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[2trilldaniel]

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[sabrinaboglund]

Top 6 over Undskyldninger, der står i vejen for dine Drømme.

Alle mennesker har en drøm om et eller andet, og ca. 98% af jordens befolkning opnår aldrig deres drømme fordi de bruger al deres energi på at komme med undskyldninger for hvorfor de ikke kan opnå deres drøm. Her kommer top 6 over Undskyldninger, der står i vejen for dine Drømme. Undskyldning nr. 1: Jeg er ikke _____ nok! God nok, Ung nok, Klog nok? Dette er et tydeligt tegn på at, det er dit Ego…

[tangerangraya]

SKAB Menilai Dinamika Pilgub Banten 2024 Kini Sehat Bagi Demokrasi

Banten – Pengurus Organisasi Kader Kepemudaan Suara Kreasi Anak Bangsa (SKAB), Bagas Ario Bimo, mengatakan dinamika politik Pemilihan Gubernur Banten 2024 yang saat ini ada, adalah dinamika politik yang sehat dalam sebuah praktik pelaksanaan demokrasi ke depan. Hal itu diutarakan Bagas melihat adanya kejutan besar dilakukan Partai Gerindra jelang Pilgub Banten 2024, dengan mendeklarasikan…

[jasmintarang]

Jeg har her bygget mig et lyserød vitrine skab og kan fint byde min veninder og venner på en varm kop et eller andet. Det er en mine drømme.😍🩷

Link til en video af den:

https://youtu.be/52K_fOG24vc?si=DtGsA8FXSS8wvLWE

[ofliarsandlovers]

Skeeter Dawson Higgens III was the most infuriating man Gabs had ever met. Even though all of her friends were constantly telling her how much better she could do and he managed to somehow push every single button she had and toyed with them constantly, she was still crazy over him. She loved his stupid laugh, his ridiculously lanky frame that scooped her up for hugs and tickled her until she felt sick, the dumb smiles reserved just for her when they were lay back on the hood of her car under the starlight. But right in this moment, every lovey-dovey feeling she could possibly feel for him had been tossed out of the window because of the small, offhand, comment he'd made about his planned outfit for her Mothers birthday brunch next week. "Skeet are you actually fucking serious? There's a dress code! You cannot seriously stand there and tell me you're going to show up to my Moms favourite restaurant in fucking jeans!" Her voice is growing louder and more high pitched with every word she speaks, the anger in her chest rising as she can see he clearly doesn't understand the severity of his choices "I gave you money to buy some trousers three fucking weeks ago and you didn't even bother trying to go get any?!" Ochre eyes take stock of his zoned out expression and the vein in her temple flares, she's about reached her limit. Her hands throw up into the air before one of them leverages an angry point into his sternum. "You're not even fucking listening! I'm not crying!" Hands slap open palmed onto his chest, the noise echoing sharply around them, and she tries to shove him back "I can't fucking stand you and your goofy ass, coast along and let my girlfriend fix my mistakes attitude! I asked you to do this one thing for me, and you couldn't even move your ass and give me this." Her nostrils flare and she shakes her head "and now, because you're too lazy to go buy one pair of trousers, you're going to embarrass me in front of my whole family!" she slaps his chest again, harder this time "I fucking hate you Skeeter!"

he waits for her point to emerge. by the look on his stupid face, she'd probably infer that he was only half-listening. she's always right anyways. he's concentrating on how her expressive eyebrows move with every grievance she airs. he's already forgotten what they had begun arguing over. but he's patient⸺ he has time to kill and could listen to the sound of her voice for the rest of the day, even if it meant she was hollering and yelling at his abhorrent behavior. at least she'd finally unblocked him. he watches her mouth close- pressed into a soft thin line and panics,"oh my god, Gabs, you're not going to fucking cry are you? Don't." and with all the candor he can muster, "cause I'll cry too." @ofliarsandlovers

[tribbetherium]

The Early Rodentocene: 5 million years post-establishment

Hamster Hunter Rise: Squeasels of the Early Rodentocene

In the days of the Early Rodentocene, the hammibals reigned supreme as the planets' primary top predators. Conservative in form, they were anatomically simply larger hamsters, but with sharper teeth and claws, more forward-facing eyes, and an appetite for smaller hamster species--or even their own.

