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kirby-the-gorb · 9 months ago

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #traditional #hal laboratory #nintendo #my partner's idea for a return gift for the friend of their friend that got me the mcdonald's kirbs #(kirby atop Local Landmark experiencing Local Atmosphere)#(namely: grey)#oh yeah also update for those of you that are invested in my health drama #my partner found another immunologist who supposedly treats mcas patients and had a way more open schedule #so I have an appointment with *that* one in 2 weeks #and then we still have the appointment slot with the original one another month after that if I still need it.#and they said they have 4 more names on their list to try if both of these are bad.

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collophora · 8 months ago

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haha I'll never finish this

but hewwo new followers <3

#star wars #star wars the bad batch #the bad batch fanart #but the idea is cool so have this bleurg #today I broke a teeth and I don't know how #got an appointment but not before a week #it's annoying to eat 'cause the sensation is weird #maybe it will motivate me to lose weight tho #so I could finally pass this threshold of 2 pull ups in a row to 3 #and finally go to the gym without my emotional support elastic bands #do strength training with your own bodyweight they say #it will be cheap they said #yeah guess what it's hard when you're afab lol #in the meantime doing legs is easy but eeeh no one do squat competition in party #it's always “hey look how much pull ups I can do”#gnagnagna #hey people who read my tags comment which clone would win a pull up competition if you read this #ok I need to sleep #bye

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silvermoon424 · 10 days ago

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i'm so tired.

#guess who has some kind of nerve damage or deep tissue damage or SOMETHING from my fucking wisdom tooth extraction #THIS GAL #not only did I have to pay $1200 for a new crown that the oral surgeon knocked off because my insurance wouldn't cover it #that same area has been experiencing pain and other symptoms for weeks now #AND now I've started getting dry mouth too #I finally made an appointment with the surgeon on Monday because I'm so tired of this #I've been extremely physically and mentally fragile since that surgery 2 months ago #and it feels like nobody takes me seriously because it's such a routine surgery and most people have no complications #I just want someone to acknowledge the pain I've been going through and how much I've been struggling #btw if you're reading this please please PLEASE listen to your gut when it comes to medical stuff #I didn't like the place I went to after the consultation but felt like I didn't have a choice #because they're one of the few places that do extractions in a hospital setting and I needed that #I should have listened to my gut and tried to find somewhere else to go instead of just passively accepting it like I fucking always do #when am I finally going to grow a spine #anyway yeah take care of yourself because no one else will

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lepusrufus · 4 months ago

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Still alive btw my wrist has just decided I need to go fuck myself actually

#it's been 2 weeks of this nonstop and I'm starting to worry lol #I'm heavily considering booking a doctor's appointment or smt #but I'm yet to have ONE singular positive experience with a doctor since moving here ffs #so I'm like 90% it'll be a frustrating waste of time #oh well #Anyway back to fantasizing about all the cool shit I COULD be drawing >:(#okay that's a partial lie I have been drawing stuff it's just that it's either been niche personal dnd stuff #or monster porn.#which is between me and god so yeah xD

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belethlegwen · 3 months ago

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The Stranding - Chp 73 - Hidden Duality

I was in emergency for 8 hours last night and never got seen by a Doctor, so have a chapter before I go get myself some more sleep to catch up <3

By the time 2am rolled around it had been over an hour and a half since the last person had been called in to be seen, and we had noticed that only the triage nurse and the registration nurse were still there. My province has a wildly concerning lack of Doctors and healthcare professionals right now, and I couldn't wait another 4-5 hours for the next shift change, so we left and went to bed out of it. Hoping I can stave off the worst of the discomfort with over-the-counter medicine until I see my family Doctor on Monday.

Meanwhile, the gang is experiencing some shifts in dynamics that none of them find particularly comfortable as they assess the wreckage of the Swift Landslide. I hope you all enjoy!

