went to your grandfather.â
Carewyn nodded. âHe disowned Mum long ago, but he was still our family, so I thought he might be willing to help us. He agreed to take Jacob and me in and nurse Jacob back to health, so long as we paid back his generosity. Grandfather then tracked down a witch who could cast a spell to save Jacobâs life.â
Billâs eyebrows furrowed. âLord Cromwell hired a -- ?â
âDo not repeat this, Bill!â Carewyn said very sharply and urgently. âTo anyone, do you understand? No one.â
Her eyes then softened visibly, becoming grimmer and sadder.
âJacob was dying. There was no other option.â
Bill looked like he was in pain, just hearing this second-hand. He swallowed, and then gave a nod.
âSo that witch saved your brotherâs life,â he said quietly.
Carewyn nodded, her eyes full of emotion despite the stoicism of her features.
âThe spell she cast bound Jacobâs life to Grandfatherâs will. Jacob was brought into the house on a stretcher just after dawn, and within a half-hour...he was up on his own two feet again.â
Carewyn closed her eyes. She could still remember Jacobâs blazing, relieved smile as he barreled down the stairs and threw his arms around her, cradling her like a baby.
âMy Wyn -- my sweet Wyn -- â
Not long after that, though...Jacobâs arms were yanked away -- all of him was yanked away -- held back by Blaise and Claire and Pearlâs husbands, who all had work to together just to restrain Jacob as he fought to reach her, screaming and raging like a mad man --
âWYN! NO! GET OFF OF ME -- WYN! I WONâT LET YOU -- CAREWYN!â
Carewyn opened her eyes, the soft longing fading from her face completely and leaving a much more stony expression behind.
Bill himself, however, looked more troubled than ever.
âYou said your brother left for War the same day you and he arrived at the Cromwell estate,â he whispered shakily. âDo you mean that, right after saving your brotherâs life...Lord Cromwell immediately sent him off to War -- all while knowing how few men return home alive?â
Carewynâs lips came together tightly.
âGrandfather sent him to the front, so that Jacob could start paying back the debt I owed him,â she said, her voice very soft and oddly distant. âAfter all...a man who wouldnât die, so long as he willed it...would make an excellent soldier.â
Bill looked horrified.
âThen...â he whispered, â...then Jacobâs only alive because your grandfather decides whether he lives or dies? You only know your brotherâs still alive after so many years at war...because Lord Cromwell is bound to him through magic, and heâs holding his life over your head?â
Carewyn withdrew her hand from Billâs shoulder and turned away.
âCarewyn...thatâs monstrous!â said Bill, and he was unable to keep his voice from rising. âI didnât even know magic could do something like that -- but -- but thatâs nothing, compared to...â
He couldnât restrain himself. He actually threw an arm around Carewyn and pulled her into a hug from behind. The small ginger-haired woman stiffened like a startled cat.
âBill?â
Carewyn looked up at him -- were those tears, in his eyes?
âHave you...never told anyone else, about this?â Bill murmured.
Carewyn tried to turn around, her blue eyes welling up with regret and pain. âBill...â
She brought a hand through his hair, trying to soothe him the way she used to for Jacob.
âIâm sorry,â she whispered. âI -- I didnât mean to upset you -- I only wanted to explain why Iâm not scared of magic...please forgive me.â
Bill closed his eyes to try to hold back both his righteous anger and his tears.
âForgive you?â he repeated in a choked voice. âFor what, trusting me with the truth?â
âFor making you worry unnecessarily,â Carewyn said forcefully, trying to ignore how uncomfortably her stomach was squirming.
Bill opened his eyes, looking both flabbergasted and more upset than ever. âUnnecessarily?â
He roughly grabbed both of Carewynâs shoulders and forced her to look up at him.
âNow you listen here, Carewyn Cromwell,â he said, taking on the sort of tone he only ever used with his younger siblings when they were being rowdy, âyou may get to decide if you want to interact with me or not, or rely on me or not, or accept my help or not. But you donât get to decide whether I worry about you or not. And from here on out...â
Billâs brown eyes were blazing with resolve.
â...Iâm going to worry about you. Because I hate the thought of someone feeling like anybody else worrying about them is somehow a problem.â
Carewyn was left speechless.
Billâs face broke into a broad smile through his tears. âUntil your brotherâs back from the War, Carey, Iâll be looking after you for him -- no arguments, no dismissals, no saying youâre fine on your own. Got it?â
Carewyn looked at Bill, perfectly stunned. Then her gaze fell away toward the floor.
â...It sounds like...I really donât get a choice in the matter, then,â she whispered.
âNope,â said Bill, grinning broadly.
Carewyn was unable to fight back the weak smile prickling at the sides of her lips, nor the emotion flooding her eyes, even as she kept her face turned away.
â...And I suppose âCareyâ...is a suggestion of a nickname you plan to give Charlie, for me?â
Billâs eyes sparkled fondly. âWell, every one of my siblings has a nickname, in case you havenât noticed.â
#hphm#hogwarts mystery#cinderella au#carewyn cromwell#orion amari#murphy mcnully#skye parkin#bill weasley#charlie weasley#percy weasley#fred weasley#george weasley#ron weasley#ginny weasley#molly weasley#arthur weasley#katriona cassiopeia#charles cromwell#jacob cromwell#my art#my writing#GAAAAHHHH BILLLL#I LOVE YOU SO FRIGGIN' MUCH MY PRECIOUS BOY ;~;#you go be a good big brother and best friend for carewyn you wonderful thing#also ooh hoo hoo~ orion you can claim you're not crushing but you aren't fooling anybody hahahaha#you'll figure out what you're feeling soon enough >D#we're learn more about how magic works in this universe as time goes on of course#but yeah rest assured there's still a lot to unravel in regards to what happened to jacob... >>#and of course this part is another reminder that charles cromwell is a no-good son of a b****
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Cyberparents 2077: A Day in the Life // Part Two: Afternoon (Johnny Silverhand x Female!V)
Part One
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A/N: Part two is finally here! Google "shopping cart with car" to see tyhe kind of shopping cart V is using. It's a liiiiittle angsty, so I hope I did okay!
