#i’m so exhausted y’all like
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#haha. my smile doesn’t reach my eyes anymore and the bags under them are deep asf#i’m so exhausted y’all like#this year has been marginally better than the last ig bc no one has ****#(yet?)#but the little breaks i get in between the chaos just aren’t enough for me to bounce back#i’m determined enough to keep going but man it’s just sad to like. be able to see the light slowly going out of my eyes since 2021#i’m rly excited for the end of this month tho and i hope it gives me a bit of a reset#louis and then camping on my fav spot on earth#just gotta make it thru til then#pls universe can u CHILL#i’m trying my mf best ok#rowyn rambles#sorry for sad posting i just need to get these thoughts out and don’t wanna dump them on anyone#ily all hope ur having nice lil days out there in ur corners of the world 🫶
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the percy jackson racial discourse will never not be insane to me because rick has said several times that he was pressured to make pjo a very white and heteronormative series but as soon as he had power he made every other book as diverse and queer as he wanted.
how were you guys surprised that when given the opportunity, he diversified his story the way he had originally wanted to???
#y’all are so exhausting#I’m so glad I only see the sidelines but that’s still so toxic#I don’t understand how people have such awful takes like did we read the same books????#pjo tv show#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo
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“ouhhhh trans men are so privileged because they can get into women’s colleges and trans women can’t clearly this is them taking advantage of transmisogyny or something” what are you talking about legitimately what the fuck are you talking about. my ass is not getting into a women’s college even if i wanted to, but regardless the trans men who do aren’t doing so for some vague nefarious reason meant to hurt trans women. do you really think a trans man in a women’s college is going to be treated well, do you seriously think he wouldn’t be treated as an invader or a confused girl in need or correcting or a plaything?? do you not think that would be incredibly isolating????? why are you yelling at us when the cis people making these stupid rules are RIGHT THERE. trans men aren’t blocking trans women from getting into women’s colleges or other women’s spaces, and no we shouldn’t be inherently excluded from them either actually because we get no fucking support from the larger trans community. this isn’t even about the post that sparked this post anymore. i’m sick of my community being blamed for shit we DO NOT DO as a group because we’re an easier target than the cis people who actually have power.
#i’m immediately blocking anyone who acts like any group of trans people is a monolith or The Culprit#there’s a reason i’m not mentioning the identities of the people who sparked this post because i’ve heard the same shit#across the spectrum#transandrophobia#transphobia#i don’t even actively go search this shit out it just fucking appears on my dash#i’m so tired!!#just gonna immediately block people who rb that stuff from now on. y’all are exhausting bye
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No matter how I perform gender as a trans person it feels like I’m doing it wrong
#ocean.txt#trans#lgbt#transgender#kept this neutral so any trans person can relate#but yeah I’m tired#it always comes down to people projecting onto me or trying to enforce their own ideas onto me#it also seems like people just want to claim I’m too feminine to be a trans guy simply bc I’m a trans guy with long hair and not on hormones#I’m so tired of certain people in our community being regressive as fuck with gender and presentation#also do people know you cannot label others presentations🤩#stop telling me I’m feminine presenting when what you mean is you just wokely want to call me a woman lmao#yk what I’m gonna tag it with#transandrophobia#so y’all can enjoy this bc I’m sure y’all will relate too#shit is so fucking exhausting
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on second thought, I’m thinking I should’ve never come back to this app lmao
#🪷—faerie whispers#cause girl what is the actual fucking point anymore#it ain’t shit but JJK on this app#and I’m so goddamn tired of seeing it#I never have time to write anymore and when I do#it feels so underwhelming#like I’m hating everything I’ve put out in the past two months#sorry y’all#i’m having a bad day#I’m just exhausted and my one escape actually feels like hell now#the negative thoughts win again#literally proved my point from months ago#that it was never abt what we write#it was who we wrote for#I’m seeing rapper sukuna#plug choso#and baby daddy toji#the same hcs all the aot writers got shit and ran off of here for LMAO#the jokes write themselves#I thought it was classless and ghetto and harmful to blk women 🤪#or do y’all make passes for ur fuck ass favs just curious
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While I do think that Tubbo was a bit over the top today in regards to making light of the lore, I think it’s mainly because he’s tired of this arc and how there isn’t a roleplayable response unless the eye workers permit there to be. It’s frustrating on a viewer and player level for sure.
Does that mean he had to be over the top? No, but I do think its good to keep in mind that Mike also was messing around during the lore today and in the dapper kidnapping stream, Phil did not give a shit that dapper was downed and kidnapped even after being told he was. I can find Tubbo making jokes at the eye workers funny and someone else can find it annoying, I personally had a problem when he kept speaking over Bagi today, he’s a human who does annoying things that I don’t like sometimes.