Yet, in the forests and grasslands of Nodera, Easaterra and Westerna, new challengers have emerged that in due time will spell an end to their monopoly of top predator niches. These bushy-tailed relatives of the arboreal peachpitters have, similarly, developed a taste for meat, and begun supplementing their diet first with scavenged carcasses and unattended pups left in nests, before slowly graduating to a more carnivorous diet, preying upon adults of other, smaller hamster species.

Known as the squeasels, these long-bodied hunters would slowly rise in prominence throughout the Early Temperocene, but not quite rivalling the hammibals just yet. However, by this point, they had begun evolving a unique trait that would ultimately give them the upper hand over the hammibals as of the Middle Rodentocene: a set of unique dentition, with sharp pointed incisors, forward-shifted first molars used for shearing off chunks of meat from carcasses, and a wider jaw gape that allowed them to deliver suffocating bites to the throats of prey. Despite their lack of canine teeth, as all rodents do, they modified their pre-existing teeth in order to perform a similar function in attacking, killing, and dismembering their quarry.

The grassland squoat (Sciurumustelamys brevipus) is a typical example of the squeasels, with short legs and a long flexible body that allow it to chase small burrowers down their tunnels and drag them back out to finish them off in the open. Fierce and tenacious hunters, they can even tackle the gouties from time to time, leaping onto the larger herbivores with the goal of inflicting a few deep wounds before retreating. Staying close by and tracking its prey, it strikes again briefly then runs off again each time its prey stops to rest and recover, playing the long game of patience until at last its victim falls from blood loss and exhaustion.

With a wide and varied diet, the squoat also sometimes takes on quarry closer on the family tree: its relatives the peachpitters. These arboreal frugivores are naive and complacent creatures, unfamiliar with predation and unchallenged in the trees, not even bothering to defend their numerous young once they have weaned. Eventually, some opportunistic squoats, seeing the abundance of peachpitters in the trees, eventually started climbing up trunks from time to time to seize an unwary youngster and haul it off to eat. Their close resemblance to the peachpitters also grant it an advantage, as it can sneak among them to hunt undeterred.

Deception as a hunting strategy would be of greater importance to another squeasel species, the long-tailed skab (Procanimus longicaudus). This species, preferring to lie in wait and allow its prey to come close to it instead, uses the twitching of the pale, conspicuous tip of its long, flexible tail as well as very convincing insect-like chirps to draw the attention of small insectivorous prey such as jermas and shrewbils. Baited into approaching within striking distance, the camouflaged skab then pounces, restrains its prey with grasping forepaws and delivers a choking bite to its prey's neck.

More efficient killers than the hammibals, which simply seized their victims and began gnawing away at the struggling and still-living prey, the squeasels would eventually gain the upper hand over their more crude and messy rivals, gradually usurping their monopoly as top predator in the grasslands. But the turning point would be the increasing size of the gouties' descendants, growing larger and larger both to better protect themselves from predators and more efficiently proccess plant matter, which eventually would give rise to the hamtelopes and the cavybaras: prey that were too large for the hammibals to tackle, but the squeasels were able to overpower, even at sizes greater than their own. In time, the squeasels too would become larger predators as well in an arms race with the gouties and its descendants, eventually diverging into multiple predator clades in the Middle Rodentocene. The hammibals would be left behind as small-scale mesopredators, but the squeasels would flourish, with the long-tailed skab giving rise to the scabbers, some of which in the Temperocene become large-scale predators convergent with the zingos, on the small island continent of Mesoterra. The squoat, on the other hand, would diverge into two lineages by the time of the Middle Rodentocene: the ground-dwelling ferrats and the arboreal bossums. From the ferrats would emerge the stocky-bodied, omnivorous badgebears, the feline-like carnohams, and the semi-aquatic searets, the latter of which would eventually become the large marine predators known as the leviahams. The bossums, meanwhile, would remain as arboreal predators, becoming the treegers, the tigerillas and, eventually, the knuckle-walking foldpaws: sworn enemy of the Temperocene's sophont species.

