#since. world reset

[casscreative]

@kakyoinmonth day 7: sbr-verse

usually for a prompt like this i would draw who i think kakyoin got reincarnated as after the world reset for the sbr universe, and for the record i think it's usagi so far, but since jojolands has only just started im not super cemented on that idea yet, and as such i jsut drew cowboy au since. sbr. LOL

[currentlyonstandbi]

thinking about that article where Aidan talks about Five being lost this season, about how he doesn't know what his place is in the universe. thinking about how it might be because there's no longer any apocalypse to stop, no world to save, and comparing it to similar circumstances in season 3. thinking about the fact Five's response to having fulfilled his purpose in that situation is not to despair but to celebrate. you could argue that maybe it's because the reality of it hasn't set in, that he's essentially in the honeymoon phase of no longer having a place in the world, but I'd argue there's another consideration - his family. Five in S3 is content, happy even, despite no longer having a purpose because at least he still knows his place. and that's amongst the people he's dedicated decades of his life to saving. thinking about how, by the end of the season, Five was ready to finally put an end to it all - no more stopping the apocalypse. because at least he'd get to go out surrounded by the people he loved. but S4 sees them all split up. and now Five's without a purpose and without his family. and there's no end of the world to save them from; they won, timeline fixed, universe restored. his family is finally safe. and Five is still alone.

the unbearable tragedy of getting what you want.

[ducktracy]

compilation of my villagers bullying me. this will be a growing collection. these are all from today alone.

[ganondoodle]

so, im thinking about making the totk rewritten project into a giant big ol collection of redesigns and rewrites instead of somethign akin to a comic, since im already working on one and i also want to dip my toes into gamedev and it would get a little much

i thought about separating it into segments like, world (sky, surface, underground), gameplay (abilities, combat etc), narrative (story/lore) and so on

i would do sketches of varying quality with explanations and mechanics; a little bit like a making of .. but its instead a rewrite lol, kinda like the concepts i already made but more orderly put together like an actual design document thing

made a blog for it where i will put all those concepts once i have it all together @totk-rewritten

[nanaten]

if you hate nana mother 3 you will die and go to hell

[thosewildcharms]

not to over-indulge in my own tags and this extremely hyperspecific au but walk with me for a minute. it's this scene from the series finale of LOST except make it rick and michonne. and instead of it being them reuniting in the afterlife it's them reuniting after the poof! no apocalypse timeline reset and they're getting flashbacks of the original zombie apocalypse timeline. do you see my vision.

[spotaus]

Thinking about Orchid and her connection to my take on Gender (because this was meant to be about her and the Crew but it just devolved into a character analysis kinda??? More trauma-dumping maybe???) This is very much an oc/personal rant so feel free to ignore it 🫡

So, Orchid started off as a character I didn't really think much of (hear me out this is going to be relevant) because I wanted to add a 'girl' character but didn't know what to *do* with her, y'know? She was always going to be the strongest one there, she had the odds stacked in her favor with her parents. She was always going to be the gloomy side-character to match Reset's energy. But I think she's gone through every stage of Generic Woman I could possibly find.

At first she was angry and abrasive (think Fell!Sans) where every other word was a curse and she was likely to throw the first punch then laugh as she kicks her enemy while they're down. This was when Reset was a cartoonishly self-centered villain whose goal was simply to prove others wrong. Then Orchid became a sort of sisterly figure. This was short-lived, but she was the one comforting people who Reset would torment, but would ultimately follow his orders, because at this point he was actually a danger and sadistic. And then there was the phase where the story mellowed out and she became the token Goth Girl who, yes she was strong, but was heavy on the 'whatever' energy. Then there was her Era of deep self-loathing and anxiety about her worth that held her back and made her a much more timid and meek character who would only lash out on occasion.

Now, Orchid is the best of those iterations I've written yet. She's calm, level-headed, and a natural leader. Her father raised those traits into her. But she's very reactive, and can be silly, and when she's comfortable it's likely that air of importance transforms into something more comfortable and familiar. She laughs loudly and grins wide, she likes loud video-games but loves to read in the quiet. She's extremely disciplined, and normally no one can get through her tough exterior besides her best friend, Reset. She does what she does for her own enjoyment, sure, but she's thought of every angle and makes her choice to help Reset and control the others with her whole chest. She still worries she won't live up to her invisible expectations, and that and her loyalty are her two driving forces.

