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Depression and Isolation: How Weed Helps Me
**Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional, nor is this article meant to be a substitute for advice from one. My Declining Mental Health I’ve been descending into a depressive episode for a little while now. I first noticed this when I cancelled every social plan I had made for two straight weeks, telling my friends that I just “need time to let my mental health recover.” Which, obviously,…
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Played with some make up the other day. I’m not good with make up but I was ok with these colors and look. Maybe less eyeliner idk
What do y’all think?
#katelyn jean willis photo#random#hipster post#hipster#love#selfie#wow#outfit#personal#make up#not good at make up#cute girl#bad girl#girlfriend#daddy's good girl#girls who smoke#girls who smoke weed#stoner girl#bi girls#bi girl#bipolar#bisexual
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Just had my first psychiatrist appointment in like two years! Not to brag, but I improved on mental illness so much that I was upgraded from Bipolar 2 to Bipolar 1! 😎
#when she asked me questions and said 'that seems more like bipolar 1 than 2' i immediately got so excited#to make this fucking joke on tumblr#when my mom asks how my appointment went im going to make it to her too and shes going to hate it#im trying to collect all of the diagnosises and meds#ive tried so many meds in the past im excited to add a new one to my repertoire#i dont even know what this one is for. i think its cuz my bipolar leans heavily towards the depression#and so far that depression has been untreatable. so i think thats what this is for#my caffeine intake was heavily judged whivh i did not appreciate. but its a judgement worthy amount of caffeine tbh#also i had onboarding for my new job at mcdonalds literally immediately after my psyh appointment#and it was strange. i did the normal things. paperwork etc#but at the end i asked if colored hair was okay and she said she encourages self expression#but then she whispered and said some people are furries and thsts okay but if i am i cant wear the claws or tail at work#just for food safety reasons. and she brought me out to a separate building thats their dry storage#and she said sometimes theres pine snakes in there so just be loud as you go in#and she said she doesnt mind if you smoke weed on the clock. just do it in your car or dry storage and use body spray to cover the smell#ive missed working fast food. im going to change my mind after like two shifts but its fine#anyway i hope you appreciated my mental health joke :) i made myself laugh hysterically with that one
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Me: *Has a schizophrenic parent, and currently diagnosed bipolar, and has been smoking weed for years*
Me: hehe ^_^
Me: *experiences symptoms of schizophrenia*
Me: :o!!
#me rn#im in my early 20s so#I reckon symptoms will get worse#blehh :3#still gonna smoke anyways#that’s a problem for future me#tbh#schizophrenia#tw schizophrenia#Blame my dad not me#not the weed either…#experiencing symptoms!!#tw mental health#actually bipolar#bipolar tag#sooo yeah#mental health#mental health memes#is this relatable
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I feel like I'm slowly getting out of control. I feel this slow spinning, like all the pieces of my body are detaching one at a time while I'm all pretty and made up and dancing for the world.
Watch me come apart.
#thoughts#bipolar i#actually bipolar#feelings#me#actuallybipolar#mine#self medication#drinking#smoking#weed#alcohol#antipsychotic#depressive episodes#manic episodes#mixed episodes#watch me fall
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"wah wah roys not a drunk wah!" in more than half the scenes where hes not working hes drinking i think you need to rewatch the show anon
I don't know if it's "more than half", but it's definitely enough it's noticeable. He does drink quite a bit, and whether him being an alcoholic was the canonical intent or not doesn't change that it's a perfectly reasonable interpretation given his background.
#fullmetal alchemist#Roy Mustang#again using alcohol to cope with PTSD (or any mental illness really) is a hell of a lot more common than that anon apparently thinks#using *any* drug to cope with mental illness is extremely fucking common#alcohol is just the easiest to get a hold of#my dad used pot to cope with his bipolar for like 30 years#his doctor even described it as ''self-medicating'' after he finally got an official diagnosis#this is actually really common#on that topic I also headcanon that Roy definitely smokes weed#usually with Havoc lol#that's not related but I just wanted to put that out there lmao
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#insane insane insane#im sooo fucking high rn#we buy qps so its the same stuff we had in june when i was manic#and i smoked sm weed then but could not get high#and im sitting here giggling to daniel johnston songs stoned in the first time in monnths#i feel so good rn need my love to wake up so i can tell him how much i loveee him#bipolar type 1#shutup sensitive
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they really did just give me all of the dogshit mental illnesses, huh
#i mean what mental illness isn't dosghit#anyways the reason why my depression meds probably don't work is because i'm bipolar#that's what my therapist thinks anyways. and it makes sense considering the lil manic episodes i have#so um. that fucking sucks but it also explains everything so its fine really#like i really really want to do drugs actually#i mean i am just so sad and empty feeling#i'm working on art but nothing i'm making means anything#can i just get permission to do a shit ton of stimulants#i am sooooooo bored#i'm really trying to make myself feel better here but only with things that'll do it instantly#anyways i want to not smoke because i am running out of weed and money#but i'm gonna smoke delta 8 anyways rn because even after all this caffeine etc i feel nothing and i need something#honestly can i just pass away though. i am so pathetic#or can i actually become hypo manic again. because at least i felt something#anyways does anyone want to be friends with me even though i am severely mentally ill#or can someone give me some dopamine/serotonin. i feel like shit#vent
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Dab Pen Codependency Getting You Down? You're Not Alone.