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[anonymiskabet]

hej venner

meget er sket. mange nye oplevelser, følelser, historier. dog har det været meget svært for mig at skrive noget som helst ned, så nu har jeg besluttet mig for bare at skrive (ramble), og så måske supplere med et post senere idk

om at bo med C:

jeg tror, jeg er ved at blive forelsket i C??

efter at være flyttet ind med C, har vi bare haft det så godt. jeg er glad, når jeg vågner ved siden af hende, og jeg er glad, når jeg kravler ind i sengen til hende om natten. jeg har altid elsket C, men på det seneste har jeg følt noget andet. måske noget dybere? jeg har svært ved at forestille mig den dag, hvor vi ikke længere deler hverdag, og måske jeg aldrig vil have at den dag kommer?

før var R hele min verden, og C var min bedste veninde, men nu er det som om min verden er delt i to: halvt ham, havlt hende. jeg vil have begge i mit liv, og det har virkelig fået tankerne til at køre.

angående seksuel tiltrækning, så er den der ikke. C og jeg kysser en gang imellem, men det er ikke fordi det giver mig sommerfugle i maven. det giver mig bare en dejlig ro at give hinanden et tantekys godnat eller at få et kys på kinden, mens vi putter. jeg føler ikke en "lyst til mere", som jeg f.eks. gør med R. i stedet føler jeg bare en glæde for at være sammen med C og at være tæt på hende.

det har også givet mig tanken, om jeg rent faktisk er biseksuel? måske er jeg kun homoromantisk? måske er det bare C.

om min seksualitet:

jeg har ikke været sammen med en kvinde seksuelt i 2,5 år - et one night stand. i liked it. i liked her. i liked her liking me. jeg tror heller ikke hun havde prøvet at være sammen med mange piger før mig - hvis overhovedet. men jeg nød det, og det føltes naturligt og rart. vi snakkede dog aldrig rigtig sammen igen, selvom vi stadig liker hinandens posts på insta lol.

jeg har længe tænkt, at jeg gerne ville prøve at ses med en pige igen, men det har været svært at opsøge, synes jeg. derudover tror jeg, at det er de færreste piger der gider at være sammen med en pige, som (1) i forvejen har en kæreste, og som (2) helst ville holde et forhold hemmeligt, og som (3) nu bor sammen med en anden pige, som de måske/måske ikke crusher på(?)… derudover er jeg elendig til at flirte, især med piger. jeg var mere modig som "ung" for 2-3 år siden, men nu er jeg bare akavet (og ikke på en cute, indbydende måde heller haha).

om R og C:

da jeg her til efteråret flyttede sammen med C, var det helt uden de store problemer! mine forældre hjalp med at flytte seng og skab som det sidste, da vi havde brug for nogen der kunne køre bil med trailer (mine forældre er ikke jyder btw). min mor faldt i snak med C (som mine forældre ellllsker), og var pludselig sådan: "har du forresten mødt R? da "Clara" sagde hun ville have hjælp med at flytte, troede jeg det var fordi hun skulle flytte sammen med R haha" og C var sådan: "jaaa, han er så sød! neeeej, haha, det er bare mig" og jeg var sådan: "😐" i hjørnet.

til de nysgerrige har C og R "mødtes" to gange siden jeg flyttede ind, og det er forløbet gnidningsfrit. både i overført og bogstavelig forstand. jeg har ikke været hjemme de to gange, de har set hinanden, men har ofc godt vidst at de skulle ses. den ene af gangene havde de ikke sex.

C har sagt at hendes behov for at mødes med R er faldet en del, siden jeg flyttede ind. måske er det fordi vi putter hver dag, så hendes "hudsult" er nok ikke så stor, som den var før, og nu har hun også en person at dele sin hverdag med (angående C tænker jeg også: is it a crush or just forced proximity? haha).

jeg er lidt bange for at en anden årsag til at de ikke ses så ofte kan være, at nu hvor jeg bor her, så er det ikke længere at invitere R hjem til "hendes" lejlighed, men i stedet hjem til "vores" lejlighed, idk. jeg har ikke villet presse så meget på for at vide mere, og det har faktisk overhovedet ikke fyldt de seneste par måneder.