âWe should have tacos,â Sam opined with great seriousness from her seat in the plastic car that took up the front of the shopping cart.
âSure, but what kind though? Beef, fishâŚ?â V ventured, scanning the aisles. She was just there to pick up a couple essentials, but her daughter made an extremely compelling suggestion.
âBleh, no fish!â Sam giggled, tugging on her little steering wheel. âCan we have chicken?â
âNow, thatâs an idea,â V smiled, turning the cart towards the back of the store.
As they made their way, collecting items on their list, they inevitably drew attention. To be fair, V was eye-catching enough on her own; with her edgy haircut, riotous hair color, dark lipstick, extensive tattoos, and alluring figure, she was unapologetically alternative and rocking it. When you pair that aesthetic with a child of all things, itâs so seemingly incongruous that it seems nigh-on unnatural, to some.
Of course, when you add Johnny to the mix and all three went out together, it didnât get any better. Sure, they got fewer comments (likely because Johnny looked like he was ready to cut a bitch at any moment), but the looks they got were still penetrating in their intensity.
V didnât mind terribly what other people thought, especially the closed-minded people who took issue with how she presented herself. It was beneath her attention. She knew that Johnny definitely didnât give two shits. What she struggled with, though, was the agony of Sam having to learn how to rise above othersâ narrow views and how to react to them. V cast her memory back as they walked through the store, and remembered the first day that there was a real tipping point in Samâs understanding of the situations they ended up in when they were out as a family.
V and Johnny had been waiting outside Samâs school, waiting for the bell to ring and for their little girl to run out to them, excited and beaming, as she did every day. They were chatting and joking amongst themselves, Johnny having tucked V into his side with an arm around her waist. As time crept by, it became apparent that the school security guard was shuffling closer in their direction as he stood idly by the school gate that separated the classrooms from the parking lot.
Anyone who knew them knew that V and Johnny were not the type to be intimidated. So, they kept to themselves and ignored the encroaching party, until he was mere feet from them and began clearing his throat noisily. Johnny, in true take-no-shit fashion, raised his chin and looked the man directly in the eye.
âThere a problem?â
âI could ask you folks the same thing,â the security guard replied. âThere are kids getting out of school soon, so I need you to stop loitering so that parents can pick up their kids.â
Johnny pulled down his aviators and fixed the security guard with a piercing look. âYeah, and one of those kids is my kid. Once she gets out, weâll go.â
The guard looked taken aback at this, mentally weighing his options, and he slumped back over to the gate and pulled out his walkie-talkie, glowering at them as he brought the walkie up to his mouth.
âIf he causes a fuckinâ sceneâŚâ Johnny trailed off. The sharp trilling of the bell rang out not a moment later, and soon enough kids of all ages began pouring out of the gates. V and Johnny scanned the pre-school area, and after a few moments Sam walked out.
The scene played out in slow motion; Samâs class was led out by her teacher, and the little girl began making her way over to her parents. V glanced back at the security guard. He was no longer sulking at his post, rather walking towards Sam and calling her over once it became apparent where she was headed.
âAre you kidding me?â V asked angrily, pulling away from Johnny and marching over to where her daughter stood with the security guard. As she got closer, she started to hear what he was saying.
â...wait with me until your parents show up, okay? Just want to make sure youâre safe and nothing bad happens to you.â
Johnny had followed her as soon as he connected the dots himself, and he was fuming. âIf you donât get away from my daughter, something badâs gonna happen to you, pal.â
Hearing her dadâs voice, Sam turned to face him and smiled. She ran over to cling against his leg and he picked her up and held her on his hip; instinctually, he wanted to be closer to her and he knew that if he had her in his hands, there was less chance that this tool would end up with a mouthful of Johnnyâs chrome prosthetic in his mouth. For her part, once Sam had digested the expression on Johnnyâs face and the tone of his voice, she appeared to be very confused.
Before anything serious happened, Samâs teacher stepped in and apologized profusely to V and Johnny for the security guardâs over-zealousness. On the way home, Johnny and V had to explain to Sam why someone might assume that she doesnât belong with them, and it broke Vâs heart to see Samâs eyes so sad. Later that night, Johnny and V sat together, both emotionally drained and contemplative over the events of the day⌠That wasnât the first time something like that had happened, and it wouldnât be the last, but it was the first time that Sam had noticed and asked about it. They were in for a long road ahead of them.
Today in the grocery store, everything seemed to be going well enough until it was time to check out. As V and Sam went through the line, Sam decided to bring up one of her favorite topics of conversation: dyeing her hair. She wanted badly to have âpretty hairâ like her mom, but so far Johnny and V had held off on doing that for her due to the dark color of her locks; in order to achieve any notable change, her raven-black hair would have to be bleached. Despite their own views on self-expression and rebellion, both Johnny and V were holding off a bit when it comes to going that far with their child. In the meantime, they had the secret agreement that they would get her some hair chalk for her next birthday so that she could still join in the fun.
âI wish my hair had pretty colors,â Sam sulked, looking up at her mom with big eyes. âMe and Estrella both want pretty colors.â
Estrella was Jackie and Mistyâs little girl, and Samâs partner in crime. The two of them were thick as thieves and twice as mischievous, and of course they were universally adored by their parents and their parentsâ friends. They went to the same school, despite being separated into different classes, and they both took martial arts classes together.
