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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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Everlasting A5
#when I tried to post this tumblr signed me out of my account???#all that work and I wasn't even happy with it halfway through but now I love this thang. yay#X's clock hand has no gears on it for lore reasons and not because I didn't wanna draw it I swear#this is actually the first time I've drawn both Abram and Abel. Abram was a darling to draw and Abel had his face redrawn 14 times#I believe it's physically impossible not to make Adam look real pretty in literally anything. plus I took tattoo liberties and I like em#he's barefoot in my heart but unfortunately I cannot draw feet.#anyways. justifications:#Time Duck as an abno has its event centred around what one perceives it to be - a rabbit or a duck#this links to Fau in how it can be unclear when it is her and when it is the Gesellschaft. who she is at any one point is somewhat up to yo#and I think it links very similarly to the A5 - are they truly all one in the same#or are they different people with the same - or similar enough - starting points#especially for X - which is why he's the goopy-est - is he simply Ayin once again or has he changed to the point of being his own person#that goes for every loop's X as well. can the same shape change enough in ones eyes to become an entirely different animal#also the time theme and Fau's corrosion quote 'Thus. You cease to move. Trapped in the stopped time. For eternity'#is an obvious reference to the time loop shenanigans at L Corp HQ#they are all trapped by him in the same 50 days. never to move forward with the rest of the world. for a practical eternity#also doomsday clock on Fau's corrosion is a reference to how A and D keep paralleling eachother and probably know eachother from somewhere#the tremor on the E.G.O is like how each thing that happened brought him closer to the brink [aka the stagger threshold]#and the sinking on the gift [gestures at Abram]#plus the mechanical theme connects to how Ayin looked towards the seemingly infallible idea of the machine in his time of need#fanart#ayin lobcorp#abram lobcorp#abel lobcorp#adam lobcorp#x lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#limbus company#🌑🌘🌗🌖🌕#NEVER DRAW GEARS PLEASE JUST TRUST ME ON THIS ONE IT IS NEVER WORTH IT
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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything#maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory#and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey#and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all#and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao#idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore#so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol#and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to#and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly#but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.
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i broke my favorite mug 😔i’m going shave my head again
#first I dropped another cup on it and the handle broke off but I fixed it that shit is Not coming off again thank you jb weld#that was a few days ago and so now just a bit ago I dropped it in the sink trying to wash it out bc the dishwasher didnt do it’s fuckin job#and now there’s a hairline fracture all down the cup itself. i only noticed bc it dripped my coffee on me#so i don’t think there’s any fixing it now#will probably never find an exact replacement bc it was like. a bargain bin ass mug. it was on sale and it was the only one there like that
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by the way. begging ocd positivity posts and any posts about ocd or targeted to ocd havers to never ever again say anything resembling "if you're worried about being a bad person, it just means you're a good person! you wouldn't be so scared of bad things if you were actually bad." Is your brain the size of a pea. Can you think maybe for a minute why telling people with an obsessive anxiety looping disorder that results in self harmful compulsive repetitive behaviors (that if left to fester will get worse and worse) that if they feel bad it means they're actually good. Do you want to send people with ocd directly to hell forever or do you just not stop to think about things very often
#actually ocd#ocd#ocd positivity#idfk idgaf graahh read my words bwshhhh#charlie words#Literally it has been more helpful for me to think “maybe i am. maybe im not. ill just do the best i can same as any other day”#about morality related ocd.#and when you say “maybe i am” and it hurts and it feels terrifying and makes you wanna breath heavy.#thats what “maybe im not. ill just do my thing anyway” is for. but the goal is to stop giving the intrusive fears power. let em be.#maybe you are. maybe you arent. just do your thing. your intrusive fears dont need to define you. find yourself elsewhere. in your hobbies.#your relationships. it feels impossible and ocd isnt something that goes away but if you learn how to remove that power from thoughts#it gets easier#i know ive worded this very coldly and while i understand individuals are just trying to help. its just. come on#it needs to sink in what youre doing when you parrot those sentiments. so you understand why it doesnt help to parrot them#maybe that sentiment really does help someone with a passing anxiety. if they dont have a disorder that obsesses over it#and sends you down compulsive loops
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The day Sadie Sink, Walker Scobell, Brady Noon, Ethan Cutkosky, Emma Kenney, Noel Fisher, Leo Howard, Dana Heath, Havan Flores, Luca Luhan, Terrence Little Gardenhigh, or Sophia Lillis get cancelled is the day I just end it all and bury myself alive in my backyard
#i don’t want to live to see the day everyone starts hating any of them#everyone i used to love is just getting cancelled and we need to protect all of these people#please i can’t have this happen pls gods don’t let them do stupid shit#sadie sink#walker scobell#brady noon#ethan cutkosky#emma kenney#noel fisher#sophia lillis#havan flores#luca luhan#dana heath#leo howard#terrence little gardenhigh#if any of you know something i dont pls don’t tell me i won’t be able to handle it#this noah schnapp thing is getting to me man#now i’m worried any of them are gonna go and do something as stupid as him
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Stolitz breakup this, Fizz with a forklift that, my favorite part of the Full Moon episode was this movie poster in the baby carriage rescue scene
#to be clear#the stolitz breakup was DEVASTATING#and fizz's presence in the episode made my day#but i will laugh out loud at any and all mentions of the orcas sinking yachts#helluva boss#full moon
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Old man shang tsung is happy i choose him,and continue to choose him and his ending. And to me,he won.
