#sleep deprived rambles

[angryanimator]

I just now finished reading dunmeshi and have so many thoughts bouncing around in my head like ping pong balls like how this manga is legit one of the most genuine representation of autism (in the form of not just one, but multiple characters!!!!) in media I've seen in... Ever, actually. There is so much rich depth in both worldbuilding and storytelling/plot. It gives you so many characters that you're sure you won't care about, for you to become attached after a couple chapters later. There is no character i wasn't at least a little interested by. This manga is also sooo uninterested in romance and gives you such a good example of an intensely interesting and powerful story without any of the characters being tied up in any (outwardly) romantic subplots. And yet - it maintains enough vagueness to hook a little suspicion over certain interactions and subtext, only to keep adding context to it as the plot moves along, allowing you to puzzle pieces together. God, i just have so much i wanna say about this story but i would literally have to write an essay and i don't have the confidence or attention span for that

[saturfied]

yo! what if jeff starts a cat youtuber channel?? where he just makes silly videos with his cattos!!!

[clinicallyinsanedumpsterrabbit]

Some late night doodles I did at like 3-4 am, it's now 9 am and I've had 0 sleep-

Dave is a cat boy in spirit and nobody can ever convince me otherwise. Other than cat boy he is definitely snake boy, like- the noodle neck, the venomous fangs, the snake-ish eyes and the long wavy tail that I hope is snake like, the eating any tiny animal that gets too close to his maw when he's hungry... I hope the snake-ness I give my version of dave isn't too subtle, he even hisses like a snek in my brain stories when he's angy.. And the hiss has rattlesnake sounds in as well, because idk it's more intimating and cryptid tomfuckery. If you have any questions the answer is cryptid tomfuckery.

... I'm definitely sleep deprived.

I may digitize these later, or soon, I'm tired and I really like the sketches ok-

Time to sleep through the mid day summer heatwave heat, thankfully this school term doesn't start until the 11th-

[tals-tower]

Random question tho. This is for anyone please. Reblog with your answers

you wake up and you and a minimum of 5 other people are with you. These people are you from past events in your life, you have the most experience. The people can be from any point in your life as long at they are significantly different from you as a person. You cannot leave the room until the others go back to their timelines which will happen once the amount of time equivalent to 24 hours for each person has passed. What do you do and which people are with you.

(No ages I don’t want minors telling people theyre minors or their exact age. That’s dangerous)

[grieving-angel-hopeful-demon]

Sometimes when I'm tired YouTubers will start narrating my thoughts

What's really fun is when I get more than one and they start having a conversation

[nevereatpearss]

I have as well picked gills but contrary to you it’s because I adore the water and swimming. I’d love to be able to properly breathe underwater hello??

It was between that and gliding wings (and I’ve now just been reminded of a sugar glider and how cool they are so slightly regretting not going wings but no! I stand by my choice.

Because my dream of becoming a sea creature would basically be fulfilled. Give me the gills.

You can choose *One* of these mildly non-human traits to have.

[autisticlee]

sometimes i'm so tired of helping and supporting other people and getting nothing in return. it happens over and over all the time. yet I still keep doing it. people will step all over me to get ahead and i'll keep pushing them forward as they kick me in the face. I ask if they can lend a hand even once and they turn up their nose and run away, kicking the dirt in my face. but I don't want others to suffer the way I do at the hands of the people I help. I refuse to step on other people to get ahead even though that's what this society is built off of. so I keep helping only for the people I help to treat me the way people above them treat them, like a human doormat......

humans really are silly fickle creatures aren't they......how pathetic and hopeless. why do I even bother.

but I guess when youre stuck at the bottom of the bottom and can't even help yourself but can't get any help or support from others, sometimes putting the last of your energy into others feels more productive than supporting your own useless existence

[pinecone-gremlin]

AI can't make hot people. Just saying.

[adarkermiserablecrow]

I feel like that one dream eddie had where he was being silly with his son in the kitchen then suddenly died of a gunshot wound unable to make a sound is a very good summary of his character

[gilsart]

okay, wait. hear me out. modern day AU where Jayce is a mathematics professor and Viktor is a physicists professor. the students are so obsessed with both of them. viktor very closed off about his personal life and a harsh judge on tests and work but genuinely fun to engage with in and out of class. he helps students like crazy. jayce on the other hand is an avid yapper who can’t stop talking about his sweet and handsome husband and all he does for for Jayce. how happy he makes Jayce and is his reason for living. viktor’s cane breaks while he’s working so he begrudgingly has to call Jayce who keeps his backup cane in his office. students start gossiping about the two and how close they seem while Jayce helps Viktor and also takes the time to tighten up the screws in Viktor’s brace after he fell because of the broken cane. someone in one of Jayce’s classes actually has the guts to ask Jayce if his husband is Viktor and Jayce is like “yeah??? I wasn’t trying to hide it?” and students are like “oh my G-d, Viktor is actually married? he never talks about his partner!? if i was with jayce i’d yap about him nonstop! crazy but we are so happy for those idiots!” after students find out, Viktor doesn’t open up about his life much more but doesn’t try to hid that he’s with jayce anymore

no bc I had this whole series of drawings in my head for this ask specifically. this included Jayce too at first but I FAILED man... it just became a very watered down version of what you said + bonus for young university student Viktor

as for the professor version I legit got so wrapped up in the hand gesture, I forgot he's supposed to lean to one side when he's older and that he probably can't stand without his crutch so I APOLOGIZE ABOUT THAT I'm heavily sleep deprived

(also as previously stated I know nothing about STEM, I have an art degree, I literally only searched some string theory schematics and scribbled it so if it makes no fucking sense that is why)

[the-girl-with-too-many-ideas]

Shen Yuan's life would have actually been far more difficult if he was the only transmigrator. Instead of airplane, he would have been dealing with an active and malicious spy who would not have hesitated to take advantage of him and his situation.