âWhat are you talking about? Your hair is a pretty color,â V said, tickling Samâs sides as she climbed out of the cart. She noticed that the woman behind them in line was giving them a curious look, but it wasnât outright hostile yet so V put it out of her mind. She began checking out, going through the motions of swiping her card and loading bags back into the cart.
âI want my hair to be purple!â Sam declared, smiling big. âI want it to be purple all over, like in my room!â Purple was Samâs current color obsession, so it was not news to V that it was also the choice for her future hair color.
âThat sounds pretty cool, I bet youâll look awesome,â V replied, brimming with affection.
An intrusive voice piped up from behind them.
âYou look rather young, so Iâll give you this advice: parents shouldnât encourage such things. You never know what sheâll be asking for next.â
V pasted on her fakest smile. âThanks, but I didnât ask for your advice.â Ready to leave, V quickly sat Sam in the traditional shopping cart seat, facing her, and looked to make her escape. Before she got too far, Samâs little voice piped up.
âI think you would look very nice with pink hair, maâam,â Sam chirped, grinning toothily. The woman blustered, clearly not having a response. V couldnât help herself, laughing out loud as they left the store. Sheâd have to tell Johnny about that one later, heâd get a kick out of it.
The drive to drop Sam off was rather uneventful, and Sam was bouncing in her seat by the time V put the car in park. As soon as she was let out of the car, she shot off like a rocket to the front door, with V trailing behind. By the time V got up to the porch, her perceptive (or precognitive?) friend had already let Sam in with a smile and was offering a greeting to V.
âHowâs it going? Youâre glowing, having a good day?â Misty asked dreamily, examining V as she handed over Samâs dojo/overnight bag.
âYeah, something like that,â V laughed. âWeâve had a good day so far. How are you doing?â
Misty shrugged. âCanât complain. Starâs been bouncing off the walls all day, youâd think she didnât just see Sam yesterday,â she said, a light smile playing on her lips.
âAll right, well mine and Johnnyâs cells should be on if anything comes up. Iâve got groceries in the car so Iâve gotta run, but see you tonight!â
âYeah, sure thing,â Misty replied, glancing over her friend once more with a knowing smile. âYou gonna tell him tonight?â
âI have no idea what youâre talking about,â V replied, a massive grin betraying her words. As she hopped in the car and started to drive home, she started to feel a tingling excitement grow within her. Now, just to get through the rest of the afternoon and the evening would come soon enough.
Part Three
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wish i could pretend i didn't need you (1/?)
Summary:Â Beca Mitchell is born into a life of organized crime, directionless and despondent. Then she meets Chloe Beale.
Word count: 3,347
I know everybodyâs focused on Bechloe week stuff and I know there are other things going on, especially with my own fics. But somehow this fic burst out of me in a stroke of inspiration. So to people to whom I still owe prompts/gifts: Iâm sorry. I donât anticipate this fic going beyond 15 chapters, hell weâll see what happens around the 10 chapter mark based on what I plotted.
Read below or on AO3.
It is a Friday night.
Beca finds herself at her favorite bar. It is an odd hybrid between a karaoke hangout for people who are too drunk to realize how bad theyâre doing and a lowkey, dimly-lit hang-out spot where she can be herself without her usual cares and concerns.
âYou can go,â Beca says pointedly to her driver. He raises an eyebrow at her. âSeriously,â she promises. âI just want to be alone. Iâll call you if IâŚâ she sighs. âWhy am I explaining this to you? Please, just go,â she begs. She hates feeling like a child who needs a constant babysitter. She hates feeling watched and followed, even if it is for her own safety like everybody claims.
Itâs tiring, thatâs what it is.
Without waiting to see whether the car leaves, Beca turns to quickly make her way inside her safe haven. The bar downtown. A bar with music and drinks and a semblance of normalcy in a city that refuses to define the term ânormalâ without a million asterisks.
A normal Friday night in Los Angeles.
She likes the music that wraps around her the moment she enters the bar. Barely decipherable because of how loud the bar is. It is the perfect way to both lose herself and be lost in the crowd and the atmosphere of a typical Friday night.
Beca knows exactly what sheâs looking for. Itâs been a while since sheâs had one night of mindless, anonymous sex. She doesnât think herself too picky, just selective about the kind of woman she can find. Nobody to get attached to, at least not for more than a couple trysts. Nobody too curious.
In her line of work, dating is overrated and entirely unnecessary.
Beca starts at the bar. A quick scan up and down the wooden surface, she can see only completely full drinks and people with dates of their own. The thought makes her scoffâmakes her order a drink immediately, then proceed to down it quickly. With the burn in her throat and renewed energy, she quickly scans the crowded space, eyes trained to pick up on significant movements and significant people.
It is then, with a second drink in hand, that Beca spots her. Her eyes catch on this strangerâs hairâthe pretty red hair, glinting under shoddy lightingâbefore her eyes are drawn to the strangerâs easy smile. She appears to be alone as well, or at least, she does for another minute longer before she is accompanied by two other young women. Beca tilts her head, wondering if she has a chance at all, with this stranger. A pretty, kind-looking stranger. With friends, Beca presumes.
âCan I buy you another drink?â Beca asks, slipping into the empty barstool next to the stranger.
Clear blue eyes turn to her, surprised. âI didnât even hear you behind me.â
âIâd be surprised if you heard anything with how loud this music is blasting.â
A flash of white teeth. She leans closer to Beca, as if she is about to share a secret. âI donât mind it. I like things loud,â she whispers loudly, adding an exaggerated wink to punctuate her statement.
Beca gapes at her new companion. âI mean. ThatâsâŚâ She clears her throat, momentary lapse dissipating quickly when the beautiful redhead shifts closer. âSo...drink?â she asks, quickly changing the subject. She finds this womanâs personality endearing to say the least, if not a little out there, but Beca thinks she can manage.