You know when you get a little too comfortable with your dab pen? Like, those times when you find yourself reaching for it even though you don’t need medicinal benefit, or when it seems to replace flower simply because of convenience? Yeah, that’s how I’ve been feeling recently. Continue reading Dab Pen Codependency Getting You Down? You’re Not Alone.
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The outfit tho.
#katelyn jean willis photo#random#hipster#me#love#selfie#wow#this is me#fall out boy#snapback#stoner girl#girl#bi girls#curvy girls#kinky girl#cute girl#girls who smoke weed#am i bisexual#bisexual#bipolar
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Why is the person who I’m meant to grow old with lashing out at me being abusive to me, I don’t deserve it and I don’t ask for it. I refuse to be gaslighted or be accused of things I didn’t do because they have paranoid delusions about things. Now he’s moved out and I’ve readjusted myself to living without him. I do miss him. But I don’t miss the behaviours.
Why is there one type of drug that always helps me when this happens helps me to transmute the trauma I experience from this . Or is the trauma there , just hiding . The same drug causes my anxiety and depression to disappear but opens the doors to psychosis.
Am I headed toward disaster ??
I just want my life partner back .
I need psilocybin. Not the yucky narcotic I’ve been taking .
Weed helps.
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anti-centrism is sooo the type of person to decorate his cart with stickers tbh
#tw drugs#do you guys get my vision#i don’t really smoke but i think he does tbh and he’s so pretentious about it#’actually only this strain is good … everything else is mediocre subpar weed’ like i HATE you (i love him with my whole heart)#i hc him as bipolar 2 (semi-canon? he has some mental illness in centricide)#and he probably uses weed to self-medicate tee bee aych#ancom.txt#sorry for smoking weed am i still based
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I loved the teen talk this week for so many reasons, but Beth May getting a concussion, smoking weed, ending up in the hospital, and crying about never being good at her job again, was the most relatable thing.
Her success despite being a mess gives me such hope. I too am a god damn mess with a successful career somehow. Nice to know we can do both. Cry and keep going.
#Fucking Bipolar as Fuck#I have cried for similar reasons#reasons I don't smoke weed#read the immortal soul salvage yard#it is so good#it's now my emotional support book#I carry it everywhere#I have a career?#The people I work with are the best#They are a group of guys who also support my insanity#One time I had to cry about SSRIs while holding a teddy bear#in front of them#mortifying#I feel loved#dnddads#dungeons and daddies#dnddads s2
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Picked up a portion of my medical info and it's just weird to see the notes taken by therapists and my psychiatrist... Weird lol
Also I'm worried my mother has been talking to my psychiatrist?? The notes mentioned some of her input & I'm like?? She has never met him or contacted him as far as I knew???
Bothers me alot.
Bright side I got my confirmed diagnosis since I rlly didn't have a clue after all the things they kept labelling me with.
Y'all didn't do the new years quiz (guess my mental illnesses) so I'll give the answers smh
*sensual drumroll*
ADHD/ADD, BPD, MDD, Bipolar 1 & 2
If you guessed any of these while experiencing my wack excuse for a blog, kudos! That's it, that's the reward.
Kudos!
#person all#actually mentally ill#i find it so funny the tags that srtat with 'actually' like it feels like such a refute 😂 someones like “i feel depressed” & the tags like:#“im ACTUALLY depressed”#like bruh 😭😂 i get the reasoning for it i just think the tag sounds funny#“so your mentally ill?”#ACTUALLY its “you're”#actually bpd#actually mdd#actually bipolar#actually adhd#actually been smoking too many cigarettes and i guess my dependance on weed needs to be dealt with actually#no but actually
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@pastelpixi 💖🍓✨🍄🌼🌻🍃🌿🌱🌈☀️
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ow to journal when you have childhood trauma and you're on the edge of a breakdown: Make yourself feel safe. Put on some chill music, change into comfortable clothes, make some tea, ect. The more comfortable you are, the easier this will be. Write down the symptoms you are feeling. Divide them into emotional feelings (i feel afraid, i feel like there's too much to do) and physical feelings (my chest feels tight, my lower back hurts). Write down 3-4 big stressors that are making you feel this way right now. It might be something like: I'm afraid I might lose my job, I feel bad because my friend is mad at me, I'm scared to go to my doctor's appointment. Identify when this fear or stressor really started. For example, maybe you're afraid to go to your doctor's appointment because you had a bad experience at the doctor's when you were 8. Write an approximate age next to your stressors. Write a short letter to yourself from each age that you wrote down. Make sure your inner child feels safe and heard. Tell them that this time is different, and thank them for being so brave. This may not work for everyone, but it's a system I came up with that has been very beneficial for me. Remember to take your time and be gentle with yourself. I wish you the best on your healing journey 🤍🧿
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