for at være helt ærlig, så er det som om at C og R er ved at transitionere til en vennerelation igen. de er blevet rigtig gode venner over det sidste halve år, og man kan virkelig mærke at de kender hinanden godt efterhånden. jeg er all for it, hvad end der sker, og jeg knuselsker dem begge <3

om mit skønne nytår:

jeg fejrede nytår med C og R hos en af C's og mine gymnasievenner (lad os kalde ham M, hvis han nogensinde bliver relevant i mine posts igen), og det var en skøn aften. super hyggeligt, og det føltes lidt som en reunion, da der kom flere gym-venner, som M har været bedre til at holde kontakten med end jeg og C har været. vi blev i alt 12 i en lille østerbro-lejlighed, så det var meget intimt og hyggeligt. jeg fik hørt noget god drama også 🍵

vi fandt alligevel plads til at danse i den lille lejlighed. jeg følte mig meget tryg ved at være omringet primært af nære og gamle venner, og det var dejligt at kunne dele mit nytårsaften med C og R (jeg er glad for at vi kan være "normale" i offentligheden og bare være os, når vi er os tre hehe). vi havde det alle så sjovt, at vi næsten glemte at klokken var ved at blive 12. jeg fik mit nytårskys, og festen fortsatte bare kort tid efter haha.

da klokken var mellem 2 og 3 ville drengene videre i byen. vi tre havde også snakket om at tage videre, men i stedet tog vi bare hjem til "efterfest" hos mig/C. vi sad og snakkede i halvanden time i mørket og havde det pissegrineren. C spurgte mig: "vil du og R have den store seng, nu hvor I er to?" jeg var sådan: "neeeej, det er din seng!". lidt efter tog C et stort glas vand og kyssede os begge godnat, før hun "trak sig tibage". R og jeg blev siddende lidt længere i sofaen og kyssede, indtil jeg syntes det var en bedre idé også at gå ind på mit værelse.

jeg vågnede om formiddagen til lyden af mine to bedste venner snakke og grine i køkkenet. C var gået i gang med at lave brunch, og R underholdte hende og dækkede bord. jeg var den eneste uden overskud, så jeg sagde bare godmorgen og lagde mig på sofaen med et tæppe og halvsov til den skønne lyd af mine venners snak. vi spiste morgenmad sammen og havde det lige så hyggeligt som aftenen/natten inden. C havde endda nået at være i bad inden maden, men havde stadig lidt glimmer i ansigtet fra aftenen før, og hun så bare så smuk ud (igen blev jeg i tvivl…)

lidt efter maden skulle R videre for at hjælpe med at rydde op hjemme hos ham selv (hans roommates' fest), og C skulle mødes med sin mor. selv gik jeg bare i seng igen og sov til sent om eftermiddagen på C's værelse (det er lidt som om at C's værelse nu er mit og C's soveværelse, og at mit værelse bare er mit "kontor"). jeg sov seriøst så godt, og der duftede af hende. da jeg vågnede igen savnede jeg dem begge, men C kom hjem i løbet af aftenen, og vi så serie i sengen <3

oh well, nu har jeg skrevet længe nok synes jeg…

jeg håber at alle mine mutuals har haft en rigtig glædelig jul og et godt nytår ❤️

skriv endelig til mig eller send mig en ask! jeg vil meget gerne høre fra mine tumblr-venner! 🥺

[chaoticbreadcrumbs]

HAVIK EXPLAINED

⚠️SPOILERS⚠️

Thanks to the previous games Havik set himself up as a strong, very intriguing figure when it comes to his lore, firm beliefs, his iconic terrifying appearance, and unpredictability. After many years and not being involved in the MK games, the character's potential was revived as Havik took a pivotal turn in Mortal Kombat 1, establishing himself as the hero, the anti-hero, and a villain in the game's new era yet again but this time even more distinctly. His actions in the game shaped his character arc and laid significant groundwork for future narratives within the MK universe. Today I decided to explore Havik's appearances throughout the Mortal Kombat franchise.

Havik's original design was intended for Noob Cybot as an alternative skin in Mortal Kombat 4 but was scrapped. 🎮

Havik's beta name was "Skab." 🧪

Havik was first introduced in 2004's Mortal Kombat: Deception. 🕹️

Mortal Kombat: Deception (2004):

Havik originates from the Chaos Realm. 🌀

Havik is a cleric of chaos who is very protective of his home and culture. 🌪️

He seeks to spread chaos across the Realms. 🔥

He is approached by Shujinko, a supposed Earthrealm emissary of the Elder Gods, who seeks guidance from him to obtain the Kamidogu of Chaos. 🌍

Havik agrees to help Shujinko if he helps him defeat the Seidan Guard invaders (Order Realm), who have invaded the Chaos Realm and are trying to control and alter its water (which was worshipped by Chaos Realm inhabitants because of its shapeless, malleable, impossible-to-control form). ⚔️