âOkay,â the woman agrees. âBut you have to join me. Two margaritas, then?â
Thatâs manageable. Beca orders the two drinks, keeping her eye on the woman out of the corner of her eye. Sheâs stunned by how easily this woman smiles, but she somehow manages to do it without coming off as completely insane. Maybe a little, Beca muses, but sheâs not there to judge.
âWhatâs your name?â Beca asks, keeping her tone light and just the right amount of disinterested. She slides a drink to the woman, smiling when fingers brush against her own in a clear display of interest.
The stranger giggles, a sound so light and airy that it almost breaks Becaâs resolve. She doesnât crack. She tries not to, at least.
âChloe,â she replies, finally. She brushes her hand up the front of Becaâs jacket, brushing against the leather. âI like your jacket.â
The boldness makes Beca swallow her drink a bit too early. âThatâs all?â she rasps.
Chloe bites her lip, pretending to think about it. âI mean. Maybe I had more to say. But I noticed you looking at me about an hour ago. You finally made your way over here.â At Becaâs immediate blush and flustered stutter, Chloe pats her jacket again with a giggle before she draws away, sipping innocently at her drink. âWhatâs your name?â
âBeca.â
âBeca,â Chloe repeats. âI like that.â
To Becaâs immense relief, Chloe doesnât ask for a last name, nor does she offer a last name of her own. Beca eases into the conversation, relaxing against the bar as Chloe begins to rope her into her orbit. Beca doesnât even realize it.
* * * * *
âIâm not from around here,â Chloe admits.
âHere as in...Los Angeles or here as in California?â
âUmâŚâ Chloe shifts closer to Beca, comfortable in their little corner of the bar, away from noise and nosy eyes. âBoth, I guess? I moved here for a job after finishing school on the other side of the country.â
Beca pretends to gag. âSchool. Bleh. Whatâd you study?â
âIâm a vet,â Chloe says with twitch of her lips. âWhat do you do? Donât think I havenât noticed youâve bought all my drinks tonight. Iâm not complaining.â
Beca laughs, but she finds that she has no real excuses. âIâŚâ Beca trails off, unsure what she can say exactly. âIâm between jobs,â she says evasively. âBut I used to work for my dad. After I finished with the whole school thing.â Not quite a lie. She currently isnât on any jobs for her father, though sheâs sure sheâll have something come up over the next couple of weeks. Also not a lieâshe did finish a degree at her fatherâs behest.
âYou strike me as a musician,â Chloe says suddenly. She reaches for Becaâs hand, playing with her fingers. âTalented fingers.â
Beca holds back her laugh. Chloe is forward, which is refreshing. That was a move if she had ever seen one. She relaxes for a second, then Beca watches Chloe for a long moment, letting the slow heat spread through her body at the point which their hands are touching.
âWhat?â Chloe asks, shifting closer still. âAm I wrong?â
âA little,â Beca admits. âBut IâŚâ She shakes her head. âNothing,â she says quickly. âJust a little off.â She glances at their hands, admiring the slender lines of Chloeâs fingers and the softness of her hand. âBut...you might not be wrong about other things.â Beca waits for a beat before leaning in, wondering if Chloe will meet her halfway.
Chloe does. Their first kiss is explosiveâBeca immediately surges closer, pulling herself further into Chloeâs orbit. Chloeâs lips are impossibly soft, undeniably pliant, and gentle.
* * * * *
It is a Friday night. Nothing out of the ordinary thus far for Becaâher first night off in months.
Her first night off in months and she is being pressed against the wall outside an apartment complex, Chloeâs tongue in her mouth doing absolutely sinful things. And they have, as far as Beca is concerned, a good few hours. But never all nightâBeca makes it a point not to stay; she makes it a point not to linger. It is, however, perhaps, maybe, a little difficult to think of anything else at the moment, as the night progresses.
And it has progressed.Â
Beca barely manages to take stock of her surroundings, simply allowing Chloe to navigate them into her apartment with ease. She would have never thought Chloe would freely offer up her apartment so quickly, but as they had continued kissing at the bar, Beca found that both their resolves cracked rather quickly. In short order, Chloe divests Beca of her clothes and shoves her onto her bed with a glint.
That had been a mere few minutes ago, both of them too desperate and too aroused to allow for much more else.
âFuck,â Beca moans. âFuck, youâre so good at that.â She plants a hand against the headboard, wincing at the strain in her arm. With her free hand, she grabs Chloeâs hair, grinding her hips down, eyes nearly crossing at the rough sensation of Chloeâs tongue against her clit. She gasps with each imprecise stroke between her legs. She wants nothing more than to feel Chloe inside her entirelyâfingers, tongue, sheâs not pickyâbut she finds it difficult to articulate more than low, drawn-out moans.
Here, she barely knows this womanâs last nameâbarely knows her own last name, but she finds that she does not care. Not when Chloeâs hands lock onto her thighs with an iron grip and she begins to sharply flick her tongue over Becaâs sensitive clit. Over and overâBeca cries out, gripping the headboard to the point of injuring her hand, but she does not care. She lets out a groanâsomewhere between a groan and gaspâand a string of curses before she is trembling and all but collapsing to the side. Her orgasm ripples through her, like the most pleasurable of waves taking up the spaces in her body. She shudders, tensing her thighs together as Chloe maneuvers them so they are both lying face to face on the bed. Beca tilts her head to receive Chloeâs kiss, which Chloe presses eagerly against her lips. Chloe is all full lips, tongue, and passion, something which only sends heat coiling through Becaâs body again.