But also i swear if i was in mk11 aftermath,i feel like this man would take every damn opportunity to rizz me up. Not for any nefarious reason,nah. Just to flex,and he genuinely likes my company. Bruh.
Yeah,this old man has lvls of smug thru the roof.
Cute lil ol dastardly cheeky old man.
Made his outfit more purplish,as a nod to his og 1992 outfit.
Smug cutie.
#mortal kombat#self ship#self shipping#shang tsung#💚heart and soul🐍#shang tsung mortal kombat#mk f/o#antagonist f/o#villain f/o#villain/antagonist f/o#used a base#my art#legitimately he would absolutely sink his claws into me and never let go as soon as i show a crumb of a genuine affection to him#especially as an old man because old man shang needs more love#foxy grandpa sorcerer can get it any day#❤🐉the dragon's perch🐉❤
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podcast people, what do you do whilst listening to your podcasts??
#id be cleaning rn but i brought down the laundry#& there werent any bags upstairs so i just carried the whole basket down#thats what i usually do#i know putting it back in the bags is smarter but i prefer this way okay#anywayss bc there is no laundry basket i have no place to put dirty rags#considering the next step is to clean the toilet & sink thats pretty important#i could probably change my sheets now#but i dont want to#bc i hate changing sheets#worst task ever#id clean 3 toilets a week if i never had to change any sheets again#cant vaccuum bc its too late in the day#i did the litterboxes#cant clean the windows bc rags#cant mop bc i need to vaccuum first#the other stuff i dont want to do#like dusting & rearranging stuff#bc those are tasks you do when youve cleaned everything else yknow#so anyways i want to listen a bit more but i have nothing to do while i listen#& i cant pay attention like that#but also i cant do most things bc they get me distracted#it has to be something very mindless#mine
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Neopets has, very skillfully, managed to actually make me use their site less because of their attempted revival. Amazing work, everyone
#nat chat#neotag#i got Little Tasks fatigue because there are so many dailies now that i just stopped doing any of them#it was fine when the void bits where all in the same predictable location#but having to go on reddit every day to find where they are is apparently one more step than i really want to deal with#i have shit to do and it turned into too much of a time sink
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trying to calculate if im falling ill (hopefully not) or if this is just autistic fatigue (not much better but at least i'd have some level of control)
#its mainly just. muscle pain + tiredness + headache#all of which could be either or#the debate is if my brother's illness (which im trying to avoid) has gotten me#or if screaming for like 2 hours while in the center of a large crowd and then listening to loud music for another hour#got to me#if its autistic fatigue then i can make it a lil better by just resting and engaging with special interest stuff#if its a cold i have 0 control over that and won't be able to do any more orientation stuff#and might have to miss the first days of classes#which is NOT ideal and i do NOT want that to happen#(when it comes to avoiding my brother's cold ive been isolating from the rest of my family)#(avoiding touching things they touch. using my personal mini towel to turn off the sink and turn door handles)#(washing myself thoroughly and taking immunity vitamins and orange juice and stuff)#(etc etc. this worked the last time but idk if it'll work this time around)
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I’m sad as hell but I made one of my old DnD OC’s in final fantasy properly because he’s been in 1 (one) screenshot before I really dug my teeth into Customizing and Modding my blorbeans to look like my blorbeans which is great, cos he’s my baby boy baby… he does the gardening…. He’s retired…. He has anxieties….
Anyways here’s Sebastian (Sasha) Orlev he’s from a Curse of Strahd campaign and became my baby boy baby (and also a wereraven, but don’t worry about that, also disregard the carbuncle n minion I’m hanging onto my happiness by my fingernails rn and that’s an emotional support carb in a onesie okay,)
He’s also Keathan’s retainer and Ishi’s [unofficial Gardener].