Havik teaches Shujinko the ways of chaos and gives him the keys to obtain the Kamidogu of Chaos. 🗝️

Havik plays an active role in the events of Mortal Kombat Deception, as he sees the rise of Onaga as a threat to the Realms. 🐉

Havik wants to obtain Onaga's heart as it possesses the power to raise the dead. 💀

Havik, seeing Kabal as a valuable ally, nurses him back to health and convinces him to reform the Black Dragons. 🐲

Havik seeks out others to assist him in his cause, but it is unknown how much of a part he plays in Onaga's downfall. 🤔

By the end of the canon lore, Havik is able to somewhat fulfill his wish with Onaga's defeat but is unable to obtain his heart. (Havik wanted to restore the Chaos that once ravaged Outworld by bringing the heroes' worst enemy back to life as was shown in his non-canon ending). 💔

Mortal Kombat Armageddon (2006):

Havik plays a very minor role due to the large roster. 🎭

He appears as an illusion battling the Edenian demigod Taven. 👻

The real Havik makes his last and final appearance during the battle of Armageddon, joining the forces of darkness in their war against the light. ⚔️

Despite his connection to the Chaos Realm and his defiance of mortal laws, Havik dies during Armageddon. 💀

Comic Book:

In the MKX comic book line, Havik was portrayed as the main antagonist. 🔪

He used the blood code, a powerful form of blood magic, to enchant the kamidogu daggers. 🩸

Anyone cut by these blades would be infected by his possession, allowing him to spread chaos across the realms. 💥

Despite its initial release being canon, the comic book line was later retconned. 📚

Mortal Kombat 1 (2023):

Havik's story in the new era is drastically changed as Liu Kang's vision is one without a Chaos Realm. 🌌

Now, the title "Havik" is given to an already existing MK character named Dairou introduced in MK Deception. 🔱

Dairou was a former god of the Order Realm who was stripped of his title for killing the murderer of his family. ⚖️

Dairou strongly disliked the Order Realm and fought against it actively. ⚔️

Dairou's bio mentions the idea of chaos, but there was no connection between him and Havik until the new era. 🌀

"Once a member of the Seidan Guard. I believed in the power of Order and lived by the strict codes of my superiors. I had saved many lives during my years of service. But when I killed an assailant in a fit of rage, I was arrested and sentenced to a life of incarceration. For all the good I had done, the event that had come to define me was that one moment of Chaos. I eventually escaped during a riot incited by the Resistance. I emerged from prison a changed man. No longer would I follow orders of the Seidan. Neither could I bring myself to give in to Chaos. Instead, I opted to serve myself. I became a mercenary, a warrior for hire, and have become revered in Orderrealm's secret underground. My neutrality has been put to the test, however, as my current contract is to find and kill my former guardsman, Hotaru."

In the new era, Dairou takes on the title of Havik in defiance of the Order Realm. ⚔️

Havik does not have a family in this timeline, as his fall from grace was due to the Order Realm's belief that purging chaos was the only way to save the realm. 👪

Havik forms an uneasy partnership with Quan Chi, who grants him supernatural abilities. 🤝

Havik makes his first appearance in the game during Ashrah's chapter, where he and Darrius hand over a red crystal to Quan Chi to power her soul harvester. 🔴

Havik battles Ashrah but is defeated. ⚔️

Havik later appears at the Ying Fortress, guarding the stronghold and keeping out intruders. 🏰

Havik successfully keeps out intruders until Scorpion and Sub-Zero infiltrate the facility. 🔥❄️

Havik and Darrius are defeated by Scorpion, who melts off half of Havik's face, giving him his iconic look. 💀

Havik's story ends here in the game, but his aftermath is revealed in the game's story. 📜

After the Deadly Alliance crumbles and Titan Shang Tsung is defeated, Havik achieves his goal of cleansing Seido by causing a great flood with the help of Rain. 🌊

Tens of thousands of Seidans die, and Havik turns Seido into an anarchist Utopia. 🌪️

Another Havik emerges after the battle of Armageddon. 🌀

This Havik is a Titan variant with many followers. 🌟

He swears that the next time such madness, murder, and anarchy occur, it will never stop. ⚔️

I am sure that Havik's character will continue to grow and shock us in the most chaotic and unpredictable ways in the future. I can't wait to see him as a main villain. I mean, he definitely showed us in the last minute of the game what he is capable of.

