#skinny Billie eilish

[batoolareadss]

”but the old me is still me and maybe the real me and I think she’s pretty” GUT FUCKING WRENCHINGGGGG

billie eilish the woman you are.

[amethyst-sage-29]

SKINNY by billie eilish. — selections from “HIT ME HARD AND SOFT” [2/4]

[billieeilishbigsimp]

The internet is hungry for the meanest kind of funny and somebody's gotta feed it

Warning: smut, bodyshaming, mention of eating disorder, hateful people that's s all I think

Dom billie x Sub fem reader

A/n this is my first ever smut and also first fic. Please be nice. I'm sorry for any spelling errors or mistakes

Word count 1,453

Men and minors Dni

You and billie had just announced your relationship to the world a few days ago telling her fans on a live that you both have been seeing each other for the last year. You were so happy to be out and be able to be spotted in public and not have to sneak around. But your happiness was short-lived when your Instagram was flooded with a bunch of random notifications you weren't surprised due to Billie's huge fan base, but what you were surprised by the comments that were left on your Instagram post it was a bunch of nasty comments talking and nitpicking your body and looks.

"I'm happy for billie, but couldn't she choose anybody else?"

"Why does her body look like that?"

"Maybe you should gain/lose some weight."

"Eh, she is decent looking. billie could have done better."

The comments brought tears to your eyes as there was more and more coming in by the minute you had spent the last hour just scrolling and reading the comments. You couldn't stop crying. You had already been dealing with an eating disorder, and you finally felt like you had been getting better. That was until you read those comments. You would have kept reading if it wasn't for hearing the sound of keys and your front door opening and closing.

"Mamas, I'm home." You hear Billie's sweet voice call out to you. You rub your eyes, trying to mask the fact you were crying. You run to her and hug her tight she smiles and sighs, giving you a kiss on the cheek. "Missed me?" You just nod and keep holding her, which billie didn't take it as off since you were usually clingy

"I bought your favorite" billie holds up two bags one was of your favorite food from your favorite restaurant and the other from her favorite vegan restaurant she smiles but it drops when she sees that you don't look very happy she puts the bags down on the table and puts her hand on your cheek looking at you "what's wrong babygirl? You look upset" You just shake your head and put on a smile not wanting to tell her about the comments and ruin her good mood after a stressful day but she could tell something is wrong she puts her hand on your waist as she caresses your cheek with her other "talk to me"

"Billie, it's no big deal. Don't worry, what did you get?" But her eyes narrow as she looks at you she knew something was up, but she doesn't push it as you guys sit down on the couch and eat she has you sit on her lap as she rubs your thigh from time to time and kisses your neck your phone kept buzzing with notifications she asks to see your phone since you both trust each other so it was normal to hand each other your phones you gave it to her without hesitation she looks and sees that it was your Instagram that had flooded with comments she curiously clicks on them and started to read them and she was appalled at how many people who had claimed to be her "fans" and happy for her had such disgusting things to say about you it made her blood boil

She desperately wanted to comment back to them, but she knew she shouldn't she had a better idea in mind once you were done eating she started leaving soft kisses on your neck as her hands went around and caressed you moving up your sides and whispering sweet words in your ear

"You know how pretty you are, right babygirl?"

"You're so beautiful, I love you. I hope you know that."

Billie reaches out and takes your hand she pulls you up and takes you to the bedroom when you walk in ahead of her she reaches back and locks the door walking towards you and biting her lip she wraps her arms around your waist kissing you the kissing went from soft and gentle to rough and passionate. You heard her voice speak

"I saw those comments you don't believe those dumb people do you?" She asks and when she sees you look down and fidget with your fingers avoiding to answer her questions she sits down on the edge of the bed and pulls you down to your lap the thing about your bed set up was that you had a mirror on the wall facing the bed billie smirked as she rests her head on your shoulder. She reaches down and her fingers sneak under the waistband of your pants and she starts to rub your cloth covered clit starting off slowly making you whine.