#literally just spun the camera around him a bunch after I nudged his scaling into shape properly#I’m trying to hold it together but I thought about chicken cordon bleu and. 😞#he thinks he’s socially awkward but does well when there’s someone else to take the lead. he’s over 7 ft tall and#He likes quiet rainy mornings and lavender milk tea.#he has a tattoo of an anchor that says ‘I refuse to sink’.#ffxiv Sasha#day-2-day#he was an adventurer when he first arrived for a couple years but retired to tend Keathan’s home and later also Ishi’s. he was a Paladin.#no reblogs for this because it’s. I dunno I just don’t want it reblogged. it’s not a picture I put any efforts into it’s just a visual.#yes i twinked the Roegadyn but it was either beef an elezen or twink a Roegadyn and he’s really a twink Roegadyn by vibe.#there is not a Regal French Bone in his body.#ffxiv side squad#Using him for some of the asks as soon as I can. deal out my emotions. enough. I asked for prompts when things were at a 7 and I expected it#to slowly drop from a 7 over the next coming days and instead it shot up to a 15 so. uh. yeah :’)
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Guys if you see something you don't like, if there are dark themes or ideas that I've talked about, or fics that deal with subject matter that you don't like, then please do what's best for you and your mental health and just unfollow and block me. No one has to agree with my ideas or like my content, but I also don't need messages or comments about why you dislike it. I'm making my content for me and sharing it on a platform so it can find the people who do like it. If it's not for you, then it is 100% okay for you to not like it and make sure you don't have to see my stuff again!
But if you go out of your way to message me or send me replies that talk about how you don't like it, then I will block you because I don't want that negativity in my space either.
#tanco speaks#i havent even written any of the dark stuff i was discussing being interesting ideas to explore#and there are already comments about it#when i actually do write dark fic i try to tag it as comprehensively as possible#i just wanted to play in a sandbox of rusty nails and broken glass because it can be a fascinating place to explore characters#but at this point there are peoplebi see in my notifications feed that make my stomach sink#because 80% of the time they comment on my works#whatever they write ruins my whole day#i try to give people one or two chances but this is my space and i dont want you here anymore
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excitement about moving into my apartment in less than two weeks vs dread about spending money on buying various supplies and also on rent
#it comes with the basic furniture which is great and definitely one of the pluses of this complex#and my mom is able to help me with rent#but still!!! everything is expensive!!! i am stressed!!!#but i cannot wait to be back in the city where i go to school bc the boredom of being at home will sink in any day#my prediction is on friday as on thursday im going to the organization i puppy raise for’s dog graduation#and will see some of my friends so i’ll get home and be like why am i here#very hyped for the graduation tho bc my girl iris is graduating she won’t be there bc she lives in california but i get to celebrate her!!!
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since we're heading back into bug season after another warm wet winter, if you're overrun with tiny fruit flies/black gnats again this year, put out a bowl or ramekin of malt vinegar beside your sink/drain/trash/problem area and they'll drown themselves en masse. some ppl say mix it with dish soap or whatever else but i find it works best with just vinegar (i think some soap scents put the gnats off). works better than any store bought fly trap i've tried.
#i have a little repurposed gu cheesecake dish full of vinegar beside my sink and get like 10-20 gnats a day#its fuckin narsty but there's an abandoned chippy directly beneath us that attracts them so no matter how clean my kitchen is....YUCK#tbh they'll divebomb nearly any liquid you leave out but malt vinegar is apparently like crack to them
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do y’all ever think about how yancy knows how to break out of prison and actively chooses not to. do you ever think about how when he breaks us out he knows the way so easily as if he’s been there a million times before. do you ever wonder if at some point he considered breaking himself out and just couldn’t go through with it.
#i have been thinking about this for the last few days it’s absolutely rotted my brain. like it’d occurred to me before but my brain is sooo#fixated on this lately like he. he knows. and he doesn’t. he’s done bad things and he doesn’t think he deserves it#just. younger yancy who just killed his parents and hasn’t fully processed anything trying to break himself out#standing at the gate knowing he can take a step out and be free again. and he doesn’t. and everything sinks in for him and he just slowly#goes back to his cell. and a few more times he does the exact same thing but… he just can’t bring himself to leave.#he constructs this half-truth about prison life being great and makes friends- makes a family. but. when y/n leaves the first thing he says#is that he’s done bad things. the ‘and hey! this is home!’ seems more like an afterthought that he’s trying to convince himself is true#god the fact that y/n gets a universal key in ending 12… i can see y/n breaking in to try and convince him to leave but he just won’t. he#could’ve gotten out before even without that. but he won’t. if he’s gonna get out he’s gonna do it right. even if it means he can’t stab any#one anymore :( and cmon everyone knows he loves to STAB#this seemed more tangential to include but also. do you think yancy’s ever broken anyone else out?#…do they visit? he was absolutely overjoyed when y/n visited in space i think he doesn’t get that many ngl…#god this character has like 15 or 16 minutes of screen time idk i haven’t recounted after space came out#*pats his head* this bad boy can fit so much overanalysis and headcanons in him#yancy#markiplier#yancy ahwm#ahwm yancy
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