I know that Orchid is important to me because she's the longest-running female oc I've had. I have a rough relationship with womanhood/girlhood and I know looking back that Orchid recieved every ounce of my distaste for being a woman that I could shovel into her. That never made her less of a character, she was actually always one of my favorites, and rarely was she a 'punching bag oc'. I just... projected onto her a lot. And she's a good sign of how I've learned who I am. I've decided that my own femininity is something I could live without. I'd rather not associate myself with it, and I'd like to leave it in my past, focusing on a future where I'm not tied down with any gender roles or expectations. That won't happen, but I've come to terms with it myself. Orchid though? I figured out through her that I don't have to hate women characters. My own distaste for my circumstances doesn't mean I have to push it onto my characters (on God I've never expressed anything rude to actual people, that'd be rude as hell and uncalled for, but I have a bad habit of disliking fictional women in media). So, Orchid is a well-roubded character finally. She has motivations abd goals and a *lot* more depth than I ever expected her to. She's happy with being a woman, she's content. She's not treated differently for it in unfair ways by those she cares about, so she doesn't mind it. She likes to wear pretty outfits and lets Reset add bows to her ribbons. She doesn't let being a woman hold her back in the slightest.

So, yeah. Orchid is one of my babies. If I ever leave this Fandom behind for good, she's one that's coming with (Ichor, Orchid, and Pretender all have human designs I can use elsewhere lol-) but in the meantime I'll just rotate her around in my brain for a while longer.

If I'm right, she's been with me for nearly 5-6 years and I went through a *lot* with her as an outlet. So, she's kinda just like an old stuffed animal. A lil ripped, matted fur, maybe a stain or two, but there's a story there and that makes it important beyond belief.

[fumifooms]

Just finished Fool Night vol 7 (chap 63) and clutching my head. Mayhaps I shall never be the same. Oh Mukuru Izumi the villain that you are… "What’s back teryas? Veer usses?" "What’s oxygen? Is it like air?" "What’s that? What are you holding?" "Do you think I can live happily one day?" Just shoot me mysterious masked guy it’ll hurt less idc anymore just do it. This is my csm Aki I feel the tragedy in my bones even more here

It’s the cycle of revenge right, that goes on and on until there’s no one left to avenge the last one murdered— And the thought that there’d be no one that would remember or care or want or try to avenge Mukuru is the fucking saddest thing I’ve ever heard.

Trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers but man. Fool Night, the manga that’ll make me cry over trees… Like so far I’ve only cried once and it was during the first umm trees field scene right, because it was simply too fucking real yeah that’d happen yeah, but my god. They’re not just trees they’re lives and they’re not just lives they’re humans and more but does it matter and what are souls???? What are feelings????? What is communication?????? "Oh sure I’ll bring you to Shiika." then that. evil.

…….. And also today I started NegaPosi Angler!!! Great and comfy so far very looking forward to watching it every week. For anyone who didn’t know yet I have a weird ultra fixation on fishing in media in general, Tsuritama and River King are two of my fave things, sooo this is perfect for me lol, came around just at the right time too. Big recommend. Surprisingly topical since both NegaPosi and Fool Night deal with poverty hm. It’s csm Denji meets FN Toshiro except this guy fixes his life through fishing. Bless.

2 works that make me say "I want to live!!" in very different ways! 😀 Fool Night’s out in english through Viz what are you doing here go check it out

[senselessalchemist]

wrote 30k words and decided I didn't like them or the order i put them in and so started over. alright cool great thank you brain 👍👍

[leliwardens]

solas should of been all up in fiona's dms for HER LITERAL BLIGHT IMMUNITY like??? he had an unintentional hand in kind of causing that and having some sort of foothold in curing that should be, you know, kind of a big deal to him? overall???

[cresvalkyrie]

Just occurred to me how terrifying it can actually be when you have a godlike, possibly eldritch, entity who's so attached to you that they'll do literally anything you ask to get your approval.

[demi-kitty]

Me: I'm feeling overwhelmed and actually disabled by my disability. I don't think I can join another job, I'm not made for this shitty working world.

Me: *looks into disability benefits and how those work*

Me: *sighs and opens the job boards again*

[wolf-king-art]

I really want Aeor lore and to meet D, and if FCG can’t be there for it I really want them to pick up FRIDA. If I don’t get to see a robot confronting where they came from and who they used to be what is the fucking point.

[its-fjori]

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🐠 Grimtusk 🐠

.....🐟 Fishing Daily 🐟

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Summoning the Grimtusk Fishing Hole so I can get Taivan tomorrow

[iiguess]

HEADCANON. It's pretty clear that Sam is pretty empathetic and can feel strongly on certain things. However, when her emotions ( mainly any kind of despair or negative feelings from an incredibly distressing situation ) get to be too much? She tends to go through what I call an 'emotional reset'.

Emotional resets almost always happen when she either a) feels too many emotions at once, b) feels a specific emotion much too strongly, or c) a mixture of both. When this happens, her emotional state is 'reset', resulting in her becoming more—-for a lack of better terms—-blank in her expression. She usually doesn't speak much in this state, either, as most of her energy will be focused on solving what had caused her so much distress in the first place.

And when the 'problem' has been resolved, and/or someone she feels safe being vulnerable with appears? She'll most likely pass out from exhaustion and relief. The next time she wakes up, she'll be back to normal ( or as normal as she can be, anyways ).

[spitzyyyy]

i made a big oopsie in rain world aughhhh

i was NOT aware that eating those flies would kill her. fuck. uhhh.