I think we all get a bit too defensive of our favs (absolutely guilty) and forget that we find other people doing the same thing annoying too. People can respond to lore however they want, especially when it’s impromptu lore like today.
We don’t have to be up in arms about everything and you don’t have to hate on someone for acting how another person acted in the past. Streamers do things we don’t like sometime because (surprisingly) they’re individuals! Who have their own reasons for doing the things they do. Sometimes it’s playing a certain game and sometimes it’s taking lore with a grain of salt. Maybe you like foolishs parenting style and hate Phil’s, that’s valid! Just remember that people can dislike foolishs parenting style too!
TLDR: it’s okay to critique tubbo for how he chose to interact with the lore today or how he interacts with sunny so long as you are okay with people saying the same thing about your streamer
#it’s so exhausting seeing people shit on tubbo for things other streamer have done before#or did during this lore stream#sure this is intense lore but it’s hard to take seriously sometimes when it’s only able to progress when the admins say it can#everything is so tiring#no more fighting#no more war#no more being angry about how people conduct themselves#I was frustrated too ngl and I’m not going to say that he would be excused#but dang y’all act like every other streamer is perfect sometimes#qsmp tubbo#qsmp crit#I will not be debating anyone as I am pouring a glass of wine and getting my paint ready to relax
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Back to BUSINESS. wip
#Sesskag wip#I’ve been done with this for a minute but I was too tired from work and refreshing myself on other interests#now that I finally had a decent rest and can see straight it’s all good!! ALL GOOD !!!#work was DUMB and LONG ugh. it’s almost spring :D!!! that means good weather and work being more exhausting bc everybody wanna be outside#also y’all I met a new guy lol the last one sucked I like this new guy so much. matter fact I’m seeing a man now the last one was#just some dude yknow lol I gave 5 months of my time to just some dude just to get broken up with before vday🤡🤡#but now I’m back to baseline! just in time
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we have got to find a way to combat the illiterate incel racist misogynistic xenophobic red pill guys rapid growth in young men ESPECIALLY WHITE MEN moving us indefinitely closer to fascism
#I’m so exhausted and frustrated and sad and fearful and I’m not even trying to be too doompilled rn like y’all need to check y’all’s little#brothers and cousins
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The way other countries treat the Us is like how people in liberal US states treat the south
#like it is not right or good how things are#and instead#of help or sympathy it’s just finger pointing like ?????#no sympathy#dumb cucks getting mistreated by a government with a horrific past that gives no fucks about#it’s people#not realizing this is genuinely so fucking unhelpful#esp lwhen it was January 6th and people are scared shitless#and other countries were just like teehee America dumb#there will never be global solidarity if y’all are buying into your own nationalism and superiority and I mean it Fr Fr#Idk I’m exhausted and yelling into the void today but#critical thinking is at an all time low please take me out#personal#this is#not a I heart USA post by the way#I hate it here#but literally no country I’ve been to has ever been better about queer and trans rights than where I live and hoes will die mad abt it#going to NZ for 5 months bc I was told it was queer friendly then experiencing the most transphobia I have in my entire life#yippee
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anyone else getting a little tired of the unending horror
#she speaks#truly cannot keep living like this gang!#burned out and stressed constantly to a level that i keep thinking will plateau#only for it to keep somehow getting worse#idk if y’all know this but being a teacher in america is truly a completely unsustainable job#it verges on deliberate cruelty the shit we’re just supposed to handle and be ok with every day#and the expectations we’re supposed to be able to meet#with very little time to plan or prepare let alone rest#tomorrow i literally have no planning time#so i won’t get a single break outside of like 20 minutes for lunch if i’m lucky#and then we have a grade level meeting after school that i didn’t know about until literally today#bc we need to have report card comments done by tomorrow.#which you’ll never guess!! we also didn’t know about/weren’t reminded of until today!!#and maybe that’s on me but admin normally puts out so much stuff about it ahead of time#and this time we got literally nothing#and now i’ve had to cancel my therapy appointment right when i probably need it the most#and since it’s less than 24 hours i might get charged for it 🙃#i haven’t vacuumed in months and my car inspection is 3 months overdue#i wake up exhausted every single day and come home so overwhelmed i can barely talk#and yet things keep fucking happening every single day#and it all just keeps compounding#and i have no other option but to keep pushing through and hope it doesn’t literally kill me#this can’t be all there is. it can’t keep feeling like this forever. when does it get better i cant keep doing this
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#only me who is getting tired of fucking passive aggressive pricks posting about Palestine#like yes reblog fundraisers (or as I like to do — lists of verified fundraisers)#and post in support but I’m seeing so many ‘well nobody cares about this anymore I guess people are just evil’#or ‘I’m so frustrated with you people who OBVIOUSLY don’t care anyways reblog this’#like yes it’s exhausting and disheartening when it feels like people don’t care#but this is the same issue we’ve had here since 2013 (and probably before but that’s when I joined) where people try to guilt others#like it’s just not it#like y’all get how distressing people into action will burn them out faster and in the long run harm the movement bc everyone’s burnt right?