[soelvfisk]

Er ikke blevet indlagt. Er stadig bare i kælderen. Sover meget og dukker op ovenpå når min mor lægger puslespil om aftenen. Min far er forsigtig og smiler når han taler. Kan mærke han gør sig umage og jeg håber han kan mærke at jeg sætter pris på det. Synes også det er synd for ham at han ikke er en der kan hjælpe mig lige nu, selvom det er tydeligt at han prøver. Det er en lettelse at han forstår, at afstanden er ret nødvendig. Uden at det bliver kilde til konflikt. Det er sin egen slags hjælp.

Jeg havde opsagt lejligheden efter 7 sølle dage. Måske det er derfor jeg ikke blev indlagt faktisk - min udlejer skrev tilbage og spurgte om jeg ville blive boende, hvis de gjorde en indsats for at dæmpe støjgener. Jeg sagde ja. Selvom jeg lige så godt kunne have sagt nej. Tror det er fordi jeg håber på trivsel. Håber på at indlæggelse ikke er nødvendigt. Har ikke så gode oplevelser med at blive indlagt. Jeg er for dygtig til at være patient uden at være mig selv. Som om jeg er gæst på lægernes arbejdsplads og helst ikke må gøre livet svært for dem. Som om jeg bor på deres kontor. Og så føler jeg mig mega svigtet når de skriver wack ting i min journal. Det bekræfter mig i at de er pressede… eller at jeg ikke kan kommunikere ordentligt. Gad godt være et sted hvor nogen bare synes at jeg gav mening. Det kommer vel en dag. Det tror jeg meget på, fordi dette sted findes:) lige her. Selvom man er alene bag sin skærm.

Jeg synes det er svært at vide hvad der er rigtigt og forkert at gøre, fordi jeg er bange for at tage fejl. Især her mens jeg er isoleret. Men er på en måde lettet over at beholde hjemmet. Lejligheden. Til trods for mine nedsmeltninger. Som om at - okay - nu har jeg en base, hvorfra jeg lige så stile kan lukke op for verden. Jeg skal bare lige blive klar til at flytte derhen. Og så er det jo mega sødt af min udlejer at ville bruge energi på at finde løsninger. Det havde de ikke behøvet at bruge tid på. Men det er vel mere holdbart end at bruge tid på at finde en ny lejer, på en måde? Ved ik. Må bare huske at jeg ikke skylder nogen at blive boende. Hvis nu det ikke går godt. I mine gamle hjem har jeg nok meget følt, at jeg bare skulle sætte mig ned og være taknemmelig over overhovedet at have et hjem. Også selvom jeg var i giga mistrivsel.

De ting jeg skal bruge energi på det næste stykke tid, er at svare på mails, udfylde spørgeskema fra kommune, finde en seng, få en døgnrytme og spise mad hver dag. Omg orker ikke når jeg remser det op på den måde. Sagde til min søster at jeg håber, at jeg en dag får det godt nok til at blive forelsket igen. Så kaldte hun mig en lille scoremis og sagde at det var hun slet ikke i tvivl om:) Jeg ved ikke om jeg er en scoremis, men kan godt lide tanken om at jeg en dag har nok energi til både at være en bedre ven overfor mine venner og kan overskue kontakt med mennesker igen og så oveni det også har energi til at møde et menneske jeg gerne vil være tæt-tæt med. At jeg får energi til at dele ud af kærlighed på allemulige måder igen. Glæder mig til at elske lidt mere højlydt og tydeligt. Intentionelt. Det er svært at være væk fra den slags.

