#sleeping tonight will be hell.
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pain.
#sleeping tonight will be hell.#listen. i wanted to stretch my earlobes. both of em. mistake.#i mean. maybe not a big mistake. they'll look cool sometime. but rn.... >:(#ones at 4 gauge & the other at 6gauge? one at 5 mm and one at 4 mm#at least these werent as bad to put in. from unstretched to 2.5 mm in one go took a BIT. more painful and a struggle aswell#anyway =w=bb#sillyposting
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i am asleep much in the way that Wally is asleep. that is to say, I Am Not Sleeping
#gave it my best shot for a minute there#really made an effort. its Not Working#see this is what happens when your sleep schedule is Fucked and you usually go to bed when the sun comes up#on a normal night id be jammin to tunes. scribbling with reckless abandon#tonight however i am at Someone Elses place so i need to be Quiet#i need to Sleep i am Driving tomorrow#brain wont cooperate tho. brains a bitch. id like to be unconchus#OH SHIT OH!!! I DO HAVE A JOKE I CAN MAKE BARNABY USE!!!#I HAVE A COUPLE OF OCEAN BASED ONES! FUCK!#sorry train of thought took a detour#im tired. today was mostly very good. had lots of Fun <3#experienced something new! several somethings!!#and now im lamenting my wide-awakeness in a dark room#my hunting gathering badass self is Bored as Hell#and so: wally scribble of him sharing my woes#scribble salad#not gonna tag it as anything else
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I can't think of a single CR moment that has caused such a visceral emotional reaction from me like the dorym confession scene just did. The slow burn has been so incredibly immaculate the whole campaign and this confession was just PERFECT.
Robbie's monologue was so incredibly amazing and heartfelt and I'm still processing it omg
#Im SOOOOOO happy yall#I actually felt like I was gonna throw up I was so overwhelmed with emotions#I don't think I'll sleep tonight#thank god for beacon cuz I NEED to rewatch that scene#dorym#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#bells hells#critical role spoilers#critical role
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so nearly done with the next chapter of the transfemme wade fic!
#wade wilson#deadpool#poolverine#peanutbub#deadclaws#loganpool#wolverine x deadpool#deadpool x wolverine#tomorrow or the day after hopefully!!!!#I am suuuuuper horrid busy at work (because. covid. get your fucking jabs people. please. you do NOT want to know what I have seen.)#so I am going to sleep before 7pm tonight to hopefully get the full 12 hours sleep the disabled failbody demands#before heading back in to the thick of Covid Hell tomorrow#but yeah please fucking vaccinate. please.#IF YOU WANT MORE FIC GET YOUR GODDAMN VACCINES lmao
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I'M
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I FUCKIN-
GODDAMN
MONSTER INDEED, ODYSSEUS YOU ABSOLUTE MADMAN
#pepper rambles#guys theres no way im sleeping tonight im just saying#CUZ WTF#GAWDAM ODY#TORTURE THAT GOD#S H I T#FUCKING HELL#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga
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Boobs of the day? maybe today is the day? XD
#you are beyond dedicated sweet anon#i am still sick to the 9 hells and back but you have been ever so patient#i tortured my sleep pattern tonight for this#i took like 50 and this one had the least amount of effort but probably turned out as the best..#me#girls with piercings#gamer girls of tumblr#🎮🎮🎮#i hope you enjoy your gift 😘
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heads up: (TW blood/blood loss mention from accidental injury in post and tags)
probs not gonna stream tonight because I feel so dead and I actually just physically hurt myself really fucking badly, not purposely—don’t think I did this intentionally, and have to clean up a giant bloody fucking mess now so I’m just 🫠 ugh. I hate being inconvenienced with shit like this due to my own fucking issues with my coordination and a lack of reaction time because I feel weird right now in general and I’m struggling to feel like an actual person mentally so like … it definitely fucked me up today when I was distracted and unfocused and managed to hurt myself.