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nah bc what does it say about my ofmd fandom experience that instead of being like ‘yay I’m excited to join a new fandom and make new friends!’ when it comes to bg3, I’m just like,, ‘god I hope it doesn’t turn out awful again’
#:/// izzy fixation hurt me too bad y’all 😭😭#that shit fucked me up#tbh I do think the bg3 fandom vibes are just a little ick to me so far#but there is also some clouded judgement there I think. less optimism#the ofmd fandom experience was just so fucking shitty and exhausting and stupid#that like. to be fully honest??? I’m kind of scared to get involved in new fandoms now ://#not to be a pessimest but I swear nobody wants to have fun anymore they just wanna start discourse and complain about shit 😭😭#and I really really don’t have the energy to deal with that again
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If I could go one day, one single solitary day, without having to hear about Taylor Swift, see Taylor Swift, read about Taylor Swift, or hear a song by Taylor Swift, I think I would cry tears of joy
#I’m sorry but this is exhausting#she’s everywhere all the time#she’s overrated in my opinion#I mean she obviously has talent and knows what she’s doing#she’s laughing all the way to the bank so my opinion doesn’t mean shit to her#but there are other people far more talented than her who deserve more recognition than she does#sorry to any followers of mine who like her#I’m not trashing y’all#I’m just tired man
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Seeing/hearing people use your correct pronouns is such a buzz;;; it’s such a lift;; gender euphoria beam straight to the heart;; I wish that feeling for everyone;;;
I wish everyone (especially those with pronouns people are Weird about) a very ✨💕People Using Your Pronouns Correctly💕✨
#Saw someone casually use they/them for me and just about exploded with joy#I know I leave the old she/her I’ve been stuck with my whole life as an option bc it’s exhausting having to explain the agender thing#and I have no attachment to she/her as particularly gendered wrt me bc I’m agender so it’s kind of disconnected that way in my head#Like it’s more like. A Vestigial leftover pronoun than one I feel actually fits me you know?#while they/them is just. Yes. That is Me. You are talking about Me!! I love you!!!#Anyway this post is for all of y’all#it/its ppl. Neo pronoun users. He/him lesbians and she/her gays. Non-binary ppl who still use he/him or she/her. He/she ppl etc etc etc#I love you all I hope you all get addressed the way you want
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#I feel like I need to call out of work tomorrow#but I’m already taking Tues/Wed off this week#i’m just so exhausted#this shit is so disappointing#I’m going to be thinking about it all day tomorrow#and I’m already feeling so bad I don’t think I’ll sleep well#I’m trying to distract myself with chores and internet shit#but I just want to lay on the floor#I haven’t felt so fucking devastated in so long#and my brain can’t stop worrying about what this means for my health#i don’t know what to do#sorry for the freaking out and sad boy content I know that’s not why y’all are here#I’ll probably be fine or whatever#just really fucking gutted right now#ax says stuff
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goodnight my beautiful lil dork
#I am. very afraid for this week lmao 😭#my roommate is home and I have to drop the news on her that I’m moving out#which would be very normal and understandable under most circumstances#especially in this situation because she will soon be making $30 an hour and our rent is only $550 a month lmao so she can afford it easily#but …… she is so terrible to communicate with <3 and does not like spending money <3 so I’m afraid <3#I just have to keep reminding myself that it will be worth it#I’ll be happier#I’ll be working towards my goals#I HAVE goals for once in my life LMAO#it’s going to be okay I just have to get through the bad parts first 💕#on top of that I also dread work tomorrow lmao#BUT!!!!#I had THREE SEPARATE PEOPLE contact me for photography jobs today !!!!!#one of my aunts is having me photograph her crochet pieces so she can sell them online#another aunt (who owns a popular local hangout spot) is gonna have me photograph an event at the end of the month#and I got invited to photograph a CHRISTIAN MUSIC FESTIVAL ???#LIKE OKAYYYYYY#my emotions r everywhere#and now I want 2 cry over josh being the prettiest ever like omg#anywho I am exhausted !!! love y’all sleep well
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