Much love and be kind to yourselves <3

~ Belle

#g/t #giant/tiny #giant tiny #g/t writing #g/t author #gtauthor #gt #gentle giantess #author thoughts #g/t story #giant/tiny story #giant tiny story #giant/tiny writing #A frustrating thing about yesterday was that I needed my sister to tell me that my family doctor's office auto-clears the cancellation list #and that for almost 2 weeks I had been off of the cancellation list and no one had warned me #I don't know if anyone thinks it's concerning enough to get me in to see him that I could've seen him last week #but god I was so angry I started to cry yesterday when my sister told me that I just... wasn't on it anymore #Called and got them to put me back on but my appointment is Monday so like will they really care enough to call me?#I don't blame any of the staff for what happened last night in the ER by the way #We really have 0 fucking doctors here now and even the smartest and best paid humans are not robots #It's hard times all around #Sorry for le ramble

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altruistic-meme · 4 months ago

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back on my bullshit: looking through and making edits to my doc full of Issues I Have That Haven't Ever Been Looked Into for the doctor. which may prove to be futile but i will not think to bring any of this up + will absolutely try and downplay it if i do not do this.

i still keep joking that i will hand them the papers and go "pick one and we can start there" as well as threatening to walk out if they so much as breathe the word "asthma" to me. hopefully i can actually do these things at the appointment.

and i know. i know that doctors hate it when you present possible diagnoses and that you should let them do it themselves but like. you don't understand. i have had 22 years of not having anything done when i had a health concern, to the point where i stopped even realizing that things were concerning until someone else pointed out to me that it may be a problem.

so im coming armed and prepared and if the doctor refuses to work with me like im an actual person, then i will leave and i will ask for a different doctor. rinse and repeat until i find someone who will actually help me.

#ik this is probably not the best way to do this i do i get that #but for my own sanity and the sake of actually getting things down as they ARE not as i fake #bc i am too anxious about seeming needy or useless or desperate for attention or whatever #then yeah. the doctor is getting my 8 page document of issues i have noticed i have #that have never actually been looked into by a medical professional bc military hospitals fucking suck ass #and i didn't have a choice before #(and then when i did i had too much anxiety to actually DO anything about it until now)#ough.#wish me luck for this appointment guys.#it's not for another 2 weeks or so but still #it's also a new patient appointment which. i assume means looking at current state and family history #more than any of this #but im bringing the doc anyway so they have an idea of whats going on #and again so they can choose a starting point.#breathing issues/gi issues/headaches/tinnitus/allergies #or any of the various mental health issues tho i figure those will be outsourced to someone else #since this is just general medicine lmao #but anyway. pick one and when we get somewhere with that we can do smth else #or if we get nowhere with that. whichever.#shh ac

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thelaststarfalling · 4 months ago

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kitten acquisition is likely actually happening this weekend

i think i am going to get one orange male and one calico female

now i have to pick names (which i am being indecisive about lol) and schedule spay/neuter and other basic vet things which is unexpectedly stressful hnnnng

#i will post pics when i get them!!#i haven't seen them since they were like 2-3 weeks old so i'm still picturing them as tiny babies #but they are bigger now lol #i feel bad just kinda arbitrarily picking which ones i'm gonna take but uhhh that's life i guess #i have a list of like 15 vet clinics to call tomorrow morning to see if i can find one that has a reasonable price for spays and neuters #had no idea it was so expensive rip #the one i called today said 'oh we can't give you an estimate until you bring them in for an appointment first'#so idk if they're all going to say that and i'm going to have to pick one and go in blind #and hope they don't charge me $300 each #hrrg oh well #it will work out!!#WE ARE NOT GOING TO CREATE MORE KITTENS!!!!!!#p

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quaranmine · 10 months ago

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i need to do some more work At Work today,

#listen. okay. idk which one of you anonymously recommended murderbot to me a few weeks ago but i finished system collapse this morning #and im supposed to do work now?? unbelieveable #i am also leaving like 15-30 mins early for a hair appointment #and the only meeting i have is in 2 mins so #idk it's just a dead day #but it's one of those dead days where i MAY regret not doing things because i DO have things to do....

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floral-hex · 10 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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sherlock-is-ace · 6 months ago

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#i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow that i've had in my calendar for 2 months (almost 3)#and because i'm me i have been thinking and stressing about it for those 2 months (almost 3)#tomorrow is supposed to be over and i'll finally relax (for a bit cause i'll probably have to do blood work etc etc)#and now my mom put into my head that maybe (we don't know she's not sure) MAYBE the doc will have to like check me #and so i will have to remove clothing which i was so not prepeared for and i'm not sure what my reaction will be on the day #because that makes me EXTREMELY uncomfortable... and like i get it you're going to the doctor it could happen but also?#i need to at least imagine it for a week i can't be told this THE DAY BEFORE #now i'm freaking the fuck out #and up until today my major anxiety was ''am i gonna ask the doc about starting t? or should i wait until she does the tests i need done #in case she turns out to be very transphobic and i have to drop her?''#like that was my biggest worry now i have like a million more #i hate this i hate my brain and i hate that i can't have ONE THING i need to do IN THE YEAR without going into panic mode for 3mths straigh #my brain is so fucking useless #angel talks #personal

