#sirius&remus&james&peter

[loop-deloo]

All good

helllooo its still the 4th for like 10 minutes my time so im doing it

this is a continuation from yesterday i think but can be read on its own for sure (sorry i have no idea how to link other posts) just know that the four of them are all on one bed at the Potters after the Run Away and Sirius just had a nightmare. so CW nightmares, referenced child abuse, and remnants of panic

EDIT i figured out how to link posts i think so here’s Part 1: With my whole heart

for prompt “dream” @wolfstarmicrofic

“Hi, love,” Remus says softly—it’s so so soft and Sirius has never been more grateful, “You back with us?”

“Hi,” Sirius knows he has to say something, can still feel Remus taking measured breaths and James and Peter hovering carefully, quietly. “Hi, sorry, I’m here.”

“No apologies,” Peter whispers, “remember? Not for that stuff.” And James looks like he can’t speak but he wants to and Sirius looks at him fully, with wide eyes and thats what does it. He can only watch as his big (younger) brother’s face all but crumbles. He finds it within himself to reach out because he knows he needs to. After things like this, know James tries so hard to give him space and love and anything he could want. He knows James is not a creature of limited touch but he holds back, for Sirius. So he reaches outing pulls a small smile from nowhere when James looks up questioningly (hopefully). Peter smiles at Sirius, practically beams, when James tucks his head far into Sirius’ side and crushes his hands in between them. Sirius isn’t sure he’s comfortable but he’s also not sure that that’s the point of this arrangement so he lets James be.

“Pete?” Sirius questions, beckoning him to join with just that. It doesn’t take anything more and then they’re all curled up there. Remus doesn’t stop stroking his hair and Sirius can still feel his boyfriend’s heart beating hard and fast below his head even as his hands are steady and his breaths are deep. 

“You ok?” He says it softly, not wanting to startle the hastily formed calm of the night.

Remus chuckles, “Am I ok? Are you joking?”

“Tosser, I’m fine and my heart isn’t eh one thats about to run for the hills.”

Remus cringes, “Oof sorry, I was trying to get it under control.”

“No apologies,” Peter murmurs again, “remember? Not for that stuff.”

“Sorry Pete,” Remus replies, and is already starting to laugh at himself when Sirius pokes him.

“Idiot,” Sirius says fondly. “Seriously, I’m getting worried for your health.”

“Shut up,” And it’s sweet but soft enough that Sirius’ own heart twinges. No one comments on his pun-slip.

“It was just a dream, Moons.”

“It wasn’t though.” 

“It was, I’m here, I’m safe. You’re here, We’re all good.”

“You are, you are. We’re all good. But still, dreams.”

Dreams, Sirius thinks. “I’m here.” He repeats.

[natti-ice]

18+ mdni

that reality check hitting after reading smut

[thatboisus]

me logging onto tumblr after consuming a new piece of media

[aphrcdites]

the bond between a girl and their favorite fictional man is both an unstoppable force and an immovable object

[bethsvrse]

me staring at my ceiling after y/n does the most FLABBERGASTING thing ever

[doodlemcjazzhands]

[sennenrings]

after the full moon, circa 1976

do not repost my art.

[beataylorsversion]

why can't gay people flirt normally

like "ur cute," "no ur cute," isn't that hard

it doesn't have to be:

"finally the flesh reflects the madness within,"

"well, you'd know all about the madness within wouldn't you remus?"

[dellaray]

Chapter 2: First Year: The Hogwarts Express

“None of you are related to me, are you?” He drawled. He had the same high, upper class accent that Peter and James had. Remus disliked them all at once, knowing that they’d think he was common – and a half blood, whatever that was.

“Don’t think so.” James replied, grinning, “James Potter.” He held out a hand again. The other boy shook it, easily,

“Oh good, a Potter. Dad told me not to talk to you.”

[outromoony]

I hate that headcanon that says Peter betrayed them all, James and Lily died, Harry became an orphan, Sirius went to prison for 12 years for a crime he didn't commit, and Remus spent more than a decade alone. Lmao, like, who thought that was a good idea?

[moonshadoes]

i feel like peter would be that friend who is always on the most random side quests 😭 like they’re all blowing up the gc wondering where he is and bro’s judging a dog show 3 towns over 😭😭😭

[frckldmnstr]

[natti-ice]

18+ mdni

Me: “fuck, I need his cock”

Him: *is literally just words on tumblr*

[thatboisus]

reading a good ass fanfic up until it said something that just makes you want to stop reading

[icedcoffeebabyy]

I fear no fancast will ever match how sexy Sirius Black actually is.

[bethsvrse]

me when writing