I’ll see how I feel tomorrow night after dealing all this, but if I do stream tomorrow then it’ll likely start around 7pm (east coast US time) as that’s the most common time I’ve been recommended. a post will be made beforehand on whether I plan to or not to, along with the twitch link.
but right now I just REALLY need to clean up this fucking mess and lay down. I got myself BAD and I think I need to try and nap after I clean this up because fucking hell, it hurt, and it made me feel sick at the same time so 🙃
#my hand is covered in blood. my thigh is covered in blood. as if it wasn’t already in rough shape.#nope just had to go and rip open an already healing wound on accident and cause this fucking mess.#my comforter even has a blood stain on it from the damage I did to myself ………. I guess this needs to be retired sooner than I thought#because I’m not dealing with trying to peroxide the stain out. I don’t have the energy. it’s just trash at this point.#I have to go clean myself up and hope this closes back up quickly because I have nothing I can bandage it up with 🙃🙃🙃#but also fucking hell I think I lost more blood than I thought I did initially because I feel nauseas and dizzy and I’m anemic#so this feeling usually happens when I’m on my period. that’s why I feel it’s blood loss related 🫠#anyways. I’m fine. I think. I don’t know. I will be eventually. just made a stupid mistake and caught a scab and ripped the whole fucking#wound back open so 🫠🙃 lucky me#don’t worry about me I just wanted to explain why I don’t feel up to streaming tonight I’m sorry y’all#my extra lack of coordination absolutely has to be attributed to the fact that my sleeping meds fucking ran out so I haven’t slept in days 🙃#and probably not really eating that often isn’t helping but whatever#but now I have blood dripping down my entire leg so I’ve gotta go get this sorted and force myself to sleep#sorry about not being able to stream tonight y’all :/ I feel so bad
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you cannot tell me exandrians are the only ones who'd fuck an alien
#how many pc's would sleep with aliens? a lot right?#i feel like there's a lot of potential for a meme/alignment chart template on this topic#might make one later tonight or tomorrow#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#cr shitpost#cr memes#critical role memes#bells hells#ruidus#reiloran
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just so you know I have been stepping outside my door these last few days for just a few seconds purely to keep the whole going outside every day in october thing going I just have no pics but maybe tomorrow ! I’d go right now but I’m pretty sure I’d collapse lmao
#the weekend was hell in the sense I was literally paralysed bro#just finished an assignment yay#I literally started it at 1am last night and now it’s 5pm and I haven’t moved from the floor#just one more to go which I somehow got extended past the actual end of sem date#like uni finished 3 wks ago lmao#but I gotta try sleep tonight then wake up and doo it#like I actually have to
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Bubby abruptly started feeling super nauseous around 6pm. He was his usual cheerful and energetic self all day until then. He's not showing any signs of bloat, and doesn't seem to have anything in his stomach when palpated, and he isn't vomiting or having diarrhea, so I'm just keeping an eye on him at the moment. It is not Friday-night-emergency-vet-worthy, and hopefully stays that way.
A friend's dog had a pretty bad GI upset from what appeared to be a virus for about 48 hours last week, so I'm hoping it's just that. I have Zaku entered in the race meet this weekend but unless he's perky tomorrow morning we'll be staying home.
He's so vivacious and happy that seeing him so miserable is breaking my heart.
#normally he sleeps in his crate#but tonight I'll sleep on the dog beds with him#trying not to freak the hell out#because the last time bindi looked like this she almost died in january 2022#and the other time bindi looked like this she had pneumonia#bubby's tougher than her so it's probably nothing#but I worry#zaku terv#zoinks
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TBBW SNEAK PEAK
Oh, Kol Mikaelson, my beloved:
Before long, they were pulling off the main road and driving through heavy, electric-powered iron-wrought gates that marked the entrance to the Mikaelsons’ private property. She ended up looking out the window at the trees that banked either side of the long, winding drive, fall leaves rustling in the night-time breeze and fluttering to the ground. A thin slither of the moon could just be glimpsed behind their gnarled branches, shining in the distance, before it was blocked out completely by the growing foliage. And then the encroaching woods finally parted completely, revealing the Mikaelson’s towering c-shaped mansion at the end of a circular drive in all its towering, alabaster glory.