Either he believes the entire amnesia story or picks up that SY is an imposter. Maybe even both. He believes the amnesia first but then realizes something more is going on when he tries to take advantage of the so-called "amnesia."

Whatever the case, Shen Yuan's life would have gone from easy mode to medium or even outright hard.

[webonchin]

Ouuhhhyheaaa ouuhyhaaa ,FINALLY! FINISHED SOMETHING BEFORE THE YEAR ENDS

First of all thank you all soooo soo much for following or just liking my art, support means alot to me , second you are all so talented and so sweet! even if you don't create content you are all so cool!! Yes you reading this ,you are so cool!! And for last...

Happy new year's eve, may all your dreams come true!

[paracosmicka]

As a trans man I love mpreg as long as it’s not fetishized. I want kids in the future so seeing mpreg is like going oh hey! Another seahorse dad! I don’t get to see myself in media much. It makes me uncomfortable when people don’t separate the 2 mpreg can be fetishized but it’s also a thing a lot of transgender afab go through. I know this is a sonadow account and it’s not that deep lol but thanks it’s cool seeing it :) saying that: more plz 🥹

This actually makes me feel so relieved bc another reason why I’m always hesitant to post pregnant Shadow is I’m worried that it can be seen as disrespectful or that if it might be used for fetishization purposes which isn’t really what I’d like my art to be associated with.

I don’t want to kink shame anyone, as an agender aroace person who does not experience any romantic or sexual desire whatsoever (i think? still learning about the different types of experiences within the aroace spectrum) I feel that I am literally the least qualified to talk about the morality behind mpreg as a kink/fetish.

With all that in mind, I do wanna say that I wish there was more transgender pregnancy representation that wasn’t just fetish. Like just googling “pregnancy symptoms” will give you a wide range of experiences, but when I was trying to look into if there were unique ways that pregnancy can effect trans men, it took a lot of digging so either I’m just stupid and can’t search things on the internet very well or there really isn’t a lot of representation of trans pregnancies.

Although I did recently learn that in the r/pregnancy subreddit, FTM does not in fact mean “Female to Male” and is actually just “First Time Mom” which makes a lot of sense bc for awhile I thought half of the subreddit were just trans guys. Then I discovered there is literally a subreddit r/seahorse_dads and so I spent awhile just reading a bunch of posts in there.

Anyway I’m fine just existing in my own space with sonadow family fluff, but when I share it I get all nervous bc mpreg is cringefail or whatever and I don’t even know if it’s cringe for being cringe or if it’s cringe bc it’s a fetish. Just know that whenever I post any art of any kind, I try to think as little as possible about how people will interpret my drawings, bc at the end of the day I just drew it because it made me happy and thinking about sonadow fluff gives me warm and fuzzy butterflies that I think people are supposed feel when they’re in love but I’ve never experienced that for another person in my entire life and I don’t think I’ll be able to. So thinking about and drawing sonadow is probably the closest I’ll get to that feeling.

And it makes me even more happy when people say they genuinely connected with my art bc then I know that the warm and fuzzy butterflies feeling got through, and I’m just really glad we can all get our little serotonin boost from these stupid gay hedgehogs.

I genuinely don’t think any of this makes sense I’ve spent 3 hours trying to write a response to this ask and then I remembered that I got zero sleeps last night so that’s probably why brain no worky but in conclusion: thank you for the ask Anon it really made my day and I’m spiritually headbutting you like a cat as they say

[cottoncandy-cult]

came here cause I saw the request and wanted to see if there was any word on it, can't wait to see what you come up with this time! Take your time and make your art, crack couples are my drug. Like Gojo/Nanami, Gojo/Geto, Sukuna/Toji are hot but there's something fun about the wild combos like Nanami/Toji, Sukuna/Choso, Geto/Choso, Hell could you imagine have Gojo/Choso? The filth that can be produced with these combos is just amazing. XD I'm a whore, I'll admit it. Don't let the fluff I write fool you, I am but a simple sinner.

ALSO HOSHI MY LOVER I SAW THE NEW PLOT FOR NANAMI N TOJI I LOVE IT, I LOVE DILFS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SERVICE TO MY SICK COUNTRY

- megan anon

HEHEHEHEHEH ME TOO GANG, ME FUCKING TOOO 🗣‼️‼️ Like it's one of the few plot points that work with the two, and I'm a sucker for dilfs so likeeeeee 😣😣😣😣😣😣 I'm trying to take my time with it to make sure it comes out perfect, ya know? Might release it next Tuesday if not this Thursday/Friday...but I'll still have other stuff planned so don't you worry, my love!!

[fckbatmanhiskidsareminenow]

ya know what i think a better (let’s be honest i mean funnier) version of jason’s attack on the titans tower would be? if tim had already somehow figured out who the red hood was and instead of jason wearing that god awful robin costume he just came as red hood.

tim (playing along with the drama of it all): who are you??

jason: i’m the red hood

tim: close enough welcome back, jason todd

jason:..what?!

[dontbelasagnax]

I heard it through the grapevine that Cody and Obi-Wan are kissing right now. If true please send photo evidence.