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Smash.

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Less is horse unless its coffee

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Dimension 20: Misfits And Magic 2x07 "The Heart of Weugan"

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So random thought I had literally right now. Dan and Phil are currently on tour in the US. Their next show is in Philadelphia on the 8th. These two lanky twinks are just in the US during a very stressful election talking about their gay little legacy on the internet.

I need to know if any jokes about the election get made during the show while they are in Philly. I just need to. Cause this feels buck fucking wild.

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feeling like super super super normal about this

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i decided to bite off more than i can chew again for a project I have in mind and long story short I'm looking at the different Greek gods and goddesses in PJO and got to Eubouleus who is listed as the god of "Secret swine and clodding"

Clodding is apparently the act of pelting someone with clods. (Peridot my beloved heard screaming in the background)

BUT WHAT THE ACTUAL F**K IS SECRET SWINE? Do I have pigs that I hide from my family? The internet tells me it is a cut of pork shoulder but like????

Oh this was a mistake. This entire idea was a mistake.

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Help me pick please!

So my graduation robe and cap just came in and now I have to decide what design I want to put on my cap. I'm having trouble deciding so I'm gonna leave extend it to you guys!

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Got to hand out candy for Halloween for the first time ever! Did not realize the house was right next to where everyone from slightly out of town comes to and we got swarmed immediately!

We had a spread of candy, huggies, pop tarts, and apples and almost immediately ran out of huggies and apples.

I also lost out on which pop tart i thought would be more popular. I was betting against my sister. The kids love brown sugar cinnamon much more than strawberry. Boo!

All in all a good Halloween! Can't wait to to do it again next year! (Will triple up on huggies and apples though)

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anxiety is so fucking stupid!

i'll literally just be sitting at my desk, doing some coloring with a youtube video on in the background and then i can feel my body just start to panic.

like ok buddy. getting overstimulated? let's pause the video. still bad? how about we stop coloring and close our eyes? really? still freaking out? okay guess we'll scream into a pillow for two minutes then take a ten minute nap. like????

what is wrong with you! get it together man! we are in our safest space and there is no danger! Calm the fuck down and let me draw!

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so i decided to try out love and deepspace and i was going through the normal storyline and then i saw the thing in the corner that lets you do other storylines or whatever it is. went to the scary red one. met this sylus guy everyone is obsessed with and upon getting a few episodes into the chapter my reaction was:

"oh god no! I'm trapped in a fucking mafia romance! Help! Get me out of here!"

I'm not made for this life! I'm a little fantasy and historical romance girly! Sci-fi monster fucker books! Not this shit!

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okay but the freaking line of "I'm looking for a reason to have a sofa."

"I could crash on your sofa."

Hit me SO FREAKING HARD! I am legit crying rn! This is literally so sweet and I can't handle it. The entire conversation between Sam and Evan hit me in a way that I was not expecting and I think it permanently altered my brain. I will be thinking about this and the sentiments within it for the rest of my life. Damn!

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So I just went to watch Wicked, and something I’ve never realised is that while Elphaba and Glinda are singing ‘For Good’, Dorothy is still stuck in the basement and she can just hear the whole thing like

Elphaba and Glinda : You’ll be with me, like a handprint on my heart

Dorothy, in the basement : these bitches gay

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So i didn't realize this was like a camera glitch in my playthrough because it flowed so seamlessly with the dialogue but that moment in act 2 when you find the elder brain and if you have a romanced Gale in your party you get that dialogue of trying to convince him to not kill himself to blow up the brain.

You tell him to choose you, the person that loves him. And he says that he loves you too and decides to not blow himself up.

When he said "I love you too. Much more than myself. More even than Mystra." the camera was at a side profile of him, close up of his head, but it was literally just from the neck up and cut off before you got to his eyes, kinda like this:

So this entire time I've been thinking about that scene and how I couldn't see his entire face, especially his eyes, and I just imagined this man with the biggest wettest weeping eyes realizing that he has something more than himself and more than Mystra to live for now.

I am VERY normal about Gale Dekarios!

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it is late and i made a mistake. i made a mistake. i was scrolling along and i saw a post that led to a quiz and it was to determine your rank in omegaverse. and i took it. and i regret it. i don't want this knowledge. i am literally like crying laughing rn. i can't fucking do this man. like i figured i was gonna get that result but wtf?? i cant i cant i just cant

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it’s so unhinged that gale literally has that bed summoning spell in his back pocket that he only whips out ONCE in the entire game for a romance scene. mister dekarios we are sleeping in the DIRT and you could’ve been summoning four poster canopy beds for us this whole time? ohh if astarion and minthara knew about this spell they would’ve killed gale before that orb even got a chance to. you made Thee Minthara of House Baenre sleep on rocks for no reason???