As if reading her mind, Chloe pulls back, tongue swiping against her lower lip as she does so. Her hand trails down Becaâs stomach, gently pushing between her legs. âAgain,â she rasps, nuzzling her nose against Becaâs. âI want to see you come.â Another kiss, this time with a tug to Becaâs lip between even, blunt teeth. âDidnât really get toââ another kiss ââsee it before.â
And, yeah. Okay. Beca can do that. She nods, pulling Chloe in for another kiss. At around this point, sheâd be figuring out an escape from this strangerâs bed and room. But she finds that she wants to stay; she wants to figure out how to make Chloe scream her name or at least make sure that Chloe doesnât forget their night together.
It feels imperative that she does so.
She is momentarily stricken in the best of ways by Chloeâs hand navigating fully between her legs. She tilts her hips up eagerly, already wet and wanting for Chloeâs fingers. That one orgasm had hardly been enough and whether she chooses to blame it on the alcohol or the fact that she hasnât been laid in at least four months, she knows that she needs Chloe now. She needs Chloeâs deft, talented fingers inside her.
âTell me if you want to stop,â Chloe murmurs, voice thick with her own arousal. âJust say somethingâtell meââ
Beca shakes her head. âNo, donât stop. More.â
Chloe nods, pleased by Becaâs receptiveness and begins slowly dragging her fingers around Becaâs slick cunt, gently coaxing her into an even more heightened state of arousal. Beca wraps an arm around Chloeâs shoulder, pulling her closer still. She traces the top of Chloeâs spine, marvelling at each bump and ridge before she tires and traces the smooth muscles across her back, pleased by the shiver that she feels ripple through Chloeâs body.
Chloe shifts so she hovers over her, covering her body with her own. Beca clutches at Chloeâs back, sighing pleasurably. âMmâfuck,â Beca murmurs, back arching when Chloeâs fingers sink inside her without preamble. She groans at how full she feelsâhad it really been that long?âand immediately craves more of that sensation. âGo,â she urges. âMore, please, Chloe.â
âYou like that,â Chloe whispers, breath hot against Becaâs ear. âYouâre so tight, Becââ the nickname falls so easily from her lips. It sends an unexpected flash through Beca, renewed arousal and all. âIâm going to make you remember my name.â
Beca isnât entirely sure she would have ever forgotten, regardless of the circumstances.
* * * * *
Beca learns, fairly quickly, what it is that makes Chloe tick. She learns exactly where to kiss and nip to make Chloe sigh. She learns where to suck to make Chloe whimper and moan. She learns exactly how to curl her fingers inside Chloe to make her scream her name with unabashed pleasure.
She learns all about the physicality of this woman, but she cannot, for the life of her, figure out why she seems to crave more. In her sleep-deprived, alcohol-induced haze, she fumbles through the darkness of her own consciousness even as she continues to kiss Chloeâs neck and her chest.
She wants so much more.
âBeca,â Chloe rasps, pulling her back to the present. âOh, Beca, that feels amazing.â Hands press on the top of her head, urging her downwards towards where Chloe needs her mostâthe place where she is wettest and where she aches for Beca.
Itâs nice, Beca thinks, with a small moan of her own, to be so wanted.
* * * * *
Beca doesnât remember falling asleep. She remembers Chloeâs lips against her own, the press of Chloeâs lips against her inner thigh. She remembers what it had felt like to press her fingers inside Chloe for the first timeâthe strain in her arm as she attempted to keep up with Chloeâs enthusiasm for her fingers.
She has never done this before. Sleeping over at a strangerâs apartment or house. Staying the night.
Itâs new.
Itâs also new, feeling a warm arm draped around her middle possessively. The curves pressing up and down her back. The mild discomfort of skin against skin beneath the chill of the air conditioning because their blanket was kicked halfway down the bed.
All of it feels so new and it makes Beca want to run and yet, she stays. She stays, gets even more comfortable in Chloeâs bed, and decides to sleep for another couple of hours.
Itâs nice, feeling like she has nowhere to be.
Sleepily, from behind Beca, Chloe nuzzles into her neck with a degree of comfort that would alarm Beca normally. She nuzzles into Beca with sleepy care, clearly somewhere between being awake and asleep like Beca is herself.
The soft press of her nose and lips against Becaâs skin is comfortable. Like she has been there all her life.
* * * * *
It is a Saturday morning.
When Beca wakes again, it is due to the ray of sunlight shining almost directly across her eyes. She groans, lifting her arm to cover her eyes.
âMorning,â Chloeâs voice says, clear as day from the kitchen area. Beca blinks, lifting her head slightly. Her heart pounds as she takes in the reality of the situation: she had slept overâshe had stayed overnight. She had broken her one rule about one-night-stands. âYouâre up,â Chloe continues cheerily, clearly unaware of Becaâs inner turmoil.
âUm...yeah. What time is it?â Beca groans. âGood morning,â she adds hastily, as to not be completely rude.
âJust after nine. You were sleeping like a log, so I got some coffee and breakfast.â Chloe moves towards the bed from the kitchen, making Beca fully aware of the spacious studio space and open layout of Chloeâs apartment. âHi,â Chloe murmurs, sitting on the edge of the bed. She helps Beca sit up, handing her a bagel. âHope you like cream cheese.â
âI...I do,â Beca whispers. She sits up, surprised by how comfortable she feels baring herself to Chloe after their night together. Chloe smiles pleasantly at her, clearly delighted that Beca is receptive to breakfast. âThank you,â she adds, sincerity in her tone. She doesnât say it aloud, but it has been a while since sheâs enjoyed any form of breakfast in bed, let alone a substantial breakfast of any kind that wasnât an extra large iced coffee for the road.
âDo you have somewhere to be?â Chloe asks. âI can drive you.â
âYou have a car?â Beca asks, surprised. At Chloeâs raised eyebrow, she laughs awkwardly, attempting to brush it off. âNo, I just meantâI donât know. Most people our age donât really have...a car,â she finishes lamely.