Græd i går fordi jeg ikke kunne spise andet end persille uden at få brækfornemmelse. Det er tanken om mine tænder der blander maden med spyt når jeg tygger. Forvandler tingene til noget andet end det jeg puttede ind i min mund. Da jeg var lille havde jeg set et closeup af toast med smeltet smør under et mikroskop og jeg har ikke spist toast med smeltet smør siden, fordi jeg stadig kan huske billedet. Det lyder så dumt. Og jeg føler mig SÅ dum, når den slags forhindrer mig i at passe på min krop. Mig selv. Jeg kunne være et menneske i trivsel, men det er jeg ikke. Og jeg føler det er mig selv der står i vejen. Selvom jeg godt ved, at alt lige nu er en reaktion på nedern ting. Der er intet at sige til, at jeg bliver irri på mig selv. Jeg forstår, når folk siger jeg skal tage mig sammen. Så sidder jeg der i sengen i min søsters skab og spiser persille med tårer i øjnene. Det er jo skørt og frustrerende på samme tid. Fordi jeg ved at min krop er sulten efter mere end det, men alt hvad jeg kan fordre mig med, giver mig det der bræk-savl i kinderne. Så er det bare vildt meget man skal tage sig sammen i løbet af en dag, når alt kræver den slags energi. Fysisk og mentalt. I dag har jeg spist 1dl havregryn med mælk og halvdelen af en lille skål med røde linser og kylling. Og drukket vand og pepsi max. I går spiste jeg persille og en twix. Men jeg får hjælp. Jeg har en madplan jeg skal følge i den nye lejlighed. En re-ernærings-madplan og derefter en vægtøgnings madplan. Kost-vejledninger. Cool stuff. Ja. Hm. Men ja, vil gerne være dygtig til at passe på mig selv. Og føle at det er holdbart. I hele livet. Også hvis det indebærer indlæggelse. Også hvis det indebærer flytning. Også hvis det indebærer perioder med afstand og stilhed. Det er svært at følge et kort, hvis ikke det passer med det terræn man står overfor. Så stopper kortet med at være trygt at have. Og så må man prøve sig frem, istedet for at klamre sig til et perspektiv der ikke stemmer overens med virkeligheden. Tror stadig lidt at jeg holder fast i et kort, som jeg skal forsøge at lægge fra mig.

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funny tv man video so funny super f✓cking funny so silly glabbily goobery goob gab glaggler giggles skibidi skab dab doodoo.

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GIDEON PROPAGANDA INCOMING

Remember how Gid talked about the King of Hearts? How he, out of all of them, folded the most easily? Not even in a “haha yeah he’s so handsome IN AN ASPIRATIONAL WAY”, just fully “wow I am blushing so hard rn; Me King of Hearts, my own is RACING” way. That man KNOWS he’s bi, he just hasn’t fully unraveled his feelings for Kremy and/or is actively working against Kremy’s own internalized bugaboos on intimacy. And the “I Toy Soldiers™ this bitch” moment, after seething about how Skab treated Kremy?? Automatically doing things for Kremy (holding onto his package for Electrum Chef [take that as you will], from a meta perspective being turned into one of the chefs biased towards him, being the one to find him in the forest in spite of being sleepy tired, literally all of the shady things Gideon does has done & will do for Kremy, the cigarette holder!!!!). The way that Gideon reacts every time Kremy is either downed or dies?? “ALL OF MY FAVOURITE ATTRIBUTES”?????

And yes, Witchlight is the goofy comedy podcast, but ALL of this is canon. Saying Gideon isn’t flaming (pun intended) is like saying the King of Hearts isn’t handsome & suspiciously mysterious, or Hootsie isn’t a delightful iPad kid.

500 gold pieces is a lot, yes, but given where Gid has come from, I think what he has given Kremy (unrestricted trust, loyalty, companionship) far outpaces that. Fuck, I wouldn’t be surprised if Kremy has Gideon’s soul in his hand. I am fully confident that this bisexual bitch can take this entire competition!!

True true, I forgot about the King of Hearts (it's been a while since I've last watched Witchlight I will admit)

but I wouldn't be so confident about Gideon taking the whole thing- the way it's shaping up both he and Kremy are likely to take the last round, and we all know how Kremy has been absolutely crushing everyone he goes up against

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SKAB Menilai Dinamika Pilgub Banten Kini Layak Bagi Pelaksanaan Demokrasi ke Depan

Banten – Pengurus Organisasi Kader Kepemudaan Suara Kreasi Anak Bangsa (SKAB), Bagas Ario Bimo, mengatakan dinamika politik Pemilihan Gubernur Banten 2024 yang saat ini ada, adalah dinamika politik yang sehat dalam sebuah praktik pelaksanaan demokrasi ke depan. Hal itu diutarakan Bagas melihat adanya kejutan besar dilakukan Partai Gerindra jelang Pilgub Banten 2024, dengan mendeklarasikan…

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One thing about Home Movies is that I wish we knew more about Skab and Duane. Like why are these high schoolers agreeing to provide music for this eight year old and his friends movies and even volunteering at fairs and camps for them ?