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roaringroa · 3 months ago

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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end

#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask #december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery #and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc #and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh #every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night #oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes #and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester #and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu #oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well #and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also #pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc #so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal #honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know #like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc #but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated #also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm #is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is #incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship #so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year #at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately #i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new #my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper #and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been #like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare #idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling #and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa

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milfbrainrot · 3 days ago

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Therapist appointments keep getting canceled so wellbutrin time lol

#Txt #The irony is that having to be held to appointment times has meant i haven't had a full #couple days where I could risk a rly bad reaction during so this kinda works out better #Watch it wreck me during one of the weeks I've gotta be most responsible during #I probably should've just taken these meds when I first got them but it coincided w #the start of last semester and I had no time to deal with it :/#I now theoretically have 2 days to deal w any adjustments and then hope for the best

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lesbianstarlightglimmer · 5 days ago

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New boot goofin’ ft. A displeased Skeetz

#meows #I have an appointment later this week to have a doc take a look #not really sure what he’ll say if two ERs said #it was plantar fasciitis but okay #it’s making me nervous tho bc I’ve never missed this much work #in my life like Ik all the reasons I’ve been absent have been #for appointments I’ve had planned months in advance #before I even took the job and the rest were illness #or in recent weeks my heel #I was barely able to walk from my bed to the bathroom #not even 10 feet away!#last year I think I missed 3 days the entire year?#I think I’m at 5 or 6 not counting the upcoming one #and I thought I was doing so good too by #rescheduling my dentist appointment for next week #and changing my sleep apnea one to telehealth 😭😭😭#and I fear that when I inevitably leave this job #they might tell potential employers about how often I was absent #even tho all but 2 had doctor notes!

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promithiae · 5 months ago

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#its getting to the point where im afraid to eat solid food #its all just going right through me in like and hour and a half #and the cramping is distressing #i kind of wish i had started the doctor gamut earlier because just in the time its taken to go from make appointment to now #its gotten so much worse #i had ro just go home after like 2 hours at work abandoning my 2 coworkers during one of our busiest weeks of the year #but i was straight up having to run to the bathroom every 30 minutes with not very much warning #which is not great in a retail setting! i had to abandon a group i was working with to S #bodies are stupid i want to just be a brain in a vat of nutritive liquid

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phagodyke · 5 months ago

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omg.... my new nearest audiology department actually has an EMAIL TO CONTACT!!!!!!! we're so fucking back baby

#looking to register bc i havent had a hearing checkup in like. 4-5 years lol #im supposed to have repeats every 2-3 years but my old audio dept is on the other side of the country....#and my hearing loss has been stable since i was 2 yrs old so its not super urgent to keep track of..#but ive had my current hearing aids for over 6 years now i think which is the average lifespan. and they still work fine #but i really should be taking them in to adjust every six months n get new moulds fitted regularly....... oops #i do replace the tubing but yeah im way behind on maintenance #and considering i wear them like 50 hours a week n im kinda dependent on them at work i need to keep on top of it more #ALSO what i reaaaaally want is ones that have bluetooth connectivity bc when i last got mine that tech wasnt widely available #but now i think theyre nhs standard. so fingers crossed i can upgrade plsss i wanna be able to use them for phone calls n music!!!#i can make a good case for it if needed cuz i need to use headphones at work sometimes #actually might be able to get an access to work grant for bonus hearing aid equipment..... i should look into that #i was skeptical for ages bc i had a VERY old roger mic as a kid which was effectively a box on a lanyard i had to give to ppl #it was clunky as shit and had awful sound quality i gave up using it after a year or two #but now they have very sleek n subtle ones n the tech has improved so much like it filters bg noise n can connect to tvs n shit #so would be really useful in meetings or when im like. at a restaurant or somewhere w a lot of bg noise....#ahhhh itll take time to get everything sorted tho. need to start w just getting this audiology referral in place #ill swing by the gp practice after work tmr and ask for an appointment for that #need to get dressed and leave the flat.... but i dont want to ��#in a bit....#.diaries

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mutalune · 6 months ago

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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state

#starlight personal #the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening #the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope #now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed #because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that #2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences #4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it #treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great #treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body #idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing #PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks #ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months #until my next appointment #which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps #I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides #also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is #also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough #this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering #but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly #which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose #(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own #I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient #and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to #like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here #so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here #I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly #make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad

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