âOh? How do you know Iâm not like twenty years older than you?â
Beca tugs at the sheets nervously. âI guess,â Beca stammers, pink tainting her cheeks. âI guess...I guessed,â she murmurs slowly.
Chloe laughs, settling even further on the bed, stretching out. âIâm kidding, Iâm twenty-seven. I just turned twenty-seven.â
âOh, okay. Iâm twenty-five.â
âNice to meet you, Beca, twenty-five,â Chloe announces. She sends a mock-salute towards Beca, playful smile still playing on her lips.
Beca lets some tension ease from her body. She isnât sure where the ease comes from, but she feels incredibly comfortable talking to Chloe. Incredibly open, despite how vulnerable she feels being significantly underdressed while Chloe lounges in her leggings and button-up shirt across from her. Still, she feels the same undeniable attraction to this womanâthe same attraction from the night before. It lingers, hot in her chest, drifting into her belly.
She doesnât do this. Not usually. Not ever.
âMitchell,â Beca says quietly while Chloe fiddles with her phone. Her voice causes Chloe to look up. âMy name is Beca Mitchell.â
Chloeâs smile is incredibly radiant, enough to light up the whole room. More than the sun itself, creeping its way past the half-open curtains. Behind her head, as if the universe is further highlighting Chloeâs mere presence in Becaâs lifeâa miracle of sorts, if anythingâthere is a halo of sunlight, lighting up red strands like the tiny sparks and flames Beca feels rippling through her body. Chloe clears her throat. âWe have all morning, Beca Mitchell. If youâre up for it, that is.â
âAll morning?â Beca questions. She is sure wonder is written all over her face.
âI...want to get to know you. If thatâs okay.â
Oh. Beca swallows. Chloeâs eyes are even more blue than Beca remembers. She is unable to look away, even for a moment, but she isnât sure that she would even want to, not when she is so incredibly captivated by Chloe. âThatâs okayâŚâ Beca finishes by nibbling on her bagel, unsure what else Chloe wants her to say or do. She finds that she is not afraid of these completely unchartered waters, so long as she gets to dive in, head-first, with Chloe.
Chloe rises from the bed so she can sit closer to where Beca is reclining. Slowly, she leans in, eyes watching carefully for anything that Beca might be resistant toâany indication that Beca doesnât want this.
Beca has never had a morning afterânot one that mattered, at least. She is so riveted by the slow way Chloe leans in to kiss her; she is so enthralled by the way Chloe occupies all the spaces that she didnât know she hadâall the capacities she didnât know existed within her in that moment.
Like a dam breaking, an unexpected surge passes over Beca. She reaches up quickly, pulling Chloe in to close the rest of the distance between them.
âBeale,â Chloe whispers against her lips. Her free hand glides up Becaâs body before she pries her bagel from her hand and sets it aside.
âWhat?â Beca asks, distracted by Chloeâs wandering hand.
âMy name is Chloe Beale.â
Nice to meet you, Beca thinks. It is such a pleasant, reassuring thought that it fills her with something more than her usual existential dread.
It is warm.
Gentle.
She thinks of nothing else for the rest of the morning, simply intent on getting to know Chloe Beale beyond just the feeling of her skin beneath her fingertips.
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An Equation Called âLoveâ
Nagi is starting off her college days at Realground college. She wouldn't have expected her first day to become a major plot-twist to her life.
(Warning: This fan-fiction may contain spoilers for the first 'The World Ends With You' game and may contain 'NEO The World Ends With You' spoilers up until the demo. If you don't want spoilers for either of those two sources, you are reading at your own discretion.
This is the Safe For Work version of this fan-fiction.Â
This fan-fiction is wholly interpretations of how they would interact.)
Originally posted to ArchiveOfOurOwn account ZettaCute.Â
Chapter 1: Realground CollegeÂ
The woman with medium length purple hair half tied into twin tails held up by green ribbons rushed out the door. It was her first day of college today. The badges in her itabag made small clashing metal noises as she ran with a piece of toast in her mouth to the building.
Huff... Huff...
There she had ended up after a ten minute rush. She didn't want to be late for the first day.
This was it. Realground College.
Chapter 2: First Class, Introduction To Animation
Nagi whispered motivational speech to herself, inspired by what her favourite character would usually say. She was more than likely imagining him cheering her on in her head at this point.
The college building she entered had a huge doorway which until she looked up, didn't even seem to have a top to it. Its exterior and interior were like nothing she had ever seen before. Exterior-wise, it was fashioned to be intricate. An eye-pleaser. Interior wise, the building was spacious. Filled with many new students getting ready for their first day of either college or their course.
"Lord of the educational system, accept my power!" Nagi exclaimed. Her anime badges jingled with her pointing pose, legs spread wide as if she had just asked to be taken on an adventure quest. The tutor in front of her blankly stared at the purple haired woman.
"Um... What's your name... Ma'am...?" The tutor asked in surprise at the interaction. He scratched at his bald head which was covered by an old-fashioned cap on the top.
"Villainess Nagi of the special ward of Tokyo, Shibuya!" She announced eccentrically. Some heads had already turned towards the bizarre woman.
"...Nagi, right?" He replied after an awkward silence, most likely him trying to figure out what our protagonist, Nagi, had just said. The man pointed to a door to Nagi's right on the other side of the room. "Your classroom." He handed her a planner.
Nagi made her way to the classroom labelled "Animation Studio", shocked to have a dark man go past her and almost knock the plushie key ring off her bag. She stumbled, regaining her balance from the surprise. She sighed when she looked back at the man who had almost took her off her feet. He had mid-length dark brown hair and a dully coloured outfit. He was dark, too. Nagi took out her phone to look at pictures of her anime husbando before her college day started. Was there really someone that perfect out there? She didn't have enough time left to catch up with him. Class would start in a few minutes. Internally she prayed to see that man once again. She needed proof that it wasn't just a mistake from him flashing by her.