"Billie, what are you doing..." she just smiles and kisses your cheek.

"I am gonna make you realize how beautiful you really are." She said before moving your panties to the side and rubbing your clit she speeds up a little making you moan her other hand moving from around and goes up to play with your breasts foundling them and pinching your ripples in between her fingers she kisses on your shoulder and neck "mm.. you're so beautiful, mamas don't listen to those people."

Billie then takes her middle finger and ring finger tracing your entrance, teasing you before she pushes them inside, loving the moans that escape your lips when you lean your head back against her shoulder she slows down her pace making you whine "no no look at the mirror baby look at how pretty you are taking my fingers like a good girl" she kisses your cheek as you look at the mirror with lided eyes a faint blush on your cheeks due to embarrassment "billie" You moan out her name as she speeds up adding another finger. She just shushes you, telling you to take it and saying how beautiful you are she pinches your nipple one more time. feeling yourself get closer and closer to your climax, rocking your hips against her fingers, billie could tell you were close by the way you were clenching on her fingers

Before you could cum she gets up pushes you off her lap onto all fours in front of the mirror whining at the lose of contact you try rubbing your thighs together for a small bit of friction but you were left unsatisfied. When billie came back a blindfold and a purple strap on wrapped around her waist, she lines up your hole and her dildo before slowly pushing inside. "You like that, Mama?" She says before pushing all the way in you couldn't even answer her back mouth a gap with and eyes fighting stay open hot tears running down your cheeks when you don't answer billie slaps your ass "don't make me ask you again" you moan out "y-yes feels s'good" she smirks grabbing a fist full of your hair pulling it as she continues to pound you. Your ass bouncing against her front. The only sounds being heard in the room were the sound of skin slapping against one another and your filthy moans filling the room.

"Close baby?" Billie ask swaying her hair to the other side as she fucks you with her strap. All you could do was nod and beg to cum "please let me cum billie please n-need..... need to feel good" billie picks up her pace going faster "cum for me babygirl" and with that you feel yourself going over the edge your arms giving out only thing holding you up was your shaking legs and on you shoulder fsce buried in the pillow moaning her name and other praise. Billie's head goes back as she continues slowly riding out your orgasm before slowly pulling out, fully leaving you feeling empty. She takes off the strap, picking you up and taking into the bathroom setting you down on the edge of the bath and she runs a bubble bath for you and her making sure to add your favorite bath bombs. She sats you down in between her legs, rubbing up your back with soap, massaging your shoulders while kissing your cheek, whispering sweet nothings into your ear. After she was done washing you and her up and drying you both off. She puts on a sports bra and boxers while putting on one of her oversized t-shirts on you, tucking you both into bed. Before going to sleep, she takes a picture of you both cuddling, posting it on her Instagram with the caption "I love my girlfriend, if you hate on her don't bother calling yourself my fan if you can't truly be happy for me"

[svnflowermoon]

but the old me is still me and maybe the real me and i think she's pretty

[dcyliqht]

something v homosexual is happening to me rn

[sunrisemill]

PEOPLE SAY I LOOK HAPPY JUST BECAUSE I GOT SKINNY

BUT THE OLD ME IS STILL ME AND MAYBE THE REAL ME AND I THINK SHES PRETTY

[cruell-summers]

finally listened to hmhas yesterday and i think it's already one of my favorite albums of the year

[callieeeeco]

customized my phone for hmhas!

[eilishness]

my two favorite billies and their silly mirror selfies 👽

[merj-nobodyly]

Me apaixonei pela primeira vez por uma amiga, isso parecia ser um bom sinal; Descobri tarde demais que não era.

[bluegladiatorstudent]

But the old me is still me and maybe the real me and I think she's pretty

[lyrics-planet]

Billie Eilish, SKINNY

[marauders-bs]

skinny is such a trans remu coded song thank you

[i-might-be-weird-barbie]

“But the old me is still me and maybe the real me

And I think she’s pretty”