Caroline leaned further forward as the car pulled up alongside it, slowly looking up. The building looked darker tonight. Maybe it was the lack of golden fairy-lights littering the perfectly-sculpted hedges, or the absent flower arrangements decorating the entrance, but the house loomed more ominously than she remembered. There was just something about it — something that gnawed at her gut, twisting it into knots. It wasn’t for lack of light either: there were signs of life within the walls, windows on either side aglow with warm, yellow light, dark silhouettes passing by on the other side every so often. The hanging porch light that reminded her of the White House was even on, chasing the shadows away.
No, this wasn’t about the dark that lingered at the edges of the house (if it even could be called that, look at the size of that thing—). What unnerved her was how still it was, like she was staring up at a mountain; jagged and unyielding, splitting the horizon straight in half—
—An ancient god standing among infants.
Her eyes flickered to Kol, already getting out of the car. He looked impatient, a displeased curl to the edge of his mouth. He took his sunglasses off as he looked up at his home, gaze scanning around them, narrowing on the dark treeline that bordered the woods. Searching. Calculating. Checking for threats, she realised. He turned his head slightly and caught her looking, meeting her eyes through the glass. The chestnut brown of his eyes looked black in the dark, absent of anything human. Like looking into an empty room.
Caroline swallowed.
#what's that?#are we treating the Originals as the powerful beings they were supposed to be?#hell fucking yes#will forever be bitter about how TO declawed my favourite little meow meow#like sure there's character development#but then there's whatever the fuck they did to elijah kol and klaus#yeah we ain't doing that in this house#fuck that shit#someone hold my beer#[cracks knuckles]#julie plec you better sleep with one eye open tonight#kol mikaelson#caroline forbes#tbbw#the big bad wolf#sneak peak#morningstar writes
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident#I straight up forgot#and just didn't show up to the session#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted#like mentally and spiritually#all the time#my memory and sense of time are both shit#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir#and yet#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here#doing whatever this is#maybe I should drive out to the coast#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long#I mean it can't make me worse#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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NOHODY WOKE ME UP AO I JUST SLEPT UNTIL 7 IN THE FUCKIG AFTERNOON . THANKS LARS
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sorry to vent art guys . i promise that next time ill bottle up my emotions and keep them to myself like a good little boy
#i miss you ; i miss you so much#you meant so much to me – i wish i knew what i did wrong so that you perished#i wish you would've told me before you went away . because i could've prevented this from happening in the first place#all i ever wanted to do was inspire people . but look at me – a fool falling victim to his own grief and guilt and regrets#i can't help anyone get out of their own hells . i can't even get out of my own#how could i ever help people out of a hole if im stuck in one myself ?#i hope i die in my sleep tonight#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis hv tony#dhmis shrignold#shrignold the butterfly#dhmis hv shrignold#dhmis coffin#dhmis hv chester#vent art#vent post#vent in tags#im so tired#pls ignore#yeah tony is scared of bugs . if i hadn't made that obvious . i guess
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i officially resigned today :')
#i still have to work there bc i've got a one-month notice period. but i did it!!!#the conversation with my boss went well! she was really nice and supportive#she said she was worried about me bc she could tell i was struggling. and that she understands my decision#and in case i won't find a new job this month they can extend my contract#i cried a lot 😭#and now i'm terrified and sad bc i really love some of my coworkers and i don't want to leave them#but at the same time i'm SO relieved. i feel like i will be able to sleep well tonight. for the first time in weeks#k.txt#also sorry guys i've been mia. and sorry for not answerings your messages#but between working full time searching for a new job doing final assignments for uni and crying. i honestly don't have any energy left#i only logged in to tell you the big news :') and now i'm back to my assignment :( see ya in a week when my exam hell is over
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wait how is it 6am
bad(?) decisions were made
#maybe not actually bad though since I got work done#two commission edits and two pars of the nyx sequence colored#so like. could be worse.#but also aoooourgh what the hell where did the time go...#I guess I did just kinda sit in a fugue state after irl work for. a while.#didn't actually think I was gonna get myself to do any digital stuff tonight but I guess progress was made anyway#now to see if I can sleep for an appropriate amount of time. and eat before irl work again.#the answer is probably no to at least one of those but who's counting really#storm speaking
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