The classroom was filled with at least twenty animation students getting ready for their first day. The desks were unit separated work tables with desktop computers installed into them. Nagi sat herself down to a seat, got her equipment out and made herself comfortable. She put a small plushie of her husbando in her work space leaned against the computer 's box which stood next to the monitor. The only other thing on her desk that was already placed there before she came apart from the computer was a drawing tablet, a necessary piece of equipment for an animation student. She was ready for this course! Of course, since she lived in Japan, drawing hot anime men was perfectly acceptable for this course. And she could cope with drawing other things too. At least she got to admire her favourite things, created by her own hands this time.
Fingers clicked in-front of Nagi's zoned out face. Tan fingers. Nagi took a pause.
"-You!" She exclaimed, getting up just to pose and point at this man. It was him! The one who knocked her a little.
"...Zetta weird." The tall tan man replied. Nagi could see it now. This man looked feral.
He was hot.
"I bestow you everything and will even sacrifice my life to you, (CHARACTER NAME)!" Nagi replied back.
... ......
There was awkward silence between the two. Hell, not just between the two. Between the whole room.
"...Who are you, hectopascal?" The man asked, adjusting his wonky lanyard so it's mathematically in place.
"The beautiful villainess known as Nagi of the special ward of Tokyo, Shibuya!" She added an extended emphasis on Shibuya's pronunciation.
"I don't give a digit about the other garbage, Nagi." He replied. "This is my latest masterpiece of a college entry: name's Sho Minamimoto. Call me Minamimoto."
"Almighty lord Minamimoto..." Nagi said with a bit of a higher pitched fangirling noise near to the end of her sentence.
"That's right!" Minamimoto folded his arms proudly.
"That's too loud! Shush!" Said the Animation tutor who had just entered the classroom. "To your seats, please."
Minamimoto sat down at the unit next to Nagi. Most likely, he was originally going to ask if he could sit there. Given the way Nagi had responded, there wasn't any harm for him to take the available seat next to her.
First animation class of the course was an introduction to the course. Nagi looked over to Minamimoto briefly. He rolled his eyes at the screen. It was as if he had listened to this lecture many times before. Nagi brought back her attention to the projector screen in front of her that the tutor was pointing to, reading out and explaining what they would do for the courses projects. Nothing seemed too difficult yet. Nagi felt like this course wasn't going to eat at her easily. She felt ready to take it on. A hot man sitting next to her made it an even better start to the course. She was ready to create art and animation of hot anime men!
Chapter 3: Lunch Break
When it was lunch break after a two hour introduction lecture which had a small fifteen minute break in-between it, Nagi put her equipment and plushie away. She picked up her bag to leave. As she was about to leave, Minamimoto put a hand on her shoulder. She turned around to him. He scratched his head and begun to speak to her.
"Want to crunch some factors?" Minamimoto asked her. Nagi pointed her finger to her mouth, thinking.
"Get lunch?" She asked, making sure that was what he meant. Minamimoto nodded his head.
Nagi and Minamimoto made their way to the cafeteria to get lunch together. They walked side by side, looking like a couple to most people they passed due to Nagi's itabag. Of course they weren't one... Yet. Nagi had her eyes set on this man if he was single. She paused as they were walking.
"Zetta slow." Minamimoto rolled his eyes. "My stomachs ready to crunch some factors." He complained.
"...Sorry." Nagi put on a nervous fake smile. She caught up. Continuing to walk along side the tan man. Minamimoto was looking at her, waiting for her to finish what she was going to say. "Um... Never-mind." She hesitated from saying what she was going to say. Minamimoto shrugged to himself. He kept on walking until they reached the cafeteria counter.
Minamimoto looked at the menu hungrily. He almost drooled at the sweet desserts. Nagi was too busy watching her new friend's reaction to the sweet treats to look at the menu just yet. As he was about to turn around to her, she brought her attention to the menu. She didn't want to make it obvious she had been watching him for a bit. She put a hand on her chin, uttered out a hmm and tried to decide what to have for lunch. She went with a regular enough curry rice that was hard for anyone to mess up. After eyeing a very sweet looking dessert, Minamimoto knew what he wanted.
"You're only having afters?" Nagi asked after ordering a simple curry rice for herself.
"I could crunch some food times two." Minamimoto replied, ordering himself a regular slightly sweet meal and a sickly sweet dessert. Nagi went bleh in an imitation under her breath. Especially when she realised he had also ordered a caramel macchiato with that. It was a fancy cafeteria for a college but that was overboard on sugar levels.
The two ate their meals at an available table with only two chairs assigned to it. They chatted to each other during eating their lunch. While chatting, Nagi took an available moment to ask Minamimoto what she wanted to ask him earlier.
After an amount of awkward stuttering, she finally managed to get it out.
"So," She laughed nervously, eyes turning to look to the side while eyelids drooped on the furthest sides. A timorous smile on her face. "Almighty lord Minamimoto, are you single?" She bit her lip after asking that question, her nervous expression not swept away.
"I have zero equal integers. I'm a single digit." Minamimoto replied. "Why did you want to know the answer to that equation?" He finished speaking.
Nagi rubbed her hand behind her purple hair nervously. She moved her hand so it was playing with the front lengths of her hair. She finally found an appropriate excuse of an answer. It was a slightly slow thought process due to the situation.
"You look like you're popular." Nagi told him.
"Zetta popular." Minamimoto responded. "But you need to recalculate if you think I'm that zetta popular enough to have a equal integer." He was just finishing the last bite of the dessert he had recently moved on to. He was quick at engulfing all of that sweet content down. Nagi nodded, continuing on the conversation like she hadn't asked a question she needed answered. Yes! Her crush was single. His quirky math loving personality only added to her attraction for him. It would be possible for her to also get used to his sweet tooth for food.
[Notes -
 equal integer = a romantic partner]
Chapter 4: Fight
[Notes -Â
Spoiler: No, this isn't angsty. Not an actual spoiler but a heads-up for people who aren't a fan of reading angst to not worry. I don't like writing angst that much so you're safe. LOL.]
After they had eaten, it was time to head back to class. They had filled in their decent length of free time with conversation.
As they walked back to the Animation Studio, some guys ganged up around Nagi. The weirdos threw out insults at the short woman who was cowering in fear. Minamimoto came up to them. He beat them up, wiping a small mark of blood off his face when he was done with them. Nagi was in shock at how he had responded to her being ganged up on. In shock but thankful. He was like an anime or game protagonist. She heavily digged it.
"You zetta sons of digits!" He spat. "Leave my coprime integer alone!"
Unfortunately for Minamimoto, a tutor walked into the scene. It was the same old man from earlier. The tutor saw the unconscious students laying on the floor. He shook his head at Minamimoto. He was in deep shit for heavily beating up the students who tried ganging up on Nagi.
"Come with me, Mr. Minamimoto." The tutor said in a stern voice. Minamimoto looked down in shame, expression hard to read thanks to his hat. Nagi followed after. The tutor hadn't realised she followed them all the way to the student support room. He sat Minamimoto down, sighed and sat Nagi down to a chair too.
The tutor laid down paperwork on the table in front of Minamimoto. It was about having a valid reason to not be expulsed from what Nagi could see. She wanted to scream at that moment. Her new friend was about to be kicked out first day?
Nagi couldn't let that happen. Especially not when Minamimoto had a valid reason to not be kicked out. It was an act of defense. Not self defense, but defending a friend who couldn't fend herself at that moment.
"You should head back to class, Miss Nagi." Requested the tutor. She shook head.
"No!" She exclaimed. "Almighty lord Minamimoto didn't do anything wrong!" She had an angry expression on her face. She needed to prove his actions were justified.
"Nagi, it's okay." Minamimoto sighed. "My third time being out my vector about the course." The tutor sighed listening into their conversation, waiting for the moment he could speak.
"Your third time beating people up." The tutor said in a fed up tone. "Before you even begun creating those crap pile trash heaps."
"Trash heaps?" Nagi sounded confused.
"My garbage heaps are masterpieces." A grimace appeared on Minamimoto's face as he replied with that. Was it just Nagi or did Minamimoto's speech go normal for a second? There were no mathematical references thrown into his speech. This was getting weirdly interesting. The tutor let out a long sigh at the tall tanned man. Most likely not the first time he had this talk.
What had been a normal conversation turned into a full on argument between Minamimoto and the tutor. Another tutor came over to Nagi, instructing her to go back to class and informing her that her new friend would be fine. She headed back to the Animation Studio.
[Notes -Â
Coprime integer - friend In this work, Minamimoto refers to relationship partners as "equal integers." A "coprime integer" in his definition is a platonic friend.]
Chapter 5: Second Class, Concept Designs
In class, Nagi apologized for being so late. She explained why Minamimoto wasn't back. The tutor sighed, saying again? under her breath. She gave Nagi an explanation not to get too involved with Minamimoto's drama. She didn't want her new student to fall behind due to an old one who kept failing his course acting up.
It was Nagi's first time in her new course getting to use the computer equipped on her unit to create some art in this course. The instructions were to draw whatever the student desired to as long as it was an original character design. After the computer power on which wasn't in bad timing, the purple haired woman begun to boot up the art program and begun drawing an anime character concept design. As Nagi was about to get her plushie out of her bag, she realised something. It wasn't there. She let out a horrible scream.
"Gyahhh!" She caterwauled.
"...Miss Nagi?" The tutor said in a questioning tone. She looked almost as astonished as Nagi did. That was loud.
"My bag!" Nagi cried. "It's not here!" Tears were rolling down the small woman's face.
A tall figure with dark brown medium length hair walked in the room. Nagi turned her attention to the man. He had a purple bag held over his back like a potato sack.
"Yo, zeptograms."
It looked like a scene that came out of a game. Nagi hiccupped and went over to him.
"Almighty lord Minamimoto, is that my bag?" Her sobbing had punctuated her speech. "Thank you so much, I owe you my life and my soul." She was filled with gratitude, falling to the floor and bowing for him. Minamimoto pulled her up by her wrist. He put her itabag on her available arm. Nagi had gone flushed. Minamimoto had already let go of her and was back in his seat before she snapped back into the situation. She shook her head, returning to her desk unit to continue the work set.
The tutor came over to explain to Minamimoto what to do. She seemed to be struggling to get him to understand he needed to make a character design. He was being told to try not drawing a trash heap. Or to at least make it into some sort of creature.
"You could make it mathematically related?" Nagi suggested as she worked on her own piece.
"She's right, Minamimoto." The tutor sighed in relief. "Try designing a character that's mathematically related." Minamimoto's eyes got slightly bigger how like a cats would thinking about it. "Try that idea out." The tutor said before leaving off to help out another student.
Minamimoto was in full concentration mode on the screen now. Nagi smiled. She continued with her own work. Her character was starting to come together. Man, did he look handsome. She was almost drooling at the screen at this point.
It was a fun first hands on experience for the course. The tutor did have to come over to Minamimoto a few times to make sure he wasn't getting side tracked with equations and trash heaps. He had been shouted at a few times during that class. Other than that happening, it was enjoyable.
To Be Continued...
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